Today is one of those days where the bodies just a husk and I've got no fuckin clue who I am and randomly realize it feels like no one 💀

they both sing songs as thanks they're so dumb

05: The character / song that matches your aesthetic perfectly‎‎

[pt: 05: The character that matches your aesthetic perfectly. /end pt.]

— for @ebiuxxxx 's 100+ event

my favorite thing is getting high, listening to music and going on tumblr.

I’ve been meaning to take some cute pics with these horns✨♥️

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Okay I’ve reached a resolution with myself. I’ll buy the paint set as a gift to myself when the semester is over. As a reward for all the grading because sure enough it’s all gotten backed up again and will be painstaking to get through 😭🤧

I think there is some sort of cosmic balance contained within each individual. because the second we started experiencing Big life issues several small inconveniences / pet peeves stopped existing around us.

changed my pinned bc the texts were driving me mad oops that’s like three theme changes in a week and a half :3

Looking through old messages is so,,, fun?? 😭😭

Reading messages I remember feeling detached from as I was writing them is so entertaining with the new context of having more than myself existing in my brain

Or like, there was a period of time when I would label my "mental illness" as "the tar" and I would call myself "the consciousness" because I felt so detached from the actions of "the tar" that I couldn't even manage considering them to be my actions LMAO

OH, IT ALSO REMINDS ME I HAVE MEMORY ISSUES, because I said *what?* I did *what?* my mother did *huh?* and that part is also super entertaining

°:•-> Blurry, but majorly Crimson 👻

how to tell if it's autism brainrot or an alter fronting. aaaaand post!

closing requests temporarily because the douma brainrot came back and if i don't write do the yandere alphabet prompts for him right now i will die!

💭devil doesn't bargain

knight!hyunjin x princess!reader

warnings: mentions of blood, death and weapons, open ending

Everything felt like slow motion. You were trapped in the basement, the metallic taste of blood dancing on the tip of your tongue, and you felt so unbearably dizzy and dissociated. You heard some screams from outside, but you couldn’t really understand any words. Your breathing has been shallow and you felt the pain in your ribs grow with each movement of your chest. 

The past month had been a blur for you. You had been trapped in this old, scrappy basement and your tormentors tried to make your life living hell. As the heir to the throne, plenty had tried to decapitate you. You had been surrounded by guards and knights since you were a baby - every walk you took, every journey you made, you were accompanied by at least half a dozen people who were willing to sacrifice their lives just to make sure you were safe and sound. 

One of the people who joined the team of your guards was Hyunjin. He was young and eager and oh so pretty. He caught your eye the day he stepped into the castle gates. His long, dark hair tied up, his face majestic - he didn’t seem like someone created to kill and protect. If you were to decide, he would be the one in need of protection. He became a very dear friend of yours - every night you would insist to let him into your chambers, because you felt unsafe, just to talk with him and let the ‘perfect princess façade’ down, at least until dawn. He made you feel safe but in a way no one ever had. 

You heard loud footsteps coming down the stairs, right into the basement and it was then when you realised the screams outside died down. You were prepared for the worse - your captors came back and decided to finally kill you. However, what you weren’t prepared for was Hyunjin's broken scream when he found you on the floor in a pool of blood. You recognised his voice even when your head was constantly spinning and you felt yourself slipping out of consciousness. Your vision was blurry but you managed to notice how he dropped his sword on the floor and fell to his knees next to you, hovering his hands over your fragile body, not exactly knowing what to do. Was he supposed to press you tightly to his chest, rocking you from side to side, or reassuringly hold your hand when you were slowly bleeding out? 

“Hi Hyune,” you whispered, reaching out your hand in his direction, desperately needing to feel him under your fingertips. He abruptly took your hand in his and brought it to his cheek - it was wet from the tears and blood. He nuzzled his face into the palm of your hand. “I missed you,” he whispered back, his voice wobbly. You tried to focus your eyes on him and when you finally managed to see clearly for a while, you noticed his dishevelled hair had gotten longer and dark circles formed under his puffy eyes. He looked exhausted. “I was looking for you everywhere. I-I was so worried and-” “Shh, it’s okay. You don’t have to worry anymore, my dear,” you gently caressed his cheek to soothe his nerves, since the poor boy was starting to hyperventilate from all the emotions. “You found me and we’re finally together. It’s all good now” he scanned your figure and furrowed his brows. “I have to bring a medic for you,” he ignored your words, awkwardly trying to get up but you were quick to speak again. “Don’t. Just stay here with me,” “But-” “It’s an order, Sir Hyunjin.” he looked at you with even more tears in his eyes. “Yn, please…” he pleaded. “We both know the medic is useless here. Just stay with me and keep me close to your chest. I want to feel your heartbeat once more,” you managed to say in a firm tone, but Hyunjin couldn’t let go of the pain behind it. “We should at least try to go get him.” You shook your head. “By the time you both come back I'll be dead. Do as I say,” you once again ordered him and he sighed. He gently wrapped his arms around your body and brought it to his chest, making sure you’re as comfortable as you could be in that situation. You inspected his face and traced the scars on his face and neck. “Are those fresh?” He only nodded at that, clearly not wanting to talk about it. You dropped the topic but still he could feel your fingertips gently dance around his bumpy skin. “Do you remember the day we met? You were trying your best to impress me during the tournament and you almost fell off of your horse,” you giggled at that memory and Hyunjin blushed. “But I still won,” he mumbled, visibly embarrassed at the recalled situation. Then it was quiet for a moment, the only thing you could hear was hyunjin’s sniffing and your irregular, loud breathing. “What would you do if I told you to kiss me?” you suddenly asked him and he looked at you with wide eyes. He thought about it for a while and then answered carefully. “I wouldn’t do it. You’re a princess and I'm just your knight. I’m nobody compared to you,” he whispered the last part and you looked at him with soft eyes. “What if I ordered you to kiss me? You wouldn’t really have a choice, right?” you joked, but deep down your heart you wished he would drop the formalities and just kissed you right then and there. You managed to cross your eyes with Hyunjin and it was then when you saw something shift. “Well, in that case I must obey, am I right?” with that he placed a featherlike kiss on your lips and in that moment you felt your life was fulfilled, because no power and treasures in this world could compare to the feeling of love you received from him. You didn't need a crown and a throne when your greatest treasure was hyunjin, whom you were holding in your arms right now. The whole world had fallen silent and stopped for you so that you were able to enjoy this moment.

And you were so together in this silence, relishing in each others’ company, and it seemed like a typical night for you. You used to snuggle with him like this when he stayed with you in your chamber, but there was something missing to fulfil your memories. “Hyune? Could you sing me a lullaby, please?” you asked him quietly, looking at him with pleading eyes. He hesitated for a moment, but then nodded and the familiar song reached your ears. You sighed in content and felt your eyelids get gradually heavier and you didn’t even fight this feeling anymore. With Hyunjin’s voice slowly guiding you, you weren’t scared of falling asleep. You finally let go after weeks of fighting. 

As Hyunjin was finishing the song, he noticed your closed eyes and steadying chest and he immediately stopped. He shook your body once, then again and again and- “Doctor! Someone bring the medic here!” His broken sobs could be heard far, far away, reaching the rest of the knights. Hyunjin was crying hard, shaking your unconscious body and repeating your name over and over again. Then he started praying, begging God for mercy. When that didn’t work, he tried to bargain with the devil. He knew it was foolish, hubris even, but he was eager to try and bring you back to him and he wasn’t stopping, even if he was to trade his own life over yours.

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