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i miss hamtaro :/
#about once a year or so i remember hamtaro exists#and then feel sad that i know of no way to watch it#even tho i haven’t seen it since i was like 9#and im currently 26#15 years and i still miss those lil guys
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how do i explain to people that my favorite game right now is a skyrim mod but also not really a skyrim mod in the sense of "it adds a mod to skyrim" but in the way of "it makes skyrim into a whole new game" . im obsessed can u tell
#im at 26 hours in enderal currently and its makig my brain go “HUH”#the fuckign cycle . . . . to me its reading like a ouroboros#anyways uhhhh i met calia finally too and i love her i cant wait to learn more about her#i have been flirting w jespar bcus . the blonde bisexual man has bewitched me [yay !]#uhhh what else . . . . idk . i just am having fun playing it while it fucks with my mind#yeah the voice acting is a bit funky but its also a free mod made by a small team . it adds to it entirely#dannie.txt#enderal#enderal forgotten stories#all that i ask is please no spoilers bcus im trying to play thru it blind and learning as i go#i would love to talk abt my prophet tho . . . . am working on him and hes . oh hes blorbo hes so blorbo#THIS GOT SO LONG IM SO SORRY i just like to talk ! ! ! !
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Having some ideas for a "10 years later" valzhang kid fic (featuring trans leo & other fun hcs)
Where a couple years after Leo and Calypso split (early 20s at this point) Athena goes and works with leo in his shop for a few months before giving him a daughter, because she believes that he is one of the smartest minds of his generation (I just KNOW Athena heard all of Leo's plans through out Hoo when he would talk to himself around the Athena Parthenos, and was impressed with his (honestly incredibly smart) strategy to succeed at doing 2 things no human nor god had ever done, then succeeded with both plans all while remaking a metal dragon all in secret, plus Annabeth loves her friend alot so that's a bonus)
(This will be long so more after the cut)
So now, at like 23, Leo is the father of a beautiful baby girl named Sophina Esperanza Piper Valdez, and he loves it, he really does! Although he was terrified to ever be a parent, and this certainly wasnt how he planned to ever have kids, he loves his daughter more than anything and is determined to not have her experience anything he had too, and because shes a greek demigod he knows she will taken care of by the camp.
PLUS the seven ADORE Sophina!!
Piper loves her god daughter, and she and leo love to tell her all about Jason knowing he would have loved her so much too! Although it's weird in the beginning, Annabeth really loves and cares for her little sister, but much prefers to be seen as her aunt, (percy is definitely the cool uncle and loves to babysit Sophina along with looking after his own kids)! Hazel couldnt have been more excited to have a neice, just like leo she cant help but see so much of sammy Sophina!
And Frank? He adores Sophina too, he loves seeing Leo excel at being a dad, and he finds it hilarious at how devious this little girl is, how the combo of incredible building/ strategic mind from her godly heritage plus that insane intelligents from her father alone made the now 3 year old an adorable MENACE!!
No normal kiddie pen could ever keep this child contained! And frank would know, he offered to babysit more often than not, whenever he wasnt doing his praetor duties, he was looking after Sophina. And when he wasnt doing that he was often having her and leo over for dinner or lunch.
So much had changed since they where 15/16, living on a flying boat trying to save the world, it had been an entire decade even. And sure they were only mid 20s but that's practically middle age with a demigods track record. Leo and Frank went from hating eachothers guts to having a weird bond, formed of complete and utter trust in the other, while never quite getting rid of their petty bickering, tho this time on far more friendlier jokeing terms, (loving bullying piper called it) plus it helped they admired eachother and their abilities greatly. And now as they were both freshly single, welp dam it sometimes feelings just sorta surprise ya!
Frank and Hazel split the year before Sophina was created, both realising they had different ideas for their futures, and in the aftermath they became even closer friends, so when Frank started realising just how long he had been harbouring feelings for leo, well Hazel was the first one to say she both knew it, and to become his ultimate wing woman.
Leo, who has been single since 19, and hasnt thought about dating again properly since after having his daughter, suddenly having years old feelings from the argo2 reserface after frank starts helping him out more with his little girl, feeling like a percy out of water when he thinks about wanting to get back into dating again, especially when dating involves one of his best friends...
Buttttttt :) when you have the favour of both the godess of love and the godess of marriage and family on your side (abit reluctantly on your end) things end up going great!! Everyone was surprised it hadnt happened sooner and well, it's been going smooth for the last few months at least! Plus Sophina absoulutly loves having Frank around more!!
That is until 6 months later, 3 months before Sophinas 4th birthday, Frank is called away for a quest with his legion, which isnt uncommon, but it's the first one since the two became official, so Leo wont lie if hes a little bit more stressed than usual.
It doesnt help no one has heard from Frank and his quest group in over a week... nor the fact not either of the camps or even the hunters could find them... and definitely no the fact that Leo's cycle is late and has been throwing up for the last few days...
So when Annabeth comes over to help with a project while Percy takes care of Sophina for the day, the first thing she does is tell him to take a pregnancy test or have them call Will, even tho Leo is adamant its probably just a stomach bug.
Of course, 3 positive tests, 2 breakdowns in the arms of Annie, Piper and Hazel, and 1 check up from Will, Leo discovers hes around 6 weeks pregnant and the other father could only be Frank and he is still MIA!!!
Not only that, but Leo, after the war, becoming a double amputee, still grieving Jason with so much regret, and a now no longer single father of an amazing little girl, he was now facing becomg a father AGAIN only this time hes going to actually carry his own child, unlike the first time. Leo was trans, he always knew that if he ever in the place to have a child, he would have to carry them, and at the time he mostly only dated women anyway! But when Athena came along and gave him Sophina, well that was the perfect out to all that. Until now...
Leo doesn't know what to do, he cant make any decisions about the baby without Frank, and by now it's going on 2 weeks without any word. Hazel has been staying with him and Sophina when she hasnt been out doing search missions with Arion, the two have been sharing the stress.
Its week 2 and a half, 4 weeks from when the original quest started, when the questing group finally returns, found by Rayna and Hazel, mostly badly injured and being carried by Frank who had transformed himself into (all be it a very hurt) Elphant.
According to what they said the group had somehow fallen into some of the uncollapsed tunnels of the labyrinth which messed with people being able to find them.
But that doesnt matter, Frank is back and Leo is a flood of emotions because he just spent the last 3 weeks worrying if the guy he was inlove with was dead or dying, and the last week and a half thinking he was going to be a single dad AGAIN
But Frank, big dumb lovable Frank, is here, hes alive, and as he returns from the elephant to normal with the kindest most apologetic smile as he walks over to Leo before being directed to the med tent. He holds Leo close as he says hes sorry for disappearing over and over again.
So of course Leo, in all his blazing adhd glory, not exactly chooses, more word vomits the thing that he had been desperate to tell Frank since he first found out.
So in sitcom style dramatics the moment frank hears the words "I'm pregnant" from Leo's mouth he immediately passes out.
Que some shenanigans, but it ends with Frank being so excited, he already loved Leo, (not that either had said it out loud yet), he would be thrilled to have Sophina as his step daughter, and to to be an actual dad himself, for them to have a child and give Sophina a little sibling?? For them to be a weird chaotic family (oh gods they're going to be a family, they're going to need to find a bigger place to live all together, would Leo even want to move to New Rome? Wait would Leo want to even move in with HIM?? Panic for another time)
It becomes a hectic next 9 months, the Valdez - Zhang family has a new family home at the edge of New Rome, Sophina has never been more excited finding out she was going to be a big sister (being told the week before her 4th bday) (she had a party thrown by the Athena & Haphaestus kids at CHB) and happily helps her dads prepare. The 7 are thrilled for the new addition to their found family (my hc this would be the 4th kid from the group)
And finally they eventually wecome Ellie Jace Valdez - Zhang, Greek/Roman legacy of Haphaestus, Mars & Poseidon, future fighter extraordinar who eventually inherits the Zhang shapshifting, also inherited her fathers firewood
#this got so away from me im sorry#i needed some plot for how Valzhang had there daughter + leo and athena child too#and it got so chaotic#if anyones confused btw they leo is 26 - 27 and frank was 27 by the end of this#also Sophina is just a mini leo vs Ellie who ends up 6f sweetheart with the determination to mock her older sisters hight 24/7#i have so many ideas for this “10 yrs later au” this was just the part that was currently on my mind#i hope it even made a little sence#if anyone wants to hear or see more i do wanna make a couple comics for this au#valzhang#leo valdez#frank zhang#kid fic#future au#kids au#hoo#Ellie Jace Valdez- Zhang#Sophina Esperanza Piper Valdez#leo and frank love their daughters very much#they also end up adopting and fostering many of the young wayward demigods and legacy kids that need some parental figures#they become the family Leo and Frank didnt grow up with
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I really need to get serious about personal projects again
#I think I said something like this last year too lol#currently in a weird headspace about it#the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom#(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back)#so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom#and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason#it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully#I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff#but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me?#idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol#it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people#and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :(#and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom#which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do#im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air#so I really can’t afford to dawdle#there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have#but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself#I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️#anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those !#blahblahbills#delete later
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was already making plans to figure out how i can skip eating Friday and now a friend has asked if I want to get dinner before the musical (gonna see Little Women, excite) and half of me wants to say yes and the other half wants to say no and successfully Not Eat Friday
#i know i can skip lunch w uni and i figured i could hang round at uni for long enough my brother can't make me eat dinner#the next question is if i could really enjoy the musical without eating all day. might start feeling dizzy bc i haven't done such a long#stint without eating for a while#bc by the start of it id be approximately 26 or so hours out from eating#i mean im currently on 24 hours since i last ate and feeling fine (about ot have dinner tho) but that might not continue if i didn't eat fo#another few hours idk#i wish i could convince my bro i only need to eat once a day id feel so much better tbh#anyway#tw ed#the idea of eating in company with friends is also scary but so is the idea of finding the place for the musical on my own#so idkkkkkkkk will probably ignore the message for the next day or two lol#personal
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hii, it's the anon that asked about red earlier. thank you so much for explaining I understand now! but also I would love to hear what inspired u to ship w/ red👀
(no pressure tho, I love reading about what drew ppl to their f/os, in a way it's like their story of how they met)
WELP OKAY HERE GOES!!! (thank you so much by the way, im always so happy to know there's people out there who enjoys my rambles!)
alright... these pictures should help get the idea first
so, almost a year ago - I actually started selfshipping with THIS red, but the twist is that he's a creepypasta equivalent for pokemon! or pokepasta I should say. keep in mind this isn't jaide :3 this is emme! she's only exclusive to the pokepasta media
this red design was taken from frid.ay nigh.t funki.n's community created mod named hypno's lullaby which basically revives the classic "scary" stories you'd hear back in the day but they turned it into a rhythm HORROR game ALSKAKKEKEKAA (if you know fri.day n.ight fun.kin then you probably know how this game could look like. it's so high quality for something that's community created.)
^^^ LOOK THERE HE IS ^^^ MY EDGELORD BABYGIRL
anyway so while I was busy crushing on this red, (he is named glitchy red here!) I kinda got curious how he actually looks like (my common knowledge for pokemon was very poor at the time) and mind you, I did not play pokemon yet. at least, I didn't get addicted yet 💀 so I went to check, saw the many iterations of red via his gallery etc etc and then... i saw sm red 😭 and I just ???????????????? hello???? that was the first time I saw him
.... and then I saw the fanart..... 💥💥 (which means. i now dig him too.) and that's how it happened 🧍i simultaneously like the spooki and normal one :3
thank you for listening ☕
#honestly very happy I get to talk about glitchy red because the day i started liking him is on october 26! itll almost be a year!!#though.... i ended up liking another iteration of red in the same medium along the way so like aksjhsjjkss 😭😭#literally falling for every red im sorry 😭😭😭😭#though im currently enjoying glitchy red in a more /p manner lately but redemme holds a special place in my heart#because it was the reason why i went back to playing pokemon ^^ like if it werent for me checking this horror mod-#appleshipping would not have happened at all#its also thanks to my friends who- despite how niche the pokepasta community is - still stayed to interact with me abt pokepasta#i was actually suuuper shy to open up about glitchy red because hes my first “horror”esque f/o#this got a little sentimental because its almost a year now but thats it! :]#thank you for allowing me to talk about him!#me and my friends are still riding high on the spooky hype because they actually got a big update for pokepasta coming soon and we're happy!#so you might see glitchy pop up again#~ mailbox#anon tag
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whats the tumblr word for the character thats like your lil guy, like im trying to describe thancred ffxiv and i can only come up with poor glubbo
#help!!#took a break and forgot the lingo#ffxiv#ffxiv thancred#im very early in ffxiv im level 26#idk if he stays as my small blorby but he is currently my poor little stinker
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i have got about half of the rows i need right now which is rocks :) but the second half of rows is going to take so much longer to actually crochet which sucks :(
#we have 26 rows currently#its gonna be about 52 rows and then ill decide what im gonna do#maybe little star squares in the corners#but we'll see :)#shh ac
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okay. home. dr said I might have "chronic rhinitis" or "a sensitivity to certain environments" and gave me $133 nasal spray. also ordered me to stop the addictive decongestants so uh. the next few days will be Fun.
anyway she gave me 3 refills of the nasal spray but I'm kinda hoping this will magically clear up somehow bc damn.
#i mean i think my drug coverage is 80% which means i only pay roughly $26 and the insurance covers the rest#but with our shitty work insurance i have to pay upfront and then submit a claim and then WAIT FOR A CHEQUE IN THE MAIL#LIKE IT'S 1996 OR SOME SHIT#BC FOR SOME REASON THEY CAN'T DO DIRECT PAYMENTS FOR PHARMACIES EVEN THOUGH THEY DO IT FOR DENTISTS ETC??#anyway. im going to be very whiny for a while here so wish me luck#also i shouldn't complain about paying $26 bc currently i pay like $12/week for drixoral + $25/month for allergy meds#so....yeah sigh i will be saving money. but SIIIIIIGGGGHHHHHHH
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#one piece#opgraphics#opedits#oldanimeedit#monkey d luffy#luffy#anime edit#i LOVE love love love love love one piece u must all KNOW i LOVE it.#currently up to date with the manga and im not gonna spoil anything BUT but BUT but!!!#i am SO amazed at how far luffy has come and i swear i cry every chapter i read. and the latest chapter? i can't believe *redacted*#op rewatch is a dump of memories and emotions for me. started watching it at 9 years old and now i'm 26 and it's gonna end around my 30s#and im gonna CRY when it ends#opedit#syrup village arc
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Really wish between us had hired a script and sequence editor that was like........ Good :) 🙏✨
#this show is going off the rails and I dont like it. :/#you know when you see a fanfiction thats like ''26/?''#and you just know theyre dragging your blorbos from plotpoint to plotpoint with no regard for previous canon characterisation#thats the current vibe#I havent caught up with last weeks episode... I will eventually but the editing is a level of pain i can only endure once a day :/#I just feel like they had 3 years to develop and review scripts and characters that were like... good.#and they chose to write a weird stinted lapslock stream of consciousness eastenders type beat :/#I'm still gonna watch it. but its annoying me. im annoyed
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Sport coat acquired
#need a few more things#white collared shirt (may have one#but it's currently not in my posession)#need to find my half chaps#need white (probably) breeches (more likely leggings bc breeches are expensive lol)#but anyway#i love thirfting#bc i can almost always find exactly what im looking for#got this and the waistcoat under it and a pair of suitable riding boots#all for around 26 bucks
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aaaa the galaxy watch 5 was announced today and I just preordered it! Idk if anyone even cares lol but I'm excited. I was debating the pre-order vs. waiting until it comes out but I have 0 patience so..
#and im trading in my current watch so i got $150 off the price which is awesome#i hope i get it early.. it comes out officially aug 26 but it says there it ships on the 18th 👀#gw5#galaxy watch
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#the weirdest thing about dressing as A Professional Lawyer (Israeli standards)#and regularly going to orthodox Jewish events (also Israeli standards but exact opposite meaning lol)#is that my personal style is starting to resemble kate middleton's to a worrying degree#its strange bc im 26 which not exactly Old#but until like 2 years ago i wore miniskirts basically daily#also the point of this post is to say i regret to inform you i bought another ghost london dress#im currently obsessed with that brand
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Ngl no hate but every new south park fan posting their episode ideas on TikTok has bad ideas that aren't nearly as funny as y'all think...
#south park#sp#south park season 26#im sorry but an andrew tate vs pc principal is not nearly as funny as yall think#im kinda tired of current event eps bruh can we just get the boys being silly and stupid
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tattoo that says i <3 making friends. if my chosen career path did not rely on my appearance i would so get it. because truly i heart making friends
#whenever i’m near where my aunt lives (not the best part of town anymore)#i’m like oh the girl with the cute bralette top she borrowed from a friend lives around here!#that was the concert i met the lady who was 10 years older than me at and she was like wow there’s a lot of teenagers here and i was like#wait how old are you then. and she was 26. and i was like no way you look my age im 16. and she was like no way you look like an adult#despite me being 5’0. i know the big personality thing gets overused but everyone assumes i’m 5’4 at least because i just really like#talking to people. that concert was a while ago but i still think about how my friend i was there with and i ran into two other girls from#our school#i regret not buying merch tho. bc after that concert they got signed and changed their name#they’re really good too#a friend of mine used to date their original manager and another friend of mine was besties with the lead singer#and i’ve talked to the original bassist a few times on instagram. it was about how men vs women behave when it comes to holiday events#and the current bassist lives in my neighborhood#they’re both technically with the band. the second one stepped in when the original one had to leave for college so they kind of alternate#who’s on bass#personal
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