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Does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night changes?
#bc nobody seems to respect the song anymore#that's the whole fucking lyric in case yall forgot assholes#phil being turned on by dan with boobs... as a lesbian i couldn't agree more#dnp#dan and phil#amazingphil#daniel howell#danandphilgames#phil lester#dnpgames#phan#phandom#danisnotonfire
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There are many bad things about wish, but one of the most annoying is how it fails to pay off its own set ups.
It's established Asha's father believes in the magic from the stars. He died of an illness (never specified), that Asha's grandfather (her father's father) never got his wish granted in YEARS, well now to me this feels targeted.
Follow my thoughts for a minute, how easy would have been with this already established set up to add the part where it's Magnifico who killed Asha's dad because he was promoting a different kind of magic that would undermine Magnifico's power? This would've established Magnifico as an actual villain from the start, manipulating people's perception of him with magic and the lengths he would go to keep his power and crown.
This would have impacted Asha's journey as well,instead of asking Magnifico to grant her grandfather's wish immediately (which imo is a good reason for him not to hire her, she literally asks for favoritism the moment she arrives), let her instead be perfect for the position, not clumsy and awkward but make her qualified and respectful of the king's secrecy about the wishes. And still she's still not hired. And then she starts questioning him, she's studied, she's ready and it's not enough and the king seemed to like her until she mentioned her father.
And then she talks with the people of rosa about the king, if that was unfair of him maybe , but the answer is that the king is good and kind and doesn't he grants everyone's wishes, isn't that so wonderful of him? (and maybe this can be a song) and at first it sounds like she just doesn't want to accept that she wasn't chosen but after the forth person answers the same exact thing, well then this starts to feel more like a script than an original thought. Just then she looks at all the wishes Magnifico's granted so far and they're all material, it's all about people owning bigger houses, better clothes, riches, nothing is about community, knowledge, about people becoming something(musicians, teachers, scientists, artists...) . The guy that got his wish granted last year also got it granted a few years ago too, Isn't that weird? Some people never get their wishes and this guy twice? And also his wish was so selfish? He wanted a swimming pool! How in the best kingdom, with the best king, nobody wishes nice things for others? And isn't that weird that she and her friends used to make graffitis and jokes on the guards but when Sleepy gave away his wish at 18 suddenly he doesn't make jokes about Magnifico's beard anymore? He's so respectful of the rules now.
And idk maybe Asha doesn't just wish upon a star and everything is given to her. Maybe Magnifico's source of magic is Star and she frees it and that's why Star tags along. The magic of the starts was real, her father was right! Star knew her dad, he tried to save the magical pet but he was killed instead! Now it's not just about freedom and justice she wants revenge. And this is maybe when she fucks up because she was too reckless, she got discovered. Her friends/family are watching how she's getting arrested/executed for treason and that's SO UNFAIR such a cognitive dissonance it breaks Magnifico's brainwash spell.
Now a song about revolution makes sense. But singing about revolution bc they want to be able to wish? Are you kidding me? Not only the movie established that you can have new wishes and that they make you whole again, but also girl, you all read the terms of services when giving Magnifico your wish. You give it to him and if he finds it worth it, it'll be granted. Making questions about the king choices is the opposite of living under a monarchy.
Ultimately I agree with everyone who says this movie feels empty, because it's true, it's a bunch of disney trope stitched together with easter eggs that don't makes us feel anything and that contradicts its own message. The fact that disney doesn't want to make grey characters anymore it's felt. And it mirrors the way people have started to see enjoying stories as media consumption, everything that alludes to people being flawed is an endorsement of abuse. So disney's characters have all turned is these empty shells of heroine tropes. They're always bubbly, their worst flaw is being clumsy, but the worst is that they're always right. Asha's quest to free the wishes is based only on her conviction that the king is wrong in not granting everyone's wish. It's never even hinted in the movie that the subjects of rosa lack something. It's a fairy-tale kingdom in every aspect (maybe the king is a bit egocentric but that hasn't hurt anyone so far), except that her grandpa's wish wasn't granted and so the king must be wrong. If it wasn't for Magnifico's long exposition of I don't accept criticism she wouldn't have questioned him. And even then, that's what living in a kingdom means, that you follow the king's rules. I'm sorry but singing about revolution and then ending the movie still under a monarchy is just contradictory with the whole premise.
#wish spoilers#disney wish#Wish 2023#Wish rewrite#Asha#Magnifico#Grey characters? Not in disney anymore#Where is the flynn Ryder type? Starts selfish becomes a better person#Elsa's self discovery? Anna growing out of idealized people#Moana tries to live on land to make her parents proud! It's only when her grandma gives her the heart that she leaves#Mulan disappoints her parents and leaves to save her dad#Not every plot has to involve the fate of a kingdom. Sometimes it can just be one person#Mulan pretending to be a man is still seen as a terrible thing by the society she lives she doesn't change everyone's mind just the people#She actually interacted with. Yeah and the emperor but she literally saved his life. He'd better be forgiving
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Home - Detroit: Become Human
i wanted to write something so i put my playlist on shuffle and the first song that played was waving through a window (yes from dear evan hansen) so obviously i wrote about connor! there are a few references to the song in this too bc i couldn’t resist lmao. enjoy connor struggling with the concept of home
The first night after the revolution was the worst.
A few androids left after the revolution was a success. They returned to their former loving owners, now their family, or just went to start a new life for themselves as free people.
Most of the androids returned back to the abandoned church. At least, most of the ones that survived. They were the ones that had nowhere to go. No place they could call home, no people they could call family. They were the ones that had joined Jericho early on, when it was nothing but a few dozen barely-functioning androids living in a broken down ship who were there because nobody else wanted them, or joined Jericho the latest, the ones most lost and confused and unsure of what to do because there’s nobody to tell them.
Connor went with them.
He wasn’t sure why, really. He was sure Hank was waiting for him with Sumo, probably freaking out at Connor being involved in the revolution on TV and possibly being hurt, but entirely willing to welcome him home regardless.
Home.
Could that be considered his home?
The idea had been foreign to him before Hank. Which... wasn’t very long, considering the majority of his lifetime had been spent accompanying him on investigations, but the word still left an odd feeling in his chest. Cyberlife had been home, or something similar, at least. The police station had been home. Now, Jericho was home.
Would Hank be home?
definition of home
/hōm/ noun
the place where one lives permanently,
especially as a member of a family or household.
Family.
That word left a similar feeling in his chest. And to think of Hank as family...
He could almost say he wanted it.
No, that was wrong. He did want it. But could an android be part of a family?
Could he be part of a family?
But how could he be?
He didn’t belong with Hank and Sumo. He was an android, a deviant. Hank was still dealing with Cole’s death, making himself his responsibility would only worsen his stress. He couldn’t be part of his family.
He didn’t even feel part of Jericho, despite also being a deviant. In fact, he felt like he was still part of the other side. The humans’ side. He felt like he still hadn’t proven himself, hadn’t yet shown he was truly trying to help.
He felt like he still wasn’t enough.
Like he hadn’t done enough.
Logically, he knew he had. Logically, he knew he’d been the one to recruit over half of Jericho’s current numbers and defeat Cyberlife indefinitely.
But still, some part of him nagged at him, reminding him how he’d been known as the infamous deviant hunter. He’d signaled for the destruction of Daniel, he’d caused the HK400 to self-destruct, he’d led the humans to Jericho. All of it had been his fault, still was his fault, would always be his fault.
It had taken the lives of two androids and risking the lives of too many more for him to realize he’d been wrong.
Would he ever be more than the deviant hunter everyone knew him as?
When he saw Rupert, the Tracis, and the AX400, he’d been filled with shame. He’d put all of them into life-threatening situations and nearly got one of them killed. And for what? To accomplish his mission? To mark off another task on his to-do list? To satisfy Amanda and save himself at their expense?
He was surrounded by deviants, his supposed people, but it felt like he was miles away from them. He felt nowhere near as deserving of freedom as they all were. Every strange look in his general direction made him think they recognized him, they knew him, they knew he was the deviant hunter, they were going to throw him out or kill him because they knew.
He didn’t belong in Jericho alongside Markus. He didn’t belong anywhere. He should’ve just let himself fail and be deactivated if it meant he could save the lives of the androids he’d caused the deaths of.
It would’ve been better for everybody.
Markus noticed Connor sitting by himself in a pew, his face buried in his hands, and approached him. “Connor? Are you okay?”
Connor looked up at him, slightly startled to see him when the sudden question pulled him out of his thoughts. “Yes, I’m... I’m okay. I’m fine.”
“You don’t look fine.” He took the seat beside him. “What’s wrong? Do you have nowhere to go?”
“No, I do, it’s just that I...” He trailed off, reconsidering answering him. What would he think about what Connor’s done? He didn’t want to be thrown out and lose what little he had left.
But what did it matter if he was thrown out? He would deserve it after all he’s done.
“...I’m sorry.” He couldn’t think of anything else to say, so he apologized. Partially for having been such a terrible person before he deviated, and partially for putting his burdens on him. He would only admit one of those, though.
“Sorry? Why are you sorry?” Markus asked, this time with a look of genuine confusion and concern. “You have nothing to be sorry about.”
He wanted to say he had everything to be sorry about, but decided against it. “I just... I was a—a terrible person before I deviated, and—“
“No, don’t be sorry for that,” Markus interrupted. “That isn’t you anymore. You didn’t know any better. None of it was your fault.”
“All of it was my fault,” he said. “You don’t understand. I hurt so many people. I got so many people killed. I just...” He sighed and dropped his gaze. “Maybe it’d be best for everyone if I left.”
Markus looked shocked and almost offended, even, and Connor immediately felt a pang of guilt. “Connor, no. You belong here. You can go find a home for yourself, but you’ll always have a place here. You’re one of us now. Your past doesn’t change that.”
“The AX400. Rupert. The Tracis,” Connor began. “I chased down all of them and risked all of their lives.” He swallowed hard, but forced himself to say it. “I made the AX400 cross a busy highway with her child. I chased Rupert across a moving train. I fought and almost shot the Tracis.” He wanted to disappear on the spot, but he couldn’t, so instead he did the closest thing to it. “I’m sorry. I-I should go.” Despite the voices in his head telling him how pathetic he was to be unable to own up to his misdeeds and face him, he stood up and went to leave.
Markus grabbed his arm and Connor braced himself to be chewed out, or maybe even assaulted. It’d be understandable, after all. “I know.”
He stopped. Of all possible responses, he hadn’t expected that. “What?”
Markus gave a half-relieved chuckle. “Connor, they’re the ones who told me.” He pulled Connor back into his seat with a reassuring smile. “When you showed up and joined Jericho, they each came up to me and vouched for you. They thought I was going to kill you or kick you out, so they defended you. But they told me different stories than what you said.”
“They... defended me?”
He nodded. “Kara, the AX400, said you didn’t go after her on the highway, even though you had the chance to. Rupert told me you stopped chasing him to help your partner. The Tracis both saw you get a clean shot at one of them, and then lower your gun.” His voice softened. “You can be a good person, Connor. You are a good person. Kara didn’t seem very favorable of you, but she still felt the need to vouch for you. Hell, Rupert actually told me he didn’t like you because you were hunting deviants but he thought you could learn to be better. And I’m pretty sure it was the Tracis’ idea to vouch for you in the first place.”
“I...”
I don’t deserve this.
“...I don’t know what to say.”
“Then don’t say anything. But you are more than what you think you are,” he said. “You deserve to be here just as much as anyone else here does.” He gave him one last supportive smile before standing up. “Jericho is your home, and we are your family. It’s up to you whether or not you want to find your own.”
Connor watched as Markus walked away, then remembered what he’d been thinking about prior to their conversation.
He hadn’t been sure if he could have a home or have Hank be his family.
He still wasn’t sure if he could have that, but he knew he wanted it.
The next morning, Connor found him waiting for him outside of his house. Hank noticed him and turned to give him a smile with Sumo laying at his feet.
He returned it.
Hank took a few hesitant steps forward. Sumo followed.
Then he grabbed Connor’s shoulder and pulled him into a hug, closing the distance between them as Sumo padded around them.
meaning of home
home means an enjoyable, happy place,
where you can live, laugh and learn. it’s somewhere
where you are loved, respected, and cared for.
This had to be it.
This had to be home.
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Bechloe Fic: The Kraken Has Been Unleashed
Summary: Chloe has a way with her. That’s for sure. And, as uncomfortable as it might make her to think about it in this very moment, Beca’s starting to wonder just what that really means.
Set at the beginning of Pitch Perfect 2. Kind of canon, kind of...not canon. Mostly fluff and fun and maybe some very mild angst at best. Nothing too stressful. We’ve been through enough of that!
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Chapter 10
Beca's alarm wakes her up way too early the next morning.
Usually, she'd snooze the clock ten times, roll out of bed and barely have time to brush her teeth before running to class. This morning is different though. It's the first day of her internship and she wants to be prepared. Wants to look professional. And she's pretty sure professional doesn't include a messy bun with sweatpants and one of Chloe's Barden t-shirts.
So she gets up early. Showers and puts on something nice before grabbing a bowl of cereal.
“You look hot this morning DJ. What's up?” Stacie ambles into the kitchen and gestures to Beca's outfit while opening up the refrigerator.
Beca looks up from her breakfast. “Hey Stace.” She swallows the bite she just shoved into her mouth. “Nothing. Just...won't have time to change before the party later.” The stool screeches across the floor as she stands and drops her bowl into the sink. “See you tonight.” She grabs her things and rushes out before Stacie can ask anymore questions. Stacie can sniff out a lie from a mile away so the last thing she needs to do is play a game of 20 questions with the house genius.
“Can’t wait!” Stacie calls out as Beca hustles out of the door to get to her first class on time, excited for what the day holds.
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Jesse’s car is rounding the corner as Beca walks away from her last class so she picks up speed. She doesn’t trust him. He has a knack for embarrassing her in public places. Not maliciously. Just...dorky.
“Hey superstar!” Jesse shouts out of the car window as he screeches to a halt. He leans over the center console to sling the passenger door open for Beca. “Damn! Work it Bec!”
Beca practically sprints the rest of the way to the car. “Oh my god.” She jumps in and slams the door, frantically trying to roll up the window. “Please shut up.”
Jesse laughs. “Is that any way to talk to your chauffeur for the day?”
“Keep it up and it’ll only get worse.” Beca side eyes him and adjusts the radio.
Jesse always plays late fifties pop songs and while Beca appreciates all types of music, she can't sit there and listen to it for extended periods. Although it does give her ideas for new mixes. Chloe always loves it when she mashes up old school songs with new stuff. Her thoughts stay trained on her best friend and she wonders what Chloe is up to. Between the rush of getting ready and trying not to freak out, there just wasn't time to see her this morning.
That's her excuse anyway.
If she's being honest, avoidance tactics may have been at work. She feels like absolute shit for keeping the internship from the redhead but she doesn't know how to broach the subject. Under normal circumstances, she knows she would be excited to tell Chloe. But there's a lot at stake for the Bellas right now and she doesn't want to add anything else to the older woman's plate. She wants Chloe to know that she's there and she's present and she's going to fight for them because letting Chloe down would be the worst feeling in the world.
Jesse's small talk forces her to dismiss the thought. They talk about classes and auditions and their last hood night party the Trebles are hosting later tonight and before she knows it, they’re pulling up to the Residual Heat Recording Studio.
Her nerves bubble up again.
She's excited and hopeful but she still has the weight of guilt lingering in the back of her mind. Jesse reassures her that everything will be okay. He reminds her that she's worked hard for this opportunity and she deserves this shot.
She gives him a quick kiss before running away while he continues to holler out more embarrassing comments. He's definitely a nerd but he knows her well. His goofy antics have calmed her down considerably and she takes a moment to appreciate his charm before charging ahead.
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The afternoon is a blur.
She fucks up her name tag picture, makes a shit ton of coffee and hands out a lot of snacks. She's nobody important here but that's not the point. There's a lot to be learned. A lot to be gained. This is her shot. It's her first step into the world of music production and she's looking forward to paying her dues.
In a bizarre series of events, her boss unexpectedly storms into the office and announces they'll be producing a new Christmas album for Snoop Dogg. The Snoop Dogg. It's crazy but she stifles her excitement. She doesn't want to be labeled as some psycho newbie on her first day but relaxing isn't easy. Between draining her brain for a quick idea on how to make Snoop's new album original and the exchanges happening between this Dax kid and her boss, she’s struggling to control her reactions. Her facial expressions always give her away and the one she's wearing right now screams absolute confusion because Dax is now high-kneeing around the room and this is all really fucking weird.
Thankfully, her phone buzzes and it gives her a reason to look away from the train wreck happening in front of her. She has four messages, none of which she noticed earlier. They’re from Jesse, Amy, and Chloe respectively.
She opens Jesse's message first. It's some idiotic, cheesy 'hope everything is going well’ message and she replies by calling him a dork. It seems like her go-to word when referring to him.
She hesitates before opening Amy's messages because she never knows what the blonde is going to say. It's almost always inappropriate and usually impossible to understand, but she opens it anyway.
Shorty! Where is our toothbrush?!
Yep.
What the fuck does Amy mean by our toothbrush? Beca refuses to believe the obvious. That Amy is implying (more like directly stating) that they use the same toothbrush. That just cannot be right. And even if it is, why would it be missing?
She makes a mental note to buy a new one immediately.
Maybe two.
The second message is almost just as cringeworthy.
Your acawife was asking where you were! You're gonna be in the dingo house tonight!
The urge to roll her eyes is too strong to avoid so she rolls them around before deciding she will not be messaging Amy back. She clicks Chloe's message instead. It's the most recent one.
Trip to Copenhagen is all booked! AHH! :-P
Beca chuckles to herself. She can hear Chloe's voice singing the message in her head. It's cute but it also makes her feel bad because they haven't even discussed the issue of Worlds and Beca promised she would be there for Chloe. Yet, here she is. At an internship that she still hasn't told Chloe about while the redhead sits at home and plans alone all afternoon. She knows she's going to have to address all of this at some point but how? This isn't really her area of expertise.
Another message comes through.
It's Chloe again.
You okay? Haven't heard from you today! :-(
Ouch.
Beca wonders why she acts like such a dick sometimes. There doesn’t seem to be any logical excuse. Especially when it comes to Chloe. She's the last person on Earth Beca wants to disappoint but it seems like it's destined to happen.
She takes a deep breath and types out a reply.
Sorry Chlo! Busy day. I'll see you at the Trebles’ later!
It's vague and lame but she can't tell the truth and she doesn’t want to outright lie to Chloe so she hits send and shoves her phone back into her pocket as her boss storms back into the room. She straightens in her seat and tries to blend in for the rest of the day.
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Beca exits the studio, overwhelmed and stressed, and throws her bag into the back seat of a cab before jumping in and giving the driver directions to the Bellas’ house.
She leans back and takes a deep breath that vibrates her through her lips on the way out. She knew this business would be cut-throat but wow . Today proved how messed up the music industry really is. The people are self-serving and the pace is incredibly fast and it feels like the multi-tasking skills needed to get through each minute are nearly impossible to master.
She’ll get through it though. She has to. This is her shot to get out there and start making a name for herself. This is her dream.
Plus, she’s glad to have the first day out of the way. It can only get easier from here.
Hopefully.
Possibly.
Who knows.
She shakes it off and pulls her phone out of her pocket. She hasn’t had a chance to check it since she messaged Chloe back earlier. Sure enough, there are a few new messages from her best friend. Chloe has no qualms about sending Beca multiple texts in a row. Even when Beca doesn’t answer right away, Chloe will continue babbling without worrying about whether or not she's being annoying.
If it were anyone else, Beca would probably send a string of expletives and permanently block their number. But, like everything else, Chloe is the exception. She smiles and opens their text thread.
Okay! Can't wait! XO
I hope they have the green punch!
Please bust out the cell phone dance move! I love it!!! ;-)
So, a Legacy showed up to our door tonight to audition and we accepted! She's totes amazing and you're going to love her!
I don't think we are breaking the rules bc she came to us! Loophole! :-D
BTW, Legacy means that her mom was a Bella. Her mom is THE Katherine Junk! Omg!
Beca chuckles at the enthusiasm in the messages and pictures Chloe grinning excitedly as she wrote them. A wave of anticipation hits her and she’s overwhelmed with the sudden need to get home as quickly as possible. She tells herself that she’s just anxious to get home after a long day but she knows that's a lie. Before reading those texts, she was tired. Even considered not showing up to the party but there’s a new energy flowing through her and she wills the cab driver to hurry the fuck up already.
When she finally makes it home, she throws her bag down, uses the bathroom, and races through the bushes to the Trebles’ house.
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Beca approaches the party, surprised at how out of control things seem already. It's still pretty early but the acapella crowd clearly came to party tonight. She wonders what type of trouble the Bellas are getting into and smiles thinking about all of their past Hood Nights. They've had some wild ones and she's sure this last one will be no different. Especially if Chloe has anything to do with it.
Chloe has a way of making Hood Nights, and most parties in general, more fun than they probably should be. Some of them, in particular, stand out for reasons that Beca isn’t prepared to think about right now. Mainly because they involve Chloe getting way too handsy.
But she already said she’s not thinking about that and scans the crowd for red hair instead.
Oddly enough, she can’t quickly spot her best friend but she spies Jesse sitting up on the deck. And because the night has her feeling light and giddy, she creeps up behind him and grabs him by the shoulders before giving him a quick peck on the lips.
His drink almost slips out of his hands and Beca mutters a quick “oh shit” before dropping down next to him. She takes a deep breath, ready to de-stress after such a crazy day, but Jesse starts asking about the internship and about Chloe and damnit.
“Oh, she’s just..she’s like, locked into the World’s right now and I’m looking for the right time. It’s-- I’ll tell her.” Beca tries to shrug it off like it’s no big deal but it dampens her mood and she excuses herself to grab a drink at the tiki hut. Why did Jesse have to bring up Chloe and the internship in the same sentence? Beca already feels like the absolute worst person in the world and the thought of Chloe having to ask Jesse for her whereabouts just makes it even worse.
This sucks.
Beca takes a huge gulp of whatever concoction is being served tonight and notes that it’s not the green punch that Chloe was hoping for but she can't dwell on it because she notices there’s a really tall girl just standing there staring at her. The girl's arms are stretched out towards Beca and she has no idea what’s about to happen.
“Hi!”
“Hi…” Beca responds hesitantly, still completely unsure.
The taller woman rambles something about being sisters and then it clicks for Beca. She realizes this is the girl- correction- the Legacy, that’s been added to their team.
“Oh yeah! Hi. Chloe texted me that we added a Legacy. I...didn't even know that was a thing.” She lifts her shoulders and gestures with her hands as she speaks. It feels odd.
The girl giggles and keeps staring at Beca so Beca just chuckles uncomfortably and takes another sip.
Then another.
And they're both just sort of standing there awkwardly.
Beca gives a tense smile and widens her eyes, which finally seems to break the other girl’s manic look.
She slaps her hands to her forehead way too hard. “Ouch! Oh my god. I’m sorry! I'm Emily. By the way. Sorry. I forgot that you didn’t know my name yet and I think the others have already started calling me Legacy so it’s totally okay if you want to call me that too I just figured you should know my real name because I totally-”
Beca reaches out and briefly touches Emily’s arm to stop her rambling. “Emily.” She pulls her hand away. “Nice to meet you.”
Emily beams and Beca really wants to get as far away from this interaction as possible.
“We can get to know each other better later. Right now…” Beca uses her head to gesture across the yard where she can see a few of the Bellas bouncing up and down. “Let’s go catch up with everyone else.”
“Oh!” Emily nods rapidly and Beca thinks she looks like a battery operated bobble-head. “Yeah, definitely! Let’s go!”
Beca nods once before taking a shot and refilling her cup as Emily follows her into the crowd.
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“Beca!” Amy is the first person she encounters.
Of course.
She is immediately picked up and twirled around by the blonde. “Where have you been? Oh my god! Have you gotten taller? No! That’s not possible!”
“Amy!” Beca kicks her legs and starts to protest the manhandling but she sees a flash of red hair as she’s being spun around and the words die on her lips.
She starts laughing because jesus christ. It’s been a long day and it feels like she’s been waiting to see that red hair for way too long now. She presses on Amy’s shoulders and frantically wrestles herself out of the tight grip, almost toppling them both over in the process. Amy strings together a few choice expletives and she can hear Stacie muttering something inappropriate but it doesn't stop her.
She bounces right up to her best friend with a smile so wide she thinks her head might explode. “Chlo!”
Chloe’s head whips around and when her eyes land on Beca, her face actually does explode into a display of pure joy. She reaches out and grabs Beca, hooking her arm firmly around the shorter woman’s shoulders to drag her in close.
Chloe's laugh echoes in Beca’s ear and Beca can’t stop her smile from growing impossibly wider as she wraps her arms around the redhead’s waist as best as she can and squeezes back. The scent of fresh laundry and liquor invades her senses and it’s all a little overwhelming but it feels good and she can't help but sink further into it. She lets her body sway back and forth with Chloe's as she breathes her in. Exhilaration and borderline manic happiness taking over in the moment.
“Beca!” Chloe pulls back but keeps her arm firmly around Beca’s shoulder. “Where did you come from!? Where have you been!?” Chloe’s mouth is wide open and the way her eyes are bubbling with excitement reminds Beca of a shaken soda bottle. The look is scary powerful and Beca can’t find it in herself to formulate a response so she just laughs like crazy and brings her cup up from around Chloe's waist to clink it to redhead’s before taking another sip.
Chloe’s eyes stay trained on her as she downs the drink and it makes Beca feel like a shot of Red Bull has been directly injected into her veins. It travels through her entire body with lightning speed and everything inside of her buzzes to life. She crushes the cup in her hand as she continues to drink, eventually cracking it. Remnants of the liquid leak down her arm but she keeps chugging. The atmosphere and the energy of the party has her head spinning and she just wants to let loose. Have fun.
She’s buying time too. Chloe’s presence is taking her to another level of excitement and she doesn’t know how to quite contain it at the moment. It feels like the cup is the only thing anchoring her to sanity at the moment.
“Beca!” Chloe swats the crushed cup straight out of Beca’s hand, the last few drops splashing out when it hits the ground and Beca’s eyes widen but she doesn’t move. Her arm stays frozen in the air, invisible cup still in hand. Mouth still open.
And Chloe smiles.
It’s that mischievous, self-satisfied smile. The same one she used after their shower duet so many years ago.
Beca won't forget that look. It makes her shiver but she smiles back, hand coming back down to squeeze Chloe around the middle again. "You're going to get into trouble tonight." Beca tuts, pretending to be put-off, "I can feel it."
Chloe nods enthusiastically, apparently thrilled by the notion, and moves both hands to Beca's shoulders. It brings the two of them face-to-face and she leans in to speak directly into Beca’s ear. "And you are already in trouble for getting here so late."
Beca’s chest tightens as Chloe pulls back to lock eyes but she keeps herself together. "Is that right?"
"Mhmm." Chloe is still nodding, all breezy happiness and cool confidence.
"Well," Beca shrugs, doing her best to appear nonchalant, "what are you gonna do about it?"
Chloe drapes her arms further around Beca’s shoulders, big blinking eyes boring into Beca, “I’m going to dance with you."
Beca’s hands involuntarily squeeze the redhead tighter, fingers eventually pressing into Chloe hard enough that she’s afraid she might leave a mark. She panics momentarily, not wanting to hurt her best friend, but then Chloe’s laugh cuts through the party noise and the redhead is dragging her through a crowd of people back towards familiar faces that instantly start shouting when they see the duo approaching.
“Beca!”
“Chloe!”
“Bloe!”
“What’s up bitches?!”
“Where were you guys!?”
Beca dodges Amy’s swinging arms as Chloe continues to pull her into the circle of Bellas but all of her ducking and dodging distracts her right into Stacie’s waiting hands.
“DJ!” Stacie shouts, squishing Beca’s cheeks and before Beca can react, Stacie starts moving in with puckered lips. There’s nothing Beca can do because one of her hands is still wrapped up in Chloe’s and the other is no match for Stacie’s strength so she braces for the onslaught coming her way, eyes shut and lips sucked in.
But it never comes.
Instead of sloppy Stacie kisses, Beca feels herself being pulled out of the taller woman’s grasp. She sees a flash of red and green and her favorite smile and she lets herself collide with the person reining her in. Hands squish her cheeks again but this time, she doesn’t even consider trying to fight them off. Instead, she wraps her arms around Chloe and returns the smile, letting everything around her disappear because Chloe leans in and peppers her face with kisses that match the beat of the song and the thump of her heart.
It makes Beca feel giddy.
Goofy.
Like she’s already had too much to drink but she knows that can’t be.
And really, in the moment, Beca honestly doesn't care what the reason is.
What the feeling is.
All she knows is that Chloe is here and everything feels perfect so she grabs on tighter and pulls Chloe in closer. Squeezing and laughing like a crazy person.
"You're insane! You know that, right?!" She's borderline shouting to be heard over the music.
Chloe pulls back just long enough to look directly at Beca. Eyes dancing and hands squeezing Beca's shoulders tightly. She mutters a quick, "mhmm" and leans in again, bright blue eyes crossing briefly as they come nose-to-nose.
It makes Beca chuckle.
"I know." Chloe mumbles the words and kisses the tip of Beca's nose.
Beca takes a deep breath and lets the tingling feeling take over as the beat drops and she falls into step with Chloe.
#bechloe#bechloe fanfic#bechloe fanfiction#pitch perfect fanfiction#pitch perfect fanfic#becha mitchell#chloe beale
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deathly hallows book moments
warning: this one’s a rollercoaster ride of emotions, read at your own risk.
‘the idea of a teenage dumbledore was simply odd, like trying to imagine a stupid hermione or a friendly blast-ended skrewt.’
“i don’t think you’re a waste of space.”
‘he felt like asking them to show a little more respect for his privacy as they all began stripping off with impunity, clearly much more at ease with displaying his body than they would have been with their own.’
ron: why do i have to clean my room?
mrs weasley: !!! WEDDING !!!
ron: theyre not getting married in my damn bedroom
“we’re coming with you. that was decided months ago—years, really.”
“if i picked up a sword right now, ron, and ran you through with it, i wouldn’t damage your soul at all.”
“which would be a real comfort to me, i’m sure”
harry waking up on his birthday forgetting he was 17
“accio glasses!” although they were only around a foot away, there was something immensely satisfying about seeing them zoom towards him, at least until they poked him in the eye.
ron giving harry a book called twelve fail-safe ways to charm witches for his birthday
“i’ve learned a lot. you’d be surprised, it’s not all about wandwork, either.”
‘the rest of her speech was lost; harry had got up and hugged her. he tried to put a lot of unsaid things into the hug and perhaps she understood them’
“are you planning to follow a career in magical law, miss granger?”
“no i’m not, i’m hoping to do some good in the world!”
“it’s time you learned some respect!”
“it’s time you earned it”
hermione: when we were little we heard stories like snow white and cinderella
ron: what’s that, an illness?
harry: rip me i never got read any stories
“a brutal triple murder by the bridegroom’s mother might put a bit of a damper on the wedding.”
“merlin’s beard, what is xenophilius lovegood wearing? he looks like an omelette.” excuse me why wasn’t auntie muriel like this in the film
“he used to down an entire bottle of firewhisky, then run on to the dance floor, hoist up his robes and start pulling bunches of flowers out of his—”
“yes, he sounds a real charmer”
harry suggesting that xenophilius lovegood’s deathly hallows necklace is the cross-section of the head of a crumple-horned snorkack
“vot is the point of being an international quidditch player if all the good-looking girls are taken?”
‘harry heard her mutter a suggestion as to where ron could stick his wand instead.’
harry reading lily’s letter and noticing that they wrote their g’s the same way as each other, i’m sobbing
‘the letter was an incredible treasure, proof that lily potter had lived, really lived’
KREACHER’S GODDAMN TALE
kreacher hitting mundungus over the head with a saucepan “perhaps just one more, master harry, for luck?”
“if anyone shouldn’t go, it’s harry, he’s got a ten thousand galleon price on his head—”
“fine, i’ll stay here, let me know if you ever defeat voldemort, won’t you?”
‘with a twinge of regret that had nothing to do with food, harry imagined the house-elf busying himself over the steak and kidney pie that harry, ron and hermione would never eat.’
‘not knowing or caring that their living son stood so near, his heart still beating, alive because of their sacrifice and close to wishing, at this moment, that he was sleeping under the snow with them.’
the sign outside the wreckage of the potters’ house, covered with messages left for harry
the child who had the nerve to say “nice costume, mister!” to mr tom riddle the dark lord voldemort, what an icon
“after you left, she cried for a week. probably longer, only she didn’t want me to see. there were loads of nights when we never even spoke to each other. with you gone… she’s like my sister, i love her like a sister and i reckon she feels the same way about me. it’s always been like that. i thought you knew.”
“you’ve sort of made up for it tonight, getting the sword. finishing off the horcrux. saving my life.”
“that makes me sound a lot cooler than i was”
“stuff like that always sounds cooler than it really was, i’ve been trying to tell you that for years.”
ron single-handedly fighting off five snatchers by telling them he was stan shunpike
“he must’ve known i’d run out on you.”
“no, he must’ve known you’d always want to come back.”
“i just think it’s a bit spookier if it’s midnight!”
“yeah, because we really need a bit more fear in our lives”
“death’s got an invisibility cloak?”
“so he can sneak up on people, sometimes he gets bored of running at them, flapping his arms and shrieking…”
luna decorating her bedroom ceiling with paintings of her friends (i’m not crying, you are)
POTTERWATCH
“we’re all human, aren’t we? every human life is worth the same, and worth saving.”
“i’d tell him we’re all with him in spirit, and i’d tell him to follow his instincts, which are good and nearly always right.”
hagrid throwing a ‘support harry potter’ party
“the fact remains he can move faster than severus snape confronted with shampoo when he wants to”
“no! you can have me, keep me!” this book went from making me smile to shattering my heart in around three pages
‘hermione was screaming again: the sound went through harry like physical pain.’
ron’s ‘passable imitation of wormtail’s wheezy voice’
“so young, to be fighting so many.”
‘ron said, “blimey, a baby!” as if he had never heard of such a thing before.’
‘he seemed set on course to become just as reckless a godfather to teddy lupin as sirius black had been to him.’
“he was never free, never, the night that your brother died he drank a potion that drove him out of his mind. he started screaming, pleading with someone who wasn’t there… it was torture to him, if you’d seen him then, you wouldn’t say he was free.”
“i’m going to keep going until i succeed—or i die. don’t think i don’t know how this might end. i’ve known it for years.”
“i got this one for asking her how much muggle blood she and her brother have got.”
“blimey, neville, there’s a time and a place for getting a smart mouth.”
“yeah, well, food’s one of the five exceptions to gamp’s law of elemental transfiguration,” said ron, to general astonishment.
“why would harry potter try to get inside ravenclaw tower? potter belongs in my house!”
‘harry heard a little strain of pride in her voice, and affection for minerva mcgonagall gushed up inside him.’
harry using the cruciatus curse on amycus in front of mcgonagall because “he spat at you”
mcgonagall dueling snape and sending a swarm of daggers at him
“where’s professor snape?”
“he has, to use the common phrase, done a bunk” minerva i love you
neville throwing mandrakes over the walls
“is this the moment? OI! there’s a war going on here!”
“i know, mate, so it’s now or never, isn’t it?”
‘and percy was shaking his brother, and ron was kneeling beside them, and fred’s eyes stared without seeing, the ghost of his last laugh still etched upon his face.’
‘a herd of galloping desks thundered past, shepherded by a sprinting professor mcgonagall.’
harry stunned the death eater as they passed: malfoy looked around, beaming, for his saviour, and ron punched him from under the cloak. “and that’s the second time we’ve saved your life tonight, you two-faced bastard!”
trelawney using crystal balls to knock out death eaters ‘with a movement like a tennis serve’
“are you a wizard, or what?”
“you must kill me.”
“would you like me to do it now? or would you like a few moments to compose an epitaph?”
‘this cold-blooded walk to his own destruction would require a different kind of bravery.’
‘he was tiny in death.’
‘he felt he would have given all the time remaining to him for just one last look at them; but then, would he ever have had the strength to stop looking?’
“we’re all going to keep fighting, harry. you know that?”
“i am sorry too, sorry i will never know him… but he will know why i died and i hope he will understand. i was trying to make a world in which he could live a happier life.”
“until the very end”
“this is, as they say, your party.” harry had no idea what this meant; dumbledore was being infuriating.
“it is a curious thing, harry, but perhaps those who are best suited to power are those who have never sought it.”
“do not pity the dead, harry. pity the living, and, above all, those who live without love.”
“of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?”
‘the scream was the more terrible because he had never expected or dreamed that professor mcgonagall could make such a sound.’
ron breaking voldemort’s silencing charm “he beat you!”
“i’ll join you when hell freezes over, dumbledore’s army!”
harry calling voldemort tom riddle like “yes, i dare”
‘tom riddle hit the floor with a mundane finality, his body feeble and shrunken’ where please, movies?
‘mcgonagall had replaced the house tables, but nobody was sitting according to house anymore’
peeves’ song voldy’s gone mouldy
‘tears were sliding down from behind the half-moon spectacles into the long silver beard, and the pride and the gratitude emanating from him filled harry with the same balm as phoenix song.’
harry FIXING HIS DAMN WAND
“i’ve had enough trouble for a lifetime.”
“if you’re not in gryffindor, we’ll disinherit you, but no pressure.”
albus complaining that everyone is staring and ron being like “it’s me. i’m extremely famous.”
‘the scar had not pained harry for nineteen years. all was well.’
#deathly hallows is the best book and i am not taking criticism on this#congratulations if your eyes are still dry#hp book moments#deathly hallows#harry potter books#harry potter quotes#hp textpost
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sappy "i've loved my spesh for a year now" post
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one year ago today, i got into twrp.
that's not to say i wasnt familiar with them before june 3rd, 2019. my big love was nsp, so i very much knew and appreciated them! i remember when nsp played on conan i was so happy for all of them and hoped twrp was getting just as much credit as nsp because they totally deserve it! i remember listening to guardians of the zone a couple years back in david's car and latching onto rock n roll best friends (my first favorite twrp song and still one of my faves!) and listening to that a lot. i remember the third starbomb album coming out last april and thinking, wow, this is definitely their best album musically because of twrp's instrumentation! and of course, like everyone else, i was obsessed with starlight brigade when the video came out, and recognized it was twrp's song featuring dan, not just a dan project. but i didn't have their names memorized, and for whatever reason, i thought they were all silent performers? like, i thought none of them talked and sung only talked/performed with talkbox. (i mean, i was like 60% right? at least at the time.)
on this day last year, i was showing my best friend arin and suzy's (gg) hot pepper gaming videos and then i noticed twrp's in the related videos. i was like oh my gosh! i didn't know twrp did one of these! and you can imagine my surprise when sung and meouch started talking fhfhdjdlfj i was literally like WAIT THEY TALK??? I REALLY THOUGHT NONE OF THEM TALKED. it's always really funny to look back on. and even though they spent most of that video suffering i thought they were so funny and likeable that i was like. maybe i should finally actually get into twrp.
and holy shit.
there's so much to twrp that i know i didn't do it all in a day. it's hard for me to get used to a band by listening to all their music once, so i took it album by album. i started with guardians of the zone, because i was already very familiar with it. listened to that on loop for a while, then moved onto together through time since it was their most recent album at the time. then, i went backwards from there.
i searched for all the lore i could. i read wiki pages, spent literal hours reading reddit AMAs, watched every video on their youtube channel and the hour long compilation of their instagram videos. this all took place over the span of like? a few days? a week? it's hard to say really. i fell so fast.
from that point on, i have so many stories, we would be here all day. i remember listening to believe in your dreams on repeat the day i became a d*sney trainer, and the literal day after that, they released hidden potential. then of course, the release of return to wherever, which i listened to nonstop for ages. the album is my jam because i love albums with a cohesive theme and songs that blend into each other. it's hard to beat together through time, but rtw comes really close.
i saw them for the first time live on july 30th, 2019. unfortunately, something happened that night that changed my life for the worse. but that wasn't twrp's fault at all. the show itself was incredible. i'd never been to a general admission concert of one of my faves, it was absolutely surreal that they were all right in front of me. and of course, they put on a hell of a show. they always do. god, i love them.
on august 9th 2019, i went to my first sung stream. it was a party stream and i'm on the east coast, so i stayed up until 3 AM to hear sung give me my first talkbox shoutout. i recorded it and still have the video. it made me smile in the early part of a very dark time in my life.
i made a lot of friends in that stream, we all shared twitters and i'm still friends/mutuals with all of them! and i've only made more friends since, especially at nsp10. nsp10 was incredible for many reasons, but a big one was that the three hours my fiancé and i were waiting outside the venue to be let in, we were just walking around saying hi to my twrp friends, meeting a bunch of them for the first time. and i made new friends! i remember standing in a group, shivering in my heart boner cosplay, and one of the guys saying "you're artie, right? i follow you on twitter, i love your cosplay!" he seemed like he was really gathering the courage to say it to me, he had no idea how happy it would make me! (shoutout to logan! you're awesome!)
really, if any of my twrp friends are reading this, i love you to pieces. meeting you has definitely been a high point of the last 365 days.
again, i have so many stories. but since this is already so long i'm just gonna cut to march 5th, 2020. that was the night i met them. now, i'm not a shy person at all, and over the past few years i haven't really been very socially anxious. i'm able to carry myself in conversation, even with strangers. but i've never met a fave before. let alone four faves at once. so, naturally, everything i had planned on saying completely left my brain. but they're literally the best, so it was still an absolute dream. the first thing sung said when he saw me was "hey you look great!" (my outfit was clearly inspired by his own, fancy orange hat and all, so he probs wanted to Respect The Drip but he was right regardless and also HOLY SHIT) and i had my baby porg gary with me (the sunshine of my life) and they all interacted with him and it was super wholesome.
they played two nights in orlando, and i went to both shows because of course i did. first night was great, second night was even better even though that was my GA show. they played life party on night 2, which might as well be my favorite song of all time. it has carried me through every bad moment since i first heard it. big and small. i have a lyric from it tattoo'd on my arm as a constant reminder that i'm alive, and that is something to be ecstatic about. i also had more room to dance and move around on night 2, and dance and move around i did. then, when the show was over and scatman played, i got out everything else i had. august-november 2019 was actual hell for me, and i was still dealing with the aftermath of it all. but that concert high made me realize, holy shit! all of it is over! it doesn't matter anymore! twrp carried me through one of the roughest periods of my life, and met me at the finish line with a fucking gold medal. i fucking did it. now i have none of the bad, and all of the good. it was one of the best feelings i've ever had, and one of the happiest nights of my life.
since then, twrp continues to keep me going. of course the world has been a total shitshow, but everyone's streams (especially the twrp show) have been the highlight of my week every week.
i've always considered myself a very positive person, but last year was a very bad year for my depression, as well as traumatic at times. and i've always had problems feeling understood. i still do. but twrp said hey! literally nobody understands us. not even ourselves! but that's okay! we want you to be happy and feel loved and supported no matter what. and i really can't thank them enough for it.
this part is mostly for another longer post, but i wanted to mention it since it's also really important. i fully came to terms with being a mlm last year after years of compulsory heterosexuality, and twrp played a big part in me exploring and accepting that about myself. and i was already very secure in my gender identity when i found them, but hearing "this song goes out to all the ladies, fellas, and everyone in between" shook me to my very core. i've never loved a band that literally said "shoutout to trans/nb people" at every concert. god. i love them so fucking much.
so this was even longer than i expected (and i expected it to be long bc yknow. spesh.) but i just have so much love and gratitude for this band. every day of my life i'm so thankful that doctor sung, commander meouch, lord phobos, and havve hogan exist and are spreading all this love and positivity to their fans every day. i've never loved a band like this, and i probably never will. they are truly special.
and it's only been a year!!!!
#artie.txt#twrp#this is super long but if you care about me and twrp and how they've impacted me#then here ya go
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for that!!! pairing meme thing, how about bingle? i know it's been a Hot Minute but your art of them is how I discovered you :>
aw! sorry it’s been so long since i drew them, but im glad you stuck with me for so long :’)
(i think you mean the character asks since that’s the only thing i reblogged so imma just do them both separately)
Google:
Fav thing about them: i think google irl was one of the first sketches of mark’s that i watched way back in middle school before i was actively involved in the fandom. it was one of my favorite sketches that he did and later on i watched google gets an upgrade which is what prompted me to watched the rest of his sketches and join the fandom lol. but about the character himself, i think…i dunno he’s just a really fun character to play around with. the robotic/glitchy aesthetic, his personality, his design, etc were all really fun elements to play around with whenever i drew him and bing. plus i liked mark’s voice and acting in his videos :3
Least fav thing: while i respect that google is technically matthias’s character, i am kinda bummed that that means mark can’t just do whatever he likes with him and thus he prob won’t have the freedom to include him in content as much as his other egos, like him including bing in the calendar but not googs even tho i feel like google is more popular. i mean im just assuming that’s why he doesn’t use him much. that and the fact that i know he just doesn’t wanna do content with him, compared to dark/wil. which again i completely respect his decisions.
Fav Line: “nobody actually loves you. you’re just default.”
brOTP: him/bing, him/bing/yandere, him/dark/host (the edgelords)
OTP: bingle!!!!
nOTP: cant remember seeing many google ships but p much anything romantically besides bingle
Random headcanon: not my original idea but i really like incorporating actual irl google features into his character. like him being able to navigate really well (google maps), or being able to speak almost every single language, albeit badly (google translate), etc.
Unpopular opinion: he’s the defective one!! not bing!!!! he’s literally glitching constantly right up until he updates himself in ggau!!!! bing is “default” but he’s not defective, at least not anymore than his search engine is. google only said that bc ppl irl prefer google (the search engine) over bing. that was the joke. bing, as an android (or whatever they are in universe), is fully functional, unlike google who couldn’t even complete his primary objective (the thing he was made to do!!) without completely breaking down. he just uses this to his advantage to make himself seem intimidating (like dark and his screaming), so maybe ppl see it more as a feature rather than a bug, yknow?
Song I associate: ???
Fav Pic: cliobaep makes too many arts of him that it’s hard to pick just one but this bingle fusion is pretty heckin good
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Bing:
Fav thing about them: i really like his dynamic with google and also his personality + video were really funny. bing really is just a personification of mark’s dumbass.
Least fav thing: ???
Fav Line: “you know what people use me for is more than porn it’s n- it’s not just [weird fucking noise] not that, not that.”
brOTP: bingle, bing/yandere/google, him/chase brody
OTP: bingle, yanbing (i hadn’t originally liked it romantically, i just liked platonic yanbingle bc i hc that bing/google were the only two that could understand yan, but shibasus/fennecsus’s art of them was just too cute)
nOTP: anything besides bingle/yanbing, romantic bing/chase
Random headcanon: he’s a surfer! i know shakas aren’t like exclusive to hawai’i and ppl do it on the mainland sometimes but still it’s something i see around here all the time and associate with home (even if i personally don’t even like surfing), so i’m gonna latch onto it whenever i see it. also skateboarding isn’t too far off from surfing anyway.
Unpopular opinion: bing kicks dogs and yall are just cowards for not wanting to accept that ur baby boy is canonically a Bastard
Song I associate: ???
Fav Pic: i don’t really have time to go look for it cuz i gotta go someplace soon but that one au that cliobaep did of idol google/fanboy bing. that one is super cute… :’3
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Season 1 Episode 2 - Valiant
- ik for a fact that this one is the episode with the asshhoole. not bc i recognised it from the title but perhaps it was because i recognised it from the title u got me there
- i always go to mr clean too when i want protection, val, ur not alone
- yeah, this is harry potter l ma o
- the next thing u know theres a stone that makes arthur live forever and the snakes start joining into one and growing bigger until a phoenix (im dibbing on kilgie here), pops their corneas out
- DAMN DON'T KILL UR DEALER WHERE U GONNA GET THE NEW SHIT FROM NEXT TIME SMH VALIANT
- okay but who names their son valiant
- he was probably named valerie and didnt like it so he said “woah imma be valiant like courage, thats sick”
- that was probably his superhero persona as a child ngl
- no, shev, no respect for val stop doing this
- merlin in armour, what a fucking bLESiSNG GIVING ME THIS RIGHT ON THE SPOT BBC KNOWS WHATS GOOD
- ok a y but hear me out, merlins a servant. i have not seen any of these servants been asked to train with the royals??? like in the sense where it helps the servant train as well?? and the FIRST thing arthur does with merlin as his servant is train with him. not only is arthur a huge JOCK, he’s not using his manservant properly
- neverfuckingmind “most servants collapse after the first blow”, so it seems to be arthur likes to train with his servants. now that in itself is a question to be asked, but is he the only royal who trains with his servants??? how did this man survive on his own without a personal servant until merlin??? did he have a personal servant??? was it just regular servants?? who are those other servants he trained with??? did arthur just say hey lets go to the field in the morning, put on armour and let’s have a fun time?? UNLESS merlin literally just took someones job away from them kmao
- also my mind went right to the gutter guys, ngl, it sounded like an innuendo. it had me quaking i wish i was one of those servants
- “we all have our duties, even arthur” “it must be so tough for him, all the *hesitates* girl, all the glory”
- so we probably get at least 1 out of every 2 episodes where there’s a scene with merlin dressing arthur in his armour. bring the popcorn, lads.
- MORGANA LOOKING LIKE A FRICKEN SNACK
- the reigning champion is arthur, wonder fucking w h y
- valiant is in fucking mustard, while arthur is fucking ketchup idk why i thought of that but it happened. my literature teacher always told me to look for symbolisms. guess we found one guys.
- merlin after hating on arthur for the past episode is literally just cheering arthur on like a good husband he is
- did ARTHUR JUST SNICKER AT MERLINS “CREEP” LMAO DON'T TRY AND HIDE IT BY HUFFING AT HIM AFTERWARDS YOU FUCKING GOOF
- omg he hid it by telling merlin to do a full novel of chores
- AND MERLIN DOES IT WITH MAGIC A PAIR OF GOOFS
- “are you using magic again” “no” merlin ffs he just saw you use magic, while the items fell and landed right in front of him while you didn’t move at aLL. they are nOT BLIND
- “very aggressive style” I MEAN SURE UTHER
- valerie be fuckboying morgana lmao with a “i saw you watching” and a, “then i will give everything to win the tournament”
- i wish this show was set in the early 2000s so i can see val in low sweatpants, a backwards cap with gelled spiky hair and cheap neon sunglasses (maybe even some gold teeth just for kicks), while hes trying to rap 50 cents or make a mixtape of brit pop songs. bc yes.
- honestly im loving my 2000 fuckboy au. gonna make an ao3 after this.
- of course merlin would be the one to find out the magic shit in valiants room, it just lures him. AND OF COURSE VALIANT IS THERE
- i'm so fucking glad arthur looks confused as to how merlin did what he asked. when u have this kind of hubby, arthur, its amazing what things he can do.
- i dont know why theres dramatic music as merlin put armour on arthur but im living for it
- “is it my imagination or are you beginning to enjoy yourself?” merlin doesn't know what to say to that bc he’s turning gay and doesn't know if that counts as enjoying oneself when the one you are gay for is the asshole prince
- typically enough, valiant and arthur never fight except for the finale. like with all conveniences in place, youd expect them to have at least fought at some point with as much knights as there to determine the final two but no, just the finale. k.
- this poor fucking purple knighted bloke didn’t need to be fucking demonstrated on, val. like you didn't need to kill him?? that could have blown ur cover
- DID NOBODY SEE THAT??? DID NOBODY SEE THE FUCKING SNAKES???
- oooh merlin found out what happened everyone gonna be fucked. nobody harms arthur is he has something to say about it
- if someone starts off a sentence with “i just saw someones snakes on their shield come alive” nobody would fucking believe you, merls. but given the fact that magic exist… mhh maybe it wouldn’t be too absurd. but ppl apparently are thick as hell
- “why were you in his chambers” well i know how id explain if i was in valiants chambers ;)
- jk i dont fall for this toxic shit
- imagine getting paid as an actor just just lie down there like this poisoned kid. “yeah, id like to audition for ewan’s role???” “why are you lying on the ground?”
- i hate those tropes where it's like “i know how to tell someones bad, here’s proof” and then nobody believes you and tells you you’re lying and should die or whatever but then you kNOW IT'S THE FUCKIN TRUTH BITCH that trope gives me damn anxiety >:((
- yes merlin, fucking slash the shield with your sword. i'm sure that's how it works. im sure it will kill the snakes.
- HOWA RE THE SNAKES ALIVE WITHOUT VAL SAYING “ISHNAHASHAHI”
- i think val would know that you cut off the snake’s head, merls, just saying. ur were the oNLY ONE.
- TELL ARTHUR WHAT??? “I CUT A SNAKE”
- EXACLTY ONG THAT'S WHAT MERLIN FUCKING SAID I WAS RIGHT LMAO
- ARTHUR BELEIVED HIM I'M FUCKING LIVING BUT IK WHAT HAPPENS AND AHH
- uhhh the anxiety is rolling up boys
- ewan is mcfuckingdead
- snake be sliding in like a hoe on a business
- bfehfjdjfskf i hate this part
- arthur's pride, merlin’s pride, fuck me
- i'm not even gonna write this part, it breaks my fragile heart when arthur sees the look of people not believing him, especially his dad, and merlin seeing how arthur doesn't trust him anymore like prepare the eulogies girlies
- okay but if arthur is struck and gaius has the antidote?? arthur aint gonna die technically
- but now val knows merlin knows
- AND MERLIN INTERVENES
- why are royals so bitchy towards servants. like they do their best to help you??? they are loyal to you and are paid there to serve you and are often very kind, generous, passive, understanding people??? yet merlin interrupts uther and he fucking sends him to the pit
- VAL YOU ASS LMAO DON'T HURT MY SON’S PRIDE
- he said allegations like four times, yes uther we know ur vocab is shining with intellect but seriously, there’s other synonyms that could still be acceptable and still sound fancy
- quick search on google bc my mind doesnt roll fast enough: claim, assertion, charge, accusation, declaration, statement, contention, deposition, argument, affirmation. see daddy uther, not hard to look up.
- forget they didnt have internet whoopsies
- :((( arthur doesn't trust merlin anymore
- the husbands FIGHT
- not just a banter petty fight, this is a huge fight
- SACKING MERLIN DON'T FUCKING SACK MERLIN YOU GOOF
- TRUST UR HUBBY
- FUCK
- I'M GONNA CRY AND IT'S ONLY EPISODE TWO
- I'M HAVING EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS CONCERNING MY TWO BOYS
- GUYS IM NOT OKAy
- its been 2 minutes after i wrote that last sentence, and i am now okay
- “a half cannot truly hate that which makes it whole” iconic as hell. so many things could be said about that quote. either for innuendo purposes, love purposes, destiny purposes, how long it took me to say it right, just so many purposes man. it’s just iconic.
- merlin looks absolutely done with kilgaharama’s shit
- “just give me a straight answer” seems like kilgarass here is being too gay for merlin
- gwen already knows merlin’s the heroin of the series, saying everyone knows it's merlin who will save the day. but same tbh
- i dunno if this is like me or not but it says her nickname is gwyn in the subtitles but im typing it as gwen which i thought was how u wrote it, even if her full name is gwynevere but like gwen has a ring to it while gwyn sounds like gwin or smth and i dunno which one is right so ill just leave it alone ahjsjfk
- MORGANA HAS VISIONS WE ALREADY KNOW WHERE THIS GOES SHES MAGIC ISNT SHE HAHAHAHAUHD
- merlin trying one last time to convince his husband not to die, but at least this time arthur knows he’s up for val’s magic and is like “k iloveyou but i have to do this for the country not just bc of pride and thinking val is not magic”
- staring into the fire like he’s hoping it would suck him up into the void, not only is merlin a now confirmed emo, so is fucking arthur it seems. perfect for one another i'm telling you
- eerie music as morgana enters… wha suddenly i can't read
- i thought at first morgana and arthur were gonna end up together cause of the fucking weird tension going on and i was prepared to be disfuckinggusted but no! the show and producers actually put my expectations away and helped me see that it wasn’t going in that direction! thank fucking god!
- k but arthur looks majestic in his gear im just a huge bi
- “don’t go into my room” he says then gaius peaks in and almost gets mauled by a large chihuahua
- me too val, id step on someone's toes then fuck them up with an undercut. thats the bad bitch way to go. unless it for arthur, then val hahaha you can go fuck yourself
- no one sees mErLin??
- but they now see the snakes smh fakes
- “what are you doing? i didn't summon you” i don't think that will work val cause you didn't say it with a serpent tongue, it has to sound more like “shhashhwhat ahhssare hiisssyou iisshhaadoing?”
- okay but i thought arthur was impaled for a half second until he started to talk then i screamed that he was aight and he would now believe merlin
- uther better give merlin an apology
- arthur just said he wouldnt
- but still uther BETTER APOLOGISE TO FUCKING MERLIN
- “yknow i wish valiant was escorting me” “me too” i thought for a fricken moment arthur wished valiant would have escorted HIM. i'm dying.OMG
- “i wanted to say i made a mistake. it was unfair to sack you.” “don’t worry about it. buy me a drink and we’ll call it even.” DID YOU JUST SAY WHAT I THINK YOU JUST SAID MERLIN YOU SLY DOG OMG
- “i can’t really be seen to be buying drinks for my servant.” so if he wasn’t ur servant?? you’d say yes?? they are so fucking gay i can't anymore
- yeah, i literally fucking can't
#merlin#merlin bbc#merthur#s1#this is early bc well it was already written#peeps up for the next one boys#tho its not done#expect it in a few days oop#s1.2
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This PTG 5th anniversary is getting me through feelings I didn't think I was going to feel anymore.
After everything that happened with Z* and 1dead I was for sure so so so done with "boy bands" and "boy groups". By the time they "took a break" and B** was gaining popularity in western culture I was so done with everything because I swore noone would make me feel like I did back when I was 14/15, I was so sure about it that I intentionally didn't listen to kpop because I was being edgy and "too grown up" and then my sister showed me PTG and I was at first like, okay, they don't sound too bad, Daisy was such a good song and then I started to see some of their interviews and how well they treated each other and I was so drawn to them because how good their chemistry was.
The thing that I valued the most about 1dead was the relationships they had with each other (ofc I liked their music, but it was just a plus). That was the thing that brought me to PTG so eager. I had heard rumors, and of course it can be true and it does happen, about so many idols not being friends or even friendly to one another, and of course you sure don't have to, because being an idol is a job as any other and for the cameras you need to be pristine and be good but it doesn't always look like that. But for me the single thing that picks my interest in kpop is the bond that people have with each other, I don't want to watch people perform and then don't talk with the other, I want to see friendship and companionship because, although it may be something personal, I want to feel how people love each other, I'm a sucker for friendships because I've never had a real friend in my life, because I'm always alone and I don't have bonds with people and THAT is what captivated me the most about PTG, they all look so close to each other, they all seem to genuinely care about one another, and that's not something you can fake.
And I know, believe me, that idols aren't always what they seem and PTG might be like that, but there's something so different about the way PTG talks about the members. I've seen so many videos and compilations of idols and groups and they are funny and they treat each other nicely and perhaps they are friends, but nobody has the bond that PTG has, at least for my eyes. I've seen you guys here talking about how PTG never crosses the line, they respect each other so much that if they have anything "negative" to say they try not to be rude or mean. The whole gag about Honk and Kino being those brothers who bicker all the time and Honk being all flustered bc Kino only talks to him about the dance, and you can see how Kino doesn't do it for being mean or evil, and Honk knows it too so that's why he's so grateful for his members, because if something IS wrong they're going to talk about it and try to see what can be done. That's why I DO believe that Hui must be one of the best leaders out there, he's so caring but serious, he has gone through so much but he knew they would become glorious one day, he is something else in this industry, really, nobody is doing it like him.
Every single member in PTG has gained my heart, with everything they do and everything they don't. I may be biased with Changgu and Shinwon and Wooseok and Kino and Hui and Yan An and Yuto and Jinho and Hongseok but they conquered my heart with everything they have shown me so far. I'm so new to PTG dynamics but I can for sure say that what they have is something special and when Jinho sang in RTK "my friends even if time goes by our memories will last forever" that's when I new that I had no return back, that I would be investing my time in a group at the other side of the planet that I may never see in person, but because I can see the friendship that has formed around PTG specially with the stuff that has happened to them I just, I'm so proud and happy to have found them, they've changed my life this eigth months, I'm someone new thanks to them, they helped me through the lowest last year and now I can't be thankful enough for how much Pentagon and One Direction have saved my life.
And then Spring Snow and I cry every time, once I learned the meaning behind it and, oh god, eternal flame and till and... I have felt so much connection with their music, and that's why I keep "comparing" them with 1dead, because FOR ME the music they make has had so much impact on my life, I can't think of myself without Right Now by 1d or without Till... by PTG. I just can't picture myself without them in my life.
I'm just going through so much at the moment and they have their anniversary and I'm so happy and sad and scared about the future... But there's just one thing that I'm absolutely certain about: PENTAGON IS THE KING, THERE'S NO DOUBT.
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Aaron and radu and cat trio?
played slime rancher instead bc sims had an update and i don’t fuck with that
1. Who loves to desserts too much?
From body type it’s simple to see it’s Radu
Avis, poor girl had to live in a cafe smelling all those delicious pastries but never got to eat any. Shaina also loves them and brings them home by the bushel at times
2. Who is the more sensible one?
Aaron, Radu will get drunk and fight a bitch who looks at him wrong
Jehan handles most finances but Shaina won’t let her handle all that alone, she’s the shopkeeper after all. Jehan is the level-headed one though.
3. Who brings home to many plants?
Idk if either, Radu has one plant he focuses on and Aaron respects that
Shaina for herself and Avis to enjoy, Jehan likes them too but forgets to water them so she just has a plastic plant on her desk
4. Who is the more confrontational one?
Radovan
Jehan but only if someone badmouths her ladies
5. How do the celebrate their first child’s first birthday?
Probably at home, have some family and friends over, make a small post into social media
Double birthday for the double babies, but not too big so Avis won’t feel unsafe, invite friends and family (which is a lot) and take pictures
6. Who is the more romantic one?
Local bard Aaron
Shaina, Jehan is just a tad more reclusive. Avis appreciates any and all attention she gets from them.
7. Who whispers sweet nothings into the others ear?
Probably Aaron, to calm down or just because
All do. Mumbling cat pile.
8. Who is the easier one to talk to?
Radu is too mistrustful and reclusive and maybe drunk so Aaron is the guy to go to
Shaina is the outgoing shopkeep who meets and greets any and all who come into her store.
9. Who is more artsy?
Aaron writes and composes songs, Radu does know how to dance but he doesn’t do that much anymore
Maybe Shaina, doodling as she goes.
10. Do they get along with one another’s in laws?
Mariya likes Aaron, it takes the bare minimum to be better than her son’s ex and it also doesn’t take a genius to see this lad is far beyond the bare minimum. She does want to know what’s up, but as long as she stays in contact with Radu, he seems fine and talks to her, she’s fine. She appreciates Aaron also keeping an eye on her boy and keeping him from excessive trouble. As for Radu, he is not exactly the dream son-in-law, but he’s never been bad to his man either. He’s pretty shy though.
Shaina’s parents and siblings love Avis and Jehan, Jehan’s mom loves Shaina and Avis, nobody likes Avis’s parents nor do they like any of the girls.
#space cats usually have big families but jehan has only has her mom#and she's been fine like that#oc stuff#long oc thing
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FROM AFAR - CHAPTER 22
She was still a mess, I’d never seen somebody in that state after drinking. She told me about the meeting and something about Ally not even wearing a bra after being woken up suddenly to the fucking meeting.
Camila (07:59 pm): can i come by?
Camila (07:59 pm): or you want to come here?
Lauren (07:59 pm): come over babe
Lauren (08:00 pm): whichever you prefer
Lauren (08:00 pm): Julia is not coming back any time soon
Lauren (08:00 pm): she was dressing up and i think she’s going out
Camila (08:00 pm): coming
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On the next day, when I took too long to reply to her texts because I was practicing a song, Lauren came to my room and watched me play the guitar, and the best part is that she went there on her own because she missed my company, I guess. I’ve played to my friends countless times before, but in this particular situation Lauren’s eyes were boring into the side of my face as I played, coincidentally, Green Eyes by Coldplay. It felt strange since nobody ever stopped and payed attention before. I dare to say that it felt like one of those romantic movies where someone keeps admiring the other one for something they did but that could just be me deluding myself as always. I liked that, the attention, the feeling that that action mattered enough for someone to stop and listen. I didn’t sing, it was just the melody and Lauren didn’t even like Coldplay, she didn’t know the song. I had learned it a few days back and if you play an instrument you should know that when you learn something new you get addicted to playing it until you can’t stand it anymore, and the fact that Green Eyes was the song at the time was one that I had to secretly enjoy, given that it only made sense to me.
Lauren (10:04 pm): Fuuuuuckk
Camila (10:06 pm): did you find it?
Lauren (10:07 pm): i diiiid
Camila (10:12 pm): I’m making my bed and will be there in a minute
Lauren (10:16 pm): hurry up
Lauren (10:18 pm): do you have any food there?
Lauren (10:18 pm): forget it
Lauren (10:18 pm): i’ll make popcorn
On the other hand, that night wasn’t good for me. I was feeling a little bit odd, like some type of agony was constantly haunting me for some reason and I hated that. Oddly enough, I used to feel like that a lot. Lauren was my only refuge at the time and even she couldn’t take that away from me. On that day her roommate was home and it wouldn’t be nice of me to sleep there, so I just sucked it up and went back to my room to ‘suffer’ alone.
Lauren (1:24 am): do you want me to stay with you?
Lauren (1:24 am): so you won’t have to be alone?
Camila (1:28 am): you don’t need to
Camila (1:28 am): only if you really want to
Camila (1:28 am): i’m heading to bed
Lauren (1:28 am): i worry about you
Lauren (1:28 am): i don’t like to see you like that
Lauren (1:28 am): :(
Camila (1:28 am): neither do i
Camila (1:28 am): but it’ll pass when i sleep
Lauren (1:30 am): if you have your mind full of stuff, idk, try not to think about anything, don’t think about things that will make you feel down, think about good thing, think about how at this time next week we’ll be in orlando haha
Lauren (1:31 am): cheer up, the more you think about how it’s bad the more you’ll be down, you have to change that energy
Lauren (1:31 am): pretty pleeease
Camila (1:32 am): lol
Camila (1:32 am): i told you, it’ll passa when i sleep
Camila (1:32 am): i’m trying not to think of anything
Lauren (1:33 am): okay then
Lauren (1:33 am): i just wanted to cheer you up
Lauren (1:33 am): haha but sometimes i’m not really good at it
Lauren (1:33 am): you know i’m here if you need me, if you’re heading to bed i’m gonna go too, but if you can’t sleep text me and will stay there with you, okay?
Camila (1:34 am): you’re amazing
Camila (1:34 am): i’ll text you, don’t worry
Camila (1:34 am): i have to sleep bc i have to finish the paper tomorrow
Camila (1:35 am): and i’m worried bc i can’t do anything
Lauren (1:35 am): tell me something i don’t know
Camila (1:37 am): i’ll try to sleep
Camila (1:37 am): i’m really worried about tomorrow, bye
Lauren (1:38 am): stop worrying about things
Lauren (1:38 am): you just suffer in anticipation
Lauren (1:38 am): seriously camz, stop that, i’m not kidding now
Lauren (1:38 am): don’t suffer in anticipation, everything will be fine, you’ll manage to do everything in time and you know you can do that
Lauren (1:38 am): rest and stop filling your head with stuff
Lauren (1:38 am): I’m gonna go too
Lauren (1:38 am): PRAY BEFORE YOU SLEEP
Camila (1:39 am): :( :(
Camila (1:40 am): so, i hope tomorrow this feeling will be gone and i manage to do my things
Lauren (1:40 am): it will be gone
Lauren (1:40 am): now don’t talk about that no more
Lauren (1:40 am): have a nice rest
Camila (1:43 am): sleep well
Lauren (1:43 am): you too, miss
Lauren (1:43 am): you know, anything you need just call me
Camila (1:44 am): ok ok
On that eventful night, Pam brought a guy to sleep there. I woke up in the middle of the night just in time to witness their wild sex from my bed. Of course she didn’t know I was awake and I surely tried not to look and not to move the entire time, but I have to say I’ve never felt so disrespected. Not just because she was having sex with me in there, which is just as wrong, but because they were loud and honestly didn’t even care about having another person there. I was aware of these experiences when you live in a dorm, and I wouldn’t say that this could never be me in her place one day, but the way she did it was just disrespectful in so many ways. Let me tell you that one should not be forced to witness a sexual encounter of any kind against their will. She didn’t try to be discrete to not wake me up or just for self respect, for the matter. I woke up so confused and lost until I managed to understand what was happening and staying there until it was all over. They even did it standing right next to my bed. Not to say that I told her before that she could ask for the room if she wanted to bring someone and I would just disappear in a heartbeat. Should’ve known better by then that she would never. Not to mention that after they were done and fell asleep, the guy’s friends were banging at my door and I almost had a heart attack in my sleep and until this day I can’t understand how Ally whose room was just in front of mine or anybody in that hallway for that matter, didn’t wake up with the noise because I can assure you that it seemed like the building was going down. I still can’t figure out what those people in that dorm had in excuse for a brain because it seemed like they were raised in the jungle with wild animals and did not know how to live in society whatsoever. It was the perfect end to a perfect night. If only I had stayed with Lauren…
On the next day I was eager to tell everything to the girls, in detail. I even noticed the stain on the floor right where they were fucking next to my bed. They, of course, told me to tell my mentor about the situation and demand to change rooms. It wasn’t the first time that she messed up and this time was the last drop of water. I wouldn’t say anything to her face though, I would simply move out and not even bother with her presence ever again.
“You should’ve stood up and yelled to scare the shit out of them, that’s what I would do,” said Dinah, who was probably more pissed than me about the whole situation.
“Dinah, I was so fucking scared, I could never do that. All I thought about was to stay put until it was over.”
I wondered for a moment if I was being a prude or something like that, these things happened to a lot of people in college so maybe I was just being an idiot. But all of the girls, including Lauren who was just as dumbfounded as Dinah and Ally, agreed that this was unacceptable, so it made me feel better about myself. In fact, I was probably the most relaxed about everything. I just didn’t want to see Pam in front of me and didn’t want to sleep there again in fear that she would do that again now that she knows I was ‘sleeping’ the entire time and won’t say a word about it. I was also afraid to see Pamela around or even the guy, which I didn’t know whom he was and spent like a month trying to figure out just by the shape of his shadow I saw on that fateful night, because I felt like they knew I knew what they’ve done.
“I just can’t sleep there tonight, can I stay with one of you guys for a while, until we come back from Disney at least?”
“Sure, you can stay with me Camz, I’ll tell Julia about the situation and I’m sure she’ll be fine with that,” Lauren pronounced like I knew she would. On the following days I managed to talk to my mentor and she said she would set up a meeting with some other woman that was supposed to put me somewhere else. We only had less than a week before our trip to Orlando and those specific days were probably among the best ones I’d had since I got there, my sadness and anxiety decreased in frequency and I always had something to look foward, or better yet, someone.
I slept in Lauren’s room everyday, literally glued to her and of course a few make out sessions here and there. My pillow and backpack found a permanent home in the confines of her room. The conversations we had before we drifted to sleep were the best, we would literally spend an hour or so just talking about the most random things, and she usually put some music on too. I even convinced her to listen to John Mayer one day when I was too agitated to sleep and his music would certainly calm me down. I knew Lauren didn’t know him nor did she like his songs and that she always listened to the same music over and over (which bugged me a lot I may add), so it was another proof that she was doing this for me in some way.I remember this kiss where she finished it by distributing numerous little kisses all over my face that made my knees weak and I would have fallen to the floor if I wasn’t laying on the bed. Oh, and that other time she called me a tick, yes, a tick, because I just couldn’t help but cuddle and kiss her.
“Come here, I just wanna be close to you.”
“Camila, go to sleep babe, you always do that,” Lauren said, giggling at the same time. She had her back turned to me and I was just hypnotized by her exposed nape. It was impossible to stay away with her this close to me and I felt like a horny teenager the entire time, but I was honestly just trying to be closer to her. She knew that nothing more than a kiss would happen yet, or so I like to think.
“Well I can’t help it and I can’t help that you don’t like neck kisses.”
“I do like neck kisses, you’re just too much sometimes. You’re like a little tick that keeps cuddling me all the time!”
“I can’t believe you just called me a tick!” And that was my cue to stop and just go to sleep. She seemed like she honestly didn’t want me to do anything and I knew really well when to leave someone to be if what I’m doing or saying is bothering them. Also, she called me a tick when I was just being loving and caring. I wasn’t mad or anything, you just feel a little odd when someone turns you down. I turned to the wall and closed my eyes in a childish attempt to turn down my hormones and thoughts. Also, who doesn’t like neck kisses? I can’t imagine it, can’t relate.
“Camz, come back here! Come on you know I didn’t mean it like that. Come here my little tick.” Lauren was giggling the entire time because of my pretended annoyance and used her baby voice to lessen the damage she had done, and maybe she didn’t want me to leave her alone for real. She tried to pull me back and I think she couldn’t see me fighting the smile that kept trying to land on my lips, but all we got was me turning back from the wall and a few smiles here and there, she had ruined the mood anyway. Those were the best moments where I was truly happy despite all the shit with my roommate, my family, and my unbalanced mental health. Everything was fine and we’d be at Disney soon enough with me and Lauren in the best place we could be. Little did I know…
A/N: yoo it’s been so long. I was just so busy with college and life and had no motivation at all to write this story for so many reasons that i might explain when i finish it (also this 5H x camila drama just makes me want to stay away from this giant mess they’re creating becuase my ot5 heart can’t take it) and I still don’t have any motivation lol but here i am. BUT, on the other hand, i wrote another camren one shot called ‘at first’ based on strangers, i’m really proud of what i did with that and how my writing improved compared to this story, so if you want to, you can check it out here and here. I promise i’ll try to update faster so i can finish this shit asap.
She was still a mess, I’d never seen somebody in that state after drinking. She told me about the meeting and something about Ally not even wearing a bra after being woken up suddenly to the fucking meeting.
Camila (07:59 pm): can i come by?
Camila (07:59 pm): or you want to come here?
Lauren (07:59 pm): come over babe
Lauren (08:00 pm): whichever you prefer
Lauren (08:00 pm): Julia is not coming back any time soon
Lauren (08:00 pm): she was dressing up and i think she’s going out
Camila (08:00 pm): coming
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On the next day, when I took too long to reply to her texts because I was practicing a song, Lauren came to my room and watched me play the guitar, and the best part is that she went there on her own because she missed my company, I guess. I’ve played to my friends countless times before, but in this particular situation Lauren’s eyes were boring into the side of my face as I played, coincidentally, Green Eyes by Coldplay. It felt strange since nobody ever stopped and payed attention before. I dare to say that it felt like one of those romantic movies where someone keeps admiring the other one for something they did but that could just be me deluding myself as always. I liked that, the attention, the feeling that that action mattered enough for someone to stop and listen. I didn’t sing, it was just the melody and Lauren didn’t even like Coldplay, she didn’t know the song. I had learned it a few days back and if you play an instrument you should know that when you learn something new you get addicted to playing it until you can’t stand it anymore, and the fact that Green Eyes was the song at the time was one that I had to secretly enjoy, given that it only made sense to me.
Lauren (10:04 pm): Fuuuuuckk
Camila (10:06 pm): did you find it?
Lauren (10:07 pm): i diiiid
Camila (10:12 pm): I’m making my bed and will be there in a minute
Lauren (10:16 pm): hurry up
Lauren (10:18 pm): do you have any food there?
Lauren (10:18 pm): forget it
Lauren (10:18 pm): i’ll make popcorn
On the other hand, that night wasn’t good for me. I was feeling a little bit odd, like some type of agony was constantly haunting me for some reason and I hated that. Oddly enough, I used to feel like that a lot. Lauren was my only refuge at the time and even she couldn’t take that away from me. On that day her roommate was home and it wouldn’t be nice of me to sleep there, so I just sucked it up and went back to my room to ‘suffer’ alone.
Lauren (1:24 am): do you want me to stay with you?
Lauren (1:24 am): so you won’t have to be alone?
Camila (1:28 am): you don’t need to
Camila (1:28 am): only if you really want to
Camila (1:28 am): i’m heading to bed
Lauren (1:28 am): i worry about you
Lauren (1:28 am): i don’t like to see you like that
Lauren (1:28 am): :(
Camila (1:28 am): neither do i
Camila (1:28 am): but it’ll pass when i sleep
Lauren (1:30 am): if you have your mind full of stuff, idk, try not to think about anything, don’t think about things that will make you feel down, think about good thing, think about how at this time next week we’ll be in orlando haha
Lauren (1:31 am): cheer up, the more you think about how it’s bad the more you’ll be down, you have to change that energy
Lauren (1:31 am): pretty pleeease
Camila (1:32 am): lol
Camila (1:32 am): i told you, it’ll passa when i sleep
Camila (1:32 am): i’m trying not to think of anything
Lauren (1:33 am): okay then
Lauren (1:33 am): i just wanted to cheer you up
Lauren (1:33 am): haha but sometimes i’m not really good at it
Lauren (1:33 am): you know i’m here if you need me, if you’re heading to bed i’m gonna go too, but if you can’t sleep text me and will stay there with you, okay?
Camila (1:34 am): you’re amazing
Camila (1:34 am): i’ll text you, don’t worry
Camila (1:34 am): i have to sleep bc i have to finish the paper tomorrow
Camila (1:35 am): and i’m worried bc i can’t do anything
Lauren (1:35 am): tell me something i don’t know
Camila (1:37 am): i’ll try to sleep
Camila (1:37 am): i’m really worried about tomorrow, bye
Lauren (1:38 am): stop worrying about things
Lauren (1:38 am): you just suffer in anticipation
Lauren (1:38 am): seriously camz, stop that, i’m not kidding now
Lauren (1:38 am): don’t suffer in anticipation, everything will be fine, you’ll manage to do everything in time and you know you can do that
Lauren (1:38 am): rest and stop filling your head with stuff
Lauren (1:38 am): I’m gonna go too
Lauren (1:38 am): PRAY BEFORE YOU SLEEP
Camila (1:39 am): :( :(
Camila (1:40 am): so, i hope tomorrow this feeling will be gone and i manage to do my things
Lauren (1:40 am): it will be gone
Lauren (1:40 am): now don’t talk about that no more
Lauren (1:40 am): have a nice rest
Camila (1:43 am): sleep well
Lauren (1:43 am): you too, miss
Lauren (1:43 am): you know, anything you need just call me
Camila (1:44 am): ok ok
On that eventful night, Pam brought a guy to sleep there. I woke up in the middle of the night just in time to witness their wild sex from my bed. Of course she didn’t know I was awake and I surely tried not to look and not to move the entire time, but I have to say I’ve never felt so disrespected. Not just because she was having sex with me in there, which is just as wrong, but because they were loud and honestly didn’t even care about having another person there. I was aware of these experiences when you live in a dorm, and I wouldn’t say that this could never be me in her place one day, but the way she did it was just disrespectful in so many ways. Let me tell you that one should not be forced to witness a sexual encounter of any kind against their will. She didn’t try to be discrete to not wake me up or just for self respect, for the matter. I woke up so confused and lost until I managed to understand what was happening and staying there until it was all over. They even did it standing right next to my bed. Not to say that I told her before that she could ask for the room if she wanted to bring someone and I would just disappear in a heartbeat. Should’ve known better by then that she would never. Not to mention that after they were done and fell asleep, the guy’s friends were banging at my door and I almost had a heart attack in my sleep and until this day I can’t understand how Ally whose room was just in front of mine or anybody in that hallway for that matter, didn’t wake up with the noise because I can assure you that it seemed like the building was going down. I still can’t figure out what those people in that dorm had in excuse for a brain because it seemed like they were raised in the jungle with wild animals and did not know how to live in society whatsoever. It was the perfect end to a perfect night. If only I had stayed with Lauren…
On the next day I was eager to tell everything to the girls, in detail. I even noticed the stain on the floor right where they were fucking next to my bed. They, of course, told me to tell my mentor about the situation and demand to change rooms. It wasn’t the first time that she messed up and this time was the last drop of water. I wouldn’t say anything to her face though, I would simply move out and not even bother with her presence ever again.
“You should’ve stood up and yelled to scare the shit out of them, that’s what I would do,” said Dinah, who was probably more pissed than me about the whole situation.
“Dinah, I was so fucking scared, I could never do that. All I thought about was to stay put until it was over.”
I wondered for a moment if I was being a prude or something like that, these things happened to a lot of people in college so maybe I was just being an idiot. But all of the girls, including Lauren who was just as dumbfounded as Dinah and Ally, agreed that this was unacceptable, so it made me feel better about myself. In fact, I was probably the most relaxed about everything. I just didn’t want to see Pam in front of me and didn’t want to sleep there again in fear that she would do that again now that she knows I was ‘sleeping’ the entire time and won’t say a word about it. I was also afraid to see Pamela around or even the guy, which I didn’t know whom he was and spent like a month trying to figure out just by the shape of his shadow I saw on that fateful night, because I felt like they knew I knew what they’ve done.
“I just can’t sleep there tonight, can I stay with one of you guys for a while, until we come back from Disney at least?”
“Sure, you can stay with me Camz, I’ll tell Julia about the situation and I’m sure she’ll be fine with that,” Lauren pronounced like I knew she would. On the following days I managed to talk to my mentor and she said she would set up a meeting with some other woman that was supposed to put me somewhere else. We only had less than a week before our trip to Orlando and those specific days were probably among the best ones I’d had since I got there, my sadness and anxiety decreased in frequency and I always had something to look foward, or better yet, someone.
I slept in Lauren’s room everyday, literally glued to her and of course a few make out sessions here and there. My pillow and backpack found a permanent home in the confines of her room. The conversations we had before we drifted to sleep were the best, we would literally spend an hour or so just talking about the most random things, and she usually put some music on too. I even convinced her to listen to John Mayer one day when I was too agitated to sleep and his music would certainly calm me down. I knew Lauren didn’t know him nor did she like his songs and that she always listened to the same music over and over (which bugged me a lot I may add), so it was another proof that she was doing this for me in some way.I remember this kiss where she finished it by distributing numerous little kisses all over my face that made my knees weak and I would have fallen to the floor if I wasn’t laying on the bed. Oh, and that other time she called me a tick, yes, a tick, because I just couldn’t help but cuddle and kiss her.
“Come here, I just wanna be close to you.”
“Camila, go to sleep babe, you always do that,” Lauren said, giggling at the same time. She had her back turned to me and I was just hypnotized by her exposed nape. It was impossible to stay away with her this close to me and I felt like a horny teenager the entire time, but I was honestly just trying to be closer to her. She knew that nothing more than a kiss would happen yet, or so I like to think.
“Well I can’t help it and I can’t help that you don’t like neck kisses.”
“I do like neck kisses, you’re just too much sometimes. You’re like a little tick that keeps cuddling me all the time!”
“I can’t believe you just called me a tick!” And that was my cue to stop and just go to sleep. She seemed like she honestly didn’t want me to do anything and I knew really well when to leave someone to be if what I’m doing or saying is bothering them. Also, she called me a tick when I was just being loving and caring. I wasn’t mad or anything, you just feel a little odd when someone turns you down. I turned to the wall and closed my eyes in a childish attempt to turn down my hormones and thoughts. Also, who doesn’t like neck kisses? I can’t imagine it, can’t relate.
“Camz, come back here! Come on you know I didn’t mean it like that. Come here my little tick.” Lauren was giggling the entire time because of my pretended annoyance and used her baby voice to lessen the damage she had done, and maybe she didn’t want me to leave her alone for real. She tried to pull me back and I think she couldn’t see me fighting the smile that kept trying to land on my lips, but all we got was me turning back from the wall and a few smiles here and there, she had ruined the mood anyway. Those were the best moments where I was truly happy despite all the shit with my roommate, my family, and my unbalanced mental health. Everything was fine and we’d be at Disney soon enough with me and Lauren in the best place we could be. Little did I know…
A/N: yoo it’s been so long. I was just so busy with college and life and had no motivation at all to write this story for so many reasons that i might explain when i finish it (also this 5H x camila drama just makes me want to stay away from this giant mess they’re creating becuase my ot5 heart can’t take it) and I still don’t have any motivation lol but here i am. BUT, on the other hand, i wrote another camren one shot called ‘at first’ based on strangers, i’m really proud of what i did with that and how my writing improved compared to this story, so if you want to, you can check it out here and here. I promise i’ll try to update faster so i can finish this shit asap.
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Hey for the ask thing, all the questions you're comfortable with answering
oh boy!!! heck yeah fun shit thanks my dude! little did u Kno…… I LOVE oversharing !!! lmao muahahahahaha i’m probably gonna answer all of them thank u for enabling it lmfao
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?
yah on Rly Bad days
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?
like… 3.5? i like the dark but,,, ‘m Scare,,,,,
3. The person you would never want to meet?
Orange Turnip
4. What is your favorite word?
it changes tbh,, hm but i can’t think of any rn!
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?
i’d be….. a nice oak! thicc and full of secrets
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?
i didn’t lmao reflection what’s that
7. What shirt are you wearing?
i’m wearing the dress i wore to work
8. What do you label yourself as?
annoying or boring lmao but also the Goblin King and that is Good
9. Bright room or dark room?
i still don’t know if this is referring to like paint shade or like the amount of light it gets or like if i sleep in a bright room or dark room so like??? *shrug emoji*
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?
i was?? drawing i think
12. Who told you they loved you last?
i think it was @wrenn-frug 💕💖 lov u fren!
13. Your worst enemy?
dunno man probably myself but that sounds cliche so like??? the sun bc it always burns me
14. What is your current desktop picture?
a screenshot from song of the sea!!! lOVE that movie!!!! i’d post it but like?? i don’t think i have it saved anymore or if i do i don’t feel like looking but it’s that one scene where they’re walking thru the pretty field towards the trees and there’s foxes in the corner and she’s playing the shell it’s so pretty,,,,,
15. Do you like someone?
uh yah my cat
16. The last song you listened to?
Young God - Halseygood song lov it,,,,
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
oraNGE TURNIP
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
orange turnip my dude i Hate
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
uh nobody ????
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)
my squishy thighs and my fantastic stretch marks (which have taken me YEARS to accept)
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?
No
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?
????????????? secret???? talent?????? lemme check, ,, , , *reaches into a bag* nope bitch empt y aint got No Talent lmao
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?
okay so like this is really dumb and i partially answered this in this ask abt the flushing toilets @ night thing but like to elaborate and make it even more dumb not only am i afraid to flush toilets @ night bc it’s just rly creepy and loud to me (esp if i’ve been asleep) but like,, , sort of in the same vein of fear is that when i was little my older sister told me that there was a ghost in the toilet and if i don’t flush it’ll get me and like i kno it’s not tru but like,,,,,, Sometimes,,,,,, (i must clarify i’m not scared of toilets themselves but like flushing freaks me out sometimes like @ night or if i don’t flush fast enough lmao don’t look @ me i’m a mess)
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.
Excuse? is this like that i can ONLY eat this sandwich or is it that this is the only sandwich i can ever eat or like i can only ever have one last sandwich bc honestly i’m Not Okay with any of those scenarios no matter how many ingredients i get for the initial creation
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?
Dream daddy dating simulator lmao uh?? also probably more food for archie bc he is Expensive
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?
Ireland probably. always wanted to see ireland
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?
“Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out” like???? no???? if u don’t drink alcohol why would u want a lifetime supply??? unless i could like…. sell it??? whats the Most Expensive kind i’ll just get an unending supply of heavenly Expensive Alcohol to sell for incredibly inflated prices to the rich bc it’s From Heaven and give the money to the poor bc like,,, why not
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
bitches gotta keep they damn opinions to themselves if they can’t respect somebody’s life based on factors they can’t help (race, religion, orientation, gender etc) also no money like We Don’t Need It i’m so tired of Needing money
29. What is your favorite expletive?
Fuck bc u can use it in So Many situations
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?
o shit probably the twenty dollar metallic watercolors i got bc shit son??? actually probably like my laptop or smth idk
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
my childhood thx
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!
this is.. not a questionalthough it is a wonderful scenario
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
none of them bc if the celestial gates of the beyond is real then all the people i’d want to bring back are probably in a Better Place or something and why would i want to drag them to Hell?
34. What was your last dream about?
Cannot remember to save my life altho i kno it was rly weird and convoluted
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?
u did not put anything Here so i will Ignore
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?
Nope
37. Have you ever built a snowman?
yAH it’s fun!
38. What is the color of your socks?
not wearing any
39. What type of music do you like?
A Lot
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
Sunsets,,, evening is so nice mm m
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?
chocolate ayyyy
43. Do you have any scars?
a couple but like for Dumb Reasons
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?
I’ve graduated hs but i wanna be an animator when i decide which college to go to
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
my brain pls bartender can i have a Healthy One (correction to favorite word #4: fav word currently is deign)
46. Are you reliable?
i would like to think so
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?
are you happy?
48. Do you hold grudges?
YAH but only if i’ve been Pushed Too Far which is Pretty Damn Far by most ppls standards
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?
none I am Not a God
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?
i have had So Many???? the most recent one was two times in a row random ppl i barely knew asked me for my netflix account bc they didnt have one and like…. bro what who R U,,,,, (i had literally only talked to the first guy once for ten minutes on fb)
51. Are you a good liar?
is the sky green? don’t think so
52. How long could you go without talking?
Very Long but like Only on Bad Weeks
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?
None my hair is Magnificent (idk)
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?
like birthday cake? never but i lov to bake cakes so like i bake myself cakes all the time
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?
i am so bad @ accents i can’t even Read in my Head in accents even though i know what the accent Should Sound Like
56. What do you like on your toast?
peanut butter and banan slices
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?
working on a picture of a tiger redraw
58. What would be you dream car?
a Bike bc i Do Not Like cars
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.
i only sing in the shower when nobody is home (which is infrequent bc my mom is Always here) bc i am self conscious around most ppl but like Music,,,,, also when i was little i would pretend that i was standing in the rain all sad like in movies lmao
60. Do you believe in aliens?
yah
61. Do you often read your horoscope?
i follow an astrology blog and i read homestuck i mean,,
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?
i??? A maybe bc there are a lot of ways to write it pretty idk but like specifically capital A ig
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?
Dragons they’re fire-breathing friends and i love them
64. What do you think about babies?
Gross
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.
U Didn’t put anything Here either so like how abt i give u a random fact abt myself that seems good my favorite bird is the lammergeier bc they’re basically irl dragons and they’re so pretty??? love them??? also i hate monkeys and apes esp chimpanzes bc they are scary and too much like humans to me i don’t like them
BOY that took way longer than i thought bc i had to feed my cat halfway thru and everything and like this is a Long Post sorry guys but ayyyyy this was fun thanks ari
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1-150 pussy you won't
I FUCKING WILL (im so sorry followers)
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Meagan
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
I’m pretty outgoing
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Family again
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Depends if you have the same sense of humor as me. If we don’t, I can come off a bit strong. If we do, we’ll be just fine.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Lmao no
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
My type seems to be “can kill me with their pinky and has colorful hair”
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Who knows? Gotta stay positive :)
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
My friend Mandy :P
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Not even a little
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Probably Royce over at @hero-of-pixels
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“fIGHT ME”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
The Dirt Whispered by Rise Against
R U Mine? by Arctic Monkeys
Looking Too Closely by Fink
Pedal to the Metal by Lazerhawk
Royals by Lorde (its old but fight me)
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
yES
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I believe that sometimes rare things happen for no particular reason at all.
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I moved to Edmonton!
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Ye!
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
I hold the popular belief that our known realm is so unfathomably big that to presume that no other instance of creation could result in life other than our own is unlikely and unreasonable.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
HELL NAH we’re nothing a like I only liked her bc she was quirky
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Hell yeah, I need to take more of those.
20. Do you like your neighbors?
The guy in the room next to me sings opera after 11 pm which was funny for the first week but not it really sucks.
21. What are you bad habits?
Biting my nails, coping in unhealthy ways, blaming myself for other people being dumb.
22. Where would you like to travel?
Europe, just all of it.
23. Do you have trust issues?
Yeye
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Getting home :P
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
Chest
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Take meds and get ready for class.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
In the summer I get tanned to the same tone my dad is and I like the colour because it allows me to actually have people believe me when I tell them that I’m very native (which I am).
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
I really don’t know anymore, sorry.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Literally not one, not once.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
Dude getting married would be so rad like being bound to someone you love n shit? Rad.
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Nah
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Eliza Taylor and Emma Stone probs.
33. Spell your name with your chin.
your name with your chin
also
ol8iuvfc
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I play competitive dodgeball.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV easily
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
ALL the time honestly.
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I’ll either say something weird to draw attention like “how many times would a dude have to fuck a soup for it to become a chowder” or say something obviously awkward like “so.....nice weather huh?”
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
I like short girls, colorful hair, with a sharp wit and probably ten times smarter than me. A good sense of humor goes a long way.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Steam, Amazon, and DMV
40. What do you want to do after high school?
I am attending University
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I believe if they have earned it and genuinely want change.
42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I am either very distressed or very uncomfortable.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
I do!
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Launch me into space. I don’t even need a space suit just fucken do it.
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Dedication and motivation to improve myself.
46. What are you paranoid about?
Being out of the loop or different.
47. Have you ever been high?
Yep
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yep
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Not particularly
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Navy blue :P
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
I did, and do here and there.
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
Appearance.
53. Favourite makeup brand?
I don’t use enough to give an opinion.
54. Favourite store?
I could spend hours in a boardgame cafe.
55. Favourite blog?
erudit0.tumblr.com
56. Favourite colour?
BLUUUUE
57. Favourite food?
I would sell my body for a good stir fry.
58. Last thing you ate?
French fries
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Subway
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
We won a dodgeball tournament earlier in the year.
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
I called my religion teacher in my christian school a creepy racist sexist homophobic pig.
62. Been arrested? For what?
A friend of mine was in an ambulance and I covered for him for police (EMTs knew everything though)
63. Ever been in love?
I think so.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
We were drunk and she was hot.
65. Are you hungry right now?
I’m currently eating, but yes.
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
I don’t really have any tumblr friends, but a couple people on here are super cool :)
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
Nope
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Royce, Mandy, Alice, and Max
71. Craving something? What?
Attention and validation, also stir fry.
72. What colour are your towels?
Gray
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
I have a distinct lack of stuffed animals.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
Like one.
75. Favourite animal?
I’m a fan of Owls.
76. What colour is your underwear?
Gray
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Oreo
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Blue
80. What colour pants?
Blue jeans
81. Favourite tv show?
I’m really liking Brooklyn Nine-Nine
82. Favourite movie?
I really like Inception, Serenity, Rogue One, and The Grand Budapest Hotel
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Never seen either
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
I’ve only seen 21 Jump Street
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
The mom is Amy Poehler so that’s cool
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
CRUSH
87. First person you talked to today?
Alice
88. Last person you talked to today?
You, anon.
89. Name a person you hate?
Trump
90. Name a person you love?
My friends
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
A few, but I don’t resort to violence unless in self-defence
92. In a fight with someone?
Yeah.
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
A lot cause I love myself.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
A lot cause I love myself
95. Last movie you watched?
Rogue One
96. Favourite actress?
I have a lot of respect for Ellen Page
97. Favourite actor?
Keanu Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeves
98. Do you tan a lot?
I naturally tan in the summer.
99. Have any pets?
I have a cat and a dog back home.
100. How are you feeling?
I’m holding up
101. Do you type fast?
Not as fast as I used to.
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
I try not to, but yes.
103. Can you spell well?
I like to think I can.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
See 102.
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yep!
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Unfortunately I have
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Hell yeah
108. What should you be doing?
Homework
109. Is something irritating you right now?
Ye
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
YEP
111. Do you have trust issues?
You already asked this
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Jon
113. What was your childhood nickname?
Toucey (pronounced Tukey)
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Ye!
115. Do you play the Wii?
Not often
116. Are you listening to music right now?
I am!
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
There’s better soup
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Ye!
119. Favourite book?
The Hunger Games
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
I used to be but I’m good now.
121. Are you mean?
I can come off as mean but I honestly don’t intend to.
122. Is cheating ever okay?
Only if the cheater is in a situation that it would be unsafe for them to be upfront.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Nah
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope, that would be lust
125. Do you believe in true love?
I do
126. Are you currently bored?
A bit, but I might go in the lounge to fix that.
127. What makes you happy?
Friends, creating, feeling accepted
128. Would you change your name?
Nope!
129. What your zodiac sign?
Gemini but like, but less than 2 hours from Cancer
130. Do you like subway?
Yes to both kinds.
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
That would literally never happen
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Answered
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
“This one’s for the boys with the boomin’ system, top down AC with the coolin’ system”
134. Can you count to one million?
Probably? Never tried.
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I’m not high
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed and locked
137. How tall are you?
6′2
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Curly :D
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
Summer
141. Night or Day?
Night
142. Favourite month?
June
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
White chocolate!
145. Tea or Coffee?
Coffee
146. Was today a good day?
It was alright
147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“ “Destiny guides our fortunes more favorably than we could have expected. Look there, Sancho Panza, my friend, and see those thirty or so wild giants, with whom I intend to do battle and kill each and all of them, so with their stolen booty we can begin to enrich ourselves. This is nobel, righteous warfare, for it is wonderfully useful to God to have such an evil race wiped from the face of the earth.""What giants?" Asked Sancho Panza."The ones you can see over there," answered his master, "with the huge arms, some of which are very nearly two leagues long.""Now look, your grace," said Sancho, "what you see over there aren't giants, but windmills, and what seems to be arms are just their sails, that go around in the wind and turn the millstone.""Obviously," replied Don Quijote, "you don't know much about adventures.” ― Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra, Don Quixote “
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
I’m not sure
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“The announcement from the Ministry of Plenty ended on another trumpet call andgave way to tinny music. Parsons, stirred to vague enthusiasm by the bombardmentof figures, took his pipe out of his mouth.“
1984, George Orwell
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THERE YOU GO
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Episode #5: WE LANA DEL REY TONIGHT FAM -Rebecka
Back from exile so here's the happenings
~Immediately cried to Beckka about Tim leaving and being slaughtered in my arms.
~Messaged Trixie, well she messaged me about what happened our other tribal.
~Messaged all the favs cuz idc if Im at the bottom, im obviously bottom of fans or favs so WHATEVER.
~Talked a lot to Julia cuz we have a lot in common (Witchcraft, being 16 y/o babies, getting lit)
~Told all the favs I have no one in this game which is true. FAVS IF YOU LISTENING TAKE ME IN. PLEASE AND THANKS.
~Messaged Vi cuz at least she was with me.
Honestly what were they thinking with voting out Tee? I guess that's a challenge threat out of the way, so I won't complain.
https://youtu.be/HepZnpuimhM
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https://youtu.be/IJWWj23olkA
HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE LANA DEL REY SO MUCH NICE TRY AMIRADOR
GET READY PUT ON UR ACRYLIC NAILS AND WINGED EYELINER WE LANA DEL REY TONIGHT FAM
So the bad news is I found out Drew has been hardcore dropping my name since the game started and I thought we were cool but it's fine snakes will be snakes. I think he's a little shook about my at bat (me having won 1/3 games I've played) cause he's hinted at how crazy that is. And that would explain why he's pulling out fake receipts and conspiracies to get me out. Whew game recognize game
https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/ryans-reality-network/images/6/61/Awright_alyssa_edwards.gif/revision/latest?cb=20150724035546
The good news is Eddie is a real one, we really are Joe and Desi from HvHvH, and he spilled all the tea. And honestly we have a similar playing style so we're really about to go the distance, especially if I never get reunited with Julia or Rebecka. SO we need to slay this lip sync so we both live but on the off chance we lose, things are gonna kick into high gear. I've only seen one season of Survivor (HvHvH) but Tyler convinced me to watch Kaoh Rong and let me just say that has shed some light on things. Voting Jacob? Will always be there. Sending another fan out? No problem. Voting long-term? Now that's not a bad idea. So when I said, "What if we got Drew out?" Eddie was all ears. Obviously this is super early and under wraps BUT between the two of us we can make it happen. The key is Tyler and Jake so if we can get them we have a guaranteed majority. It all comes down to timing and the pitch. This is our best chance to clock Drew and whoever fails the vetting process will be left out. If Eddie says that whenever someone takes a shot at Drew they can't afford to miss and that has to be a blindside, then this plan has to be airtight. I wonder who could pull something like that off
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I volunteered to do the music video since I was a film major and have professional editing software. It puts a good deal of pressure on me because if we lose it looks like I really dropped the ball. However, I’m hoping that my attempts to organize us and edit the entire thing will earn me some respect and points from my tribe. It’s a bit frustrating getting ideas out of everyone. Nobody seems to want to volunteer thoughts or contribute to the brainstorming and we don’t have much time at all to get this done.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CdgOebQNYEE
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cdsZyoPZe5Q
First challenge on a new tribe and we lost. WHOOP DE DOO. Im going to try and find an in with the favs and hopefully stick with them. Saying how I have no allegience in this game. Also I keep forgetting that I can idol hunt so Im just casually at level 4 still I think. Ill probably look in the morning. But what were we thinking with Great Balls of Fire. That song is iconic and now that Tyler won he has chances of getting an in with people, but I want him gone Obviously no can do since I am not on his tribe anymore. Might as well dwindle down his numbers from this side then.
So we lost the lip sync. I had to apply lipstick for the first time so that was fun. Sadly one of us has to go home and my guess is it's either Heather, Trixie or Vi unless me or another favorite is getting targeted secretly. I need Heather and Trixie in the game if i'm being honest, mainly due to Trixie having rumors spread about her on the OG Admirador tribe and I wanna see if I can mess around with that. Then Heather was saying that people on the OG Admirador tribe were being fake to her, and she also told me Tyler got paranoid due to Heather not responding to Tyler's messages. So I hope Tyler makes it past merge, because I can work with paranoia. For those who don't know I'm trying a villainy thing and it's probably gonna fail miserably and I'm gonna look like a dumb fuck but I was the hero on my season and I wanted to try villainy out. I'm not good at long confessionals I apologize I feel like i'm the kid in the class presentation who speaks in a monotone voice and makes everyone fall asleep.
Me to the other tribe if/when i reach merge and we get to talk: https://desmadrechic.tumblr.com/post/171063789210/oh-god
Ignore the caption that came with the video ajsjsjdkjd
So the other tribe voted out Tee and I'm a n g e r y
The challenge was a music video. Still a n g e r y
We won.
Still a n g e r y!
So like this is bad for the fans, I feel like the faves will just band together and take the easy vote route, I need to socialise today. I need to just make strong social bonds and make sure people want to keep me around. I wanna act dumb and want them to think I am a free number for them. I like Drew and feel like he will be loyal to me, I am no 100% sure what Mitch and Autumn will do but I feel like they will keep me over Jake and Tyler if we end up going to tribal.
Well look at that I got added to a new alliance chat...! Autumn added me, Tyler, and Eddie to an alliance and we named it "Keyboard Smashers" and um I like everyone in it but I also like Drew...so I'm gonna protec him!
If we lose and we're still on the same tribe I think I'd want to vote out Mitch since he hasn't made any efforts to talk to me individually. It's a shame bc I think we'd have a lot in common, but oh well!
Tbh I have a feeling that we're gonna swap into 3 tribes of 5 next round...my psyche is telling me this...and I'm always right! But I hope I'm wrong because I feel like I'm in a really good position on this tribe and I'm scared to swap on a tribe with people from the other tribe because I think Heather and Vi wouldn't work with me, neither would the faves on the other side.
Anyways...I'm a bad bitch.
We just did THAT and I'm happy for it. I've not gotten the chance to be as much if a social butterfly as I would like because my work situation is still adjusting, so if I can keep staying safe until merge that would be highly appreciated.
HeatherAs of right now he vote is Vi. I dont agree with it since she is the only one who has been truthful to me in this game so far. But I dont see any way of saving her right now. My only choice I feel in this game is to team up with the favs and get out the fans, which I don't mind as long as that fan isn't me. Plus the fans (minus my loves Vi and Tim) all left me out of the vote. If they think I am going to crawl right back to them come another swap or merge, they have something coming. HOPEFULLY THIS VOTE ISNT ME OR ILL CRY.
So I'm just like really sad because I love vi and I never wanted to vote her out of this game but I have to and that's really sad. I don't really have much else to say I just feel super guilty.
du du du..... another fan bites the dust
and another fan gone, another fan gone
another fan bites the dust
Why is it that each tribal gets messier than the last? Well maybe I should back up. We lost... again. Wow what curse have we brought to this tribe. I call bs since we were nice enough to give an upbeat song. The judges are bias smh. Anyways literally no one talked. What vote who? I dunno. It’s super silent which brings bad news. Probably gonna have to expect to be voted out tonight. Oh well. Hopefully heather doesn’t get voted out but I feel like it’ll be another fan that’s gone. The favs know each other and so they’re banding together I believe. Such sadness. I’ll just have to wait until tribal to know tho
Oh, right, this is a thing I need to do.
Anyway, same boring shit as always, I'd put "Drew won an immunity challenge" as my mood message but it could be about anything, really. I think there are only like two tribal challenges I've ever lost in Athena. Bonus points because it was the music video challenge so you know my ass floated by and gave it all of ten minutes of thought, but we had a damn savant on the tribe! I love it when tribe swaps work out well for me. People were expressing all this sadness for Trixie and Vi going to their fifth tribal in a row and I'm just sitting here like listen, any goddamn time someone wants to take my seat at tribal and give me the night off, they're welcome to it. Denise Stapley is a cute look on some people, I guess. I'm just fine over here with my Cirie Fields kickback realness, I don't need tribal council, y'all can wait until FTC to give me a torch as far as I'm concerned.
What's the haps? Stress, angina, and crippling anxiety.
Anyway. We won immunity which I'm real happy about because I can nOT go to tribal council. I absolutely refuse to lose and I'm really hoping I just make it to merge without attending a tribal council. For some reason I feel like I will I will either go to like the tribal before merge and leave at the first tribal I attend or I will make it to merge without losing and I will be merge boot.
I really am happy because I feel like if we went to tribal council Drew would have targeted Autumn which is something I am SOOOO against. I literally sold my soul to that girl and that's who I'm riding with for the rest of the game. So because I love ha so much I kind spilled the beans to her about Drew targeting her. I feel like really bad about it though cause I do consider Drew a close friend but for some reason I'm really having a hard time trusting him. I just feel like he's only with me until he doesn't need me anymore and then he'll totally see me for the threat that I am and take me out. I feel so bad about it but I just feel like it's what I needed to do to show Autumn that I trust her and have her back.
Because of that I think Autumn would've gone after Drew and I feel like I would've had to pick a side and I really just can't vote Drew out yet njvjsdfkdnsjk. I would literally feel terrible about it cause I usually don't turn on my close allies pre-merge but if he goes after Autumn then I have no other choice. As I'm typing this I'm beginning to wonder why I didn't just tell Drew that I didn't want to vote Autumn out. Maybe he would've said ok we can target somebody else. Why don't I trust him enough to say that? Hmm idk I'm just so on edge.
So a 4 person alliance was created and I'm soooooo happy. MY first alliance in this game! I finally feel have something I can maybe rely on and trust for a bit. It includes Autumn, Jake, and Tyler all of which I LOVEEEEE. Like omg this is my dream alliance I'm screaming. If we stick together we at least have enough to tie it. But who knows what will happen. I'm watching you JAKE >.>
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