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mono-socke · 17 days

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Day 30: Deactivation

There. It's done. All prompts have been fulfilled! (if you count the crack post for day 8 as a proper entry)

thanks to @the-squiptionary for the prompt list!!

and also thanks to the two that were hyping me up on my day 29 post!! you're the best :>>

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kunikidas-lost-glasses · 10 months

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Okay but Gojo raised two children at 17/18 alone with like zero experience on how to be a good parent while he was training to become the strongest and shortly after loosing his best friend who had also been the one he had been in love with in one of the most horrendous and cruel ways possible all while keeping up an incredibly cheerful and carefree personality.

You can't tell me that this man wasn't emotionally, mentally and probably also physically exhausted during that time.

#Doing all of that is honestly so impressive #And doing so while being at a bad place in life/struggling with mental health makes it even more difficult to manage #I like to think that Nanami and Shoko kept checking on him frequently despite him saying that he was fine and didn't needed any help #He was just 17/18 at that time. He was so young.#Hc: When he had a moment for himself in the evening when the kids were already in bed he would just sit in bed and stare holes into the air #he would do so for nearly one hour unless one of the kids would call for him which happened rarely #shoving only tiny parts of headcanons which aren't bsd related into the posts which aren't bsd related so that I can still publish them #Listening to sad songs while my mental health is getting worse again really sets the mood for this one #satoru gojo #gojo satoru #gojo saturo #saturo gojo #megumi fushiguro #tsumiki fushiguro #fushiguro tsumiki #geto suguru #suguru geto #satoru x suguru #satosugu #jjk gojo #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #not bsd related

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martyrbat · 6 months

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harley quinn (2000) #35

[ID: a sequence of three panels focusing on an abandoned cup of tea as drops of blood drip down into it. Harley Quinn's internal narration boxes reads, ‘I was a tomboy growing up. Tackle football with the local boys? You bet. Under a car hood changing a filter? Sure. Dances? No. Pedicures? Pass. Sewing? You have to be kidding.’ The panels expand, revealing Harley hunched over. She's shown in a profile view and from afar, her face hidden by shadow as her blonde hair is in a slightly overgrown pixie cut.

The blood continues to drip as her narration resumes, ‘I remember watching my mother. Sewing. Sitting in this old chair with a pile of clothes my dad or brother needed fixing. A rip, a tear, a patch. Just kept a smile on her face as that pile got higher and higher. I resented her so much. Sewing. I vowed I'd never learn.’ Her hand comes onto panel, revealing she's holding a needle as she yelps, ‘Ow!’ We finally see her bloodied face when she looks up at the suddenly ringing phone, it being revealed that she had to give herself sutures to close a large gash on her forehead. END ID]

#i think thats a cup of tea?? it looks like it with the sugar cubes? maybe. its not the point #love love love this little sequence and when her character and background is expanded on #i disagree with some of the choices (like her sleeping with & blackmailing the dean to get into a college)#but im a sucker for messy homelife and having that filled out more. her own personal resentment to her mother for doing the needlework #and being a housewife with a (forced?) smile and how it plays out to harley wanting to be so fiercely independent but how she #still struggles with it. from staying with the joker and that toxic relationship and the way its different than her mother's yet is #repeating the same cycle just with different mistakes #to her and pam and wanting and begging her to go with her. to being scared of being alone in a sense #she can manage fine. shes smart shes strong shes clever. but the abandonment issues run deep #how much is she aware of? how much does she resent herself for it? telling yourself as a little girl over and over you wont be like #your mother just to find out youre her if not worse?#again. repeating the cycle just with different mistakes.#also love when women are cringefailures and damp and pathetic looking #c: harley quinn (2000) | i: 35 #crypt's panels #harley quinn

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itsjaywalkers · 29 days

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guys i got home really late and . kinda drunk . so my friend convinced me to call in sick tomorrow (i've never done it not even when i was actually sick) so i texted my manager, the one who's on shift tomorrow and i'm hoping for the best........... wish me luck?

#i'm gonna set my alarm at like 8 . just in case .#bc i was supposed to do the open tomorrow #thats the only reason why im calling in sick #any other shift i would've done without much issue #but theres no way im going in at 9am when its almost 3am rn and im still trying to sober up #just so i can go to sleep #this one manager is lovely and we get along well so im hoping she'll be fine with it #she probably knows its bc of the hangover and not bc im actually sick but #im not the first one whos called in sick bc of a hangover and i wont be the last #my other manager went out with us tonight and she also got super drunk and im her favourite so im hoping she'll back me up #WE'LL SEE #i just wanna rest properly tomorrow and SLEEP and maybe write too..#is that so much to ask for..

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cnl0400 · 7 months

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Something that bothers me Is that everytime one of the "trio" Is given spotlight, the same old discourse happens of "do you want them to be dateable?" And Some people answer that No, because "they will take Time of the other cast" I'm sorry but having more or less characters isn't part of the problem. Look at season 1 of OG, and any event before the side characters became dateable. The problem Is the devs playing favorites, even If w still had 7 characters, the same problem would still be there.

Giving Thirteen a kiss scene will not rob of Beelzebub of an spotlight or giving Mephisto a hug of Asmodeus having screentime. The problem Is Mammon having 3 spotlights this year when we still have characters that haven't had one. The problem Is the devs pushing Lucifer as the center of the universe in the Main Story of NB. Why do you blame the characters that barely appear of robbing you of something that they aren't giving you anyways?

#post0400 #idk I just get tired of this everytime raphael/Thirteen/Mephistopheles appear and do something in the lesson #I assure you. if they didn't exist their screentime would just be given to Lucifer/Mammon/Levi... not your underrated fav #idk why this fandom always has to fight when a character who barely appears is given spotlight #because even if this post is about the trio the same thing happens with other “side” characters #like barbatos having the fangol event isn't whats robbing you of Beel having the SL. even if I agree that Fangol should be a Beel event #they're games with bigger cast that manage ot just fine. the problem is that the devs don't know how to administrate their time #but you could cull half of the cast and the problem will still persist

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craycraybluejay · 3 months

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i ate what feels like so many calories tonight my tummy be sloshing. r u guys proud of meeee

#u can fetishize this its fine i dont feel that sick from the fullness #but also this isnt a kink thing for me im just chronically very underweight and keep trying and failing to gain #so uh 🥺 praise me for big meal and caloric drink #well big for me at least #maybe its like normal or sorta or still small for others #but for me its a lot!! and i managed to push through and eat basically all of it #on top of my snacks throughout the day like pretzels and candy and whatever else within reach #i worry if i gain new weight itll distribute wrong #but w how stressed i am and havent seen a doctor in years to deal with anything #ill probably never gain weight anyway #even if i do ill just be glad if i can gain back like 10-15 lbs i lost randomly and suddenly #rly happy this food didnt trigger any pain tho its like normal fullness its handleable #i feel warmmmm

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moregraceful · 13 days

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someone cold emailed me to ask if i was going to a writer's conference in los angeles and was putting together a panel or caucus for queer poets or if i knew anyone who was...buddy you are severely overestimating how much i network with other poets (i don't) and how often i attend writer's conferences (never) 😭

#''do you know of any other poets going'' no?? bc i hate networking with other poets????#LIKE ARE THEY LESS ANNOYING THAN WHEN I WAS 23? IDK? MAYBE?#i feel like most things these days are less annoying than when i was 23 #or maybe i'm just better equipped to deal with annoying things than when i was 23 #yesterday i was talking to someone about my ethos wrt a class i ran last fall and he stopped me in the middle and was like #you're amazing. that class was a hot mess and you still had fun and found the good in it #like no i'm not amazing. i'm just in my thirties and it takes a lot more than other people's mental health crises to throw me off my game #he was pretty ticked off in the fall when i told him the like depth of crisis multiple students were in bc he thought i should have told hi #i was like idk it did not occur to me to ask for help. he was like you're doing daily check ins to make sure your students are eating??#idk!! it didn't bother ME my job was just to make sure they were still alive! i mean my job was actually to teach liberation theology but #like i was not good at that. but i DO know how to be annoying until people feel less like killing themselves and more like killing me #anyway all that to say i can't wait to see how much less bothered i am in my 40s #i hope i have reached such a state of zen by age 50 that my spirit is unruffled by anything and anyone #i hope i float through life in a fine mist of okayness #someone says ''oh my god kasper my life is falling to pieces'' and i say ok 👍 we can get through this together👍#what was this post about??? oh right networking #good networking: librarians bc you just go ''is your manager batshit insane'' and they go THIS PLACE MAKES ME SUICIDAL #and then you're friends for life #bad networking: poets (when i was 23) because all they do is name drop (when i was 23) and expect you to have opinions (i don't)#this post is wildly overconfident in my zen considering i'm so bored of being unemployed that i keep looking at teamworkonline #bhawks are hiring for a social media manager btw. imagine having that kind of access to mr 🥺. i'd literally only do paid advertising #to gay men #i'm not applying bc social media management would actually break my sobriety i am pretty sure #but imagine having connor bedard at your disposal and being like ok kid. we r gonna catfish some gays into caring about the bhawks #basically what i do with the cuda blog lol #ok ok ok i'm done. posting. goodbye. livejournal mode de-activate #fresno oilers.txt

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breadboylovin · 13 days

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having the worst weekend ever in my life rn

#time for a rare TUMBLR VENT POST usually this is limited to my twitter #my hair loss from t has gotten way worse recently and im extremely upset about it #upset enough that yesterday at my sisters graduation i could barely focus because i was freaking out #and i am still. freaking out.#scheduled an appointment about finasteride and ordered rosemary oil shit but its really not looking good #and to top it all off my dad managed to ram into my car and put a dent in it. its easy to fix but still like. come on man WHY NOW #and i cant do the normal things i do to calm down about my hair because its On Me i can See It #i can see how its all fucking falling out #and everything reminds me of it #im so hungry but anxiety is making me so nauseous i can barely eat #im tired because i could barely sleep last night from the anxiety #i want to go home but also what the fuck do i do after that #i just feel so awful. i dont know what to do with myself #how did i even get such an intense balding gene my dads hair is fine my sisters hair is beautiful #im really fucking upset 😁😁😁😁😁🤪🤪🤪🤪😁😁‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️⁉️⁉️⁉️🤪🤪🤪🤪😁😁😁🤪😁☹️

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bogkeep · 13 days

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im the victim of a HORRIBLE TRAGEDY (couldn't find my CD with the promare OST in my big heavy box of CDs :((((((( )

#BUT WHERE IS IT IF NOT IN THERE #DID I HAVE CD OVERFLOW?? DID I PUT IN OTHER BOXES??#most of my belongings are in a stack of boxes under the stairs in my parents' house and i do not have the strength to rifle through them #the soundtrack is not really available on spotify and youtube so i was like thats fine ill just FIND MY PHYSICAL COPY OF THE CD #AND I'LL REMEMBER TO RIP IT THIS TIME BECAUSE APPARENTLY I DID NOT DO THAT WHEN I GOT IT #AHHHHHHHHHHHH #(like the music is not 100% unavailable online it's not lost media or anything it's fine)#i DO however. have my promare dvd #which i STUPIDLY ORDERED FROM AMERICA. FORGETTING THAT DVDS ARE REGION LOCKED. IM STUPID!!!! STUPID #vlc media will play it though so it's not useless either im just. im trying so hard im trying so hard i love this movie so much #but i wish it was more available to enjoy without so much effort!!!!#i hope my laptop will live a long good time because i managed to get one with a CD tray still #(the laptop in question has already suffered two blue screen deaths in its lifetime)#when i was young and naive i thought maybe the next generation of laptops will be able to play blu-ray which was the hot new thing #but what happened instead was that they got rid of cd trays. evil! evil evil

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pinkytoothlesso11 · 9 months

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✨🎉Final roundup✨🎉

And today marks the end of Stricklake month for 2023! Thanks again for @undeadchestnut and her hosting of the month and graphics, as well as help on the prompts. It's been a fun month! And, fingers crossed, will be here again next year.

As always, please tell me if I've messed up the post or somehow missed any late submissions. The month is over, but that doesn't mean a few days over won't be added onto this post!

✨Week one✨

Utopia/Dystopia

Link to first roundup post is HERE.

✨Week two✨

Royalty/Guardian

16. TONAL WHIPLASH LES GO by @toodrasticallydumb

17. King and Consort: chapter one, chapter two, chapter three by @whitherwanderyouspirit

Link to second roundup post is HERE.

✨Week three✨

Childhood friend/Mysterious stranger

Link to third roundup post is HERE.

✨Week four✨

Water/Fire

11. 'A MiStAkE' because I haven't updated in ages-- A Stricklake month 2023 prompt collection, chapter 4: Washing a wound by @toodrasticallydumb

12. It's good for the joints by @atlasthroughtheaftermath

Link to the fourth week roundup HERE.

#Yeah... I got a tad bit lazy and screenshotted the main roundup post and then just added the later submissions on to it #You'd be surprised how that STILL managed to take forever but oh well #I really REALLY enjoyed this month #The content pleasantly surprised me and it's completely fine if some more of the prompts are a little late over August #Hopefully it'll be great to do this again #trollhunters #tales of arcadia #Long post #walter strickler #stricklake #barbara lake #jim lake jr #keenswimmers2023 #So now I'm going to lie down lol this was a pain to do

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liquidstar · 1 month

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my wrist pain is starting to get really bad again, i hope it wont be a longterm issue like it was back in 2020ish. i know how to deal with it better now but that was genuinely a really sucky time bc on top of Everything Else going on i couldnt draw which is just. SAD! and also its annoying bc i literally get so bored when i cant like move my hands

#anyway lets pray it settles down back to normal manageable levels of wrist pain #i do my stretches i have been a good boy why have my wrists turned on me once again #i also have a commission im still in the middle of so itll be really annoying if i cant finish!#also last night i had to dig up ye old wrist brace and it BURNED for some reason #id ask a doctor but last time i went she was pretty much just like ''oh youre young youre fine just stretch'' so idk #she didnt examine me at ALL she just went off of vibes. but the stretches did help i just wish i couldve gotten more in depth advice here

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endless-nightshift · 3 months

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I lost all hope or trust for the 2024 live action ATLA when I heard talk of things happening in like episode 2 that originally took place in like ep 5 of the og show.

Any and all plot and character changes aside. The og atla, although having the old 20 ep season standard, is a decently fast-paced show. They literally go from the south poll to the North poll + detours in those 20 episodes.

I can't find it in me to believe that anyone could do any sort of justice to a story previously comprised of 20 distinct episodes in only 8 episodes.

I don't care that those episodes are, for some reason, the length of an overachieving short film (52mins)

I lose faith in something as soon as you start compressing storylines just for the sake of compressing things.

#i havent watched the life actions atla except for reviews and breakdowns #both positive and negative #no part of me ever been excited for a live actions ATLA #and despite the fact that the bar was in hell #i still manageable to be tepidly disappointed #i really i wish people would stop trying to live action things that were never meant to be live actioned #just like...#give animation the respect it deserves #and make new stories that have elements that would only shine in live action #instead of bastardizing classics in the name of live action #im sure the actors did a fine job of acting #but everything clip i see of the live action GangTM feels like the showrunner sold the soul of the show for some hyperrealistic cgi bending #Dallas Liu is doing a bang up job as zuko though #hats off to him #rant over i guess #atla #avatar the last airbender #avatar #atla netflix #netflix atla

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the-casbah-way · 1 month

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my colleague will walk in after his lunch break with his sunglasses on cradling fifty cups of organic homemade soup and smiling like he’s just won the lottery purely because it’s friday or it happens to be sunny outside and he’ll be like “HOW’S IT GOING MATE 😁✌️” and i’ll be hunched over my stupid stinky little desk clutching at the wood as the urge to chain smoke the entire packet of cigarette’s that’s burning a hole in my desk drawer consumes me and be like “haha not bad yeah” but really i want to say it’s so fucking over michael it’s the end is this really all there is is this just it forever don’t you get bored of the same soup every single day i bet you don’t even check the menu to see what kind it is before you order it anymore because your sad sack brain is stuck on corporate autopilot and forcing you to power through the day on nothing but empty small talk and cheap tasteless soup and a million water cooler conversations or client calls that no one really needed you to handle and if you stop long enough to let yourself think or breathe you might actually start feeling something and as soon as that happens it really will be over michael so let’s just talk about the weather or something and pretend that this office isn’t a total dreamless cesspit just because we can see the sunshine from the windows

#a prison is still a prison even when someone lets you paint flowers on the wall #it’s fine i’m just being dramatic because my back hurts i’ll go home after this and eat cheap ramen and everything will be fixed #at least i don’t actually have to stay here at least i get to escape if i manage to get my degree and do something i care about #this isn’t even a bad job it’s easy and pays well enough and i like my colleagues for the most part #there’s just something about office work that leaves me perpetually hyperaware of how sad this whole affair can be if you think for too lon

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autisticaradiamegido · 1 year

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day 61

one a those days

#day 61 #year 4 #it me #i dont know how much detail ive gone into on this blog #because i do like to keep a particular vibe here #but without going into detail im on like my sixth major family medical crisis in like #3 months?#and i just think. if everybody could stay out of the hospital for like.#more than 2 weeks at a time?#that would be fantastic #that would be really great for all of us actually #anyway everybody is fine we just had a scary ER visit today after my grandma had a nasty fall #she is okay she didnt break any bones and she is now having the chillest and comfiest time she can manage at home #busted her right arm pretty good but shes getting along just fine and has followups already scheduled with her doctor #HOWEVER. the energy of the day has still been hot garbage and id like to speak to the manager

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hella1975 · 8 months

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basically threw away £20 on my nails today so was already getting weird bc i apparently cannot be normal about money and then my paycheck came through just for my manager to have knocked off 11 hours worth of pay. so naturally i am crying in a dark room about it

#this is such a girl moment wdym you’re crying about your fucking nails. couldn’t explain it to you if i tried #im just an utter FREAK about money and then for my payslip to get fucked as well. whyyyyy would you do that #im not built for the working world truly idk how sensitive people do it bc i am NOT im tough as shit 99% of the time and i STILL can’t deal #just give me my fucking money it’s not fair 😭😭😭 i worked hard 😭😭😭#and the dumbest brattiest part of this is that the thing that tipped me over the edge is that my mum didn’t offer to pay for my nails #like how ridiculous and spoiled is that but still i was so so angry at myself about fucking them up and it’s £25 to get them done tomorrow #and I’ve worked so hard for her this summer and both days I’ve been in town I’ve got her things #like nothing spenny but I’ve just thought of her and got her things I know she’d like just to be nice #and £25 is NOTHING TO HER AND SHE DIDNT EVEN OFFER 😭😭 she even joked it off #she was like ‘your dad would offer to pay if he was here but I believe in lessons’ GIRL FUCK YOUR LESSONS I WANT MY NAILS DONE 😭😭😭#why am i actually in tears over this. this is so silly. now all my money is fucked and im going to be the skint one when we go to dublin #AS USUAL. even though i worked hard and clocked the hours it still got fucked bc im fucking. cursed #im aware im being dramatic and this isn’t even about the amount of money i have atm i promise this isn’t some desperate bankruptcy claim #like for once im actually fine money wise it’s just all been FUCKED and my dates are now FUCKED bc i have to wait for next paycheck now #and it’s so unfair bc usually things go wrong for me bc im DUMB and mess it up LIKE MY NAIL APPOINTMENT #but for work and dublin i literally planned it perfectly and did the hours and it still didn’t work #like what is WRONG with me. i hate being an adult i need a sugar daddy ive had enough #the message I sent my manager…. scathing…. ik his scared of confrontation ass is panicking. give me my fucking MONEY #hella goes home

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orcelito · 2 months

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Oh yeah, in case anyone was worried, I am okay 👍 had a miserable few hours, honestly one of the most harrowing experiences of my life, but I am out the other end of it. For now. Still feeling bleh, but the pain's gone down (it was at like a 7 or 8 on the pain scale lol. I couldn't think of Anything Else) & my fever has gotten better too (fever came back with a Vengeance. And so did a headache. Eugh.)

That whole state was triggered after I took my first dose of the antibiotic I was prescribed (or maybe it was the trip outside that did me in, idk), but I think I won the battle I was fighting. I'll be taking the antibiotics for 10 days, tho they're supposed to make me feel better within 1-3 days. So. I'll take the full amount bc that's the responsible thing to do with antibiotics, but hopefully it won't take too much time b4 I'm no longer utterly miserable.

#speculation nation #dont get sick with strep throat guys and if u do pls make sure to get it treated 😭#the bleeding was just bc my throat got so irritated it just. burst i guess.#it was very painful even just drinking the ensure i had to make sure i didnt take the antibiotics on an empty stomach.#but thankfully the nap i managed to take helped?? i guess. i just ate some spaghettios (solid food!!!) fine enough #still some pain but not agonizing this time. thank god.#im really looking forward to my throat stopping hurting. a week+ of sore throat and 4 days of Agonizing sore throat #is really a very not great time.

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