notes ft. my emotional support claw clip :P scans attached below

just trying to catch up. my prof tells us to print the lecture powerpoints so we don't write as much but idk how I feel about it.

excited to write these! my s/o got me a big pack of mildliners <3 so I wanted to test all of them

ough brain is doing SO bad but sometimes. there are colors

Went for a walk but instead of touching grass I started thinking of phones and man I'm so fucking Curious and Hyped to see the Roger route especially to see how different he is from his counterpart in DSaF.

After all, in that universe it really seems that the only thing that made Roger get his shit together after his wife left him and he dropped off med school and shit was fucking Dying and getting to now be Someone Else (see: Scott) but now everyone is already a phone so that possibility is off the table which makes me wonder, is this Roger just not miserable or is there a brand new thing that he found to get his life relatively together?

*Throws this at tumblr and hides again*

Happy late demyx day yeyyy

random writing trope i hate:

ppl not wanting ANY pain drugs when immensly injured "cause they need their head"

yall clearly have taken too much drugs but never been in any immense pain for particularly long

"something something service something something top"

Robot girl very flirtatiously asking your thoughts/advice about how to service electrical work

pictured: lesbian sex

help I ate too much soup

yo donnie would absolutely be the type to be like “you all need therapy go to fucking therapy therapy is good for you”

And then refuse to go to therapy.

funny fact about me getting into the x files that i don't think i've ever shared on here!! i was binging on netflix of course, and really only hung around on the wikipedia page for the first couple seasons, so i got through them relatively unspoiled. then in the middle of season 3, i decided to write my first review of the show on this stupid little WordPress blog i had back then (we don't have to talk about that), and when i posted it and tagged it on tumblr, i decided to go into the x files tag to see if anyone even still talked about this old show from the 90s... and holy shit, the tag was full of stuff, and i was SO hooked on this show, and SO desperately waiting for mulder and scully to get together, that i couldn't resist the new content!! i scrolled for hours and promptly spoiled... MOST... of the show for myself. i was in disbelief that the shoe never explicitly really gets mulder and scully together the way i was expecting

at the time, finishing my viewing of the show was kind of a drag once i got through like season 6 or 7, because i had spoiled every major emotional moment in the show for myself (i was like watching clips ahead on youtube like a horrible fan!), and i was so excited to get new episodes, to the point where things couldn't be spoiled bc i was watching stuff live. and then someone leaked the details of the shows finale on reddit

now, i think maybe me getting spoiled was a blessing in disguise. the first time, because i think it would've been a bummer to binge the whole show and discover i would only ever get crumbs (plus going into stuff like scully giving up william blind). the second because it gave me time to prepare for the finale and get to acceptance

but it's still so funny to me

and as much as i love the show from all angles, i don't think anything has ever felt as special as my blind binge of those first two seasons at age 14

I'm so mad at my neighbors, like this lady is a neuropsyhologist, and I mentioned getting treatment by the public healthcare (and private) and being denied multiple times bc I either was "too normal" or had to go to a psych ward according to them. Her husband asked what my diagnosis was, I didn't want to say bc I had just met them, but got embarassed said the truth, I believe I have autism and have been diagnosed multiple times with bpd.

She procceded to undiagnose me, talking like I had nothing wrong with me, specially not autism since all adults she worked with who thought they had autism didn't, bc autistic people "don't have the same perception of themselves like us so a true autistic doesn't notice it" which is outdated bullshit. I ain't even need to go to doctors anymore for them to get one look at me and tell me I'm normal I just want attention.

aaaand that's my first Defect heart kill! done it mainly bc I saw the self-repair beta art and it was so adorable I immediately wanted it haha. here's a screenshot of the absolutely ridiculous amount of orbs I had by the end

[ID: screenshot from Slay the Spire after killing the Heart. the player is playing as the Defect and has nine orbs arrayed around them, as well as one extra empty slot /end ID]

Love watching videos about tech and nodding along like an idiot. Yesssss I know what a capacitor does why would I not know what a capacitor does? (Doesnt know what a capacitor does)

I think Miles should be allowed to be scary sometimes

the me in my head is telling me to quit my job now to play that damned bald gate game