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weird birthday vibes this year, wonder if my brother is gonna text me back (we are twins) or if heās just gonna ghost me again this year
poll????
#all the energy is off and a#lil shitty ngl#my two friends who live in my city are asking me like what do you want to do tonight what are your plans like???? i worked all day today and#the previous four days i dont want to also have to plan my birthday thatās YOUR job#if imma be completely honest#yāall know#me very well#i am very tired and do no want to have to plan this#perhaps a little bitchy of me but š¤·āāļø#but yeah did double birthday text my brother this year which kinda feel like shit i wish heād at least send an emoji back even if he doesnt#want to talk to me#anyways happy 26 š#ALSO my long term partner and i finally decided that weāre gonna call it quits and just be roomates a couple days ago and like it needed to#happen and iāve been ready for a while it still feels weird everything feels weirād weāve#we were together for almost 6 years
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Hi there! My name is Oksana, i'm from Ukraine šš | 26 y. o | she/her
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I was re-reading TLE1 and I remember this:
"āI know Walburga,ā said Mrs. Potter darkly. āShe was briefly engaged to a cousin of mine, as a matter of fact. I say briefly because he ran off and married a Muggle insteadā
Siriusās jaw dropped"
My jaw dropped too. I want to know more about this story. Did wally like this guy? Who was him? Where did he meet the muggle? How were wally and this guy together? Were they happy in some way? Were wally softer in her youth or this love delusion made her the well known psyco? Did this unrequited love for this man have something to do with the failed marriage with Orion (like robert baratheon always in love with Lyanna stark instead of his wife Cersei?) and with the betrayal with Druella? were orion and druella in love but then they had to marry other blacks? I want to know the background. I want to know the drama š„ and how did the blacks ended the scandal? Did Wally think about marrying Orion? Or her father? Did Alphard have a role in younger siblings' marriages to people they didnāt love? He could have done this, just to have fun
hehehe.
ok, Iāve joked in the past about how I basically have a TLE wiki from all the random notes and headcanons Iāve scribbled in my phone over the years but likeā¦ā¦ā¦I kinda do.
For instance, I have a stupid amount of Black family backstory, some of which Iāll keep to myself because itās probably going to end up in the story, and some of which is just superfluous info that no one really needs to know but exists anyway because my brain doesnāt shut up. Sometimes this backstory makes it into little lines like the one you referenced above. š
Anyway, hereās (part) of my TLE wiki bio of Walburga because why the heck not š
(This was written a long time ago)
Walburga Black was born in 1925, the oldest child of Pollux and Irma Black. She had two brothers, Alphard and Cygnus, for whom she never much cared. This was partly based on resentment: the Blacks, being an ancient family, followed ancient rules of inheritance. Despite being the first born child, Walburga, a female, would inherit nothing. Itās hardly surprising, then, that she viewed Alphard as her usurper.
Alphard, for his part, did not play the role of heir particularly well. He was extravagant in his tastes, liked expensive horses, racing, gambling and men. It became apparent early in life that Alphard would not carry on the Black family name. This meant, of course, that young Cygnus had a fair amount of responsibility on his shoulders. Walburga, who thought he was weak-minded and soft, resented him this all the more.
Walburga left Hogwarts in 1932 and it was arranged that she would marry Robert Burke, a pureblood from a respectable family. He was nearly ten years her senior, but Walburga was deliriously and unusually happy with this arrangement. While it might be premature to say that she loved Robert, she was certainly infatuated with him, and boasted of her esteemed engagement. Alas, the feeling was not mutual. Robert, 28 and unhappy, ran off and eloped with a Muggleborn witch. Walburga was humiliated, shamed, and utterly furious. She never got over the slight, and in some ways, her exceptional fanaticism for blood purity could be traced back to this moment.
In 1949, Cygnus married Druella Rosier, who was 9 years his senior. It was an arranged marriage, naturally, but mutually beneficial. A few years later, in 1951, Druella gave birth to her first child, a girl named Bellatrix. In 1955, following the birth of Cygnus and Druellaās third daughter, Narcissa, Walburga consented to marry her cousin, Orion Black. Walburga was 30 years old ā Orion was 26 ā and she was beginning to feel anxious. There had been no other suitable marriage offers and Orion, though she had no passionate feeling towards him whatsoever, offered a great deal that was important. Primarily, she would keep her beloved name. The two married in 1956 and ultimately took over 12 Grimmauld Place, the home in which Orion had been raised ā his parents having moved out to a house in Wiltshire, to give them the space. Orion and Walburgaās marriage was not a particularly happy one, though neither of them expected nor wished it to be. There was no affection between them, no warmth, no intimacy. All they really shared was a devotion to their name, the honor and privilege that being a Black bestowed upon them. It was a duty, their marriage, and both saw it as such. The duty, of course, was to produce heirs to the Black name.
By 1957, Walburga was pregnant with her first child. However, she would tragically miscarry. For someone whose own self-worth was so reliant on her ability to produce a male heir for the Black family, this was a nearly unsurvivable blow. But she carried on. It took two more years for her to have a successful pregnancy, but on November 3, 1959, Sirius Orion Black was born. Roughly a year and a half later, on June 19th, 1961, Walburga gave birth to a second son, Regulus Arcturus Black.
Walburga was delighted by her sons, not because she felt overwhelming affection for the two children, but rather because they secured her victory over her brothers. She was the sole keeper of the Black family name. Her children would be heir to the entire Black fortune.
etc etc etc
It goes on a while, but, spoilers :)
#ch answers#tle#yes I do write notes for my fanfic like a fāing Wikipedia page lmao#it helps me keep it all straight in my head#and also itās fun š
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WAAA I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY IM SO SORRY!! happy late birthday! :ā) youāve gotten so old omg, finally we could be old together nowĀ š¤š„³ i am so thankful for having stumbled upon your stories and your page, youāre truly such a great and lovely person, your personality, looks, and talents is all just perfect. you have such fantastic writing and i canāt ever get enough of anything you write because anything you lay your hand upon and add your spice, it becomes super addicting. iām sure i donāt only speak for myself when i say im very happy that you exist chaos! mwaaa <3!!
hi my sweet love @dollster I was inspired by you when I saw a pink bow at the store yesterday!! šāØ(I gotta write something soft soon just for you!)
But yeah my birthday was yesterday no worries about it being late love you didnāt know! Itās not like I announced it for the world anyway lol. I think only a few ppl knew š¤ But yeah I'm old!!! Everyoneās been telling me I don't look 26.... I got ID when we went out. š I have a verrrrrry soft high pitched voice and I'm very petite too so team young forever I guess?
Moving right alongā¦.,.
Your compliments are hitting me hard!!! Thank you thank you love so much for supporting my work and being there for me! I'm super happy you enjoy my silly little stories and have the patience to wait for them lol. The love and support I get from you all is just š„¹
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I GOT A 26/35 ON MY SCI QUIZ!! THEY JUST RECENTLY GAVE OUR QUIZ SHEETS I'M SO GLAD I DIDN'T GET A 1 DIGIT SCORE CUZ ALL 35 WERE IDENTIFICATIONšš
But anyways I'm back to reading again(the emo choso fic saves lives) my teacher's r so bitter this Valentine's they gave us not 1 but 6 quizzesšš
Happy Valentine's Day!!
love that for you bb!! omg good job! hahah emo choso truly does save lives with that dick
ugh oh noooo i'm sorry bb! that sounds rough but i'm glad you got through it :) happy valentines day!! :)
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Ok I know my last post was like "what if I relapse and lose 20lbs in the next 2 months" and my post before that was like "I'm so happy I grew out of my eating disorder and I'm still skinny and everything is great !!! "
Well , today's post is like , I love that I still have a thigh gap in random situations !!! like I just drank a whole bottle of wine by myself tonight and (would like some more honestly might open another bottle) im feeling the chaos of being a young inexperienced girl thinking about how to create my own money as an independent artist out in the world doing my own thing without a specific boss or company to work for etc like mostly freelance independent contractor starting my own small business and whatnot BUT at least my thigh gap is still just hanging out being present offering small comforts in the middle of this professional "emerging artist" chaos !!!! Like what a small but meaningful comfort to just be chillin in bed "trying to get some work done" and let my knees fall in against each other and there's still a nice lil gap there between my thighs... Like if I flex my thigh muscles it closes but like that's fine it's still there when I'm just chillin without any effort on my part. (If I lose another 10-20 lbs honestly it probably wouldn't close even if I tried to flex my thighs and that was one of my favorite things when I was at my LW was the way my thigh gap was unavoidable and things were constantly falling thru my lap lmfao , like honestly at this point it would probably be annoying to be that skinny /now that I'm working using tools every day like setting your phone/pencil etc on your lap idk it'd be annoying to fall thru all the time; and I don't think I could make it back to that anyway bc I don't want to lose the muscle I've gained but like ,,, 10 pounds ??? I can do that let's make it happen lol )
Anyway lmk if anyone relates to this / I miss the ed community even tho I've been trying to grow out of it like idk I'm 26 there's things to accomplish but I'm already out here relapsing on cigarettes and alcohol and other drugs I might as well embrace the thinspo relapse at this point š
And like it's one thing to be a chubby teenager romanticizing anorexia / just wanting to be skinny for prom etc it's another thing to be like , a college senior who suddenly found the "willpower" to be a "successful anorexic" and you now have to Force yourself to eat food with carbs+protein so you don't pass out in sculpture class again (passing out with welding equipment is fucking scary AF omg) / can keep performing in your dance classes etc ,,, and then it's a Whole 'Nother Thing to be a full grown adult / out of school / out in the ~ real world ~ (briefly felt like I was over the whole thing) but then realizing "the art world" is just as chaotic and disordered as your college environment, it's 1000% ok if you're abusing Adderall and other drugs (except I don't have health insurance so I need an alternative to adderall = caffeine and ed behaviors,, oops, oh well ,,, ) -> -> what matters more, "success" or "wellness" ? ? The vibe is almost like, if you're not disordered are you even a real ""artist"" ?? It's like bro I'm gonna be 27 in a few months and I'm not interested in joining the 27 Club lol let me live with whatever wellness I can manage for myself haha. But also maybe I can lose another 10 lbs and be extra skinny š 20 is probably too much / I don't need to be under 100 I've done that I hit that goal I can let it go.......someone remind me when I get to 105 and I'm like "it's not enough!!" Girl it's enough let it go we've been there done that moving on. Lifting 50 lbs > being medically underweight.
Anyway. Long ass rant talking to myself. I'll probably go open a new bottle of wine and regret it in the morning. Main thing!!! I'm fucking free!!!!! I can do whatever I want!!!! I can get fucked up alone tonight/ already applied for a contractor job for next month / already have plans thru December and then feb-may next year, I'm honestly doing great, it's ok if I drink some alcohol and do some drugs . Like, yeah the "wellness" industry is a whole thing, but the "art world" is a whole separate beast - choose which one to focus on. Drugs and wellness don't really mix; drugs and art are kind of a package deal ? I love drugs let's keep doing drugs honestly. It's worked out so far !! (If youre reading this and you don't currently do drugs, pls pls don't feel like you need to do drugs in order to be a successful artist bc it's 100% not like that but also I've been doing drugs for 10 years + trying to stop bc I thought "professionally" it would be a good idea idk , just talking myself thru the fact that all the ~arts professionals~ I've met this summer also do drugs lmfao - not like they'd ever pressure you into it but more they wouldn't care if I do it or not)
Anyway, if you're still reading and you made it this far - life is weird. I'm gonna try to lose 10 pounds and get some more art gigs this season. Balance between wellness and indulgence and everything that comes with drugs vs helping friends find their healthy limits... It's a process we'll see how it goes. Thanks for reading ā¤ļø I love you always feel free to dm if you need advice ā¤ļø
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I tagged 192 of my posts in 2022
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Longest Tag: 93 characters
#wow iāve always been fascinated by houses with greenery but iāve never seen the seasons shift
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Mayans Spoilers
Episode 8
Chile EZ no longer in the buildingā¦like that man is completely gone! Is it bad that Iām kinda turned on by it? š
Louisa does not need to be anybodys momā¦not rn at leastā¦she needs to do some major healing. But Angel is such a cute daddy omg š„ŗ I wonder why he hasnāt said anything to Felipe or EZ about the baby.
Angel semi trying to be there for EZ is adorable. Heās not that good at it probably because he always felt he never had a support system
They just ok Nails girl bye lmaoo
Iām sick of Emily like why? Just why?
Felipe is just heartbroken all the way around and itās breaking my heart
Miguel canāt catch a break lmao
Taza giving Bish the same attitude now and I am all the way here for it.
Jess girl shouldāve just minded her damn business because now look at her ass smh
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It still think itās hilarious that JD plays the younger brother and heās older than Clayton lmaoo
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Mayans spoilers
This shit is out of control chile!
I was so conflicted when EZ and Manny (idk his characters name yet) were fighting š
Gilly is forever about that action lmaoo
Angel and Nails? No just fuckin no. She is not built for this life. Her trying to stop him from going after his brother pissed me off so badā¦even though I know itāll hurt Angel I really hope the baby aināt his because I canāt take much of her and all her crying. Like idk why theyāre forcing thisā¦mans literally dreads having to go home and then deleting his other babyās pic? Ion like that. At least he isnāt sleeping in jeans anymore though.
I thought we were going to get two whole episodes without Emily butā¦
Bish has officially lost itā¦idk mans needs a hug and therapy
While Iām happy Manny has a neck tattoo (they knew) that shit is so ugly lmao like wth?!
They did not have to make me think they killed Angel..I was about to turn the whole show off and never watch again
EZ with that fake ass beard had me crying lmaoo but Iām happy we get to see more of his time in prison
The time jump was weird though..like why?
Letty needs to relax like foreal
EZ also needs a whoopin for many things but do not ignore my father in law like that sir! Also that big ass dog in that little ass trailer?
Taza just seemed out of it manā¦heās battling his demons like shit
Iām guessing weāre going to get a lot of flash backs? Because they didnāt explain some shit within those 4 months. I mean was coco punished or anything? Or they just said fuck it. Iām so happy heās clean again thought but he needs to let Hope go.
This man from jail is gonna set EZ on a rampage I feel likeā¦
Iām excited for this season though
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Mayans Spoilers
Episode 6
Manny is back!!!! Been waiting on boo and heās ready to tear some shit up!
So like I know Angel is the bad boy, fuck boy and everything else but them making him sleep with Letty? I feel like he really never wouldāve done that. Thatās so fucked and messy and her ass better not be pregnant! He shouldnāt have been the one to go anyways
Gilly was really the only one visibly upset about Coco and I donāt appreciate that at all
I hope something actually happens with EZ and that girl. Especially since Emily is on his line again. Can she just go to jail or something?
Miguel coming out of hiding? š I wonder who he called. Where is Nester? š
Once they showed Luisa finding her baby I knew they were going to make Nails lose hers. Which is fucked up. But she can go ahead and take that ring off because we all knowā¦
I donāt like that they made Angel lose another child though and papa Reyes was excited about having a grandchild.
Also what is papa Reyes doing? Is he moving like whatās going on? Did I miss something?
I guess weāre going to war š
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My #1 post of 2022
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The Aftermath
Today is the 28th of November. Yesterday was a very life changing day for me and today I have to suffer though the aftermath! Yesterday was...
... My birthday!
Yeah that's not as traumatic as I made it out to be lol. Joking aside I bring this up because I wanted to thank everyone who wished me a Congratulatory Day Of My Birth yesterday and even got me some presents. Some of them I actually want to show. And I didn't get a whole lot of physical presents, rather I mostly got a bit of money and a gift card. However one physical present I'm extremally happy to have gotten is this!
A brand spanking new Computer Monitor! Not only that but it's one of those fancy curved ones two so you know what that means?
Me playing one of my favourite games from 21 years ago and pretending like I'm in the cinema! š Apparently you can actually rent out some cinemas for a few hours to actually play video games on a big screen though. I did also get a drone two and let me stop you right there! It wasn't the sexy kind of latex drone either! It was one of those flying ones!
Anyway, I say it wasn't just physical presents because I actually got a few digital presents as well in the form of artwork! This isn't the first Birthday I've gotten art as a gift, there was also my birthday in 2018 and 2019, but I was still surprised to get them!
The first was a commission a friend of mine, PantherUnit01, got from VanessaRubberArts for me of my blatant self insert Michael with a Zero Suit which is already something I'm super into but also a Symbiote Zero Suit which god yes! And unlike the other pic I personally got of Michael in a Symbiote Suit which I wrote out in my story being a faux Symbiote made from Liquid Latex to mimic some aspects of it, this is the real thing! It's actually based of an edit Panther did of a personal commission I got of my sona in a Zero Suit by ChaosCroc and an AU story they wrote up to go along with the edit they made for me.
The next thing was less of a birthday present at first but it sorta became one anyway with when it was done. A few days ago Frost Silverwhisper was taking on some Sketch Requests and I requested my girl Mikaela. He got around to doing those sketches on my Birthday and also added a Happy Birthday message to the tweet as well. So it does count as a Birthday Present. Plus it means I get both my guy and my gal on the same day!
The last present I got was surprisingly, another AU related thing, in a manner of speaking! Long story short, a few months ago on KevoGlum's server a Splatoon Gmoder by the name Broken offered to do people's OC's as Inklings in Gmod and I offered my sona. To my surprise, he still has the model! And had him meat his latex OC Latexia and turned him into one of her dolls to play with.
Oh and I should probaply put this out there as well, I consider my Inkling self to be the same age as me! 26 as of yesterday! I bring this up because people do get anssy over Splatoon lewds though it is understandable. Considering I've seen Splatoon youtubers who have Inkling/Octoling self inserts that they have started to be adults I'm not doing anything two wrong right?
Anyway, that's all the birthday stuff I got yesterday. I just want to end this by saying if you sent my a birthday message or got me some kind of present yesterday I just want to say thank you all so much! It really made my day especially since I feel like I needed that. You see, recently I haven't been as excited over the idea of getting older and it's mostly because of something my Dad use to say on his birthday's. "Another year closer to the grave." It's something I use to write of as his terrible attempts at humour but recently it started to actually affect me a little mentally as I got closer to my Birthday because he was right in a way. I'm mostly over it now thankfully. I guess I just needed this day to happen to lift my sprits and it did. Here's to my birthday yesterday!
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I feel you. Iām trying to deal with the fact that Iām almost 25 and more lost in life than ever. How do you even try to re-enter society when youāve been alone in your room for so long lol
#when ur own inadequacy just hits am i right ladies!!!#i know i gotta get my shit together soon like SOON soon but i just cant lmaoo š¤£ everything is so overwhelming like can i just be normal lol#no job no degree no nothing :))))#and im turning 26 this year like what a JOKE#the thought of being closer to 30 than to 20 is like being shot point blank in the face with a shot gun lol#and no achievements no happiness no self fulfilment to show for lmaooo just crippling self doubt š¤Ŗ#ANYWAYS#we out here huh <3#i wanna go back to uni cause i really do wanna and i dont think i could cope with an actual real job like im that pathetic but also#if i fuck up in uni again š i couldnt deal with that i really couldn't#again i am turning 26!!!!!! i feel like i wasted so much time with fuck all to show for#people my age are like actual adults with careers and families and a settle place and in life and shit skdjhdhdkdsk#A N Y W A Y S#back to repressing all of this with MEDIA CONTENT#my therapist barging in: WE NEED TO ADDRESS UR EATING DISORDER AND SELF ESTEEM ISSUES#me: sry babe too late introspection hours are over#existential dread anon my beloved <3#mid 20s club
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šš Moon Knight šš Season 1, Ep. 5 Review & Questions (!!Spoilers!! Duh!)
1. "It's all your fault!"
2. I too would scream if a Hippo started to speak to me.
3. "A psych ward? Why a psych ward?" "Because, we're insane!" What I tell myself and my co-workers when I go into work.
3a. It helps though, if you came in crazy.
4. Arthur Harrow as a Doctor, should be labeled as horror.
5. Needles. *shudders*
6. Wait. Taweret is the goddess/protector of mother's, children, and childbearing. Khonshu is the god/protector of the moon and knight travelers... and Ammit is the personification of retribution... interesting.
6a. No, but if you think about it- you could argue that Taweret is there Steven, Khonshu for Marc, and Ammit for Jake from Statefarm (WHENEVER HE SHOWS UP.)
7. The boat and the duat. Man I need to reread Kane Chronicles.
8. Scales. ANBUIS' SCALES! Where is he?? š
9. Okay, but to be fair, I wouldn't want to walk down memory lane. Though, when I die- I know that I will most likely do that.
10. Notice how in awe Marc is of Steven's memories.
11. Interesting that the first thing Marc shows Steven is a room full of dead bodies.
11a. Don't @ me. Marc could've stopped him.
12. Ah, look- Marc's guilt complex had to be a jerk and add in his dead brother.
13. No. Steven. No.
14. Marc watching Steven go though his memories is hurtful.
15. No. No needles.
16. Marc, it wasn't your fault.
17. Dr. Steven Grant. That is all.
18. Marc. It'S nOt YoUr FaUlT!
19. Watching the birthdays? My poor boy.
20. Maybe the scales aren't level- because- JAKE FROM STATEFARM- is not there.
20a. No seriously, where is Jake from Statefarm?
21. "He was manipulating you from the start!"
22. Question; at this point its clearly stated that you know Thor, Loki, Captain Marvel, Iron Man, Eternals- they all exist. So, why is it so crazy that Marc is possessed by an egyptian god?
23. Anyway, Steven coming to the realization that he's the made up one? Heart breaking.
24. "You got to live a happy life!"
25. Steven telling Marc "You can do this!" is the same energy as Peter telling himself, "Come on Spider-Man."
26. NO! NOT STEVEN!
27. Ah, peaceful fields. š
#moon knight#marc spector#steven grant#jake from state farm#afterlife#taweret#a boat#scales#looking back at the past#no#its not your fault#insane#psych ward#anbuis#the scales have to be level#marc protects steven#steven protects marc#they are one in the same#it's funny though#you know#hiding memories from oneself#trauma#at least it's a terrible mom and not a terrible dad
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look at me, squeezing in here right before the deadline like the dirty, little procrastinator i am. but actually, iām very excited to be here and write with all you!
mun info
name/alias: jin
age: 18+
pronouns:Ā she/they
timezone:Ā est (gmt -5)
discord:Ā just ask! i actuallyĀ slightly prefer dc
little trivia fact about yourself: i recently watched street woman fighter and am highkey obsessed so if you have also fallen down this rabbit hole, gimme a holler lol
character info
character name:Ā im hyunwoo
stage name: ASH (he jokes that itās inspired by ash ketchum, but in all honesty? itās short for asher, which was his baptismal name. no way heās religious, but his mom was catholic and voila. ironically asher means #blessed #happy)
age: 26
zodiac sign: gemini (pretty accurate)
group/band/position: solo_03
info links or quick points about your character:
human red flag.Ā jk? the sceneās residentĀ ābad boyā, not because heās big and scary but because he seems like a guy whoāllĀ end up emotionally wrecking you and make you like it anywayĀ šĀ .Ā a lot of not-so-great rumors around this guy, but also nothing completely incriminating. like if you ever meet him in-person, youād think heās a pretty nice, likable guy honestly. just a bit of a bad taste in your mouth, but hard to pinpoint exactly why. unfortunately lots of ppl are drawn to things that arenāt good for you?
was born to a young, single mother who never really could provide him much emotionally or materially. his dad was never in the picture, but hyunwoo is pretty indifferent about it (no daddy problems ...). if you were to ask him heād probably say smth likeĀ 'i donāt hate him. he wasn't abusive or an alcoholic or an asshole, so thatās nice. he just wasn't there."
rumor #1: he has gang ties. sorta?Ā actually he just hung out with a not-so-nice crowd of misfits and delinquents, because thatās what he was growing up. not much of a home presence, so he just kinda floated around in sketchy scenes, did a lot of drugs, was linked to a number of petty crimes. certainly not a respectable group of folks, but itās not like he was part of major organized crime or shit. heās gradually and naturally grown distant from this group as he committed himself more to his musicĀ
he really did have some very dark times. wonāt go into great detail, but just think very unsustainable, unhealthy, un-anything beneficial lifestyle. but clichĆ©Ā āmusic saved my lifeā kinda thing. at first it was more of a distraction / letās try something else, but he really did fall in love with it and turns out heās alright at it too. gets a bit obsessive about it, but it was largely better for him than the alternative.
which gets us to rumor #2: he doesnāt write his own music. ok this one is an actual lie, but likely the most widely-spread and problematic one for an aspiring artist. he basically tells one of hisĀ āfriendsā thatĀ āHELL no, i didnāt write this gushy shitā because he felt... embarrassed? self-conscious? thought his music wasnāt good enough? itās complicated, but now this one interaction has ballooned into a widely known rumor.Ā
so why doesnāt he come out and deny it? uhh (1) heās stubborn as fuck, idgaf about what ppl think about me vibes (lies). (2) heās stillĀ very self-conscious about his music. trust me, he doesnāt take music lightly and really does pour his soul into it. but he also feels very exposed and vulnerable when he does music, so in a way, itās a convenient shield when people donāt think he actually writes his songs. like itās good? ok cool, glad u like it. it sucks? not mine! also his music tends to be pretty emotional, ~love songs~ and heartbreak, sad boi shit so thatās kinda embarrassing yo
rumor #3: his superficiality towards fans (i.e. he prefers the pretty ones). this one he thinks is so stupid that he refuses to even acknowledge it. like wtf are there people out there whoĀ donāt like pretty people??? what kinda bullshit--Ā
honestly a pretty charismatic guy. could probably talk to a brick wall. uses humor as a crutch big-time. knows a little about everything, not a real expert at anything. joking as flirting. arguments as flirting. just flirting.Ā he does have this habit where he sometimes tends to look at people like heās in love with them, but you should do yourself a favor and learn quickly that it really doesnāt mean much
leans reckless and hotheaded, but heās really mellowed out over the years. saw enough fights and nasty encounters when he was younger, so heās kinda over that. yet gets wrapped up in a fair share of drama
so like any good bad boy type, he does have a good heart buried in there somewhere. but he also has asshole tendencies ngl. same things that make him fun and great to be around would really piss off others, depending on who you are
plots or any development youād like to see for your character:
musical collabs and interactions! people who are fans, people who think heās fake trash, people who really challenge him on hisĀ āiām so fucking insecure about my musicā cowardice (like please dude, be better). he likes doing his own thing and getting his own spotlight as a soloist, but also gets fomo looking at u band folks. like aww, you guys have friends(?)
the man sings a lot of love songs and songs about heartbreak very well and very convincingly at that. but he genuinely sucks at actual romance and doesnāt really date date much, just gets around enough to spark ~inspiration~ (again, dude. please be better!!!). but yeah, if you want a very painful ride, he is here. and i am all for it!
mutual bad influences -- can be genuinely toxic or kinda funky friendship. he parties a lot, still does drugs (umm ngl he probably thinks heās the weeknd), canāt back down from a dare, just does stupid things because heās naturally stupid, okay?
friends. vague, i know, but might be nice to have someone he learns to genuinely trust / vice versa. the man is actually really lonely and not used to having a support system of any kind, so itād be nice to have some peeps who are the exception to this rule.
someone who does not like him / is afraid of him / * insert any negative sentiment here*. usually hyunwoo would be like āoh well, thatās too badā and move on with his life. but with you he somehow really feels like he needs to redeem himself?
enemies to friends / lovers(?). he doesnāt have the most amazing rep around, so wouldnāt be a shocker if there is initial discomfort/conflict/misconceptions flying around
more than friends, less than lovers - i honestly really dig this trope heh
and of course anything else that might fit our muses better! always open to chat and v excited
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I posted 122 times in 2021
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My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Finished it. My boys.
Part 2 to the other picture of Quill casting cure wounds āŗ
Anyway, Quillucius, my beloved boys
63 notes ā¢ Posted 2021-06-28 17:55:42 GMT
#4
just the comment from one of the videos
This needs to be canon. Thinking about it makes me happy too
64 notes ā¢ Posted 2021-04-20 22:04:42 GMT
#3
Tried to console myself by doodling Quill. Did it work? No.
But I did manage to draw him decently for the first time, thanks to Fael (there were some "cheats" in discord server on how to draw Quill's head). I also didn't sleep the entire night!
I just couldn't get image out of my head of Quill just sitting on the ship, in his cabin, all by himself, with only thing that he has left from H'esper... (I know that he has the Eye from him too BUT the book has the gravure of his name in it, and not "Qillek" but "QUILL".)
I'm just dead, this stream killed me, Tom killed me because he played that perfectly.
P.S. Ignore my shitty attempt at mechanical arm ktnxbye
71 notes ā¢ Posted 2021-04-26 03:49:19 GMT
#2
You can pry Quillucius out of my cold, dead hands.
I mean-
AHEM
For the amount of time I spend thinking about them, I don't put it enough in drawing/writing. Also, I don't have good brushes to do magical effects (I wanted to make ridges glow on his magitek hand as he casts the spell), this is the best I can do.
Anyway...
Quill's Cure Wounds~
šš
75 notes ā¢ Posted 2021-04-28 23:45:19 GMT
#1
"You are not welcome here-!"
Excuse you, one badass elf coming through.
82 notes ā¢ Posted 2021-08-04 16:29:27 GMT
Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review ā
#my 2021 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#stolen from Elennare tbh#I'm not obsessed with HR and Lucius and Quill what are you talking about
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