100 Things I want to do
a/n: recovering from my frozen fingers (4x) and also inspired by awhile ago when i was doing a mini driving thing and i almost flipped. also reader kins saki tenma sorry babes i had to
“Spring will come again, people say.
Yet I am heartsick.”
ever since chuya met you, autumn has been his favorite season. the most memorable would always be 2nd year you two started dating.
‘it had started raining pellets of hail and you and chuya had just completed a racing competition.
“i can’t believe you cut me off! i was so close to winning too.” chuya angrily yelled as he took off his helmet. “but, i didn’t cut you off, chu! i was just making a hard turn, i swear!” you drowsily got off of the motorcycle before regaining balance.
“be careful, it’s frosty out here. i bet you feel like you’re living in a freezer, hah?” chuya joked as he nudged your shoulder. “hehe, something like that…”
he grabbed your reddening fingers “ah, you are! c’mon, let’s get inside before you’re a sculpture, yeah?” he pulled your hand into his as he dragged you inside.’
it would always be his fondest memory of you. you smiled like never before that day. a smile of pure joy and childishness.
‘“careful, s/o! i’m not invincible y’know?” chuya grunted as he carried you on his shoulders. “i’m almost there, i can almost grab it!” your arm is outstretched to a red and pink maple leaf tree.
the tree is amazingly vibrant compared to the dull colors surrounding it. “i got it, chuu!” you held two maple leaves in your hand as chuya placed you back on the ground.
“huh… it is pretty, isn’t it?” chuya observed the red leaf, admiring its’ vibrance. “come! let’s go home to preserve it, quick!!”’
he still has the maple leaf. preserved in resin and hung on his wall— like it’s his most prized possession. and, in a way, it’s true. it reminds him of you.
it’s a long night. there’s a shake in the ground that’s absolutely headache-inducing. resting his head on his couch. there’s a book hidden behind the cushion— a notebook.
‘100 things i want to do’
6: i want to go to another country
29: i want to find someone who loves me
38: i want to ride a motorcycle
58: i want to have fun outside with my friends
63: i want to try preserving a maple leaf
72: i want to go to a zoo
100: i want to have a nice wedding with chuya
wind rushed through the opened window, a strong gust hitting his face. chuya was willing to do anything for you. if he had it his way, you’d still be here. he wishes he could’ve made your last wish come true— that you could die fulfilled.
but, as chuya has learned; there’s no use dwelling in the past. he closes the notebook before looking at a ring— a ring that belonged to you; a ring that’s nothing more than a keepsake now. autumn is lonely without you.
“Nothing will happen when spring comes;
That child will not come again.”
—chūya nakahara, ‘spring will come again!’
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Chuuya Nakahara (Bungou Stray Dogs) Playlist
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I haven’t listened to all of these, so this is based mostly on the vibe it had in the spotify preview. So, I hope it’s alright!!
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Ain’t No Rest For The Wicked- Cage The Elephant
Mr Brightside- The Killers
Gives You Hell- The All-American Rejects
Basket Case- Green Day
Interstate Love Song- Stone Temple Pilots
Say It Ain’t So- Weezer
Dog Days- MAN WITH A MISSION
Clock Strikes- ONE OK ROCK
Supernova- 9mm Parabellum Bullet
Never Wanted To Dance- Mindless Self Indulgence
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