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who else seeks validation from everyone and everything?????
#i crave validation#give me validation#mentally unstable#mentally not okay#but also lowkey its great#cuz when u get that validation#best feeling#academic validation#male validation
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Bard-aby <3 except he's only loosely a bard bc i don't subscribe to absolutes <3
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BARNABY WITH PANTS??? BLASPHEMY!!! however this is a (dnd-inspired) fantasy au so. pants! loose pants tucked into modified boots because no one can tell me No!
based off of Clown's pokemon au human Barn, it seems like he might be a bit of a jewelry guy! he was wearing rings! and had an earring! also i think Barn just looks great w/ some extra shinies, yk yk
since ties aren't really a Thing in fantasy settings, i combined the iconic pattern w/ his vest for a two-in-one. then suspenders bc they fuck severely! his belt buckle is a bone both as a nod to the pattern on his tie / house decoration, and to go along with how Wally has an apple buckle! besties stay twinning!
you can't see it but on his other side he has his pack & his smoking pipe holster, which attaches to his belt! it's very high quality leather that he spent so much money on. his pipe is important to him - he carved it himself out of wood from an important tree from his childhood, so he wants it to be properly stored & protected! he has two kinds of tobacco for it - normal, and magic tobacco that essentially allows him to cast minor spells w/ the smoke
the feathers on his hat are from Ms. Beagle! in my mind he left the farm to go adventuring on a bit of a bad note, but his mama made sure to give him a couple feathers to take with so that she'd always be close <3
he keeps his claws blunt so that he doesn't accidentally scratch people/things, and so that he can play stringed instruments without cutting the strings. while i imagine for this au he plays a wide range, he prefers Loud Handheld Instruments that allow him to sing along. so in mind he has an Accordion here! loud! jaunty! but i imagine he also keeps a recorder in his pack for when Frank needs annoying. (he did have a lute, but he broke it over someone's head in the act of defending Wally's honor)
im still trying to pin down the right balance of colors for his outfit, but! for a little au tidbit - all of his spots are the same two blues as his ears. in this im imagining that he, at a young age, learned a very basic cosmetic spell that allowed him to change his spots color to mimic Ms. Beagle's! he wanted to look like his mama! but by the time he's in his late 20s he no longer changes his spots
ohhhh i forgot to add his pockets. Oh Well
#i wanted him to look um.... Put Together?#barn strikes me as a character that likes to look a lil sophisticated in a way!#and i wanted that to come across in this fit... dont know if i succeeded#i still wanted to have Bard-ish / Barnaby Vibes#i can easily imagine him reclined by a tree absentmindedly playin his accordion... smokin... in this outfit hat tipped down over his eyes#barnaby my beloved <3#and bardaby my beloved <3#also ill admit!!!#that lute is traced from a real image lmfao there was no way in hell i was scribbling that thing from scratch#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#i lowkey feel bad for barnaby when he finds out about the whole warlock thing#bc hes been traveling with wally for Years#barnaby likes to think that he knows everything about his little buddy#and then wally has to be like 😬#yeah im actually not technically a real person#also there's this 'demon' i have a pact with & also a weird kinda non-platonic Cant Be Accurately Labeled intimate relationship with#oh and i sometimes sacrifice innocent people to it in a pinch. the rest of the time we eat enemies' souls#and barnaby just has to! deal with that! like oh great! his bestie has been lying to his face since they met!#ands its been Seamless Lying!#suffice to say barnaby has a crisis#and now since wally can be more open about home#there's a sort of... pointless Rivalry for wally's attention/affection#even though barnaby definitely misjudges the situation and how home feels about wally...#oh switching gears back to the instrument thing!#in my mind barnaby also knows how to play the harp really well#and howdy's tavern has a corner for live music - which includes a permanently placed harp <3#so i think on quiet days barnaby will go play the harp while howdy cleans glasses & the others do their own quiet things#maybe its raining outside! or Snowing! but the tavern is cozy and warm & there is beautiful music <3
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mental illness
#this is so embarassing lowkey. he's not even my fav character just my pet freak#but also if it was dany or some shit nobody would bat an eye so like. whatever lol#tried putting them in chronological order and I think I fucked up a few times but its kinda cool to see the progression idk#the first pic being his corpse 💀 off to a great start 👍#there's so many furries here damn. and yes one of them is his deersona#btw there's a lot more that I didn't put here bc they were really sketchy or they were on my ipad/paper and I didnt feel like getting them#also the ones from the pmv. didn't feel like it#and others that I just forgor 💀 and I'm not gonna go back and put them in this already took to long#basically if you think this doesn't look like much. well you're right there's more
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draxum has chronic pain to me it is a canon event
#rottmnt#rottmnt baron draxum#rottmnt headcanons#this is about minor interference ch 18 btw#so far it's lowkey a 5k thesis statement about how draxum is borderline disabled its going great#(this is because i am incapable of writing parental figures without also giving them chronic health problems)#(blame my mom for this lmao)#bambi's rambling
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HIMBO
noun
↳ a physically attractive man who lacks intelligence; the male equivalent of a bimbo.
Max Mallowan in Agatha and the Curse of Ishtar (2019)
#agatha and the curse of ishtar#films#agatha christie#jonah hauer-king#i dont know how to describe this movie.... its not good per se but also its silly and camp and great and i need everyone to watch it#whats the post thats like 'i need people to write books/movies about agatha christie after her divorce meeting a hot 20 something#archaeologist & living her best life. ' because this is that movie.#zero historical accuracy. they solve murders together (including a monkey's). he NEVER has the brain cell.#lowkey an instant classic!
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The fact that Jesper is like. a mid-tier fabrikator at best is actually so important to me.
So much of this story centers around the fact that these people are not chosen ones, that they have no sacred destiny or otherworldly power, but that they're children doing the best they can in a system that doesn't care about them, and all they have are their wits and each other. Jesper isn't an especially gifted grisha, and he has no formal training, but he takes that teaspoon of unremarkable talent and applies it to a skill he spent years perfecting to make something even greater and wholly his own. He isn't special because he was born that way, he's special because he made himself special.
#i could literally talk about this forever#this also applies to every other character btw#but jesper is a great example#i love him so much#this is lowkey why i don't love all the meta ppl write about him going to the little palace to learn#also i think its super important to note that wylan doesn't encourage him to embrace his abilities to 'get more powerful' or whatever#he specifically wants him to do it because repressing that side of him is actively hurting him and he can't spend his life ignoring part of#who he is#wesper#jesper fahey#six of crows#crooked kingdom#soc#six of crows meta#also like. the fact that he learned this not from an institution or a grisha specialist but from his mother. it's just v important to me#rip aditi hilli you were a real one
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Maybe unpopular opinion
Gamora and Nebula are the only 2 good (great) female characters I've seen in the MCU
Most MCU women range from bad to ok for me personally
#ofc im saying this knowing its been a consequence of misogyny in the superhero industry#idk man the writing for these 2 is just top tier compared to the writing other MCU women get#sidrabbles#gotg#guardians of the galaxy#gamora#nebula#mantis is also great!!! but lowkey felt like she wasnt treated with as much class as she could've been until vol 3
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For all the people who show support and respect towards people who have mental health issues that are unconventional, uncomfortable, unpalatable, I hope you know how much I appreciate you. I don't think you understand how important you are to give people suffering from issues that most people turn on them for a non-judgemental safe space. I hope you know how much you help, theres so few of you, and I appreciate every single one of you
#also includes my friends cuz yall are great#its very late and im very stoned but you people need more love#thanks#tombtalk#especially in communities where ableism is rampant#like the creepypasta community lowkey#lel
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hey alexa, is projecting my emotions and situations onto fictional characters in my mind because that's the only way I know how to process and deal with them healthy??
#i feel like its arguable#like#there are significantly worse coping mechanisms#i could be addicted to heroine!#therefore#it is fine 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻#literally sobbing about my parents lowkey and then i start projecting my feelings onto albus lmfao plz i need help#like yay its not drugs#but nay its still not great i should probably know how to deal with my stuff without forcing albus potter in my head to exprience it all to#💀✌🏻#its great tho cause he has better parents than me and then i can also imagine them reacting well and actually listening and thats something#that would NEVER happen irl to me so 😎 this is basically therapy#imaginary therapy#slay tbh#hpcc#albus potter#harry potter
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going crazy cause i haven’t had a legit crush in years and now i think i have one on my straight cis male friend
the kicker: he thinks i’m gay. hell i thought i was too
#i’ve identified as queer but everyone just always fucking assumes i’m a lesbian or gay#another story for another time#but i never outright dismissed liking a man#just not someone outside the LGBTQA+ community#(aka straight cis male)#legit been losing sleep over this#still trying to figure out if it’s just infatuation or what#i also lowkey don’t think we’d be compatible#we’re great friends rn and i wouldn’t dare ruin that over something i’m not even sure about#every time i think i’ve had a eureka moment regarding my sexuality#its like nah jk bitch actually-#yall i’m losing my god damn mind#feeling like a clown for having a crush
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I do like the “touch grass” mantra not in literal touch grass sense but in a “my mom is a QAnon conspiracy theorist because of facebook” sense
#internet rabbitholes can be bad actually#internet communities can also be predatory#the flipside can be true but you gotta remember that people do let opinions on the internet affect them psychologically like way too much#im also lowkey scarred from amygdalatropolis#which like i personally think is a great read but its also probs ones of the darkest and grossest books ive ever read
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Cordelia Chase in Angel (3x10) ‣ “Dad”
#angel#ats#angel the series#cordelia chase#atsedit#tvedit#tvandfilm#skipps gifs#the whole comfy cordy look was *great*#its what she deserves to wear comfortable clothes and hold a baby#also this show is lowkey a pain to color but we love it regardless
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I wANTED to go outside and enjoy y'know. The best season of the year before winter comes to drag my soul back down to hell again, but the country is on FIRE, my phone won't stop sending me bzzt bzzt severe air quality warnings, and it smells like campfire but EVIL outside
#i also have a headache but jury's out if that's related or im just lowkey dehydrated#franposting#environment canada is like. prepare for the worst wildfire season ever :))))#im in the greatlakes lowkands toronto area#we dont GET wildfire season#but apparently quebec is so bad its drifted all the way here#the sky was ORANGE last night. truly zelda blood moon vibes at sunset it eas terrible#rose said this morning its on her side of the border/great lakes too#Quebec. bc. nova scotia. alberta. WHO'S NEXT#yall what the FUCK. we never have wildfires in the area nor this early#ITS STILL TECHNICALLY SPRING
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i always forget that my tumblr is not private like my twitter is and i am nearly too quick to share my thoughts on things that would get me eaten alive by ppl who don’t know me and care more than i do
sorry abt the egregiously long tags. i have feelings abt the title track
#ummmthoughts#this is abt the new taylor swift album#its…not great#its the forgotten cousin of 1989 and evermore#idk how tags work on tumblr i hope having her name isnt enough to get me under the taylor hashtag#i will be fuuuuucked if it does lol#ttpd is lowkey an ass title track and there was no need to name names#other than to start ppl talking abt her and football man again#idrc what uhhh lucy? has to say yknow#she ate with that one heart exploding line tho i’ll give her that#also theres no way that man owns a typewriter. she so started that song abt someone else and finished it abt him
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