So, a thing used to happen before my period where my hands would swell up. It was really painful and itchy, but I went to a doctor, who gave me a steroid to take when it happened. After taking it once, it went away.
Well, it's back. Right after I recovered from my sickness, my hands started swelling up again. This is so unfair.
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broskis im gonna be honest with you, i do not see a point.
this is not a suicidal post, this is not a cry for help and i am not a danger to myself, and i am in communication with my therapist.
but like. i genuinely do not see a way out. i tried for months. my life was falling apart and i stayed positive! i didnt break down, i handled it, i survived it, i believed in a future that existed.
but its come to a point where i cant do that anymore. i cant pretend that theres hope for some sort of magic solution to come from heaven and fix everything. because i tried EVERYTHING. i worked SO HARD. and im still here. in the same place. im still sitting here with my life falling apart around me and i have tried every single thing i could possibly think of and there is nothing left to do.
the only things im really good at right now are sleeping and scrolling tbh. i am going to spend my entire life rotting in my childhood bedroom while everyone around me experiences all the things i've ever wanted but am apparently not allowed to have.
how am i expected to keep going if there's nowhere to go?
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hello, mechanisms enjoyer. who is your favourite mechanism. what is your favourite album. what is your favourite song. what is your favourite photo. do you have a favourite live recording/have you been to a live show.
making me choose just one mech is so evil it is a tie between jonny and ashes but for the sake of my url. jonny ig. favourite album is udad, favourite song aaa I can't choose just one it's favoured son, lucky sevens, or one eyed jacks. favourite image jonny shooting nastya ft tim nine foot vertical leap. I Wish I had been to a love show I got into the mechs like a month after DTTM :,) I do not really have a favourite live recording tho. ty for the mechs ask :]
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