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cough hack wheeze who wants a teeny tiny fantasy au snippet with uhhhh laughingstock Tension. it's like... half a scene! unedited & out of context As Is Tradition
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“Nothin’ much. I think I’ll poke around nearby towns, shake down some travelers - see what falls into my paws.”
“I’m not sure that’s such a good idea, Barn,” Howdy says. He sweeps aggressively, spreading dirt more than gathering it into the usual neat piles. “Who knows if those ne'er-do-wells are still roaming around the woods - if you and Ed couldn’t take them, what makes you think you could alone? Or- or! What if you stumble across those cultists? I hate to think of you stuck in an ambush with no help coming, knowing fully well that-”
A large paw slips the broom out of his grip and sets it to the side, and Howdy stammers to a stop as Barnaby crowds him against the bar with a soft, “Howdy.”
Howdy swallows hard, bracketed on each side by strong blue arms. The look Barnaby fixes him with dries up his well of words and bristles his fuzz. Howdy’s heart hammers against his ribs. He can feel Barnaby’s body heat, and it’s lighting his blood on fire.
“I’m not gonna be reckless, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Barnaby says. He barely needs to speak louder than a whisper for Howdy to hear him loud and clear. He smells like sweet smoke. “The other day was a one time deal, cross my heart. But, if it’ll make you feel better, I’ll take someone with me. I’m sure Jules is itchin’ to get outta town.”
“What would really make me feel better is if you stay,” Howdy blurts, just barely reining in the with me. He tenses, knowing that he’s toeing a dangerous line. One wrong word, and he’ll make the unspoken spoken - but the stress drains out of him as Barn’s eyes go soft. Perhaps that wouldn’t be so bad. Of course there’s no reason to worry, not about this, not with him. There never has been.
“You know I can’t do that,” Barnaby murmurs. “Not yet.”
Howdy doesn’t need to say that he knows. Not for the first time and with any luck, not for the last, it clicks in his mind that they’re on the same page - he doesn’t need to be a telepath to understand the thoughts behind Barnaby’s dark eyes.
Barnaby says it anyway. “I gotta get him back. I can’t… there’s no room for anythin’ else right now.”
Howdy sighs through his nose and slumps against the counter digging into the small of his back. He nods and adjusts the lapels of Barnaby’s vest. His fingers ghost over soft blue, and Barnaby doesn’t flinch at the contact. If anything, he leans the barest millimeter into it. His gaze burns into Howdy’s, even if they aren’t meeting at the moment, but it isn’t a bad feeling. Quite the opposite, actually.
“Well,” Howdy says in a low voice, “if you find a good lead, send for the rest of us. I’ll be there as fast as my four legs can scamper.”
Barnaby smirks. “Even if you need to take a boat?”
“Even so, Barn.”
The smirk slides into something that isn’t a frown, but isn’t a smile. It’s too soft for a grimace, but too intense for simple recognition. Barnaby seems to sway forward, and Howdy is sorely tempted to meet him halfway.
But Barnaby’s claw taps the counter, and he pulls away before anyone’s mind can be made up. Howdy’s hands slip from his lapels, brushing against fur as they fall and knuckles skimming over the smooth, fresh scar cutting across Barnaby’s belly.
“I’ll be back before you know it,” Barnaby says, his eyes crinkling at the corners. He squeezes Howdy’s shoulder and then his back is turned, and he’s leaving. All Howdy can do is watch.
And call out after him, “Your table will be open and waiting for you.”
Barnaby pauses in the doorway and looks over his shoulder at Howdy, and his grin is so full of affection that Howdy may just burst.
“With a free pint?” he asks.
“Hey now, don’t push your luck pal.”
Barnaby bursts out laughing, and Howdy can hear it even after the door thuds closed.
#clawing and sobbing and- no. no#im normal. im so normal i swear#yk on a related tangent. i keep wanting to go to my sleep but spotify keeps playing bangers#all of my Lore songs... the animatics in my head... i dont want to not listen!#so i thought hey. might as well offer Yet Another Snippet!#i have many these days!#i almost posted the human au carnival snippet but uhhhh this one won out. i wrote it like. two hours ago#im sorry if it lacks some Personality or if theres blatant Mistakes#im tired! i meant to be asleep two hours ago! its 2 am!#snippets from the bog#laughingstock#wh fantasy au#its not shown in this tidbit#but barnaby has his pack and it contains Not Only Wormie! but also Puppet Wally!#barnaby: i gotta find wally 🥺#honey... you have had him the whole time... kiss your caterpillar....#the. the tall one. not the teeny worm.#well. the teeny worm too but she just gets a little kisth on her tiny face.#the tall caterpillar would get uhhhh a lil more than that id expect. lotsa sugar yk yk#im. gonna go sleep#these two will be my nightly bedtime story as i drift away...#and hopefully ill wake up early enough to find the christmas lights before The Stream#and maybe crochet a few more rows.... read a couple more chapters...#i just misspelled read as red i need to be Unconchus
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Claw machine
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patience was wearing thin [no plushies where harmed during this post]
#14 days with you#14dwy#14dwy ren#14dwy oc#the hand of the right its supposed to be your hand but i didn't know how to depictthtat crying sobbing#okback to my enclosure 🍖#don't u hate when you dream about winning in claw machines and there are a lot of pretty plushies#but you wake up and the plushies don't exist and you are bad a claw machines#if i don't make silly drawings with hidden meanings i will perish#also i will get the queue going if u see the queue tag don't get scared#i say don't get scared but im the one scared let's not be scared together
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pov: me super sad on them altering zayne's ENG voice on the recent update
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#zayne#noooo he doesn't sound the same on the event and he doesn't sound the same anymore on claw machine date#they are trying to overwrite the soft husky him that i love#i am not sure if i am just very paranoid now but i feel like they are overwriting his voice on phone calls too#i am so afraid i will never hear his husky voice again on the story and relax time#his soft voice is so gentle and romantic#i hate his other voice it is so stern and commanding#o(---<#i am mourning so hard#i hope his new voice doesn't make it to new chapters of the story#but i c a n only hope#not everyone seem to like his husky voice#but his newest voice is much more monotone to me than his husky voice i hateee it sooo muuchh........................#this post has no effort#i just want to veeentt.....................#zaynee come back to meeee#i put suggestion on discord to keep his old voice#but it doesn't seem to bring much eunthiasm sobbing......#help me....#DROP ME THE SURVEY AGAINN#I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT HIS NEW VOICEEE
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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever
#jrwi fanart#cw blood#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay#i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL#so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that#ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT#arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES#I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no#ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE#BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that#we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW#he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar#I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS#also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that#human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY#i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK#feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh
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DRAWTECTIVES SEASON 3 MENTION !!!!!
#sobbing crying clawing at the walls#im so excited for the next season#drawfee#drawfee show#drawtectives#drawtectives season 3#julia drawfee
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We’re getting chapter 88 animated
#the season stars in like 2 days and I forget that like- this is IT#it’s here#every time I remember I just- *wailing crying sobbing clawing at the walls*#bsd#bungo stray dogs#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd atsushi#bsd akutagawa
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having a category 5 n moment tonight (literally nothing happened i just thought about him too hard and got sad over him for the trillionth time)
#pokemon#pokemon bw#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#clai's art#screaming crying sobbing biting clawing at the walls chewing up the furniture#i want him to leave me ALONE i havent had a MOMENT of peace since 2010
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i'm never getting this project done LOL
instead i keep drawing this mf. i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him
im normal. im so norma
#deltarune#deltarune fanart#spamton#spamton g spamton#big shot era#big shot spamton#i swear i'll get it done i swear#i'll have it finished over the weekend probably maybe#big shot brain bug forever. sobs and cries and claws the walls and floors#if you want a little hint for the mini project#it's gonna be spamblue :3#have nice day :'^)
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more of my owl hunter but he’s doing way worse :))
#my art#toh hunter#owl house#the owl house#cw body horror#? i mean yes in a way- owl hunter grows CLAWS out of his wings i bet that would look GHASTLY in real life#i like how everyone out here is like: omg possesed hunter is hOT and im here like: sobbing.....crying....he will never recover...#the poor boy i---- ;-; </3#anthro#the owl house season 3#toh season 3#toh spoilers#owl house hunter
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she is truly her daddy’s daughter… i will never get over this
#im crying blood everywhere#daddy oberyn is my favorite oberyn#every new lore i learn about him makes me want to claw my heart out and serve it to him on a platter#‘lady lance’ *sobbing aggressively*#i love them so much your honor#oberyn martell the man that you are#oberyn martell#elia sand#arianne martell#twow#valyrianscrolls#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones
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GUYS LOOK WHAT TAM GOT ME FOR MY BDAY SOBSSSSS IM LITERALLY GONNA CRY
SOBSSSS @sugurini YOU DID SUCH A GORGEOUS JOB IVE BEEN STARING AT IT NONSTOP SINCE SHE SHOWED ME IT THE WAY U DREW THE DRESS AND THE BACKGROUND >>>> ITS SO GORGEOUS
#— selfships#fun fact#childe is the first genshin character i ever selfshipped with & of the 3 comms i have with him 💀 two are gifts 😭#i neglect him so hard commission wise#BUT THE TWO GIFTS MAKE UP FOR IT SO HARD SOBS#ERIS GOT ME ONE LAST YEAR FOR MY BDAY AND TAM THIS YEAR AND THEYRE BOTH SO STUNNING IT MAKES ME WANNA CLAW MY EYES OUT
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Ghostsoap but it's sleep token lyrics
#i'm sobbing about them on this night#this is actually driving me insane#clawing at the bars of my enclosure#i need to fucking be consoled and held#ghostsoap#ghoap#CoD#sleep token
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oh god wait. so if the episodes are "days" to the puppets, and traditionally, new episodes air once per week... then are the puppets only ever awake for one day per week? if that, cause wouldn't episodes only be about an hour long, probs less? so they're awake for however long it takes to film one episode, and then they sleep until the next.
and if Wally doesn't sleep...
#h. hold on a second hold. i need a minute hold on-#is wally awake and alone in the dark for a week at a time#waiting for his next chance to see his friends. to see anyone at all other than Home#how does it feel to him when he goes an episode - maybe multiple without seeing certain neighbors#bc it was implied on the website that some episodes don't have every character interact with wally during his shenanigans#oh fuck and if the show Ended... and he continued on... how many years has he been in the empty dark with only creaks for company#sobs loudly i cant do this-#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#i really hope they get to be awake each 'day'#i put it in quotes bc wasnt it also implied that their days are vastly different from ours#but they probably arent. theyre probably sleeping for a full week at a time#clawing at the walls over this im so emotional#do you think wally like... goes to their houses to visit them while they sleep#hm now im remembering that barnaby and wally sleepover piece clown drew#and im seeing it in an Entirely new and Vastly More Sad light
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happy new yuri everybody
this might be the sappiest thing ive ever written but idc the girlies deserve it. cheesy lovestruck joycetoria smoochies snippet to ring in the new year ok bye
The ground rises up to meet Victoria halfway, an embrace that still knocks the wind out of her. Someone somewhere laughs, and she isn‘t sure whether they‘re laughing with or at her, but when she goes to open her mouth to ask, she almost projectile-vomits all over the pavement instead. But only almost.
„Vicky,“ Joyce says, drunk enough, too, that it sounds more like a giggle than a word, and Victoria giggles too, carefree and high pitched like a teenager.
Vicky, she echoes under her breath, Vicky Vicky Vicky, only for her. Only for Joyce and her golden curls sticking in every direction, the lipstick smudged into her beard from the many times she‘s pressed her mouth to Victoria's skin already that evening. Lipstick on her teeth, too, and smeared all over Vicky‘s shoulders, pink like spring flowers. A mixture of cheese and alcohol and all those comforting Joyce smells that Victoria could drink.
Fuck, Vicky thinks, I love you so much, and she‘s drunk enough she doesn‘t notice that she‘s said it out loud until Joyce‘s strong freckled arms are dragging her up, saying I know. And she doesn‘t say it back, the love thing, but she doesn‘t have to—it‘s in the way she‘s holding Vicky and doesn‘t let go even when the risk of falling again has passed, the comforting squeeze of her shoulder, the way she‘s gently guiding her away from the crowd, a throng of people pouring out of Paddy‘s doors.
It seems like the New Year should still be hours away, and yet there’s so much anticipation in the air, it can’t be long now. When Victoria checks her watch, the numbers blur in front of her eyes, but before she can ask for the time, the crowd picks up the count and answers her question. 10 seconds to the new year, coming way too soon all of a sudden but somehow with less dread than she‘s used to.
9 seconds, 8, Joyce burying her face in the crook of Victoria‘s shoulder, where her jacket has almost slipped off. Still not letting go of her, and Victoria is glad for it, legs still wobbling in her highest pair of heels.
7, 6, 5, 4, the scratch of Joyce’s beard against Victoria‘s cheek, the earthy smell of dirt in her hair. This is what happiness feels like; the teeth of someone you love right on your jugular. Torn stockings and a scrape on her elbow and make up that must be melting off her face by now, and Victoria can‘t find it in herself to care.
3, 2, 1.
Victoria giggles as Joyce kisses her, once, square on the lips. Their teeth knock together as high above them the sky lights up in color, sparks shooting through the night. Behind them the crowd cheers, and even if Victoria knows it‘s not them they‘re cheering for, it still feels like it should be.
„Happy New Year,“ Joyce says, lips smudged with red, and Victoria‘s heart seems like it could burst into a million little pieces, explode like the fireworks soaring high over their heads.
„Happy New Year,“ she says, too, giving Joyce‘s small warm hand a squeeze. Barely a second in and she‘s already happier than she‘d ever dreamed she could be.
#posting this because if i dont ada will throw bricks at me#this feels so cringe help im having full body shivers#sobbing theyre in love ur honor……#u will need to claw joytory lipstick smudges out of my cold dead hands
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free me free me oh my god free me from this fucking thing stuck to my chest augh hell world
i survived 2 and a half days before totally fucking losing it. which is 11.5 days not long enough!
#zeph posting#for context. i have a heart monitor thingy on.#and its fucking stuck to my chest. with adhesive#and it itches because mild skin irritation is normal and im autistic#and i want to fucking sob and claw it off of my chest#but that would mean i would have to scrub off adhesive and put a new one on in the same spot and thats worse
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you guys I am once again having a moment ™️ thinking about Fishlegs and Hiccup’s friendship and their undying loyalty to each other.
#I’m getting emotional about fictional kids devoting themselves to supporting each other no matter what and aaaa#this is fine#I’m fine#fishlegs having hiccups helmet and hiccup having fishlegs’s lobster claw necklace as they part ways…. sob#httyd#httyd books#am I listening to the playlist I made for their friendship ? yes. yes I am
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