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candewlsy · 6 months

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Genre: Angst with fluff

Pairings: Boyfriend!Jungwon X Female Reader

Warnings: abandonment, friends issues, loneliness

Word count: 1.9k

A/n : this is basically what happened yesterday except I don't have a Jungwon in my life TT. Just to let you know, you're loved and there'll always be someone who loves you <3

Synopsis: You found yourself in a challenging situation when a group project went awry, but fortunately, Jungwon was there to lend a helping hand and salvage the situation.

You stood outside the designated location, trying to control your anxiety as you looked for any sign of your classmates. The minutes ticked by as you tried calling them on your phone, even sending them texts, pleading with them to let you know where they had gone. But your messages went unanswered and your calls went straight to voicemail.

As the morning passed into the afternoon, you remained alone, feeling abandoned and hurt. You walked around the area, hoping to spot someone familiar, but there was no sign of them. You felt a mix of anger and betrayal, but also a crushing sense of loneliness.

As the sun began to set, you began to feel the weight of the day on your shoulders. Your legs felt like lead and your eyes burned with exhaustion. But you knew that you couldn't just go home and forget about it. You needed to get your assignment done, even if it meant doing it alone.

You took a deep breath and tried to push your negative feelings aside. You reminded yourself that you were strong and capable, and that you didn't need anyone but yourself to succeed. And so, you set about starting the assignment, using all the skills and knowledge you had gained in class to create something extraordinary. It would be a difficult, lonely task, but you knew that you could do it, and that it would be worth it in the end.

As you were walking around the store, you noticed two of your classmates analyzing the layout and design of the store. You felt relieved knowing that you wouldn't be doing the assignment alone. You approached them and asked if they could accompany you, but they were too busy with the talking. You all sat down on the bench near the store, where they shared their ideas and analysis of the store's design.

After a few minutes, they completed their assignment and you thanked them for their help. However, they declined your invitation to continue with the assignment, as they had already finished and wanted to go home. You told them it was alright and wished them a good rest.

As they left, you realized that you were alone and felt a wave of loneliness wash over you. You decided to sit on the bench where they left you and contemplate. You eventually got up and started walking around, trying to find a spot where you could work on the assignment alone.

As you walked, you thought about your classmates and wondered if they had actually finished the assignment. You also thought about how you had lied about having a friend with you, just to mask your loneliness. Despite feeling alone, you remained determined to complete the assignment to the best of your ability.

As you continued to walk, you eventually found a spot where you could work. You sat down and pulled out your assignment, determined to focus and get the job done. You reminded yourself that you were strong and capable, and that you didn't need anyone else's help to complete the assignment. Your determination helped you push through the loneliness and focus on the task at hand.

After hours of working on your assignment, you decided to take a break and go out. You got up from your chair and went out to search for a nearby café shop. As you walked, you couldn't help but feel a sense of monotony and boredom that comes with working for long hours. However, you were determined to make the most of your break.

You walked into the café and ordered your favourite beverage. As you were sipping on your drink, you decided to scroll through your Instagram feed, you felt a strange pang in your chest as you noticed a video of two of your closest classmates, laughing and having a good time at the arcade. Just moments ago, they had told you that they needed to go home to complete their assignment, yet here they were, enjoying their time together.

Feeling betrayed and abandoned, you continued to scroll and discovered another video of your classmates who had ditched you, this time at a karaoke bar, belting out their favourite tunes and enjoying each other's company. Your heart sank even further as you realized that they had chosen to exclude you from their plans, leaving you feeling hurt and left out. You wondered why they didn't invite you along.

As the overwhelming emotions took over, you could feel the warm droplets of tears forming around the corners of your eyes, slowly making their way down your cheeks, leaving a trail of saltiness behind.

You wiped away the tears that had streamed down your face and decided to head straight home, craving the comfort of your boyfriend's hugs.

Your hands are shaking as you press the buttons on your phone to call your boyfriend. You can feel your heart racing as you wait for him to pick up. In just a few seconds, he does and you hear his sweet voice on the other end. "Sweetheart?" His voice is full of concern and love, and you can feel tears pooling around your eyes again. You take a deep breath and try to steady your voice. "J-jungwon," you say, and he immediately knows something's wrong.

"Sweetheart, what's going on? Where are you?" he asks, his voice still full of worry.

You feel a sense of comfort in his worried voice. "I'm currently at the magical café, the one I often go to," you say, your voice still shaking.

Jungwon hums, and you can almost see him nodding on the other end of the line. "Okay, baby. Stay there, yeah? I'll come and pick you up. I love you," he says, and you feel your heart swell with gratitude and love.

"I love you too," you respond before ending the call. You sit there for a moment, feeling both relieved and scared, waiting for your boyfriend to arrive and comfort you.

As you stood up and left the café, your heart was racing with anticipation for Jungwon's arrival. You couldn't help but feel butterflies in your stomach as you waited for him to arrive. A few minutes later, you spotted his familiar car pulling up to the curb. Excitement surged through you as he stepped out of the car, looking just as handsome as ever.

You took in his appearance, admiring the orange hoodie he wore so often and his slightly messy hair. He was the perfect picture of a loving boyfriend. You couldn't wait to be wrapped up in his arms.

As he jogged towards you, your heart skipped a beat. He pulled you into a tight embrace, and you immediately felt a sense of comfort and safety in his arms. "My sweetheart, I'm here now," he whispered, and you couldn't help but sob on his chest. He caressed your hair and whispered sweet praises in your ear, making you feel loved and cherished.

You both stand there, arms wrapped around each other, basking in the warmth of the embrace. After a moment, he gently pulls away and takes your hands in his, intertwining his fingers with yours. He leads you towards the car, pausing to open the door for you and help you buckle your seatbelt. Once you're secured, he closes the door and walks around to the driver's seat. The engine hums to life as he turns the key, and he expertly navigates the car out of the parking lot and onto the road. As you drive, you chat about your day and take in the passing scenery, feeling grateful for this moment of peace and togetherness.

After a long day, you and Jungwon finally arrive home and head straight inside. Jungwon looks at you with a soft expression and asks, "Do you want to take a shower first or do you want to cuddle?" You smile at him and reply, "I want to freshen up first. Then, we'll cuddle, okay?" Jungwon caresses your face and leaves a peck on your lips before heading to the kitchen to prepare snacks for your movie time together.

As you step into the shower, the warm water cascades down your body, providing a sense of relaxation and comfort. The sound of the water flowing through the showerhead is like a gentle melody that massages your soul, washing away the day's stresses. You can't help but feel grateful for having a partner as caring and considerate as Jungwon.

Meanwhile, Jungwon is in the kitchen, preparing snacks for your movie time together. The aroma of freshly popped popcorn fills the air, and you can't wait to sink your teeth into it. You know he always pays attention to your needs and surprises you with little things that matter the most.

After finishing your shower, you step out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, wrapped in Jungwon's cozy hoodie. The soft, warm fabric feels like a second skin, making you feel cozy and comfortable. The scent of his cologne lingers on the fabric, adding to the warmth and coziness.

Jungwon looks up from the kitchen table as you enter the room, and his face lights up with a smile. Seeing you in his hoodie makes his heart skip a beat, and he can't resist pulling you into his arms. The warmth of his touch and the sweet scent of his cologne fill you with a sense of love and affection.

Your lips meet in a sweesavour passionate kiss, and you both savour the moment, lost in each other's embrace. The taste of his lips lingers on yours, and you feel a sense of contentment wash over you. You realize how lucky you are to have someone like Jungwon in your life, someone who makes you feel loved and appreciated every single day.

As you break apart, Jungwon leads you to the couch and pulls you into his arms. The feeling of his embrace is indescribable, and you both curl up on the couch, snacking on popcorn and losing yourselves in the movie playing on the television. For a moment, time seems to stand still, and the only thing that exists is the love and happiness you share with Jungwon.

Jungwon drew a small circle on your arm, trying to comfort you. He gently asked you what had happened to make you cry, and you didn't hesitate to tell him everything that was on your mind. As you spoke, you felt the tears welling up in your eyes again, but before you knew it, Jungwon had wiped them away with his hand.

He looked at you with a sympathetic expression and said, "Sweetheart, they don't deserve you. People like them shouldn't be with someone as kind as you. You're amazing and I love everything about you, my love."

You felt a warm sensation in your chest, but a part of you couldn't help but wonder if you were the problem. You had been abandoned by so many people before, and you were scared of being hurt again. Jungwon seemed to sense your doubts and said, "Then, let me end your pain. Let me heal you. I will always be here for you. I will never abandon you, even when death takes my hand. I will hold you with the other and promise to find you in every lifetime."

His words were like a ray of sunshine in your life, and you felt a sense of comfort knowing that someone was there for you. You leaned into him, feeling safe in his embrace, and knew that you had found someone worth holding onto.

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candewlsy · 7 months

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Hot Chocolate

Genre: fluff

Pairings: boyfriend!sunghoon x fem!reader

Warnings: None just soft sunghoon :(

Word count: 856

A/n: My brain won't stop thinking of @malarign recent fic 😔 so I'm continuing to feed our delusion asses. I'm blaming Joo for this and I'm gonna drag you here with me.

Go and check her "hug me" fic y'all 😔

Please ignore the grammar and misspelled words 😔

"Sweetheart? Are you still cold?"

Sunghoon is making hot chocolate, and he's peeking through the kitchen to look at you sitting on the couch with his coat still wrapped around you, the sight melted his heart.

"A bit," you said your body slightly shaking from the cold.

As you sit on the couch with the coat around you, you hear the sound of footsteps coming from the kitchen. You look up to see Sunghoon walking into the room, holding two steaming mugs. He sits down next to you, handing you a mug of hot chocolate.

You smile at him, grateful for the warm drink, and take a sip. The chocolate is rich and creamy, and the heat from the mug warms your hands. You lean back against the couch, feeling relaxed and content.

As you drink your hot chocolate, you notice that Sunghoon is taking quick glances at you, his eyes gentle and attentive. He seems to be enjoying seeing you wrapped up in his coat, looking comfortable and relaxed. You can't help but feel a little bit of pride at how much you mean to him.

As you continue to sip your hot chocolate, you think about how lucky you are to have Sunghoon in your life. He has always been there for you, supporting you through thick and thin. You know that you can always count on him to make things better, even with something as simple as a hot chocolate on a chilly night.

"I'll be right back."

Then, Sunghoon stands up and goes to your shared room to grab a blanket and hoodie for you.

After a few minutes, you hear the sound of footsteps coming from the bedroom. You look up to see Sunghoon walking to you, holding a blanket and a hoodie. He places them down on the couch next to you, and you notice that the hoodie is a bit oversized.

"I thought you could use these," he says, with a small smile. "I'll make some popcorn while you get comfortable."

You nod, grateful for his thoughtfulness. As you pull the blanket around you and slide into the hoodie, you catch a glimpse of Sunghoon in the kitchen, popping popcorn on the stove. The smell of butter and salt fills the air, mixing with the warmth of the hot chocolate.

After a few minutes, Sunghoon comes back into the living room, carrying a bowl of steaming popcorn. He hands it to you, and you take a handful, letting the salt and butter flavors melt on your tongue.

As you eat your popcorn and drink your hot chocolate, you feel relaxed and content. It's a small moment of peace and comfort in the midst of a difficult day. You're grateful that Sunghoon is there with you, making you feel loved and cared for.

As you bundle up in the soft blanket and cozy hoodie, Sunghoon joins you on the couch, his arms wrapping around you in a gentle hug. You can feel his warmth and comfort as you lean into him, feeling all the stress of the day slip away.

With his strong embrace and the warmth of the blanket and hoodie, you feel like you're in your own little world, surrounded by all the love and support in the world. You can't help but feel grateful for Sunghoon's presence, for the way he always seems to know just what you need.

As you settle into his embrace, you let out a contented sigh, feeling safe and shielded from the harsh realities of the world. You know that with Sunghoon by your side, you can face anything that comes your way.

You look up at him, feeling all the love and affection in his eyes. He gazes back at you with a smile, his arms pulling you closer, and you know that this moment is a perfect example of how fortunate you are to have him in your life.

"Sweetheart, I told you to dress up warmly, didn't I? Will you ever listen to me?" Sunghoon said softly.

You can't help but feel a sense of remorse as Sunghoon's words sink in. You should have listened to him and should have dressed more warmly to avoid catching a cold. You can't help but feel grateful for his concern, even if it's paired with a hint of scolding.

With a sigh, you lean back on the couch, wrapping yourself in the warm blanket once more. You can't help but feel all the love and compassion that radiates from him, and you know that you're lucky to have him in your life.

"I'm sorry," you mutter, your voice soft and regretful. "I guess I just wasn't thinking."

Sunghoon's eyes are filled with understanding and affection as he reaches out and brushes a stray strand of hair behind your ear. "It's okay, sweetheart," he says, his voice low and soothing. "Just be more mindful next time, all right?"

You nod, grateful for his understanding. You know that you can always count on him to look out for you, and you are reminded of how lucky you are to have him in your life.

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candewlsy · 7 months

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Warnings! : YANDERE , manipulation , toxic-relationship, dark concept, comfort, loneliness.

Words count: 1k

A/n: block or ignore if you're uncomfortable with these kind of concept. I wrote this just to match my theme 💀 (stupid I know-) i may write this again but make it angst 🤭 I wrote this for fun actually just to start up with my theme 😓👹 and THIS WAS RUSHED TOO THOUGH SO UH IGNORE THEM IG 🏃‍♀️

You loved beomgyu, you really do. But, as time goes by you started to doubt the love you had for him.

"Why are you obsessed with me? I told you that I need space, but it feels like you're taking over my entire life. And, I'm so sick of you.. Let's just end it here" you said in a low and firm voice, staring straight at Beomgyu, your eyes narrowed slightly. A small part of you felt guilty for telling him the truth, but a bigger part of you felt like he needs to hear it. You stand up, turning your back on him, ready to leave.

But before you can even take a step, Beomgyu grabs your wrist, his grip strong and firm.

"I dare you to walk out of that door and trust me you're going to come back" he says with a smirk, his eyes locked onto yours. You can feel your heart beating faster in your chest, your hands shaking slightly. What if he's right? What if you come back to him, no matter what? You try to pull your hand back, but Beomgyu's grip doesn't weaken. He pulls you closer to him so that your bodies are touching, smiling at you with an all-knowing look in his eyes.

Your heart is beating faster as you tried to pull your hand away from Beomgyu's grip, your skin flushing with a mix of emotions. You feel like you're going to pass out, your stomach churning with anxiety. But you can't back down now, not when he's acting like this. You take a deep breath and look back at Beomgyu, your eyes fierce.

"I don't know what you're talking about," your voice shaking slightly. "I just want you to back off and leave me"

Beomgyu lets go of your wrist and takes a step back, his eyes never leaving yous. He smiles, and the smile doesn't reach his eyes.

"You'll be back," he says, his voice as cold as ice. "You always come back to me."

You turn away from him, your heart pounding in your chest. You can't deal with this right now. You need to get away from him, away from this situation. You start to walk towards the door, trying to ignore the feeling of Beomgyu's eyes on you. You need to get out of here. Now.

Beomgyu had always been overly protective of you. He was constantly interfering in your life and trying to control you. He didn't like it when you spent time with your guy best friend, saying that he was a bad influence and that he was just using you.

One day, Beomgyu decided to take matters into his own hands. He confronted your guy best friend and threatened him, warning him to stay away from you. The guy best friend was shocked and upset by Beomgyu's behavior. He couldn't believe that the guy his friend dated could be so controlling and possessive.

The incident caused a major rift between Beomgyu and you. You're angry that Beomgyu had meddled in your life and had threatened someone you cared about. Beomgyu, on the other hand, doubled down on his position, insisting that he was just trying to protect you from someone who didn't have your best interests at heart

The argument escalated. It was a painful and confusing time for both of them. The fight ended with you walking out the door, feeling hurt and alone. You knew that it was time to put an end to the relationship, even though it was one of the hardest decisions you had ever made.

You arrived at your friends' house with your eyes still red from tears. You had come over to vent about your fight with Beomgyu and hopefully to get some support. But as soon as you began to speak, you realized that they weren't really listening. They seemed to be distracted with their own lives, and no one was quite as invested in your situation as you had hoped.

As you continued to explain your situation, you could feel your anger and frustration growing. You had come to your friends for support and instead, they were ignoring you. It was as if they didn't care about your feelings at all.

Feeling defeated and alone, you left the house and made your way outside. You have nowhere to go, no place to sleep other than Beomgyu's house. As you walked, you decided to go back and couldn't help but wonder if you were making the right decision. But the pain and loneliness were too much to bear, and you needed someone to comfort you.

When you arrived at Beomgyu's house, you found him waiting for you. He looked concerned, as if he had been expecting her. You threw yoursself into his arms, crying and apologizing for what had happened. As they held each other, you knew that you had made a mistake by leaving him. You couldn't imagine your ife without him, and you didn't want to.

Beomgyu held you close, stroking your hair as he smirks and whispering words of comfort. He told you that he was always there for you, that he would never abandon you like your friends had. And as you listened to his words, you knew that he was right. He was the only one who truly cared about you, and you couldn't let that go.

Beomgyu smirked and say "There, there. I told you, didn't I? You wouldn't even survive without me by your side. See? I knew you'll come back.

As you heard Beomgyu say those words, a feeling of shame washes over you. You can't believe that you fell for his manipulations, that you came back to him just like he predicted. You felt so stupid and weak, as if you had no control over your own life.

Little did you know.

Beomgyu had threatened your friends before; Beomgyu had threatened your friends to stay out of the situation and not try to interfere. He had made it clear that if they got involved, they would suffer the consequences.

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candewlsy · 7 months

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Half of my heart

Genre: Angst

Pairings: Idol boyfriend! Yeonjun x fem!reader

Warnings: Angst with no comfort

Word count: 1.6k

A/n: inspired by half of my heart by josh makazo :DD this is completely Y/n's pov and a bit rushed too. May or may not write part 2

Would you remember?

Would you still think of me the same?

With a heavy heart and a sense of uncertainty, you sit down on the couch, your mind racing with thoughts. The day had been full of ups and downs, but it was this one question that had your heart racing like a thousand horses. You were thinking about your ex-boyfriend, Yeonjun, and wondering whether he would still think of you the same if he knew the real you, the imperfect and flawed you.

As you think about your past with Yeonjun, all the sweet and tender moments flood your mind, but also the moments of disappointment. You had hoped that those moments were behind you, but the thought of seeing him again, after all this time, sent shivers down your spine.

Would he still see the kind and loving woman he had met all those years ago, or would he only see the woman who had hurt him? The woman who had tried to hide her mistakes and flaws behind a mask of perfection? The thought alone brought tears to your eyes, and you had to wipe them away before they could fall.

You were filled with a sense of hopelessness, afraid that the mistakes of the past would catch up with you, and all the good you had accomplished would be for naught. But even as you thought about all the things that could go wrong, there was still a small sense of hope deep within you.

Maybe, just maybe, Yeonjun would still think of you the same, and you could find a way to show him that you had changed, that you were no longer the same person who had hurt him in the past. It was a long shot, but you were willing to take it.

I've been reminded of things I should say to you. But, I'm silent.

Give it a moment of silence

As you sat stewing in the thought of Yeonjun, your mind was filled with a mix of emotions. You felt a sense of longing for the past, but also a sense of dread at the thought of facing him after all this time. You thought about all the things you should say, all the apologies you should offer, but the words were stuck in your throat. You wanted to reach out to him, to make amends, but you were afraid. Fearful that he would reject you, that he would never be able to forgive you. So you sat there in silence, lost in thought, trying to muster the courage to reach out and make things right.

With a heavy heart and a sense of regret, your mind races with thoughts about your past with Yeonjun and what could have been. You had loved him with all your heart, but in the end, you had failed to fight for him and your relationship. You had been too focused on your own fears and insecurities, too afraid to take a chance on something that could have been amazing. Now, all you could do was sit there, consumed by the thought of what could have been.

You felt like there were so many things you should say to Yeonjun, so many things you should have said to him when you had the chance. But now, it was too late. The relationship was over and you had lost the chance to fight for him.

The thought of never being able to explain to Yeonjun how you truly feel filled you with regret. You knew that you would always love him, that he would always hold a special place in your heart, but now, it was too late to do anything about it. With the feeling of regret, you knew that you had to let him go, but it didn't make it any easier. You wished things had been different.

In a moment, I've wasted our time

I'm here if you think I've stopped trying

You can't help but feel like you've wasted so much time, time that you could have spent with Yeonjun, time that you could have used to fight for your love. You wish that you could turn back time, to go back to the moments when you and Yeonjun were together, when everything was perfect. You wish that you could find a way to make things right with him, to tell him how sorry you are for not fighting for him. You want Yeonjun to know that you haven't stopped trying, that you're still here, waiting for him. You want him to know that your love for him is still as strong as ever. You want him to know that you'll always choose him and only him, that even after you both parted ways, he'll remain in your heart forever.

Half of my heart is still there

Half of your heart still belongs to Yeonjun. He's your other half, It's as if a part of him has become intertwined with your very essence, with your very soul, your very breath, belong to him and only him. The thought of him still fills you with a sense of warmth and longing, even after all this time apart. But the other half of your heart is filled with a sense of regret, of what could have been, of what should have been. You know that you'll always carry a part of him with you, no matter where life takes you. You can feel the weight of the memories you share with Yeonjun. Each one is a vivid and vivid representation of the love you once shared.

I do what I can but I'm scared

Your mind was filled with a mix of emotions, your thoughts jumping from one thing to another. But no matter how many times you tried to push him out of your mind, your thoughts always circled back to him. It was a never-ending cycle, a cycle of regrets and what-ifs. You couldn't shake the feeling that you had let him down, that you had given up on your relationship too easily. And now, you were scared. Scared that he had moved on, that he no longer felt the same way. You're scared to fight for your relationship, the countless death threats, the never-ending insults. They haunted you, every word felt like a dagger stabbing into your heart. Yeonjun deserves a better girl, a girl with slim thighs, a girl with a pretty face, a girl with a honey-like voice, a girl with talents, a girl with confidence. But, you... You're far from them.

It's been too long now

Even if I'm gone now

Half of my heart is still there

There's still part of you that holds on to that love, that deep love that you felt for him. And as you think about him, you realize that it's been too long since you've seen him, since you've talked to him, since you've been in his arms, since you shared your last kiss. since you've been with him. You wish that you could turn back time, to go back to those moments and start over again. Half of your heart is still there with him, and you wanted it back, you wanted him back.

Darling how could I forget

You miss Yeonjun's comfort in so many ways - his embrace when you're feeling down, his warm words of love when you're feeling insecure, his presence in your life when you feel lost. He always knew how to praise you and lift your spirits when you were feeling down. He was always there to hold you and make you feel safe and adored. You miss the way he made you feel special like the sun was shining just for you, like nothing else in the world mattered as long as you were with him. You miss his touch, his voice, his laugh. His silly jokes, his obsession over ramyeon. You miss everything about him. How could you forget such things?

Know you still have things to say

You know Yeonjun had lots of questions wandering around his mind. You ended things without a proper reason, you left him hanging, desperately waiting for you to explain.

You can't seem to shake the feeling that there's still something you need to tell Yeonjun. You know there's still something left unsaid between the two of you, something that needs to be said before you can truly move on. You know that you still have things to say, things that need to be said to find closure and to heal. But at the same time, you're scared. You're scared of what he might say, of what he might think, of the possibility of rejection. You're scared of the unknown, of the possibility of getting hurt again. Despite all your fears, though, you know that you have to find the courage to do what's right, to say what needs to be said. Because you know that without closure, without healing, you'll never be able to truly move on.

And it's been killing me in silence

You know that you need to tell Yeonjun some things, things you've been keeping to yourself for too long. You know that it's been killing you in silence and that you can't keep it all inside anymore. You know that you need to let it all out, to tell him how you feel, to tell him the things that have been weighing on your heart. You know you should've told him about the death threats you received, that his fans have been treating you so badly. But, you were scared to commit, scared to fight back, scared of holding on. So, you backed down. Yes, you were selfish but it's better than having Yeonjun all to yourself? It's better that way, that's what you thought. Even if that costs you to lose the love of your life, your first love, your other half.

Half of my heart is still. . .

And he'll always be your other half, no one will ever replace him in your heart. He's your first for everything and you decide that it'll stay that way.

. . . There