#but i genuinley dont want to keep trying anymote
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hey how the fuck do i get the motivation to keep trying
#genuinley i dont#fuck#my pains are getting worse#like the way i walk has changed because of it#ive been missing a lot of school because there are times when even just sitting is painful#and god dude its taken a toll lol#and i just cant force myself to try anymore#im tried and in pain all the time#and i just cant convince myself that whatever worksheet or textbook pages i have to do are important anymore#and school is ending soon so i have finals and this is literally the worst time for me to feel like this#but i genuinley dont want to keep trying anymote#i dont think i really have a future as it stands#and yeah i could probably try and change that really put in the ffort and half die on the way to making it#but im barely maintaning myself as it is#im just tired#im just really really tired#i dont know what to do#vent#ig#if anyone is willing to say im doing a good job i would really appreciate it#im trying even though i dont want to#and everyone around me says 'yeah that sucks :[ im sorry'#but no one has told me theyre proud of me#maybe because this isnt worth being proud of
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