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happy74827 · 16 days
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Contagiously Human.
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[Brian Moser x Female!Reader]
Synopsis: Killing was always the easiest part for him, but this… you… well, as fate would have it, that created a new problem for him. {GIF Creds: brothermoser}
WC: 1881
Category: Plot-Driven, Maybe Some Fluff/Angst…?
Someone asked me if I’d ever thought about writing Biney… and well, I decided to put my thought into actual words 🤷‍♀️
Just for some minor clarification, this is pretty much a “what if” fic in which Dexter does not end his life. This being said, I picture this taking place around season 5-6 ish.
『••✎••』
Hesitation.
The thing that makes or breaks a killer. The line that separates predator from prey. It's the pause between life and death, the time a man takes to make the decision, and whether he'll live to regret it or not.
He’s never had hesitation. Not once. In fact, he relishes in it; he finds peace in knowing that he can decide one way or another and be content with either outcome. It makes him a dangerous man, unpredictable, a ticking time bomb.
His baby brother, his blood, had the disease. The disease of being too much of a good person, feeling guilt, having morals, a sense of what's right and wrong. He was weak, he hesitated, and he wasn’t even aware of how much the disease was eating him alive until that Trinity Killer came around.
He was supposed to protect his brother, save him from himself, and show him the proper way of things. The way of survival. Of the hunt. But no, Brian wasn’t there to catch him. To stop him.
So, as all good brothers do, he’s here to fix him. To set him straight and rid him of the disease. Forever.
It's an easy task, really. His little brother is so trusting and caring that he'd do anything for the ones he loved. Why not start by showing him why he shouldn't?
Because clearly, the loss of his apparent wife wasn’t enough. He needed to understand, truly and absolutely, that the world would only disappoint him. It's a harsh lesson but a necessary one.
So, that led him to you. His brother’s friend from school. The woman, aside from Dexter’s poor excuse for a sister, that his brother actually cared about.
Just like him, you were naive. Trusting, too. Friendly to everyone, completely unaware of the monsters that hid in the shadows. His brother included.
You might’ve never killed someone, but with everything else, it was clear why his brother was so interested in you. He always loved the innocent ones.
So, the question was, how would he go about it? He could take you somewhere, but the element of surprise was an important factor. You had to believe you were safe and comfortable before he could make his move.
A Debra repeat? Or a more... Unique approach. He'd think about it, plan it out, and strike at the perfect moment.
He wouldn’t hesitate, after all.
When the day presented itself, the stars had aligned, and everything was just right; he made his move. It was noon, a warm Sunday.
You were in your little bookshop, reading one of the books in your free time. Business had been slow today, as most people were enjoying the weather.
You never saw him coming. He was the type to blend into the crowd, the type that you'd see once and forget about. The type you'd pass on the street without a second thought.
He had his ways, of course, and his way was simple. A simple, kind greeting. One that had your eyes lighting up as if you'd never seen another person before.
He was charming, handsome, the perfect man to lure you in. You didn’t stand a chance.
That's what led him here, picking up your fallen book and handing it to you, watching the smile that graced your lips.
A romance novel, of course. How ironic.
"Oh, uh, thank you. That’s very kind."
You smiled, a hint of blush dusting your cheeks. Far more tame than that Debra woman, thankfully. He didn’t have to fight back the urge to roll his eyes.
"Tea and romance? Can’t say I blame you." He pulled a gentle grin, one that had you blushing further, more so of embarrassment this time.
"It's the first of a series. A favorite, actually, I’ve been rereading it." You explained, holding the book to your chest. He didn’t miss the way your thumb rubbed over the spine, fond and gentle.
Just from that, he knew. He was going to have fun with you. “Believe it or not, I read the first one too. A few months ago, actually. It was quite the page-turner. The ending had me on the edge of my seat, I swear."
You laughed, soft and airy, and for a moment, he found himself smiling genuinely. His lie was working, and he couldn’t believe it was that easy.
"I've only heard mixed reviews on it.” You spoke, moving to place the book back on the shelf. "I'm glad to hear you liked it. Marienne’s death was hard, wasn't it?"
"Very." He agreed though it was a lie. He had to pretend he cared. "It was a shame; I really enjoyed the character."
"You did?" You raised a brow, surprised. “Most people didn’t. Given that she doesn’t even exist.”
Shit.
He cleared his throat, a slight pause. He was so blinded by the idea of finally getting to his brother that he'd forgotten.
You were a reader, an author; of course, you would know the ins and outs of the story. The characters, the plot, and every little detail. Why would you not?
First rule of hunting. Don’t get cocky.
"Alright, I admit. I've been caught." He gave a small shrug, his voice holding a hint of sheepishness. Maybe you’d fall for it. “I couldn’t help myself; I figured you wouldn’t appreciate my love for fantasy books."
"Fantasy?" You tilted your head, and he knew. You bought it. You were a sucker for fantasy; you didn't like it when others looked down on them.
"I'm a bit of a nerd. Guilty pleasure."
"I didn’t peg you for the fantasy type…” You raised your eyebrow, though a smile still rested on your lips—a look of amusement.
"Really? Most people can't seem to look past the collared shirt.
"No, it's not that. It's your aura." You shook your head, and now, it was his turn to raise his brow. What the hell did that mean?
"My aura?"
"Those books in your hands..” You nodded towards his bag, a small smirk pulling at the corner of your lips. "You're definitely not a casual reader. My guess is everything in there is a throwaway.”
"And that means...?"
"You're bullshit through and through. You don't like romance or fantasy. In fact, I think you absolutely hate it."
Oh. Oh, you clever thing. Now, he truly understood why his brother connected with you so much. You'd figured him out, and yet, you had no clue. You were clever, smarter than you let on.
"Alright,” He held his hands up in mock surrender. He was enjoying this; for once, someone could see through his façade. See his true self. It was a rush.
“If you’re so smart, what do I like then?"
"Hmm, let's see...” And just like that, you were off with him in tow. You were taking him along on a trip through the shelves, looking through the genres, searching and searching.
He was intrigued, his eyes locked on you, his ears drinking in the sound of your hums and contemplation. Your mind was running, spinning, thinking. You were truly in your element.
"Well, let's start with what I know. You like horror." You said, turning towards the horror section and picking up a book. "You seem like the type who enjoys the dark side of humanity and likes to see the bad guy win."
Damn.
He was almost impressed. Almost.
"How could you possibly know that?"
"Eyes. They tell the most about a person. You’ve seen a lot, and it shows. I could tell just by looking at you. Your eyes are... Cold. Empty." You said, and it was then that he realized you were more observant than you appeared. Naivety might’ve not been a part of your personality, but trust was. You trusted a lot. Too much. “Are you a cop, by chance? You've got the whole detective thing going on."
"Prosthetist, actually." He answered, his hand reaching out and picking up a book at random. He wasn't a fan of fiction, not really. He preferred nonfiction; it was more realistic—less pointless details.
"Oh, wow, I was completely off. I didn’t expect that." You mused, looking up at him with those eyes. You had such an expressive face; it was amazing how easy you were to read. He could practically see the gears turning. How could he use this?
"Expected an axe murderer, did you?" He joked, a smile tugging at his lips.
"Maybe. Wouldn’t that be a twist?" You grinned a glint of amusement in your eye. “Speaking of, that’s probably what you like. Thrillers. Those kinds of stories are full of twists and turns. No one is who they appear to be. Kinda like you, hm?"
"Ouch."
"Sorry, am I being too honest?"
"No, I like it. Keep going." He was having fun. With Debra, it was exhausting. She was so stubborn, so headstrong, she never listened. It took him about three coffees just to have enough patience to deal with her sob story.
But with you, you were a breath of fresh air. He didn’t have to force himself awake or hide his boredom. He could just enjoy it, relish in the moment, and the fact that you were so easy to play with.
You pulled out three books: two thrillers and one horror. A classic and a new one. "These are what I recommend. Start with Primal Fear; that’s the one I believe you'll like the most. The first one might take you a while, but if you stick with it, the sequel will be worth it.
He reached forward, his hand brushing over yours, his touch lingering as he took the book. He purposely brushed his thumb against the back of your hand, just enough for a spark to go through your veins.
He saw the way your breath hitched, and he smirked. This was too easy.
"Thank you, you've been a great help."
"One more thing before you go." You spoke, stopping him. His eyes moved up from the book to your own, and there he saw something that made him falter.
Something that made him freeze longer than he should have.
You had a fire behind those eyes. A flame that burned with a passion, a curiosity that threatened to eat him alive. A want, a need, to get into his head. To peel him open and look inside.
Your eyes weren't cold or empty like his. They were alive. Full of life.
"Books don’t impress women,” Your voice was low, a secret, something meant only for him to hear. “It’s the passion that opens their hearts. You have nothing if you can't show it."
"I think I've misjudged you." He spoke, his hand resting on the shelf above your head. He had no choice but to lean closer, and he felt the way your breath fanned across his skin.
"Oh?"
"Yes. You're a lot more than you appear, aren’t you?"
"Is that a good thing or a bad thing?"
The question was left unanswered. He didn't give a response because, in truth, he didn't know.
He left that day not with his brother’s cure or even the thought of him. He left with three books.
Three books and the disease he believed to be immune to…
Hesitation.
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[@numetalnerd2007] Since you asked, I figured this would automatically mean you were interested. At least I hope you were 💀
That being said, please be nice to me for this one since it’s my first time writing for Biney here (and I haven’t rewatched season 1 in forever), so his character probably isn’t 100% solid. It’s a work in progress 🙏✨
Also, for all my Joe Goldberg fans out there, did you catch the reference I made? I see a slight resemblance between Brian and Joe, so I wanted to sneak it in a little something. I think it’s the hair, honestly.
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chisakikai-overhaul · 3 years
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[alpha]Brian Moser (Rudy Cooper) x (f) [omega]reader hc’s
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• a relationship with Rudy would be.... interesting, to say the least.
•you always wonder what your alpha does when he’s out.
•you ran the possibility of him cheating in your mind a few times but dismissed it when you didn’t smell any other omegas on him.
•definitely a very possessive and over protective alpha.
•your not allowed to leave his apartment unless he’s with you. And if he can’t find you he. Will. Loose it.
•he’ll track your sent down and when he finds you he pins you to the ground, releases an angry sent, and growls out questions of why you disobeyed him.
•If he sees that he sees you whimpering in fear at his actions his inner-alpha will scold him for scaring his precious omega.
•he will immeadeately let go of your wrists and hug you close to his chest, whimpering apologies and release a distressed sent of his own to put you at ease.
•he’ll pick you up, put you in his car still burying your face in his neck, and scents you throughoutly. He takes you home and lays you back in bed and cuddles you close to his skinny frame.
•even if you find out about his little “hobby”, Rudy will never hurt you, he loves you and wants to spend his life with you by his side and maybe even a few pups of your own.
• back to the part about him being a possessive and protective alpha, f any other alpha so much as LOOKS at you, he will drag them around the corner and threaten them to stay away from you, or else they would become the next victim of the ice truck killer.
•whenever you in you heat your not allowed to leave his room until it’s over, but until then he will tend to you every need.
•you have a nest in his closet. It took a little while for you to be willing to let him into your best after months of asking him to scent a few items in it, but eventually you let him spoon you in your nest and scent it directly to help sooth you.
•kind of clingy though.
•seeing his mother be cut into little pieces in a shopping container, and sit in her blood for two days really changed him.
•he always wants to have you near him. He doesn’t want to loose you the way he lost his mother.
•don’t expect him to be a very calm and serene alpha, he’s actually kind of giddy and impulsive.
•can’t resist dancing to music. Seriously, get this man on America’s got talent.
•always puts you above his job (and his *cough* hobby *cough*)
•the first time you meet his brother, dexter, whenever the other alpha even came NEAR you Rudy would glare and occasionally growl at dexter.
•you liked spending time with the ther omega, Rita, and her kids so Rudy slightly trusted her with you while he was “cutting his steaks”. He also likes to watch you play with Rita’s kids. (Ngl, heed be lying if he said he didn’t want any children.)
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indiemags · 6 years
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What is Indie?
Indiecon 2018 - Indie nations
Oliver Gehrs – DUMMY  “Being independent means being free.”
Jana Al Obeidyine – a Dance Mag  “Indie is being true to yourself despite the adversity.”
Davide Cazarro – NANG Magazine  “A sprawling and layered term, an opportunity, an aspiration, a promise… a chimera?”
Mike Koedinger – Maison Moderne/Paperjam  “It’s primarily about freedom of expression, and less a matter of size.”
Sissel Hansen – Startup Guide  “Indie means trying new things, being unconventional and sticking to your own vision.”
Meg Miller– Eye on Design  “Free to be experimental, thoughtful, and dynamic with the contents of your publication, in pursuit of making something valuable and considered above all else.”
Iris Lee– ArtQpie Library  “Small scale but big impact.”
Laurel Schwulst – Beautiful Company  “I think it's short for independent.”
Monika Szewczyk – South as State of Mind  “Quote from The Life of Brian: ‘We are all indie-vidiuals’, defined by our alliances.”
Florian Mecklenburg & Karoline Buurman – NXS  “Being independent from any safe and proven formats and aesthetics.”
Indiecon 2017 - Indie first
Justinien Tribillon – Migrant Journal  “Being independent means highlighting stories and showing perspectives that are not bound to financial interests or sensationalist requirements.”
Ryan Fitzgibbon – hello mr.  “Indie means finding your motivation in challenging the status quo.”
Steve Watson – Stack  “Indie is unstoppable.”
Jeremy Leslie – magCulture  “Indie is anything you dream.”
Ibrahim Nehme – Outpost  “Indie is disconnecting from the system to find freedom.”
Stefanie Lohhaus – Missy  “Passionate, content-driven journalism. Avantgarde. Taking Risks both content and layout-wise. Being radical.”
Megan Le Masurier – University of Sydney  “Indie is the desire for a Utopian space, creating what is missing.”
Nelson Ng – LOST  “Indie is about having a strong belief in something.”
Yaonyou Yuan Di “Indie is without any interruption.”
Rose Nordin – OOMK “Indie is in line with D.I.Y – making projects happen with little resources and with a lot of personal investment.”
Kati Krause – ANXY  “’Indie’ is a carte blanche for radical creativity, for making magazines that verge on art. It means trying out subject matters and storytelling that readers didn’t even know they were interested in. It means forging audiences rather than following them.”
Besa Luci – Kosorvo 2.0  “Indie means being self-aware and self-critical.”
Joachim Baldauf – VORN  “Real Indie for me is non-capitalistic. Not focused on money, but spirit.”
Steve Anglesey – The New European  “Indie is the Second Annual Report album by Throbbing Gristle (1977) – self-written, self-recorded, self-performed using self-built equipment, self-published because no major would have dared; created for no-one but the artists, yet manage to inspire and connect a network of individuals.”
Heike Grebin – Troppo-Automated “Limitations make you creative – hopefully.”
Andreas Trogisch – Troppo-Automated “You get the idea and you do it.”
Timo Rychert – Troppo-Automated “The moment you find out what Indie is, it stops being Indie.”
Sara Schurmann – VICE / F Mag “For me magazines are „indie“, when the editorial team developed the idea independently and not on behalf of a client. Which doesn’t mean you can’t work with or for publishing houses.”
Susanne Eigenmann – Hamburg Kreativ Gesellschaft  “Indie is authentically, surprising and likeable.”
Teresa Bücker – Edition F  “Indie is about being stronger together.”
Indhira Rojas – ANXY  “Indie is creative freedom, freedom to invent and make things on your terms and follow that vision. It's taking the risk to pursue your ideas outside of traditional frameworks, and in that process finding your own path.”
Indiecon 2016 - Indienet Pioneer Communities
Danny Miller – Weapons of Reason  “I don’t have a definitive answer for this.”
Ricarda Messner – Flaneur  “Doing whatever you want to do.”
Agnese Kleina – Benji Knewman  “Inventing your own universe and rules.”
Joachim Baldauf – Vorn  “Real Indie for me is non-capitalistic. Not focused on money, but spirit.”
Steven Watson – Stack  “Indie is unstoppable.”
Fabian Weiß “Indie is doing what you like and listening to your heart.”
Sebastian Pranz – Froh  “Indie is creating alternative public spheres!”
Penny Martin – The Gentlewoman  “A lifetime membership of the London Library and a taxi account.”
Rosetta Mills – The Lifted Brow  “Making a thing you love with good people, for good people who will love it.”
Jeff Taylor – Courier “Today’s ‘indie’ crews have found multiple models that help them launch titles for far less money than before, and in the process, are creating a wave of fresh, unique titles.”
Veronica Ditting – The Gentlewoman  “Indie is an outspoken and personal voice.”
Sam Cooney – The Lifted Brow  “Indie is making meaning rather than money.”
Fabian Ebeling – Die Epilog  “Doing (almost) whatever you want.”
Klaus Neuburg – Froh  “Doing it anyway.”
Timo Durst – PFDFNDR “Indie is intrinsic.”
Max Weinland – PFDFNDR “Indie is autocracy.”
Richard O’Mahony – The Gentlewoman  “The opportunity of a lifetime.”
Sebastian Zimmerhackl – Selam X  “Through the wall.”
Michael Hopp – Hopp und Frenz  “Indie is print without regrets.”
Nelson Ng – Lost  “Indie is about having a strong belief in something.”
Indiecon 2015 - Indie forever
Philipp Köster – 11 Freunde  “Indie ist: Sich selbst ausbeuten, statt sich von anderen ausbeuten zu lassen.“
Ryan Fitzgibbon – Hello Mr.  “Finding motivation in the attempt to prove everyone wrong.”
Jeremy Leslie – Magculture  “Complete Control.”
Kai Brach – Offscreen  “Being able to decide today what the magazine will look like tomorrow, without asking anyone for permission.”
Ole Jendis – Impulse  “Indie jetzt gründen – der wahrscheinlich verrückteste und beste Zeitpunkt zugleich.“
Tristan Rodgers – MC1R  “The freedom to do everything you like to do and having it under your own control.”
Mathias Zeiske – Edit  “Getting to choose the people you depend on.”
Anke Eberhardt – CUT  “(i)nspiring, (n)iche dedicated, (d)eadline heavy, (i)nsane, (e)xceptional”
Julia Kahl – Slanted  “Independently created and published publications.”
Jan Spading – zmyk  “Sich unabhängig entscheiden zu können, von wem oder was man als Magazinmacher abhängig sein muss und will.“
Steven Gregor – Gym Class Mag  “Indie is a frame of mind. It’s an intention… a voice different from the norm. Indie is risk. It’s Shia LaBeouf’s rattail, not Kim Kardashian’s butt. Indie has nothing to do with fancy paper, typefaces or printing techniques. And it most certainly has nothing to do with small business models.”
Mads Pankow – Die Epilog  “To us indie means independent from the market, trying to make a magazine that reflects a unique point of view, without thinking about the target audience. Only if you keep straight to your own perspective you will find an audience which appreciates it.”
Dolf Hermannstädter – Trust  “Overrated.”
Ibrahim Nehme – The Outpost  “Indie is a blueprint of the world you want to live in – made with no budget.”
Juliane Schiemenz – Reportagen  “… wenn du Sachen anders machen kannst als die anderen – und davon trotzdem deine Miete bezahlen. // - und davon trotzdem deine Miete bezahlst. // wenn du Sachen anders machst als die anderen - und davon trotzdem deine Miete bezahlen kannst.“
Daniel Beskos – mairisch Verlag  “Working with people you like on magazines and books that are well done and worth being published."
Alexander Scholz – HOLO “A trade-off: the joy of answering to no one, the horrors of bearing all the risk.”
Chris Köver – Missy  “Wenn die Sache wichtiger ist als das Geld, das man damit verdient.“
Sebastian Pranz – Froh  “Indie is creating alternative public spheres!”
Indiecon 2014 - Was ist indie
Gabriele Fischer – brand eins  “Wenn die Idee stärker ist, als die Vernunft.“
Steve Watson – stack  ”Publishing because it matters, not because it pays.”
Kai Brach – Offscreen  “Etablierte Weisheiten über Bord zu werfen.“
Stephan Busse – dpv  “Zu machen, worauf man Lust hat - und dann erst die Erwartungen anderer zu erfüllen.“
Ale Dumbsky – READ “Indie ist ein dreichsnkliges Dreieck. Idiotie, Verantwortung, Romantik.”
Nikolaus Förster – Impulse  “Wenn die Lust auf Freiheit einen überwältigt - und sich auszahlt.“
Oliver Gehrs – Dummy  “Wenn man Themen bringen kann, die Anzeigenkunden meiden.“
Josephine Götz – Päng!  “Anzeigen zu verkaufen, während die Mitbewohner nebenan Sex haben.“
Michael Hopp – H&F “Wenn es mit uns selbst zu tun hat - und damit mit anderen.“
Ole Jendis – Impulse  “Mit den eigenen Ideen Leser zu begeistern und an sich zu binden.“
Fabian Knöbel – Analog Sonntag  “Indie-Projekte sind do-it-Projekte mit offenem Ausgang.“
Kati Krause – All Seasons Mag  “Indie ist Mut dazu, nicht von jedem verstanden zu werden.“
Volker Lilienthal – IJK “Immer wieder Pionierarbeit mit Kraft und Fantasie.“
Katarzyna Mol-Wolf – Emotion  “Indie ist authentisch, immer ein bisschen Rock'n Roll und nachhaltig erfolgreich.“
Horst Moser – Cut  “Indie c'est moi.”
Dirk Mönkenmöller – The Weekender  “Machen zu können, was man will.“
Boris Rosenkranz – NDR  “Indie ist das Gegenteil von Langeweile.“
Andreas Volleritsch – Neubau Design  “Indie ist immer mit Liebe und Leidenschaft gemacht.“
Marc Winkelmann – enorm “Indie ist Selbstverwirklichung durch Selbstausbeutung.“
Oliver Wurm - 547490 “Machen, zweifeln, sorgen, durchziehen, freuen. In der Reihenfolge.“
=== The Independent Magazine Festival is a project by Die Brueder Publishing. Indiecon 2018 online: www.indienations.de, instagram.com/indiemags, facebook.com/indiemags, twitter.com/indiemags
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