#because my insurance stopped covering it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

fella-lovin-fella · 1 year

Text

when i needed to go to the walk-in clinic the other day because i have a (fucking painful) ear infection, the wait time was 2-3 hours. which was frustrating but they were very short staffed, understandable. after 2ish hours in the waiting room, i was finally taken back and wasnt seen for another TWO HOURS. when my doctor came in she was like "sorry, i know the wait times are long!" and i was like "yeah about four hours haha." she apologized and i told her that it was okay because i knew it wasnt her fault and.

the RELIEF on her face. she told me "thank you, you dont know how nice it is to hear that."

we need to start being more understanding and stop being assholes to workers of every kind, especially when it's obvious that they're not having fun either.

i was so so so frustrated that it was taking so long, especially because i started to have a migraine from the lighting, but i didn't take it out on her. stop taking out your frustrations on people who don't deserve it.

16 notes · View notes

born-to-lose · 1 year

Text

According to 6 different serious health/psychology pages I have BPD, do you think that means I should see a therapist?

#i've been thinking about the possibility for a while but never looked up symptoms because i was scared #and now it's starting to get out of hand so i finally did even though i originally didn't want to be officially diagnosed #for various reasons like the stigma in society and my health insurance knowing so all my future doctors will go back to their #'it's only psychological stop being so dramatic you're not actually sick' shit and invalidating me and my health problems in the past #some of them straight up refused to write a sick note for school when i actually had the flu back in 8th grade #so that's one reason why i don't want any mental illnesses to appear in my medical record #plus the cost factor because i'm not sure if the insurance would even cover everything but i might end up paying for it myself #if it means the health insurance won't be informed even if it's probably a lot of money #but in order to get therapy i need to get diagnosed by a professional so once i read into it a bit more i'll figure out how to tell my mom #and see if i'll call this one therapist in my town who apparently treats psychosomatic disorders #i'm sincerely sorry to everybody i've talked to recently (aside from casual fandom chatting) who may have noticed me behaving kinda shitty #advice is greatly appreciated because this hit me like a train and i don't fucking want this. like at all #i thought my switching between depressed and anxious and angry and empty and hyper was just. idk something else but not That #mel talks

11 notes · View notes

caseyscraftycorner · 7 months

Text

i am going. to scream.

2 notes · View notes

agenderarkham · 8 months

Text

What if I exploded rn. I think it’d be good for me personally

#I left work earlier than I needed to today (didn’t get overtime that I want and enjoy) bc I had a doctors appointment today but then I show #up to the office and oops !! I guess someone forgot to schedule it tee hee you wanna sit there for an hour so we can squeeze you in no well #you’ll have to reschedule then what’s your availability oh you get off work anywhere from 1230 to 230? how about an appointment at 1 o’clock #LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE YOU THINK THIS IS MY FAULT EHATS THE POINT OF YOU SITTING THERE IF YOU CANT EVEN #SCHEDULE A FUCKING APPOINTMENT ??!!??? AND they’re making ME call my insurance to make sure it covers the orthodics I’m trying to get #so like. if you can schedule an appointment properly. and you’re making me call the insurance company to make sure they’re gonna cover the #shit that your doctor decided was best for me. what the fuck are you doing all day #also I cut my finger on something I literally don’t know what bc I’m so fucking about to explode frustrated and angry I’m having to lay on #my bed with the lights off and my sunglasses on so. fun #ALSO I go to leave after angry crying in my car for a few minutes and my key is stuck and wouldn’t start for a few minutes. what a wonderful #day that I’m having huh. can’t wait for my birthday on Saturday where I’m just gonna be sad because all my friends are moving away and a #bunch of people I know have died. what a week huh !! and here I thought I could start to treat myself a little better and start going to the #gym and get some good news at work but NOPE I GUESS ILL GO FUCK MYSELF #sorry. I’m feeling bad lately 👍#vent #Arkham rambles #arkhamrambles

4 notes · View notes

mainfaggot · 1 year

Text

I went to my lab and survived despite having cried all morning 👍🏼 and despite tim hortons fucking up my order...........

#chugged that vanilla iced coffee like my life depended on it even tho i ordered a cold brew #and zoomed through that lab even tho i couldn't stop thinking about jumping off a building #lmfao ........ im so functional teehee #no one should be surprised if i go from attending classes n turning in assignments one day to drowning myself in the local river the next #im joking but not realllyyyyy im getting really sick of facing the reality of my situation which is that my mother's love is suffocating #she uses money to remind me that im no one and that i need to do what she wants #bc she pays for everything and culturally thats the norm #like kids are supposed to start 'returning' money by having a stable profession n sending a portion of their paycheck home every month #so thats when ur like 25+ basically #anyway the point is for the time being im just a puppet #even if i get a shitty minimum wage retail job i wont be able to survive on my own #financial stability is everything.. i cant just 'leave because im 18+'#my moms job insurance covers my expensive ass meds and therapy and tuition fees #i need her income .. so yeah its a lose lose #i leave i die on the streets i stay i die as her daughter #z.post

6 notes · View notes

regular-lord-reckoner · 9 months

Text

.....................i just found out that none of the payments i've been making for my therapy appointments have been going to my deductible

awesome

love that

#i know i should have checked on this sooner but it's just been hard to get around to #and now i'm just confused like...where have all those payments been going then?#how are claims supposedly being filed and yet...my insurance doesn't have any?#whose insurance is it going to then?#sucks because i've been paying in cash too and don't have any bills of service #so there's literally nothing i have to show on my end that i've been doing my part #i just...am i being scammed?#i hope to god not because i really like my therapist but like...this sucks #i know her accountant had some family issues and was out for a while #which is also why i wanted to give her a minute to get caught up #but like...at this point what the hell #like i should probably be halfway through or at least have put a dent in my deductible #and once i meet that everything's covered 100% which would help me out a lot but like #i have a bad feeling we'll get this sorted out and the solution will be i just have to start over again #i hope to god not #or i may just have to stop going to therapy because this....sucks #also as an aside i've been super depressed lately and thought i'd cheer myself up by dyeing my hair and it....#looks like absolute shit #i tried to just lighten it with powder and developer and all that instead of bleach because i thought it would be easier #and now it just looks awful and feels awful and i'm still probably going to have to bleach it anyway #awesome!#love that #love this situation #love being alive #love it all so much

2 notes · View notes

cupidelocked · 1 year

Text

hey so maybe i should have just chilled the fuck out and got a normal job as my first job hahhhaah maybe hey maybe i actually am not qualified and am drowning just a little bit lmao hahaha

#not that pharmacist tech is necessarily a hard job just … bitch why didn’t you go to your bath & body works interview???? HUH????#like i’m just fantasizing about being berated by customers in a different setting but not having to deal with insurance #like that’d be so cool like YES yell at me about the overpriced perfume we’re selling #cause then at least i’m literally not sympathizing with you at all #when people get snippy and aggro at my work all i can think is i am literally so sorry your medication is 1.5k like that’s so fucked #idk it’s just like the people being complete assholes to me i can’t even be angry because it’s 100% not they’re fault most of the time #i’d be pissed as fuck too if my insurance just decided to stop covering my meds or make me pay over $100

2 notes · View notes

jedi-bird · 2 years

Text

Everything in my back, neck, and hips are super tight today and hurting to the point where I kind of low-key just want to end it all (but I don't actually, I just want the pain to stop for five minutes so I can actually eat enough to take the better pain meds). I can't hold anything in my right hand because it's spasming, I can't eat because I'm nauseous, I can't lay down because my muscles are screaming, I can't focus because I'm getting a migraine. At some point the pain will get bad enough that everything will just stop and I'll sleep for an hour and wake up feeling not better but okay enough to try and reset things. Waiting until that moment is the worst though.

#vent post #medical issues #they still can't diagnose what's wrong and since covid hit and no one would see me in person I'm going to have to redo all the tests #which is a pain because i literally had to fight to get them done the first time #i spent so much money on copays and covering what insurance refused to cover and got yelled at because so much money is now gone #having to start again with new doctors and new tests makes me want to cry #getting told it's just in my head and that if i exercise it'll stop hurts #i can't even stand up how am i supposed to go to a gym and work out six times a week?#and the issues isn't not having strong muscles because they are strong and i can lift and move appropriately #it's that even then the pain is so bad all the time that eventually my body stops responding and this happens #all of today is made worse by having to sleep on my back for a month which aggravated my neck and now arm #I'm literally back to where i was when i was working unable to move my right arm and unable to see it my right eye #but it's okay because my family just gets mad at me for being unable to do things when they want it and then won't talk to me #like I'm purposefully not sleeping and dropping things because i can't do anything #like i want to be trapped in my own body all day every day #i really want to live somewhere where health care is better and i can get help when i need it #not having to wait six months and then being told if i can make it to the appointment I'm not actually sick

2 notes · View notes

knaveofmogadore · 2 months

Text

Love having chronic flare ups because the medicine to fix it is easily accessible but at its cheapest is over 100 dollars a bottle and requires getting a visit with a doctor that's always booked out a month and a half in advance

#messages from knave #even if insurance hadn't stopped covering it i still scrapped most of my prescriptions in the mofe anyway #because i am not smart #is peace in my stomach worth that much money? tbh probably #but i gotta pay off my credt carrerrrd #and then also convince another doctor that my tummy distress is not the fault of my diet #or me being fat #again

0 notes

popcornsalty · 7 months

Text

dog I need a therapist and not the mental kind like physical <- guy who could get all the exercises and w/e very easily rn already

#poke post #but liiiike #the appeal is having a guy tell what stretches to do so my msucles stop being mad. and the consistency. you get me #idk if my insurance would cover it but ill have to look into it because the agonies bro #im not even like fucked up or anything im just really tense #*fucked up by anything specifically

0 notes

headofocs-inklesspen · 8 months

Text

How does one,,,,,, find a doctor. Like the standard “that’s my doctor that I go to for usual, non emergency/speciality things” type doctor

#crow rambles #I feel like I’m only pretending to be an adult #like I know for an appointment you can like call you gp’s office or like go online #but that’s if your an established patient #I don’t even know what practices/offices will even accept my insurance or what my insurance covers #but also in my defense my mother stopped taking me to the doctor after I had a meltdown when I was 15 at an appointment #but then also never actually told me how I was supposed to go about finding a doctor or scheduling appointments #so I haven’t been to a doctor in like 8 years and no longer have a general practitioner and also don’t know how I’m supposed to get one #because apparently I should just know? and shouldn’t have to be taught this stuff??

0 notes

ursaspecter · 24 hours

Text

🐺 moon-moon4w00 Follow

Friendly reminder that asking your lycan partner to turn you is incredibly insensitive! Seriously can we retire this trope already? Not only is it just offensive, but no one would ever actually choose this life! Lycanthropy is a curse. Full stop.

🐾 superhowllock69 Follow

Ok user "moon-moon" as if that original meme wasn't created to mock pack nomenclature 🙄

Anyway I'm not gonna touch that internalized lycanphobia with a ten foot pole. Being turned by your partner is something that can be incredibly intimate as long as both parties are consenting and the one being turned is 100% sure they want it. Literally the only downside to transforming once a month is the pain, but midol works just fine. No one with these "lycanthropy bad" takes ever wants to discuss the legitimate positives that come with this "curse" lmao.

🐺 moon-moon4w00 Follow

I'm literally reclaiming moon moon but go off I guess. Anyways turning your partner is absolutely disgusting and morally reprehensible and anyone who does it should be muzzled permanently.

🌜 impawssible Follow

lmao my wife literally saved my life when she turned me but i guess she should be muzzled huh? we run through the woods hunting deer together and can each haul in groceries in one trip now, but nooo she's obviously a danger to society because she cares enough about me to help me when insurance wouldn't cover my medicine

also it was confirmed that the creator of that meme literally makes and sells silver bullets so if you still wanna use moon moon for yourself that certainly is a choice. source: (X)

🦴 pupperoni Follow

I love that instead of naming the more common benefits of lycanthropy, you mentioned that you and your wife can carry all the groceries in one trip. I think that's definitely a positive that gets overlooked far too often and I commend you for speaking your truth, sir

🌜 impawssible Follow

lol thanks but I'm a woman 😅

🦴 pupperoni Follow

🦇 count-fuckula Follow

Plus werewolf blood tastes way better and is as filling as 10 humans 👍

🐺 moon-moon4w00 Follow

Oh my GOD you vampblr freaks will just flock to anything. It clearly says "vamps DNI" in my bio!

🐾 superhowllock Follow

lmaoooo of course you're a vampire exclusionist

🌕 daddy-fenris Follow

wasn't OP the same guy who said fursuits were offensive to lycanthropes and doxxed a werewolf fursuiter?

🐺 moon-moon4w00 Follow

They ARE offensive and harmful to this community and I'm tired of pretending they're not. They perpetuate harmful depictions of what a humanoid wolf is actually like.

🌜 impawssible Follow

me when I dox someone for making candy colored animal costumes that look nothing like what a real werewolf does

🦴 pupperoni Follow

K

🌕 daddy-fenris Follow

U

#unreality #werewolf #werewolves #fake post

3K notes · View notes

miss-windsong · 11 months

Text

gosh i love the american healthcare system!!!11!111!!!!!!

#one of my medications jumped in price from $60 to $200 because my insurance randomly decided to stop covering it #and i can't fix it until my next appointment with my doc which is in like... a month?#and there's no guarantee that there's a solution so i might just have to #find a new medication #fml #rant #fuck the USA

0 notes

affectionatemud · 1 year

Text

TW: derealization, depersonalization, and dissociation (in post) delusions, schizophrenia (mentioned in tags)

it's becoming increasingly difficult to remember reality is real and even harder to believe it so

#rant #ish thing #ive been living on daydreams and false memories for years now and ive no idea whats actually real half the time #and the times when i do know whats real i wish it werent #dissociation #maladaptive daydreaming #ugh what do i even tag this as #depersonalization #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealization #a bit before insurance stopped covering my therapist he told me to look into DID and see if i can get an assessment done #but i refuse to believe this is anything other than my usual delusions because honestly schizophrenia is much more palatable to me #tw: derealization #tw: dissociation #tw: depersonalization

0 notes