March was a busy month! For one thing, I sat down and came up with my fursona. Keep in mind it is not at all based on any real species, this is pure 'I wanna swipe all the bat shapes that I think are fun'.

btw for reference Here are all the spoiler glimpses of beatrice's form i've been accidentally exposed to for the sake of transparency and also so you can know how surreal/funny it is for me to be unravelling the meaning of this vicious murderwitch in canon while also seeing occasional iceberg tips of what seems to be some kind of extremely thorough and comprehensive blorbo memeification going on. i think you guys are doing some breaking bad fandom shit to this woman.

shoutout to brennan lee mulligan and ally beardsley for the kitchen scene with rapunzel and timothy i’m VISCERALLY uncomfortable right now

NO WAIT I FORGOT ABOUT THE CHARACTER INTERVIEW

just thinking about the fact that a fully grown trans woman was removed from the platform for no reason (bad, obviously) & now all i see are transfem positivity & support posts in response (good, obviously)

meanwhile a nonbinary transmasc teenager was beaten to death at school, the school refused to call an ambulance and instead suspended them (again this is bad, obviously) & all i see in response is posts debating whether or not its possible for this to have been a suicide & the same singular post about their death that i have to go searching for because none of my mutuals will reblog anything about transmasc people.

like. am i actually crazy for seeing a problem with that? am i crazy for wanting to see posts condeming anti trans violence against ALL trans people? or wanting to see posts saying that transmascs deserve to be protected against this kind of violence?

am i really a big evil piece of shit for thinking that transmasculine people deserve to be recognized & protected when something fucked up and unfair happens to us?

seeing ppl say that dabi’s an emotionless sociopath just bc he says he is is actually annoying af to me 😭 like r u rlly gonna say the guy who thought so hard abt the families of the ppl he’s killed he went crazy, went berserk when twice died, and literally burned himself to death BC he was so emotional that his father didn’t come to see his quirk’s development is unemotional just bc he says he is? cmon babes be for fucking real 😭

i hate to be this girl the girl who cries on her drive home but this might just be as good as it gets and i can’t keep doing this and by this i mean falling behind and being so fucking alone i can’t be the only one trying here i just need someone to give me a fucking break but none of this even matters because i am just a girl who forgets grief is sitting next to her in the passenger seat until i miss my turn.

always feel kinda weird when i make a canon character “worse” than they are in canon in my own hcs but also like hyness was a literal cult leader who exploited the sisters and hit zan onscreen and literally used her and her sisters bodies as tools in his boss fight so like. canonically he is a horrible person who’s actions just get sweeped w a vague “oh he might have been corrupted actually theyre cool now” ending. so i guess its not that strange to just lean into him being abusive in my hcs

bitches be getting so happy watching the darkling being portrayed as a villain and a toxic lover. It’s me, I’m bitches

I have a lil request/suggestion: the walls have ears hard-on scene. I mean…. SOMETHING needs to be done about it 😭 so much potential!! Would you ever write solo elvis?

so anon, i'm gonna tell you to request this again so i have it in my inbox for either post gala/or during my gala.

because i felt the need to answer it. yes but in very specific situations i feel. this particular case i would say yes i could probably do it. do i think i could do a lot of it beyond that? probably not.

so would i? in this case, yes. but overall, once in a blue moon if that.

REMINDER FOR FUTURE ME, write the introduction for Sky's capture and the destruction of skyloft please and thank you

when fat baby lays between my legs exactly the way allie did

Sometimes as a Korean, I wish people didn’t hear about K-p0p because it’s so tiring to hear takes like...you’re all wrong! Shut up. 

what do i have to do for it to matter. people get medication and people get treatments and people get sympathy and people get explanations and people get diagnoses and people get to check all the boxes. it feels like my brain is physically forcing itself not to be too close to an explanation because at the last moment all symptoms will suddenly go away (i’m going to fucking kill Dahlia actually, because I think she’s the reason this keeps happening to me and even if she isn’t I’m just going to keep going until i find the bastard who is responsible). i go to therapy for five fucking years and nothing ever changes. it took whoever i was before this to fucking die before i could be split into this system and that was the most change we ever went through positively was someone fucking disappearing. 

oh mare you could have bipolar ... if your hypomanic periods were more rhythmic :/ or if the manias were worse lol :/ you could have psychosis but its not that bad :/ schizophrenia but you’re too “functional” you talk too “articulately” you’re never getting “anywhere” :/ you could have BPD but your life would be sooooo much more miserable mare and aren’t you happy :/ you could have CPTSD but you can’t even remember what happened to you can you? :/ 

I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong. I’ve done EVERYTHING right I have been so much BETTER about recovery than anybody I have met in my entire fucking life and I get nothing for it. I go to every therapy session I do all the positive self talk I try not to be toxic to people I try EVERYTHING more than ANYBODY. and all I get? Nothing. I never get ANYTHING. 

i do think it’s inherently hilarious that all of the true routes minus aleister are allied with darcy so if it comes down to it both valentin and amadeu would back him up and HELP kill aleister like lmfao i- man’s can’t catch a break

yugioh darlings. how do we feel about bakura being a reincarnated thief (who stole from tombs) and he is interested in the occult, likely including seances and necromancy. how are we feeling about rpg au necromancer bakura