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#psychonauts#crispin whytehead#fred bonaparte#nightmaretheater#Hello Tumblr Pls Let Thist Post Go Thru Again#anyways. 11 or so hours on canvas. One of my best pieces so farrr Eeeehehhehehehe#Anyways fred definitrly put crispin thru electroshock . Thats how they treated mental patients back then.#I think fred should be a little evil. Makes his character more interesting#as someone in my server pointed out#both edgar and crispin are scared to see him out of his straits. Clearly hes not as good as we think#even if he had good intentions he clearly mistreated the patients#plus the way he so loudly and rudely calls crispin an inmate…. Ew#He most certainly didnt think of his patients as equals#I guess its karma he became one of them
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“The QSMP doing events and lore feels off given the admin situation especially since we haven’t had an update” and “we likely will not receive updates on what is being worked on behind the scenes and if we do it likely won’t be in depth, we’ll have to wait and see what happens” are two things that can co-exist
#qsmp#qsmp neg#qsmp situation#can’t say I’m personally a fan either#but Quackity did say roleplayers were on hold till things were sorted#I’d rather believe they figured it out with the NPC/admins we’re currently seeing#and that’s why they’re on the server#but we also want really know unless someone with QSMP comes forward#as much as I’d like to know things are going well#Quackity already said he’d put in work to make sure people are paid#a stream repeating that isn’t going to help#and I can’t see him giving more details than that because at a certain point it isn’t our business#if something is going wrong we’ll have to wait till somebody comes forward about it#or in my case wait till somebody posts a link from Twitter
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they made an oath
#my art#chonny jash#heart#mind#soul#(in the background)#THEY R SO SILLY#in the server someone pointed out minds hand movements looked like they were holdingup a pinkie#like a pinkie promise#AHAHAHHA
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redraw of that thing i drew. Yeah
#cacterart#brutal orchestra#this is actually a few days old i just forgot to post it#don't know if i'll post it to the talia server i am. scared.#i've been watching what people talk there for a while but never doing stuff there myself because uhhh#fear of being considered cringe? i think#and never since someone in there said that they wanted my disability to go back to being marginalized i just said “Huh!”#“i guess my progress of being open about that will now evaporate completely :)"#it's uh. not particularly fun#also my borchestra hyperfixation has slightly died out sorry borchestrabros#i still think about it a lot but like. i'm currently obsessed over silly singing robots. sorry#these tags are full of apologies i'm sorry for that#anyway ermmmm... i still have a buncha borchestra stuff i need to draw. might do that at some point in the future
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Most people really don't seem to understand that friendship is a two-way street.
They expect you to wait on them hand and foot as they rant about and constantly pour on you either their issues or their passions and when you finally have something you'd like to talk about you get a "Man that sucks :/" or a "Cool" in return.
Find somebody who doesn't do that. Then you'll have your best friend.
#i know i ramble sometimes and i'm extremely grateful that my best friend puts up with it :')#but see then in return i do the same for her because it would be completely unfair for me to expect her to act like a wall for me to talk a#or when i wanna show her something and i can tell she's being polite and it doesn't personally strike her fancy I MOVE ON#and she does the same for me and we have way frickin better communication and we have a frickin rad friendship#it's give and take#and also can we bring back the idea of being able to work through some things on your own?#like i am ALL FOR having a support system that can encourage you when things go wrong but some things can be solved on your own#i shouldn't be bearing the burden of figuring out your life for you you know?#i'm absolutely willing to help but if you're just going to spend all your time complaining to me and never ever take my advice#then there comes a point at which i'm literally just acting as your therapist and that's not how friendships are supposed to work#i've become kind of the designated therapist in a lot of friendships throughout my life#and it is exhausting constantly being complained at (sometimes over very minor things)#only to have that person or people COMPLETELY ignore your advice every single time you try to give it#that's not friendship my dude that's using me because you just want someone to complain to#like i said. support system good. treating your friend like an emotional punching bag to let out your problems 24/7 very very bad.#like when i was feeling completely unlike myself and irritated and frustrated for three dang years straight#i didn't really talk about it much because i knew it wasn't the kind of thing advice was going to fix#so i wasn't in the discord servers every two seconds “MAN I REALLY JUST DON'T FEEL GOOD :///”#because when other people do this to me there comes a point at which i'm like “WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT”#like i've given you all the advice i have and you have taken absolutely none of it nor have you taken any action on your own#so now i'm just here to make you feel better about yourself and that's really not my job#emotional support is necessary. patting you on the head when you refuse to do anything to better your situation is not.#tl;dr people who refuse to do anything to better their situation other than complain to ME about it 24/7 drive me nuts#and it drives other people nuts so please don't do it to anyone#don't bottle up your emotions but also don't let them come crashing down and drown everyone you know#just because you can't be bothered to put ANY effort forth to contain them#emotional regulation is attractive~~~#society today has built such a culture of “it's not YOUR fault and if you cry about it hard enough someone will fix it for you” like no sir#sometimes it IS your fault and sometimes you DO need to take responsibility#and if it is your fault then absolutely no one but you is obligated to fix it
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either gonna remake again in the future and hand out the url privately or gonna clean out the followers list again me'thinks. so if you wanna stay mutuals and plan on writing w/ me in the future when I can actually dedicate time to doing so w/out any stressors or anxiety spikes then please, slap that heart real quick for me.
if not, it was a pleasure to write and talk for a bit and wish y'all good luck on your future endeavors 'n stuff.
#010 //: out of character.#am I trying to make it easier and less anxious on myself to write here? yes. why? too much trauma w/ discord rp servers to warrant trying#and tbh I shouldn't feel pressured or afraid to even post stuff here thinking that I'm gonna get harsh words or nasty side-eyes despite#the content not even being that bad or triggering at all compared to other things I've seen on my dash.#long story short i wanna be here but something is making me feel unwell/not be here but can't pin-point the cause so the solution is to wip#didn't I do something like this last month? yes. everyone has their coping mechanisms. mine is mhw and seeking the once a month validation#'cos it either feels like i'm just a number to most people or just the one partner they decide to write w/ 'cos their bored or something#I wanna be someone's fav. who they scream to @ 3am about muses and hcs not just another number to their follow count :(#all in all? I will reblog this the next few days just to ensure that everyone just a fair chance as this makes it's rounds before commencin#the purge/remake just as a /FAIR WARNING/.
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#interacting with the atla fandom literally turned me into an anti#like i used to like azula's character and how she fit with the rest of the story#but then you get freaks like azula stans#i've straight up deleted my atla blog bc i was getting death threats like???#i had to leave the discord community for atla writers i was part of because of azula stans#and even now every once in a while i'll get someone from that server in my dms harassing me#and the moment you call them out they turn to either the most insane tirade you've ever heard or go lmao get over it its a kids show#azula stans are actually the worst#and i am now so staunchly anti azula#like man fuck that chick since yall are clearly incapable of seeing whats right in front of you#telling me 'zuko abused azula' and someone points out you're delusional and y'all start acting like psychopaths
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Person in a server I'm in dropping mid as hell art then saying
#like if someone asks you you can politely turn them down but outright saying it makes you look kinda bitchy#bright side is i immediately feel way better about my grasp on anatomy in comparison lol#only time I'll ever say it's a shame everyone in this server is super nice and stays in their own lane cause it might've been fun to see#someone point out what i said in my first tag lol
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I feel like I've collected all the infinity stones
#not Tabitha being offscreen whatttttttttt this is Tabitha erasure🙄🙄#ANYWAYS#i have offically been every(seen) T B)#and the dpa server still has only referred to me as scarfy#we have had:#Improper Use of a Scarf(Tanya)#Somewhat Proper Use of a Rope(Tabi)#Interesting Use of a Tongue(Taylor)#and finally#Some kind of Use of Something(Tilly)#😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#“youve been taylor for like 3 weeks why are you only pointing out you have all 3 of them now-”#we dont talk about how i thought my tabi era was lost thank god for the mceleni tag😍🙏#Little Hope#Tanya Clarke#Tabitha Milton#Taylor Little Hope#IM B E G G I N G PLEASE SOMEONE GIVE HER A LAST NAME😭😭😭😭😭#Tilly Johnson#Im so unnecessarily serious about her.#my dumbass forgot my own discord tag cuz ik i have 2 so.#KV's unhinged discord thoughts#there.#thats the tag im going with cuZ I DONT REMEMBER THE OTHER ONEEEEEEEEE
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#kinda torn between going through all my nearly 2k posts and deleting anything that mentions forever or what else#mainly idk if i feel like im at a point emotionally where i can go back and see all the old posts but also someones's queue just rb'd#that one design concept art i did of him and i feel. really weird abt that (nothing abt the person who rb'd themselves i know how queues ar#but also as much as the guy is a shithead i as much as anyone feel awful for all the artists that drew him a lot before finding out abt thi#and idk if we can really even pretend he never existed/had an impact on the server if that makes sense idk how to word#idk this is a really hard situation all around and is kinda bringing back up some old trauma of my own ahahaha#vent#negative#discourse#<- for tagging purposes
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how would the octonauts feel about climate change, like how would they react when they find out about it.
Actually, climate change is literally what Above and Beyond is about; and they're not even that subtle about it.
"all of these issues are part of a much bigger problem, that will continue."
"temperatures all across the world are rising, causing red foxes to move further north, and take over arctic fox dens like yours! unfortunately, they aren't equipped for the cold, and don't often survive the harsh winters there."
"due to rising temperatures, creatures are moving out of their homes, and becoming invasive species-- disrupting and destroying local habitats."
"the oceans are rising, all these islands that were once here are completely sunken now."
"the water is rising-- this is called coastal erosion-- see how much shorter the shoreline is?"
"a river in Antarctica! this is a big, big problem! the ice is melting!"
"one degree may not seem like much, but sand eels can't survive in even slightly warmer water; so the puffins have to fly even further out to sea to find food. many of them don't survive the trip."
In season 2 they straight up say the words "climate change" at one point.
And it's not JUST AnB either; they've been subtly nodding towards the affects of climate change since the OG series. Most notably in The Great Arctic Adventure, where they talk about how the ice is melting, and the cubs aren't able to finish their journey because of it.
Climate change is a real problem; all the things we see in the show are based on things that are really happening around the world, and Silvergate/Meomi are doing wonderful work introducing the concept to kids in a way that they can understand-- and I think they deserve props for it. The Octonauts are doing their best to fight against climate change, and help rescue and restore the animals and habitats affected by it. Love that for them <3
#octonauts#octonauts above and beyond#climate change#vague spoilers#some of those quotes are paraphrased but they are still real things said in the show#reason 15639876822 why octonauts should be a more popular show:#also someone in one of my discord servers made a point abt the stubborn albatross episode-#and how it could be a metaphor about people who refuse to believe in climate change despite everything going on#and i love that idea#shout out to him. i dunno if he has a tumblr but yeah <3
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"oh wow! It's been a while since I seen these ocs- why can't I like the post... OH yeah, the artist blocked me"
#i was blocked because some other person cried to them (they were the owner of a server)#that person was angry that i pointed out they are 'horny' in joking way#because 'i was breaking the privacy' like#my man#you made your follows public#i even told them if they didn't wanted people to you know#'break their privacy' then don't make your things public#lol#'just because someones following list is public doesn't mean you should check it out' it's public#so its not private#im not breaking privacy#of course i didn't handle the situation in the right way#because the server got deleted from what i know#but oh well.
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My toxic trait is like I mean Blink is good but I can't wrap my head around it being the highest rated episode of Doctor Who on IMDb. Top 30 fine but #1?
#it's not my favorite episode it's not my favorite RTD era ep it's not my favorite s4 ep it's not my favorite RTD era ep written by Moffat#it's not my favorite Weeping Angels episode (though I will say that it's the best) it's not my favorite Doctor-lite episode#it's certainly not my favorite episode of TV of all time and I also would say it isn't the best either#I don't think about it unless someone brings it up I don't watch it unless I just watched Human Nature/Family of Blood and let it play#it's not /bad/ it's just. meh.#full respect to people that love it but I don't get why it's above Heaven Sent she is a cinematic masterpiece#actually what I really don't get is The Husbands of River Song being /46 out of 198/????#how is THORS one of the lowest rated (bottom 5 of 15) episodes that River is in. this is homophobia just like the lack of a 12river kiss.#sorry I saw the post about it being one of the best episodes of TV of all time again & there's people arguing about other things on my dash#& I've taken my meds but not actually started anything & I'm actively avoiding what I need to be doing#thus I am saying things I would not say in a fully public Discord server per usual#also sometimes I see people suggest it as a first ep to watch (not a 'if you only watch 1 ep' but a 'watch this first') which is a dif rant#like I'd show my dad Time Heist because I don't expect him to get into the show but I think he'd enjoy that one#but at the very least go with en episode thet follows the formula if you want to get someone into the shoe#*show#so that they know. whether they'd like the show.#personally I'm a big ''start with Rose'' fan but I have many biases including I don't like consuming media out of order#but like. there is someone I want to make watch s8 and s9 and I'm not necessarily going to make her watch 1-7 first#like Deep Breath (a Doctor's first episode) is a reasonable starting point to me#a Doctor's first episode/a companion's first episode/an era's first episode are what make the most sense to me for a first ep ya know?#bonus for all three.#but like would you start SPN with Changing Channels as a ''do you like the vibes of this show?''#or Hush or Tabula Rasa for Buffy? (I outsourced that one so if it doesn't get my point across not my fault I am buffyless)#anyway.#someday I'll watch Buffy someday I'll start arguments on the internet about more important things that sharing an unpopular DW opinion#and someday I'll start things on my to do list with less than 3 hours of coaxing#okay have a nice day. 👍#i speak#kasteraxilkemeryapheshexerindaikyat.pdf
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Just spent the entire day uploading random jpegs, mp3s, pdfs and other digital detritus to a 2003 eMac for my senior studio crit tomorrow
I am not sure my profs will like it or get it and I’m nervous!
#I very clearly explained what I was doing here in my proposal and I’ve spoke to all of them individually about it but still!#it’s hard to critique a ‘story’ played out on a computer#the piece is literally digging through the files on someone’s computer to get a feel for who they are#environmental storytelling mixed w like a point and click adventure/puzzle video game#m#my post#made a fake calendar too and a bunch of random browser bookmarks#I could not for the life of me get the email to work tho#and I made a fake AOL address and signed it up for a bunch of garbage and everything :(#something about the outgoing mail server not connecting idk I didn’t have anymore time to spend on it#oh I also have poetry I wrote and some fake journaling and the audio piece from my last installation
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sometimes I say things like "I'm always happy to answer questions about schizotypal personality disorder and psychosis to help my fellow writers out!" and sometimes people will say things like "hey logan I'd love it if you'd answer some questions about schizotypal personality disorder and psychosis to help me, a fellow writer, out!" and I am delighted by this and I say things like "absolutely, of course, for sure, I'm delighted by this!" and then I never get around to doing it. because of the schizotypal personality disorder
#avolition! paranoia! social anxiety! mostly avolition! n just in general being so.... not socially motivated...... conversation-wise#i really do wanna help but then sometimes i blink and its been A YEAR and I'm like#whoops! that felt like two months. now i look like an asshole#this has happened. a few times. and i am forever mortified#but also its like#well i recently joined a discord server for trans schizotypals n someone in the general chat was like#its pretty quiet in here how come no ones talking#and its just like. well. we are a discord server full of schizotypals#i know we can be a chatty bunch under the right circumstances but social anxiety and paranoia kinda comes with the territory#anyway my point is#*shrivels up in horror and weeps because I'm so mortified*#i never consider myself NOT going to respond. i always consider myself Going To Respond Eventually#then i psych myself out#anyway this is on the brain bc i recently reached out abt helping someone n now I'm like#hahaha#oh I'll do my best but lmao. my track record is not fantastic#like. SOMETIMES I DO GET AROUND TO IT#and i am genuinely thrilled and excited!!!!!#but oh. oh sometimes i just put it off for weeks and weeks and months and months#oh dear#none of it for any particular reason aside from Brain Simply Will Not#it is my own fault but like. hngh
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Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn when someone blazes a headcanon you don't agree with but you can't say anything because it's like, the most popular headcanon in the fandom.
#carime rambles#like. the people i talk to in a server already know I'm not the biggest fan of it. and i actively look for fics where that hc doesnt occur#but there's not a tag for me to exclude in ao3 and now they're blazing it on tumblr. i know it's just a minor inconvenience but#not everyone agrees with things 'the whole fandom decided'. i did at first but now i just. really dont like it.#now if someone blazes my MOST hated popular headcanon (which thankfully CAN be filtered out in AO3)... yeah I'd scream#not naming either because i don't want to shame people who like them. you do you. just don't jumpscare me with them please#the only hints are the ones i already said. both really popular. one can be filtered out in ao3. the other can't.#anything more specific and it's pointing directly at them
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