How did bawling like a goddamn baby over Yuri!!! On Ice! being canceled clear up my senses.
Like damn fuck. I'm fully aware I'm emotionally constipated but seriously?
Also if anyone tried to judge me for bawling over YOI that anime got me through literally the darkest part of my life and is the only reason I'm still alive right now. Judge if you want, but I will be VERY liberal with the block button.
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me: i'm gonna call my mom just to talk but i'm not gonna tell her about my new type 2 diabetes diagnosis because she has a lot on her plate and just told me my grandma is in the hospital again, and i don't wanna add yet another thing to it.
my mom: your voice sounds strange, are you sure you're okay?
me: starts sobbing and tells her everything lol
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I got hit with the Stan feelings today after going to the Halloween store and I had to stop going through my ship tag cuz I was FR about to 🥲 IM SUCH A SENSITIVE PERSON I SWEAR I just missed it sm but I like miss that era/time frame when it came out and just RAHHGH idk I’m just being emotional over it is all..
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Me and a friend got hired to shoot coverage for an under18 football championship that’s happening in town.
I have seen more matches this weeks than I’ve ever seen in my entire life and everything I’ve learned about this sport ever since Monday has been entirely against my will.
In less than seven days I have witnessed:
parents almost go at each others throats in under13 matches
coaches yelling shit so harsh at kids aged 11 there’s absolutely no chance for any of those boys mental health
a dad wanting to coach the team for the stands and starting a fight with the coach of his sons own teams midgame
a parents telling his 12yo boy that ‘you’re in the team. we’re going to need you a lot today. it rides on you’ like it was the World Cup final
a 9yo-sized like a peanut so insane his mom had to physically restrain him so he wouldn’t hit the referee
teammates and parents invading the pitch after the end of the match and almost breaking the fences because they were all trying to climb it. it was an under13 match with some random football school for kids.
god only knows how many coaches/assistants getting a red card and having to stay outside the pitch
a team of 12yo lose 13x0
a 15yo kid saying ‘every time I play a game my dad screams at me at home’
boys 12yo playing so well I was actually scared. they trained at the big clubs but still. so weird, kids shouldn’t know how to be so coordinated.
a kid lose the game and get so angry he knelt down and started ripping grass off the pitch
a referee so bad even I could tell it was fucking offsides
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had a dream i got kicked out of social studies class in highschool bc i wasnt in class the day before, & the teacher even asked if i was excused for the day which i was
then super passive aggressively she was just like "cool. you can leave (:" and just kept telling me i was dismissed like i automatically failed bc i missed 2-3 days and i missed a test yesterday even tho i was excused from class to be somewhere else??!!
so i just spent the next hour crying in the main office LMAO
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