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jonny-b-meowborn · 10 months

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i just cried after doing the dishes because of my paws being in pain and because I feel like I'm being a terrible host because I'm kinda tired of my guests. I love spending time with them, but having to go to work, do my house chores, keep them entertained and fed, is just too much. And I feel like being overwhelmed makes me a horrible host. I didnt tell them anything, I'm trying to seem like I'm not that tired, but just because in my head I'm getting tired of all that, I'm bad. And yes I know that my thoughts don't make me bad, but that doesn't matter because while I know that I still feel like absolute piece of garbage. Because like, how could I even think of that. I'm supposed to be happy about them being here, and I am happy, but I am also constantly in pain and have to do everything around the house and it's just too much

#i feel so guilty for that but sometimes i wish theyd leave early even though they just came here #not because i dont want them to be around #i just dont want to have to do absolutely everything for them #but i have to. theyre my guests #i wish they lived closer so we could meet without all that exhausting bullshit #just. go get a coffee or pizza together every now and then #but since they live across the country they cant visit often so every visit has to matter #and what makes me even more guilty is that im mostly tired of my sister's boyfriend #i like him. but im tired #my sister is my everything and i would kill and die for her. she can do whatever she wants #but also she does whatever she wants. if shes hungry or thirsty she knows she can just grab anything she wants from the fridge or whatever #because shes family. she lived with us most of her life. our home is still her home #but her boyfriend is someone new to this place. he lives differently from us simply because he wasnt a part of our family until recently #technically he can do whatever he wants but i know how awkward can it be to rummage in someone elses fridge #and he shouldnt have to clean the place. because hes a guest #so while my sister is just living here for now i have to do everything for him #and because im already making a meal for him why wouldnt i do it for my sister?#i do it anyway when only she is visiting because i love her #you know honestly im just a better host when there's only one guest. its not that overwhelming #okay also im hungry but i cant eat anything bc of various stupid reasons #mostly just. i dont feel comfortable eating around people i don't know thay much #but also i feel like i cant eat anything if i dont give them that thing too. but they already ate something this evening #there wasnt enough of that meal for three people so i just made them food. but now i fant get anything else for myself #without giving them that thing too but theyre not hungry anymore bc they already ate #and I'm just too fucking tired to make anything for everyone #i want to just make myself some toast or sandwich without having to do a million of them #im just generally tired and hungry and overwhelmed and in pain and i feel so guilty for being those things #ough #bee buzz

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kuragesoda · 11 months

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*busts through your walls* hi can i talk to you about my golden retriever bf jiro agenda

+bonus under the cut :DD

#(except i dont actually have a full agenda i just have brainworms)#ugHh theyre so CRINGEEE ;;; (affectionate)#love me some of that corny romance shit bro #hypmic #hypnosis mic #jiroshi #jiro yamada #jyushi aimono #ft. very special guest amanda bc its what she deserves !! <3 #uhhh cant tag everyone so #buster bros #bad ass temple #fanart #made by me :))#(also to clarify; the comic is pre-relationship hehehe)#(bc its corny teenage romance development hours my fellas)

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daily-kagami · 10 months

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Day #74: Creation and Destruction

#kagami tsurugi #felix fathom #felix graham de vanily #feligami #<- ?#miraculous ladybug #ml spoilers #<- ? also #ml #miraculous #kagami #felix #i finished s5 and decided i am on the felix x kagami train like FINE theyre CUTE #also ty to ppl who suggested prompts i will get to them sooonnn #i have a guest i’ll be hosting for a bit so i might not be able to post them right away but feel free to send more ^_^#funny how its been years and i still cant stop doing word vomit in the tags on my art LMFAO #oh i forgot to tag #tikki #plagg

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fulcrvm · 7 days

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Last Line Tag Game

Thanks for tagging me @teejaystumbles ! A really nice surprise!! :D I am indeed contemplating writing two Dead Boy Detectives fic right now, but they're both in the very early 'being-outlined-in-my-head' stage, haha. They both revolve around post-s1 Edwin pining for Charles, one where Edwin takes matters into his own hands and one where he decides to have a chat with the Cat King about it. Not sure if they'll ever be written but they're intriguing!

But for the sake of the tag game, here's a lengthy bit from a Dreamling wip I've slowly been chipping away at for a few months!

A scene from Every Little Thing (Working Title)— In which Morpheus is a figure drawing professor who has just been fired from a film production based on his comics, and Hob does part-time figure modeling and is determined befriend the aforementioned professor.

Morpheus picks his class schedules wisely— he runs two first year general figure drawing classes, at 8 a.m. and at noon on Mondays and Thursdays. He helps the uni’s live figure workshop club on Wednesdays and Fridays at 6 p.m., and meets his sister for lunch on Wednesdays. All other free time was dedicated for his industry work. That wouldn’t be a concern anymore, would it. By the time Morpheus unlocks the door to the studio, sets his bag down by his desk, and starts fiddling with the ceiling studio lights pointed at the model stand, all of Morpheus’ thoughts have reduced to pure spite. Fine, maybe the big studios don’t want him. They don’t deserve him, then, their loss. His portfolio and repertoire are infamous in the industry, they’ll be crawling back to him in no time. Too bad, maybe he would have started his own production studio and he’ll end up with the next ground-breaking animated film. Maybe— Morpheus’ thoughts are interrupted by a knock at the door. He shakes himself out of it, calling, “Come in.” A glance at his watch tells him it’s only 7:48, perhaps it’s an overeager student here early. It’s only the second week of the semester, they grab every opportunity to prove themselves with a spirited step that Morpheus might be slightly envious of. “Hello, Morpheus Endeles?” Hearing his full name startles Morpheus, and he turns from the lighting settings to the door. “Yes?” The man who steps into view can only be described as radiant. He can’t be much older than Morpheus, not much taller either but wider in the shoulders. His hair is cropped just above his shoulders and he sports a neatly kept beard. Morpheus registers this all first simply because of his profession but— he gets caught on the man’s brilliant smile and deep brown eyes. There’s something there that knocks all thoughts clear out of Morpheus’ head. The stranger smiles warmly, smiles like he already cares. “I’m here to model for the morning and noon figure classes?” The man says. Morpheus clears his throat and steps forward, “Yes, this is the right studio.” He extends a hand, “Robert Gadling, I presume?” The man takes his hand— god, he’s so warm— and shakes it steadily, “Please, call me Hob! All my friends do.”

I'm a sucker for the 'Morpheus catalogues Hob's appearance during their first meeting' trope in most Dreamling human AU fics, I couldn't not do it too :]

Besides this, I've also got a Dreamling Velvet Goldmine-ish AU fic that I want to get done this summer. I'm a very slow and ruminative writer so let's see if I can commit to any of these fics now that I've posted about them lol!

No pressure tags! I have no idea who's been tagged recently so-- lol. @hardly-an-escape @valeriianz @moorishflower @amielot :)

#ive seen so many Artist Dream AUs but theyre always pretty vague with the specifics of his work so i was like #i need to write the specific ins-and-outs of what my ideal Artist Dream AU would be. and its this #that he's a really difficult collaborator with extreme creativity who starts out in animation #and branches out from there into art directing various things doing his own comics on the side (the corinthian is one of his comics)#(he DEFINITELY forays into themed environmental design)#which is half inspired by my actual professors' professional lives and a guest speaker that spoke to us recently #i want morpheus to be really good at teaching younger artists #and i want him to doubt weather his passion for storytelling is worth it #and i want hob to befriend him and ground him by reminding murphy about what he loves about making art #and of course i love figure drawing classes so much! theyre the essence of narrative art #and ofc hob and dream are gonna fuck at some point. i already have a mildly kinky sequel scene planned involving hob knowing how paint #anyway god this is so long #i just love the ideas in this fic theyre so personal to me. i really hope i finish this fic and get to share it with everyone :')#LONG POST AUGH ANYWAY BYE THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ME TASH!!!!!!#i dont really get to talk about my fic anymore so this was really nice thank you :') !#rex writes #rex speaks #tag game #last line tag game #long post #fic

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active-mind-15 · 5 months

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I have a headcanon that when the Teiko gang is older, Akashi gets tired of seeing Aomine and Momoi being oblivious to the relationship they have with each other, so he conspires with the other GoM + Kuroko to get them together and it works.

#dont ask me about the how i have a lecture in 10 minutes and dont have time to elaborate #if anyone wants to expand on this headcanon further please be my guest #but yeah i just remembered akashi in the replace plus chapters #and how he was basically telling nijimura that aomomo dont realize theyre made for each other #because theyre so close that they cant see whats directly in front of them #so i deffo feel like hed be the one to kickstart a campaign to finally make them a couple #and the other gom would support it of course #ill let yall imagine how this would go down #kuroko no basket #knb headcanons #akashi seijuro

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lycankeyy · 6 months

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I'm back ruining Raphael's sleep schedule with trauma processing like usual

#so many fics i write take place in the middle of the night. well jokes on you theyre nocturnal in this season #this fic takes place in the middle of the DAY (everyone is still sleepingJDKWJDJ #💛#tmnt 1987 #also sorry for having guest comments off i think that will be the norm for my tmnt fics

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sonknuxadow · 7 months

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idk why i get so jealous seeing people posting about going to sonic symphony when i KNOW that im going eventually so its not like im gonna miss out . but i still feel like i am ???

#can you guys please stop going to sonic symphony until i get my turn :( thanks (joking)#maybe its because theyre getting to go now while i still have to wait for a bit #or maybe it has to do with the guest performers stuff. like why are they only adding guests to the ones im NOT going to.#i wanna see crush 40 ive been wanting to see crush 40 live for forever . sad !

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timewontwait · 7 months

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in the pre-teen / early teenage years of life. 12-14ish.

sonic started lending out his plane to tails after realizing how much of an affinity for mechanics and piloting the kid had, even though at the time it was sonic's only form of 'shelter'.

was an orphan. lived in an orphanage all his life. never knew his parents. eventually with how much he started hanging out with sonic he kinda just got pseudo-adopted by him and the rest of the team (knuckles, amy)

at some point he and sonic kinda just.. moved in together hdfjd he did have the work shop that was the place to crash at but eventually they built the treehouse that is kinda the official place of residence (tails has a habit of just living out of the workshop though)

very strong willed and independent on his own, but he does have his moments where he shuts down under the pressure.

he is also trans! he's been on puberty blockers for a couple years already but he's very close to starting T.

#🌀 — hey! that’s my line! ❪ guest muse ; tails. ❫#🌀 — i just only have a steadfast heart of gold! ❪ headcanon. ❫#trans tails nation rise up #honestly though i only ever bust him out for plot relevance because i like being able to #give other tails writers a chance to like.. write as if theyre of the same universe as my sonic ?? if it makes sense #i like there being opportunities #usually i go into an interaction operating from the mindset of 'these characters are from the same zone'#unless plot calls for otherwise / rp partner prefers otherwise #lmao basically i try to be as flexible as possible while still having default hcs to fall back on #but yeah #his nickname is wonder because he used to have a side blog called twotailedwonder

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anaptian-champion · 8 months

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no one should own houndoom tbh; they're pure evil

oh hell nah

not entertaining this shit in my inbox

#stop forcing human morals onto pokemon #theyre literally not capable of that #OOC: is it hypocritical of me to have had my muse's Pokemon appear as guest muses #even though i consider Pokemon to be like highly intelligent animals rather than having human intelligence? //#rotomblr #pokeblr #pokemon irl #pkmn irl

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worldsquietestjojosfan · 1 month

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Every day is a culture shock

Bro ive been on the internet for how long and I'm still in a perpetual state of culture shock?

I feel insane when I hear that people don't take family roles or family duty as seriously as I do.

My best friend loves to send me posts of People complaining about family and we both look like

Oh that's crazy! They're not even defending the family honor and reputation from outsiders????? Literally insane!! Even if you hate your family, you still have to defend them from outsiders. What's even going on?

To us it's like instinct. Even if your parents are straight up evil, you still have access to connections and favors by virtue of your last name. You have to defend the last name so you can keep using that. It's not a common idea? CRAZY! And what about your younger generations? You want to ruin it for them too?

Despite being females, we are both the firstborn son of our households. And then we go online and nobody knows wtf we're talking about

Wtf you mean you're the oldest and you're not at least the firstborn daughter? It comes with birth. You don't have any of those duties? Then what do you do?

Like obv were not robots. I have a lot of friends that didn't do some of their duties. Whether they disagreed or were lazy or just didn't want to, the word "duty" is always there. "That duty was stupid so I didn't do it". Fair. Your choice.

dude ok I know I'm aware other cultures exist and they're different. I didn't realize in practice its SO different. people look at me like I'm fucking insane bro!!!

I had a conversation with a girl and she's like "you're so lucky you have a great relationship with your dad!" And I was like "not all my siblings have this close relationship. I earned my right to stand as his equal by completing all my family duties (almost) perfectly"

Like I earned my right that when we argue I can say he's "being cringe". I earned my right to argue actually. I earned this by repeatedly demonstrating responsibility, maturity, and correct priorities.

Dude that girl said this sounds like child abuse and I was like dawg wtf are you talking about 💀 your parents don't let you earn standing? Do they even love you? (That was mainly ego. She insulted my family so I tried to as well).

I'm guilty of growing up in a mixed asian society. My best friend grew up also In a mixed Asian society but a different one. In mine, the largest groups were Chinese, Vietnamese, Thai and Korean followed by every other kind of Asian.

Her area's largest groups were japanese, Chinese, Vietnamese, Indian followed by every other kind of Asian.

So it's kinda different but close enough. She knows how to eat with her hands and I know how to eat with chopsticks. We all celebrate 2 kinds of lunar new year. One by the south asian lunar calendar and one by the east Asian lunar calendar (don't ask, I don't know why we have 2 lunar calendars. You would think there's only 1?)

Both our areas, aunties will scold you if they hear you talk disrespectfully to your parents. Both our areas people will look down on you for not knowing your home language. Both our areas, the elders expect proper acknowledgement.

There are differences too. In my area, those who disrespect you must be disrespected In return. It's an offense to your family that they think they are allowed to disrespect you. In her area, the disrespect will happen but not to the face. You have to show you're from a better family. Here you have to show you are aware of the bullshit and you won't let it slide. I think its a difference between acting on behalf of your family vs acting with permission from your family. That's my speculation.

When teachers at my school said "grades don't matter" we said "then don't grade us? Liar". When teachers at her school said that they said "we understand, thank you for telling us" and then told their parents and the parents filed a report against the teachers for intentional misleading and sabotage.

The levels or respect and politeness and what kinds of actions imply what about your family were a culture shock to me. When I visit her, I have to adjust to be a lot more mellow and polite than I have to show here. Here, the elders accept any proper acknowledgement like "hi grandma" is fine. Even "hello" or a wave is fine. There, elders expect you to acknowledge them according to their culture. I personally fuck this up so bad because I don't even know who they are so i just copy what my friend is doing. And then I get the relation wrong and then they stare at me. Sometimes I'm lucky.

Over here, we don't really know too many people. It's not as social. Where she lives, everyone knows everyone.

I don't know how to describe this melding aside from just generally "asian" .

I log on to the internet and there's no shared culture except for speaking English 🤣 HAH.

It's like the difference between going to a swimming pool vs a jacuzzi

Vs jumping into a pile of leaves

Previously the common factor was water. Now the common factor is that it's matter.

I'm being so deadass I feel like me and some fictional characters from cultivation novels have more in common

#the craziest part is when we meet asians who didnt grow up around asians and we also dont connect like at all #we were talking to one and that guy was like oh yeah family honor duties blah blah my parents told about that ancient shit. i #and were like ..... ANCIENT???????#it certainly helps when your neighbors are drilling in the exact same fillial code into their kids in laos while yours are in hindi or cant #korean aunties scolding me for having a temper tantrum in broken english is a vibe #some words #on a smaller scale you know what else is a culture shock #how much east asians value fruit as a gift #south asia we have coconuts and fruits in abundance so our culture sees fruit as love but its not THAT expensive #idk about chinese but apparently korea fruits are FUCKING EXPENSIVE #one time my mom cut fruit and brought it to the park where we were all playing and the moms were like you are a saint #and my mom was like its only natural. the kids are playing so i should feed them. and theyre like but its fruit #and i was like yeah. its good for us. my mom wouldnt try to poison us. i didnt realize why it was such a big deal #because fruit prices here are kinda rough now but not THAT expensive.#apparently the gesture means everything #i dont even know what the point of this was. i just wanted to say it #also if you recognize which locations im talking about by description..... hehehehe #for us the luxury good is nuts and all the chinese friends whose house ive been to their mom always offers roasted nuts #and im like gawdDAMN you guys rich or something? im that much of an honored guest?

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termagax · 3 months

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my secret is that i think hog is way more into fucking w their gills than they actually are. they didnt ask him to do any of that shit he just started doing it.

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jonny-b-meowborn · 1 year

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It should be illegal for people to come to my house before noon. My aunt, her bf and daughter are in the other room visiting my grandma and that's cool and all but. They came here around 10-11. I woke up at a similar time because it's a Sunday and I wanna have some more sleep. And now I'm stuck in my room cause I don't feel comfortable being seen in my pajama by anyone outside of my household. And this fucks up my morning routine because I can't start doing anything, studying in today's case, before I eat breakfast and gave a coffee, I can't have breakfast before I change clothes, and I can't change clothes because of the guests. I also can't make my bed because I don't like being outside of bed in my pajama, I generally don't like being in my pajama if I'm not asleep. So I have to be in bed and that means the only thing I have to do is scroll social media. I wanna get up sooo bad I wanna eat something and just start existing but. There's guests. They've been here for about almost two hours. Hell on earth

#i dont have many strict routines in my life #but when i do theyre very important to me #i fant just do things out of order #not to mention i cant go to the kitchen anyway because. again i dont like being seen in my pj #and for whatever reason if my granny has guests it's alway in the morning #so my morning routine gets interrupted a lot #its genuinely quite distressing #and i hate the fact that im just wasting time. i cant be productive until i do all the things in my routine #oughhhhh #bee buzz

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corvidaedream · 11 months

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frequently I will say to myself, especially in tourist-heavy times, i would like a more serious job at a more serious museum where members of the public do not keep touching me inappropriately

but, unfortunately, my coworkers are so fun and kind and have created such a positive little pocket of queer community that idk if i could bear to leave unless something big changes

#messages from the ouija board #sadies day job #i didnt get touched inappropriately today dw i have the day off #but we have new people who ive been giving advice to and theyre like ??? thats so scary ??? and the best i can do is like.#'just know if u have to hit a guest u will not be fired probably. like u can do whatever u gotta do.'#its not even older men who are the worst! u would think and theres usually one or two a week who say something gross #but generally i find its middle aged or older typically white women who have been the worst to me & my coworkers #they dont see themselves as 'threatening' so theyre the ones who have most often grabbed me #every female-presenting fat or midsize person on site has a story of an older woman touching our stomach #to ask if its 'real' or how many layers of hoops/padding it is. and theyll panic when u tell them 'thats just my stomach' or 'im just fat'#i do enjoy that fear in their eyes #the most violated ive felt w a female guest is a woman a few months ago lifted up my petticoat to look at the pattern on my marseille #(she was seated and i was standing talking to a guest behind her)#and i know outside of work id be comfortable wearing less than what she saw but the act of it really freaked me out

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oedipushansen · 4 months

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"go to a real lgbt space" as an argument for why aspec people arent queer is just kind of funny to me because every lgbt organization i know of, both big ones & local ones from my town, have included asexual & aromantic ppl . maybe there is some kind of hostility towards aspecs in the gay clubs here that im not aware of but i really doubt that

#sorry i promise that posts relating to discourse like this only happen once in a blue moon on this blog #i just saw a post & its just weird to treat ppl who consider aspecs to be lgbt like theyre crazy internet ppl when there are so many lgbt #organizations that very much welcome & include them #also obviously i cant speak for gay bars bc im not old enough to go to one but ive been in lgbt groups where there have been both aspecs my #age or older among other queer ppl. ive met plenty of older counselors that work with lgbt ppl that know about aspecs. weve had older queer #guests visit us & mention aspecs in their like speeches & presentations & stuff #i dont know this is just an online thing i see ppl say a lot that bothers me #txt

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absentmoon · 7 months

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i like benny

#daisy.txt #i umm hmnmnggf #i aant. a cozy house . with. hirhhggg #i have the floor plan in my brain #the ummm main bedroom is upstairs btw #we have an office #and a guest bedroom downstairs in the hallway leading to the kitchen slash dining room #its right next to the living room and theres a little umbrella stand by the door #and our couch & little coffee table #even thoygh i prefer cuddling in bed #in my mind this is a modern au rather than an isekai #thoug h it also works with isekai sruff you know #i just also want yessie there:))#hes so biggg i think hed like the kitchen even thoug h itd be small #i like thinking about him interacting with bennyben #theyre so cute sbiff.#i think yessie doesn't need to sleep but he likes to tuck us in & sorta doze off next to us #:)#🎰.benny #📺.yesman

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kxllerblond · 1 year

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Clark not being ur protag or antag but a secret third option

#once again gushing over the concept of clark just existing with ur muse and being present #as like an accessory like he's doin his own thing and just hanging with urs as a pass time like some fucking guest star appearance dkjfhg #while theyre on their hero's journey or villain's rampage just like #there to vibe fgkjdg get lunch with them after they get their asses handed to them or something #listening to their moral dilemmas and just going like well you won't like the advice i have to offer so im just going to sip my coffee and #nod every now and then ddjhfgjkdfg #>:) but then maybe platonic or romance ship shit starts happening and suddenly it's less a hobby and he keeps getting more involved like Oh

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