I've been productive today, I worked, got off early, did the dishes, and cleaned a little. I wrote 1110 words today [my main accomplishment] and got to talk to lovely people today.

And now, it's my weekend now

i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????

there is a lack of adventure games that don't depend on combat, i don't want to kill the creatures... let them live...

I would like to go on record to say that even though I don't agree with Izzy's death or the manner of it, I will not be reblogging posts about it that refer to it as bury your gays on principle. I am sick of the misuse of that term. It is not fucking bury your gays if he was one gay of an entire cast of gays who are still alive and kicking and being gay together. There's other more pressing reasons to be mad about that death; you could comment, perhaps, on how he was the most physically disabled of the crew, or the gay with no textual (current) romantic attachments and therefore 'expendable', or the most suicidal apart from Ed and how it leaves a bad taste in the mouth to see him succumbing peacefully to death (hello spn finale war flashbacks). There is no need to further dilute a once-useful term.

i got so angry about the AB remaster i drew this

i think the reason why a lot of YA adaptations’ casting felt off back in the 2010s is because virtually every heroine was catered towards teenage girls, while hollywood is catered to the male gaze. so while female protagonists were virtually always described as boyish and clumsy and uncomfortable (katniss, clary, annabeth, tris, bella, etc.) to represent the way most (bookish) teenage girls feel and are, their silver screen counterparts were never allowed to fully represent this, instead showing up as grown women with perfectly styled hair and tight clothes because they HAVE to be beautiful (as all people in hollywood movies do, but women most of all). the reason teenage girls saw themselves in those protagonists in the first place is because they’re beautiful because of their messiness, not in spite of it, and so the reasons they resonate with teenage girls are scrubbed away the moment they're written into a script

saw the Gojo figure yesterday & thought it needed a belly piercing

the angels (collectively, as a concept) were the worst thing to happen to supernatural's narrative btw im sorry if you cant see that bc you're attached to individual characters

hey hey hey bff hows it going how was the episode did you have fun seeing the fancy boy (i have missed him so bad)

idk if we’re talking abt chuuya or sigma BUT THE ANSWER IS YES‼️‼️

I need to think out loud - feel free to ignore

On one hand I’m happy that we’re getting a 4th BNHA movie, but on the other hand, hearing that it will take place after the events of the 6th season makes me very apprehensive because the 6th season ended with all the main characters hiding in an enclosed shelter-school right before a large-scale war starts while the upcoming 7th season will immediately start the said large-scale war so.................what kind of new original story can you somehow squeeze in there that will not feel like a complete filler?

the eclectic arts household, with a bit of spice ✨

ok so while I was making them I gave them cute lil backstories and when I finish globetrotter I’m kinda tempted to play with them ??? make a story ??? idk but I fell in love w the idea of this friend group and had a bunch of ideas run through my head for them!!

If I don’t brush my teeth for an unspecified number of days and then suddenly I realize my teeth fell grainy and become the only thing I can feel so I have to obsessively scrub my teeth for three times the amount of brushing time, does that mean it all just evens out? Net zero?

So what if I didn’t brush my teeth for two or three days??

I brushed them intensely for 6 minutes straight when I woke up in the middle of the night because I could feel my teeth against my lips.

That means it cancels out.

wishing Sofia the First had gotten a big budget theatrical release movie at some point just :c

Well…just submitted my two weeks notice. Because they were very likely going to fire me in two weeks anyway.

It is surreal and also extremely stressful. I don’t have another position lined up and the job market is not friendly right now. Everything is up in the air.

I’m still amazed at how this company transformed from being a great place to work to being a horrible place to work. Consensus on my team is that they can’t afford to keep paying us, so they’re progressively making our lives worse until we quit (or give them reasonable cause to terminate us).

Very very scary…..but my mental health has been so so so so very bad.

Trying to get some blog admin and toyhouse writing done this week, and I keep coming home from work and booting up the game like the obsessed schmuck I am so I can take cute and nice-looking screenshots for the express purpose of fawning over my own ship