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Spill the beans on Black Raven! Spill the beans! Spill the beans!
(in regards to this ask game)
You are going for the THROAT, my friend.
Black Raven is the working title for a truly old, deeply teenage angst inspired power fantasy I haven't actively worked on in quite some time. It's based on me and my older sibling. It came to me in a dream. It's so old that I wrote it in German, okay, which should tell you something about how deeply I cringe when I have to go back through the earliest parts.
But it's also... kind of cool?
Explanation of magic system and my fucked up birdgirl of a protagonist under the cut.
First of all, there's the magic system. Creating new spells is a lifetime effort: They're personal things, confined to the bearer. They're also weak, powered only by the emotions and dedications of one person. But - upon the bearer's death they do get passed on. That's when they get stronger.
Noble families have Spells that have been passed on through countless generations. They're powerful and unwieldy and highly regulated. Lesser families might have developed a spell of their own: they can develop spontaneously, but they rarely reach the kind of strength that is cultivated in a family with preparatory studies and passing-on ceremonies.
It is possible - if dangerous - to hold multiple spells at once. They interact with each other in unpredictable ways, and can rip away your humanity as easily as make you stronger. It is therefore highly illegal.
It is also possible - if difficult - to force someone to pass their Spell on to you. If you are the only person present at their death, well. Who else could it go to? It might not work as well as a proper ritual, but it does work.
And there is one surefire way to ensure that setup, isn't there? You just have the one who kills them.
Unsurprisingly, being a Spellripper is even more illegal than just holding multiple spells. Of course, those who make a career out of it tend to do both.
Second, there's my certified little freak of a protagonist. Care's parents died young and she was raised mainly by her sister; until Aria was offered a job for which she had to leave the country. We know Aria only agreed to it because it gave Care the opportunity to go to school. We also know that that did not work out as well as they thought.
Fast forward by ten to fifteen years. Care is a quiet student of thaumaturgy; known to be a commoner whose family came into money late in her life. She rents a room from an old lady outside of Campus, who has decided to give the clearly anxious girl as much family time as she possibly can. When that lady figures out that Care's missing sister is the famous singer Ariadne, she tries to get the sisters to reconnect.
The problems, in order, are these:
Aria feels incredibly guilty about having ever left Care behind, and vows to take her along this time.
Now she feels incredibly guilty about keeping secrets.
This would be because Aria's work as a singer is only a cover. She was actually scouted as a spy all those years ago.
Care is very well aware of this.
Aria doesn't know that Care knows about it though.
She also doesn't know that Care ran away from school as a mere teen, turning instead from petty thievery to serious burglary, to full on Spellripping.
Or that at some point throughout this, Care was actually caught by the city's government, and force pressed into working for them.
Meaning they are now opposite sides,
only one of them knows about it,
and both are being eaten alive by guilt.
And that's that!
#chaos writes#ask games#flashing gif#nano tag#I might also mention#that Care is in posession of 1) a fake strength spell 2) an actual strength spell and 3) a transformation spell (bird; black)#and 4) a light spell.#...and that living with Amry (the widow) is very much a long con to get her illusion spell as well.#anyway care is the black raven aria is the white raven she wears a white feather cape on stage#and MAYBE she also has a spell#right. the fake strength spell is Aria pretending her parents passed one on to her and that she can give it to Care when she left#which keeps Care going for a decent while until she realizes that's not how spells work#which kind of starts her descent into. uh. murder. and all that#what else? ah yes. she's basically version 1.0 of my icon#:3
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Does anyone else feel like Aylinluna was horribly out of character this episode?? I've heard that apparently some things were cut, so that might be the reason but it still felt weird. Like ur telling me Luna, who has literally been so respectful of Aylin's boundaries literally even last episode, is suddenly forcing her to go out of her comfort zone?? Okay, fine, I understand the concept of wanting ur gf to get along with ur friends, but ur telling me Luna wouldn't stand up for Aylin when someone is clearly getting in her face and making her uncomfortable?? That she would call her an ALIEN??!!!
#look how they massacred my boy#everyone clap that i even spelled that word#god idk today's ep just felt off in general#ongsasun the only saving grace#also let me tell u#u can rlly tell they r lesbians#the only other gmmtv show I've watched was bad buddy#and each step for those boys was like pulling teeth#these two r like doing a speedrun compared to that#they went confess ✅ start dating ✅ kiss ✅ have sex ✅#am i allowed to say sex on tumblr???#also that's what happened right dhsh#imagine if the towel just fell#next ep starts and its ongsa like OH FUCK SORRY#anyway back to aylinluna#the fuck is up with ton#i have such mixed feelings abt that man#sometimes he's a himbo and slay and all#but sometimes he acts like he has the brain of a toddler#earlier episodes luna would've slapped him !!#like what do u mean everyone is like U OKAY after he just accosted not one but two girls#ugh idk#i just dont like how they seem to be going the route of: im ur gf so im gonna baby u#come psppss come socialize silly#LEAVE LUNA ALONE SHE WOULDN'T#also am i crazy but like Aylin's interacted with those ppl before#maybe not ton and mawin but everyone is acting as if she hadn't been making strides in social interaction already#23.5#23.5 the series#aylinluna
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Lena with no friends writing fake pleas for help on notes and tossing them out to sea, only for lonely left-out Webby to find them and follow them back to her-
Lena deciding to leave Magica, just to be reminded that she can’t- being forced to give up the friendship bracelet Webby made for her and laying it gently in the same salt water…
Lena's not at her waterside hideout, the writings she left behind say she was Magica's shadow spy, but Webby doesn't believe that and her friendship bracelet gives Lena a way to come back- for a moment- long enough to prove Webby right
Lena's gone in the nightmare. Magica's here. She's wearing Lena's friendship bracelet, she just pushed Webby out of harm's way; Webby realizes she's actually Lena-
this time she gets to save her. A few tears, a bit of salt water spilled between them, a few carefully woven threads, and the nightmare ends
Lena standing in the middle of a swamp when she stops needing Magica's power to stay with her friends- Webby and Violet's support for her channeled through the bracelets- and now Magica's the one dropped in the stagnant water and left behind
yeah idk where I was going with this. something something parallels ripping apart my heart
#ducktales (2017)#lena sabrewing#lena de spell#magical de spell#webby vanderquack#weblena#re-watched some stuff and just thinking about it..#she was born magica's servant on a volcano and her escape into freedom has a lot of water in it#is that a thing#can we add shadow magic being gooy and watery and lena being a shadow and something something lena coming into her own?#did u kno one possible root for the name Lena could be the ancient greek helénē#which means stuff like 'torch' and 'weird glowy thing' and also#woven baskets#one idea is it comes from the word to wind or twist together#kinda reminds me of a#braided bit of string maybe#that has a tendency to glow....#ok im done now#this is why you shouldn't marathon all the lena episodes
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He is King Now.
#'its not like hallownest could get any worse' do not test me. i will sink this forsaken kingdom faster than the radiance ever could#randomizer#i've discovered a few things today that finally stopped me from wandering around aimlessly for another 20hrs but apparently in randomizers:#jiji will sell things for rancid eggs (including rancid eggs?) and using the first simple key you find on her is probably best#seer will sell things for essence (the grubfather sells things for grubs collected) iselda will occasionally sell more things than just map#FOR SOME REASON SLY'S GOT NOTHING. just a bunch of journals and idols and occasionally a stag station or two. ☹️#navigating without a lantern has been an ordeal. i can barely get to hornet's room in deepnest#maybe i will go hunt for that next. and desolate dive and shade cloak i can barely progress without those#shamans dont give u spells like usual. srsly this wouldn't normally be a problem i love wandering arnd listening to shitty playlists#but i am also simultaneously getting eviscerated by the princess of deepnest girl she wants me destroyed she HATES ME but shes real lovely.#my back hurtstssfadstrrsrft
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have a little more fencing world champion joe. because it's worlds again and olympics soonish. enjoy
The clock on the nightstand changes from 01:36 to 01:37, and Joe sighs, rolling over to stare up at the ceiling. Nicky, beside him, shifts in his sleep but doesn't wake.
Joe, however, has been awake since at least 12:08, and feels far too restless to sleep. It's almost certainly jet lag: they're in Chicago for a little while, visiting Nile and her family, and largely trying to enjoy the last little bit of free time they have left until training begins again in earnest. Of course, Joe's kit bag is lying open at the foot of the bed, and Nicky's beside it: just because they're not formally training doesn't mean they won't need it at all.
Still, Joe can't sleep. He sighs again, and gives up on trying to do so entirely. Maybe he'll be able to find some time to rest tomorrow, though he doubts it. Nile's got a lot of things she wants to show them, and Joe would ordinarily be thrilled, if he wasn't so tired.
It'll pass, Andy told him, though she doesn't seem to have been affected by it at all. He's almost certain they'll meet her in the morning for breakfast and she'll be exactly as normal, as if they haven't just crossed multiple time zones. Even Nicky, who hadn't struggled nearly as much as Joe had, had begun to slow down some time around midday, but Andy had been fine.
He gets out of bed, careful not to wake Nicky, who's rolled onto his side facing the door. With nothing else to do, Joe makes his way to the little balcony attached to their room, picking up his phone from the nightstand on the way. The sliding door squeals a little when he opens it, but when he looks over at Nicky he hasn't even moved.
While it's certainly quieter than it had been before, the city is nowhere near silent. It's beautiful, though, and Joe takes a picture to send to his sister.
She texts him back immediately. Pretty, but isn't it like the middle of the night for you?
1 am, Joe responds. Jet lag.
His phone lights up with a call then, but not from Amira. He reads the contact name and answers, heart in his throat.
Oof, is Amira's response.
He almost drops his phone when he realises what they're calling him for.
By the time they hang up, his hands are shaking: he stays like that, phone still pressed to his ear even after the call has ended, for at least a few minutes.
Finally, at a loss for what else to do, he lowers his phone and goes back inside. Sits down on the edge of the bed.
The movement is just enough to wake Nicky, who blinks a few times before sliding into awareness all at once, the way he always does. He sits up, leaning against the headboard, pushing his hair out of his eyes. "Joe?" he asks, voice still slightly hoarse from sleep. He frowns when Joe doesn't answer straight away. "Is something wrong?"
"No," Joe says. Fidgets with his phone, screen now dark, still in his hands. "Uh. They want me for the Olympic team."
Nicky is silent for all of a split second before his expression breaks into a wide smile. "Yeah?"
"Yeah." Joe can't keep himself from smiling now, either, as Nicky cups the back of Joe's neck with one hand, leans in to press their foreheads together. Joe closes his eyes.
"Of course they do, Joe," Nicky says then. "You're the best in the world right now. You're going to be incredible."
There are times when that doesn't quite feel real, even if it's been a while.
"You'll come with me?" Joe asks.
"Always," Nicky says. Then he pulls back and kisses Joe's cheek, his forehead, the space between his eyes, until Joe laughs.
"I love you," Nicky tells him.
They'd met fencing épée, of all things. Andy had invited the seven of them – they hadn't quite been friends yet, but Joe had known Quynh for a couple years by then, and Andy too, while Nicky had already known Nile – to train with her and Quynh for a while, and Joe couldn't possibly refuse, because Andy was both his friend and one of the best coaches in the world back then. She'd made them all switch to a weapon they didn't usually use, and Joe and Nicky had picked épée: Joe because he figured it would be easier than restricting his target area to the torso only, and Nicky because épée was far closer to foil than sabre. They'd been about evenly matched, and it had been – well, it had been fun.
Joe had left a week later with Nicky's number in his phone and a small, fluttering hope in his chest. And even if they hadn't kept in touch very well those first few months, when the World Championships came around, and Joe had qualified for the second time, Nicky had joined Andy to meet him at the airport, grinning widely when he caught sight of him.
The rest, as they say, is history.
"I love you too," Joe says.
"You want to tell the others?" Nicky asks.
Joe looks at him for a moment. Looks at the clock. "It's 1 am, Nicky. Andy will kill us both."
Nicky snorts. "In the morning, then?"
"In the morning," Joe agrees.
Neither of them end up going back to sleep until 4 am, and they're both exhausted at breakfast the next morning, but. It's worth it.
#neon writes#fencing au#(but like. professional)#the old guard#kaysanova#userlyde#userlinax#do i know what this is? nah. but i was thinking about then#*them#nicky also goes to the olympics btw. he finds out the night after#nile (who is lucky enough to be in the right timezone) also qualifies etc etc. my backstory for her is winning us collegiate and then#she also wins gold for women's individual and silver in team foil in the 2022 worlds. assuming this takes place in the real world#i think nicky has already been to one olympics (his backstory is basically the same as his regular fencing au backstory except he actually#goes to the olympics fairly young as opposed to dropping out for injury.#i think andy coaches for paris. this is also like her regular fencing au backstory#somewhere between cairo (2022) and paris (2024) she gets bored of competition and just coaches full time (for nile i think)#she and quynh ARE married but she doesn't coach quynh because otherwise they argue abt it. famously. work life balance and all that#anyway. that's your Infodump for today. i Do however think about them constantly so#gritting my teeth. maybe épée is ok and valid and has a purpose SOMETIMEZ#*sometimes. didn't mean to spell that with a z but oh well
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watching @jadesabre301 fight Cazador for the first time, worrying what her paladin Elarwyn will say to Astarion afterwards
(also for reference my resting bp is about 60 bpm lmao)
#astarion#jadesabre301#and then the daylight spell BUGGED so she couldn't even talk to the spawn afterwards! they just ran off!#so now she has to play it again to see the second half of the cutscene#good news he only got flatly denied on the first run#before i made her reload to see if she could get a persuasion check by taking the other option#because she didn't have enough approval i guess to persuade him on the first choice and then went to the 'what do you need' choice#where there's no persuade at all#but also bc of that daylight bug it automatically locks in the spawn forever#AND she didn't get astarion saying he hopes she dies screaming#so#maybe not the worst outcome#cazador#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#quark plays bg3
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mooooore estrels. working out some more of her design
#elden ring#elden ring fanart#elden ring oc#tarnished#the nemesis speaks#nemesis art#estrel the alloyed#oh god i haven't done a full thing like rendered in... So long. i think it healed me. i feel good about it anyway#anyway yeah idk. custom mask fuck it. none of the ingame ones fit her perfectly! also im addicted to creating Lore Items#also not sold on giving her the astrologer's staff there's no real reason for her to have it specifically#but neither do any of the other ones make any sense#statswise she would be using the prince of death's but no way she is touching that thing with a twenty foot pole in lore#and the astrologer's staff has swag. it's a good design. especially if your tarnished fuckin holds it properly#and she's only casting some basic utility spells when incants fail really so idk i'll probably leave it at that#oh were you expecting ff art. or idk maybe dunmeshi. some fucking pokemon shit. NO. estrel again.
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You know I wrote out that whole crossover/intersection between the mummy and Indiana Jones once but it just occurred to me there’s another property that would also fit in.
Downton Abbey.
Because as we all know Highclere Castle, the stunning home that serves as Downton in the show is/was owned by descendants of Lord Carnarvon, who, in addition to being one of the primary financiers of Howard Carter’s expedition into Egypt whence the discovery of King Tut’s tomb, was also one of the primary inspirations for Evy and Jonathan Carnahan’s father (and in fact in earlier drafts of the script to the Mummy, their surname was Carnarvon).
So like, imagine it. Jonathan’s quite some years older than Evy, old enough that he’d have been Of Age in 1912 when the Titanic sank, and he’s been off in Egypt with his father and stepmother and baby sister but his father’s recently died, and then gets the letter from a distant cousin, a Robert Crawley, Earl of Grantham, that he’s now the heir to the estate.
And besides I think Evy and Sybil would get along splendidly
#George Herbert fifth Earl of Carnarvon actually had a daughter named Evelyn#maybe Jonathan’s presumed dead for a while during the war#and it happens that Matthew was wounded and as an officer is sent to convalesce at downton#and meets mary#evy though a few years younger than sibyl is her absolute ally with regards to Tom#and sibyl and Tom are her staunch advocates when she brings back an American wastrel from the desert#whilst cousin Robert has an ulcer about more Americans — and this one irish at that — coming into the family#in this au also sibyl and Matthew both live if that wasn’t clear#I think ive spelled sibyl inside out everywhere in this post#oh well#Downton abbey#the mummy
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Every time I venture outside of the 10 safe accounts that I know like Plane, I always get jump scared... like... you're telling me that people are still calling this bitch a bully?
#this fandom is tiring#also... im sorry#idk maybe im a bully too but what palne said to A was like...#it wasnt good!!! but my god i thought the birch slapped A in untucked wth the way some people acted 😭#bitch* reacted* i can't spell#like genuinely was the way plane acted with A good? no! but i was expecting something so intesne and it just... wasn't#also i just dont know how people take Olane seriously... the bitch is so unserious! i feel like she has a very like#almost british sense of humor? idk#anyway this all generated cause i saw a clip on yt about Plane and A from about a week ago#and people in the comments were like “plane is creeoy for being at rosc0es she is obsessed she spoke about A at the ep13 rosc03s”#and then some were diagnosing her with shit like 😭😭😭 LET'S CALM DOWN PEOPLE#also plane has barely spoken about A publicly since she left the show... god this fandom gives me headaches
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this dynamic between me and my teacher is getting really funny
#we were yapping to each other all of dinner#but then she had to yap at me because i (teenage athlete type) got 2 meals basically and she (60 year old) got a side of brussels sprouts#i was like fuck shes gonna be waiting while im finishing my food i better eat quick#did this make me look like more of a clown. maybe#she seems happy that i can coach myself wrt spelling because she would obviously rather be in europe and not teaching#i cant count the number of times shes brought up like. paris or norway today#oh and like half the restaurant was staring at me as i was walking out bc i didnt have a hand for my carabiner (VERY LOUD)#so i was like. jingling across the floor with my takeout box 🚶♂️#also shes more directionally challenged than my brother so im the one who has to remember where the car is
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naming ocs is such a struggle in general but its especially a struggle when you want to name ur ocs realistic stuff thats of non white and/or non english speaking origin because like if ur a foolish monolingual english speaker like myself u gotta constantly outrun the churned out baby naming website listicles of non-english names listed with meanings they either garbled through a game of telephone at best or just straight made up at worst while trying to find any research source u can read thats half decent. fighting for my life out here
AND LIKE its not like i can ask any friends and acquaintances about this stuff like HOW do i ask some work buddy like hey. what culturally thoughtful name should i give my funny little cartoon guy. thank you and goodnight I CANT i cant do it orz
of course i dont mind a weird made-up name on occasion, but like. and this might be more important to me in particular as i am some kinda vaguely ambiguous mixed race person with very noticeably "ethnic" name for the north american country i live in who also has like 389423053742 vaguely ambiguous mixed race ocs but. you know. i love my oc Sci. and I love that his name is Sci short for Science Fiction. and I love that he's a second generation iranian canadian named Sci pronounced Sai short for Science Fiction. but a real human name would be nice sometimes too LOL
#lia and her friends names are all wack. on purpose but yeah#i think i mentioned before that their names were like shortened versions of placeholder names that just stuck#except rosie. he's just always been rosie HJKFDLSJFDS#but yeah i like those guys and their slightly wack names. well not all of them are wack#lia's just a slightly uncommon but not that uncommon alternate spelling of a very common name#bibi is technically a normal name in some cultures. but maybe not that normal on a young man of eastern european and indo caribbean descent#but maybe it IS normal on a young man of eastern european and indo caribbean descent. if you believe. in the power of friendship#eri and tora are also just like normal names in a few different cultures#em is a pretty common nickname for a lot of names like emily and emile and shit. and when i think about it a guy with indocaribbean heritag#having the name Emile would be pretty common where i live at least. but his name isnt emile. its just em JKLFDSJFDsd#theres no way i can rationalize Fell's name i dont think. she sounds like an AU fan character of some game. but thats okay i love her anywa#also yeah like 70% of the Lia Crystal Darling cast has some kinda indian caribbean heritage because i am. also of that LOL
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So for no reason at all I'm thinking about this:
Sora was not chosen by a Keyblade Master to be a Keyblade wielder, but he becomes a Keyblade wielder before anyone else in the Destiny Trio (yes, I know, Riku's Keyblade--the Kingdom Key--had shown up on the Destiny Islands for Riku, but when Riku chose darkness over light, it opted to go with Sora instead: and there it would ultimately stay and Riku would get a different Keyblade later).
Riku was chosen by a Master to be a Keyblade wielder, and he's the third of the Destiny Trio to get his Keyblade, though still treated so much better than Kairi is, and truly gets to use his Keyblade before her (in having big adventures where he gets to use it, and whatnot): as I'm sure no one is really counting the three Heartless that Kairi killed with hers in KHII.
Kairi was accidentally chosen to be a wielder by a Keyblade Master (Aqua triggered the Keyblade Inheritance Ceremony with her by accident, that is), and this actually happens before the scene where Terra chooses Riku. But it's an accidental thing, which definitely stings a bit. And Kairi is the second of the Destiny Trio to get her Keyblade... though in a lot of ways, you wouldn't guess that.
Edit: I'm wrong. Riku gets his Keyblade second, and Kairi gets hers third, as Riku has his Keyblade when he protects Kairi and Naminé from Saïx. I, and another user on her at what point, just got confused because of Riku (if you talk to him as Sora when you beat Luxord) mentioning how he doesn't think Sora needs the power of darkness or his Soul Eater yet, which almost sounds like he still has Soul Eater at the time, when he doesn't. What a weird line just overall. -shrugs-
#and yes: before someone says it i know terra. technically. was not a master when he did the keyblade inheritance ceremony with riku#as he had not passed his mark of mastery exam (that was rigged anyway) and thus hadn't been given the title#but he was at master level--according to nomura--which is how he was still able to do this#i mean the aqua and kairi scene hurts less with how aqua realized that kairi was someone worth protecting (she was realizing she was a#princess of heart). and she also cast that magical spell on her necklace because of it: so that whenever she was in trouble the light withi#her would lead her to someone else in order to keep her safe. so maybe all of that is part of the reason the keyblade inheritance ceremony#kicked in and NOT just because aqua and kairi were both touching aqua's keyblade at the same time. (this is the only way i can live with#this. and i honestly think it makes MORE sense this way). though you do still have to wonder 'why?' why is kairi always shafted in every#single way possible?#maybe they were going for some 'all three of the destiny trio has a different tie with the keyblade and how they were chosen' thing. but as#always kairi's the one who gets the short end of the stick. really#the only thing i even remotely like about it is that it means that both sora and kairi can bond over actually BOTH of them weren't chosen b#a master then
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You don't understand how unhinged I feel trying to construct an ending for Bleach that I personally would enjoy while knowing Bleach does not deserve my time and also not remembering enough to actually make anything coherent. And yet here I am.
#god. no one gives a fuck abt bleaching. i am screaming into the void. y cant i put this energy into being productive#i just want there to be themes and a satisfying ending. and ending that is sad and yet happy#i just think. for me. ichigo kurosaki died on the night rukia pierced him with her zanpakto. oh fuck i cant spell. fucking strap in#i kno he didnt technically die according to the rules of the universe but i think as soon as ichigos soul left his body. that body became#a corpse. so when he goes back into it its not suitible to live in anymore and he only starts to feel that with the fullbring arc#i think when rukia jumpstarted his powers she lit the fuse of a bomb and becoming a visor allowed him to chanel his resentment#bc he does resent. ichigo is an emotional person. he felt emense guilt when his mothet died bc he felt he couldnt protect her bc he was#being raised to protect. the boy has a complex and its kinda fuckrd up and its 1000% isshins fault. so when thr opportunity comes for#ichigo to sacrifice himself for his family he does and he literally and metaphorically dies. his life from that point on is overtaken by#death. so what do we do with ichigo after everything is said and done bc he cant go back to being human he cant be a living corpse. he has#to go to the soul society. bc i like to imagine everything hes done to his soul. his twisted cosmically weird special boy soul. hes like a#bomb. its unstable and they need to teach him to control it so he doesnt tear a hole in reality and let thr hollows pour in. so its safer#if that happens in thr soul society. and rukia lil miss ice princess can teach him to do that. i would also make it weird with god stuff but#i never read the blood war stuff so i dont kno enough abt the gods. also i would make rukia more at odds with everyone who was gonna let her#fucking die and who overlooked her bc she should b held with more reguard for her fighting. but misogyny 😒 so then what do we do with#ichigo in thr soul society? i cant stand the idea of him becoming part of the institution. i cant. i think he should be rogue. rebell. idk#train to be strong and battle agaisnt the 13 court guard squad who r clearly going to try to control him as he tries to control himself.#send my boy to therapy so he can control his reatsu? is the the word? idk. maybe he should go to that dead dog district and look for kids#with spiritual pressure. he needs to feel useful. maybe id just give him weird god powers. i am an ichigo special boy apologist#thats as far forward as i can think. ichigo has to b dead. has to learn to control his power before he can go fight. rukia can teach him#he rebells against the institution. encourages rukia to go apeshit bc fuck everyone. and then idk. he keeps trying to save ppl forever#or he dies and destroys the universe. a big ball of resentment and bad feels and secrets upon secrets upon secrets. god y am i thinking#abt this so much. ive got bullshit to deal with. anyway. idk i just like ichigo a lot and i think thr ending to bleach is th worst forever#bleach ramblings
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Jimmy is aroace and Sarah is VERY supportive about it.
She'd argue to hell and back with anyone who dares to say anything wrong about it to him.
Yes yes I support this!!
I actually started writing dialogue for a possible future comic that's starts out with Jimmy coming out as NB to everyone and Sarah is so aggressively supportive of her friend. She beats up Eddy a lot because it takes him a while to get their pronouns right haha
I also like to think that Jimmy would have possibly been scared to come out to Sarah. What if she didn't support them? Were they ready to face that possibility? They feel like a fool once they do though because of course Sarah supports them with every fiber of her heart and soul no matter who they want to be. To her, they've always been Jimmy, her bestest friend in the whole world. No pronouns, sexuality, rain, sleet, or snow can stand between them.
#torra answers#cute headcanons#i love jimmy with all my heart tbh#i also like to think it was wdd they initially came out to because they knew edd would accept them if nothing else#i love the idea of jimmy and edd having a special kind of friendship#like ofc each one has their main group of friends#but with each other they can be truly honest and not have to worry about judgement#theyre both such kindhearted people#jimmy and sarah are like that too dont get me wrong#but maybe for a brief spell they were afraid of losing her#or worse they were afraid she wouldnt take them seriously#im ramvling too much
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JUST FINISHED THE SECOND SEASON OF MP100 AGAIN AND SOMETHING THAT I LOVE IS THAT MOB ISNT ALWAYS JUST NICE ON IMPULSE. HE HAS TO MAKE AN EFFORT. HE *CHOOSES* TO BE KIND
#he makes an effort#he sometimes he has to choose to forgive people he has to choose to be nice#and i think that shows a lot of strength#but also i think a lot of times its part of his avoidance of his feelings and bigger issues#its easier to just say that you forgive someone and ignore what happened than to really deal with it and face what they did to you#mainly im thinking about Asagiri. yeah maybe he really did forgive her because people can change and he knows that and he knows that shes#sorry. but i also think that in that moment he was trying to avoid talking about what happened#he was trying to avoid confronting it#i need to spell check these tags before i confirm them oh my god#just reading back on what ive written and UGH#“he sometimes he has”#ahhhhh dies#i think that honestly it can be both#its really mature of him to be kind even to people who have done so much wrong to him but i also think that#at least in part#hes avoiding thinking about it#hes trying to keep from facing his feelings on it#OH OH I THINK THATS IN PART WHY HE ENDS UP CHOKING TERU IN THE FINALE#???% IS ALL OF HIS EMOTIONS AND POWER AND PARTS OF HIMSELF THAT HES BEEN KEEPING BOTTLED UP#AND IF HES BEEN AVOIDING THESE ISSUES THEN HES BEEN AVOIDING CONFRONTING WHAT TERU DID#AND ???% IS ANGRY AND TERU IS STANDING IN HIS WAY AND HE REMEMBERS. HE KNOWS WHAT TERU DID AND HES CONFRONTING IT#in like the worst way possible#payback#mp100#OHHHH SO SICK OVER THIS SHOW
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Finally getting around to reading The Goose Girl and oh my GOSH Ani is the female protagonist I needed please let her stay a bit shy and awkward please and thank you
#I’m living for the fact that she is socially awkward but she isn’t not feminine??? heck yeah!!!#also this is me completely giving up on stellarlune ladies and gents I cannot do it#no joke I skipped half of it on a whim and after a couple sentences for context was not lost at all. yikes.#I don’t know if I’ve just grown out of them or if the quality has actually gotten worse? I don’t know#because typically I’m capable of shutting my brain off and reading something not meant for my age group#I do that all the time no problem#I don’t know what it is with KOTLC all of a sudden??#maybe it’s the complete lack of subtext#EVERYTHING is spelled out for the reader#even if another character does something with a little bit of subtext (like Keefe flirting) the narration or Sophie explicitly calls it out#and goes ‘now WHAT could he mean by that?? could he be talking about HER???’ and therefore it is no longer subtext#I feel like this wasn’t an issue earlier on? I don’t know#also the one-sentence paragraphs for emphasis irk me to no end#but wait hold on that was a complete detour all of this to say the goose girl is a breath of fresh air (and giving me a lot of ideas for#how to spell eternity!)
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