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boosari · 10 months

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waking him up — c.sc

pairings: husband!scoups x fem!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: none.

summary: your sweet husband doesn't want to get up.

wk: 0.5k

You look up at the clock hanging on the kitchen wall. 6:45 am. You woke up early this morning and made breakfast for you and your husband Seungcheol.

After being done with preparing breakfast, you walk to your shared bedroom. as promised, to wake seungcheol up since he asked, no begged you last night to wake him up early for work.

Opening the door, you look over your bed and there is a Cheol, sleeping peacefully while his chest rises up and down as he softly snores.

You smile, feeling a bit guilty for waking him up from his beautiful moment. But a promise is a promise. So you walk up to him and sit on the bed. You admire his face features for a while, asking yourself how did you get so lucky to have someone like him.

You place your hand gently on his shoulder and shake him lightly. "Cheol, honey wake up" you mutter softly, as his brows furrow.

"Hmm..." he frowns, making you smile wider at his cuteness. but he doesn't show any sign of wanting to get out of bed.

"Cheool come on it's time to wake up, you'll be late to work" you shake his shoulder a bit more. "Hmm!" he whines, moving a bit, his brows still furrowed.

"Come on! you slept so much already" you whine out, hoping that he would at least open his eyes.

"No i didn't sleep much" he mumbles, with his deep and raspy morning voice.

"Yes you did. come on, you were the one who begged me last night to wake you up early" you shake him again. "What time is it?" he asks, eyes still closed. "It's almost 7am" you reply hoping that this would make him get up.

"Hmm..." he hums again, shifting in his place to find a more comfortable position. You roll your eyes.

You know seungcheol is a light sleeper, he would instantly get up after waking up. He's faking right now just because he doesn't want to get up.

"Come on, i made us breakfast" you smile a bit. "Hmhm" nothing to do. The idea of getting up doesn't even cross his mind.

Just then, an idea pops in your head as you smile mischievously. "Then...i'll kiss you until you wake up!" you state, getting closer to his face and start to pepper all over it. "Hmm! stop! stop the kissing!" he whines out, trying to stop you.

"Then get up"

"No"

"Seungcheol. You begged me last night to wake you up!"

"No i didn't"

"Yes you did!"

"Whatever, i don't remember"

Now, you don't know if he's acting like he doesn't remember or he just doesn't. But anyhow, he needs to get up.

"Get up~ i made us breakfast" you repeat, excited. "Hmm stop annoying me" you roll your eyes, again. "You really aren't going to get up?" "Hmm"

"Fine then! I'll go eat breakfast alone, don't mind me, just enjoy your sleep" you reply sarcastically as you get up to make your way out.

Just when you were about to get out, you hear your husband. "I'm awake now" he giggles. "Whatever" you reply, annoyed.

He gets up and wraps his arms around your waist from behind, hugging you. "I'm still mad at you" you mumble. He just smiles, "You can't be mad at me, now let's go eat breakfast. Thank you for waking me up" he says, giving a peck on your cheek, making you smile again.

a/n: hi everyone! this is my very first fic. i know it lacks in different ways, probably did some grammar errors as well (english is not my first language), but still i hope you enjoy!

masterlist

#seventeen #seventeenimagine #seventeen imagines #s.coups #scoups imagine #scoups head canon #seventeen headcanons #svt fluff #svt x reader #seventeen x reader #seventeen fluff #scoups x reader #boosari

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wheeboo · 8 months

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i think of going for a walk with seungkwan. maybe in a forest? with all trees and animals — now that i think about it...it would be a mess.

you'd be like "come on, it's just a little bug!" while seungkwan is literally doing karate moves, waving his hands, shaking his head, screaming like a chicken and running away. "it is NOT just a big! look how big it is AUUGH-"

i'm so funny 😚

no cuz ive imagined this exact kind of scenario for a long time HE WILL BE LIKE THIS YOURE SO RIGHT LIKE

imagine proposing the idea to go on a walk at this new park you passed by earlier with seungkwan. you saw how vast and open it was and you were contemplating whether this would become your new walking location.

seungkwan didn't know why you had chosen to go on a walk at this ungodly hour in the middle of the afternoon with the heat of the sun hitting his face and making him feel like he's melting into a puddle (even with the mass amounts of sunscreen he had put on). he has been enjoying it nonetheless since he gets to spend time with you and admire nature's beauty, but he's had his arm wrapped around yours for the past fifteen minutes because he swears he's been hearing something buzz in his damn ear.

but now the two of you were entering into a more remote location in the park after being on the same trail for the past many minutes. the sun's rays were being blocked by the tall, hovering trees and seungkwan swears he can finally breathe without the sun incinerating him--not entirely though. as the rustling of leaves and the distant calls of birds fills the air, he always finds himself flinching out of caution.

and he hears that buzz again.

"eugh!" he screeches, yanking on your arm which causes you to stumble in surprise.

his eyes widen as he points to his ear. "it's that buzzing again! there's something in my ear, i know it!"

you suppress a chuckle and pat his arm reassuringly. "calm down, baby. it's probably just a fly or a mosquito. let me check."

he reluctantly allows you to guide him to sit down on a nearby fallen log. you inspect his ear while he shoots anxious glances around.

"see there's nothing in your ear--"

"AHHH!" he stands up from the log and runs back to the trail, shaking his head violently and waving his hands in the air as if he was trying to karate chop something, like he's in an epic battle with an invisible insect army.

"kwannie, what are you doing?" you call out, trying to hold back laughter.

"it's in my hair! it's in my hair!" he shrieks, voice reaching a pitch that could probably shatter glass. "oh my god, i think i touched it! it's huge!"

"baby, it's just a small fly! it won't kill you!" that's enough to send him barreling back in your direction, his hands on your shoulders as he hides behind you, as if your body became a shield for his defenses against a literal fly.

"seungkwan, are you serious?" you say between giggles, looking over your shoulder at him. rolling your eyes, you spin around and wrap your arms around him, pulling him into a warm embrace. "i promise you, the fly isn't going to harm you. it's probably more scared of you than you are of it."

seungkwan lets out a nervous laugh as you hold him close, arms hesitantly wrapping around you as if he's still half-expecting an attack from the invisible fly. his heart is racing, and you can feel the rapid rhythm against your own chest.

"well, i hope that fly knows better than to mess with me," seungkwan mumbles against your shoulder, which causes more laughter to bubble out of you.

buzz.

"okay you know what, we're leaving." seungkwan grabs your hand in his, pulling you in the direction of where you both came in from. you find yourself nearly tripping as the two of you dash out of the forest area of the park, your giggles flying in the air together.

#buse!#boosari #friends ༊#answered #seventeen imagines #seventeen fluff #seventeen scenarios #seventeen x reader #seungkwan imagines #seungkwan fluff #seungkwan scenarios #seungkwan x reader #soft hours!

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fairyhaos · 8 months

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congrats on your 2k yena!! <3 (a bit late huhu T-T)

aaaa thanku sm buse <333 (dw about it hehe ^^)

#fairyhaos.answers #ask #friends <3 #buse.friends <3 #boosari

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etherealyoungk · 8 months

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cramps are terrible skye! i hope you will feel better soon with these hoshi pics :)

winter hoshi! since the cold is coming back >:)

cute hoshi ^^

OOPS WRONG PIC

this is the right one ☺️

more cute hoshi! ^o^

and flower hoshi🌼

AHHH thank you so much bub <33 these are so cute my hoshi <3 thank you love. how are you btw? hope you've been well!

#skye answers #☁️'s anon's #boosari!#skye's friends!

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mingkist · 10 months

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omg bee i saw you liked one of my posts😭 i was so happy when i saw it!

by the way i love your ateez text imagines they're so funny i giggle every time

YOU SHUT UP RIGHT NOW CUZ U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I GIGGLED READING YOUR FICS!!!!! the way you write cheol and kyeom is so :((((( im so down bad for them bc of you!!! i love uuuuu

#— asks #⇒ sent by: boosari

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jeonride · 10 months

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wonwoo reading list / fic recs part 3 !

don't forget to like + reblog fics that you like to support the authors <3

navigation

FICS ! ✧*。

A Winter Interlude (fluff, light angst, children's book illustrator!wonwoo) by @/ wondernus

Introduce Me A Good Person (fluff, angst, friends to lover, doctor!wonwoo) by @taeyegu

The Peephole (smut, roommate!wonwoo, obsessive tho) by @rubyreduji

Work Husband (fluff, smut, slice of life, coworker!wonwoo) by @bitchlessdino

I Found Love in Your Smile The Series (fluff, angst, doctor!wonwoo x lawyer fem!reader) by @wonlouvre

Bloodily Safe (smut, psychopath!wonwoo) by @starlightxsvt

Pretty Boy (fluff with smut, gamer!wonwoo) by @/fvllingflower

The Other Woman (implied smut, angst, fluff) by @idyllic-ghost

Silk (smut, established relationship) by @angelwoozi

Underlying Pretense (smut) by @lovelyhan

The Bore Next Door (smut) by @ncteez

Blown Up Love (fluff, gamer!woo, university au) by @starsstuddedsky

With Wonwoo (ceo!wonwoo x ceo!reader, fluff) by @wonlouvre

Nameless (fluff, some angst, firebender!wonwoo) by @twogyuu

Until It Feels Like You're in Heaven (smut, fluff) by @odetojeons

Sweet Chaos (angst, light fluff, assassin!wonwoo) by @viastro

One for The Tales (fluff, royal au) by @leejungchans

X + Y = You and I (smut, rivals to lovers, college au) by @angelwonie

Bookworm (fluff, highschool au) by @viastro

Your Mess (smut, angst, fluff) by @onlymingyus

Rich Girl (smut) by @blushnote

Jeon's Anatomy The Series (neurosurgeon!wonwoo x pediatric!reader, Grey's Anatomy au) by @hansols-yoda-boxers

A Moon Without Stars (angst, smut) by @chocosvt

Pomegranates (angst, royal au) by @idyllic-ghost

Knuckles to Ink (fluff, humor, literature agent!wonwoo) by @dropsofletters

Ten Questions (angst, contains blood, violence, guns) by @chocosvt

Off Limits (fluff, angst, smut) by @hinaaspanda

Campus Crush (fluff, tutor!wonwoo) by @starlightxsvt

Play Again (romance, fluff, mild angst) by @shuarush

Loving Him Was Red (fluff, angst, sugar daddy/ceo!wonwoo) by @boowanie

25c Magic (all flufffff!!!) by @thepixelelf

Matters of The Heart and Capri Sun (fluff, angst, strangers to lovers) by @twogyuu

You Mean The World To Me (fluff, angst) by @svtskneecaps

A Boyfriend for Christmas (fluff, friends to lovers) by @junkissed

Game On (smut, established relationship) by @ahloveisboo

Wonwoo : Protector [Tales from The Pack] (mentions of smut, angst, werewolf!wonwoo) by @gamerwoo

Love Sonnet (fluff, established relationship) by @ann-non

Danced Around an Impossibility (fluff, angst, humor) by @dropsofletters

Sweet As Peach (romance, friends to lovers) by @xddaengx

Players (smut, slowburn) by @smileysuh

DRABBLES / SCENARIOS ! ✧*。

the way wonwoo kiss (fluffy and soft!) by @/gyuslcve

yin and yang (all fluff!) by @/boosari

drabbles below are made by @/pepperonidk

In this Life and The Next (fluff)

loving moments with wonwoo (all flufff!! <3)

the drabbles below are made by @hansols-yoda-boxers (wc. above 1k)

day (smut)

night (smut)

how to spice up a lecture (smut)

"bite me." "if you insist." (smut)

this sofa costs fifteen thousand dollars, don't you dare to ruin it (smut)

wonwoo x nipple play (smut) by @/sluttyminghao

andante, andante (smut, 3.1k words) by @sluttywonwoo

lazy days with bf!wonwoo (fluff, smut) by @/ressonancee

just as we are now and will always be (fluff, dad!wonwoo) by @februaryflowers

valentine's day event (fluff, kinda humor tho) by @etherealyoungk

and they were newlyweds (fluff, husband!wonwoo) by @viastro

wonwoo + pda (fluff) by @jeonhwang

별로 not enough (fluff) by @cheolsblackgf

in deep shit (fluff, college au) by @yjncty

late night (fluff) by @idyllic-ghost

wonwoo as synaesthesia (this is so beautiful please you have to read this) by @fairyhaos

tickling tendencies (fluff) by @heavenshoon

wasted (fluff) by @leejihoonownsmyheart

#wonwoo imagines #seventeen fanfic #wonwoo scenarios #wonwoo #svt scenarios #wonwoo smut #seventeen smut #wonwoo imagine #jeon wonwoo x reader #wonwoo x reader #wonwoo fluff #reading list #fic recommendation #fic recs #seventeen fic #wonwoo fic

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2lut4u · 6 months

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OT13

idol!svt x idol!yn ; how you two met by @seuonji

idol!svt x idol!yn by @seuonji

idol!svt x idol!yn reaction to you being shipped with another k-idol by @seuonji

texting during work - idol!svt x idol!yn secret relationship series! (Jun, SoonYoung, wonwoo & seungkwan) by @seuonji

after school hours ( Seungcheol, Jeonghan, SoonYoung, Mingyu & Minghao) by @seuonji

Holding you in big crowds |hip-hop unit| by @babyleostuff

when seventeen gets into a fight with their partner while they are away by @babyleostuff

seventeen reaction to you walking home alone at night after a party (oneshot smau) by @babyleostuff

BEING ASK OUT IN FRONT OF THEM by @babyleostuff

HIP HOP UNIT WITH A TALL S/O by @babyleostuff

Seventeen and their reaction to waking up with lipstick marks on their face by @wheeboo

seventeen acting clingy around their s/o by @wheeboo

seventeen and taking care of their s/o having foot pains form their heels by @wheeboo

growing pains (smau series) 97line by @suhnshinehaos

apartment 5c (smau series) 96line by @suhnshinehaos

THEM AS TEXT INTERACTIONS by @wonuism

REFUSING TO HOLD THEIR HAND by @wonuism

seventeen as your older brothers by @hannyoontify

seventeen’s’ reactions to you stopping to tie your shoeslace by @hannyoontify

ah! love - 2 (95line) by @thepixelelf

ah! love - 3 (95 line) by @thepixelelf

[is sparkling] (from the ah! love universe) by @thepixelelf

and the universe said, (series) by @thepixelelf

their s/o trying to sneak out for a party by @boosari

Seventeen’s reaction to doing it raw for the first time by @svtfilthandfiction

how they feel before they know it’s love with seventeen<3 by @sweetkpopmusings

SEVENTEEN SENDING YOU BOYFRIEND PICTURES [PU VERS.] by @shuastruck

braiding svt’s hair by @lovingseventeen

how they would react to your relationship being mentioned at an awards show by @sancrevm

Seventeen: The Xperiments (series) by @gamerwoo

how SVT reacts when their s/o falls asleep on another member’s lap/shoulder by @gyuslcve

caught in the middle (wonwoo & mingyu) by @lovelyhan

Getting closer [M] (wonwoo x Fem reader x mingyu) by @milfgyuu

RETAIL RODEO (smau series) by @jeonghanspookie

the seventeen members as boyfriends by @catboyieejeno

SEVENTEEN AND HOW YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS REVEALED by @odxrilove

random text with bf!svt (hip-hop unit) by @ilovehimyourhonour

seventeen’s reaction to the camera panning to them when their idol!s/o is on stage by @leejungchans

dating seventeen by @kyrjnie

maknae line: boyfriend texts while they’re on tour by @holdinbacksecrets

seventeen’s hiphop unit when their s/o falls asleep on them by @wonijinjin

svt ‘96 line forgetting your birthday by @toruro

them accidentally ditching you on your bd pt.2- hhu by @hannieehaee

seventeen and how they would launch their relationship with idol!you by @hrts4hanniehae

ᴅɪᴛᴛᴏ²: ᴛᴇxᴛs ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴇᴠᴇɴᴛᴇᴇɴ ᴀs 13ᴛʜ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ by @fullsunised

high for this (seungcheol x f!reader X mingyu) by @wongyuuu

#seventeen #SVT #seventeen fic #seventeen scenarios #seventeen smau #seventeen x reader #seventeen x you #seventeen x y/n #svt x reader #svt x y/n #svt scenarios #seventeen smut #seventeen fluff #svt smut #svt smau

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aclowntiny-ficrecs · 6 months

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Seventeen Fic Recs Masterlist

♡All Members♡

Seventeen Taking Care of You on Your Period- @babyleostuff

How Seventeen Would Kiss Their S/O- @boosari

When He Thinks of You- @cheolism

How Seventeen Would Propose (F!Reader)- @sunnylovespickles

Reaction to Their S/O’s Grandma Hobbies- @fairyhaos

♱Units♱

Performance Unit as Times of Day- @i-aoba (link to reblog because OP deactivated :((( )

Vocal Unit with Your Cat- @babyleostuff (another absolute favorite 🥺🥰)

♡Individual Members♡

Whatever You Say (S.Coups x GN!Reader SMAU)- @thepixelelf

Holding You (Jeonghan x GN!Reader)- @synthetickitsune

You are My Kingdom (Jun x GN!Reader, Royalty AU)- @fairyhaos

Soonyoung x Library Worker (Hoshi x GN!Reader, College AU)- @wqnwoos

Shopping with Hoshi!- @etherealyoungk

[6:47] (Woozi x GN!Reader)- @hanniehaee

[16:33 PM] (Woozi x GN!Reader)- @fairyhaos

Mission: Return Jacket (DK x GN!Reader SMAU)- @feltednettles

Minghao Proposal Thoughts- @hanniedream

Gossip Session (Husband!Seungkwan x Reader, Dad AU)- @wooahaes

Mission Possible (Seungkwan x F!Reader, Elementary Teacher AU)- @thepixelelf

First Kiss with Seventeen- Seungkwan- @etherealyoungk

Seungkwan's Possessive/Protective Side- @wonwoosthetic

BF!Seungkwan Thoughts- @mickeyboos

Mutuals (Vernon x GN!Reader SMAU One-Shot)- @woozvc

Chan as Your Boyfriend- @frenshushutoast

Your First Kiss With Seventeen: Chan- @etherealyoungk

#seventeen #seventeen imagines #seventeen reactions #seventeen x reader #seventeen scenarios #seventeen headcanons

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k-labels · 9 months

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WELCOME TO K-LABELS

↬ @boosari, @idubiluv, @cherrysoojins, @lheewonz, @luvjiun, @loviwonnie, @strawberri-uyu

↬ please be sure to reblog this post once you’ve seen it !

↬ please put a link to the network somewhere visible on your blog

hope you enjoy your stay here at k-labels!

want to join our label? audition now.

#kl: acceptance

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lockburn-castle · 1 year

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⋆ ✩‧₊˚ ᴊᴏꜱʜᴜᴀ ʀᴇᴄꜱ ˚₊‧✩༘⋆

LEGEND:

⇒ 『✓』 - 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔩𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔡 (𝔞𝔩𝔰𝔬 𝔪𝔢𝔞𝔫𝔰 𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔞 𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰) ⇒ 『📱』 - 𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔲, 𝔰𝔬𝔠𝔦𝔞𝔩 𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔦𝔞 𝔞𝔲 ⇒ 『 ☁ 』 - 𝔣𝔩𝔲𝔣𝔣 ⇒ 『 🗣 』 - 𝔠𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔶, 𝔥𝔲𝔪𝔬𝔲𝔯 ⇒ 『 ⚠︎ 』 - 𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔰𝔱 ⇒ 『 ❣︎ 』 - 𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔰 ⇒ 『 18+ 』 - 𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱 ⇒ 『 ➳ 』 - 𝔬𝔫𝔢-𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔰 / 𝔰𝔠𝔢𝔫𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔬𝔰 ⇒ 『 🕰 』 - 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔪𝔭𝔰 ⇒ 『 ⚛ 』 - 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰

𖠋 do remember to read the warnings before continuing to read the fanfics!!

--⪼ ♔ JOSHUA ♔ ⪻--

one-shots/time stamps

[09:51] - by @gyu-effect {🕰, ☁, ❣︎} Fairytales Aren't Real - by @slytherinshua {➳, ⚠︎} we won’t change (because we’re engraved in each other’s hearts) - by @wooahaes {➳, ☁} [ 6:14am ] - by @slytherinshua {➳, ☁} biggest worries - by @boosari {➳, ⚠︎, ☁} sweeter than sugar - by @wooahaes {➳, ☁}

𖠋 to be regularly updated!

do check part 1 of my svt recs here, and part 2 here !

#fanfiction #seventeen #fanfic recs #kpop fanfic #svt #joshua #joshua hong imagines #joshua hong fics #lockburncastlerecs

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metfell · 1 year

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met metfell I would like you to know that my catholic cousin has offered to make me a ranboo themed rosary. they’re calling it the boosary. they don’t watch ranboo. maybe I should take them up on the offer

me sitting in mass with my ransary. my boosary. me in my baptist summer camp wearing a wwrd (what would ranboo do) rubber wristband

#ask #genlossjpg #INSANE THING TO WANT TO GIVE SOMEONE I LOVE IT

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boosari · 9 months

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biggest worries — h.j

pairings: joshua x reader (vernon is also present)

genre: angst (with a drop of fluff)

warnings: mentions of bullying victim (if you experience any of that, please do not stay silent), reader is an over thinker, drinking (wine), one curse word.

wk: 1.7k

summary: you're finally ready to confess your deep love for Joshua with a lot of overthinking. However, your worries were nothing compared to the real problem.

Love is beautiful, love is caring, is being happy, is being intimate, love is trust, passion, commitment.

Love is beautiful,

as beautiful as cruel.

You've experienced love. Since young age, you have loved. Since you were a high school student, where people would judge you, regardless of how you looked, how you behaved, what particularities you had, your flaws, even your qualities.

You were judged. You were belittled, insulted and made fun of. Like you were some kind of joke to people. You didn't expect so much cruelty when you started high school.

It made you suffer, indeed. It made you feel oppressed, like you weren't enough, like something was wrong with you. You always tried to stay strong, tried to ignore, the ignorance of the people. Because you knew that you were better. You knew you were not like them.

And there he comes. He, who helped you when you were crushed by the words of those unfeeling people. He who smiled at you, who always stood by your side, who always stood up for you.

That's when you understood what love was like. What love felt like.

'Is this love?' Was what you thought.

An emotion, so deep, so tight, so sharp and unavoidable towards someone. So this is what it feels like.

It made you warm, beat your heart faster. It made you feel heat in your cheeks, sometimes all of your face. He would just look at you while smiling. His sweet, sooth voice ringing in your ears made you love him more each day. His soft features, full brows, sharp, yet elegant eyes, small polished nose, and prominent lips. Made you fall in real love.

Joshua was always kind with you. He was the sweetest person you've ever met since you started school. He would always greet you, smiling, making his eyes almost, almost disappear.

After he defended you, no one bothered you anymore. And you were grateful. You wanted to return the favour. And you were doing it by loving him. That's what you thought.

That feeling has never changed, except for the fact that it increased even more. You're now a senior, near graduating. You still love Joshua, more than ever.

And you were planning on finally confessing your love to him. It's been four long years. He always made you feel comfortable, safe and loved. He always treated you right, always been sweet, with his words and actions. You often hanged out, and had good times together. You always smiled when you were with him.

"What if I mess up?" The nervousness in your voice couldn't get passed unnoticed by your friend Vernon.

Vernon is another amazing friend of yours. You became friends in 10th grade. He is a common friend of you and Joshua. He also is the only one who knows about your big crush on his friend.

Vernon sighs, rolling his eyes for the nth time today.

"You're overthinking Y/n".

He's right. You are. But you have good reasons for it.

"You can't blame me Nonie. You know how I am" You reply bothered, banging your head against the kitchen table.

"It's simple, Y/n. You have liked him for years now, you have to tell how you feel. If he feels the same, boom, you date". He gestures with his hands.

"And what if he doesn't?" You raise your head, a small pout on your lips.

"Well, then you will stay friends? I guess?" He tilts his head, making a weird face.

You giggle at him. "I honestly wouldn't mind that. I would feel sad, yes, but he is a good friend. He makes me feel safe, that's everything i need from him. Just being a good friend". You stare at blankly at the table.

It's true. Joshua is a good friend of yours, aside from being the boy you love. Staying friends with him didn't bother you, if you got rejected, you just hoped to stay the same. For him to stay the same. To be the same Joshua who would always smile, who would always listen to you and give you advices.

Just a good friend.

"But what if the confession will ruin everything? I mean, if I get rejected, will he change? What if I ruin our friendship? What if he gets distant? What if he-"

Your rambling is interrupted by your friend's voice.

"Y/n. Knowing Joshua, I think he would probably reject you politely. Nothing between you two would change if you ask me". You watch your friend getting up and opening your fridge.

"Wow, you really need to do some grocery shopping" He mumbles, staring at your almost empty fridge.

You let out a small laugh. "Yea, I really should".

Vernon grabs a bottle of wine, probably one of the last things left in your fridge, closes it and proceeds to take two glasses from the cabinet on top of the sink. He makes his way back to the table.

"This is what you need right now" He smiles, showing you the wine bottle. You keep watching your friend pouring the liquor in the glasses.

"Okay, let's have this drink, a cheers to you and Joshua? Hmm? How about this, you'll call him, later, or maybe tomorrow, whenever you're ready. No need to rush. You will ask him to hang out, like you mostly do, and will confess. Okay?" Your friend calmly states, pushing one of the glasses towards you as he picks the other.

You smile warmly at him and nod, picking up your glass as well. You both raise it and chin, before drinking.

Your phone suddenly feels heavier in your hands which are shaking lightly as you breathe heavily.

What if I ruin everything?

You close your eyes and sigh.

"You can do this. Just like every other time, it's not the first time you hang out Y/n" You mumble to yourself, before taking a deep breath and scrolling through the contacts.

You bite your lip nervously before clicking on Joshua's number, putting the phone on your ear.

After two rings, he picks up.

"Hello?" his sweet voice echos through the line, you squint your eyes.

"Hi Joshua" you reply, trying to hide the nervousness in your trembling voice.

"Hi Y/n, everything okay?" You could feel his smile through the phone.

"I'm good, thank you. I uhm, wanted to ask you if you wanted to hang out one of these days.." You were now walking back and forth in your room.

"Sure, why not? When would you like to?"

"How about...tomorrow? By the park near your house at 6?" You bite your nails.

"Okay then, it's settled. See you tomorrow Y/n" Through the line, you hear some wind and a car pass by. He probably wasn't at home, you thought.

"See you" You mumble before hanging up.

As soon as you hang up, you let out a long breath, putting a hand on your chest.

You regain yourself and walk to the kitchen, feeling a bit hungry. It was late, but a night snack won't hurt right?

Opening your fridge, you see nothing except some eggs, few apples and a bottle of water. You groan, remembering Vernon's statement of few days ago.

You close the fridge, making up your mind. You walk to your room and put on a light jacket. You grab your wallet, keys and walk to the door. Time for some late night grocery shopping.

As you walk out, you get on the elevator and pull out your phone. You send a quick massage to Vernon.

y/nssi

Hey, I called Joshua, we're meeting tomorrow.

Vernon almost immediately replies.

chew

You go girl 🫵

You smile and shake your head. The elevator door opens and you exit, making your way to the nearest grocery store.

Thankfully, there was one 5 minutes away. You get in and look around, walking through the isles. You get some veggies, some fruits, other ingredients, some instant ramen, and some sweets, such as chocolate, cookies, and strawberry milk.

You make your way to the counter and pay. Putting everything in the plastic bag, you smile and great the cashier before getting out.

You sigh and start walking home. While walking, you raise your head and notice two figures standing at the side of the road. You squint your eyes, one of them was a bit too familiar. His silhouette, his outfit, the way he was standing, the outlines of his hair. Everything was too familiar.

"Is that Joshua..?" you mutter to yourself.

A small laugh suddenly rings in your ears and your eyes widen.

It was him.

He wasn't alone tho. Tangled with his laugh was another, of a female. You look at her, you don't recall anything. You probably didn't know her. She was beautiful tho, even in the dark, you could see her pale, cotton coloured skin, her smooth hair, her double eyelids, small nose and full lips.

You kept looking at them, they looked very close.

She looks up at him, still smiling, before getting on her tiptoes, her lips touch his.

She kissed him.

Joshua pulls her close, wrapping an arm around her waist.

Captured by the moment, you didn't notice that the plastic bag you were holding dropped.

You freeze, not being able to move. Your eyes are wide. You feel the cold breeze hit your face. Your heart aches, breaks into pieces. It was painful, it was ripping your chest.

You suddenly feel a salty taste in your mouth, and only then you realise that tears were streaming down your face.

You get back to reality, crouch down and pick up the bag before running away.

You didn't care if he noticed, you didn't care if he saw you. You just kept running, the tears weren't stopping, the ache wasn't either.

It was hurting. Your heart was hurting.

You were sad, miserable, you felt pathetic.

But most of all, you felt disappointed. You were disappointed in him.

You knew each other for years, and never even once he dared to mention about her. Why would he do that? Why?

Maybe it was your fault? Maybe you should've asked? Maybe he didn't want to tell you..? Maybe they just met each other..?

No, you knew Joshua. He wouldn't kiss a girl he just met. They probably knew each other.

Shame on him.

He always acted nice and sweet, always cared for you, always made you happy. He always gave you hints, gave you hope.

Everything was fake. Everything was an illusion. And now you're here, a crying mess. Your legs moving on its own, hoping to reach home fast. Your head hurts from all the thinking.

You worried, you were concerned, you always though about him, about your relationship, your friendship. You were worried about confessing, being rejected, about ruining everything. About loosing him.

You didn't want to blame him, but there was no one else to blame.

Your thoughts, assumptions, your biggest worries weren't even a problem...

The real problem was totally another.

Love is beautiful, indeed.

But it's cruel as fuck.

a/n: gosh i love angst. i love making myself (and you🫵) suffer heheh...by the way, i honestly don't even know how i came up with this, just thought for a moment and as we know joshua is our gentleman, sweet soul. but i wanted to make it a little sad so here it is. i hope you guys enjoy :)

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