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Austin x reader
Summary: Austin looks back at what life was like with the reader after she had passed away. Also they were married with a baby boy. Will mostly be form Austin pov and have flash backs form the readers pov. Also they have been in each other’s life since they were both 19 years old. ( he was not with Kaia in this fanfic.) Also this fanfic is set in the present day.
Warning: kiss, dead. Spelling mistakes. And this can get a little sad for some readers. Let me know if I missed anything.
Austin pov
I was laying down in my bed with tears running down my cheeks. Missing my lovey wife of three years y/n. Our baby boy was in his bedroom sleeping. Just two months ago I became a single dad, and I lost the love of my life. Grieving has been hard, she has been here for me since 19 years old. Now I just have me and my other family members that have been supportive during this. But it’s hard to be alone without her. Because before I could call her and text her, now I just can’t talk to her.
We started to date some time after my break up with Vanessa. And the then we got married and had our little baby Christian. Our child is a three year old, and now the family we had of three is a family of two people. My wife passed away two months after Trevor birthday this year.
As I am looking at pictures of me and y/n together I feel my mind started to think back to the day I proposed to y/n.
Flashback
Austin pov
Me and y/n have been together for two years and I know she is the one for me. I can’t see myself not spending the rest of my life with her. Will grow old together and see our children grow up and our future grandchildren grow up. Today I am asking y/n to marry me. I’m hoping she will say yes.
Y/n pov
Today me and my amazing boyfriend of two years are having a nice date night. I can’t wait. I love Austin so much and would be the luckiest person in the whole entire world if we were to be together for as long as possible.
At the time Austin proposed.
Austin pov
When we get to the park where the proposal is going to happen I feel my heart beating so fast. I’m ready to Ask her this important question, and I have been ready since I knew she was the one to make her my wife.
I Get down on one knee in front of the my amazing girlfriend standing.
‘Y/n I have known you were the one for me since I first laid my eyes on you. I have fallen in love with you more and more over time. Your mental for me is what I truly believe with every bone in my entire body. Would you make me the happiest man on earth and be my wife?’
Y/n pov
I can’t believe what is happening. My boyfriend is proposing to me, my heart is beating out of my chest with excitement. I feel happy tears running down my cheeks. I know exactly what I want to say and just can’t hold it in anymore.
‘ Yes Austin I will marry you’
Me and Austin then share a magical kiss as an engaged couple. And everything feels like we have all the time in the world together.
End of flashback
Back to the present.
Austin pov
Tears are running down my eyes, I remember the happiness of that day and all the happiness we had together. But I started to remember the sadness of losing her. And how it felt so fast, everything was going good then she gets sick. Next moment she is gone.
I feel myself start to drift back to the exact moment we found out y/n is sick, exactly one year ago.
Flashback to one year ago
Austin pov
Me and y/n are in the doctors office, our son is at my sisters at this moment. We’re getting some results form test y/n have been getting since she is sick. For the past two weeks when she coughs there is blood coming out of her throat. I knew this is very serious, and my mind goes to that she could die.
We get the results and she has stage four lung cancer. And was given just months to live. And was lucky if she can live a year. Y/n and me leave the doctors office and are now sitting in the car. My wife is crying so much and I feel my heart breaking. This isn’t how we thought was going to happen so early in her life. But I have to just try and enjoy the moments I have with her left is what I know. Telling our families will be hard, and knowing your baby boy will loose his mom so young just breaks my heart.
End of flashback.
Back to the present
Austin pov
I feel so lost without her. How do I keep going knowing I won’t see her again for a very long time. But also I am very aware I have to keep going, but this is hard. My heart feels like it’s being ripped apart the moment she was dead in our bedroom. Still to this day it’s hard to sleep in my bedroom with the memory of her death. So I have been sleeping in our guest bedroom for the past two months. I know it has also been hard for my baby boy with grief over losing his mother. I know what that is like, but when I this happened to me I was a 23 year old. Let’s just say that it’s been ups and downs since loosing y/n.
My grieving has been really tough, but I need to grieve. I can’t keep living like I will wake up and she is next to me. But I believe we will see each other again some day. It’s just hard to believe she’s not here. This two months have Ben hard, I did join a support group for widows that are single parents. It’s been good to share with others so that does help.
Y/n would want me and Christian to keep on going, also for our little boy to know his mother loves him and didn’t want to leave him. But now she is his guardian angel and will always protect her child. When she was diagnosed with cancer we told your son she was very sick and had short amount of time. In the future I will definitely explain cancer to him. But we chose not to. That when differently when telling the family, it was hardest for her family defiantly. I even remember the funeral, it was a time to remember all of her life. And we’re thankful for the time we had. Just wish we all had more time with y/n.
I decided it was time to go to bed seeing it was 11:00 pm. And tomorrow I had a busy day, in my sleep I was dreaming of y/n. It all felt so real and I wanted to stay in this dream forever. In this dream we’re the small family of three again, Christian is playing with his mother and I join in the fun there having. It was amazing and so realistic. But my mind knows this isn’t real, I want this to be reality more then anything else in the hole universe.
I have to keep going I know, I tell myself this is what y/n wants me and Little toddler Christian to do. But I will always keep her in my heart. For the rest of my life.
Thanks for reading. Sorry it was a little sad. I appreciate every feedback I get. Also please like and reblog this I appreciate it. And also please request what you want me to write. I hope everyone has a great day take care.
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Grace
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Hey. How are you doing Dolly? I hope your staying safe and Take care. And your drinking enough water.
How have you been? Glad to see you posting. Also read your fanfics and amazing writing. Also just glad you’re okay. Hope you remember that it is okay to take time off and just take care.
I was wondering what is your favorite song at the moment?
And fav to binge watch?
Also just know that you can message me if you want to talk my friend. And I am happy to consider you one of the friends I have met on here.
Take care and hope you have a great day.
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hey there, cutie!
i’m doing well right now, actually! got a new job at a pinball distribution company- so i’ve got a big girl job that still has to do with pinball! very excited about it. thank you so much!! i’m glad you’re enjoying my fics, baby love. and yes, i will totally keep that in mind. right now i’m in “writing mode” so all i’ve been doing is writing for “savage bonds”. it’s legit all i can think about. i even have a playlist that i’ve made so i can set the mood while i write. the hyperfixation is reallll.
my favorite song at the moment is probably “so real” by jeff buckley! i listen to it every day before i go into work. and my favorite thing to binge watch is 100% bad girls club. i love watching crazy ass women beat the fuck out each other. it will never not be funny to me.
thank you so much, baby. i will definitely take you up on that one. i consider you one of my friends that i’ve been blessed enough to meet on this wonderful site. thank you for being so wonderful always :)
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Hey. How are you doing?
How is everything?
I hope you are taking care of yourself and staying safe.
Also if you had 3 wishes what would you wish for?
Hope you have a great day.
Take care. 😃🩷👍🏻🖤
hey sweetheart! thanks for the message. i'm doing well, just job searching and working odds and ends things until i find something more full time. but can't complain too much!
hmm, three wishes? is it possible to wish for more wishes? ;) i'd wish for better health conditions for my parents --they both got some stuff going on, would always like to make more money haha, and uh... i mean, is it totally wrong to wish for austin butler??? ;) boyfriend coded!!!
thanks for this fun ask, hope you're doing well too! 🥰🥰
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Hey Sage. I have Rea some of your fanfics. And great job. I wanted to ask you what is your favorite type of fanfics to write? And what is your favorites fanfics form this year so far? Hope you have a good day and remember to stay hydrated.
Awww, thank you so much!! Honestly fluff is my absolute favorite thing to write, I’m such a sucker for Soft™️ stories, though I will dip into angst every once in a while. I’m not a huge fan of smut though (#acepride 🖤💜🤍) I love reading it, but I just can’t write it myself.
And now, here are some of my fave fics! (This is by no means an exhaustive list, check out the #fic recs tag on my blog to see more!)
1.) Just An Intern (M) by the amazing Mel (@burninlovebutler) - somehow this made me fall head over heels for asshole!Austin and the smut is AMAZING
2.) A Southern Gentleman series by Mila my beloved! (@sassy-ahsoka-tano) - The first part of this was actually the very first Elvis fic I ever read, and I fell in love INSTANTLY. Birdie x EP forever 💕
3.) Jungle Room by the simply incomparable Elle (@butlerstyles) - the sexual tension here is impeccable, and it builds up the relationship between Austin and the reader incredibly well in a considerably short amount of time. One of my all time faves!
4.) Unforgettable by my dear Anna (@butler-on-beale-street) - I honestly don’t have words to describe how much I love this series 🥺🥰 just go read it!!
5.) Freckles (M) by the amazing Ana (@floralcyanide) - this fic is honestly just stunning, I don’t have words to describe it 🥺
Highly highly highly recommend checking out these amazing writers’ other works as well, and make sure to check my fic recs tag for even more incredible works by other authors in this fandom!
#thank you so much for the ask darling!#hope you’re doing well#if I didn’t mention you please don’t be offended!#these were just the first ones that popped into my head#but there are so many incredible writers in this fandom and I strongly suggest y’all check them out!#sage answers#austinstyles
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32,22,1,10
oh, thank you, dearie ❤️
(32) What words upset me the most
"That's your problem, not mine." (especially when it's coming from my father)
(22) What I want to be when I get older
...surrounded by art and poetry.
(1) Age
29 (she's an old queen)
(10) Want any piercings?
I got two additional earrings and I'm getting a third one in a month :)
Thank you so much!
#I love you url btw#and your icon#pretty sure our two icons would love to hang out together#austinstyles
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Hey. How are you doing ? Hope your taking care of yourself. And staying safe.
What is your favorite moments in your life at the moment?
What is something you would watch forever on  repeat and not be tired of watching?
I hope you have a great day. And stay safe as always. And take care of yourself.
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Sending you hugs.
Have a great rest of your day.
Bye.
Sweet Grace! Hi honey, I hope you’re doing great this week!
Gosh - my favorite moments in my life right now: crisp fall days, movie nights with my sis @jelliedonut, conversations with friends, nightly baths & looking forward to a couple of trips in the next few months.
Ahhhh, what a great question! I think maybe one of my favorite movies, You’ve Got Mail, which I just watched again a few days ago 😍
I’m sending you so much love, and lots of hugs - I hope you are treating yourself gently these days and taking care of yourself! 🩷 xo
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Hey. How are you doing? Hope your doing well and taking care of yourself and staying hydrated and safe. Have a great day. And a great week to come. And a great week that is happening. 😊👍🏻
Thank you, beautiful! I am having such a slow day at work, but I am thinking of doing some writing!
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Hey. Hope your doing well. I just wanted to ask you and you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to. What movie / tv series would you watch when you need to take a break form what feels stressful?
And have a great day and a great week.
hii!! i hope you're doing well, too! 💕
tbh i love any 90s show for relaxing. i watch a lot of the classic sitcoms and dramas like friends, frasier, the nanny, seinfeld, and i've just started gilmore girls which i can feel is boosting my serotonin already lol
these shows just all have such a comforting, cozy vibe and they always make me happier!
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Hey. I was wondering what has been your favorite part about being on tumblr? And what is your favorite fanfic you have written. Take care.
omg this is such a sweet question thank u for asking🥹 fav part of tumblr is the ppl. y’all are awesome and all my mutuals are the best ppl alive
fav fanfic I’ve written has to be you can be the boss, my austin!elvis fic, I feel like the smut turned out exactly how I wanted
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🌈 💖 ✨ Send this to the nicest people you know and that have a good heart ✨ 💖 🌈
Awww thank you so much for this!! This is so sweet of you and same back to you 🥹💖✨
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers ❤️
Aww thank you so much 😇 ok let's see 🤔
1. Austin Butler 🥰
2. Music from my favorite artists atm 🎶
3. Pinterest ♥️
4. Writing ✍️🏼
5. The moon 🌙
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My top 10 favorite movies.
Just letting you know some of this are not in the current order. But all this movies are in my top 10 that is truth.
Elvis (2022)
Cinderella (2015)
High school musical 2 (2006)
To all the boys I loved before (2018)
Alice in wonder land (2010)
Grownups (2010)
Instant family (2018)
Status update (2018)
The great Gatsby (2013)
The Broken Hearts Gallery (2020)
Just felt like adding some gifs form some of my favorite movies. (And yes Elvis is til one of my top favorite movies form last year.)
I want to see everyone’s top 10 favorite movies.
So everyone is welcome to join.
I am tagging:
@asshlyyyy @darlinboypresley @dre6ming @purejasmine @louisejoy86 @adoresbutlers @karamelcoveredolicity @sagesolsticewrites @sassy-ahsoka-tano @elvisabutler @ab4eva @foreverdolly @fxntxsix @missmaywemeetagain @crash-and-cure @venus-haze @c-rosenn @blainesebastian @emmymaehereeeeee @lindszeppelin @eliseinmemphis @powerofelvis @these-veins-are-borrowed
And anyone that wants to join.😊🌸🖤👍🏻⭐️
#austinstyles#literally one of my favorite movies form 2022#favorite movies#top favorite#Elvis 2022 one of my favorite movies.#avatar#instant family#top favorite movies#my top 10
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Hey, I hope your doing well and taking care of yourself. I am excited to see the next fanfic you post. And stay hydrated.
hey cutie butt!
i’m making sure to take care of myself. i’m actually drinking a smoothie right now, and it’s delicious. trying to load up on vitamin c!
i’m so excited to post it! i hope you love it as much as i do. these next three weeks are going to be super busy for this blog… i’ve got five things that i plan to upload.
muahahaha.
how are you? i hope you’re doing well too, angel!
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Hey. I just wanted to ask you what inspiration do you take to write your fanfics? Just wondering. And what is your tips to deal with writers block.
And what is your tips to get send request just wondering.
Hope you have a great day. And stay safe and hydrated and take care of yourself.
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Hiiii ❤️ honestly usually just character or actor inspiration works for me :) like if I watch a specific movie or series, interviews sometimes get me hype. Helps me embody the ‘character’ a lot better. I deal with writer’s block by just letting it happen lmao I know that sounds so lame but I just let it work through and don’t force myself to write, because forcing through writer’s block usually means my writing is crap. So I take my time and be kind to myself! Do what I can when I can do it.
Honestly I just ask haha like if I want requests, I make a post and hope for the best. If no one sends anything in, I either wait or go with my own inspiration :))
Thanks for the ask babe! Hope this was helpful. Take care of yourself too 🥰
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🌈 💖 ✨ Send this to the nicest people you know and that have a good heart ✨ 💖 🌈
thank you, darling,this is incredibly sweet 🧁 right back at you 💖
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Hey. I just want to wish you a happy new year 🎆🎇
I was also wondering what do you wish for this year?
Stay safe and take care.
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happy new year!!!!!! idk yet I haven't really thought about like the exact things I want or any resolutions I just think im ready to move on at least and like keep going and looking forward!
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