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babyleostuff · 10 months

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Hiii!!! so I just read your cheol fic when he was being a dick for his s/o caring (it hurts... it's the beginning of the title, sorry brain is fried from uni) I was wondering if we could get the in-between of the fight like in the practice room after s/o left and everyone was shocked. mingyu fought him?? like gotta know what happened, anyway sorry if this is too long

hope yoyr day, night, evening, morning, or whatever time it is for you is going well!! your writing is so captivating too btw

-Nabi

thank you so much for your request 💜 hope you enjoy this!

you can find part 1 here

HURTS SO BAD | PART 2 | CHOI SEUNGCHEOL

summary | seungcheol’s pov from my previous fic

genre | angst

word count | 1k

pairing | choi seungcheol x gn!reader

“Fuck you, Seungcheol.”

Instantly, as these words escaped your mouth, he regretted every single thing he just said, praying that he could somehow turn back time. But there was nothing he could do now, the damage was done, and he simply watched you leave with a heartbroken expression.

He wanted nothing more than to crumble into a small ball and hide somewhere far from here.

Despite the music still playing from the speakers, the silence in the room was almost deafening. Seungcheol could feel the hard stares from the boys, as they tried to wrap their heads around what just happened.

“Did you actually lose your mind?” Jeonghan was the first to speak up. Seungcheol didn’t dare to look up and face the disappointed expressions of his friends.

“Never in all those years we have been together have you ever said anything so cruel, no matter how fuck up things were. And now you lash out at your, mind you, partner for being worried about you?” Jeonghan scoffed, clearly angry at his bandmate.

Seungcheol knew that there was nothing he could say or do to make this situation better, he only stood there with hunched shoulders and a tight throat.

“What has gotten into me,” he thought.

Yes, he was stressed as hell, and everything irritated him lately, but he swore he would never take his anxiety out on you. Well, until now.

The jacket you threw at him caught his attention, laying abandoned on the floor. Is this how you feel right now - left behind and neglected, by the person who was supposed to love you no matter what? He took a step to pick it up, still feeling the warmth of your body coming from it.

“I’m going to fix this,” Seungcheol said quietly, putting the fabric to his chest.

“Did I hear you right, hyung? You’re going to make it right?” laughed Mingyu, approaching the older one. “You just yelled at your partner and told them the worst things you could have ever possibly said. We can put up with your bitchy behavior, but that’s not an excuse to treat them like shit,” he said, clearly very agitated by the whole affair.

“Let it go Mingyu, he knows what he has done. It’s his problem now how he’s going to get out of this shit,” said Jihoon, putting an arm on the taller’s shoulder to calm him down.

“Yeah, but it doesn’t change the fact that he just basically emotionally abused one of my best friends.”

“Hey, don’t you fucking dare saying I abused them in any way,” Seungcheol raised his voice at at younger boy, his emotions getting out of hand. “I know what I have done, and I’m going to make it right again,” he said, not exactly convinced himself.

“So what, you think you'll buy them flowers, pout and make puppy eyes, and they'll forgive you?” he scoffed and crossed his arms, making him look bigger than he already was.

“No, making puppy eyes is your thing, I’m not that cheap,” Seungcheol fired right back at him.

With each exchange between Seungcheol and Mingyu the tension only escalated, the atmosphere becoming charged with a mix of anger, frustration, and hurt. Their tones harsh and cutting, both of them tried to defend their position. Sadness, and disappointment were evident on their faces, further fueling the intensity of the situation.

“I messed up, alright? But you're acting like I hurt them on purpose-.”

“Well, to us it looked like you wanted to-.”

“Could you just stay the fuck away from my relationship and focus on your shitty love life?”

The rest of the boys, who were skeptically watching what was going on, knew this wouldn’t end well. Mingyu might have been passive most of the time, letting the others walk over him and still not batting an eye, but when it comes to his friends and their well being, he wouldn’t just stand around and watch.

Wonwoo who was standing by the mirrors slowly came up to Mingyu and patted his back.

“There is no use Mingoo, you’re not helping here,” he said sternly.

“Well, I have the right to be angry.”

“No one said you didn’t, but let’s not add more fuel to the fire, okay?”

Mingyu glared at Seungcheol for the final time, before turning around and walking out of the room.

“I’m going to check up on him,” said Mingaho.

As the tension evaporated the second Mingyu left, Seungcheol could feel his anger turn to sadness and powerlessness. Now not only has he hurt you, but also his friend, who was so dear to him.

Seungcheol felt trapped, not knowing what to do next and feeling extremely mentally and emotionally drained. He sighed deeply with a blank stare, drained from all of his usual energy.

With the silence still apparent, everyone parted ways to give Seungcheol some space. Only Jeonghan and Joshua stayed by his side, not knowing what to do.

“What am I supposed to do now?” asked the oldest, with a tired voice.

“We’re all here for you, Coups and you're not alone in this. Don’t worry about Mingyu for now, he’ll come around,” said Joshua. “Take a deep breath and try to think clearly about this.”

“It's just that everything seems to be going wrong, and I feel like I have no control over it.”

“We know, but you should have just talked to them. Why didn’t you do it? Why did it have to come to this Coups?” asked Jeonghan.

“I don’t know, I really don’t. I thought I was stronger than this, that it would pass and everything would be okay. I just didn’t want to be a burden to them.”

“Well that didn’t end up too well,” said Joshua, laughing at Seungcheol’s pouting face.

“Thank you for being here for me. I really need that right now.”

“Of course! That's what family is for. But that doesn’t change the fact that we’re all so pissed at you right now,” said Jeonghan.

“Yeah, for a second there I thought Mingyu was going to punch me or something,” chuckled Sungcheol.

“I wish he did,” muttered Joshua, and walked away quickly before the oldest could respond.

“I’m going to make this right,” thought Seungcheol. “No matter what it takes.”

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gi4hao · 1 month

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☆ SEVENTEEN COMFORTING YOU AFTER A BAD DAY (vocal unit)

click here for the hhu version!

— JOSHUA

• all it takes is one text about how much your day sucks. one text and joshua comes to pick you up from work himself

• and you’re so surprised to find him waiting in front of the building (with a small bouquet of flowers in hand) that you instantly tear up

• “day’s finally over, beautiful. let it all out”, he tells you as you hug him tight. and no he won’t let you apologize for being so emotional (he never does)

• once you’re back home, he gets to properly cuddle your bad mood away, which obviously makes you feel better in a matter of seconds

• there’s something about the way he strokes your cheek and interlaces his fingers with yours that makes you completely relax to his touch

• he just wants you to feel safe with him; safe from every single worry that this day has brought you. and you absolutely do, knowing that at the end of the day, he’ll always be there for you to rely on

— JEONGHAN

• lots and lots of communication: if you’re facing a problem, he’ll take some time to figure out a solution with you

• but also lots and lots of affection because he knows that’s what you crave

• i feel like he would offer to take you to your favorite restaurant, so that you can enjoy your favorite food without worrying about cooking or cleaning the dishes

• he’s also big on compliments. no matter what you do or say, jeonghan will have something nice to say to you. and he always makes sure not to only compliment your looks, because that’s not what makes him so smitten about you

• i also think he’d be the type to run you a nice bath when you get home, which may or may not include a shoulder rub because he knows (too well) that stress is never easy on your back

— SEUNGKWAN

• your problems are his problems.

• “she said what?!! ugh, i can not stand her, you’re such an angel for putting up with her bullshit everyday”

• so yes, he’ll be angry with you if you’re angry. but it’s a whole other story if you’re feeling sad (cue cuddles)

• he’d do this thing where he leaves so many tiny kisses on your temples that his lips practically never break contact with your skin

• would definitely hum a slow song to help you relax, and hearing the vibrations of his voice in his chest greatly contributes to the relief of any tension

• i think at some point he’d offer to tell you about his day, not to make the conversation about him but because he wants you to try and think about something else

• he’d pull out his phone while still keeping you close to him to show you the pictures he’s taken during the day; but you’d end up scrolling back to some old pictures of the two of you, which is probably the best remedy to any kind of sadness

— DK

• definitely an entertainer. making you feel better is a good start, but making you smile and laugh is the real goal here

• that being said, he’ll never dismiss your feelings. this man will dry your tears and kiss your salty cheeks before even attempting to take your mind off of what’s bothering you

• but once you start to feel better, he’ll make it its priority to entertain you for the rest of the evening

• so yes, he’ll blast your favorite songs in the kitchen and invite you to dance with him, in a way that’s way too formal for you to take him seriously

• he’ll grab your hand and spin you around until you’re so dizzy he needs to wrap his arms around your waist to keep you from falling (how convenient right?)

• and just the sound of him giggling as he kisses the tip of your nose is enough to make you forget every upsetting thing about your day

— WOOZI

• jihoon usually comes homes pretty late. and sure, he might not be able to immediately come home after you tell him about your awful day, but he’ll definitely tell you to join him in his studio

• there’s something inherently comforting about being in his studio. everything’s calm, organized and just so woozi-like, it’s automatically working its magic on you

• “wanna keep me company?” he asks with a smile, and you know this is just him asking if you want to sit on his lap while he works (and YES YOU DO)

• he’ll probably do some basic things on his to-do list while you’re here, that way he can focus on you too, listening to whatever it is you have to say and leaving a couple of kisses on your shoulders and cheeks if he feels you tensing up again

• i feel like he’d come up with some sort of date activity that you guys could do together on the weekend, like a day trip to the beach or dinner at a fancy restaurant

• you know he prefers to stay in during the weekends but as long as you’re with him, he’s home <3

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gyupinkys · 9 months

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FOUND YOU

Yandere Jihoon x fem reader.

WC: 3.8K

Jihoon was never one for relationships. His stoic behavior tends to bore the ladies, but he's had is fair share of flings. However, when some low life hacker tries to access his files; he cant help but look into you more, and some more, and a little more until he becomes obsessed. Jihoon makes it his mission to find you.

WARNINGS: YANDERE, stalking, DUB CON, phone sex, spying, unconsented filming, use of sex toys, fingering, mention of kidnapping, sugar daddy Jihoon, bratty reader.

A/N: i love this fic and I love you woozi.

One semester left… just one. Why on earth would they raise your tuition by $5,000? Are they forgetting both of your parents are dead and you have no job? The financial aid office is no help and you're already about $10,000 in debt. How nice. You look at your computer, contemplating. There's always that option… no it’s not safe. But damn you need money, you need your degree, you need to get out of this fucking city and start over. You look down at your cat Bruno sitting at your feet.

“Should I?”

He just gives you a judgemental look and walks away. This fucking cat…

You have no other choice. You pull out your spare laptop, not risking your pc getting any viruses. A few months ago you drunkenly stumbled upon a website on the dark web that gives you access to IP addresses of major company computers. You very easily figured out how to access their files, you can see everything; their expenses, investments, and payments. It would be so easy to transfer money to an offshore account and cover your traces. Scrolling through the list of companies you try to find one you’ve never heard of. More popular companies tend to have more security.

“Universe factory?”

Hmmm. Doesn't ring a bell. It’s located about fifteen miles from your apartment so you aren't worried about them finding you. Weirdly, you can't find any bank accounts linked to this company. Scouring through some files, this seems to be a music company of sorts? You find samples of songs, lyrics, beats, and oh shit.. Drug shipments? Why is this in the music files? You try to dive deeper only for your connection to completely cut off and your computer blue screens. Fucking hell. The computer won’t turn back on and you won't have a chance to cover your tracks. So much for being computer savvy…

“Fuckkkkk” youre actually fucked. These people are clearly good if they are able to shut off your computer so they may have already found your address by now. You're hoping your vpn and security walls help you. You get up and start to pace. Why on earth did you think this was a good idea? Of course you somehow chose the shadiest fucking company on earth. There's nothing to do now but stress and wait for your likely impending death.

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“The fuck?”

Jihoon’s studio is his safe space. He’s lucky Cheol lets him pursue his passions on the side, this mafia thing tends to take up a lot of his time so being able to unwind in his own space is a treasure. But when he returns to his computer he senses something is wrong. Someone’s gone through his files. Now, Jihoon wouldn't be too worried if all that was on this computer was his music, but recently he’s been using the Universe factory as a coverup to store documents from past business deals. Now this couldnt have been the work of some amaetur, in order to get past all his security takes some real skill, and to be able to do it without a trace? Hm…

Jihoon looks through his files, trying to catalog all the incriminating evidence.

“Tiger’s super wicked diss track?” he speaks in disbelief. When the fuck did Soonyoung get in his studio? And record a fucking distrack?

Jihoon runs a program to see the location of the last user to access his encrypted files. Nothing? Hmm… This is too random to be a coincidence, this person must've found his IP address and started from there. He decides to be bold and search his IP addresses on his self made database, it wouldn't hurt.

“ “FoundYou.com”? What the fuck?”

Well he hit the jackpot. He was able to look at who accessed this website in the past 24 hours and who interacted with the universe factory link. He traced the computer to a rural part of antarctica… ok that's definitely not the real location. He digs a little deeper finding layers and layers of security. He’s starting to think this may not be some silly hacker and could be a rival mafia pulling at strings. After an hour he’s confident he’s found the real address and hacker. About fifteen miles from him lives a Y/N L/N, full time student, studying in computer science, $10,437.76 in debt and an orphan… hm. He looks up your instagram and woah. He wasn’t expecting you to look like that. He sees your friends, finds their instagrams, just to see more pictures of you cover his bases. Your college friends speak highly of you, your highschool friends love you, oh wow even your elementary school friends still hang out with you. He digs a little deeper, just to know who he’s dealing with. You adopted a cat a year ago, a cat who visits the vet very often. Gestational blockages, broken arm, not eating, bladder infection… This cat seems like a handful.

“Bruno? Like Bruno Mars or Bruno from Encanto?” he whispers to himself.

You visited the hospital last year from a broken pinky, your dermatologist keeps increasing the strength of your acne medication, you take very strong pills for your cramps. Car accident when you were 7, therapy for 10 years and dead parents?… Figures.

Your credit card statement says a lot about you. $7 matcha lattes three times a week despite being in debt. $15 chipotle bowls and 12am Mcdonalds. You really like shopping at Adam and eve… freaky. You bought $100 worth of things from amazon yesterday. You sure do buy a lot of cat toys on amazon, this cat is spoiled. Hair dye, batteries, water bottles, 12 pound bag of skittles?

“Woozi, what are you doing?” Soonyoung whispers in his ear.

Jihoon jumps, “When did you even get in here?”

“You get too immersed in your work, but why are you on amazon?”

“None of your business get out! AND WHEN DID YOU RECORD A DISS TRACK IN HERE.”

Hoshi’s eyes widen and he quickly makes his exit leaving Jihoon alone again. He knows he’s being a creep but he doesn't have it in him to care. You’re just so interesting.

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“Bruno there's no one at the door stop growling.”

You open the door to show him no one is outside, but low and behold sitting outside your apartment is a large bouquet of hydrangeas… your favorite flower.

“The fuck?”

You further inspect the flowers, seeing a note in the center.

“My precious little hacker, I’ll be seeing you soon. P.S check your bank account - Woozi’s Universe factory.”

You drop the flowers. Oh my god.You figured something like this would happen but now that it's happening you're freaked out. God, you should have minded your business. Now the little money you had is probably gone as some sort of twisted revenge. As you login to your bank app you're sure you've lost your mind and you're seeing things. $20,000 was wired to your savings account.

“What the fuck.”

You know better than to touch this money. It’s too good to be true. But, this would pay off your debt and get you a better apartment… fuck. You check your email to see what time the money was wired only to see an email from your school saying there were changes made to your account. Can this day get any worse? But it somehow gets better, not only is your tuition paid but all your debt is cleared… you must've suffered a head injury and you're making all of this up while in a coma.

“Bruno, I might be killed in the next 7 days… Then you’ll have to fend for yourself.”

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“Bruno, I might be killed in the next 7 days.. Then you’ll have to fend for yourself.” your sweet voice rings out.

Jihoon had to see your reaction to his gift. He’s glad you didn't notice the green dot on your mac as he watched you through the webcam. He loves the way you talk to Bruno like he’s a human.

It took a lot of digging to figure out your favorite flower, it was one of your security questions for your bank app. He hopes you appreciate his generosity, it’s not everyday that he goes out of his way to spoil someone. He sees you looking absolutely bewildered and he can’t help but smile. But this smile quickly drops when you turn to your computer and your eyes widen, presumably seeing your camera is on.

“YOU FUCKING CREEP!” you scream as you power off your computer, leaving him staring at a blank screen.

He just smiles in response. He’s gonna have so much fun with you.

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The gifts don't end. Everyday at 4pm you arrive home and on your doorstep is something new, perfume, jewelry, bags, clothes, cat toys. This person must be rich. Though today the bell never rings. You even stand in your hallway looking for the delivery but it never comes.

“Well isn't that weird?” you say to yourself as you unlock your door.

“Bruno?” Usually he comes running up to you when you unlock your door.

You see Bruno inspecting a bright red gift box sitting on your kitchen counter. You stop dead in your tracks. How the fuck did they get in your apartment?

“Bruno! Move away from that.” you say and scoop him up.

Oh god. This is getting insane. Leaving the gifts on your doorstep is one thing but coming inside?

You stare at the gift for an hour. You're too afraid to open it. That is until it starts to vibrate. Is this a fucking bomb? You jump and open the box, seeing a brand new phone… Um Ok? The phone is receiving a call from an unknown number and obviously you don't answer it, setting the phone back down only for the same number to call again. You hesitantly answer.

“Hello?”

“Hi, my love.”

“Who is this?”

“Don’t worry about it, yet.”

“Ok, I’m gonna hang up.”

“Y/N, I wouldn't do that f I was you.”

“Stop being a fucking creep and sending shit to my door step.”

He just laughs.

“I left one more gift for you, why don’t you go look.”

You sigh and walk to your door, looking out the peephole first and opening it, picking up the large box.

“Are there killer wasps in here?” you sarcastically say.

“No, there are no wasps,” he laughs.

You open the box and pause, turning your head to your computer to see your camera is on.

“Are you watching me?”

“I’m always watching you, love.”

“God, youre a fucking creep, I should call the cops.”

“And tell them what? You tried to hack me and steal money from me? That you're a dirty little hacker and a thief?”

You’re starting to get upset, this is fucking insane.

“Open the box, love.”

You look at the computer and flip him off before opening the box. You gasp. This fucker sent you sex toys?

“ALL YOU DO IS SHOW ME HOW MUCH OF A FUCKING PERVERT YOU ARE!” you yell into the phone.

“Is it so bad I want my baby to feel good?”

“I’m not your baby! I don’t even fucking know you.”

“I know you don’t know me but I know you. I know everything about you. Your favorite color is blue, your favorite food is Japanese curry, though you eat kimchi fried rice the most. You adopted Bruno because you needed something to keep you company since you don't really date. Your best friend moved away eight months ago and you two don't really talk anymore. Should I continue?”

“What the fuck.” you say with wide eyes.

“Baby, don’t get scared. I’m just so in love with you I need to know everything.”

“Um.” What do you even say to this?

“And don’t pretend this isn’t your darkest fantasy. I’ve seen your tumblr search history.”

Your eyes somehow widen. He got you there. Just the idea of having a clearly rich man obsessed with you would be enough to make you wet if he wasn't a pervert.

“I want you to take out the shibari.”

You pull out a pretty blue vibrator. It’s even your favorite shade of blue.

“Ok?”

“I want you to use it for me.”

“Absolutely not.”

“Baby, I wouldn’t want to do things to make you upset, but I need you to listen to me. I’m not above blackmailing you and I’m sure you wouldn't want me to come snatch you up.”

Your jaw drops.

“Youre fucking crazy!”

“Baby, you just make me feel so many things for you.”

You groan, cursing yourself for ever being greedy and trying to steal.

“What do you want me to do?” you sigh out.

“Take off your pants and sit on your desk chair.”

“Do I have to?” you pout looking straight into the camera.

“Yes, baby. I want to see you.”

Why is this making you wet? God, you fucking hate that this is exactly the smut you would always search for. You groan at the situation, yourself, at this mystery pervert.

You shimmy out of your pants and sit in your desk chair. You put the phone on speaker and set it down.

“Now what?”

“Turn it on and rub it over your nipples.”

“And if I don’t?”

“I’m sure the guys waiting outside your apartment would love to do it for you.”

Your heart drops to your ass and you turn it on, quickly putting it on your nipple.

Jeez, this thing is powerful. You let out a breathy moan disguised as a sigh.

“Run it down your body.”

You slowly drag the vibrator down your body, your breathing becoming heavy.

“Put your legs up on the chair and put it on your clit over your panties, I wanna see you soak through them.”

You put the head of the vibrator on your clit a little too hard making you jump.

“Slow your roll baby.” he laughs, making you roll your eyes.

This vibrator is on a different level from the shitty ones you have. It feels like you're being stimulated throughout your whole body, everything is vibrating and you feel yourself leaking.

“I can see you getting wetter baby, fuck. I bet that pussy tastes so good.”

You moan, pressing the vibrator harder against you, feeling your toes curl.

“Does it feel good, baby?”

You close your eyes and nod, swallowing the shame. “It feels really good.”

“Move your panties to the side, let me see.”

You pull your soaked panties over and press the vibrator to your swollen clit. He lets out a deep groan. Jihoon can't believe his eyes, it’s like a dream come true. Your pretty pussy dripping wet just for him, you whining and moaning like all you can think about is cumming. He pulls out his hard cock, beginning to stroke himself, imagining he was fucking you. He would give it to you however you wanted, let you come as many times as you desired. No matter how bad you treated him, he would be on his knees begging to make you cum. The hold you have over him is unfathomable. You’re truly like an angel sent to heaven just for him and he'll be damned if he doesn’t get his hands on you. He doesn't even have it in him to feel bad about watching you, listening to you, exploring you. In his mind you’ve been his from the moment he first saw you. His to worship, spoil, love until the end of time. You’ve become his muse, his lyrics flow out with only you in mind, he makes songs with the purpose of you hearing them. You’ve taken him over completely and he is so irrevocably in love with you. You don’t even need to love him back, he already has enough love for the both of you, and it's not like he wouldn’t be able to force you. A little isolation does wonders on the brain.

“I need more,” you whine out.

“Tell me what you want.”

You just whine more in response, too embarrassed to speak. “You want to use your fingers?”

You nod furiously, opening your eyes to plead with him.

“Ok baby, slide two in for me. I want you to make yourself feel good.”

You listen and slide your fingers in, pumping them straight into your g-spot. You feel yourself on the verge of an orgasm, your moans becoming louder and more frequent.

“Turn it off”

Your eyes fly open. “What.”

“You heard me baby, turn it off.”

“No, no please I’m so close.”

“Y/N.”

You turn it off and throw it to the side, so insanely frustrated.

“What is your deal!”

“You’re not cumming unless it's around my cock, baby.”

This man never fails to surprise you. “And what makes you think I’ll fuck you?”

“Trust me when I say that won’t be an issue.”

“What makes you so sure I just won’t finish myself off when I hang up?”

“I’m always watching, baby. It’s crazy how small they make cameras nowadays.”

“Fuck you Woozi’s Universe Factory.” you say not even able to take yourself seriously.

He just laughs. “I’ll be seeing you soon my love.”

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“Is he named after Bruno Mars or Bruno from Encanto?” a deep voice rings out from your couch as you enter your apartment making you scream.

You turn to run out your apartment only to see two giants standing in your hallway blocking your exit. You groan and turn back around seeing Bruno sitting in the man's lap. Woah. Is this your stalker? Because if so, you have zero complaints. You’ve never been one to like guys with long hair, but his curls are just so hot and his lips.. How are they so plump? He’s wearing a tight black turtleneck and slacks with a gold chain. He looks so fucking hot, suddenly your not as pissed that he forced you masturbate for him.

“Who are you?”

“You know exactly who I am, my love.”

“I don't know your name. Do you want me to call you Woozi’s Universe factory?”

He breathes out a laugh. “My name is Jihoon, love.”

“I’m sure you already know my name and give me my fucking cat.” you go to grab Bruno who hisses at you. You gasp.

“You little traitor.” you growl. “The real Bruno Mars would never treat me like this.” you say threateningly to the cat.

“Ahh, Bruno Mars. I love that guy.” Jihoon says as he lifts the cat to look him in his eyes. “You want to stay with me don’t you?” to which the cat purrs.

You’re more shocked at your cat's betrayal than Jihoon breaking into your apartment.

“Y/N, sit with me”

“No.”

He raises a brow at you.

“Fine, but not because you asked.” you pout and sit next to him.

“Are you not scared?”

“Honestly, you're too cute for me to be scared of you. Like look at these cheeks.” you say and squeeze his cheeks making him grab your hand and pull it away from your face.

“You don’t know who you're messing with, my love.”

“I mean if you were going to kill me you would've done it already. And I know you're not going to anyway because why would you waste all this money on someone you were going to kill?”

He smiles. “So smart, baby.”

Why is he calling you baby and love? This is actually kind of spooking you.

“What do you want Jihoon?”

“I want you to come live with me.”

Your eyes widen. The fuck? Your feelings must be visible on your face because he continues.

“So, you just want me to get up and leave with you?”

“Yes.”

“Why would I come with you? You've done nothing but stalk and harrass me!”

“I’ve have not been stalking you, love. Everything I’ve done is a result of your actions. You decided to try to hack me which gave me access to everything.”

“You're just trying to manipulate me!” you say and stand up.

He looked deeply offended by this. “Manipulate you? Tell me one thing in what I said that's not true.”

He has a point. You're just grasping at straw to be honest. “What If I don’t want to go with you.” you pout and stomp your foot looking like a child.

“Then I’ll take you by force.” he says with a straight face.

Oh. You weigh your options. Would you rather live in this hell hole remaining broke and sad or go with him and drain his pockets? You don’t even know where he’s taking you, he could be bringing you to a cabin in the woods to lock you up and kill you. But it’s not like you have an option and you would much rather do this the easy way.

“Ok fine. But not because you told me to” God, you sound like such a brat.

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Six months later

“Jihoonnnnnnn.”

“Yes baby?”

“Can you buy me this?”

He groans. “Baby, what else could you possibly buy? You have it all.”

You show him your phone.

“Baby, you have this bag in three colors.” he deadpans.

“OK? This is my favorite color though.” You say like it's the most obvious thing on the planet.

Despite his grumbling he gets up and takes out his wallet, handing you his black card. Jihoon can never say no to you. Anything you ask for is yours, no matter what. Your life has completely changed since meeting him. You wouldn't say he’s your sugar daddy because you're equally as in love with him as he is with you, but, lord does he spoil you. You moved into his high rise apartment and completely renovated it to your taste without a single complaint from him. He bought you a new wardrobe, new cars, bags, jewels, anything you could ever dream of. And the sex.. It’s just incredible. And Bruno is as spoiled as ever. He’s Jihoon’s baby despite Jihoon pretending to dislike him. You know what Jihoon does for a living, that's none of your business though. All that you care about is keeping him and yourself happy. You’ve grown more than accustomed to this lifestyle, not knowing how you functioned before meeting him.

“Thank you Woozipoo”

“Stop calling me that” he groans.

“If you want me to stop you’ll get out this fucking studio and come to bed.”

He rolls his head to you. “Why would I do that?”

“So I can thank you for being so good to me.” you say into his neck making him groan.

“God, baby don’t say things like that.”

“I can’t tell my man how much I want to fuck him?”

“Get your ass in the bedroom.”

#seventeen smut #svt smut #woozi smut #jihoon smut #woozi x reader

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welcometomyoasis · 5 months

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Seventeen as life's impactful moments

Synopsis: what impactful moments do the seventeen members remind me of. Pairing: none | headcanon, fluff, hurt/ comfort, angst | approx. 1150 words | warnings: mentions of anxiety and stress in life | not proof read A/n: a more sentimental headcanon since svt won a daesang and i am so proud of them <3

Seungcheol is that moment when you are surrounded by people you love and care about. It’s when you sincerely treasure the time you can spend together, within that feeling of warmth and home, but when you are also worried and wonder about how long that moment and the time with them will last. He is that moment when a bittersweet feeling overwhelms you, he’s the moment when that realisation of all the possibilities of the “what ifs” of the future starts to sets in.

Jeonghan reflects those moments when you are able to find joys in even the littlest of things in life. There are often times when genuine happiness washes over you because of something/ someone. But it’s more about the little moments when your mood just gets uplifted when you see something cute, or when you find one of your old toys from your childhood. It’s about those little moments and pockets of joy/ contentment you find in life. Jeonghan is when you can finally see the joy in literally everything around you.

Joshua is that moment when you learn to love. He encompasses everything beautiful about the process of learning to love and love in general. In love there might be loss, pain, maybe betrayal, but there’s so many more positive aspects about love. There’s platonic love, familial love, romantic love, self love. It’s about the happiness, peace, contentment etc. that comes with the different types of love. He is when you reach that point of embracing all that is beautiful about loving yourself and others.

Junhui is that moment when you find friends who truly get you. In life, there are always times when you lose friends, whether it’s just life causing you to drift apart, or if you have a falling out. It doesn’t matter because there will come a time when you find a close-knit group of friends who respect your boundaries and you get along with. He is that moment when you find a group of friends who have your back no matter what, a group that you can find comfort and strength in.

Soonyoung is the moment when you try something new and manage to find something that you really like. You could have tried a new skill, a new class, a new food. Regardless, the point is you need to try new things in life. If you never try, you never will know just how much you might really enjoy something. He is when you gain the courage to put yourself out there and when you just dare to try.

Wonwoo is being content with being by yourself. Being with friends and family is fun, there is no doubt in that.I think it’s about that balance between having fun with others and finding happiness from being alone. You can do what you want, when you want with no one else around you that you need to structure your life around. You can be unabashedly yourself, it’s liberating. Wonwoo is when you can finally find solace by being by yourself, and more importantly, being yourself.

Jihoon reflects the moments when you have to make sacrifices for the sake of others. He does so much for seventeen that I don’t even want to think about what he had to give up (because I will sob). It’s definitely not about sacrificing yourself/ your time/ what you believe in for something that you don’t care about. Rather, he is when you willingly give up something/ some part of you knowing that it will benefit your loved ones/ something you believe in in the end regardless of how much stress/ pain you might feel.

Dokyeom reflects the moments when you smile again after pain. There is no shortage of painful and stressful moments in life. It doesn’t matter whether you are able to power through it, or whether you broke down, or were more vulnerable. What matters is that you know it will get better at some point. What matters is when you can pick yourself up again to take another step forward. Dokyeom is that moment when you can rise again after the storm knowing that you are strong despite everything life throws at you.

Minghao is the process of learning to see the beauty in being alive. Life sucks sometimes. But there’s also so much that is beautiful about it. There’s good food, good company, good music, beautiful sights (seventeen), peaceful scenery and nature, fun things you can enjoy, etc. Minghao is that moment when you realise that there are things and people worth living for because that’s when you actually start to live and feel alive.

Mingyu is when you feel comfortable being yourself (similar to Wonwoo I know). There are a lot of times when society tells us what we can and cannot be because of who we are/ what we look like. Yea, society sucks and it’s just a construct. It’s a process (more like a rollercoaster) to come to terms with that, but when you do, it’s liberating. Mingyu is that moment you feel liberated from the pressures that you and society had previously placed on you to act/ be a certain way. He is when you can finally feel comfortable in your own skin.

Seungkwan is the moment when you learn that you don’t always have to smile or put on a straight face. Through the past few months of him going to take the time to heal, he looks so much happier and healthier now. I think that’s really important in life. When you have a tough time, you don’t always need to tough it out. It’s okay to take a break. He is when you acknowledge that you are going through a tough time and that what you need isn’t to push forward, but to take a step back to heal.

Vernon is the moment when you can find a routine that works for you. Yea, i know this trope is overwritten about Vernon being a weird, lovable alien. It’s still important though because what matters is that you find a routine in life that you are comfortable with. You don’t need to adhere to the routines that works for others. Even if it’s a little out of the ordinary like say watching an hour of seventeen, or just blurting out random sounds like Jeonghan, it’s what works for you. Vernon is that moment when you find a routine that you know you can thrive with, no matter how weird it might seem to others.

Dino is the moment when you can finally do what you love for work. When I watch Dino, I can see he genuinely enjoys his job and he takes so much pride in his ability to do his job well. Sadly, I don’t think many people can 100% say that. Fortunately for us, I do think that there is a greater emphasis being placed on doing what you enjoy for work. So, Dino seems to be that moment when you choose to do what you love for work, and that moment when you can say that you are proud of your craft.

taglist: @weird-bookworm @wonijinjin @babyleostuff

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wonuwrites · 15 days

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We Can't Be Friends Song Reaction

Inspired by Ariana Grande's song: "We Can't Be Friends (Wait For Your Love)

Hyung Line Version. maknae line version

Warning: This is angsty and sad af, slight cursing, mentions alcohol, Seungcheol's is devastatingly fluffy, some suggestive things in Jeonghan's so minors dni.

A/N: using a song lyric as a prompt for each of the members. Decided to break this up from Hyung Line (Seungcheol - Jihoon) to Maknae Line (Seokmin - Chan). Keep an eye out for the Maknae Line part. The parts are written in order from where the song lyrics show up. I hope you enjoy.

✫ Jun: "I didn't think you'd understand me. How could you ever even try?"

You and Jun come from two different worlds. That's what made the relationship so exciting when you first decided to date. You thought it would be fun. However, there was a lot of cultural differences and just things that neither of you could never understand no matter how hard you both would try. You even tried to learn each others languages and cultures but it was just too difficult. Plus the pressures of being a secret lover just never set right with you. You understood why you had to love in secret but it still didn't mean it didn't hurt. When you made the unfortunate decision to break things off with Jun, he pleaded with you and even said he understood how difficult things are but you already made up your mind. No amount of tears from either of you could change your mind.

✫ Joshua: "Just wanna let this story die. And I'll be alright."

When Jisoo and you began dating, you never imagined getting to this part. You imagined getting married to him. You imagined having a family with him. You imagined a beautiful life with him. That's why these last few months have felt like such major whiplash. The constant fighting, the snide remarks, the tension, it was exhausting. You just were waiting almost impatiently for him to end things with you already. However, he was stubborn and he still loved you. You are everything to him and the thought of losing you is a nightmare. That's why you had to do it. At 2:13 am you both were screaming at each other on the phone over who knows what when you finally chose to end it." "Jisoo, we are done," you finally shouted causing him to quiet down and realize the gravity of the situation. "What do you mean we are done?" He asked while trying to choke back tears. "I mean we are done. We are broken up. I am tired of this fighting over nothing. It's time to let our love story end." Before he could say anything you hung up and blocked his number. It hurt like hell but you felt a little lighter and less stressed out. You knew you would be alright and one day you would find someone to live the happy life you imagined with Jisoo.

✫ Hoshi: "We can't be friends. But I'd like to just pre-etend."

The days where you would come home to Soonyoung were a distant memory at this point. You both were just so busy with everything that you both came to a mutual agreement to break up and just try to remain friends. However, little did you realize how hard it would be just friends. Whenever you were out with mutual friends, you both would both try your best but there was still some tension and longing glances even though neither of you would ever admit it. Your friends would beg you both to just grow up and get back together but both of you were just stubborn and rather live in delusion and pretend that being friends was the smartest choice. It was for the best.

✫ Wonwoo: "Me and my truth, we sit in silence. Mmm baby girl it's just me and you."

You felt delusional. You were being delusional. When Wonwoo walked out your once shared apartment you sat like a lost puppy thinking surely he would ignore your words to get lost. However he listened. He got lost and left everything you built together. He was hurt, he was upset. Everything he did was for you, and to watch you just throw everything you both built was devastating. However, he would do anything for you. That includes walking away when you ask. After two weeks of waiting for any sign of Wonwoo, you realized it was just you. You realized what you did and you regretted it but you also knew that it was for the best. He was amazing and deserves someone who could love him the way he loved. Maybe in another life you both could try again.

✫ S. Coups: "Cause I don't wanna argue but I don't wanna bite my tongue yeah I think I'd rather die."

Fighting with Seungcheol was one of your least favorite things to do. It took all your energy and just made you feel sick. Normally, if he was being irrational or bothered you, you would just bite your tongue and just pray it would be over soon. However, after months of doing this you realized staying silent was killing you. You wanted to express what was bothering you in hopes you both could mend your almost deteriorating relationship. You had texted him earlier that you wanted to talk when he got home. This caused Seungcheol to hurry home to see you. He thought you were hurt. He was left in the dark about your angers and wanted to make sure the love of his life was okay. When he got home he saw you sat at the kitchen table with a worried face and that's when he was nervous. "What's wrong, baby?" "I um, we need to talk about us. I don't want to argue about it but I wanna talk about how I am feeling and have been feeling for a little while." He nodded and pulled out the chair next to you and gave you his full attention. Once you let out all your concerns, worries, and grievances you were worried about, Seungcheol just held your hand and then together you made a game plan on where to go.

✫ Jeonghan: "You got me misunderstood but at least I look this good."

"What do you think you are doing (Y/N)?" you heard someone behind you ask causing your heart to race as if you were a kid who was caught stealing cookies from the cookie jar. You felt guilty but deep down you knew you had NO reason to feel guilty whatsoever. It had been over three weeks since you and Jeonghan decided to call it quits and tonight you decided was the night to wear a little black dress and try to move on. What was the occasion? Saint Laurent had invited you to a party in Seoul and you decided it was a good opportunity to dress up and feel pretty. You knew Jeonghan would most likely also be invited but to be honest, you could care less. He was not yours to worry about anymore. Tonight it was only about you and supporting Saint Laurent. You sighed as you turned around and saw Jeonghan staring at you with mixed emotions across his face. This caused you to smirk at him before shrugging. "Same reason you are here, I was invited." "But why the short dress?" "Since when were my legs offensive?" This made Jeonghan shut up and just look at you. After what seemed like an eternity you waved goodbye to your former lover and walked away into the party.

✫ Woozi: "You cling to your papers and pens. Wait until you like me again."

When Jihoon and you both started to talk, you knew that he was a workaholic. You knew he'd spend countless hours in the studio and you had sworn up and down that you were okay with it. However, after him being at the studio while you waited at a restaurant on your one year anniversary happened you were angry. He didn't even apologize really, he just was like "you know I need to get this album out." It hurt. When he got back to your shared apartment, he noticed how empty it was. He noticed there was not a trace of you. He called out for you and he heard nothing. He looked everywhere and when he realized you were gone. He quickly took his phone out to call but the call went straight to voicemail. He then found a letter addressed to him saying that you were done being second best to him. You said you would love and support him forever but for your sake you couldn't do this anymore. The note broke him and he couldn't help but breakdown crying.

ahh this was emotional im sorry. maknae version coming soon <3 maknae verion is here! x

#wonuwrites #seventeen #svt x reader #seventeen reactions #svt angst #s coups #jeonghan #joshua #jun #hoshi #wonwoo #woozi #seventeen hyung line #svt headcanons

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asahicore · 9 months

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would treasure still love you if you were a worm?

author's note. i know this trend died ages ago but i was having silly little thoughts and giggling to myself so i thought why not just write it down and share the silliness with everyone... have this while i finish my jihoon fic <3

hyunsuk

for some reason, he would think you were adorable for asking that question. he’d smile really wide, eyes crinkling as he hugged you and called you cute over and over again. he wouldn’t answer, would just shake his head and chuckle at you, completely endeared. even if you asked the question over and over again, he’d flat out ignore you and continue to chuckle and call you cute.

jihoon

he just does not take you seriously. it’s been hours since you asked the question and he’s still making fun of you for it, to the point that you regret bringing the topic up in the first place. he hasn’t given you any sort of answer too, just thinks it’s hilarious you would ask that. but then you say that you would dump him if he became a worm, and he starts an argument over it.

junkyu

i feel like he’s the only one who would actually give a satisfactory answer. correct me if i’m wrong, but doesn’t he already keep some sort of animal? he’d build you a little worm house with everything worms need and would look after you and talk to you every day.

yoshi

he’d actually beat you to asking that question. he’d come home one day looking really worried, and when you asked him what was wrong, would ask you if you’d still love him if he became a worm. if you reply anything else other than yes, he’d be so upset and would need so much comforting.

jaehyuk

for some reason i think you asking him that question would make him so upset. like he’d start imagining you actually turning into a worm and he would just start crying, mourning your human form. you’d end up having to coddle him instead of the other way around.

asahi

he knows you, and he knows you’d start pouting for no reason if he told you the truth, so he plays along, telling you yes of course i’ll still love you no matter what don’t worry. but if it really happened, he’d put you outside so you could find other worm friends.

doyoung

“the real question is, would you still love me if you were a worm?” he thinks that by becoming a worm you’d lose your ability to love, among other emotions, so really, he’s the one who should be worried. anyway, it wouldn’t be a problem for him - he’d rizz anything up, even a worm.

haruto

listen he is a busy man with a tiring job, he doesn’t need the additional stress. he tells you straight-up no, and desperately tries to understand why that makes you so upset, to no avail. “but babe, worms aren’t sexy…”

jeongwoo

you were really excited to ask him that question and see his reaction, but then he just says he would eat you and doesn’t give any further explanation no matter how hard you try to get one out of him.

junghwan

he’s another one that gets stressed out. he really wants to say yes, but realistically, he knows it wouldn’t be possible and that even if he kept you in a cage or something he’d move on at some point. when he tells you this, naturally, you get very upset, so he tries to make it up to you the whole evening, but he’s just as shaken as you are about the thought of you turning into a worm.

not bothering the taglist for this one lmaoo

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sluttyminghao · 1 year

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I also happened to stumble across the reaction of inexperienced reader giving head and...please elleborate on Woozi for everyones mental health, I need a full headcanon of that pretty please- 💕

How are you btw it's been some time :]

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jihoon was frustrated. everything he was trying to produce in his studio sounded like shit, all the beats were throwing him off and the rhythm just wasn't hitting the ear right.

he slams his palms onto his desk and pushes the chair away, rolling into the middle of the floor essentially. you look up from your spot on the loveseat and can't help but feel your heart break at the sight of him.

you had offered to come with him to the studio, maybe as inspiration, maybe as a good excuse to stay focused, and he'd happily agreed to it.

without a word, you silently move and sit on his lap, his body automatically softening and his arms wrapping around your waist. he's so warm and it immediately sends goosebumps cascading over your body.

"can i help relieve some of your stress?"

he glances up at you quizzically, which turns into a wide-eyed expression when you jump off his lap and move him towards the loveseat, sitting him down and you kneeling between his legs.

"i've wanted to try this for a while..." your voice trails off as you palm him through his shorts, a grin appearing on your features when he emits a low groan from his throat. you can feel him growing hard very quickly.

soon he grows impatient and adjusts his body so that you can tug his shorts and boxers down. his cock springs flush against his dark shirt, the tip red and angry. you feel your heart rate quicken as you reach out to grasp his shaft, watching his reactions carefully.

you come to find that even when you teasingly take the tip of his cock into your mouth, he remains pretty stoic. you can see him take his bottom lip between his teeth and one of his hands tangles into your hair, and as you begin to deepthroat him, you stare at him with wide eyes.

"oh fuck... fuck you're so hot...looking at me with those doe eyes..."

jihoon's babbling doesn't last long, soon enough he's pulling you off his cock and dragging you up and pushing you onto the seat, ass up and head down. he wastes no time tugging your panties down and letting the fat head of his cock tease your entrance.

your whimpers and moans drive jihoon crazy. he doesn't know what to say and he can feel his anger slipping away and being replaced in full force with lust. he wants you trembling, he wants you crying under him in every way possible.

and you want nothing more than to let him ruin you.

#sluttyhao smut #sluttyhao reaction #kpop smut #seventeen smut #jihoon smut #woozi smut #7k super sleepover

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wildfluwer · 1 year

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Activities they do that make their heart flutter

Note: this was not spell checked or anything so bare with me :)

Seungcheol: Relaxing and watching a movie together. He likes that you take a mothering role in the group. It allows him to have time to relax and your presence always relaxes him. He trusts you enough to be vulnerable with you leading to soft hours on the couch where he lays on your lap.

Jeonghan: Napping or laying down and talking. He really relies on you as his emotional support and sometimes just needs you to be there for him to sleep.

Jisoo: Playing songs on the guitar together. Whether you can play the guitar or not, he loves stimming chords and breaking our into random songs. You always sing along

Junhui: Going to cafes together. He loves exploring familiar areas and finding new places to go. Will order a cute cake and coffee. The long and endless conversations about anything and everything makes him feel like a weight has been lifted.

Soonyoung: Learning or creating choreography together. It doesn’t feel like work when he’s with you so he loves releasing energy by teaching you or dancing together.

Wonwoo: Playing a game with him. Sitting in his room playing video games together is his favourite activity because you don't take them serious but you still want to do good. He loves teaching you how to play. He also likes your company when he reads. When they first debuted, he'd read out loud to you to practise and build confidence but now he does it for fun.

Jihoon: When you visit him in his studio, forcing him to take a break or bringing him food. He secretly adores knowing that you care about him and he's really thankful for the break because he can get so caught up in work that he forgets. He becomes real cute and soft during these times and will always cuddle into you or allow you to cuddle him.

Seokmin: Doing karaoke together or just singing or humming together. He likes the way your voices harmonise but he loves having fun playing karaoke with you on trips. He loves how chaotic it gets, shouting lyrics and doing crazy dances. It makes him feel so happy and calm.

Mingyu: Cooking or baking together. He adores how fun it can get, throwing flour at each other or dropping eggs. Finds it cute when you ask to lick the bowl or spoon. He also likes how domestic and calming cooking dinner is even if it gets a bit chaotic cooking for twelve other people.

Minghao: Trying new recipes. It’s so peaceful cooking or baking together especially when you’re tying a new recipe. It’s even better when it ends up in a flour fight or fighting over who gets to lick the bowl.

Seungkwan: Your constant reassurance when the members tease him. He knows it's a joke and he finds it funny as well but even if you take part, you always pat his head or hug him. Whenever he’s feeling upset or vulnerable, he comes to you. He let’s you baby him and will just cuddle into you.

Hansol: Watching funny videos together. Sitting on his bed as he holds his phone above you both, you get lost down wormholes of random videos from cats to random youtubers. He adores this especially after a stressful day or week. You can often just tell and drag him to his room to watch videos.

Chan: Loves having someone older than him who will baby him and cuddle him with no teasing...or at least minimal teasing. He finds you so comforting and can rant to you and you'll just listen or he's just silently cuddle you. He finds it reassuring.

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daemour · 6 months

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Shut Up Before I Fall In Love

Pairing: Jongho x f!Reader

Genre: Angst, fluff, childhood f2l, family au

WC: 3729

Warnings: Cursing, absent family is a big part of it but not explored too much.

Summary: After you finish college, your parents ask you to move back home to help with your nephew. As much as you are bitter about your older sister dumping her child to go “find herself”, you’d do anything for little Jihoon.

When you return home, you’re surprised to see your childhood best friend, Jongho, still around, after growing up hearing him talk about how he’d love to move to America. But you won’t say no to his company.

This is written for @pirateeznet's anniversary project! My quiz result was Illusion :) Go and check out the other authors' works!

I do have an idea for a continuation of this more focused on the family part of it so if you want to see that too let me know ^^

As you leave the taxi, you hear your nephew screech your name before he can barrel himself into your legs. “Auntie!” You gasp playfully as you wrap your arms around the ball of energy clinging to you. “You’re here!”

“I am!” you cheer as you sweep the preschooler up in your arms, spinning him around once before setting him back down. “You’ve gotten so big, baby. Soon I won’t be able to pick you up anymore!” Jihoon puffs out his chest, proud of his achievement.

“Yeah! Soon I’ll pick you up instead!” You laugh, ruffling his hair. “Will you take me to the park instead of Gramma and Grampa?”

“Yes, baby. We can spend all summer together.” Jihoon cheers, his little fists pumping up in the air, and you smile at the cute action.

When you finally look up from the top of your nephew’s head, you first see your mother waving languidly and then your eyes catch on a familiar figure. “Jongho?” the name falls out of your mouth and the man in question smiles and raises a hand in acknowledgement.

“(Y/N), it’s been a while.”

Your heart is overflowing with such warmth at the familiar sight. “It certainly has been. Still in the same neighbourhood, Mr America?” you tease, grinning at the sight of Jongho’s ears turning red as he averts his eyes.

“Yeah,” Jongho rolls his eyes at your jibe good-naturedly. “I was six, dude. You’re never gonna let me live that down.”

You laugh, shoving at his shoulder. “You were six, and then you were twelve, and then you were eighteen and still talking about it. No, I will not be letting it go. But really, it’s good to see you again. Hopefully we can catch up at some point.”

Before Jongho even gets a chance to respond, Jihoon pulls at your pant leg. “Auntie, talk grown-up later! I’m more important!” At his straight-forward demand, all three of the “grown-ups” laugh and you’re quickly ushered into the house by the child, looking back and giving Jongho a quick wave. His pealing laughter follows you even after the door closes.

It’s only been about a week since you’ve returned, and it feels like both nothing and so much has changed. Your room has been changed into a storage unit and you’ve currently taken over the guest room, but the rest of the house’s layout remains unchanged save a few decor. Your mom also remains unchanged, and the only large difference is, well, the presence of Jihoon.

Every so often, you don’t expect him barreling around the corners into your knees and every time you see him, your disdain for your sister grows. It’s not his fault, and it’s definitely not her fault that the father is a deadbeat and out of the picture. And it’s not her fault that she wants to be able to have fun in life, but you also think that her time spent “finding herself” should not be spent partying it up dangerously and only showing up when she wants something from your mother. She doesn’t call him her son unless it’s to his face, but still won’t give him up for adoption for the pity points. It’s despicable in your eyes. Jihoon needs his mom but he doesn’t need your sister.

Thinking about the situation just causes you stress each day. You dropped everything to come here to care for your nephew, but she can’t even spare time to see her son win an award at his preschool. Jihoon is always asking about his mother, and neither you nor your mother has the heart to tell him the truth. Not just yet. His world is full of empty promises and you don’t know how to fix it.

Today’s another day of your mother desperately begging your sister to spend time with Jihoon and you taking the few school hours you have left to sit on the porch and contemplate life. Every so often you can hear another door slam as your mother paces from room to room and you wonder how you got here.

A gentle nudge to your shoulder makes your eyes fly open as you stare up at Jongho. “Falling asleep on the job?” he teases, a crooked smile on his face as he dodges your swat.

“It’s not a job,” you snark, even though you and Jongho know that’s a lie. “I’m just waiting for him to come barrelling down the sidewalk.”

“Spoken like a true mother hen,” Jongho laughs, and judging from his facial expressions he immediately regrets his choice of joke. You don’t point it out, however, and so neither does he. Instead, you scoot aside on the porch swing and Jongho plops down beside you.

You decide to ignore the heat of his body next to you and the press of his thighs against yours, just closing your eyes and letting your head fall against the back of the swing. A moment passes.

“What time is Jihoon’s bedtime?” The question makes your eyes open as you turn your head to look at Jongho’s soft side profile. “Don’t look at me like that.”

“How’d you know I was looking at you?” you ask without expecting an answer. “Anyways, he goes to bed around nine, why?”

Jongho still refuses to look at you and you wonder why in the back of your head. “Wanna get fries afterwards?” You raise an eyebrow at the familiar olive branch, poking at Jongho’s leg with your foot. Every time he felt like he hurt you somehow, he would always offer to buy you food, starting way back in grade school when he accidentally broke your glasses.

“Slick, dude. But yeah, I’d like to.” No more words are spoken on the matter as Jihoon runs up the driveway, just a nod and then your attention turns to the three-year-old. Once again, it’s time to forget you are your own person and become a parental figure for Jihoon. With a sigh and a shake of your head, you will those thoughts out of your head and prepare for a busy afternoon of watching Jihoon.

“Okay, I'm home free,” you announce as you come down the stairs to where Jongho is waiting with a patient smile on his face. “Let’s go get fries.”

“The usual place?” Jongho asks and you nod excitedly.

“I haven’t been to that diner in forever! Ahjussi still going strong?” Your eyes are practically sparkling at the prospect of going to the “old” spot.

Jongho smiles knowingly and that gives you the only answer you need. “And he still hates being called Ahjussi. Come on, I’ll drive.”

Excitedly, you follow him out to his old sedan, hopping into the passenger seat. “Any better at driving?” you tease and he smacks your arm without hesitation. Some things never change.

And just as you remembered, the drive takes a meagre ten minutes, most of which was you singing along badly to the radio with Jongho laughing at your pitiful attempts. Not that you were actually trying.

Giggling, the two of you stumble into the 24/7 diner, placing orders through laughter and you’re pretty sure the worker is already sick of you two. Jongho makes sure to tip her well and you ignore the warmth in your stomach again at seeing his warm smile and hearing his low ‘thanks’.

“So!” Jongho proclaims in a news anchor voice, holding his straw as a makeshift microphone, “Here we have Ms. (Y/N) (L/N), home from college! Please, update us on how your life has been in the great shining city of Seoul!”

You’re laughing too hard to answer him properly and Jongho smiles at you fondly. “You’re just as weird as I remember, huh,” you finally manage to say, wiping the tears from your eyes. “It’s been nice. I really enjoy all the little hole-in-the-wall stores I chance upon there, but it’s really fast-paced there.”

Jongho nods understandingly. “Small towns are really nice in that way. Not so much getting everywhere at all times.”

You frown, leaning forward. ‘That reminds me…why didn’t you go to America? You certainly had the grades to do it.” You didn’t mean to be direct about it, but it’s been pressing on your mind since you returned to town. “I left quickly for college, so I don’t know what was up with you for so long.”

Jongho grows silent, his eyes darting away. “It wasn’t much. I just wanted to stay instead.” But alas, Jongho can’t lie when it comes to you, and he never could. All it takes is one look from you for his resolve to fold. “I…you can’t hate me for this, okay?”

You frown, tilting your head at that. “I could never hate you, Jongho. Come on, just tell me.”

Jongho bites his lip and averts his eyes, but finally speaks. “I stayed for Jihoon.” You blink, confused, and Jongho rushes to explain himself. “You couldn’t just drop college—you were in your second year—and your mom couldn’t handle both your sister and a newborn. I didn’t want them to have to call you back if they could help it. I didn’t even apply to colleges at that point so I didn’t lose anything. I just–”

“Jongho,” you whisper, feeling your heart bloom with affection for him. “I didn’t know. I’m sorry.”

Jongho smiles weakly. “It’s not your fault. You didn’t know. All you knew was that there was a baby, but not all the issues that came with him.”

You smile back at him, reaching out to take his hands. “I don’t hate you, you know. You’ve done so much for us, and I can’t imagine what it would’ve been like without you here. Jihoon loves you.” Jongho peeks at you and you squeeze his hands comfortingly. “Thank you for all your help.”

Jongho’s eyes are suspiciously shiny, but before anything else can happen, the girl who took your order shyly approaches the table. “Uh, I’m sorry to interrupt…but we’re closing and need to wipe down the tables.”

You and Jongho both stand up startlingly fast, averting both of your eyes in embarrassment. “Yeah, sorry. We’ll be out of your hair,” Jongho reassures before turning to you. “Let’s get you home. It’s a school night after all.”

At that, the tension is gone and you smack his bicep with a snort. “Yeah yeah, dad, let’s go home.”

When the two of you finally arrive home, you pause in the driveway. “I don’t want to go in,” you blurt out and Jongho frowns, coming up behind you. “I know I’m being dramatic, but it feels like if I go in, my life will be gone. I’m twenty-three, Jongho. I can’t be a parent. I love Jihoon but I don’t want to live my life being his mom for my sister.”

Jongho’s hand comes to rest on your shoulder. “I get it. But you know, I think you’re doing great. Jihoon will get older soon and he’ll understand. And you have me and your mom to lean on.” He squeezes your shoulder, and in typical Jongho fashion, winks to brighten up the conversation. You roll your eyes but smile at him, thankful for his comfort.

“Thanks, Jongho. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

When he leaves, his words stick with you up until you get ready to sleep and lie in bed, and you dream of his warm smile.

“Fries?”

“Fries.”

Those two words became a staple of your and Jongho’s relationship. About once a week, you’d go get fries and just chill and feel like the young adults you actually are. But a new problem has occurred.

You have a crush on Jongho.

And maybe in any other circumstance, it would’ve been fine. Perhaps in a different life, you would’ve been happy with Jongho, starting a life together. But not now, not like this. Not whenever you think about having a life of your own guilt wrenches in your gut because of Jihoon.

So like any self-respecting human being would do, you start to avoid him. At first, it wasn’t an issue. You didn’t mind hanging out in groups, but you avoided one-on-one time like the plague. It helped to use Jihoon as an excuse, but sooner or later, that wasn’t going to fly.

But on a day like this, when it’s just you and your nephew, you feel at peace. Your mom is having a luncheon with her friends and Jongho is at work so you’re watching your nephew yourself, something that surprisingly doesn’t happen too often. But your mom deserves some time with her friends too and you like having alone time while Jihoon plays by himself.

The pitter-patter of his feet does not catch your attention right until he stops at your side. “Hey, auntie?” Jihoon tugs at your pant legs as you cut vegetables in preparation for lunch. “Can I ask you something?”

“Sure,” you smile at him, putting down the knife and wiping your hands on your apron as you crouch down. “What’s up, kiddo?”

“Are you my mom now?” Your jaw drops and you’re pretty sure you’re not blinking because your eyes are stinging as you just stay in the same position. You both knew this question would be coming and yet weren’t expecting it at all.

“Jihoon, what do you mean by that?” You do know what he means by that but you need to get to the root of his thoughts.

Jihoon shrugs, no longer looking into your eyes as if he did something bad, and you feel guilty over your reaction although you don’t think you could’ve helped it. “My teachers always say mommies are always here and you are! So can you be my new mom?”

You try to speak but nothing but a strangled sob comes out and you clear your throat. “Jihoon, honey…it’s not quite how that works. I take care of you but I can’t be your mom.”

“Why? Grandma’s too old so it’s you!” He sounds almost angry about it and if not for the context you would laugh.

You frown as you think of the best way to explain this to someone whose knowledge of the world consists of LEGOs and Frozen. “It’s just a lot of adult problems that need to be solved first. Just like when you play with building blocks! You gotta build the bottom before the next part!”

Jihoon nods sagely. “Okay,” he agrees easily, patting you on the knee before going back to colouring pages on the couch. You’re left in the kitchen on your knees, silently letting the tears fall as your family breaks apart even more.

You want someone to come. You want your mom, you want Jongho. Distancing be damned. You just want someone. You try your best to wipe away your tears furiously when you hear the door creak open. “Uncle Jongho!”

Oh shit. You didn’t mean to actually manifest Jongho coming around, even if you knew that it was very likely that he would just go over to your place instead of heading to his own. It was almost like his own home at this point, no matter how much you and your mom tried to convince him that he didn’t have to let his life be taken up by your little family.

“Hey, kiddo,” you hear Jongho high-five your nephew and you smile despite your overflowing emotions. “Where’s (Y/N)?”

“Kitchen,” your rascal of a relative rats you out with relative ease (not that he would take that much interest in your forest fire of a crush). “She’s making lunch.”

“Thanks, kiddo.” You can practically see Jongho ruffle Jihoon’s hair, an action the toddler absolutely adores. And soon enough, his heavy footsteps make their way to where you’re standing like a buffoon.

As you’ve mentioned, you’re a self-respecting human. So self-respecting that you whirl around to hide your red eyes and overall pretty shabby appearance. “Hello, Jongho,” you greet him a little too casually and Jongho is immediately on high alert.

“What happened?” is his first question, with no hesitation whatsoever and you silently curse at how well he knows you. “Are you all right?”

“Oh yeah, I’m okay.” You’re not fooling anyone, not with a voice thick with tears and you’re refusal to turn around. “Uh…do you mind finishing up lunch for me? I think I need a moment to myself.”

“Yeah, of course…” There’s confusion and worry prevalent in his voice, and before you can escape to your room, you feel his hand grip at your shoulder as he pulls you into a bone-crushing hug.

The warmth and sturdiness of his arms comforts you more than you can explain and it takes all your energy to not let the tears break free as you squeeze his waist before pulling back and sighing deeply with a whispered “thank you”. You’re still not ready to talk to him but you will never take his consideration for granted.

“Let’s talk later, okay?” Jongho raises an eyebrow and you know it’s not really a question. You can only nod and hope that you can escape the questioning for a little longer before you get your thoughts under control.

And you’re caught not two precious weeks later when Jongho corners you before you can go to bed, raising an eyebrow along with his request “fries?” and you know you can’t back out this time.

To your surprise, he doesn’t pull into a parking space, instead utilising the drive-through, before going down an old road you almost don’t remember. It’s only when you reach the destination that you remember—the open field you and Jongho used to skip classes at.

“Jongho?” you start to question but he holds up a hand.

“Not yet. Let’s set up first.”

“Set up?” Your words are stopped short when he pulls out a large picnic blanket from the backseat.

Not moments later, Jongho motions for you to come join him on the ground, smiling to himself at his little impromptu picnic. Unsure, you slowly lower yourself on the ground, and it’s only when you get comfortable he finally speaks. “Why have you been avoiding me?”

You blanch, not ready to have been called out so quickly. “What? What do you mean?” you try to defend but it comes out so squeakily that you know there’s no escaping the conversation. With another look from Jongho, you sigh. “I just needed to think over things. Nothing against you. Getting my life straight and all that.”

Jongho frowns, his concern sweet. “Is it about Jihoon?”

You almost laugh at how close and yet so far he is. “Basically. Just a lot of things adding up and I don’t know…just trying to sort through it.” It’s so hard to lie to him, even if your ability to is a little better than his. It takes everything in your willpower to not spill everything like you’re so used to doing.

Jongho tilts his head adorably and you can feel your cheeks warming up. You turn your gaze away lest you fall further. “I can help you, (Y/N). You don’t have to shoulder it all by yourself.”

Before you can stop yourself, the mental blockade falls and you blink at him, before blurting out, “Stop.” Jongho stares at you, surprised and maybe a little hurt, but your big fat mouth can’t stop moving. “Shut up before I fall in love with you, okay? It’s so hard, Jongho. I just want to be able to live without the guilt of Jihoon and eonni over my head but when you’re so perfect, so pretty and so kind it’s so damn hard to not love you.”

Jongho opens his mouth and nothing comes out and it’s only then you realise the weight of your words. “I…I’m sorry. Just forget I said anything,” you mutter, turning away in embarrassment. You didn’t mean to let it all spill out, and now what is Jongho going to think of you? You want to go home and hide under all of your blankets but the issue is Jongho is your ride home. You’re in no mood to walk and there’s no way Jongho would let you walk home either.

As you sit in awkward silence, a single fry coming into your line of vision baffles you enough to look up. Jongho sits right in front of you, his expression stone cold as he attempts to feed you a fry. When you open your mouth to question him, he just sticks the fry in your mouth. Unfortunately, he is a little too enthusiastic and basically shoves it down your throat and you cough violently.

“Oh shit, sorry, I didn’t mean to do it that harshly,” he panics, rummaging around the bag he brought trying to find his water bottle, and you almost laugh but choke some more instead. “Stop talking you’re making it worse!”

With some patting on the back by Jongho and an unholy amount of water, you finally manage to swallow the fry properly. “What was that for?” you croak out and it’s Jongho’s turn to look away bashfully.

“I just wanted you to shut up and stop being stupid.” Jongho scolds, his hand coming up to rest at the top of your head. You can’t help but notice the way his fingers slowly stroke at your hair. “You shouldn’t hold all that to yourself. Talk about it, you idiot. How else would I know you like me too?”

You stare at him, unblinking as you process his words. “You what?”

Jongho rolls his eyes before leaning closer so his nose almost touches yours. “I like you, you fool. Don’t feel guilty about it, idiot. Jihoon would want you to be happy, and I won’t be weird about it. I practically raised him too, you know. It hurts a little you think I wouldn’t care that much.”

You don’t know what to say to that and instead just opt for something more simple. “Can I kiss you?”

All Jongho does in answer is press his lips to yours. As soon as your faces meet, you feel the warmth in your stomach bubble up so intensely that you fear you might melt with all the love you have for him. “What did I do to deserve you?” you mumble and you can feel Jongho’s smile against your lips.

“You were you.”

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rinsuniverse · 9 months

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for this req i didn’t know who to choose so you can choose whether you want to write for woozi seungkwan or soonyoung! I’m a very quiet person and even when I try to raise my voice sometimes I’m not heard so eventually sometimes I just give up on what I’m trying to say, so what do you think one of those boys would do if they had an so like that? do you think they would try to speak up for their so or something else, especially since svt can be very loud… and make sure you’ve eaten today if you haven’t already!

woozi with a quiet partner! ✧˖°.

this is cute concept and very very real

i myself am quiet (sometimes lmfao), and whenever people talk over me, i kinda just get quiet and give up

since you gave me the option, of course i'm going to choose woozi!

but seungkwan would be your personal megaphone and say everything you say louder so you'll be heard

and soonyoung will listen to you thoughtfully before yelling at everyone to listen to your great idea

woozi would be different since he's quiet and an introvert as well

imagine you're at the recording studio with woozi and the other svt members

the performance unit is in the studio, crowded together to record their song

and they're talking over each other and making jokes

and woozi's letting you take over the recording while he's in the bathroom

you're trying to tell them to focus, but they're laughing a bit too loud to hear you

poor thing

and you don't have the nerve to raise your voice at your idols

and it's not like you to raise your voice at all

suddenly, jihoon reaches over your shoulder and presses the button, sternly saying

"yah. y/n has been trying to tell you to be quiet, and you're too loud to even hear them. are you serious?"

all of a sudden, they're so apologetic and they acknowledge you

and you carry on helping with recording

even though jihoon is sitting next to you, scowling at his members for not respecting you

later, he sends them a text talking about how you're a quiet person and threatening them to always listen to you, especially when he's with you, or else.

for another scenario, you've brought jihoon to hang out with a couple of your friends

and your friends are talking amongst themselves

and you mention a joke for them to hear, but they're so distracted

and you try to say it again, but they still aren't listening

you kinda sigh and give up

but jihoon chuckles and goes, "haha, i guess they aren't listening. that was funny, though."

he makes sure you know he's listening to you

he's not the type to speak up for you, though!!

he might softly ask, "do you want their attention?" and reassure you

"i'm sure they don't mean to ignore you"

he won't mind speaking up for you if you ask tho!

woozi would love having a quiet partner

i can't stress enough how much he would love spending time with you where you both don't even talk and do your own things!

he is the type to get kinda pep talky? does that make sense?

like "you should be more assertive when you say things, you know? you deserve to be heard by everyone. you're funny and smart."

but he loves you for you!

he just wants the best for you!

i can't think of anything else for this idea, i'm so sorry :")

thank you so much for requesting again! feel free to request many, many more things! ✧( ु•⌄• )◞◟( •⌄• ू )✧

(p.s. requests are still open! i specialize in woozi stuff, but i don't mind writing about other svt members! i can also do some nsfw if you want! so request whatever and as much as you want! ς(>‿<.))

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zarazmnie-cos · 2 years

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HOW WOULD TREASURE EAT YOU OUT?

requested? yes, for anon! hihi can you pls make a treasure headcannon abt them eating you out? thank you thank you have a nice day

contains: treasure hyung line x fem!reader (separately); oral (f. receiving); praise and rough moments mentioned; cringe (as always since it's me); lmk if i missed something!

reblogs and feedback are very appreciated <3

CHOI HYUNSUK

shy at first, turned out to be a pro. will start slow, but he’ll lose his shit in no time; it’s the way your hands hold his hair, and how you moan his name out. kind of anxious in the beginning, cuz the neighbours WILL hear for sure, but now? he’s making sure the neighbours DO hear how good he’s doing you with his mouth only. his pride goes up up UP i say when you cum on his mouth. will praise you for that too. overall: proud but hidden pro.

more under the cut!

PARK JIHOON

will tease the heck out of you, but when you’ll neglect him, he’ll get whiny. won’t admit it but wants to spend the rest of his life between your legs, not really caring about you getting overstimulated. i mean, he does want you to be safe and all, but with such good pussy??? he’s not letting you go. and when he’s already between your thighs??? he’s at your mercy and he knows it yet still he wants to be the one in control. mission failed, though. overall: you have him wrapped around your finger (or pussy???) and he’s okay with that; might say differently, but in the end he really is okay.

KANEMOTO YOSHINORI

will make love to your cunt at a painfully slow pace, unintentionally. bcuz he wants to savor everything you’re giving him, it’s not his fault you’re so delicious! both in looks and taste! will kiss on your thighs first (bonus points to him if your thighs are sensitive), and only then he’ll start kissing your entrance. 100% sure he will be so confused when you’d tell him to hurry the fuck up. overall: slow love maker.

KIM JUNKYU

eats like an absolute madman. he practically makes out with your cunt, in the lewdest way possible. will drool, smear everything all over his face, and won’t care about it AT ALL. will groan right into you, tell you how good you taste, tickle you with his heavy breathing. keeps you so close to his face you’re practically choking him, but does he care? aw hell nah. will push you even more closer, cuz ain’t no way this delicious meal will run away from him. would love you to sit on his face, no matter which size you are; he just wants to eat his pretty girl <3 overall: pussydrunk madman.

TAKATA MASHIHO

your pleasure and well-being come first to him. you’re stressed??? just let him sit between your legs for a while and you’ll feel better. just like yoshi, he takes it slow, but he does that on purpose. mashi wants you to feel special, so expect him at your service when between your thighs. whatever you want him to do - he will! also, while his tongue is stuck between your folds, you tell (or at least you try between the moans) him about everything that’s been bothering you. and he LISTENS TO IT ALL. overall: best boyfriend 10/10 and his mouth work is as good as him in general

YOON JAEHYUK

at this point, even he doesn’t know if he’s saying all those ‘i love you’ to you or your pussy; makes love to your cunt, but will lose his shit the moment you cry out his name in pleasure. i bet his fingers would be nails deep into your thighs cuz goddamn you taste so good it’s unbearable. might get a little rough with his tongue, sucking on your clit too much or groaning into you when you’re getting too sensitive, bUT he will apologize the heck of you with kisses! probably is so proud of himself, will smirk at the thought of your cunt clenching around his tongue. overall: sweet but might get rough, sweet in the end though.

HAMADA ASAHI

has a whole playlist for eating you out. at first, he was shy and didn’t know how to do it but as a fast learner, he became a pro. with your guidance he now eats you out like you’re a piece of cake (both literally and metaphorically). the noises you make while his tongue is inside you made him even more turned on, especially when you accidentally harmonize with the playlist. will grind against the bed or will help himself with his hand while his face is between your thighs cuz holy shit you’re so hot. overall: fast learner then, pro now with a whole soundtrack for you

BANG YEDAM

he needs to go to somekind of rehab cuz goddAMN the way you got him addicted to your pussy is just whew. i am pretty sure when he scribbled down his will, he noted you as his last meal. I JUST KNOW THAT. anyway; he needs constant praise and probably will stop if he won’t receive it; will stare up at you with the saddest puppy look, but your brain is pure mush from the feeling, so how tf can you say coherent words, huh? overall: another pussydrunk fella.

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rubyreduji · 1 year

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overworked — lsk + ljh

summary: seokmin just wants you and jihoon to take a break

tags: fluff, established relationship, idolverse, platonic ljh x reader wc: 2.6k an: besties ynhoon who pretend to hate each other to annoy seokmin >>>

Seokmin is stressed. The two people closest to him for some reason also happen to be the two most busiest people on the planet earth. They don’t sleep, they barely eat, they’re always busy, and it’s getting to the point where Seokmin is concerned about them all the time. He’s even started checking the Life360 to see if Jihoon actually went home instead of being at the studio until four am. And don’t get him started on you. Even if you guys are spending time together, you’re still somehow doing work. It’s not that it bothers him, he’s just worried about your guys’ health.

Fortunately for Seokmin your studios are right next to each other and he’s able to take care of both of you.

Knock, knock, knock. Seokmin’s knuckles rap against the door thrice before waiting a moment.

“Hello?” The door opens and there you stand. Your hair is a mess and you’re drowning in a giant sweatshirt that Seokmin actually thinks once belonged to him. “Minnie? What are you doing here?”

“Bringing you lunch.” Seokmin holds up the plastic bag of carry out he’s brought. “How long have you been cooped up in here working?” Seokmin moves around the room and opens up the blinds for you. You whine but don’t stop him.

“I don’t know. Like…five hours?”

“Y/N,” Seokmin scolds. “You can’t do that to yourself.”

“I’m fine, really. I just need to finish up this final song for the comeback, and then tweak the lyrics on another song,” you tell him as you move to sit back down at your desk again.

“Uh uh, not yet. You have to eat first. And stretch.”

You glare at him but comply. You stand and start to stretch your cramped muscles. When you’re finished Seokmin hands you your food.

“Sit and eat. I’ll be back in a second, I have to go deliver Jihoon his food as well.”

“Mm, while you’re there tell him that I still need that demo from him.”

“Yes love, I will.” Seokmin presses a kiss to your forehead before heading next door to where Jihoon is most likely in a similar position to you.

His suspicions are confirmed when he knocks on Jihoon’s door and the older boy answers. His eyes are squinted and his posture is hunched over as he glares up at Seokmin.

“What do you want?”

“I’m here to bring you food.” Seokmin holds up the bag and Jihoon hesitantly takes it and looks inside, a look of acceptance crossing his face when he sees the extra rice. “Y/N also told me to ask you to send that demo over to them.”

“Oh right,” Jihoon mumbles, more to himself than Seokmin. “Tell them I’ll get it to her before the end of the day.”

“You know you two can tell each other this. Your studios are right next to each other’s and you have each other’s numbers.”

Jihoon just shrugs noncommittally. “No need to talk to Y/N when you’re here.”

Seokmin rolls his eyes. You and Jihoon have this thing where you pretend to hate each other. Seokmin knows it’s just teasing and nothing serious but sometimes he finds you two a bit ridiculous. He secretly thinks you guys do it just to bother him. If he didn’t know you two were joking it would bother him a bit that his best friend and partner couldn’t get along, but thankfully Seokmin can tell when you two are pulling his leg or not.

“What are your plans for tonight?” Seokmin asks Jihoon instead of commenting on Jihoon’s previous statement.

“I’m probably going to be working late tonight. I have songs to write, music to make,” Jihoon says.

“No you’re not. You’re going to dinner tonight with me and Y/N.”

“Why ask when you’re just going to tell me no, and anyways I’m not doing that. I’m not going to be your third wheel, and I have more important things to be doing anyways,” Jihoon scoffs.

“Your music can wait one night. C’mon Hoon, you need a break and I’ll pay for dinner and everything.”

“I make more money than you.”

“Jihoon, please,” Seokmin begs.

“Fine, but you can’t bother me at all tomorrow then.”

“I promise.”

“Y/N are you ready?” Seokmin calls through the apartments as he finishes up styling his hair.

“Yes, yes, I’m ready.” You’re standing by the front door, your hip cocked as you glare over at him. “I’ve been waiting for you to get ready.”

Seokmin just gives you a sheepish grin. “I’m sorry, I’m ready now. Which is good, I told Jihoon we’d pick him up at seven and if we’re not there right at seven then he’ll take that as we’re not coming and he’ll go hide in his studio again.”

“Hey, what’s wrong with hiding out in your studio?” You give Seokmin a pointed glare and his groans. He can never win with either of you, can he?

Seokmin ushers you out the door and into the car. You hum along to the song on the radio as you drive over to pick up Jihoon. Seokmin loves hearing you hum or really do anything with music. You’re made out of music. Your lungs breathe in rhythms while your head thinks in lyrics. Every song you produce is nothing short of a masterpiece.

That’s why Seokmin understands. He understands that you’re always in your studio because you’re doing what you love, and something that you’re good at. He can’t stop you from that, so he does his best to make sure to take care of you while you do.

“You know if you wanted to take Jihoon out on a date, you didn’t have to bring me along,” you joke to your boyfriend.

“I- that’s not it,” Seokmin grumbles. By now he’s used to you teasing him about his friendship with Jihoon, but sometimes you still catch him off guard. “You know it’s not like that. I just want you two to be able to take breaks sometimes.”

“Sure, sure, whatever you have to tell yourself.”

Seokmin rolls his eyes as the car pulls to a stop. Jihoon is waiting at the front of the building for you guys and he climbs into the backseat when he spots you.

“Took you long enough,” he grumbles as soon as he sits down.

“I’m here seven minutes early!”

“Let’s just get on with this. I was struck with inspiration right before you showed up and I was tempted to now come downstairs at all.”

“Wow, thank you so much for blessing us with your presence, oh holy one,” you deadpan.

“Can you two behave just for once? Just for me, please?” Seokmin begs.

You and Jihoon both think about it for a second before responding with, “No.”

You’re both so lucky Seokmin loves you.

Dinner is nice. Everything goes well and it seems like you and Jihoon are able to relax and enjoy yourselves, until you’re not. Halfway through the dinner you’re called back into the office on an emergency so dinner was cut short and Jihoon thought since Seokmin already had to drive you back to the office he would also just stay there and do some work. So Seokmin went home alone, leaving you two in the office to coop yourselves in your studios for the rest of the night.

That doesn’t stop Seokmin from trying to get you guys to rest a bit more. He tries multiple times, and each time seems to fall short.

His second attempt was a trip to a museum, but you two found the music history section right away and stayed there the whole time, even getting inspiration for your new songs. Then he tried to take you guys out shopping, where you were all recognized and had to leave before you got flocked by crowds. After that he took you guys on a lunch picnic, only for Seokmin to fall into the lake and had to go home to change (at least you two got a laugh out of that). By the fourth failed outing (he tried to take you guys to a wine and paint night) he was getting a bit discouraged.

He doesn’t understand why it’s so hard to get you two to take a break. You two are both always working to the point of exhaustion but you keep going, never complaining even though he can see the toll it takes on you two. Sure you two love your jobs and enjoy working, but he also knows that the company is too comfortable pushing your limits for what you’re able to withstand.

Seokmin has heard Jihoon talk about how he feels he needs to produce the best music possible, because everyone’s careers are riding on him. Then there was that time you and Seokmin had a heart to heart, late one night. You had gotten back late from the studio and you just broke down, tired and frustrated with yourself, your music, the company. You never mentioned it again, going back to acting like everything was fine and cooping up in your studio, but it stuck with Seokmin. Maybe that’s why he forces you guys to take breaks.

Seokmin also might just miss you guys. You’re both always busy now and when you’re not working on music you’re either eating or sleeping or working on something else. Seokmin feels like he only sees Jihoon at rehearsals or recordings and he really only sees you when you come home to change clothes and take a shower. He just wants to spend time with you guys.

That’s why he can’t give up. No matter how many times he fails, that just pushes him to try harder. He loves you guys, so he’ll do anything for you guys.

This is the day, Seokmin thinks as he prepares the living room for his plan. It’s the weekend and you and Jihoon are both already in the studio, but Seventeen just finished all of the comeback stages for their newest album, and you’re not due for another comeback soon either which means you two should have minimal work to do.

When he gets everything ready he calls you telling you to come home and bring Jihoon and that it’s important. That does the trick and you’re home within fifteen minutes.

“Min? What’s wrong? What did you need?”

“Sit,” Seokmin commands, pointing at the couch. His voice is harsher than normal and you and Jihoon both hesitantly move towards the couch, more out of fear than anything else.

“Seokmin, what's this about? I have work to-”

“No, you two need to stop overworking yourselves. Tonight is a rest and relaxation day, no work of any kind. We’re just going to sit here on the couch, eat snacks, and watch a movie.”

“You can’t force us to do this,” Jihoon protests. “We do have work we need to do.”

“The world isn’t going to stop if you two take one damn night off!” Seokmin yells. At the stunned faces of his best friend and partner his voice softens. “Please, just this one night. I want one nice night with you two.”

“Okay Minnie, we’ll stay in tonight. All relaxation,” you say. You stand so you can pull Seokmin into your arms and guide him to the couch. “We’ll watch a movie and drink hot chocolate and eat popcorn, yeah?”

Seokmin nods and you get up to start popping the popcorn while Jihoon joins you in the kitchen to start making the hot chocolate. While Seokmin sits on the couch, watching you two bustle around each other, he realizes that maybe he too has been overworking himself trying to get you two not to overwork yourselves.

Seokmin grabs the blankets he set out and starts to spread them across the couch. When you and Jihoon get back to the couch you have mugs of hot chocolate and bowls of popcorn. You plop down in the middle of the couch, squished together with each boy on either side.

“What movie do you want to watch?” You turn to your boyfriend expectantly.

“You’re letting me pick?” Seokmin looks at the two of you staring back at him.

“Well yeah. If we picked the movie it would be something music related and you said no working tonight so you get to pick,” Jihoon explains. “What will it be?”

So that’s how you guys end up watching the new Pixar movie that Seokmin’s been waiting to watch with you. You and Jihoon both seem invested in the movie as you two make small comments here and there. Seokmin can tell you two are both holding back saying anything about the soundtrack and he appreciated the effort.

The further the movie goes on you and Jihoon stop looking like you want to comment on the music, and rather comment on the plot. You two even get into an argument about if the main character just made a stupid decision or not.

By the time the movie is over you and Jihoon are asking Seokmin about the next movie to watch and he can’t do anything but smile and put another one on. As this movie plays you and Jihoon whisper comments back and forth that Seokmin can’t be bothered to listen to because if he’s being honest, he’s very invested in the plot of this one.

The second movie finishes and Seokmin checks the time. 11:48pm. It’s not that late, especially for you and Jihoon, but it’s late enough that Seokmin will need a Coke or something to get through a third movie. Seokmin stands up and stretches, his bones popping in a few places as he does. He’s about to ask if either of you want a Coke when he turns and sees you two cuddled up next to each other. Your head is nestled onto Jihoon’s chest, his own head resting on yours, both fast asleep.

Seokmin softens at the sight. He’s tempted to take a photo, just for his own benefit, when he hears someone whisper.

“Seokmin-ah.” It’s Jihoon. “I hope you don’t mind. They fell asleep and the-”

“No, no, don’t worry about it,” Seokmin says as he moves around to Jihoon’s other side, resting on the arm of the couch. “It’s nice to see you two get along, and to get some rest.”

“Yeah…” Jihoon mutters. “Seokmin I- Y/N and I, we love our jobs. We work hard because we love music and what we create. Y/N and I though, we’re both stubborn people. What you do for us, it’s appreciated, even if we don’t act like it. We’re both very lucky to have you in our lives.”

“Jihoon,” Seokmin coos, on the verge of tears.

“I know we’re not easy to deal with, but you always look out for us. Thank you.”

Seokmin knows that you and Jihoon love and appreciate him, but it still fills Seokmin with a sense of pride when he hears Jihoon say it.

“Mmm, yeah, we all love Seokmin, now shut up I’m trying to sleep,” you grumble from where you’re still tucked into Jihoon’s side. Seokmin laughs and drops a kiss on both you and Jihoon’s foreheads before he pushes Jihoon over so he can cuddle up on his other side, squishing the older into the middle. When Seokmin is situated in his place he reaches across Jihoon’s lap to grab your hand.

“I still don’t like you,” Jihoon says to you as he wraps an arm around your shoulders.

You grunt with a half laugh. “Same here,” you say, as you start to drift off to sleep in his arms, once again.

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This may be an unpopular take, but I have seen this fandom perception a lot, that actually Joowon is the emotional one while Dongsik is the calm logical one, and I disagree completely. (kind of a complimentary post to this here)

That isn't to say that Joowon is like emotionless or anything like that at all, but he is definitely better at keeping his head than Dongsik, until he explodes - his breakdowns are infrequent but spectacular.

In the beginning it maybe doesn't appear that Dongsik is the more emotional one, but that is because we see everything from Joowon's point of view, and he has distorted Dongsik into a ruthless, manipulative serial killer, and Dongsik absolutely capitalises on that.

And also the fact that Joowon is dealing with the stress of having fucked up (which he is not used to), on top of the guilt he refuses to acknowledge of having caused the death of Lee Geumhwa. and also this is 100% the first time in his life where someone is utterly unimpressed with him and disrespects him and he can't handle it lol.

From Joowon's point of view he is dealing with a master manipulator serial killer who has everyone fooled who isn't already in on it, and he is killing right now. He is remarkably calm everything considered.

If you watch the behind the scenes footage, there is also Yeo Jingoo talking about how difficult it was to portray the appropiate level of emotion for Joowon, because he isn't the type to cry easily.

And like, Joowon pisses Dongsik off just as badly as he does Joowon - it just looks different on Dongsik. Pay attention to the amount of jaw clenching Dongsik does whenever Joowon is speaking lol.

A great constrast between Joowon and Dongsik is the way that Dongsik acts around Jinmook - he is utterly incapable of keeping up appearances when around him. Fortunately for Dongsik, this is interpreted as Dongsik being upset for other reasons. But during the interview at Jinmook's house, Dongsik is hyperventilating, zoning out and rocking back and forth - he can't appear calm at all.

In contrast we have Joowon's behaviour towards Dongsik, when he believes that Dongsik is the killer. outside of his spectacular little breakdowns, you wouldn't believe that he is fully convinced that he is in the presence of a serial killer. Joowon has an amazing poker face.

Further contrast this with Joowon's behaviour towards his father after he finds out the truth. Joowon is able to appear completely calm in front of him, and even manipulate him and convince him that Joowon wants to help him. And we see just how much Joowon was bottling it up when he screams at his father in the final confrontation scene, before once again returning to being calm.

(also Joowon very calmly just stating "I will shoot" before shooting at the cabinet behind his father, for the simple reason that he interrupted Dongsik's arrest of him and started contesting it - is peak Joowon)

When we switch to Dongsik's point of view, we find out that any time Joowon was looking the other way (and often when he wasn't), Dongsik was just crying.

I swear, Dongsik spends most of his time crying, when he isn't outright wailing, his eyes are just constantly wet.

When he calmly mocks Joowon in jail, that happens right after (or before?) Dongsik had a breakdown because Jinmook visited him - which Joowon of course doesn't know.

When Joowon points a gun at his head, Dongsik doesn't particularly care, which Joowon reads as more psycho killer behaviour, but is a lot closer to "in so much pain it would be a relief"

And it is preceded by Dongsik doing the most unhinged hysterical laughter possible and then sobbing and apologising in his basement.

I love Shin Hakyun describing Dongsik as "someone who pretends to be strong, but isn't particularly strong at all".

And when Jiwha is crying and begging jinmook to believe that Jihoon is innocent, Dongsik does an incredibly stupid thing because he is just that upset, and decides to text Jinmook from Minjeung's phone, thus clueing Jinmook in on just who moved the fingers, and then having to later be bailed out by Jaeyi to avoid being caught by Joowon. And after that whole ordeal he goes and sleeps in his mother's room, where he once again has a nightmare.

Another contrast between them is how much they care about other people's opions about them. Joowon doesn't give a shit, while Dongsik pretends not to care but is clearly incredibly hurt whenever someone doesn't like him.

Take Bang Juseons's sister (I forget her name), Dongsik is clearly bothered by her atittude when he inspects the lock (and despite her clear dislike, he buys a new lock anyway)

Or when he gets out of jail and visits the soup restaurant and the owner is awful towards him - he visited this particular restaurant in the first place because he remembers that she didn't believe he was a murderer 20 years ago - and now she does and while he tries to play it off, he is devastated by it. Or when he runs onto the stage where Jinmook is speaking and the crowd starts yelling at Dongsik, again he is clearly hurt.

Dongsik also has an enormous temper - at the same event he loses his temper against one of the women who implies that it was Minjeung's own fault that she died. and when he picked Minjeung up from the bar he also threatened to beat up the guy (not that I blame him).

When Nam Sangbae has been murdered and it is very clear that there is some sort of conspiracy, Dongsik is too tired and too sad to be sure about what to do - it is Joowon who insists on pushing through, despite the pain.

I also enjoy the interaction in the interrogation room between Joowon and Dongsik after Joowon did the whole thing with stealing his phone. Dongsik is yelling at him and using harsh words and is nearly crying, while Joowon very calmly responds. (of course Joowon has his little moment in the bathroom later, but the point is that he is capable of keeping it together in this moment).

And even before this, when Joowon is covered in blood after failing to save someone's life and is understandably a biiit upset, he immediately pulls himself together and analyses the situation, and when he steps out of the house covered in blood, while he is clearly affected by it, he is able to calmly explain the situation.

Also Joowon's behaviour towards his parents - he is heartbreakingly stoic as a child when he hears them arguing. And when his mother is dragged away, he doesn't cry. Even as a 20 year old adult, Dongsik was much more emotional when he was dragged away from his mother.

And when his father is cruel to him as an adult, he is able to keep his composure completely.

This put together is also why it hits so hard when Joowon really sobs into Dongsik's hands at the end - because he has never done anything like this ever, and he also probably won't ever do something like it again. It really shows just how hard Joowon was affected by Dongsik.

also there is even more than what is written here, but it is already waaaaay too long. I simply can't contain myself when it comes to this show.

#beyond evil #lee dongsik #han joowon #jwds #my post

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