#at this point I’m just sick of him
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The Curse Of Hope
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Danny is in another universe. He had a reason, but he doesn’t remember anymore. He can only stare, horrified and disgusted, at the sickest city spirit he’s ever seen. Shivering and swaying with every step, core exposed, and ectoplasm leaking from wounds that are decades old. A ratty blanket was thrown over their shoulders, barely hiding the spirit’s pale grey skin and protruding black bones.
The spirit didn’t even sense him until he reached out to touch its wispy shoulders. The spirit flinched, clutching at the dozens of trinkets hanging from their neck and tucking in on themselves like they were expecting a blow.
“Oh, shit,” He swore, floating back a few feet, hands in the air, to show he meant no harm. “I’m sorry. I promise, I’m not here to steal from you.” The spirit shivered again and rolled a pearl necklace in between their fingers. A nervous habit. “Uh, I like that pocket watch? It’s very nice.”
That got their attention. They peeked at Danny, and he saw that more tattered cloth was covering their eyes, blending in with the stringy hair that reached the ground. Their blanket fluttered weakly, revealing hundreds of thousands of tiny marks etched into their skin. Scars, really. Scars that wrote out curse after curse onto the spirit’s very being. They burned with evil intent, and even reached inside the spirit’s body and wrapped around their core.
Occasionally, blinding specks of color raced across their body, temporarily erasing the writing, but it always returned quickly. He watched, a little detached, as one particular line rewrote itself across their rough forearm, drawing fresh ectoplasm like someone was writing it with a thin knife.
“Are you…alright?” Danny stuttered. A stupid question.
The spirit cocked its head. He couldn’t see their eyes, but he felt their burning gaze as they pondered the question.
“The pain of others becomes mine own.” They rasped. “The lights of the city dim as rotten wealth clogs mine veins. Magicks long forgotten have eaten mine skins, pulled mine cloak, and darkened mine skies. Helios has refused to grace mine doorstep, and the seasons of the Earth have revoked their kindness.”
Danny held his breath. It felt like he was the one with the exposed core, not the spirit.
The spirit shivered once more. “Tell mine soul, little lamb. How could this Forsaken City know peace, when it was long since ripped from mine hands?”
Shit, he needed Frostbite. And maybe Clockwork. Now.
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Danny meets the spirit of Gotham City. The villains and rogues that have plagued the city for decades are literal curses that are taking quite the toll on Gotham, and honestly, Danny isn’t sure how much longer they can hold out. The heroes seem to be doing some help, and are probably the reason Gotham made it this far, but the poor city needs help from the Realms if they want to get better.
Luckily, Danny can provide that help.
But only if he could get Gotham to leave their city behind. Because recovery is going to take a very long time.
#dpxdc#pondhead blurbs#Gotham is very lanky and tall and had dozens of necklaces around their neck#the necklaces are just cords filled with lost things the citizens have lost over the years#like bits of glass or wedding rings or hag stones made from a destroyed gargoyle#actually I have a weird picture of Gotham in my head I might draw it#it’s giving Bloodborne to me but idgaf#basically Danny meets Gotham and is trying to convince them to go with him for medical help because what the fuck#those curses are the equivalent of leaving hundreds of leeches stuck to your body for ten years#Danny is BEGGING Gotham to come with him#there’s potential for angst but if you want crack then Danny probably replaces Gotham#I think there’s already a similar fic where he becomes the new spirit of Gotham but I haven’t read all of that#anyways the Batfam are like#invasive animals that are actually helping the ecosystem recover from an even WORSE invasive species#but they aren’t supernatural heroes and they don’t understand that the issue is deeper#I’m calling this the Curse of Hope because Danny is offering hope to Gotham#but Gotham is just so tired and sick and hurt that they don’t want to risk it#they think Danny is another curse come to plague them#should he just straight up adopt the city at this point?#idk it probably depends on how it’s written#sad course is to let Gotham die. happy ending is where they are treated and returned#crack ending probably has Danny adopting the city and introducing them to his own city spirit Amity Park#oh shit is that a new ship#guys please I can’t keep doing this#Gotham City x Amity Park#how the fuck do you come up with a name for that#Burger Joints?#Wet Pavement?#bro idk I’m putting this down before I make something I might regret#low key wanna write this but like. I have so much to do
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where the hell did Neil find the god of the cave.
#he just brings it in…no questions asked#and it’s never fucking mentioned again#I’m in awe of his tism#I love him so much I’m gonna be sick#his adhd slay#at this point I need a list of questions for Peter weir#dead poets society#neil perry#dead poets headcanons
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thinking abt felix being protective of areadbhar and feeling entirely normal about it actually
#deertalking#feposting#few3h#ITS SO. LIKE THE WAY HES DEPICTED IN THIS GAME DRIVES ME CRAZY#like i haven’t thought this through i don’t have a point here exactly#i’m just thinking abt the screencaps here from the king awakens & him giving ingrid glenn’s spur & his support w mercedes & the cat#where mercie points out the cat likes him & he goes ‘well i can’t keep it. It’s practically a kitten what if it has parents that miss it’#not to even mention wildflowers for the future!!!!#like. ROLLS ON THE GROUND#it’s abt ‘i’m not immune to emotions you know’ it’s about it’s about#it’s abt how he feels like his emotions were disregarded since childhood (esp after duscur) so he pushed away the#sentimentality because he’s seen where it got his friends (revenge quests & death wishes)#but he can’t help but follow his friends down those paths anyway because he loves them so much!!!!!!!#like him acknowledging the spear’s importance to dimitri bc it’s all that’s left of lambert but ALSO#in that moment it’s all FELIX has left of DIMITRI. ykwim#like felix babygirl my beloved y do u think it makes u sick to see areadbhar in the enemy’s possession……..#he is just so hypocritical i adore him. he might be the character of all time to me#bro is trying so hard to b a lone wolf but was NOT built for that he was built to be loved and cherished by his friends#and so he shall be. thank you#um anyway idk what my point here was. i just like thinking abt how much felix loves everybody#someday i will make a coherent felix post. today is not that day#dmlxposting#dimilix#yknow what yeah.
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hey this goes without saying but unironically dni if you hate paani octonauts. like actually.
#i don’t usually do things like this buuuuut the way people talk about him sometimes is. weird. and i don’t like it#i’m at least happy to know that most people who dislike him keep that stuff in private circles and not tagged in public#but honestly still. at this point i’m blocking because all of you act the same#also there’s a difference between ‘he’s not my fav personally’ and ‘i want him to die he deserves it’#you just hate to see a silly monkey man living his best life!!!!!!#also the argument most times is that he’s a kwazii replacement#and yeah i mainly understood that because of the way A&B S1 was#but if you still believe that and blame it on him as a character and STILL like my kwazini art. I just don’t like you!#that’s all sorry for ranting I just can’t do this anymore#you can have your opinions but personally the paani hate gets gross and weird really fast and i’m sick of seeing it#yall don’t deserve my art of him if you simultaneously wish the worst on him
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die die die why is there an 11k note post using taemin’s mental health struggles to show that mandatory military service is wrong. there are plenty of valid reasons to criticize conscription but using taemin’s personal problems is disgusting especially after that fandom mocked him for it earlier this year
#there are other problems with that post too#maybe i’m extra sensitive because of jjong#but no shawol would be okay with this which tells me this person and everyone who uses him for this talking point is just exploiting him#also his mental health has been an issue for a long time the military didn’t cause it and we all knew thered be issues when he enlisted#i’m just so sick of people using jjong ans reducing him to only that and now they’re doing it to taemin
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Will: Mike! Don’t stop, okay? You’re the heart! Okay? Remember that! You’re the heart!
Birthdaygate doomsdayer:
#stranger things#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#birthdaygate#mike’s monologue#and if he forgets will and doesn’t remember then what?#like…#it’s the emphasis on the word remember that’s making me emotional here#the fact that the reasoning behind Mike holding back here might not have just been his love for will…#but the literal repressed memory that he has already done this before#with will#which is also why he needed that constant support from him!!#LIKE there’s just so many layers to it I’m sick#also someone else pointed out today that jonathon came up with a memory to share with will when they talked in surfer boy pizza 😩#I love them all I just hope they’re gonna be okay and it’s all explained
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…what dark ass corner of tiktok did that screenshot come from??
Bro batfam tiktok is so 💀💀💀 maybe I haven’t found my people yet but the way they talk about Damian vs Tim is so fucking tragic “poor Timmy 🥺” this and “dc hates tim Drake 🙄🙄🙄” that like they not only think it’s an unpopular opinion to like him over there, they think he’s written badly SPECIFICALLY to favor damian like…
#listen i love canon tim Drake#if I’m talking shit about him just assume it’s that he loves coffee everyone is out to get him version#however tim Drake fans in general?#like the way they act about him#they act like they get crucified for thinking he’s the best Robin#but whatever this ain’t about him#the point is this is the majority of my batfam fyp and I’m sick#i don’t even comment or like that’s all I get 💀#lbooster tok my beloved 🙏🏾#ok i lied tho i dont#I don’t LOVE canon tim I think he’s ok#i think he’s very very interesting#like hes fun in a what the Fuck is wrong with you I think everyone who meets you should beat you up kinda way#but he’s not like. up there for me#bottom of batfam barrel#i like it when he used to face the consequences of his actions and arrogance#but i feel like they just wanna veer towards ‘he’s the SMART one and he’s always right but nobody listens 💔💔💔😭😭😭😭’#and in Gotham war specifically#like IK theyre fucking with everyone but I’m biased against tim so it made me dislike him more#one of my#mutuals called him a wishy washy mf and I’m still dying
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1:30am. plagued by thoughts of michael and everything going on in his tiny 10-13 year old head :(
#like obviously. problems and issues then on and before SKDJFMG#but yeah while a lot of his behaviors as a young teenager are influenced by home life (ranging based on portrayals but i always make sure#it’s got similar roots and feelings) as well as social standing a LOTTTTT OF IT is very extremely tied to mental illness that did not get#acknowledgement or treatment.. that was the age his very intense depression started to come in Swinging along with increased anxiety/panic#and. neurodivergence is still a greyer area because it’s definitely there in the way i write him but how it mixes with ptsd#(plus the question of how much of that is just. Me LMAO) always has me ??? about making the call i’ve talked about this#BUT YOU GET THE POINT THERE’S A LOT!!!#he’s gutwrenchingly depressed and in pain and has been TAUGHT by observance and emotional neglect and [insert other aftonisms here] to Bury#that and is so convinced his emotions are a sign of weakness and That’s Why He’s Not Good Enough so he compensates however he can#and there’s no excuse for what it snowballs into but ohh my god JUST GET THAT BOY ON SSRIS#he didn’t even have the words for so much of it but there were so many aspects of himself that he was utterly convinced made him wrong#his actions become as drastic as they do because it’s EVERYTHING around him reinforcing the root problem#how am i supposed to sleep when im sick about him#⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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ari im your biggest fan but.. volume 26 cover.. i cant support your opinion im SORRY
THE HOLLOW PURPLE FAN COVER DESERVES TO BE REAL 😭😭😭😭 we were ROBBED ari.. frojo is unescapable and the truth will catch up to you…
/ j all of this is a joke but personally im a hater 😞
🤨🤨🤨 well clearly you’re NOT my biggest fan bc if you were you would be supporting me on this Extremely important matter… a real shame bc if you just opened your eyes to the truth i would cradle you in my arms and feed you strawberries and we could have a slumber party and talk about our favorite blorbos but ig that’s not happening 😔😔 sigh. how sad. tragic.
….. jokes aside we can agree to disagree 🫂🫂 sorry but i’ll NEVER change my stance on it i truly think he looks gorgeous gojo has always had a bit of an amphibian vibe abt him and that’s one of his charm points. he’s the most beautiful man to have ever been created by human hands. if you don’t love him like this then maybe just maybe …… you don’t love him at all . 😞😞😞😞
#/j … (kind of)…….#WAIT JOKES ASIDE THOUGH#ILY ANON#YOU’RE VERY SWEET#we can still have the slumber party if you want <333 just don’t mention this topic around me pls#you don’t see the light yet but it’s okay :) i’m sure gojo will forgive you <333#…. okay this is getting kinda mean i think PHDJDBDHDI#I RLLY AM JOKING I PROMISE I’M JUST 😭😭 sick n tired of the slander …. the allegations…..#he’s sooo pretty and the colours are stunning!!! :((#i also don’t think a hollow purple colour would’ve worked at ALL bc the whole point of this cover is to show a more somber side of him#a more human side :((( he’s not fighting he’s smiling. a genuine smile. and the snow is falling and wild roses are blooming.#it’s such a melancholic and bittersweet cover…… i really do adore it :<#so beautiful#ask tag ✩
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the thing is. yeah kendall feels like his whole life now is worth nothing. the one thing he was always meant to do, since he was seven years old he now cannot do. he will never get to do it. so he might as well die, right? he might as well end it all but the thing is life is never that kind nor generous. so i think kendall will try and fail. and he’ll try again and again but the world will keep its grip on him and eventually he’ll just stop trying. and yeah maybe he’ll never be a whole person (we’re nothing) maybe he’ll take logan’s advice and collect sports cars or write a book or start a new company but either way he’ll be forced to start anew. kendall logan roy died it’s just kendall now. and this outcome in itself is generous in a way because circumstances out of his control have kind of forced him to hold some accountability for his own life finally instead of counting on broken promises his father made him at 7 years old. he’s actually being forced to Be instead of just living up to someone else’s name. and he actually has people around him who still undoubtedly care. he’s sick and horrible and twisted but he is still ultimately lovable. he is still a human being weeping on the dirty ground even though he has spent so long trying not to be. even though he recanted the very thing that made him Real. the world will simply not relinquish its hold on him! tragic but somewhat hopeful in a way
#like he’s never going to be happy. never ever. but being content or even ambivalent to your life is different than being happy and i truly#think kendall could get there at some point. something about the world forcing you to go on. i like how his last scene was surrounded by#earth and water. things that are Materially Real compared to kendall himself who is Not Real. like i think while some things can’t be#repaired it’s not too late for him to be a little bit involved in his kids lives. maybe a few years down the line. rava still cares about#him and offers him so much kindness even when she shouldn’t. he will have stewy forever like. stewy will love him forever. give roman a few#months. ultimately i think roman will push kendall away at first bc he spent this whole season maintaining his family out of Necessity and#i think kendall and roman have got to a place where it’s a bit sick. and roman will come around but he needs some time and so does kendall.#but ultimately they’ll be okay.#with shiv it’s like. well. god. like kendall will never ever be able to look tom in the eye ever. but i think they will not talk for years#maybe. but they’ll ache for each other a little bit. but also the resent and anger and hurt gets in the way. but i think give it like. 10#years or idk maybe even less but 10 seems good to me. and they’ll slowly start to let each other in again. i think the three of them will#grow old together like ultimately they’ll always be kids when they’re with each other ykwim.#but idk i think kenshiv will be okay in the end jus rn it’s bleak asf. i think at different times in the next few years they will Try with#each other but the other will be so resistant but there will be a time where they’re just both so Tired and when tom dies shiv will call#kendall first even though they maybe haven’t spoken for god knows how long and he will be with her on the phone. and when connor passes away#they will hold hands again and idk. they’ll be okay. broken but okay.#anyway. i’m so over this <- girl who will never ever be over it#kendall
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ted lasso has been a fucking phenomenal show but if the writers completely fuck it up in the last episode i may have to quit cold turkey. or i will just pointedly entirely ignore the series finale and rewrite it myself.
#ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers#i have. many thoughts.#idk man i am so apprehensive#if he does go back to kansas he needs to realize that he’s missing a part of himself in richmond#or the team needs to chase him down in the airport romcom style and tell him to stay#bring henry to england#michelle too ig whatever#ted needs his family and goddammit richmond is his family#don’t take it away from him please#like the opening scene this ep w him walking around and greeting everybody#that’s his home! that’s where he belongs!#he worked so hard to get to this point and now he’s just dipping??#if they break up one of the most beautiful found families i’ve ever seen i won’t have faith in media like this anymore#g o d#give me a happy wholesome ending instead of bittersweet one for once please i’m begging you#i’m sick of being sad but carrying on i want to feel love and know that will continue to happen in the show#even if i don’t get to watch it anymore#fuuuuuuuck
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the whole taennie thing makes me realise once again how low my self-confidence actually is cause wdym you’re sad and/or pissed about it, thinking YOU should actually be with tae instead or??
#or is there another crucial reason as for why so many girlies are whining about it that I’m missing?#like. dude. my mind doesn’t even go there#there are people who actually think they’d have a chance with him themselves?? lol could never be me#like even in my fake scenarios before bed I only catch a members’ attention through a sick ass talent I make up#like being an author or songwriter or funny talk show host#NEVER because of my looks or what I actually do afdgfj#not even in my imagination would that be an option#should probably talk about that with a therapist at some point but in this specific situation I feel quite lucky that I’m wired that way#just imagine me saying something like ‘we all know there’s only one true taennie’ or something like that PLEASE the absolute CRINGE
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I'm on anon because I'm too much of a coward to admit this on main, but old man George is so mfing hot. Everyone agrees 80s George is hot, but I mean Live In Japan George. I mean Anthology George with his tacky ponytail. I mean George in that "making of Brainwashed" video. Forget daddy issues, I think I have grandpa issues 🫣
I believe that you have the power to say this with your whole chest!!!! To the world!!! Because you’re RIGHT to say it. George in the making of brainwashed video SO so true he is SO fine. It’s time to shed the shame and stigma of being an old man appreciator it’s our time . Live in Japan george is UNDENIABLY hot. Live in Japan george you are everything to me. I have some things to SAY.
tell me you wouldn’t. TELL me you wouldn’t!!!
#no comment on anthology george and it’s the dumbest reason I think he is so sexy fine and I am so fond of him#but I wish he parted the ponytail in a different place#but remember what I said earlier about calling George’s hair bad#it’s a mixed bag#I would really like to bring all the old George appreciators to the forefront of the conversation on Beatles tumblr#it’s a tough job but someone has gotta do it#also I’m going to bury this in the tags here because it’s sad and I don’t want to say it but#there is a certain point where when I see pictures of George I can’t quite be attracted to him anymore#because I can just see how he’s sick#and after the stabbing and everything#but anyways lightheartedness back#please everyone drop your old man George confessions to me I welcome them#george harrison#op#b talks
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i loved the “A Companion to Owls” minisode but i couldn’t stop myself from giggling every time i looked at Crowley, especially compared to Aziraphale. he just truly looked so silly
#how did they take him seriously#i’m genuinely curious#i also hated how Azi ate in this one#idk just the ravenous way he did it made me feel sick#maybe that was the point though?#good omens#good omens season two#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#gomens#gomens 2#aziraphale#crowley
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i wanna be into comics so bad but at a certain point, after starting and stopping so many comics so many times, i may have to admit that i am just not a comics guy
#like i’m INTERESTED in them in THEORY#anytime i’ve tried to keep up with something i’ve eventually fallen off#and pretty much anytime i’ve tried to read older/existing stuff i’ve just stopped after a certain point#like whether online or from the library or what#i get sick of trying to figure out what order to read things in or what i might have missed in between things#and when i’m online i go to long between issues and forget my place lmao#i read a bunch of miles morales way back#before spiderverse ever came out#like starting with his first appearance and going from there and i looked up all the lists of reading order and stuff#but it was so hard to keep up with all the like ultimate universe Events it was crossing over with#i think i got as far as like. something happening with him telling his dad.#but like ik later he’s on teams and stuff and interacts with other young heroes. never got that far lmao.#i forget why i stopped if it was like it switched over to a different run or if i just sort of fell out of it#i did read an ironheart paperback we had at my college library#he was in that for a bit so that was cool#r.txt
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I hate my gender I hate it I hate my gender this is fucking stupid I hate it I hate it I hate it could I be literally anything fucking else I’m so goddamn sick of this
#I’m like 99.9999999% sure I am genderfluid#which is all great and fine when I go like literal months#being perfectly happy and content being feminine and being called a girl and enjoying she/her pronouns#until all of a sudden I’m just vibing on the couch last night and the dysphoria just fucking SLAMMED into me#and it was so Fucking Stupid too I just saw a buff shirtless male video game character and my brain was like#‘kinda bullshit you don’t look like that huh’#and now I hate everything and I get my five millionth ‘am I trans man’ crisis#except at this point I KNOW I’m not cuz this is the pattern#I’ll be uncomfortable for several months like two ppl I know will use he/him pronouns for me and I’ll enjoy it#and then eventually I’ll decide THAT now makes me uncomfortable and I’ll go back to either hyperfem or androgyny#whichever is scratching the itch at the time#and I’m so…. so fucking sick of this pattern#cuz say I DID do anything to transition then whenever I inevitably wanted to look like a woman it’d be the same thing just reveresed#AAAAHGGGHHHHHHHH#I want it to stop I want stable feelings about gender one way or the other this is so fucking stupid and unfair#I hate it I hate it I hate it#this is the worst way to experience gender ever I literally can do NOTHING about it#and these intense switches are just gonna keep happening#like idk at least I’m self aware enough I’ve figured out the pattern but honestly I think that kinda makes it worse in a way#androgyny is my go to and has definitely never made me feel Bad#but life certainly is fucking easier when I’m happy with and leaning into being more fem aligned than masc aligned#bye I’m gonna go die in a hole now#kaz rambles
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