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cyansadness · 1 year

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Look What You Made Me Do

So this is a part two to @swifteforeverandalways fic 'Better Man'. Read that first to get context for this fic and also because it's amazing. TW for referenced rape by coercion. Also I reference the movie 'Luckiest Girl Alive'. It's on Netflix and a good movie. The subject matter and some of the scenes are really graphic and unsettling so proceed with caution when watching it.

Tag Squad: @swifteforeverandalways

It was a normal Saturday night. The Sirens, Emma, and Louise were all at Louise’s condo watching a movie. Ava and Louise were on one end of the couch while Destiny and Mouse were on the other end. Samantha and Emma were in the two chairs that were turned around to watch the movie while Kate was on the floor in front of the couch. There were a bunch of blankets and pillows around the living room, accompanied by snacks.

They were watching Luckiest Girl Alive. Mouse chose it because the others wouldn’t stop arguing over what to watch. She said Harper had read the novel and recommended the movie.

Mouse had mentioned that there were some rape scenes that were pretty graphic. Louise grabbed Ava’s hand when she felt her freeze up for a second. “Sounds interesting. Let’s do this.” Ava said, squeezing Louise’s hand.

They were about a half hour in when the first scene started. The tension grew thicker as the scene continued. Louise held Ava’s hand and wrapped her arm around her when Ava started to lean against her.

Ava was tense. Her body was as stiff as a board, her eyes never leaving the screen. Flashbacks of certain events from the last year crept up on her. She let Louise’s touch keep her grounded. ‘Just keep breathing,’ That mantra kept repeating itself in her head.

The movie continued on, Ava’s resolve crumbled little by little. By the last few scenes, her hands were trembling and she kept wiping her eyes to get rid of the tears.

Finally the movie finished and the credits started rolling. “I’ll be right back.” She muttered softly as she stood up and went upstairs. Louise immediately followed her.

Ava opened the door to Louise’s room, trying to hold back her tears. Louise came in right behind her and quietly shut the door. Ava turned around and just looked at Louise, tears welling up in her eyes. Louise just hugged her, holding her close as Ava sobbed into her shoulder.

“I didn’t say no. Why didn’t I say no?” Ava cried as Louise led them to sit on her bed. “Because he made you feel like you couldn’t. This isn’t your fault babe. None of this is your fault.” Louise explained, holding Ava’s face in her hands.

“I shouldn’t be crying about this. It’s been a year.” Ava moved away from Louise, angrily wiping away her tears. “Ava, he raped you..” Louise started before she was angrily cut off by Ava who had stood up from the bed. “Stop saying that. Stop treating me like I’m some victim. I’m not.” Ava shouted, gripping on Louise’s vanity chair for support.

“It’s been a year, I should be over this.” Ava mumbled under her breath. “There’s no timeline when recovering from something like this.” Louise said gently. “I just feel so horrible. Should I have told someone? Should I have fought harder? What did I need to do so it wouldn’t feel this awful?” Ava asked, voice growing desperate.

“Ava, he is a horrible person. He got what was coming to him.” Louise said, going to stand closer to Ava. “No, not just that. I want him to hurt like he hurt me. I want to make him feel powerless like he made me feel.” Ava said, gripping the seat in front of her.

“Does that make me a bad person?” Ava looked at Louise directly and Louise could almost see every little emotion going through her head. “No, I think it makes you human.” Louise answered, walking in front of Ava to hold her hands.

They would have continued talking until they heard voices from the other side of the door. Ava’s eyes widened as Louise went to open her bedroom door. Emma, Mouse, Destiny, Samantha, and Kate came toppling down over each other.

“How much of that did you hear?” Louise asked seriously as she looked at Ava’s terrified face. “Not much.” “All of it.” “Mouse.” Voices rang out as the five talked over each other. “Okay, quiet.” Louise raised her voice, promptly shutting everybody up.

“Nick raped you Ava?” Mouse asked, concern washed over her face. “Yeah, he did.” Ava looked down at her shoes, wrapping her arms around her middle. Samantha went over to Ava and hugged her. One by one, the girls had joined, turning it into a giant group hug.

They all separated and had made themselves comfortable in Louise’s room. “Why didn’t you tell us?” Emma asked. “When you’re homeschooled, you don’t learn the difference between consent and coercion. Which really fucks with you when your boyfriend basically manipulates you into sleeping with him.” Ava laughed bitterly, playing with the rug on the floor.

“So how are we getting this asshole back?” Destiny asked. “What?” The group was confused. “That waste of oxygen hurt our teammate, our captain. He isn’t going to get away with it. So what are we doing?” Destiny asked, looking at the group.

“You guys would really get in trouble for me?” Ava asked, looking around the group. The team all nodded their heads. “Mess with one of us, mess with all of us.” Destiny said. “Let’s do this.”

~~~~~~~~~~~Time skip brought to you by my hyper fixation~~~~~~~~~~~

“Are we really about to do this?” Samantha asked, nerves flowing out of her. “Yes, we are.” Kate said. “There it is, that’s his truck.”Ava pointed out. The team, dressed in all black and hoodies with the hoods up, ran to the car.

“Ready?” Louise, who is still the leader of the group even though Ava is captain now, asked. All the girls voiced their agreement. Louise nodded before opening her bag to get the supplies.

She pulled out spray paint, eggs, pocket knives, and a crowbar. “Pick your poisons.” Ava smirked. Ava reached for the spray paint, Louise grabbed the crowbar, Kate, Destiny, and Emma grabbed the knives, and Mouse and Samantha grabbed the eggs.

Kate, Destiny, and Emma used the knives to slash Nick’s tires. The hissing as the tires deflated brought a smile to Ava’s face. Mouse and Samantha start chucking eggs at his car, erupting into giggles with Ava shushing them. Emma used her knife to scratch up the passenger door.

As soon as they had done their job, they stepped back. With a devious smirk on her lips, she used the crowbar to smash windows. Broken glass fell to the floor and into the car’s interior. She finished the car door windows and the back window before stopping. The smile never left Louise’s face.

“Your turn babe.” She turned to Ava who was already shaking the paint can. She uncapped it before starting to write something on the hood. When she finished, she stepped back to smile at her work. Rapist, written in red spray paint stood clear as day against the light gray truck.

She handed the can to Louise who then gave her the crowbar. Ava gripped the crowbar so tight that her knuckles turned white. She hit the dashboard over and over again, letting her anger seep out as she destroyed the glass.

When there was nothing left, she dropped the crowbar as she breathed heavily. Louise grabbed the bar and stuffed it in the bag with the other supplies. “You did great, Aves.” She whispered, intertwining their hands. Louise started to pull Ava away.

The Sirens ran back to Louise’s car. As soon as they were all seated, they bursted out into laughter. “I can’t believe we just did that.” Emma said. “Mess with one of us, deal with all of us.” Mouse said. “Thank you guys for doing this, really.” Ava smiled at her friends. Sometimes she wondered if she made the right decision, not going back to the tour. This moment, laughing in her girlfriend’s car with her friends after they put themselves on the line to get payback on a guy who wronged her, shows her that she made the right choice.

~~~~~~Second time skip brought to you by the lack of Lava fics in this fandom~~~~~~

It was Monday morning and the girls were still talking about the prank. Someone had posted Nick’s reaction on Instagram and it went viral. Ava felt good. She paid him pay but something in her gut was telling her that it wasn’t over.

They had walked into practice to find Korn and Holly talking quietly in the gym. “Starters, my office now.” Korn ordered, pointing towards the door. The girls cringed as they walked towards the office. As they walked into the office, they saw Nick and Louise in the office, glaring at each other. The tension was so thick, you needed a saw to cut it.

“Girls, please sit down.” Holly said, pointing to the chairs in front of Korn’s desks. Ava sat next to Louise and the rest of the girls made sure to put as much space between Nick and Ava. “Girls, we need to talk to you about an incident that happened Saturday night.” Holly started as soon as Korn entered and shut the door.

“Incident? Coach, they destroyed my car.” Nick yelled out in outrage. “We did not.” Destiny yelled. Soon, everyone started yelling over each other. “Everybody shut up.” Korn shouted, effectively shutting everybody up.

“Girls, did you do this?” Korn looked at his team. “No, we didn’t” Louise spoke for everyone, her voice was calm and collected. “We were at my house, watching movies all night.” She explained. “Girls, you do have a history of dangerous pranks. This is a big deal. Nick is considering pressing charges.” Holly said to the girls, all of their eyes widening in realization.

“Girls, if you just tell the truth, we can come to an agreement.” Holly tried to reason. “No agreement, they tell the truth and then I press charges.” Nick said, fury in every inch of his voice. “Do it.” Ava spoke up, surprising everyone. “Then we can explain to the court why rapist is the only word on your car.” Ava glared at him, ignoring how Holly and Korn’s faces contorted into ones of confusion and slight anger.

“You never said no.” Nick snarked. “I sure as hell never said yes.” Ava shot right back. Nick didn’t respond. “You press the vandalism charges, I will press charges for statutory rape. I was 16, remember?” Ava stood up, staring him down with a wicked smile. “Let’s see which holds up in court.” Ava smiled before sitting down.

The room was quiet, everyone trying to process everything that just happened. “Okay, Nick, get the hell out of my office. I don’t give a damn about your car. Just get out.” Korn shouted. Nick stood up and left, angry and a little scared. As soon as he was gone, Ava let her shoulders sag as she slumped in her chair.

“Ava, why did you tell us what Nick did?” Holly asked gently. “I didn’t know any better. I didn’t want my mom to find out. It was easier to just not talk about it.” Ava explained. “Do you want to press charges?” Korn asked. Ava shook her head no. “Wait, why not?” Louise asked, also confused. “Because I don’t want my senior year to be tainted by a case I won’t win. I got my closure when I broke his dashboard” Ava smiled at that last part.

“Well, I canceled practice because I thought this would take longer. Go enjoy your last day with Louise before she goes back to LA.” Korn said, basically kicking them out of the office. They said their goodbyes before heading back to the locker to change. As the others were entering, Louise held Ava back. “Hey, I’m proud of you. Not everybody has the guts to threaten their rapist. I’m glad one of those people is my girlfriend.” Louise smiled as she pulled Ava into a kiss.

The kiss was sweet and soft before Ava pulled away. “And it was also very hot.” Louise whispered in Ava’s ear. “Now go and get changed so we can get gelato.” Louise basically pushed Ava towards the door. Not all stories end with a happily ever after. This one isn’t the exception but it’s pretty damn close.

#big shot disney #ava navarro #louise gruzinsky #destiny winters #emma korn #marvyn korn #holly barrett #ava / louise

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ava-does-dumbassery · 1 year

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I’ve reached the Heru sa Aset PTSD momence chapter again

#This is what I call the Chapter for knowing the Souls of Pe (chapter 112) by the way #I think I read somewhere once that the black pig in it might be symbolic of fate or destiny #And that Horus faints when he sees the pig because he’s seeing all the pain Set will inflict on him during their fights #So that’s cool if it’s true #I’m still calling it the Heru sa Aset PTSD momence chapter though #ava has thoughts #Heru #ancient egypt stuff

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bizlybebo · 3 months

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jrwi characters react to you getting a tapeworm

(original? for jrwi made by @pennydoesstuff )

Gillion: *drawing sword* worry not, y/n, for such evils shall be thwarted with the power of DESTINY

Chip: WOAAHHH can i touch it or is that like disrespectful to your culture

Jay: you wanna know my secret so bad, chip? i was using— y/n you what

Caspian: traitor noises

Lizzie: thats fucking disgusting *eats the tapeworm while making eye contact with ypu*

Marshall John: HELL YEAH BROTHER *high fives u so hard the tapeworm falls out

Niklaus: *has tits out* i see

Ava Ferin: dead

Drey Ferin: yknow i had a tapeowrm once too…. In a life long past me by now…..

Old Man Earl: turns it into juice

Ollie: WOAHHH *pokes it*

Goobleck: is the tapeworm

+ bonus

William: yknow sometimes i feel like there are two tapeworms in me. and inside me those two tapeworms are fucking

#sighs.#i know this doesnt follow the original format what with the transparent pngs #but can you really nitpick quality on a fucking tapeworm post #jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #jrwi pd #gillion tidestrider #jay ferin #chip bastard #lizzie lafayette #caspian jrwi #william wisp #marshall john #oliver teach #goobleck jrwi #old man earl #drey ferin

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spacebarbarianweird · 5 months

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Elven for Astarion fanfiction

I absolutely love the idea of Astarion using Elven words and phrases

Here are some useful phrases and words you can use for fics. I specifally chose what you might find useful, for more terms you can check the sources.

Source (wiki)

Source (dictionary)

Phrases

Ai armiel telere maenen hir. - You hold my heart forever.

Aillesel Seldarie - May the Seldarine Save Us.

Al Hond Ebrath, Uol Tath Shantar En Tath Lalala Ol Hond Ebrath – A True Friend, As The Trees And The Water Are True Friends.

Besthunit Nenle – ‘Hurry Up Slowly’ (Eastern Lythari Dialect)

Bwaelan Dro - "It's Good to be Alive", a religious hymn of celebration.

Chu Set – ‘Hold Calm/Calm Down’ (Eastern Lythari Dialect).

Dilit – Be Quiet (Eastern Lythari Dialect).

Es'Caerta – Deeply Emotional Plea Ending A Prayer (like Amen).

Gys Sa Salen – Give Me a Drink/I Need A Drink.

Maethe - maybe.

Ikwe - Get back!

Iorwe - Step aside!

Oloth elgg ssussun - Darkness slays light.

Seldarine! – Gods! (Expression of Exasperation).

Uluvathae (pronounced: /ˈuːluːˈvɔːθeɪ/ Oo-loo-VAW-thay) - "[May your] fortune bring you joy". An informal greeting or parting used amongst individuals which enjoyed each other's company. Used amongst close friends, it was either seen as an insult, or as a warning that a third party was listening.

Words

aethen - "others", modern elven slang for non-elves.

alun - transgender.

amastacia - star flower.

ar - sun.

arael – heart.

aravae - great joy.

ardavanshee – Elven Juvenile Delinquent.

arivae – sunlight.

a’sum - daughter.

avae - joy.

avae’ess - joy bringer.

arkhlavae - lovemaking.

bhin - young human male (slang).

biir - "garbage", used as an insult against those of half-elven and human heritage.

calann - cup (one’s hands, to hold).

daoin – star.

damia - a term of endearment directed to sweethearts or children.

ebrath - friend.

essraul – enthusiastic Slaying.

e'sum – son.

etriel - noble female elf (in bloodline, character, or both).

evae - love, absence of malice.

filliken – open skirt (Prostitute).

hond ebrath - true friend(s)

immaea - familial love, loyalty to kin and family.

immeeira - act or demonstration of love (deed, testimonial or honour, not lovemaking).

ithlil - lily.

ivaebhin - boy filled with brightness.

kerym - blade (as in blade made of steel), sword.

liyan - homosexual male (slang).

lorkh - Savage Butchers who Lost Their Elven Nature Long Ago Through Such Behavior.

mor - darkness, the true death.

nanta - destiny.

nias – agreement.

nikym – dagger.

nor - love, passion.

N'Tel'Quess - "Not-people". A derogatory term elves use to describe non-elves.

o'si - mother.

o'su - father.

penaal - battlepoet (bard).

piir - treasure.

re - bear.

ru - dream.

rua - star.

saece - crossdresser.

savalir - murderer.

sha'Quessir - elf-friend.

Sildur - "at rest after changing". Referred to an animal, insect, or plant having reached maturity after passing through a life-cycle of changes. Was later borrowed by Common as a term for transgender individuals.

solicallor - warm light of the sun.

srendaen - beautiful, only applied to things of natural beauty not to people.

srinna - One Who Tests Limits and Establishes New Boundaries.

talibund - the veiled one. referring to the creature whose future is unclear and cannot be divined.

taran - gift.

Tel'Quessir - the collective name elves use for their race. translates into common to mean, "The People".

tham - to be close to.

thor - vow, promise.

vaarnar - evil entity or sentient being.

vaendaan-naes - reborn in life's bright struggles.

vaendin-thiil - fatigued by life's dark trials.

veluthe – beautiful.

vyshaan - power-mad (derogatory).

#astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion bg3 #astarion romance #baldurs gate 3 #elven #elven language #forgotten realms #dnd #astarion fanfiction #fic writing

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emisirrelevant · 1 year

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Farewell, Big Shot

Well, hello everyone- though this is mostly directed to other fans of this show. So, I recently found out that the show Big Shot on Disney Plus was cancelled. It took me a few days to digest the news.

To be honest, I'm still processing it. I just feel like- ugh, I don't know if I'll be able to explain it with words. I'm disappointed. I'm actually not super angry- only the tiniest bit, but more sad overall.

I'm sad because I'll never see more of this show again. I'm sad that it's yet another show that won't get to continue. I'm sad that I will never get to see this team of girls together anymore.

I may have to stop soon or I might actually get too depressed thinking about it.

This show was one of those shows I just gave a chance on, but it turned out to be one of my absolute comfort shows.

And it hurts when your comfort show has been taken away. I'm just really sad. I really am going to miss the show so so much.

As for reasons to why it was cancelled, I did try to look that up and most of what I could find is that it was just a mix of Disney stuff. Personally, I just don't get why they always have to drop the shows no one is watching. I mean, I guess for marketing purposes I can acknowledge it.

But WHY? Why does TV only have to care about ratings and how many views they get? Hopefully someday this kind of thing is able to end. Because I personally think it's wild that someone sacrifices continuing a show for the sake of views.

If the creators, directors, producers, WHATEVER, started to really LISTEN to their fans, and take into account that there ARE actually people saying "this show means so much to me" or "the message and story of this show has inspired me" then wouldn't that make a HUGE difference?

Sigh. Anyway, I know I'm only just one fandom nerd in the world and no one will read this, but I will use my voice here. Because THIS is what I believe in.

Alright, I kind of diverted from Big Shot, but I'll turn back to it now, sorry.

What I am going to miss the most is definitely the team. The Westbrook Sirens are going to be missed every damn day by me. Just seeing each character's dynamics with each other was one of the best parts of this show. All the girls had GREAT dynamics with each other.

And to the actresses, I really hope they have successful futures after this because they deserve it.

I'm just going to miss it all so much.

We'll get to never continue so many interesting storylines.

We'll never know if Olive would have ever come back to visit.

We'll never know more about Destiny's situation with her mother, aunt, or father. Or if she ends up with Trevor and that's eternally canon.

We'll never know if Louise comes back to visit the rest of the team. We don't know if she'll be with Nick- although I personally headcanon that as a NO (because Louise x Ava endgame)

We'll never get to see more of Mouse and Harper. This one hurts especially. DAMN YOU DISNEY!!! (In my headcanon, they're still dating after they graduate high school)

We'll never get to see what it's like for Ava being able to stay in California with the rest of the team. (Sara Echeagaray was ROBBED)

We won't get to see Samantha and Ava doing the peer support group together.

We won't ever see more Emma and Maryvn father-daughter moments.

And the most frustrating thing- WE'LL NEVER GET TO SEE MORE OF KATE!!!! KATE WAS ROBBED TOO. KATE NEVER GOT A LAST NAME. The only thing we got about her was that she moved from Australia.

We really could have had so much more.

Okay, I'm going to go now before I end up making this longer than necessary, or start getting super sad about this all.

Thank you, Big Shot. I'm glad I decided to give you a chance. This may be the end of the game for now, but I know I'm gonna see the Westbrook Siren girlies go on to do even better things. I'm really going to miss this show. Disney, you really had a hidden gem with this one. Goodbye, Big Shot.

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