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is it unrequited if hes kinda flirting but hes straight but hes a little bit fruity FYUK
#my nonsense#idk if its flirting man i find it hard to tell#painful crush again thsts going to last a few yesrs and end with me in tears#all of me wants all of you#unrequited love nothing more than a one man cult put cyanide in my styrofoam cup i can never make him love me#i wanttt uuuuu to wabt me#thinking in song lyrics n poetry#hes the handsomest abs cutest man ive ever seen#i want to know everything abt him#like even thr most mundane things#clinging onto the fact i know he has yellow crocs#and a manual toothbrush#and the music hes shown me#and his sense of humour#and his work#i hope no one i know ever sees this
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Turtle Takedown Teamwork.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#tulu xuanwu#Something about changing the action sequence to something gentle is hilarious to me.#The lesson here is “Be nice to turtles. They are gentle creatures. And many are very endangered.”#don't get me wrong here; I love this scene a lot. LWJ's string technique is one of my favoyrite things.#We do get a fair amount of LWJ fighting but I always loved how the theme of strings comes into play.#There is actually a lot to unpack with LWJ being associate with 'strings'.#The musicianship: Of dedication and rigor in one's practice.#The tension between following along a path or composing your own way forwards (playing what has been written vs composing)#A string is a tightly coiled/taunt entity; The same tension that makes it sing so beautifully can be it's downfall if pushed too hard.#And as a non-musical string - something that binds. Be it to his sect and family or how he binds his fate to WWX -#LWJ cannot exist without his binds. It is not something which ties him down though. It keeps him together.#And he himself *is* a bind. He 'ties wwx down' in ways that are initially negatively viewed ('come to gusu' - feels like: come be trapped)#But later it is shown how (despite being introduced as a free spirit) WWX truly wants to be bound to something and someone.#Marriage is a bind he wants. He wants to be tied and grounded by LWJ.#It's starting to sound like innuendo. Let's call his fondness for being literally tied up smart thematic writing.#Finally. Sex scenes that are important to the plot and characters
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1998’s Gus the theatre cat is so so painful for me and I can’t praise it enough for that. like - the shaking, the aimless wandering…., his vision of the past that nobody else can see, that he’s chasing in such a confused way because it’s the only thing that feels familiar,,,,,,,,,,the frailty of the voice, the way he cries into Jellylorum’s chest, the tangible sense of grief !!!!!! and the way Old Deuteronomy encourages the other Jellicles to show him both affection and respect, honoring him for the life he’s lived………. I don’t think I can ever be normal about this sorry!!!!
#not going to go too deep into it but like. for anyone who’s ever experienced caring for a loved one with dementia it just hits SO different.#and there’s almost like this sense of…….detachment from Jellylorum. like she doesn’t GET it and that just feels SO real.#and the way Deuteronomy treats him is so very peerlike like he KNOWS who Gus was for real & is just trying his best to be there for him now#just the deep sense of respect he harbors for him shown in the gentle way he guides him is just the most painful in the world!!!!!!! it#it’s so important to me#cats the musical#cats 1998#gus the theatre cat#jellylorum#old deuteronomy
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#stolen from fb#in light of the kanye controversy#actually I'll go one further#kanye's been anti-black for years and the acceptance of his anti-blackness has a direct correlation#with the 'sudden' interest in antisemitism#it's not sudden#he has been trending this way for a long long time#this should surprise no one#because these philosophies often go hand-in-hand#if one was accepted you can almost guarantee the other will be close to follow#I have two whole kanye songs both very old#and you can literally hear the difference#one is talking about the plight of being black in america#the other is complaining about his ex and really is the beginning of his antiblack leanings#where he was mostly just antiblack to black women and thus everyone accepted it#his music has shown him worsening for years and years and years#so while his behavior on social media and in the news has certainly reached a new low#it's not at all surprising to me that he's doing this#he's been#it's just that now more people care because it's more public and the targets' got a wider net#it also doesn't help that kanye is a black isrealite#which is an antisemetic group of black people stating that *they* are the *true jews* and *they* should be given isreal#they're basically a cult and they're VERY annoying and their stupid shit is so fucking widespread#big sigh
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i really like matthew patrick ok
#matpat#game theory#fnaf movie#the fnaf musical#hes SO good in the fnaf musical btw ....#fanart#i thought i was the only matpat girlie in the world but tumblr tiktok and pinterest have shown me otherwise so#btw there WILL be more matpat posting hes like my guy rn sorry
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I really don't think people who think jinki would want to stop being a singer truly ever listened to him lol
#if he decides that's what's best for him that's great#i'm not saying what he should and shouldn't do#but if you followed his solo career over the last 5 years#how hard he worked for his music#you cant tell me he'd want to stop especially when he literally said he wants to come back#he created all of his albums using his own resources with barely any input from sm (but they'd never credit him for it)#directed his own concerts#paid for content out of his own pocket to show his musical process#also people seeing him as just a ballad singer (not a bad thing btw) when he's proved he enjoys making all types of music... idk#all this is just word vomit and idk if im making sense but the way some of y'all talk is 😬#shinee#jinki#onew#ramblings#anyway maybe im wrong#but from what hes shown talked and written to us this is how i feel
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A fanfic idea I've always had for HalBarry that I've BEEN WANTINGGG to write is a mission dealing with the Music Meister but the whole thing turns into confessing to each other about how they feel infront of everyone but through a musical style. Music Meister's power is being able to sing and control people to sing AND dance. I also want to mix the ability of CW Music Meister, his powers contain the ability of creating this figment that is like a sorta daydream sequence. (That's so silly and cool I love it and he's also my favorite villain in general but there's barely anything on him)
I'm still debating what songs they would sing but it would be based on how they feel INTERNALLY and through complex topics like what they are worried about. For example, from gaining the feeling that they'd lose the other if confessing was the way or being afraid of saying the truth directly to someone OR entering a relationship at all. ("What would they say? How would they react? What do I look like to them??" etc. etc.)
Give the other JL members little song sequences and singing. 'If Only He Can Love Me' duet between Dinah and Ollie in Brave and The Bold... OR BRUCE BEING ABLE TO SING. ARTHUR TOO, he's so silly in that episode.
I'm also including Music Meister HEAVILY from 'Mayhem of The Music Meister!' from Batman: The Brave And The Bold S1 E25. Having Neil Patrick Harris be Music Meister for that...I'm amazing. ANDDD AND, the fact that Neil also played Barry Allen in DC: The New Frontier film
#I have a lot but it's 2 am rn (help)#I finished my work so I'm literally writing everything on my mind and this got brought up again because of the brave and bold soundtrack#halbarry#speedster ramble#brave and the bold is everything to me#song fic#my beloved#i actually really enjoy song fics or fanfics with playlists#i hold it very special to my heart#barry allen#hal jordan#hi hi hi i would love to ramble about my ideas that my docs on google are so much#I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS IDEA FOR SOOO SOOO LONG#HEAR ME OUT ON THIS!!!#music meister...#i love his outfits whenever he's shown#my favorites are always the designs involving looks carried into his outfit from the phantom of the opera#im always a fan of animated shows or shows that randomly always have scenario of 'omg we are stuck in this singing action?? help!'#and then throughout the whole thing it's just songs#or shows that have songs occasionally#dc
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some now-deleted comments from a reddit thread about the MotA intro credits/music. get excited, musicheads!!
#HUGE disclaimer that no. i haven't seen a single second of the show (that hasn't been shown in a teaser or trailer#or blurry monitor screen spotted in saar klein's selfie from almost 2 years ago)#just wanna make that Abundantly Clear to any of the apple tv snipers out there before they shoot me like they shot this guy lol#fair enough i left out a couple of paragraphs that talk a Smidge more about a couple of scenes (which may be why the commenter got sniped)#but we're talking First part of the First episode. not even the whole thing. not a spoiler of any kind. and idk what else he saw!#i know nothing! i repeat (to the snipers): I KNOW NOTHING!!!#(if anyone is Really Itching to see what else the guy talked about. like if it's gonna keep you up at night#There Are (non-wayback machine) Ways to see old snapshots of webpages#not gonna say anything more than that so i can retain some measure of plausible deniability)#anyway! i still wanna know if blake neely is the Sole composer (like kamen in BoB) or if there's gonna be a collab (like in the pacific)#masters of the air#hbo war#music
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My dreams lately are so fragmented I hardly remember Anything but there was one bit that carried on for a long while while maintaining it's detail today and it happened in a theater with a movie I didn't even went in to watch.
It was this sort of artsy almost silent movie with Willem Dafoe and some girl. In it, Willem was a professor of something like informatic but he was also a magician part time.
During his introduction they showed him standing next to this yellow building (w his head shaved fsr) where a queue was formed of people waiting and there were two guys, like, management? Who let the audience know this was like, an university being just opened and these were the ppl who wanted to go study there, but after Willem did Something (I think he just made a lightbox disappear) everyone STILL FORMING A PRETTY NEAT QUEUE started walking away to the despair of the other guys being like NO DUDE WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!
Then it cut to a scene in a cruise with the aforementioned woman. She was fair skinned and thin except for her pregnant belly and I don't think she ever dressed up. All the scenes here were her and Willem not saying a world but cuddling and looking at each other lovingly. Though something interesting was revealed when they showed she had a penis and dream me was like WHAT⁉️ but then I thought of it and I was like ah of course because he's a magician maybe the belly is fake! Or maybe the penis is 🧐
Didn't get to keep analyzing this for long because the next scene had her jumping off the boat w only a lifebuoy. I think someone was after them. I was watching the movie with my dad and he was like "she better not die" and I was like "no no the shore is near she'll swim but ... Willem will die. He ALWAYS dies in movies" "that's not true he didn't die in [Some Films]" "well yeah true but he almost always does, directors Love killing him" and was everything about this dialogue right because as the woman swam and made it to the shore (I remember saying I'd never been more anxious about this, for some reason her climbing off the water just was freaking me OUT) and she looked around her love was nowhere to be seen but y'all know what she did see? The fucking lightbox.
And then the movie ended. And no one liked it 😭
Oh yeah and later my dentist said something like Hm yeah it's clear that you've multiple fractures on your back which even in dream confused me bc why does SHE know? But oh well she's just Like That ig.
#luly talks#my dreams#willem Dafoe#y'all want an actual deeper analysis of the movie? the first scene was grey with only the yellow of the building standing up against the#washed out and dark colors#the second scene was still dark but it was warm it felt cozy and music played on the background#ALSO IK THIS IS A DREAM AND this actually was the only time where Willem's face was shown upclose but HE LOOKED SO UNCANNY#LIKE HE LOOKED SO YOUNG AND OLD AT THE SAME TIME IT THREW ME OFF SO HARD#anyway the last scene was actually the brightest being on a beach with other boats and the bright sun and the blue water#even the buoy was a pretty off red orangey tone. also had some flowers on top of it that made my dad think it was useless at first
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I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young is such a Steve song. Imagine teenage Steve who was told by his parents "grace is just weakness" and that's what he learned, why he lashed out, why he was making fun of others. And then he changes and spends time with the kids, telling himself "I'll be a better man this time". And when it comes to Eddie, I have it in my head ghat they did have an argument years ago "I never meant to make you bleed, I'll be a better man today" when they meet again. "For all the perfect things that I doubt" cause he doesn't think he deserves anything nice in this world. Doesn't deserve someone who loves him for who he is, because he fucked up, he wasn't a nice person, but he tries so hard to make up for his previous behaviour, to "love the world like I should" especially after the whole Upside Down shit.
#All I Want#i am having thoughts while I'm sick and music makes me emotional#just like from Kodaline#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#steveddie#steve harrington x reader#this works for steddie AND x reader#cause Steve just needs to be loved and be shown ghat he deserves it#staffi talks
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im still conflicted about my placements for the little shop of horrors at the moment
#talking#CLICK SEE ALL IF YOU DARE.#norman as seymour is like. accurate because Look At Him you cant tell me he wouldnt get himself into that mess.#but at the same time ramona would fit the role really well also [“strange plants are my hobby”]#but ramona ALSO works for mr. mushnik#and i want to cast vannie as audrey ii because i mean its just really good. you eat blood audrey ii how am i supposed to keep feeding you#but if ramona was seymour it would make sense for me to cast sunny as audrey ii because of the outer space aspect of its character#and dont even get me started on the placements for audrey. if norman was seymour my first thought is obviously gonna be trip as audrey#because like at first glance its like Yeah that makes sense#but at a further glance NO IT DOESNT!!! audrey is shown to be fantasizing about wanting to move to a suburbia which trip canonically HATES#BUT!! at a FURTHER glance theres that shared aspect of wanting to get out of that awful town with the person you love!#so that part does check out! however if trip was cast as audrey then who would orin be? my thought for that would be debbie and i would jus#change the part where theyre like romantic because. ew. AND that would make sense because of the fact she would get eaten#by vannie specifically in this scenario. HOWEVER#if we're gonna roll with that and just change their relationship to each other i would ALSO have to change the fact that at the end#of the musical where SPOILER audrey dies and shes like “i want you to feed me to the plant” because trip would not take that shit lying dow#BUT!! if im okay with changing peoples relationships to each other then technically if i wanted the orin thing to still work how it was#intended to then TECHNICALLY fern could get cast as audrey as well and him and norman could be hashtag platonic#but outside of miranda being cast as orin it wouldnt actually fit at all#anyway the reason im leaning more towards the norman/vannie/trip iteration#other than the fact that im more focused on those characters at the moment#is that with the ramona/sunshine iteration i have no idea who audrey would be because i havent really explored ramonas relationships#with other people as much outside of sunny and mina#and while mina fits the audrey personality a whole lot it wouldnt really work with the way her and ramona's dynamic is canonically#sigh. its a hard life for me. sorry for typing about this in the tags so much
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trying to explain to my parents about how i think im ND is so exhausting because my dad just negates everything i say. he doesn't listen. im explaining how my brain works and he's gonna sit there and tell me that im wrong??? like wtf
#like i 100% believe that im autistic and he shuts it down so fast every time i mention it#like bro its MY brain i know how it operates stop telling me#that thats not how my brain works#its my own brain#just bc i dont 'act autistic' around you#doesnt mean i cant be#youve just only seen the stereotypes of what you believe is the only way#autism is shown outwardly#like not every autistic person acts the same#AND#just bc youve never seen me act that way#doesnt mean i dont#when im by myself or with people im comfortable with#i dont mask it as much#but bc he has shown me that negativity#of xourse im not going to act like that around him#like have you SEEN me listen to music by myself??? stim central#but when youre in the car with me i dont do it#or i do it very subtley#its just annoying#and i mwntion eanting to go to therapy and hes supportive of that#but i know the second someone tries to diagnose me with anything#hes going to shut it down even though a professional has told me xyz#idk i just hate how i am incapable of functioning in the world sometimes#and how he never listens to what i have to say about it#existing in this world is so hard when it feels like everything isnt made for you#but he doesnt want to listen#i cant wait to move out wtf wtf wtf#anyways
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Like I can barely fucking stand andrew lloyd webber but the jesus christ superstar soundtrack goes so unimaginably hard
#which is funny because its the second thing he ever made#after joseph and the amazing technicolour dreamcoat which sucks#just listening to gethsemane in my room okay#maybe if theyd just shown me the movie version of jesus christ superstar at school i wouldve actually given a shit about the bible readings#jesus christ superstar#musicals
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My bf is cooler than yours
#opposite of humble bragging rn#he's gorgeous he's funny he plays guitar learns my fav songs he cooks he dresses well he works hard he's smart he's cool he works out#he's generous and thoughtful and considerate#he's into old films and music but not in a pretentious way he's shown me so much he's a real earth angel#txt
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I’ve been feeling awful today and yesterday so to cheer myself up I watched the waitress musical again for the first time in years and AAAAAAA GOD LIKE IM A MESS IM AAAAAAAAAAA THEYRE JUST SO LIKE GOD IM FUCKING AAAAAAAAA
#the klock keeps ticking#waitress is my second favorite musical after falsettos obviously#it makes me feel every emotion#fuck earl all my homies hate earl i hate him so fucking much#the bootleg i was watching had the obc but the audio wasnt great obviously and the play had some technical issues#but other than that so fucking good everyone is so talented 💙💙💙#the absolute fucking SYMBOLISM at the end of jennas baby being a girl specifically#proving that it really is HER baby and not earls just SO 😻💅😭👏👏👏🥰#and the scene where she divorced earl is literally the best scene i screamed i cheered i cried fuck you earl#and just the fucking. THE WAITRESS GANG THEY ALL LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH#DAWN AND OOGIE LET JENNA MOVE IN WITH THEM WHEN SHE HAS THE BABY CUZ THEY LOVE HER#AND JUST THE GANG ALL BECOME THE BEST AUNTS AND UNCLES AAAAAAA#my one gripe though is that she doesnt end up with the doctor#like i understand WHY and the whole ending where jenna paves her own path independent of men is absolutely 💅💙👏👏👏#but consider this: the doctor is cute and perfect he is the perfect man#like they wouldve stayed together if they chose it and they wouldve lived a good life 😭#and i honestly dont get why they gave him a wife like that really added nothing#like it made the stakes of the affair higher I guess but also like no??? the stakes were high enough#we arent shown anything about that marriage it didnt need to be a thing#idk i just get really mad that hes in a very unhappy marriage but they make him stay with his wife#cuz she loves him#like damn jenna the same couldve been said about you and your marriage but you were much better off leaving that#i just. why cant the cute quirky doctor be happy too and leave the bad marriage#maybe years later he reunites with jenna and they can start a normal relationship and finally be together blissfully#or just like. if they were gonna make jenna a huge girlboss who breaks up with him they couldve made the doctor less dreamy#im gonna go with my fanfic theory though THEY WILL BE HAPPY TOGETHER ONE DAY
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It’s been a minute since I’ve been on about the relationship between Geryon and Larry
#put on music to go to sleep to since YouTube’s been too much the past few nights and. hello to the song I associated with them years ago#when I was originally developing their lives between friends and two dead men who have killed each other and hold a permanent place in each#others hearts and#normally I’m very *shakes them in my teeth* about it but currently I’m just. holds them in my hands like a very small origami crane#they held onto each other in spite of everything#and it’s tragic and they know it and they keep falling into orbit with each other and any time one of them holds the others cheek he’s very#aware of the blood on those hands and every time one holds the other he’s too aware of how easy it would be to betray the trust he’s being#shown but they keep trusting each other despite it and they’ve always known each other and they no longer recognize each other and they’re#the same people they were on earth and those versions of them are long dead and#and there was a time when. even as their lives were falling apart they had a respite in each other. even as they stared their own descent in#the face they held onto each other#what could they have become if that time lasted just a little longer. if it slightly edged out even just two events#like it’s just that. before their relationship was the sweet smell of rot. it was just sweet#don't mind me#character rambles#elysur#lawrence nighy#geryon amnes#thinks about the moment when they first met again after they had both died#two dead men for an instant shedding the weight on their shoulders and just. reuniting with their oldest friend. they didn’t catch up#because they knew that would sour things so they just enjoyed some time together while they could#like. amidst the chaos and the pain there are moments of care#like don’t get me wrong their relationship is a fucking dumpster fire#but I’m feeling soft and this is just the characters I’m stuck on atm
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