not actually bizlybebo i’m a fanblogflag in pfp from @/supbitchss, colorpicked from drey ferin ^_^#1 CONDIFICTION PROPOGANDISTTHE dakota cole understander
OAUGUOAGHUAHGJK2WEFJNRGJTW?f??????????????????? HELLO??????????????????? DUE YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME IM THE DAKOTA KINNIE EVER.
"THEY WERE ALL ALONE" DIES AM ILLION BILLION DEATHS.
OKAY IM GONNA FUCKING RAMBLE THEN
SPOILERS FOR THE GREYSCALE ARC, WHICH IS LIKE. EP 34-36 S2 I THINK AND ALSO ALL EPS BEFORE IT ARE FREE GAME FOR ME
vyn - being alone must be new for a guy who got used to having people in his head. he was always around a friend or something. yet, even in that elevator, with tide (i think tides unconscious body was in there) physically there and origami in his head, he still talks about himself solely. huh, funny. sol-ely. vyncent sol, yet its never really been sol-ely him. hes not somebody who can be alone physically, yet hed know the feeling of being alone so well. an alien to this planet, unable to tell someone whod understand how he feels. he isnt able to listen to his friends, however, because they dont talk. and sure, he does that, but i dont think they realise it. hes alone because hes the only one here whos put more then random thought into his choices. hes alone because hes stepping down from a choice he regrets.
will - being alone is not something new to will. hes been used to being a loner since the start of his unlife. hes a man who couldnt seem to commit well enough to his plans. he ran from being a hero, hes ran from his powers, yet for once hes made a choice. a choice hes not running from. so why is he standing alone. why is everyone looking at him like hes made the worst decision of his life. maybe because he has, but it hurts the most that even his best friend wouldnt stand by him for this. he couldnt blame him, thats for sure, but that didnt make it hurt less. this time, will doesnt want to be alone. not when hes done this. hes alone standing by the wrong choice he made hoping to turn it right.
dakota - hey i actually touched on how dakota probs felt in my lil cover of vyncent in a vador i did ("kota in the bago", never put it on tumblr but if requested, ill see what i can do)! maybe dakota has learned by now that he can ask his friends for help, but does he *know* he can? hes failing all the checks to look for lightspeed. this is his first time where hes been seperated from his team since they came back together, and hes doing horridly. he would never want to rely on his friends, thats not something someone as great as the dc would need to do. hes really just alone, left out of the other adventure as he does his own job to help. then he finds the chaos that happened when he wasnt there. maybe it warmed his heart the smallest amount to hear they missed him, that in a way he kept them in line, in a way he was needed. it felt horrid, but he couldnt help it. cantrip became another person he failed to save, because he couldnt have possibly been there to help her. so maybe it wasnt just that dakota was alone that hurts him. he left his boys alone when they needed him most. he left them alone.
OUAUGAUGHGHH. oughhh with my bitb knowledge dude that's GUTWRENCHING.
not just the entire theme of beach life in death and how it kinda feels like being a nervous teen and the entire thing about coming out but also.
"there are lots of fish left in the sea / there are lots of fish in business suits / that talk and walk on human feet / and visit doctors; have weak knees"
"oh please, let me join your cult / i'll paint my face in your colors / you had a real nice face / i had, i had an early death"
^ GAHHH. these are such keeperschampion lyrics.
and obviously "the ocean washed over your grave / the ocean washed open your grave" GAH.
"we said we hated human/we wanted to be human"
^ knowing what ive been told about rolan deep... gah.
OUAUGAUGHGHH. oughhh with my bitb knowledge dude that's GUTWRENCHING.
not just the entire theme of beach life in death and how it kinda feels like being a nervous teen and the entire thing about coming out but also.
"there are lots of fish left in the sea / there are lots of fish in business suits / that talk and walk on human feet / and visit doctors; have weak knees"
"oh please, let me join your cult / i'll paint my face in your colors / you had a real nice face / i had, i had an early death"
^ GAHHH. these are such keeperschampion lyrics.
and obviously "the ocean washed over your grave / the ocean washed open your grave" GAH.
"we said we hated human/we wanted to be human"
^ knowing what ive been told about rolan deep... gah.
see because ghostknife is i would kill for you but ghostkicks is i would live for you. and demonkicks is i would fight for you even if you were gone,but revenant is i would bring you back no matter what.
having a good sleep schedule for once is so fuckin scary. looking at the time like damn it's 10:40 that's so late i should've been in bed like an hour ago. when last month i was like 'damn it's only 12 if i fall asleep around 1 that's 5 hours of sleep which is pretty good'