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elizais · 3 months

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"so, for once in my life.. let me get what i want."

jouno saigiku x fem!reader drabble lovesick jouno, jouno NEEDS more fans other than me warnings: none all fluff, reader met jouno after he lost his vision

jouno desperately wanted to sleep, his body yearned for sleep.. but his mind was too crowded. how the beautiful lady was laying on the bed next to him, holding the stuffed animal he bought her based off of how soft it was when they first started dating.

her heartbeat was prettier than the sound of a choir of angels singing to him. a sound he could point out in a room full of thunderous voices. how could someone so kind choose him?

although he was content with all his other senses being heightened, he wished he met you before he lost his vision. how he would perfectly describe the colour of your eyes if he could.

every night it escaped him how you adored him more than anyone. how a soft stuffed animal was your replacement for him since cuddling was too overwhelming for his senses. how your sugary voice only referred to him as "sai". even when he was being frustrating.

why would he, a former criminal, be so fortunate for a person like you? who searched the ends of the earth (online websites) for replacements of his incredibly old clothes which he only kept because he knew what they looked like. when his favourite graphic tee got a rip in it you found another for him.

how when you were walking through the city with him you gasped as a car drove past, one that you really liked. "sai! y'know your old sweater with the old BMW on? one like that but green drove by!" a day out you must have long forgotten about yet he remembered very well as you went through great effort to explain what it looked like to him.

despite how much he hated tecchou's food combinations, when you met tecchou you tried your absolute best to like them. incredibly worried to earn the respect of your new boyfriend (at the time)'s colleagues. now whenever tecchou comes up with a new one tecchou tells jouno to tell you about it. jouno does not tell you.

perhaps it is the fact that you cut his hair when it gets too long for him to deal with. gently trimming it every couple of weeks.

maybe when you saw how mean he could be to the other hunting dogs you scolded him in front of them, his colleague's giggling as they found his weakness. you. now whenever he was being particularly nasty to them, you would get a phone call to out your boyfriend in his place.

perchance it was that you asked him what colour his eyes were after knowing him as a friend for a few months. although he never opened his eyes from light sensitivity, he made an exception for you. opening his eyelids and putting up with the harsh light for a few seconds as he heard your heartbeat speed up, admiring his eyes. albeit whatever they looked like now.

or, after a monthly surgery you would stay with jouno for the whole time he had to rest. jouno being so out of it he just wants to cuddle, something you cherish. he knows you adore those times so even when he starts to get his senses back, he will give you a few more hours of sleep with him on a small hospital bed.

his thoughts paused for a second as he heard your muscles contract as you changed sleeping positions. he heard the stuffed animal fall out of your arms as you rolled. he was too comfortable to get out of bed for it but noticed your arms looking for it in your sleep. he heard and felt the vibrations of your arm patting around for it on the bed.

he sighed before moving closer to you, quietly moving an arm out for your arms to hold onto instead. pulling his stray arm to your chest in your sleep, a quiet hum escaped your lips.

your arms wrapped around his bicep, something that pulled him closer to sleep after having his senses adjust to it. he would not bring this up in the morning.

with all those memories, he can't pinpoint when the moment he knew he loved you was. he was just happy he even knew you.

for once in his life, he had gotten what he wanted. lord knows it was the first time.

ughhhh he makes me so anhwahawbkhry4yiaw

the new bsd chapter coming out will have jouno ALIVE AND WELL. if not asagiri has me to respond to. no body no death. anyways everyone needs to write for the hunting dogs more please and thank you!!

jouno needs more fans like i know he is a bit of a red flag but red is the colour of my blogg soooo... match made in heaven <33

also did you see where i added perchance. you can't just say perchance!!

reblogs are appreciated so so so much!!

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bobattea · 11 months

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Can you please do a jouno x reader smut where they’re on a mission and stay at a hotel and oh no 😱 there’s only one bed what ever will they do ❤️

Pairing: Jouno Saigiku x Reader Warnings: Language, NSFW, Smut, Hate sex, its rough, lil bit of violence, Sadist!Jouno, Oral (M receiving),lots of hair pulling, degradation Word Count:1643 A/N: I decided to go with a rivalry/enemies to lovers kind of thing it makes it more spicy. Think 'sweetheart but like rivalry' and 'darling but I can't stand you' vibes. I hope you don't mind, hopefully i didn't drag it on too much.

“EXCUSE ME?!” You slam your hands down on the desk while springing up from your seat, giving your captain the dirtiest look you could muster.

“No shouting during meetings Y/n you know better than that.” Jouno answered in an unimpressed tone to match his face.

“You shut your damn mouth!” You whip your head around in his direction as you flash him a hostile glare but he doesn't need to see your face to know just how angry his response made you though he seemed satisfied with your reaction, your raised heartbeat and body temperature was a big enough indicator. Fukuchi had the bright idea of sending you on a mission with the person you hated the most and that was Jouno of all your other fellow comrades it had to be him!

“Out of all of us, you two butt heads the most, it'll be a bonding experience! While Jouno may hate Tetcho but they still work together now it's just to get you two to work together.” Teruko gave you a sickly sweet smile but something was off about it. “unless, you’d like to argue with me on this.” her sweet smile quickly turned evil, one that you really shouldn't challenge, Teruko was someone you never want to argue with no matter what it's about. You straightened yourself back up and took your seat turning your head away from Jouno’s direction just looking at him makes your blood boil.

“Fine but if I come back with Jouno’s head on a stick, don't blame me.” You shrug. It was inevitable that the two of you were gonna have it out at some point during the mission. Everyone knew that they were just sad they didn't have a front row seat to the brawl.

“Bold of you to assume I won't return with your head on a stick.” Jouno retorted with a smirk it just made you see red.

“Why I otta-” Tetcho grabs your wrist to stop you from leaving your seat. “Tetcho, lemme at him! One smack and I'll be content!.” He didn't budge, his grip tightened and you sigh in defeat and slump back in your chair.

“What a pain.” Jouno retorts, you choose to ignore him this time.

“Let's get this over and done with, when do we leave?”

****

“How long do they believe we are gonna be on this mission that they actually booked a hotel.” you grumbled as the two of you headed to your room. Jouno was choosing to ignore you at this point, he hadn’t spoken a word since you both left for the mission. “I’m pretty sure ignoring me is cheating.”

He was persistent, unlocking the door the two of you entered seeing nothing but one bed, another doorway leading to the bathroom.

“Well this is nice.” Jono finally spoke, you scoffed looking at the room with utter disgust. He can’t even see the fact there is one bed. How can this be nice!

“You’ve got to be kidding me! That’s it, that's the last straw! You are on your own.” You turn to leave but he grabs hold of your upper arm with a tight grip.

“You’re not leaving. We have orders to complete this mission and you will complete it.” His tone was a warning but his face was a different story he always had that smile on his face one that could trick anyone into trusting him and letting their guard down but you knew better. Jouno was right you were going to stay because after weighing your options you’d rather be on the receiving end of his temper than Teruko’s at least with him you had a fighting chance.

“Let go of me.” You shove your arm out of his grip as you narrowed your eyes. “I’m sleeping in the tub. I would rather die than sleep in the same bed as you.” Stomping your way to the bathroom then you let out a frustrated groan. “THERE IS NO TUB!” followed by a thud. “Ow.”

“Fucking idiot.” Jouno scoffed.

****

The rest of the day went painfully slow as you and Jouno investigated the area before returning to the hotel room. He was constantly stepping on your toes, making you doubt your observations and then belittling you. You tried so hard to ignore and make do but you can only bottle up so much rage before exploding which has caused you to be pressed up against the wall with Jouno pounding relentlessly into you from behind. A mix of moans and insults from both you and him filled the room.

“Tch, is that really all you got?” You taunt, his grip on your hips tightened and his free hand went to your hair grabbing a fist full of it, yanking your head back causing you to inhale sharply with a smirk.

“What was that? Did you say something,Slut?” He tilted his head, his voice low in your ear you could feel his jaw clenched. God if you actually liked this guy you’d compliment how hot he looks.

“Slut huh? Insult of the century.” a loud spank to your ass causing you to yelp at the sudden impact. “I hate you.” Jouno’s teeth grazed your ear then down your neck before he bites down and sucks harshly before he pushes your head back to the wall, your cheek colliding with a loud thud. He didn't care if he was hurting you. In fact, knowing that he’s hurting you was soothing his rage but every time you open your damn mouth his rage is fueled again and his thrusts were more harder than the previous one hitting all the right spots.

He can feel you getting close, your moans becoming louder and he could feel you clenching around his cock. Jouno’s face contorts into disgust. How dare you enjoy this, he stops and pulls out of you causing a whine to escape your lips at the sudden emptiness then a bitter laugh.

“Had enough al- '' Jouno’s hand struck your cheek then it went around your throat, he pulled you close to his face. For once you didn't see his fox-like smile at all tonight as out of character for Jouno as it is, he really despises you but it doesn't take a genius to figure that out.

“Another word out of you and I'll make sure you won’t utter another word ever again.” He threatens his voice laced with venom. You bite down on your cheek before spitting in his face and mouthing another ‘fuck you’ afterwards. Jouno chuckles darkly, a sadistic smile briefly appears before he pushes you to your knees. “Shall we put that mouth of yours to good use.” You look up at him through narrowed eyes, he pulls at your hair again and he bends down to your level. “If you use your teeth I will ruin you.” He promises. Jouno was challenging you, he wants to hurt you, he wants to ruin you and you want to hurt him too. You open your mouth to shoot him a snarky remark but before you can even get a word out he’s already shoved his cock down your throat making you choke and your hands fly to his thighs, squeezing your nails into his skin as hard as you can. “Oh did that hurt?” he mocks the tone you used earlier with false sympathy and you squeezed his thighs harder in response leaving crescent moon shapes in his thighs. Jouno continues to use your mouth chasing his own pleasure. You're not talking he can almost pretend it isn't you at all. It's almost pure bliss.

With each move of your head the tip of his cock is hitting the back of your throat causing your eyes to water, tears slipping down your cheeks and drool pooling at the corners of your mouth. How dare he use you for his pleasure. It should be the other way around you weren't going to let him have any satisfaction! You slowly tried to close your jaw letting your teeth graze his dick but he knows Jouno always fucking knows, he pulls you off him and drool falls form your mouth.

“You can’t behave for a single second can you? Incompetent as usual.” He spits gripping your hair tightly he pulls you from the floor and hauls you to the bed pushing you down face first into the mattress. Jouno grabs your waist tightly and pulls your hips closer to his as he lines himself up with your entrance before slamming into you at an unforgiving pace. Moans and skin slapping skin filled the room once again. “F-fuck.” He groaned as his thrusts became more sloppy, Jouno was close cumming he just needed a little longer for you to learn your place and to fuck the attitude out of you. You were close too and your orgasm was fast approaching.

His hand finds its way to your hair once again pulling you up so he can bite down on your neck again leaving more hickies in his wake. Your hand snakes its way to his neck then the back of his head and you pull his hair in return a moan escapes his mouth and your lips curl into a triumphant smirk but in a swift motion you are back to being pushed into the mattress with one hand behind your back. Jouno’s pace changed and his thrusts were more sloppy than before as he chased his own orgasm and with a loud moan you both came undone at the same time.

The room finally falls silent as the two of you catch your breath then Jouno pulls out and breaks the silence.

“Now try tell me you hate me after that.” His stupid smile appears again and he leaves for the bathroom, you hear him shuffling around before the shower starts. You hate him maybe even more now but fuck was that good. You pick up the pillow that’s behind you and smother your face so you can let out a loud muffled scream in frustration.

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nikolaiismysugardaddy · 1 year

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pairings... Jouno Saigiku x Reader

contains...! smut! fem!reader, dom!Jouno, angst, hair pulling, teasing, oral(m!receiving), dirty talk

AFAB reader

I apologize for any mistakes in advance - english is not my first language!

Hope you enjoy! xx

At today's meeting, you were arguing with Jouno back and forth. Even when you said something trivial, like “the grass is green” he would clear his throat and say “No, it’s yellow green” even though he can’t see colors? I mean he’s blind, for god’s sake. I’m sure he’s doing this on purpose.

Fukuchi called it a day after the last remark Jouno made; everyone looked confused and exhausted.

“I can hear you tip-toeing behind me and inferring from your heartbeat, I suppose, that you’re annoyed.” He stopped at his office’s door, not turning in your direction.

“Can I have a word with you, Jouno?” His arrogant behavior made you even more pissed than before, but you tried your best to keep your composure. You’ve worked for the Hunting Dogs for a while now, and you already knew even though Jouno’s handsome face, he’s not the nicest person in the world - but today he was outstandingly an asshole.

A mischievous grin appeared on his face as he opened the door for the both of you. Before you could see that cheeky smile, he washed it off his face and placed his slender fingers on his chin. You hesitantly stepped inside. “Go on.” He closed the door behind you quietly.

“I…” You closed your eyes and exhaled the air from your lungs slowly, trying to get yourself together once more. “What was that? At the meeting.”

“What what?” He tilted his head lightly, making you feel even worse.

“That. You were talking to me like a child - no, even worse. You pointed out every little mistake and corrected every word I said. So tell me, what’s the problem?”

He sighed and took a few steps closer to you; a fox-like smile spread across his face.

“The problem, you ask?” He was just inches away from you. Your heartbeat fastened up from the intimidating atmosphere forming between the two of you. “Hmm…” He chuckled a bit when he noticed your body’s reaction to his closure.

“Y-yes?” You tried to fix your gaze on his boots, but your voice trembled regardless of your attempt.

He placed his thumb on your chin and lifted your head up to look at him directly. With his other hand, he tugged your hair behind your ears and leaned in, whispering: “Unprofessional.”

The way his breath touched your earlobe made your legs tremble, and you felt some heat building up in your core. He slipped his fingers in your hair and lightly gripped it, forcing you to tilt your head back.

“And this… is also unprofessional, Y/N.” A light moan escaped your mouth while his lips ghosted on your skin.

“W-what are you doing, J-” Your blood ran cold when he pushed you to the door. For a moment, everything was quiet around you, he stopped every movement, the only thing you could hear was your own heartbeat.

“Is this the way you act around every man, Y/N?” He hummed the words in the careen of your neck. “Getting wet the moment they come closer to you? I could smell it since you stepped inside.” He licked your pale, thin skin with the tip of his tongue. In return, an audible moan slipped out of your mouth. “Answer me!” He tightened his grip in your hair.

“N-no, Jouno…” you muttered faintly.

The well-known wicked smile spread across his face when you answered. Your words sounded like music to his ears. He noticed that you were rubbing your thighs together to help yourself calm down a little.

Jouno clicked his tongue in disappointment and pushed his body against yours. You felt his hard member in his pants rubbing against your stomach.

“Then is this all for me?” You silently nodded and muttered a yes as an answer. His dick twitched in his pants as he got more and more excited. “Get on your knees.” He moaned and grabbed you by your shoulders while he commanded you. You closed your eyes and followed his order. It was a pretty hard task since you were caged between Jouno’s body and the door; so you had to grab him by his belt and push him a bit further back to reach the ground with your knees.

His smile grew wider, and a small praise left his lips in a very low tone: “Good girl” as he unbuckled his belt. With his other hand, he grabbed your hair in a ponytail to free your neck. In the blink of an eye, the thin black leather was around your neck. Your eyes widened and opened your mouth to speak, but not a single word came out of it.

He made you come closer to his throbbing cock with the belt, and unbuttoned his pants.

“Zip it down” you swallowed your saliva slowly, then grabbed the zipper with your teeth and pulled it all the way down, just like he ordered you. With the back of his hand, he caressed your cheeks and hummed in appreciation. He pulled down his pants and underwear, just enough for you to get a good look at his bulging member.

“Now, darling, be a good girl and show me what that mouth can do besides arguing with your superior.”

For a moment, you hesitated, but as soon as you let the lustful thoughts take over your mind, his tip lingered on your lips. Unconsciously, you opened your mouth and licked it all the way down. Jouno jolted from the teasing with your tongue and impatiently pulled you closer with his belt even more.

A cheeky smile appeared on your face from his reaction, and with one sudden movement, you took his whole length down your throat. He had to steady himself by placing one hand on the door. His spine arched from the pleasure he felt when his tip tapped the back of your throat. You started to move your head back and forth on his length; your tongue swirled around his member.

His solid whines became moans when he took the lead and fucked your mouth earnestly. You grabbed his slightly muscular thighs to steady yourself. The arousal he felt was clearly shown in his facial expressions. His grip grew tighter in your hair and pulled you back a bit, forcing you to look at his lewd face.

“So, is this what you call talking?” with his dick in your mouth, he asked and pulled you slowly closer to take his cock once more all the way in.

The blood roared in Jouno’s ears as you tightened the muscles in your mouth around him once again. Your eyes were watery, with teardrops running down your cheeks. His cock twitched in your mouth as he picked up his pace.

You nearly choked on his length when he pushed all of it down your throat. He whined and moaned; you clearly amused him by how obedient you are.

“F-fuck…” his grip in your hair tightened as he got closer to his climax. “C-cumming..!” He thursted in your mouth once more before he shot the first wave of his cum down your throat. “Swallow it all, darling, don’t waste a single drop!” he moaned while he slowed down his movements.

A few moments later, he pulled himself away, leaving a thin line of saliva mixed with his cum. You gently massaged your tired jaw and wiped your tears with the back of your hand. You licked off a drop of his juice from the corner of your mouth.

You tried to stand up from the ground, but Jouno stopped you with his hands gripping your shoulders.

“My, my, we’re not done yet”

special tag: @jounosnumberoneslut ♡

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heartsfourdazai · 5 months

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Whenever I see someones requests are open all of my ideas disseaper and my mind is all blank :/

Maybe bsd characters caught reader in a situation where it made them think reader is cheating but later understand it is just their fear and totally explainable situations with reader doesnt understand how different the situation can look like. Please be creative about them 😉 (Of course if you are comfortable with writing a concept like this and if you havent already) with chuuya, tecchou, jouno and whoever you want.

when they wonder if your cheating on them

chuuya, tecchou, jouno & dazai<3

warnings: lowercase writing, mention of sex in dazai's, dazai is kinda possesiver, ooc jouno!! unedited writing!!

F/N means friends name!!

a/n: REQUESTS ARE OPEN !!what kind of dazai love blog will i be if i DIDN'T write for dazai as well ☠ I'D BE A FRAUD!! AUAGAHHSA why does jouno's part make me cringe-

chuuya nakahara 🍷

"where we're you all night?"

the first question he asked you the moment you stepped foot into the apartment.

you didn't have time to take off your coat.

"out with the girls?"

you replied, tilting your head.

"i thought i told you.."

"if you did i wouldn't be asking, would i?"

"okay! okay- i'm sorry!-"

"you could have texted me!"

"i forgot to-"

"is that really all you got?"

"okay- what has gotten into you!!"

he paused.

you realized through out the week he's been on your tail. 'where have you been' 'how long are you going to be' 'who's going with you?' 'can i come?'

chuuya didn't even realize he was worrying so much about you.

"i was out for 2 hours!"

"then another 30mins!

"i just lost track of the time!"

"you told me two hours!"

"i know i did- but again, i lost track of time-"

"AGAIN you could've called!!"

his voiced raised slightly.

you stared at him, a annoyed look on your face.

"awh- what's with that look? why are you annoyed?"

"because i let you go out without pestering questions every minute when i get home! your not my parent, your my boyfriend!"

"are you sure about that?!" he cuts in...

"you know if anything we're to happen i would cal-" you pause...looking up at him slowly...

"what?"

chuuya realized what he said and rubs his face.

"awh- n-nothing!"

you cock an eyebrow..

"chuuya- what do you mean? something's wrong with you...you can talk to me, you know?"

"uhm..yeah."

he didn't sound confident at all.

you looked at his feet before letting out a loud sigh..

"is this because of F/N?"

F/N is your middle school friend. you two were like peas in a pod, nothing could separate..

well, maybe execpt for chuuya now him and you are dating.

F/N was so happy for you. finally you were able to snatch someone- someone rich and hot for that matter...but that's not all that you saw in chuuya- not at all.

he cared deeply for you, and he knows how much you and F/N are together...he sometimes feels...out of place.

like he's boyfriend...but also just a boyfriend.

chuuya stood in silence, looking anywhere but your eyes.

you knew you were correct, you didn't need his confirmanation.

you slowly made your way toward him...reaching your hands out to hold his.

"you don't have to worry about me and F/N, babe!" you laughed softly, kissing the back of his hands.

he slowly looked up at you, "i just...i don't want to lose you, okay?"

you smiled softly, kissing his lips as he gently cupped his cheeks.

your ginger-haired boyfriend immediatly melted into the kiss, holding your hands, finger interlocked.

moments later, you both parted. touching foreheads and smiling softly to one another.

"i promise..."

tecchou suehiro ⚔

he didn't have to even think to wonder.

however, here he is.

he doesn't really get upset with you, your his lover why would he get upset?

it was around 10pm at night, both him and you were comfy in your PJ's and sat on the couch of your living room.

you both were facing each other backs, his legs were dangling off the arm on the couch, and your back leaned against his own, your legs curled to your chest and phone close to your face.

your boyfriend kept over hearing your giggles from behind him. he tilts his head toward you and asked, "what's so funny, babe?"

you shook your head, covering your mouth.

"n-nothing!"

and soon after, you were giggling once again.

now, tecchou knew you. if something was so funny, you would 100% show him and laugh along with him, although he barely laughs...he still feels loved when you engage with him.

now, showing that you are not showing him what you are laughing at- he felt uneasy.

"but your laughing?"

"ihi swear- it's nothing! uhm- what movie do you want to watch?"

"i want to know what your laughing at?"

you sighed, "i'm serious, babe! it's just-"

"another person?"

you paused.

"what?"

it was quiet now.

"uhm. i'm sorry. i jumped to conclusions...i'm sorry."

you were silent as you nodded slowly, looking back at your phone and smiled softly.

you turned on your side and rested your head on his shoulder. holding your phone up.

"i was watching puppy videos!"

you pressed play on the youtube video, and the sigh of of puppies flashed on screen.

he chuckled to himself before feeling your hand on his thigh and you smiled up at him,

"i would never leave you babe, you know that?"

he didn't respond for a while, until a silent nod caused you to cuddled into his side.

he kissed your head, and apologized again.

"i love you!!" you sang, making duck lips. he laughed and kissed your lips, "i love you, too."

jouno saigiku 🌱

why would you do that?

do you have the guts to cheat on him?

you've shown how much you love him just by being loyal towards him. so when you didn't come back home until late at night, this is where his protective side comes around.

lucky you.

you entered your aparment as exactly 4: 53am. so it wasn't late- but early.

you had no idea if your boyfriend would be home because he mentioned something about having a really important mission as a hunting dog.

he also mentioned you shoudn't be out alone at night, after hearing about the ADA being terrorists and all that.

he just wants you to be safe.

as you locked the door and placed the keys on the dresser, you felt a figure stare you down in the dark.

you reacted quickly and flashed open your camera flashlight as was about to throw your umbrella until you noticed it was just...

"jouno?" you called out, noticing the figures looks.

there he was,, standing just feet away from you with his hunting dog gear on, however his hat was in his hands as his arms were crossed.

"you told me you would be home by 11..."

he could feel your heartbeat beat fast against your chest.

"i-i just lost track of the time-"

"it's 4am, Y/N."

no nicknames.

he's serious.

you knew he could read you like a book, there was no denying it.

"look- i was just out with F/N and their other friends!"

"and you went to the bar?"

he could smell the stench of alchoal on you.

"i had two shot glasses- barely any alchoal!"

"doesn't matter; you should have told them you were on a curfew!"

"are you serious right now?"

"you know i don't like it when you're out on your own this late in yokohama!"

"i'm not 5, jouno, i can look after myself. besides, i wasn't alone!"

"right, i'm sorry, you were at a bar with three other people who were just a drunk as the next guy?"

"it's not that big of a deal-"

"it is when your dead!"

"this isn't jsut about the ADA, is it?"

he paused/

"what do you mean?"

you didn't respond, he only felt you walk past him, his cape flowing with the wind you created.

"last time i was out late, i told you i was left alone with F/N's boyfriend. and then you kept asking me questions about "him". and this none question stood out to him, "what did he do to you when you and him were alone."

jouno stayed quiet, letting you speak.

"did you think i was cheating on you?"

it was silent. the only sound was the sound of your heartbeat and breathing.

"i'm just...worried about you."

you sighed and he felt you ove closer to him.

your hands touched his shoulder and you leaned up to kiss his forehead.

"i would never cheat on you..."

he's heard that before.

"i find that hard to believe when you come home hours later."

"it was just a one-time thing, hun...i just fell asleep a F/N's place after the others left an forgot to text you, thats all!"

he gave you a sincere look with his facial features, and kissed your lips.

"i'm sorry if i overreacted.."

you laughed, "don't worry about it...i should have told you...i love you~"

he smiled, "love you more~"

dazai osamu 🩹

it's not like he doesn't care-

he just knows you love and him and will never cheat on you.

would you?

when his suspicions about this becomes more larger, he now gets extra clingly with you.

holding you close while sleeping.

walking to work with you.

holding your hand when crossing streets.

asking where your going with your friends so he knows your location-

okay, wait- what?

see, to him that's normal.

but to you-

you noticed this far to quickly but never had the courage to ask him about it to him because it would flash you the brightest smile, gaslighting you that everything's okay.

he has a smal secret.

he kissed you passionally on the lips a couple days ago, and as you melted into it he opened his eyes and noticed your phone on the bed facing upwards.

he saw a new message by someone that goes by the name, "cody."

now that's a name he's never heard you speak about to him, and he's met all your friends.

he closed his eyes and pushed you back down on the bed.. yadayadayada...oh yay sex...ANYWAY.

days later, he started to get closer and clingly with you.

you couldn't find the time to ask him this question because he would always change the subject until he's ready tp speak to you about it.

it was a calm evening in your and dazai's apartment home.

both him and you ate dinner, took a shower together and now your both on your shared and wore comfy PJ's.

"are you going to pull another all-nighter?" you asked him as dazai leanes against the bedframe.

he shoke his head, "unless you are."

you hummed softly and leaned against his chest.

couple minutes of silence passed and you could just feel his heartbeat.

until...

he spoke..

"who's cody?"

you sat up and looked up at him, "what?"

he looked at you...

"is he another man?"

"dazai.."

he looked at you dead in the eye; "cody?"

"how do you know-"

"about cody?"

"thats not important...who is cody?"

"cody is..."

"another?"

"dazai, dont talk mad!"

dazai sat up

"dazai- that's my boss!"

he blinked...and relaxed..

"is he?"

"yes!" your eyes widened as you rubbed your face.

"oh?"

you laughed, "your serious, osamu?"

"look- you can't blame me!"

"yes i can, YOU LOOKED THROUGH MY PHONE AS WELL!!?"

"it was on the couch, come on!"

you just laughed, your anger just gone...well- a little bit of it.

dazai begged for you to znot be upset with him, and aplogized left and right.

until you finally forgave him by going on a date and buying anything you wanted

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cerebralinvasion · 4 months

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yandere october 2023 event day 2

“lock”

you were not a criminal. despite your many faults, it was one of the things you could be confident in. of course, you wouldn’t say you’re the most innocent person on earth nor that you were any kind of saint, however you were, at the very least, not a criminal. and certainly not on any level that would cause the hunting dogs to be after you. so why were you being treated like some kind of terrorist?

innocent civilians don’t get chained up and monitored by a member of the military. so maybe there was some sort of alternative explanation. one that an ordinary person like you wouldn’t automatically think of. one that would make more sense. maybe you had been framed. framed for something really, really bad. so bad that the government didn’t even want to risk taking you in normally and had to come in and abducted you like this. once you could talk to that military officer you'd seen, you could explain everything to him. it would all be annoying, sure. having to wait through a trial while you proved you weren’t guilty for… whatever this was would be a terrible waste of time. but at the very least you’d get out of it relatively soon. maybe you would even be compensated for the emotional damage.

thoughts like that calmed you down. they always did. coming up with rational explanations of the irrational and unexplainable never failed to mollify you in stressful situations. with a few deep breaths, your heart stopped racing and you were done panicking. all you had to do was wait for him to talk to you and you would explain everything.

you didn’t have to wait very long.

you had no more than a total of twenty more seconds to yourself before the silence was broken by the sound of a door creaking. you shifted, turning your body in the direction of whoever had entered the chamber that laid somewhere between the line of a bedroom and a cell. his presence was overwhelming. he was tall, and you being seated on the ground did nothing to help how he loomed over you. despite how his eyes remained closed, you could tell all his attention was hooked on you, all his senses piercing through your soul. your breath hitched. all the words you had been planning out left your mind and you felt yourself freeze.

“hello” he smiled at you when he spoke. a smile far softer, far more dissarming than it had any right to be.

like a deer caught in headlights, you couldn’t bring even your mouth to move. instead you stared up at him with wide eyes. too scared to even attempt to respond. all the calming yourself down had been for naught, it seemed. because just looking up at the man had sent you right back to square one.

“no ‘hi’ back? that’s a little rude, don’t you think?” he tilted his head just barely. an action too innocent for someone so innately threatening.

your mouth opened and closed repeatedly but no sound came out. you tried your best to mold your words into some kind of apology, but you just couldn’t manage. he noticed this and laughed at you.

“seems you're a little worked up. not to worry, you’re safe here.”

“i’m- i’m not a criminal!” finally your mouth gave way to movement and you managed to blurt out the words.

“i know that.” he didn’t miss a beat before the words fell from his mouth.

and suddenly you were cold. because with only three words he had thrown out any little bits of rationalization you had managed to scrounge up. you were back to square one with no idea as to what was happening. not an inkling to the man’s motivation or intentions.

then he smiled as if he could read your mind. a knowing edge clung to the faint smirk which was smeared across his face.

“you’re not a criminal, and thus you’re not being detained. do you know what that means?”

his grin widened as he leaned down, closer to your level but still towering above you. after a short beat of silence he continued.

“it means that even the law can’t save you from this prison. there will be no proving of your innocence, because i already know you are innocent. you aren’t here for legal affairs, no, this is… personal.”

“personal? i don’t even know you!” your voice betrayed more of your genuine fear and uncertainty than you’d have liked it to.

“then how about we change that? because i know you, very well in fact.” he gave the words a second to sink in and for you to reach your own conclusions. “you may call me jouno. from this point forward, you’re officially mine.”

#my bad for forgetting about these guys i’ll try to wrap this event up this month 😭😭#bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #yandere bsd #yandere bsd x reader #bsd x you #yandere bungou stray dogs #yandere bungo stray dogs #yandere bungo stray dogs x reader #yandere jouno x reader #jouno saigiku #bsd jouno saigiku #jouno x reader #jouno saigiku x reader

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kingg-of-avidya · 7 months

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i often think about the fact that tecchou puts sugar on his rice.

like, this guy likes it when food combos are the same color, right? rice white, sugar white, boom. sugar rice. i get it but does he not realize that... salt is also white?

why doesn't he pick salt over sugar when it comes to his rice? what's wrong with it? is it not the correct shade of white or something?

either it's that and we simply do not possess his optical abilities, or he does it specifically to annoy jouno lmao. like, either works for him just fine, but just watching jouno going absolute bonkers over him pouring a little sugar on his rice makes him giggle inside

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local-ground-apple · 1 year

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Too loud - Jouno Saigiku x Reader

warnings: none, apart from jouno's subtle threats, but it's jouno

„Your heartbeat…It’s too loud. If you don’t calm it, I will shut it for you”

At the mere sound of Jouno’s cold and harsh words, your heartbeat drastically speeded up. Your muscles tensed and he could sense you held your breath for a brief moment, before your breathing increased as well.

It seemed as if his words backfired.

Jouno raised one of his eyebrows.

Oh gosh, you were not intimidated or terrified by his threat (as any sane person would be).

No, in fact you seemed exhilarated, thrilled, excited even.

,,And I shall do it violently. With my methods used in the investigation room, of course”

Jouno elaborated as his infamous sadistic smile slowly crept on his lips. His not-so-subtle allusion should be enough to discourage you. However, his words didn’t deter or frighten you off. Quite the opposite, your body reacted rather instinctively and rapidly, forcing his smile to faint as fast as it appeared.

Perhaps, this was the only battle Jouno couldn’t win.

Your heart rate increased rapidly; he dared to notice that perhaps it was the loudest heartbeat he had heard from you so far. Jouno could perfectly and acutely hear how your breath hitched and your blood flow increased. He sensed that you were fiddling with your hands that were slightly covered in small droplets of your sweat. Your pulse was racing.

Yet, you were far from being nervous.

,,I’m looking forward to it!”

Your cheerful yet slightly embarrassed voice faltered a bit, due to your excitement which was oozing from you. He was almost certain that you were grinning.

Unfortunately, he wasn't aware how wrong he was.

Naturally, Jouno reached the conclusion that you were absolutely smitten with him.

Jouno once again raised his eyebrow. He was used to people being petrified by his mere presence or their heart’s fluttering at the sight of his silhouette. However, usually, he was capable of crushing their naïve crushes rather cruelly and brutally in the span of a few minutes.

You were different. You didn’t mind his subtle (or not) rejections, cold tone or harsh threats followed by his sadistic smile. No, instead you were getting excited, as if you were anticipating the day he finally snapped and carried out his threats.

Perhaps, you were quite masochistic after all.

Not many people stuck around Jouno Saigiku – the sadist graced with enhanced senses, not out of their free will, at least. Yet, you seemed undeterred. You were working as some sort of link between Hunting Dogs and higher-ups, passing their rapports or sending forward the missions. Technically, you didn’t have to be around him or his colleagues as often as you were.

Jouno wasn’t aware that you were battling against him and he was slowly beginning to lose.

He could feel your heartbeat slowing down, as the heavy sigh escaped your lips. Your muscles slightly tensed and refused to relax, as your blood flow decreased abruptly. Something disturbed your elevated feelings.

,,Ah, I have to take care of some paperwork. However, if you want to shut my heartbeat, feel free to do it next time!”

Despite the cheerfulness mixed with fake bashfulness in your voice, Jouno could sense the hint of tiredness in it. He supposed your paperwork must have been extremely boring, especially since you were passing on a very slim opportunity of him getting physical with you, (not that he actually would).

He heard the sounds of your light footsteps moving away from him, till they completely disappeared, leaving Jouno in almost silence, except for Tecchou’s annoying breathing.

,,And I meant you as well, Tecchou, shut up”

...

Jouno hadn't seen you for the whole week. Which was quite bizarre. He certainly didn't miss you and your annoyingly loud heartbeat that seemed to tease him. Usually, you would bother him at least twice a week, showing up unannounced with a poor excuse of delivering some "extremely important documents".

Yet, this week you were absent.

Jouno wasn't worried at all. Finally, the only loud and annoying person close to him was Tecchou.

No, he certainly didn't miss you.

However, he was feeling something. Something he wasn't quite sure what it was. He furrowed his eyebrows, mentally scolding himself for even thinking about you. After all, you meant nothing to him.

No, Jouno certainly didn't miss your annoying, loud, shameless behaviour.

Perhaps, he needed some coffee to clear his mind. A small break wouldn't hurt him, before he continued with today's interrogation. When he was walking down the corridor in Hunting Dog's headquarters, suddenly he felt a faint, yet familiar scent.

Coconut with a subtle scent of lotus.

It must have been you.

You were the only person Jouno knew that was using coconut-scented shampoo. Despite his vicious remarks and (not so) subtle suggestions to pick a different scent, you were stubbornly using it. Jouno supposed that you wanted to further annoy him at this point.

He wasn't even aware that he was walking in the direction of the office you were currently sitting in. Judging by the faint smell of coffee lingering on your form, your slowed blood flow and relaxed muscles; you have been here for a while and currently, you were falling asleep.

Your breathing was steady and quite slow. Your pulse seemed moderate and Jouno couldn't sense any abrupt changes in your blood flow. The sounds of the pen writing on the papers were a tad bit unstable. Usually, you were writing down things quite rapidly, without taking one second break.

Jouno furrowed his eyebrows. What were you even doing here?

You didn't hear his footsteps, as he quietly approached your form. He didn't make any sound, as he leaned over your shoulder. You didn't register his soft hair briefly brushing against your skin nor how warm breath gently tickling your skin.

Jouno waited for a brief moment, yet he didn't get any, slightest reaction from you. You were either blissfully unaware how close he was standing or you were already asleep. He cleared his throat, earning a small, surprised sound leaving your mouth.

,,Oh...It's you"

You didn't sound excited nor energetic, as you always did in his presence. Quite bizarre. Jouno stopped himself from raising one of his eyebrows in surprise, waiting. He was waiting with anticipation for your reaction.

How your breathing would get shallow, your blood flow would increase, how abruptly your heartbeat would speed up.

Yet, he heard nothing.

Your pulse was moderate, your heart was beating quite normally and your breath didn't even hitch at the mere sight of him, as it usually did. You didn't even sound excited.

Jouno received nothing from you.

He didn't enjoy it.

This time he didn't stop himself from furrowing his eyebrows. Your inexpressive form seemed too strange, too out of place. Perhaps you were plotting something, poorly attempting to distract him. Something was wrong. Yet, Jouno wasn't sure what. He should have gotten any type of response. It seemed unnatural that nothing changed in your body.

Instead, he cut the distance between the two of you, leaning even closer. His lips briefly ghosted yours, as he waited.

And waited. Jouno waited for what seemed like minutes, yet in reality it was just a few seconds.

Yet once again, much to dismay, he received nothing. Your heartbeat was still stable, your breathing even and your blood flow uninterrupted.

But then, he heard your barely audible chuckle.

At first, Jouno thought it was just imagination playing tricks on him or that he had misheard. Yet, there you were, practically giggling at his reaction, while your body still remained in the previous state. Without any audible changes.

,,Damn, I messed this up, didn't I? Perhaps, I was too tired for this today."

Your voice may have sounded cheerful, but Jouno wasn't fooled. He could sense the subtle trace of irritation and coldness slipping through your façade. He wasn't sure what you were implying. You didn't pull away from him, you stayed still, as your warm breath tickled Jouno's cold skin.

He wasn't even sure if you were enjoying the current situation or not. Your body remained unchanged; you were stuck in this bland, expressionless state, that told him nothing.

Perhaps he was wrong. Maybe you were sadistic after all.

,,Quit fooling around"

Jouno's harsh and cold words didn't seem to intimidate you. His hand slowly wrapping around your neck and slightly tighteting, threatening to deprive you of your breath.

,,Fine, you seem uncomfortable. Would you like me to change my heartbeat? Or perhaps speed up my pulse? Or, I know! Maybe my breathing is too slow for you! Or I could change my bloodflow? Which one would you prefer?"

As you were suggesting all those options, your body was reacting just like you had described. If Jouno wasn't furious inthis moment, perhaps he would be even impressed with your ability. He much rather seeing you as foolish person head over heels in love with him.

Yet, his own heartbeat told him that maybe he was slowly beginning to enjoy this as well.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #jouno saigiku #jouno saigiku x reader #bsd jouno x reader #bsd jouno #bungou stray dogs jouno saigiku #bsd jouno saigiku x reader #bsd x reader #jouno x reader #bsd jouno saigiku #bungou stray dogs jouno saigiku x reader #jouno x you #jouno saigiku x y/n #it's my first time writing sth for bsd

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vypridae · 1 year

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gay people real in 5 (real)

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mayuichi · 5 months

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“... I didn't meant what I said.„

Saigiku Jouno x Reader Warning: unhealthy relationship behaviors (sorry I can't see Jouno be capable to have a healthy relationship with anybody)

Note : I skipped yesterday in my everyday fic because of some sickness, so I have to post twice today woohoo! I really hope I'll feel better soon ughhh

Art from the anime.

Despite the blanket covering your lap, you keep shivering from the cool air. Autumn slowly letting place to winter, December becoming colder day by day. It was one of the snowy days today. Those days you would love to spend home with your boyfriend.

Speaking of which, it was getting late, night already settled down. Yet he still isn't home. It isn't even surprising, he is part of the Hunting Dogs after all. You're used for him to get home extremely late, if just not coming home at all.

Sitting on the sofa, looking at some stupid TV show to pass the time, you're reading a book at the same time. You just want some background noises to not suffocate from the silence. You work too, of course, but your shift finishes at 5pm. It's already been two hours you're trying to kill time.

You have been waiting long enough, you're pretty sure he won't come home anytime soon. Placing down your book and turning the TV off, you make your way to the kitchen. Once again, you'd make food only for yourself. How long has it been since your last meal together ? A bit too long.

Picking each ingredient carefully, you start making yourself dinner, every so often glancing toward the window in case you'd see him come home. While waiting for the cooking to be over, checking from time to time in the oven, you pick your phone.

“I'll lock the front door. Be careful to not wake me up when you'll come home, if you even do. I have to wake up early tomorrow.„

You're pretty sure he won't even read it now. There has always been some ups and downs in between you, but it's been a while since the last good time. You couldn't help but doubt his words again. You sigh, feeling helpless.

Eating alone, you use once more the TV as only company. Does he love me? You question your own mind, knowing damn well it'll only hurt you further. But those questions keep repeating themselves in your mind until the next day.

Even throuhough your shift. You're tensed, so anxious it needs to end. He hasn't answered your last text, and didn't even went home.

Walking home, your head low, you don't want to see anyone. Holding the end of your scarf, you hurry back home. The cold air reddening your nose and ears, your fingers taking a blue tint. You even struggle to open your door, your hands shaking.

Rapidly closing the door behind you, you rub your hands against one another, yearning for some warmth. Without undoing your scarf or jacket, you make your way to the kitchen to make yourself a hot chocolate, only to see a tall figure waiting against the cupboard.

He is facing you, his arms crossed as a smirk adorned his face. “I can feel that you missed me, didn't you ?„ he hums. It isn't truly a question, he already knows the answer. Yet you don't plan on giving him one.

He raises an eyebrow when he hears your steps leaving to the bedroom, where you take off your scarf, jacket and shoes. He follows you close. “Aren't you planning on answering me ? Is it too much to ask to your little self?„

His smirk widens when he feels your heartbeat increase. He absolutely loves the way he can play your emotions like an instrument. So easy to read, and to control. “If you can't even utter a word, then what's the purpose of my presence. I thought you'd jump in my arms. Or perhaps... You don't truly love me ?„

He steps closer and closer, until his slender figure is hovering you, almost pinning you against the wall. Fluttering your eyes shut, anxiety rising in your body, your voice almost breaking as you speak. “I.. should be the one asking you that..„

He huffs in response, unsure of what you are trying to tell him. He brings his fingers under your chin. “Go ahead, word your thoughts then. I am all ears, darling.„

Your breath itchs in your throat. Feeling his soft yet hot breath against your nose, you muttered in a shy voice. “... I know your work asks you a lot of your time but.. You don't even text me...„

You see his expression not faltering even in the slightless. Instead, he just pulls away, sighing in disappointment. “Are you that needy ? Greedy for attention ? You should've known better when you desired to be with me. If you can't keep up, then I might just leave.„

His words sink in your mind. You turn your head away, barely capable to answer. “... I understand...„ it took you all your might to not let your voice break, but he knows better. He knows deep down you're dying from his words.

And even if he feels regret, speaking and admitting them out loud is another thing. He watches as you make your way to the living room, where you snuggle under the blanket and turn the TV on. He has always been cruel, but never going to that extend. Never expressing anything about leaving.

What if he truly does ? Would it make him feel better ? But you, in all that ? Does he think about how you feel ? You endured all his words, and his sadist behavior all the time, for only little to no comforting moment. You just have to handle it. Yet you are at your breaking point.

Drowning your sorrow and pain in that stupid show. It's all you can do if you don't want your mind to make you suffocate. The night quickly arrives, and with that, the cold breeze from the open window too.

Too absorbed into forgetting your aching heart, you don't hear the footsteps making their way to close the window. “Darling,„ his tone surprisingly sweet. “Here. I wouldn't want you to freeze.„

He places a hot chocolate in front of you on the coffee table, sitting down next to you. He doesn't try to touch you in any way though, surely knowing it isn't the time for it. You stare at the gentle treat he gives you.

You hesitantly reach for the cup, feeling its warmth spreading through your hands. You see him pick the TV remote to lower the volume. He lets out a heavy sigh, rubbing the back of his head in embarrassment.

“... Why do you act so kind suddenly ?„ you breath out, quietly blowing on the hot chocolate before taking a sip. You can hear him gulp. Perhaps he feels remorse now..

“... I didn't meant what I said.„ it's so hard for him to admit he's wrong. It makes you giggle, and you don't hide it, which makes him have a faint blush. He clears his throat, “... Don't laugh like that. It isn't fun.„

“Yet it would've been if I were the one to apologise.„ you sigh, keeping your eyes on that sweet drink he made you. He leans over you, his head almost resting on your shoulder.

“... I promise to make an effort, but please, don't leave yet. I want you to stay. It's better with you.„ it's the first time he shows himself being vulnerable. Yet, everyone has insecurities and weak side, right ? But he doesn't want anyone to see it. You're the only exception.

“If you don't push me to leave again, then... I won't. I love you also for your harsh words, but.. Just, don't make me feel like I'm a burden.„

He presses a gentle kiss on your cheek. You hope he'll change his behavior, but you can't be sure he will. You just allow yourself to doubt. He wraps his arm around your shoulder, rubbing it in a comforting gesture.

“You can't be a burden. You make me have another purpose than just serve for justice. You make me feel alive.„

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tunamayuuu · 10 months

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suegiku chibis i drew for the event card of a new sfw suegiku week event coming this august! <3 will any of you be participating? <3

+ bonus icon i did for the acct!

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #suegiku #bsd jouno #bsd tecchou #bsd fanart #bungou stray dogs fanart #bsd tecchou suehiro #bsd suehiro tecchou #bsd jouno saigiku #bsd saigiku jouno #jouno x tecchou #tecchou x jouno

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reixtsu · 8 months

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Do you write for jouno? If you do, could you please do an x reader where the reader loves physical affection(or just cuddles if you want), you can choose if the reader is F! or GN!, ignore this if you don't want to write this or anything else ((:

This prompt is too cute to ignore! Had to be done. (≧ω≦)

❥ He knew for a long time that you loved affectionate physical touch. He knew it was your top love language to review and to give. So when the both of you started dating, he prepared himself for such affections.

❥ Jouno remembers the time when you confessed to each other. Though me might not see you, he was able to mentally visualize how you blushed due to your increasing heartbeat. Next thing he knew, he was embraced into your arms.

❥ At the time he was slightly awkward, only simple placing a hand on your head as you squeezed him to death. It felt…warm and cozy. With the fell of your body pressed up against his, it allowed him to feel more of you.

❥ As time increased, so did your affections. You would hug his waist, kiss his forehead, nose, or whatever. You were fine with hand holding and enjoyed playing with his hair.

❥ Despite knowing this would happen, Jouno tries to adjust to all the physical touch. He’s not used to being touch so…affectionately is now he would word it.

❥ Each time you have him an embraced or captured him with your lips, he swore that he lost all senses of everything else, only feeling you. Since he’s blind, this experience is scary at times since he’s so reliant on his senses to tell him how the world is doing, but all of that dissipates at your comforting embrace.

❥ After fully adjusting to your love language, he starts to love it as much as you.

❥ His favorite way to show physical affection is hand holding, nose nudging, playing with your thigh, and shoving his face on your vocal cords (he likes the feel when you speak. Nice vibrations there).

❥ His personal way of showing affection is quality time, so he likes his quantity time spent cuddling the day away with you when you have days off. It relaxes his system so much!

❥ I almost forgot that he loves it when you pat his head or wrap your arms around his waist. It kills him in that moment, overfilled with cuteness.

❥ When you give him too much affection, he ends up blushing without realizing it. He’s too distracted by your affection to mind his blushing cheeks.

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