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hey everyone! this is my birthday and i'm so happy to celebrate it. yep, june 12th. it was an average day but im still happy that my friends celebrated!
ok blake (half) face reveal
THIS PICTURE IS MONTHS OLD ISTG AND I LOOK 12 Y.O BUT I SWEAR IM 16 😭 BUT ITS THE ONLY ACTUAL PIC I HAVE OF MYSELF CUZ I NEVER TAKE PICS OF MYSELF OK AND I LOOK LIKE A FUCKBOY (idek if i look like a boy) BC I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO TAKE PICS SO MY FRIENDS SAID 'TAKE IT FROM THE MIRROR' AND I WORE A MASK CUZ IM SO FUCKING INSECURE
IM CLOSING THE REBLOGS FOR THIS CAUSE I MIGHT DELETE THE PIC IN THE FUTURE--
anyway.
the reason why this day is so important goes beyond just this. trigger warning for the things ahead, it's okay if you don't read it, i'm just really glad i could celebrate my birthday with such positivity! it's just that there are huge reasons why i'm really glad to be celebrating my birthday.
alright, serious story here.
the reason why it's so special is because i planned it three months ago. i planned my birthday. to end it all today. to end it before even reaching adulthood, i decided i couldn't go on and i was going to take my last breath. i couldn't take it. it was so heavy, it was a burden to live. and i decided my birthday would be such a fun day to end it all. before i graduate, before i become an age with irreversible responsibilities, before i have a chance to grow up. before i can have a life.
but i met life changing people. both on here and other platforms. it's like i have multiple found families :)
and with my friends on another place, we planned my future. yes, i will have a future. if i believe everyone deserves a chance to live, a chance to turn all this around, then that should apply to me too and i should also deserve a second chance. to LIVE. not SURVIVE. i have survived all my life and im so fucking tired of it. i only need to survive for two more years, then i can actually live. i haven't lived in my life. had a fucked up childhood, in a fucked up environment, in a fucked up country under fucked up conditions. and i have to change this if i want to live.
in two years i will immigrate. i will have a safe place, in a safe country, around safe people, and a safe university. i will have a safe family, a found family. i will have a safe future. i will see therapy for ptsd, bpd, sh and i will try to recover from ed. i will transition. i will be alive. i will come back to life as the actual person i am.
i just have to keep on for two more years. then i will take the international english exam to be able to immigrate and hopefully fly to my found family. my biological family will reject me, i know. but my found family won't. thank you so much for being here in my journey. i want to make it through and survive for two more years just so i can live. i have survived for sixteen years. i can survive for two more.
i have that strength.
i am strong.
i deserve to live.
i am worth going on.
i don't deserve to end it all.
no one deserves that. and i can survive.
i have that strength.
so thank you everyone <3 for helping me realize a lot of things. just by existing, just by leaving a single comment, just by sending a single message, you guys helped me save my life. you guys saved my life. and thanks to you, i am alive today. my three months of planning went to 'waste', but now i will have two years to plan a future. a life. a life worth living.
thank you <3
-ya boy, Blake.
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Things happening on qsmp and fans reminds me of that time dream had another brilliant idea of asking for speculative work for his icon and I said that it wasn't normal or okay and I had this discussion with an American person and at some point, they went "well when we want to enter a school we have to pay for the test to enter. are you saying this isn't normal" like a gotcha but like? yeah?? that's not ok?
In France, having to pay to pass a test to enter a school isn't illegal but your teachers will warn you: this is a sign of a scam. the scam being that the school actually sucks and is just trying to get as much money as fast as possible before eventually closing down due to being bad.
And I'm saying that because qsmp fans on twitter are doing their best to defend doing nothing to fix the situation. (The situation being free work by the way. And unsigned contracts. And abusive clauses.) And invoking things such as "oh the union that wants to take this to court are illegal" and things that appear to be normal in USA. And like, ok, listen I don't know a lot about how your country works but please question it!
You may not realize it but your worker's rights suck so much that you think a union fighting for worker's rights to be respected has to be illegal or nefarious??
#this post isnt really about qsmp btw my point is that you should question your system because heck in France its not perfect but everytime#i learn about your system im like??? how are you guys ok????#like im never recovering from the whole having to pay the ambulance thing holy shit#and apparently a lot of americans think worker unions (as a concept) is bad???#also when you work with people from other countries you have to check their laws. like apparently quackity didn't know that or something bu#you gotta. you cant just force free work and then get surprise when french syndicate comes charging fr#anyways unionize against the people who fuck with your rights I'm not even kidding. ape strong together or something. for real
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fyi: if you’re a straight “ally” and in a relationship with someone who you know is homophobic, you’re not an ally.
#literally since i was months old my mom would take me to the pride parade#and eventually her job had something to do with it so we got to walk in it#so for like a huge part of my life i was surrounded by queer people and i thought that it was ok to be queer#and then my moms bf (who she met at work) started going with us#but he would complain NONSTOP#so we stopped going for a bit#and he started voicing his homophobic beliefs constantly#especially after i came out#in front of my mom he was literally mocking me for being gay and saying horrible shit to me#and i expected her to defend me but nope she just said ‘we all have our opinions’#and my mom isn’t necessarily mentally stable#but still i expected her to not be a bitch#and now its been years and she still talks about how much of an ally she is and how much she loves gay people#but i’m banned from ever bringing up having a girlfriend or talking about liking girls#and he just gets to get away with treating me like absolute garbage#but this applies to so many more people#i’ve met so many fake allies like her and i despise them#text#like boring ass basic straight girls getting into relationships with stupid country redneck guys#‘oh he didnt mean it like that’ ‘it’s just his opinion’ ‘nooo i support gay people’ blah blah blah#rant
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Ik I shit on city people quite a bit but the trans ppl are marginally better adjusted xnsjfjzjz trying to approach other gay people in a homophobic area as like a passoid trade working trans man is like a cruel and unusual punishment
#like why the fuck are yall so scared ive literally had people at parties run away from me#like. if i was a frat boy you wouldnt be such a bitch#its cus these guys dont leave their universities or coffee shops like theyre all agoraphobic#and then city people instantly recognize me theyre like hey this guy looked at me with 30% less homophobia lets be friends#its tough cus people wanna dress gay in the country but they sacrifice.. like.. going outside#like its ok dude if its your safety and peace of mind you dont need to live in outfit land youre not 'living in the closet'#plus people are just so cliquey well into their late 20s its fucking embarrassing#just cruel as fuck to anyone not approved by their circle#its tough i dont really get to live my life as a gay man. have to travel an hour to have sex
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I redecorated my bag after getting rid of all the ants. It's so blue hair and pronouns core now 🐟
#i dont think i talked about the ant infestation on here actually#im p sure all the ants are gone now tho so thats good#ill put where i got all my pins/keychains here in case anyone wants to know#all the pins except the Lancer Miku and gay mlm ones are from hot topic#the Lancer is from Fangamer (official Deltarune merch#the Miku one is a pusheen colab pin which you can actually find at hot topic (thats where i got it) but its also online#(im p sure the official pusheen store and amazon has it)#the gay mlm one is just a generic one i got at an art store#the bear Wacca arcade machine keychain was made by MooshiKaik on etsy#the san x ghost bear (forgor its name 💀) i got at hot topic but i think its at other places too#the Cinnamoroll keychain was from a random small store in alaska that i dint remember the name of#it came with nail clippers too lol#the cinnamon roll Pusheen in the bottom right corner came from a blind box that can be found on the Pusheen store and at some other stores#the milk keychain at the bottom that can barely be seen is made by Kiwihen#(idk what platforms they sell their stuff because i got this at the store uwajimaya)#the hello kitty keychain blocking it was from a friend so idk where its from#and the rest of my Wacca keychains are bootlegs from AliExpress because the official store is only in japan/asia#i forgor what the official store for them is called but theres also some other online stores that sell them#(only in japan/other asia countries tho ]: )#ok thats all of them idk why i did all of that only like 4 people will see this lol#bag
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void being confused at the prospect of using silverware when first visiting earth btw ☝️
#rambles#at most they use like Skewers but nothing much else. brothy food put in a specific kind of bowl that has a little divot in it#that u drink from#having to learn table etiquette but then visiting a country that predominantly uses their hands for food#(<- thought that spurred this entire post bc i eat with my hands thats how i was taught. if it aint my hands its a freakin tortilla.)#(i probably look like a bird of prey to the white people in this dining hall)#void sees a fork and goes 'ok. thats excessive you need two little points AT MOST.'#vs void#void fnf
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oh psa but if you're in an industry that checks IDs and the person in front of you is clearly trans, don't make comments about anything on that ID. for instance saying "OMG your middle name's Danielle? that's my name too!!!" to someone 5 feet tall with a full beard is perhaps not the best choice one could make if one didn't want to put a neon glowing sign above that person's head saying "THIS IS A TRANSGENDER" to everyone they're with
#it is p funny tho going out places with cis / nb-and-always-presented-as-agab friends and always getting singles out abt my#id in Some Way and them always being like ??? wtf that was so weird what was up with that#and i have to be the one to be like 'remember that my id has an f on it' and theyre like :0 ....... >:0!!!!#like fuckin. the time i got id'd at goddamn jack in the box????#she was like 'yeah we have to check it on all orders over $25' which had never happened before and has never happened since because#its fucking jack in the box so every stupid order is over $25#for important context i was driving and bf in passenger seat was paying so id handed her his card and was way less passing than now#so once we left travis was like yo wtf that was so weird why on earth would they id someone at jack in the box?????#and im like well because i look like this and i handed her a credit card with the name travis on it and people making#up reasons to check trans-looking peoples ids to verify if theyre trans or not is unfortunately not an uncommon occurance#and he was completely floored that that was even a possibility#which like mood when i was doing bev steward literally the only thing i was thinking about on those ids was birthdays#course i was working at a theme park so we had ids from all over the country#and world but nonamericans had passports which are much more consistent than state ids#so id get handed someones id and just be like ugh ok where do they hide it on this one i have 50 people in line i dont have time for this#like why would i be wasting time casually perusing their gender marker yknow i have shit to do#so the fact that there are people who will feel the need to know that so bad that theyll do that is just wild to me and presumably him too#(working there was how we met and he ended up being bars lead then full water park sup after i left the job)#but yeah after he had his 'wait people actually do that?' realization he was just like '....well then good thing it was my card so we had to#give her my id so she'll never get to know for sure‚ get fucked' LMAO#ooh or when me and a friend went to trader joes and bought drinks cause i collect cool drink cans and when the cashier was checking#my id i made a joke to ny friend abt my picture looking like bobby hill and the cashier was like 'GASP dont say that about yourself youre#beautiful!!' which i believe i did have the beard by this point so it was a pretty obvious dig#and the picture super does look like bobby hill by the way like ill show yall if anyone's curious but literally no one irl has disagreed#except this one random woman lmao. but we get out and my friends like ????????? that was so weird#why did she say that????? and im like. well it has an f on it remember#and once again the :0 -> >:0 transformation#like it sucks having it happen but there is smth really funny abt watching friends so inclusive something like that never even#occured to them realize that thats a thing people will do and it just happened right in front of them#shoutout to my roommates friend tho who has worked at a sex shop and weed shop and changed my rewards account name for both to chosen name
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was scrolling on a taylor blog for fun taylor posts and saw the most heinous most factually incorrect most ‘all arabs are muslim terrorists’ pro israel take im seething with rage i have never ever seen anything so blatantly wrong and disgusting. i do it to myself by venturing outside my dash literally never again
#and the nasty victimization ‘u will never know what its like to have to bury your dead or have to hide from missiles’ so incredibly#deliberately tone deaf and ignorant. what do u think palestinians have been doing for the past 3 weeks. 70 years#(as well as other nearby countries but i digress) meanwhile this person also is safe and coddled at home watching tv lamenting closed theat#res bc of eras tour movie je jure this is batshit insane i genuinely didnt think ppl could be so. well whatever peace n love on planet earth#ok wait no im not done u get to bury your dead in dignified ways with funerals and traditional rites and MORE than enough sympathy to mourn#them meanwhile palestinians stick theirs in ice cream freezers (if they can find the whole body that is) AND they have to showcase it in#absolutely dehumanizing ways to prove that THEY deserve sympathy and humanity like this is morally depraved do you see the difference#(and god obviously any death is absolutely terrible im not contesting that. but one of them is dealt with much much more differently like th#difference between both ‘sides’ is so glaringly obvious and insane and inhumane its just appalling to see people still go OKAY WHAT ABOUT ME#AND MY TRAUMA. LOOK AT ME#anyway okay peace n love fr this time going to scroll on MY blog now🥳
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ukrainian flag is used to identify ukrainian people i think. when you wear it on yourself or put it in your profile name/bio/channel description/carrd whatever. some people (especially ukrainians) will assume you put it there because you are one of them. for visibility and easier identification in a foreign country or on the internet. so just putting the ukrainian flag somewhere to indicate... support? awareness that Ukraine Fucking Exists? its really weird to me
#saw a post where a person at zurich pride put the flag on their sign#and ukrainian people came up to them#like YEAH? what is the point of adding the flag if not saying 'hey im ukrainian'?!#you're at a pride buddy use your own designated symbols. not drag a country-at-war's flag into it?????#flabbergasting etc.#if i were at pride and put ukrainian flag somewhere it would be for the exact purpose of meeting queer ukrainian people#so like.#this topic and especially people putting the flag in their twitter usernames bugs me a lot#not even in the 'i get angry' way more in a 'im so confused way'#there are a lot of for example r*ssian 'allies' who add the flag + peace dove or peace symbol to their usernames#and i see those people in my notifs and think YAY! UKRAINE! and then it's likeeee a R*SSIAN PERSONNNNN THANKS GOODBYE#people from other countries also do that in some Quiet Support / Awareness way but its fucking stupid and helps noone i think#just like Visible Wokeness points for the person. whatever.#ok im done add a geotag if you do this ^ at least so i could take one look at your profile and understand youre not actually ukrainian lol#yoo my post
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ok but i can't handle black coffee drinkers bc like
while i dislike both coffee and tea, tea drinkers just feel so Out Of It when talking about real tea and proper brewing and shit i can't really take it all that seriously
coffee drinkers are always those dude bros who actually only drink one kind of coffee ever and god forbid you add any cream or sugar to it it's this puritan who has been dating his girlfriend since high school and they don't love each other anymore they both know they cheat on each other but they don't want to break up because they don't want the change
#and their argument is always smn like#'no you simply havent learned to appreciate the flavor of pure coffee'#bro foods and drinks shouldn't be a 'skill' to 'learn'#if i dont like something im not gonna force myself into drinking it until i learn to tolerate it and pavlov myself into thinking i like it#just because 'ive been drinking it this whole time so i must like it'#liking food is not something you should have to learn#that goes out to picky eaters out there too: you dont gotta force yourself to eat something you deeply dislike just bc of other people#I'm rambling i dont even know if it makes sense#i'm just tired of how condensending every single coffee drinker has been to me my whole life when i say i cant handle bitter flavors#'you just need to learn' well i don't want to learn have you considered it#why are people trying to enforce their likes and dislikes onto other people#oh so its ok for you to like coffee but its fucked up for me to eat traditional food from my country bc its 'nasty' and 'fermented'?#fuck off#i made myself angry#also for clarification: when i say tea n coffee drinkers i dont mean anyone who's into those things brewing and blending can be your hobby#who i mean is those people who act all high and mighty and get offended when you drink cheap plain options
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beimg the only brown person in your friend group is. well. Something
#im grateful for my friends theyre awesome but there are things they just dont get and its obvious they feel awkward when i mention them#even when its not like. detailed rants ab the stuff i go through and just brief mentions of celebrating holidays they dont know#the s.umeru stuff is especially annoying bc i feel like some sort of freaking diversity hire 😭😭#'oh well my desi friend said its ok so its ok i dont have to feel bad'#there are some things that you really need other people from your area for. its not an insult against anyone else#its just hard to talk about your experiences when they arent shared for these specific sorts of things#bc the system is so weird that other people even if they try literally are just. Unable to relate#and its always shitty when they attempt to bc like. i guarantee the racism i face is not comparable#to lgbtq issues.#yes we are both marginalized but i am a part of both and some experiences just cannot be shared#especially since poc literally still face racism in the community + white queers seem to think their queerness#is a get out of jail free card#its even worse when they try Too hard tho and try to compare your shit w the most mild things 😭😭#us being threatened to leave this country is not the same as people (rightfully!) telling you your food is bland#and if you dont get that then i genuinely dont know what to tell you
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Oh kitten, It’s adorable the way you blush over my letters. Did you think I’d forgotten about my one and only? I’m always watching. I savour your little squeaks and squeals and the way your eyes momentarily close because you feel like you’ll explode from the love pouring from the screen.. I see..ALL of it. I hope you don’t doubt the levels of affection I hold for you. Worry not my love, I’m on my way to show you just how true my words are <33
Forever yours, your beloved, Yoomtah Zing ⚡️
WELL NOW I AM BLUSHING AND SQUEALING EVEN MORE UPON READING THIS SO I HOPE THAT MAKES U HAPPY DARLING<3<3<3<3<3333<23__33<<2<3<3PLEASE COME SMOTHER ME IN LOVE AND AFFECTION FOREVER I'LL BE WAITINGGGGGGGGGGGG<<33<3<33<3<<33<3<2<2<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<33<3<3_4<÷<÷3<<3<3<3<3
#ALSO ITS UNFORTUNATE THAT I FEEL THE NEED TO SAY THIS BUT#IF UR ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK THE NICKNAME KITTEN IS INHERENTLY WEIRD THEN GET OUT OF HERE ITS LITERALLY A BABY CAT -_-#ANYWAYS THE LTIERALLY.LITERALLY LITERALLY LITERALLY LITERALLY<3<3<3<3<3<3<33=&<33YOOMTAH#IM BEIG SPOILED WITH YOOMTAH CONTENT RN THANK U IM DYING /POS<3#GOD I JUST.LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME OK#EVERY BIT OF ATTENTION SHE GIVES ME DRIVES ME MORE AND MORE INSANE I JUST LOVE HER THAT MUCH#AND KNOWING THAT SHE WATCHES ME GO CRAZY OVER HER AND LOVES IT JUST MAKES ME EVEN MORE INSANE#GOD IM JST<3<3<3<3==3&3<÷<&÷÷^÷&÷^÷^÷&÷^÷AAAHWHAJSJAJSJDKAJDNAHDJSJDHJSNFNSJVBSVCHBRFB YOOMIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#LITERALLY I WILL EXPLODE I LOVE HER SO MUCH OH MY GOD#IM BEING REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NORMAL ABT HER RIGHT NOW.SO NORMAL#LITERALLY.GOINGNTO START ROLLING AROUND ON THE FLOOR AND SCREAMING IN JOY I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER#EHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEE<3<3<3MY BELOVED MY DARLING MY EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGG<3<3<3#I WANNA HUG HER SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH AND KISS HER AND BEG HER TO TELL ME IM HERS.#LITERALLY.ID DO ANYTHING FOR JUST A LITTLE BIT OF LOVE FROM HER ID KILL ID DIE ID BURN DOWN ENTIRE COUNTRIES#YOOMTAH. M Y BELOVED💖💜🧡🌩💫💝🌼💗💫🍋💛⚡💞⚠️💟👩❤️💋👩💌🌻💘🌠💕🌈💋💝💌💚🧡💙💖💞💜💛💝💋🌩💕⚠️🍋✨⚡🌼❣✨🌈💓💟💓💗❤⚠️💌#SHE IS MINE AND I AM HERS AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT#I LOVE HER SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH
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Ok gotta talk about it.
As a Jewish historian, I fucking hate Israel in ways most probably will never be able to comprehend. I'm going to try and explain it anyways. The central creation myth of Israel is that it is Jewish, and then consequently, that Israel is a part of Jewishness. Its easy to simply state this is false, but fully comprehending this and putting it into practice in thought and deed seems rare to me.
The evil at the heart of this violence predates the recent acceleration of genocide. Israel is a colony, and more than that, an antisemitic fraud itself. After WW2, when Israel was being founded, the Jews of Europe generally did not wave goodbye to their neighbors and head to the promised land. Many were expelled from their homes. Zionism itself, as an action, was a false choice at the time. A mere excuse to place an ally in the middle east, and an excuse to complete the expulsion and destruction of the European Jew. The Zionist Jew is more than complicit in this, they actively seek the destruction and assimilation of all other Jews.
Many fail to realize, and largely because of Israel, that Jews are not inherently white, Ashkenazi, European-descended people. Our faith and culture has an immense variety that is spread all across the globe. Jewishness, in population and volume of culture, exists more so outside of Israel than within it. Israel is for a very specific kind of Jew. The kind that lets Yiddish die, that attaches themselves to European things, that makes themselves and their practices as white as possible.
And they have the nerve, the fucking belligerent GALL, to frame themselves as the necessary saviors of our people. To the Zionist, questioning Israel is to question Jewishness itself. They bake adoration for the colonial machine into their very prayers, and push them on us even as children. To *not* oppress, to *not* kill, to *not* genocide, is to invite death. This is the core of fascistic thought, of course. "Kill them before they kill us." And they KNOW this too, they really do. The truth of that irony does not matter, because as is true for all fascists, the truth itself does not matter to them. They wanted this, they wanted this even before the British saw it in their best interest to give them the land. Any excuse to RETVRN, as the neo-nazis say of Rome, or the German Empire, or whatever the fuck stupid country they want to poorly animate the corpse of. Some select Zionists even *sided with the fucking Nazis* in agreement they should abandon Europe to colonize Palestine. (Haavara Agreement)
My people have proved time and time and time again you don't need a nation state to have an enduring culture. We have protected ourselves for thousands of years without the help of these spiteful, doom-saying maniacs. I was going to post something like this on Passover, but that would be hypocritical. The state of Israel doesn't actually have shit to do with Jewishness.
שְׁמַע יִשְׂרָאֵל יְה
Vi tsu derleb ikh im shoyn tsu bagrobn.
[my best translation]
Hear Israel (beginning of a prayer in Hebrew)
I should outlive him long enough to bury him. (an old Yiddish curse)
Free Palestine. Donate what you can, they need it right now.
#free palestine#israel#jews for palestine#jews against israel#jewish history#antisemitism#jews against genocide
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Pro tip for US citizens, you can go on LegiScan and read any proposed state legislation, past or present.
Keeping up with what your representatives are actually doing with their power/authority can help you to take more informed action for advocacy!
#advocacy#legiscan#reading OK bills for my policy practice course and its making me so mad i feel like throwing UP these people fucking SUCK#also pro tip of you are in grad school you automatically have more specialized education than most legislators that run this country#education is not a moral value judgement but these are people employed to make HUGELY impactful decisions#they are asked to decide many things they have zero information on#and many will write legislation with zero specific info or research as well#so by learning and engaging you can help protect people from incidental and intentional ignorance in legislation#kieran.txt#kieran talks#ok to interact#idk if all you do is copy/paste the link but its good to know how to access for free!#so i recommend at least sharing the link itself with fellow activists
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interacting with my mom when shes drunk is like being stabbed to death with a paperclip
#not even. i think its worse#victim of the self harm to weird masochism tendency pipeline here. its like being stabbed with a paperclip once#and then no other stimulation for the next 5 hours#anyway she keeps making EVERY FUCKING THING about how its so hard to be white in todays society#ok girl :) ill make sure yr nursing home doesnt have any brown pwople in it good to know#today we were at a shopping center in the middle of the day because me and mj were checked out from school for something#lets play a fun guessing game. did my mom a) get food and drive out like a normal human being#b) get pissed off because they didnt get her order right. or c) bitch about how theres too many nonwhite people shopping during the day#if you guessed c after asking yrself 'wait what the fuck lmfao' congratulations! you win a fraction of the pain im feeling#'they dont have jobs 😡😡' ok! religiously i cant tell you to kill yrself but i think you should take some time away from society#i was filling out a form to try to get hired at this place soon#i started counting how many times she was mad that it was hard for me and soooo easy for illegal immigrants. it was 5 btw#'this must be wjy i go to any place in the 3 towns near us and no one speaks english 😡😡'#< poor baby had a spanish speaking cashier at wingstop a week ago ☹️🥱#ALSO ITS FUCKING TEXAS. YEAH THERES SPANISH SPEAKERS..#ITS NOT EVEN THAT the person shes thinking of also spoke english just seemed mad at her#it takes concentration to speak a language that isnt yr own! could you imagine if anyone else had this attitude#i walk into my 3rd year of asl class and the teacher is like USE BETTER FACIAL EXPRESSION.#can you even SPEAK asl what has this country COME TO. like im not speaking a new langauge with a slightly bad attitude#anyway. not necessarily praying on her downfall but praying on my ascendance#ill get a good offer from a college 500 miles away. minimum
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i stay out of tumblr for a few days and now there's like 15 porn bots following me 💀
#when will they stop#ok but im in england now im so happyyy#been settling in these past few days my flatmates are all so nicee i love it here#and the majority of us are queer so thats fun!#crazy to think that we all come from different countries but somehow they manage to put 3 queer people together 😭#im already sad that theyre staying for 6 months while im gonna stay for a year 😭 its been 4 DAYS and im already attached lmao
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