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14x05 watching notes

filed under: episodes that demand a written apology from the writer

Morning, I opened the episode to check it worked and the first thing on screen was dead Maggie, so I guess skip the preamble, let's get rid of that D:

Meredith is going to look after Maggie. Who so far this season has just been the human representation of the :o emoji

Er, she's not going to look after us, after the THEN card we abruptly drop into Dean having his beach retirement chat with Sam

A lingering reminder of how Jack would help - if he had his powers - but Sam asks "then what would we do" and cut to Dean being Michaeled. At this point I can't tell if we need to remember 13x23 for Reasons or if they just don't trust us to remember the recent history of the show at all and are catching up people who might have dropped by to see how their favourite guest star, Maggie, is doing.

I mean I love her but she isn't the headliner normally :P

OH GOODNESS SHE'S THE COLD OPEN GIRL. Maggieee no. She looks so scared. Why are they sending her hunting on her own??? She is a smol scared bean who was not prepared for the apocalypse and surely must be able to find other off-the-radar jobs for a person from another universe in this world that don't involve throwing herself at monsters!

She's wearing pink trousers for a stealth mission at night. She makes Sam's orange jacket look like camo

Also she's recording herself... Maggie... What are you doing........ hon......................

I have adopted her, but it turns out I have another stupid child among my many, many stupid children and just once I wish they didn't turn out like this :P

So she's like, attached a go pro to herself to record her hunt for... training purposes? reporting back to Chief? because she's become an adrenaline junkie after all the time she was nearly eaten by supervampires?

MAGGIE

Gad dangit

He was slow moving and you heard him behind you. Swing first, ask questions later, when it's a growling noise in a dark crypt.

Has anyone been counting the apocalypse world peeps because I'm pretty sure they're relying on us not to recognise them because they're a crowd. At this point we almost certainly have like 50+ distinct individuals instead of the 25 they purportedly rescued.

I say this because I feel like some of the white guys from the original batch appear to have metamorphosed into a more diverse group

Sammy setting homework.

Sorry, not Sammy. The Boss.

Dean comes in to observe class.

Sam immediately sheds all his confidence and goes back to being Sammy. He does seem to have a slight layer of scruff more, or maybe it was just that he was looking particularly clean-shaven last episode out of shock

Dean offers to get him a camp counsellor whistle, and Sam gets even more awkward about hunter check ins. I can see this feeding itself here, with Sam blustering and getting weird about his position of authority in front of Dean, and Dean who is both latching on in a brotherly way, and lashing out in a recently emotionally maimed Dean way, but can't yell at the apocalypse peeps they rescued and graciously allowed to stay because, you know, Michael destroyed their world, so taking it all out on Sam... Unfortunately, Dean being the wounded, irrational party, it's down to him to realise he's being a lil too harsh on Sam OR Sam to stop rising to the bait.

In this case, I would say the ball is firmly in Sam's court, not because he's at any particular fault for instinctively reacting like the needled little brother when big bro wanders in snarking at his attempts to do his job, but because he is the one behaving like the adult already in this scenario when he's facing the AU peeps and being The Chief in a natural way where he's thriving in the environment, and crumpling immediately in the face of this one random element is a clear part of his growth and maturity arc. As it is he's feeding Dean's reaction a LOT by getting embarrassed and changing his behaviour and not standing his ground and continuing to act like a mature adult, and giving Dean the little brother teasing opening he feeds off in the dynamic.

In other scenarios this could flip with Sam doing his best and Dean being a dick who's seeking an opening and trying to get Sam to crack and in that case it would be all on him to correct his behaviour, but in this case, I'm leaning Sam being the problem despite the appearance, because he crumpled just to hear Dean coming up the steps, never mind how it went from there. He's acting ashamed of being the leader, because he knows it's emotionally infringing on Dean territory, as he sees Dean as a natural and more rightful leader, and doesn't recognise his own strengths and skills being applied in spades here; his self-confidence immediately is put under the microscope when he knows Dean is there, and it topples his precarious house of cards of self confidence.

He has also put himself in a position of managing Dean, coming in last episode all, alright champ how's it going? and had a success by a country mile with getting Dean to leave his room, open up, and have some fun, and that's not even comparing it to the same time last season when in 13x05 he completely failed at the same task. He has been working gently on Dean to help him, but he can't when it comes to getting Dean used to having the AU peeps around and accepting Sam's new job there, if Sam acts like it's something to be ashamed of and is too horrified by usurping Dean to focus on letting his instincts talk and continuing to blatantly be a wonderful leader.

These AU peeps are also seeing their venerated war hero general just crumple into an insecure mess as soon as his brother walks into the room >.>

Sam gets coffee, turns into coffee!Sam (Lizbob's on the record favourite character in the entire show), finally snaps back at Dean about how many hunters he's keeping track of right now when Dean stops needling in a funny way and asks about Sam's health - of course, now it's all built up into Dean bothering Sam so instead of being a nice request, Sam snaps.

It's possible that while Sam now runs the hunters, delegating to Mary and AUBobby and even Dean if he'll accept it, to help keep track etc, will really benefit in the long run.

Slick way to work where Cas and Jack are into the same breath as where Mary and Bobby are - rugarou, which is code for off screen case - and throw it all out there as plot and ongoing character work AND the requisite where is Cas comment to keep fandom happy.

God, I haven't even gotten around to what I meant to say immediately that Sam dropped down into his codependency seat at the table and Dean is unintentionally mirroring 9x13's final scene of all the many times they've been around this block - off the top of my head but as someone who has been keeping a very close eye for a very long time, I can't think of another significant instance where Sam was sitting and Dean was standing while it got heated.

Of course 9x13 was working very hard to show their divisions, while of course here Sam is just sitting in his Dean Is Upsetting Me chair and Dean's not sitting at the table which just means not engaging with Sam on his level in a very literal as well as metaphorical way - in character, that's a body language dissonance as well as making Sam look up at him. In staging terms, it carries the weight of years of directorial and acting decisions about how to portray the brothers in crisis that I've been noting in case of a pattern.

"Yeah, but a war isn't hunting" good grief Sam is making their entire lives sound even worse than ever given they grew up in this and now he's listing off all the stuff they need from the perspective of being the Bobby. I mean, when they say they were raised like soldiers, they're adding in the fact they do zillions of almost completely unsupported 2 man raids into hostile territory with limited gear or recon. The recap at the start, showing them going in to fight the werewolves with an angel and a nephilim on their side, was an easy hunt for a reason and not just because there were 4 of them :P Without that, no matter how many hunters they accumulate, it's always looked like a losing battle because many of these things you'd want to call the national guard on if civilians could be alerted to the danger.

See, Dean is acting needle-y but as soon as Sam gets an unnerving alert on his phone he's concerned and asks who it is - remember last episode where he was like don't know don't care about the guy Sam was Bobbying from the car? - and when he says "maggie" ... well, they're all clearly protective of her in particular D:

Oh good, the body cams thing was a Sam innovation and therefore a good idea and we can pat his head for it

Bobby never had that and I bet he'd have LOVED to keep track of his peeps that way.

The other hunters meet up on the last thursday of the month to watch the highlight reel from Garth Cam, BYOB, popcorn provided

Nyooom

This shot should win awards for the fuckin horrifying perspective that I, as a non-mountain-dweller, can barely comprehend that it looks like the sky but then you keep on looking up and there's trees in there. Is this something people in big countries are used to? I mean I've seen my share of mountains in Scotland and they're way too cramped to fake you out like that.

You have to understand that in my town, wedged between two cliffy cliffs, the entire old town is like 500ft wide at best before more cliff. There's only 2 directions - up and towards the sea :P You don't need fancy camera tricks to contain everything... I'm getting agoraphobia just looking at this. I mean I don't think it's intended to cause existential horror but mission accomplished.

Dean getting morbid talking about how having a private cemetery would be nice. I mean, they practically need one behind the Bunker after all this time, wherever the final resting place is of at least Kevin and Charlie's bodies as well as anyone else who died in and around there who wasn't dumped in the sewer like Ketch was :')

During day this place isn't half bad, with its whimsical overgrown look, the slanting fence of the bridge to cross to get there, the jungle closing in around the little plot...

But remember, Dean. Beach holiday. Eyes on the prize, man. You and the rest don't get to hang out behind the Bunker for eternity at least until you're all old and earned it.

Dean defends knowing what a walker from the Walking Dean is... in 12x15 he was playing with a Negan bat which I assume he still has somewhere, washed off and placed in the armoury :P Sam is at least being a bit more authoritative here in the sense of reeling off info as the Chief in charge of Maggie's fate and knowing her mission etc...

Honestly this makes me feel like the dynamic of Dean drives, Sam rides shotgun can mature too, in the sense that Dean is no longer taking control from Sam - back in season 10 that was very heavily used as part of their toxic dynamic and there's definitely shades of season 10 dynamics on the chopping block around these parts - because Sam needs all the extra time to manage his army from the road, with his hands free to check the phone and read up on everything, while Dean is free to drive and be Dean.

Sam being all I FAILED SHE IS DEAD at every turn and Dean being all "hey check it out, drag marks! :D" "but no blood!!! :D :D :D"

As a student of analaysisisign things I have no idea what was just implied by Sam and Dean being called back to the surface followed by the sound effect of spooky cold breath, a wonky focus on a statue of a bearded dude and smol cherub, and then being interrupted by a 1900s gardener.

Apron plus hat seems like Michael coding but god knows what it means.

I bet they're actually talking to a ghost but he's so busy just defending the ancestral land that he's passing as a real alive person and it's one of those completely harmless cases where the ghost just lurks around protecting the land, doesn't go vengeful, and wards off people who hang out there... Not that he had much luck with the drunk teens.

1900s gardener stands outside, unable to go into the house, surveying it with a weary eye.

The garden is completely and utterly overgrown, almost like no one has gardened it for 100 years, even though there appears to be a gardener on the property.

*rubs chin*

1900s gardener gives them one last suspicious look before wandering back to work, significantly enough that we see it with a whole separate shot

what is his deal

why is he dressed like that

Does Meredith feel guilty for MURDERING JOSHUA and side note, can we really trust that it was him who got murdered. Maybe he's in retirement dressed in an olde timey shirt and waving antique gardening implements at Sam and Dean for kicks.

Considering they improv'd the line about the HPS it's very lucky that Mobby came up with that line - I guess showing how they think alike and all

"Just wish you'd checked in with the main office," Sam bobs his head, like, "ME", "before you came out here..."

Yeah, here's the Sam and AUBobby leadership conflict I was hoping for :P

Mary asks for a mo and shepherds Sam out in particular, leaving AUBobby and Dean to handle the architect digest subscriber. She's all momsy with her handling of him, and Dean and AUBobby are left to do the awkward small talk - we know AUBobby really doesn't have it as his strong suite, even though it was Bobby's, like in 6x21 where he was the only one to ever say sorry about your mom to the guy. It also means they have to do the blathering while trying to work out any supernatural history on the property in character, while Mary and Sam are designating themselves the ones who can get to the heart of the problem and handle it like the profession adults. I like the implicit trust/respect bond that gives here.

I mean she has it with Dean too I would think but she's spent more time with Sam lately and it's important now to show she's grown such a bond with Sam, as it's been 2 whole years of her being back before they could begin to properly bond due to various issues.

"It was her first solo hunt and she was nervous" listen Sam and Dean are like 1000 pounds of muscle and "fuck you apocalypse" experience and they hunt together. Maggie was smol and wore pink trousers.

Is. Is smol.

God. I'm turning into Sam.

Lol conspicuous blood transfusion bags. Nice gig, to drain peeps and get a nurse to apply the blood directly to you. Is he a vampire with an olde timey set up?

Maggiieeee

stealing her boots is just mean.

Does she have pink plaid as well as pink trousers?

My god how did they let her out of the house? She's too cute and innocent for this world.

Or her previous world.

Can we shunt her along one more world to one which doesn't have this much monster trouble even, as she's clearly still not found the AU which suits her best.

Heee Dean knocking the mantelpiece and saying the house has "good bones" like he's an expert on houses

The question is, has he watched a lot of junk reality TV about house refurbishment, or is he just faking on the fly

I have not watched enough aforementioned junk TV to call this one

Oh, nope, the daughter validates it by saying her grandpa used to say it. Dean has watched enough TV to pass

Ooooh AUBobby having a go at Sam for his shoddy leadership of letting Maggie come here when she had no idea what was up.

I'm guessing the help over text messaging may have been a bit more backseat hunting from AUBobby, but he didn't try to STOP Maggie, or tell her to wait while he and Mary dashed up here.

In any case, here's the conflict of leadership I've been waiting for since before the season began :') Unfortunately, Sam shaved off his beard before going toe to toe with AUBobby, so he takes the first round by default of bristliness, as Sam ceded some portion of control back to Dean on Dean's return and this has made him weird and jumpy about acting like the chief in front of his peeps, and now AUBobby's taking the opening.

He has such a power stance that Bobby never had

Shoulders back, beard out

Dean defends Sam like when is anyone ready to hunt, because from their perspective of course they were as smol-seeming as Maggie and CONSIDERABLY younger when they were plunged into hunting. She's a grown adult! She can handle it! (she may or may not be a mirror to Jack, who is consumptive, and therefore betraying some sort of inherent unreadiness to hunt and a requirement that the smols among you be protected rather than forced to grow up too young and go hunting as a rite of passage, just as Sam and Dean were given their first beers barely in single digits by gnarly hunters)

"A real leader would have seen that a mile away" Yeah AUBobby is too used to leading his peeps - perhaps he liked a semi retirement where Sam was the leader and the world seemed safer and they could hunt like the old days...

Mary mediates, splitting up the team in the only way that makes sense, hoping that Dean can defend Sam in absentia (and thus be forced to confront that Sam IS a good and thoughtful leader and to stop mocking him and start defending him) and she can comfort Sam and build him back up as the Chief.

Dean goes on such a face journey about this whole thing, from feeling weird about AUBobby to bad about what's going on with Sam to just worried about Maggie and very much taking on that blame for sending a smol out into the field, especially as he has recused himself from responsibility to these people - while fairly taking a mental health break from the frontline as well as competing with how Sam already got there... Anyway that was like 18 distinct facial expressions each with a story and it's too early in the morning... I JUST got my cup of tea and it's still too hot to drink so Jensen's defeated me this round

Sam gets comforted by another trenchcoated figure

"Don't listen to Bobby" "maybe he's right" shush.

"THIS IS WHAT HE WAS BORN TO DO"

ILY Mary. She's coming in fresh on adult!Sam, she doesn't even have the feelings about him as she does to smol scared 4 year old boy Dean, especially if we account for postpartum depression making it hard for her to bond with him as per the entire metaphorical structure of the show from episode one to present. Now she's getting to spend time with him - and especially as her only significant time with him BEFORE this was 12x14 aka Bobo's ode to Sam's leadership round 1... Yeah, she sees Sam as this giant gangly admirable leader guy she happens to have birthed.

"Bobby can't see that... not the only thing he's been missing lately."

Good grief, Mary in the trenchcoat has been making the eyes at AUBobby all Michael-hatted up and being ignored and rebuffed from her sparkling heart eyes. I wonder what this is a metaphor for, Ms Meredith Mixtape "know who you love" Glynn.

Also, Mary feeling comfortable to innuendo her crush on AUBobby to Sam - it really is an adult relationship and respect and emotional trust that I feel never in a million years could just pop up between her and Dean.

Oh boy, this scene is still going.

*Hides behind the secondhand embarrassment cushion* Sam goes there, like, not going to mention it but you - he sounds less bumbling than he has at other points... Sam's awkwardness factor can shoot through the roof to the point where in 3x04 where he attacks those guys and then is like "have a nice day" when they're not demons? I kinda want to reach through the screen and strangle him with my bare hands before he does it just to spare myself seeing it. Also the gifset of that has been on my dash all week, and it predisposes me to loathe Sam's awkwardness. Please god let us get through this in one piece.

Mary is too busy being wistful to realise her son is an awkward bumbling moose who is all misplaced stammering words and wonky legs spinning for traction when he's out of his depth.

Aww now Mary is getting to talk about her deal... She thought she had something good going with AUBobby but since they've been back he's been "hunting all the time and won't take a break not even for a second" - the ole bury yourself in hunting to avoid facing trauma or feelings thing. Of course AUBobby may be struggling with the weight of the world he left behind, the people who he couldn't save there and not knowing what has happened to them. There's a lot to unpack with him that hasn't been explored on screen and a lot of it is casting him as behaving in a Dean-like way, while Mary is the "I'll just wait here then" to his coping mechanisms.

"There's something on his mind, and he doesn't want to talk about it"

Aforementioned trauma, OR a pun about him being possessed by Michael

yeah I'm harping on it as a half-joke half-kinda want to have it on the record in case I'm right :P

"Bobby's not open like your dad"

Mary, you do realise how that sounds to literally everyone else, right? We KNOW you're practically from a 3rd AU aka the past where John was practically the mirror AU to his future self

Unfortunately, Mary is the only person in the room who ever has that particular story, which sucks for her

Anyway Meredith has reached some sort of characterising level with these people that I am just in pure awe of

"Not like your dad when I knew him"

"Bobby's got walls. Big ones"

I do think it's funny that Mary has essentially ended up crushing on a man who is a John-like parallel to the anti-John mirror that Bobby was, who of course had his own Karen who he was a different person with, who was a Mary mirror, and .... yeah

it's an interdimensional timetravelling wife swap

It makes Destiel look straightforward

Part of Meredith's skill here is not just accounting for every angle, but also juggling this nonsense

Anyway Mary doubting she can get through AUBobby's walls and be the person who has to do the emotional labour to get the guy she wants - if she's ready to put herself out there again

this is NOT a conversation to have with Dean in a million years. Even Sam takes a mo

"I shouldn't be talking to you about this!" she giggles and she and Sam smile and set off again, all touchy feely.

Sweet.

Anyway there's another dynamic in these woods.

"You think I was too hard on your brother back there." "He's doing his best. He's doing better than his best." Funny way to phrase it but yeah, Dean can see Sam's levelled up and his new best is this new levels of responsibility and good leadership overall.

LOL at how terse that conversation was. Dean points out that Sam could do with a hand running things, makes fun of the beard, no offence, and cut back to Sam and Mary

Sam explains Karen to Mary, to give her an idea of what might be AUBobby's backstory too.

"he never had any children?" "no"

Scuse me, that's the line that makes me BAWL every time I watch it. HE DID SO, YOU FOOL. IT WAS YOU AND YOUR UNGRATEFUL BROTHER

I am writing a letter of complaint to the management

"Whatever your Bobby" - oh dear, AUBobby is now "your" Bobby, like, they found him first but he's now Mary's :p

Sam is now full on giving Mary relationship advice about how it's worth it to move past those walls and give him a go if she really cares about him.

Has he ever had this chat with Cas, or is this just practice

"Cas, wait, I really appreciate you came to me with this but I am getting killer deja vu for a second here..."

Mary finds a disturbing firepit, Dean finds a creepy hunting cabin. This is about to be a barrel of fun

AUBobby... Don't just run off. Poke Dean and POINT AT THE THING YOU'RE FOLLOWING

... Dean, also, have some awareness in your peripheral that AUBobby just legged it

Again, way more athletic than our Bobby was

That's a human hand

Are those real IDs or hunter IDs

Oh it all came from one wallet, with the same pic on them all, so yes.

"Not one of ours" but part of the wider network/family nonetheless. His bearded look recalls Asa Fox, and there's the unspoken discussion again about sharing resources, if ALL hunters shouldn't be pulled into their network and the word spread that the Bunker is at least a resource, that Sam is there to be the hub even if they aren't all part of the centralised AU hunter squad, and Sam starts Bobbying in earnest for this world as a whole.

Of course they'd never have sent Maggie somewhere that a seasoned hunter had already disappeared.

Dean finally realises AUBobby is gone, and immediately gets jumped, with rather less warning than Maggie had.

I like how the man has had time to dress up in a suit from his sick bed, if indeed that is the case

monsters in suits

Well that's new

Well in 13x14 Meredith wrote Gog n Magog who were a fake out full of sand... Now this monster is a fake out full of ash?

Cut to: Old man still in his hospital bed, definitely not attacking people in the flesh

Oh dear, his daughter hearing something in the house while earnestly getting on with dealing with his estate makes me pretty sure she's not in on anything and she shouted them out of the house in genuine grief-stress, which I already wasn't particularly doubting.

The ole dragging chains upstairs ghost trick, which I honestly wish I could say I have never heard for myself but the ghost next door is not my problem, Victorian walls keep them contained, and honestly if you've been following the saga on random incidental comments on my blog I'm really only inclined to believe in ghosts for the humorous fake hysteria of a moment's entertainment but the odd noises next door late at night really have been going on long enough and yesterday some folk moved in so, you know, first act of a horror movie setting up mere feet away from me, the disinterested neighbour scowling at all the evil poured into the walls of that house by careless landlords and human suffering I witnessed firsthand caused by it >.> Anyway. Unlike this woman I stayed right in this spot instead of wandering around trying to work out where that noise was coming from, because I'm in the house with the wacky backstory where weed dealers sawed through the support beam in the roof and the front of my room collapsed shortly after we moved in :P

I'm sorry, but if a ghost opens a door for you ahead of you in the hall, my advice is not to immediately go up to the door and go in

SUPERVAMP IN THE ATTIC

She does an admirable duck and cover maneouver, only to realise he hasn't chased her. Huh.

Michael's super vamps are super weird.

"You're not crazy" Neil the nurse immediately straightens up and eyeballs Sam a lil harder.

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

PS where is the ghostly gardener in all this because he wasn't the supervamp so

this is like a murder mystery puzzle but all the bits are so utterly wild... Dead hunter, Maggie being drained for the "stroke" victim who is also attacking people in a suit while made of ash... supervamp in the attic who won't follow her out of the room she found him in

I mean in all this has no one gone back up to the attic where a supervamp is apparently just LIVING?

He's currently just chilling there while they have this conversation

he's just, like... waiting for them????

Dean walks in mid-crisis "You hunt monsters?!" "oh good you told them" He does like when things are all quick and easy and right to the point.

Last episode he cheerfully told Dirk that hatchetman Jordan was coming for them, while Sam blustered over telling Sam even when the EMF was SCREAMING that there was a ghost right in the room with them and the display cases were freezing over.

With Mary's influence at least, Sam is happy to get into telling the full story

"Wait time out, there's a dead body on our property?"

THERE IS A SUPERVAMPIRE IN YOUR ATTIC

BIGGER PROBLEMS

Dean is entirely brushed down... Like... He must have been brushing ghost ash off of himself all the way back to the house.

Sam invokes 8x08 right after I was talking about Fred. Dangit, Glynn.

I feel like Sam is sort of making a jump here, but on the other hand the house isn't under ghostly or vampiric shutdown. The father is here, unconscious, so perhaps projecting and I guess if Sam is wondering how he could be doing it, then astral projections may make sense to some degree... Working out how it all ties together is going to be another huge step though. I know the sell for this episode was partially nightmares and dreams, and we have Maggie in a djinn-like trap and the old man both a sleeping Bobby from 3x10 and also a possible Fred Jones projecting it... The supervamps are something that Dean would have brought here, and "walkers" from the Walking Dead is something the boys could have brought. Which means the other hunter could have been murdered by his own trauma... idk. Why am I trying to piece it together now?

watch the episode, lizzy

LOL the daughter just reeling off her dad's "workaholic with textbook narcissistic tendencies" while also herself clearly being the offspring of such a person (is the manifestation of her dad her own trauma?) and hey no doubt that description of the father might come to bear on some of the father/power figures in the episode. Definitely not what Sam is though he's among the mix - perhaps a dark warning of a guy who works himself to death like this and becomes entirely self-absorbed in the process, but Sam just took a minute to advise his mom's love life so he's hanging in there with his sense of self for now. In the sense that a dark arc doesn't seem to be looming for him in such a way as red flags literally followed pre-Mark Dean around.

Okay took a LOT of me yelling at the screen but they FINALLY realised there's an unresolved vampire in the attic situation and Sam's going up to check

Meanwhile Mary has been separated out in this cursed property to have her own side-adventure with AUBobby

Lol the daughter downs some anti-anxiety medication with whisky while Dean sits behind her tuning his knife in a rather grim melody. What a scene.

He also has his foot on an armchair like the total troll he was raised as

She goes off on one and Dean immediately likes her

"Thanks dad" "no love lost between you two, huh?"

T stands for terrible father

"I get it" "not here for a heart to heart" *pause* *launches into a John Winchester Metaphor Of The Hour rant

"But my MOM" *Dean looks up, eyes all vulnerable* "Depression runs in our family" oh booooy

So she found her mom and Dean saw his mom consumed by fire in a way that is still scarring him TO THIS DAY (re: 13x01 nightmare) and this is our first Mary parallel of even a dead mom but one with a personality, and her own problems... Not the temporary insanity of drowning her children like Constance Welch in 1x01, but a woman who had depression and a husband who wasn't there for her... In 14x01 Mary and Sam's discussion revealed how much she was doggy paddling on the surface of all the awful that's happened to her, but this is our real notable parallel to discuss a family history of depression running through Mary's side of the family, which goes not just for Dean (who, like, really has anxiety himself) but also all of Mary's issues, including in 12x21, begging Ketch to kill her at a lowest point before they got her to entirely retreat into herself.

Glynn still out for Dean's blood: "the most ridiculous thing is... I worshipped him when I was a kid" Dean is feeling like she took that machete and shoved it in his stomach, as she sits there swigging whiskey and telling him how he feels. "Didn't know any better. He's the only family I have left."

"Can I give you a little advice?......... let it go." Oh Dean :')

Emerging from his cocoon, still mostly trapped in there but I think that's a bit of a wing poking through.

"The past is -" *forcefully stops himself from saying "in the past"*

He talks about it as baggage and how every single day he tries to let it go and leave the baggage behind. God he's strong and amazing and working so hard to be the best version of himself.

Oh my god who builds the hall up to the attic as part of the crawlspace? This is horrifying on an unnecessary level and I'm writing into that architecture magazine to complain

This is the creepiest attic. Who KEEPS these horrifying mementos. Give them to a thrift shop for a hipster to buff up and turn into a conversation piece in their living room.

Okay, blood bags and a girl in chains (explains the clinking) are a bit weirder than average.

"Sam... it's here" "What?" "It's heeeere" Sam how long have you BEEN in this business?

File this under your panicky first aid to Stuart last episode

Sam got ashed just like Dean did. Hm.

It also looked like one of the crazed hunger vamps from apocalypse world more than one of michael's supervamps maybe? It's really hard to keep track of all these :P

Oh my god AUBobby has a son, who was murdered by angels. This is terrible D:

Something about the immediate moment of him wandering in... When Bobby went off earlier I was thinking of 7x11 where he saw his younger self. This approach seems almost more like 6x04 and Crowley seeing Gavin for the first time.

Anyway this is of course another way to twist AUBobby around on himself - he managed to get a son, maybe Karen wasn't murdered by a demon, maybe he had a different wife. Whatever it is, it gives us a version of Bobby totally different from ours and also in how he will relate to Sam and Dean - not as the sons he never had, but if he's thinking of young men in the fight...

Oh no AUBobby just got stabbed... Er... is this a nightmare or is he just dead?

Is AUBobby really going to -

That's more impressive than breaking a crypt scene mental wall to save your loved one. Then again, original flavour Bobby once stabbed himself in the gut to save Dean so I guess he takes a lot of pain for his loved ones, and honestly gathering the strength to pull a knife out... Maaaybe nicer than putting it in???

The fact this is all going down with angel blades as well.

I swear to god... Meredith, don't make me watch AUBobby stab a vision of his own son to complete the loop with our Bobby stabbing Karen.

"I'm sorry"

*WhOMph grey ash everywhere*

Kinda takes the pure angst out of it at least :P

Dean gets a better look. "You're giving him a transfusion?"

Yeah, there's some fuckery at work here, sir. The nurse seems a lot less flustered answering this one which is almost as suspicious as someone who has been non-flustered suddenly getting flustered

Dean regrets saying "make me a sandwich before he is done asking. Which is the only reason I forgive that request :P Remember in 1x06 where he was bossing Sam's friend around to get them a beer and a sandwich so they could talk in peace about shifters? God. She KNOWS about monsters it's just that he wants to ask a sensitive question here.

Or punch the nurse in the face over the comatose form of her father.

A nod to her that it's a ruse gets her in on it, though. Female!Dean who is a different mirror than Dirk (though still messed up by a father) gets on his wavelength.

AAH He remembered the djinn thing!!! Dean's memory is so good and I love him and he's the best and also Meredith is riffing off 2x20 which is actually illegal, I literally have that written down here in the rules and regulations. Although it does give me my opportunity to remind us all of Dean's long speech about why does he have to be the one to save all these people to John's grave when he was thinking he had to go unwish stuff.

Sadly he didn't show up with a knife tipped in lamb's blood so let's see how this goes.

Oh my god the djinn's literally thought Dean was Michael the whole time. I have to rewatch now >.>

Well, not now, but.

He thought Michael was testing him, and would be back to give him an upgrade, and now he's waxing poetic about the untapped potential of djinn. We're back at season 6, with the hunter compound vs a monster army, except this time the monsters aren't a reaction to the nonsense of angels, they're the direct work of the angel stepping into the place of Eve as the experimenter, his grace vs her black goo. I suppose the weirdness out here is the djinn flexing its muscles with projecting hallucinations.

And I guess that means it hasn't affected Dean except the generic ghost of Mr Comatose over there (apologies to Cas) which I'd assume is part of the generic set up for killing hunters as it was what got Maggie too.

The question is, is that Maggie in the attic, or a nightmare for Sam. Wouldn't she be djinned too?

"Because of him - because of YOU - I can bring those nightmares into the world" well that's a weighted line >.> Dean's guilt for saying yes, for these things done with his face. Literally bringing nightmares into the world.

Which does at least confirm that the nightmares so far have been external and we're not IN a dream which has been worrying me.

On the other hand that means AUBobby really did get stabbed that badly.

"I highly doubt you have a knife dipped in lamb's blood" I TOLD him.

you can't just kneecap the djinn

"I am curious, what are YOUR nightmares"

Literally pausing it because Meredith is absolutely horrible and I hate her and she keeps being mean to my boy Dean and I can't handle this and I don't want to know

(I am curious. What ARE his nightmares?)

Er excuse me did he just prod his way into finding Michael still in there

Because the other option is that Dean's mind is so utterly scared and scary with all he's been through he literally just out-nightmared a nightmare machine by force of personality.

"You don't know my family"

Keep the one liners coming

I'm easily placated by them

Cut to: the next morning. He offers his double a chance to get her apology from her father, and books it.

Nyoooom back along a CONSIDERABLY less horrifying shot of the same sort of landscape

Maggie's back! Everyone loves Maggie. She is the adorable mascot of these people.

Keep the cute pink bunny back at home maybe

Dean gives Sam some affirmation about being the leader of his people.

Now Sam needs to not fold immediately the next time he sees Dean seeing him do something leadery. Deal?

Mobby H/C

You know he's vulnerable not because he has his shirt off, but because he has his hat off.

These "angel wars" in the AU sound pretty formal.

You know, it would probably be PRETTY HARD to get the average American to fight a war against angels until it's way way waaay too late.

I mean, case in point: we call where they come from, "apocalypse world"

"Hunting" "it ends the same." "No." Mary F Winchester puts her foot down. No it ends bloody speeches on her watch! All she has is her optimism but damned if she won't use it!

"I don't know any other way to live" "Then we'll find one"

You are doing a good job and you can save all these dumb guys from themselves.

DEAN TALKED TO MAGGIE. HE'S HELPING. HE WENT AND LEADERED HER FOR SAM.

Now have a beer, bro

"She learned from the best, huh? :)"

":)"

Awww Mary comes up with AUBobby and they're taking a vacation. Let AUBobby go fishing or something. Good lil Cas parallel Mary fixing her broken warrior with a Donna cabin adventure.

...

Do you not worry a lil about what is out there? Donna comes prepared with a flamethrower.

""relaxing"" """vacation"""

Anyway best reason ever given on the entire show for a set of characters not to be in the next couple of episodes, second to "Cas is taking his son out to teach him to hunt some more"

Bobby has a clean new formal black mourning cap to deal with fresh memories of Daniel

Sam getting the leadership baton from a representative of Bobby who he may see more as Bobby than perhaps he ought. AUBobby says he's not sure he ever had it in him to be a leader, while our Bobby was the undisputed best at what he did and as much as he may have complained, his competency is what Sam is now emulating.

Mary being "allowed" to go by Dean. "if you need anything... ANYTHING..." *grabs his shoulder and shakes him* You're starting to turn into the mom in a movie who leaves the kids behind and without supervision they throw a wild party to rebel against you stifling them. SO not the dynamic, but that's the licking a thumb and pressing down a stray bit of hair type momming she's doing all of a sudden.

"Go. Be happy." :')

HUGS FOR THE BOY. That's 2 whole onscreen dean hugs this season.

Aww Dean talking to Garth :')

Sam and Dean in synchronicity, talking to ALL their hunter network, not just Jody plus the AU peeps

Though. Sam has implemented a buddy system.

Dorky camp counsellor that he is.

Dean should get him a ceremonial whistle for Christmas.

"Move on from what I - from what we - from what he did"... Dean. Buddy.

Go lie down.

That's some of the most intense blurring of self ever, between Dean's guilt, whatever made the djinn scream in horror to delve his head, and his symbolic blending with Michael as the Michaelsword...

"Starting to feel like myself again... almost..." shakes his head and starts heading out to go watch more movies, sad that halloween is passed so no more slashers on every channel

"We'll work harder" "how, you sleep 3 hours at night" "then I'll sleep 2" *Dean gives him the NO look*

Well there's a great representation of how their issues mess themselves up and they carve away their sense of self and their health for each other.

Seriously. What did the djinn SEE. What nightmares are in my boy's head? Oh god I'm stressed.

What happened to the 1900s groundskeeper, Don?

#14x05 #season 14 spoilers #my stuff

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The Partnership

by Wayne Lerner

9:30 am. It was already 95 degrees with a 1000% humidity. And it was only mid-June.

When I moved to St. Louis from Chicago in 1990 to take my first CEO job at The Jewish Hospital of St. Louis, I traded a lousy winter for an unbearable summer. 3 dress shirts a day to go with my suit. One more when I had an evening function to attend.

I was gazing out the office window past the busy 4 lane Kingshighway bordering Forest Park, a public oasis within the city, larger than Central Park in NY, when my assistant, Jean, came barging in.

By nature, a very complacent person, she was bouncing out of her shoes with excitement. A cup of coffee in one hand and the mail and my phone messages in the other, she handed me a letter, shouting, “You have a letter from the White House! You need to open it right now. It might be important.” The daydream about taking a walk on one of the 3 mile paths constructed around the park’s two golf courses would have to wait.

An understatement, for sure. Jean was known to the staff as Miss Reserved. She downplayed whatever crisis we were currently facing. Nothing fazed her. This time was different.

I looked at her like she was crazy.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” she exclaimed.

“Why would the White House send me a letter?”

“Open the damn letter already! If you don’t, I will!”

I opened the letter. Sure enough, it was an invitation from the First Lady, Hillary Rodham Clinton, to visit the White House.

Unknown to me, Mrs. Clinton had developed a close relationship with the First Lady of Latvia. She was going to be in DC to attend a special athletic event for people with cognitive and physical disabilities, representing her country.

Mrs. Clinton’s letter asked us to come to the White House for a signing ceremony initiating a partnership between healthcare centers in the United States and Latvia. The US partners included The Jewish Hospital of St. Louis; our parent organization, the BJC Health System; and our affiliate, Washington University Medical School.

About a year prior, several members of our medical staff took it upon themselves to convince our management team and Board to establish a relationship with The Jewish Hospital of Riga, Bicur Cholim. The hospital had been seeking international partners to help it meet the pressing needs of its patients.

As a Republic of the Soviet Union, businesses, including hospitals and medical schools, were owned and operated by the government which spent little time or resources on the health of its population. When Latvia regained its independence in 1991, these organizations reverted back to community oversight. Given our Mission and commitment to the ideals under which our hospital was founded, we readily agreed. We would be working with the Republic Children’s Hospital, the City Maternity Hospital and Bicur Cholim to address daunting Maternal and Child health needs.

As you might imagine, we were not given a lot of time to prepare for this amazing event. The signing ceremony was to take place in 4 days.

Jean and I spent the day making phone calls to invite selected individuals to join us in Washington. We could not bring everyone who wanted to attend as the White House gave us a firm limit. Thus, our focus had to be on the physicians who initiated the partnership idea and a few leaders from the hospital and Medical School.

To avoid any travel delays, we flew to DC the night before the signing. Checking into the hotel, our excitement got the better of us. Sleep did not come easily after a night of eating, drinking and lots of laughing.

Much to our surprise, some of the Board members were actually quite funny fellows. The chairman of the board went out of his way to needle the CEO about his attendance at work. “You know, Frank, I am convinced that you have never missed a meeting held out of town. In fact, I think you’re a magnet for national and international meetings. I sure hope you’re taking vacation time for all of these boondoggles.”

Frank just smiled as he turned crimson. After all, what else could he do? The truth was the truth. And we all roared in delight to see our boss being taken down a few notches.

Prior to the signing ceremony and at the request of the Latvian Ambassador to the United States, we were to attend a celebratory lunch at the Hay-Adams, a well known and classic hotel.

Arriving at the hotel, we were shown to the Private Dining Room. A long table was set in an elegant style with more silverware and glassware than one normally saw at lunch. We walked past the US and Latvian flags to our seats where engraved name cards had been placed. Each was embossed with the Latvian seal. Candles burned bright from the elaborate candelabras even though it was mid-day. With a view of Lafayette Park and a grand ornamental fireplace dominating the room, each of us felt a sense of awe about the event soon to take place.

When the time drew near for the lunch to begin, we stood behind our chairs as the Latvian delegation entered the room. The First Lady of Latvia and the Ambassador led the entourage followed by various governmental officials.

The First Lady and the Ambassador asked us to be seated as they welcomed us to the luncheon. They thanked The Jewish Hospital physicians for their foresight in initiating the partnership and then spoke, in sweeping terms, about the great things they hoped would happen.

Due to underfunding and in attention by the prior government, healthcare services were disorganized which allowed significant health issues to arise. Infant mortality had skyrocketed, women were not able to receive adequate prenatal care and children were not able to get the requisite immunizations which made them prone to many diseases. The challenges to fixing the system were daunting.

Before lunch was served, The First Lady asked each of us to introduce ourselves and talk about how the partnership could bring benefit to both countries. The First Lady and the Ambassador were the last to speak.

The First Lady gave an emotional speech about the historical problems of delivering high quality Maternal and Child health care in Latvia and expressed her delight at what was likely to happen as a result of our new relationship. Then, she turned to the Ambassador who introduced himself and began to give his prepared remarks.

“Welcome, colleagues, my name is Ojars Kalnins. I am thrilled to be here to witness the beginning of a major undertaking for our two countries.”

Ojars Kalnins! There can’t be two people in the world with that name!

I was in shock.

The blood drained from my face and I turned pale. The Chairman of The Jewish Hospital Board leaned over and, in a whisper, asked me if I was ill. I was unable to speak.

If I was right, the Ambassador and I attended Austin High School on the westside of Chicago in the mid 60’s. He was the captain of the track team for both his junior and senior years.

I don’t remember anything he said that day. I was in another world. I looked at him and tried to roll back the years to see if I could recognize him from so long ago.

What are the odds that I, a lifelong Chicagoan, would leave to take a job in St. Louis; that the Latvian government would move to independence from the Soviet Union around that time; that a partnership would be established between our hospitals and countries; that we would be invited to the White House for a signing ceremony; and that one of the Latvian senior officials hosting the event was someone with whom I had gone to high school many years before?

Are things pre-ordained or was this fate, serendipity, karma?

I don’t think it really matters. What was really important is that, through our collective efforts, we were joining together to improve the health of moms and babies in a country which needed our help.

After the luncheon, I approached Ojars and asked, “Mr. Ambassador, what was Austin High School’s mascot?”

He looked at me, puzzled. He did not recognize me. I laughed and explained our connection. Ojars and I were not close friends, just classmates. It took a minute, then smiles all around, we began to reminisce about our experiences on the west side of Chicago in the ‘60’s.

“What happened to you during the riots?” I asked. “How did you end up becoming the Ambassador? I have a thousand questions.”

“I was able to avoid the aftermath of the riots because my family moved out of the area about the time I began college at Roosevelt,” Ojars said. “You may not remember but I graduated 6 months before you. While I was born in Munich and came to America when I was 2, my family roots were in Latvia. After getting my degree and working in various capacities, the opportunity came that I could help Latvia establish a new government. As they say, the rest is history. What about you?”

“We didn’t move out of Austin until 1969 when we were finally able to sell our house. We were the last white family on our block. Living there got increasingly dangerous for my family. Needless to say, the impact of the riots are always on my mind. I went to Illinois and then to Michigan for graduate work. How I became a hospital administrator is another story.”

About that time, we had to leave for The White House. The ceremony in the East Room proceeded without incident. Many pictures were taken with our new partners and Mrs. Clinton which were picked up by the national and international media. We were the first such US health care partnership of this kind. I was sure I would never hear or see Ojars again after the ceremony. He said he had to go back to Latvia and I was headed back to St. Louis.

Now, there’s a lot more to tell about the event at the White House, like how the CEO of the system and I stole monogrammed matches and towels from the White House bathrooms and what happened when I asked the Marine Band to play some Grateful Dead or Moody Blues when I entered the special guest entrance at the White House, but those will have to wait for another day. As will what happened when Ojars and I reestablished our relationship through the Austin High School alumni website just a few months ago.

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January 6, 2021: 4:53 pm:

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I just now returned from errand run in Dystopia, Grants Pass. where Socio-Terrific is the law of that land.

I went to:

Fred Meyer Gas Station

Walgreen's

It was raining, my car was running poorly, the fuel guage lies, can be controlled by anyone who has a garage door opener with the correct frequency, along with the door locks, the courtisy lights on the exterior rear-view mirror's, the seat-belt and "Door is Ajar" indicator lights on the dash, as well as the bell that sounds from them, and the fuel-injection... all is operational by some asshole with a smart phone.

By the time I left the Fred Meyer, the car was running as if it was going to stall, all of the bells and whistles were going off, the dash lights all indicating that "The Door is a Jar" and the door locks were all opening and closing all by themselves.

So, all was normal, I proceeded to Walgreen's with a nearly full tank of Mid-Grade fuel.

At Park Ave & Grants Pass Pkwy, the car began to operate without further aerial fuckery, except for the "Door is a Jar" dash light, which persisted to illuminate.

There were numerouse three dimensional terror communications dispayed throuhgout the town and along the route I took, too numerous to choose one over others for discussion here.

At Walgreen's, some notable conditions were present.

There is a paper sign taped to the front glass door, says:

"now hiring:"

Front Counter

Pharmacy Technician

That is unusual, is not verbatim, the sign is a lie, they are not going to hire anyone, everyone there is rank & file terror soldier. The "Bulleted List" was present on the sign, is significant.

Inside the store at the pharmacy counter is another paper sign taped to what I call a "Shipping Port Pier" at the pharmacy counter where there is a theater style role there for separating "Walgreen's Express Customer Counter" from "Walgreen's Regular Customer Counter". That paper sign is significant, too difficult to explain in detail, but, there is a hand scribed "underscore" beneath the word "no" on a sign that says: "no COVID-19 Testing at this location". Then, on the electronic debit card reader, an advertising that I don't recall ever seeing popped up on the screen, there were some green colored graphics, I don't recall what it said, I do recall what it means, it means "Look at the surveillance camera", or, "Don't look at the surveillance camera". So, I look for the surveillance camera, and notice that the TV screen for that camera that usually is above the pharmacy counter, is no longer there. Then, I see where the ceiling mounted tinted dome camera is at, it has a printed sign hanging from the tinted glass dome, says, you guessed it: "Security Camera" on the sign beneath the security camera. There is where it's complicated to explain here, because you need to be there to see that the hand scribed blue underscore beneath the word "no" on the COVID Test sign at the Shipping Port Pier, is to be hand carried to that surveillance sign on the ceiling. The underscore, and that "Camera" sign, are the same blue color and shape... you need per-requisit knowledge to know to take the Underscore to the Surveillance camera, so that you can know what is happening at the Walgreen's in the background today.

Other unusual terror comm:

The restrooms were open. They call that a "Golden no-no" around here. The restrooms are never available for customers at the Walgreen's. Customers are told to use the gas station across the street when they ask for a restroom.

The door to the hallway to the restrooms was wide open. There are two drinking fountains in there, one is adult level, one is child level water fountains, both were covered up with plastic bag wrapped around them. "no water" is indicated, could be they advise not to use the nitrous gas in the store today.

"Holy Shit! We are not taking any victims today, the pirating is closed until further notice" is the read I did for those water fountains and rest room hallway door opened up.

A man wearing a green USAF style pilot coat w/orange rescue color interior was at the sh

(I got hijacked while writing that, keyboard would not work. so I posted that, now will continue from where I was hijacked by the Centurylink terror cell. It’s 5:46 pm.)

...at the Walgreen‘s Shipping Port Pharmacy Counter. He had a white paper COVID mask notable for having the ear strap crossed on his cheek then around his ear, with some other white thing also present connected from mask to ear. The man looked like Paul Reed Smith, but 20 years older. The strap, coat, and mask are significant at the shipping port at Walgreen’s pharmacy in ways I am not certain of.

Other notable giant size terror information is contained in these facts, as follows:

Medicare Part D terror: Part D recipients choose a insurance provider from Medicare.gov. Many of the plans there have a deductible amount that must be satisfied before the insurance begins to pay.

For the past three years, my plan says I am going to need to pay a deductible, however, when I get to the pharmacy historically, there is no deductible charged to me, my prescriptions cost less than $10, and the Ibuprofen is absolutely free of charge.

Today, is the first prescription of the new year that I have filled, same insurance as last year. I paid no deductible last year. Today, I had to pay a whopping deductible. Over $100 for the prescription that usually only is, lately about $25. The price for the medicine while under Medicare Part D insurance contract, kept changing last year, fluctuating from about $8 to about $28 for the exact same medicine and exact same count of pills over the course of the year, last year.

This year, I have to pay the deductible like it always has said I am supposed to pay. The truth of this is that Donald Trump has been paying everyone’s deductible amount separately from the medicare part D insurance contract, to his terror cell members, as a terror health care package. Many millions of Christian voters, who, as he worked so hard to constantly “Lower the cost of prescription medicine” for, is the terror army. That is what he was doing, he was using the US General Fund to pay millions of deductible amounts of millions of Christian terror soldiers, as a special kind of terror army Medical Health Coverage for terror soldiers.

Christian terror soldiers, in league w/hijacked Social Security Administration, track down and kill all of the US Citizen Social Security and Medicare Beneficiaries. Then, they assume the victimes names, and collect their SSI, SSDI, and SS Retirement income. The terror soldiers sign up for mandatory Part-D. Then, they are subsidized by Donald Trump, who uses the US General Fund to pay the deductible amount on the Part-D medicine. That medicine goes into a bank of medicines somewhere, I don‘t know where, but there is such a bank of medicines. The terror soldiers may, or may not keep the medicines, depending on their health needs, most, don‘t require the medicines. Instead, Screen Actor Guild is provided access to that bank of medicines, all of the narcotic pain medicine and barbiturate medicines are all made available to Actors, Musicians, Clowns, and Magicians through the “ClubMed SAG terror Drug & Murder Promotion that is part of being a terror leadership member of SAG with card in good standing, dues paid in full.

There is a MAX allowable circumstance that throws complication curve balls into the SAG/Trump arrangement. I know how it used to work, not how it currently works. The methods for doing the Part-D terror seem to change from time to time at the distribution level at the individual pharmacies.

One way:

Patient goes to see participating SAG Club Med Doctor, who writes prescription for a bare minimum of medicine to that patient, then, the doctor makes “adjustment” prescriptions later, that set of “adjusted” prescriptions is for MAX allowable per Part-D Medicare rules, for Hydracodone, Oxydodone, Diazapam, Klonazapam (that one is a take out murder order from terror doctor to pharmacy assassin) and Xanax. Others I don‘t know of but 10mg Morphine is very popular with the SAGClubMed rock stars, and is provided to them from the health records of murdered US Citizen disabled persons who were killed by the Canadian/Christian/Britain/Vatican terror army that is commanded by SAG.

Then, the paper prescription goes to the participating pharmacy to phill the Bare Minimum prescription by the patient who went to the SAGClubMed doctor. The prescription is filled, the patient leaves with bare minimum for some health ailments. Meanwhile, that other, “adjusted” prescription for “Part-D MAX Allowable” is electronically sent to the participating pharmacy in the name of that patient who already left with Bare Minimum prescription. The MAX adjusted prescriptions are all filled to the MAX as allowed by Part-D Medicare. Then, those are all processed in the background by terror pharmacy technicians. Those are paid for with a combination of the Part-D insurance plan, and, digital money moving magic that is made possible by electronic banking, at the JP Morgan Chase Bank, digital money magic department, HQ, for making the transaction paper trail look as though it was that original patient who made payment for the “Adjusted MAX” prescriptions.

See...? It’s very simple.

Those MAX narcotics go into that medicine bank I explained above, are sent UPS to different places where they are stockpiled, and made accessible to SAG Card holders upon request.

That is the old way from about two years ago, maybe is still the same. I am not seeing the UPS Bins filled with prescription bottles any more though at the pharmacies when I go, At Bi-Mart, the MAX prescriptions were put into a trash can, and the trash can was shipped UPS filled with medicines, at least that is the way it looked at the time.

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7:13 pm.... let’s make it 7:14 with a Roarer:

That’s a Qualude.

(see information about Dr. Brett Quave (AKA: Dr. Queefer, as stated by Female SAG members)

Other Walgreen‘s Blue Underscore Terror Comm on “no COVID Test Today Security Camera:

At the Walgreen‘s Potato Chip Department, there is another one iteration of that blue “no COVID Test” and “Security Camera” underscore, that one is taped onto the floor, is the same color and shape as the other two iterations of that blue underscore. It gets a little personal right there at the Chip Aisle. The blue underscore is places beneath the Cheeto’s, Cheese that Goes Crunch area on the shelf. That means that Sean, or Nicole, or Abu, or Berus Sparacino (”The Extra Cheeto’s”) are of importance somehow. They are, or were, the leading terror family cell locally, with over one-hundred thousand US Citizen kills under their belt.... others gave them the title of leading terror family, without a specific title, due to the count of kills they have made as four person family w/one slave child soldier girl. In addition to the over one-hundred thousand kills racked up by the Sparacino’s as a family terror cell, they also have participated in millions of other murders done in league with the extended cells they belong to, including but not limited to:

Li’l Pantry Markets

Josephine County Sheriff

Josephine County Courts

Mikey’s Video Rental

Velaro Gas Station

Video World

Shell Gas Station (Merlin OR)

and that taco restaurant next to Mikey’s Video Rental in Merlin.

Others...

Many Millions of US Citizens killed as they use the services provided at stores, restaurants, Law Enforcement, and Judicial matters.

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7:38 pm:

Some themes that were present in the Three Dee communication were:

“Hi, yeah...I’d like two French Crueler’s, an Apple Fritter, and a large coffee... black”

The song: Time, by Pink Floyd.

“How shall I Bus Thee? Let me count the ways”

“Fish Story”

Others. It was a full boat of themes on the roads and in the parking lots and shopping centers along the route I took to Walgreen‘s today.

It takes special, open minded consideration means to see the themes as they are presented among the terror army. You have to learn how to see through the charade, then, the themes become more visible. I saw those mentioned and was able to title them that way, among ten thousand themes all playing out at that same time. The themes serve as ID of particular terror cell members who are involved in specific terror operations throughout the town. Somewhere, there must be a central command HQ where choreography of complex terror operations are designed such that all of the different cells are able to interact, without interfering with one another, and without ever saying a single word about what they are all doing.

The buses are notable. A bus, can be almost anything, but communication about them is done with buses. So, a propane truck with large tank for delivery is a bus if the sign on the rear bumper says: “This vehicle stops at all railroad crossings”, if no sign, then no bus.

The word: “Bluebird” any where, is a bus, and a 1969 Bluebird 25 foot four-wheel-drive bus manual transmission, is a Holy Grail Bus. That is Pope Grade Bus.

There were more buses today in every configuration today on the road than Walmart has braziers. That’s Whole Lot of Rosy going on with buses today.

This style Bus is Salem Oregon Government Assassin Take-Out variety of “The Bus”:

This style in blue is the Josephine County grade of “The Bus”.

Actual real, terror bus shown, parked in front of “The Bus HQ” at the Josephine County Courthouse. Just put a sail on it somewhere, or tac a US Citizen to the front bumper... it’s a pirate ship.

Josephine County Sheriff uses one that is about 10 feet shorter than that one shown, same color. You can see from time to time the shorter version going down the rural roads loaded with uniformed deputies, some time from neighboring counties and wearing different color uniforms. and all standing up while inside the moving bus, while one of them is hanging on to a rail, and is half way out of the door as the bus is rolling, as was the case in the first week of February of 2017 when that short bus was loaded with Sheriff Cory Falls (AKA: Senator Corey Booker) and Deputy Strohmeyer of Jackson County, Sheriff Frank Skraw of Klamath County, and Sheriff Dave Daniels of Josephine County, and other deputies that I am not familiar with. That bus, that day, was on Monument Drive headed for my house with all of those guys on board, I passed it going the opposite direction towards the freeway while on the way to the terror doctor in Medford. They turned the bus around, and gave chase, all the way to the terror doctor in Medford from exit 66 I-5. There, as you can read about on this account from around that date, I was attacked by all of those guys at the terror doctor lobby, was handed a statue bomb by Strohmeyer, who said “Trump wants to see you, we want you to give him this gift” and a small sheriff statue was presented to me, with a sword. I took the sword, and defended against all of them. That bus exploded into small pieces after the terror doctor appointment, in the Sears parking at the automotive center.

They have more buses.

Sears is gone now... terrorists ate the Sears. All of them.

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8:43 pm:

Reminder:

If someone were to read all of this account from the beginning, and kept in mind that the sheriff had already come to my house, inside, poisoned me, and took controll of my computer to delete a similar account of information about a few years before I started to write more stuff later, and that the account started at Google+, but that whole platform was deleted because of the contents of my StoneMan account there, then was put here on Tumblr to keep trying to get some help to come to Oregon... if that would happen, then, what you might notice is that I was absolutely terrified to begin to write about the terror by then.

You can see that I was rambling on without really saying much, I was too afraid to speak in the first person perspective for saying that I had killed terror soldiers in defense, I was too scared to use the word “sword”, and was too afraid to say “nitrous oxide”, among observations that could be made.

Comparison from 5 years ago to now, is a lot different in the reporting, I am no longer scared, no longer frightened, and I am no longer terrified. The time and experiences spent learning how to survive have created a bright light to see with, so, I am no longer afraid of what I cannot see. I see everything I need to see for survival now. That is the main difference over about six years. There are no improvements to the conditions that surround me, they have become far worse.

I am not able to go outdoors without a physical threat of death brought on by the terror neighbors. Five years ago, I could manage to go outside long enough to mow my front grass, or cut some fire wood to stay warm in winter, but now to linger outdoors for more than about twenty minutes brings attacking terror soldiers from other parts of the North Valley area here where I live.

I see that there is No Help... ever. That remains a constant, does not change.

The implications of so much reporting of millions of murders, with absence of proper response to them for so long, is far more terrifying then is the terrorism.

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9:20 pm:

I went outside just now to find that the asshole who has the electronic gizmo that has the ability to activate electronic items on my car had attacked again in my driveway, the curtisey lights and interior lights for the car were turned on with no way to turn them off. There is no user control available for operating the courtesy lights on my car, I can‘t turn them on myself, it’s not possible to do so, they operate when it’s dark outside, and the door is opened up. If it’s not dark and the door is opened, then those under the exterior mirror courtesy lights will not illuminate. But, there is some asshole nearby who has equipment that is able to operate a number of electronics on my car, as I explained today happened at the Fred Meyer gas station until I reached Park Ave. and GP Pkwy.

I know who it is.

White crew cab pick-up truck, late model, w/black lumber rack, has two bright red items hanging attached to the sides of the lumber rack, is someone who is associated with Interstate Battery dealer:

Here:

Interstate Batteries

Auto Part & Supply, Battery Store

116 SW M St, Grants Pass · (541) 476-0703

Closed · Opens tomorrow 8 AM

That Optima Dry Cell Battery above has the kind of red thing that is attached to the white crew cab w/black lumber rack who has the electronic gizmo that can operate the features of modern cars remotely, yours and mine, including the fuel injection and everything that is operated by the onboard computer and dash lighting and electronic engine sensors.

(it’s the reason that all of the old classic cars are being squished even if there is nothing wrong with them. Ultimate control of everyone by virtue of hidden remote capability within the on board computers of modern cars, beginning around 2001 on US vehicles, and far before that on Japanese vehicles.)

The red top part of that Optima Dry Cell battery shown is symbolically reproduced at about five times the size... much bigger, and is attached to both sides of the truck of the person who is using that electronic gizmo to drain my battery (Dry Cell) and yours.

Meanwhile, there are helpful people nearby who also have dead batteries, but have been specifically instructed not to interfere with me, or provide any help to anyone, by the Terrorist in Chief himself, Donald Trump.

The people at the US Cellular phone store at Beacon Ave and GP Pkwy also have similar electronic gizmo that can access and control features of modern vehicles that are equipped with on board CPU’s. There is also a US Cellular on 6th st. called Siskiyou Communication, there is a terror call center there at that location where phone calls are hijacked, manipulated, imposters interfere with your phone call, and mine from that central place. Go there, to find where other such call centers are at. Syskiyou is the company that installed most of the cell towers back in 1999 -2004ish. They do the maintenance on them and the equipment upgrades, and are moving toward control of all of the vehicles through the cell towers, with hidden controls and listening devices in the modern cars. There is also a US Cellular store across from the Walgreen‘s on Williams Hwy. All are hijacked, been occupied and controlled by the Canadian terror army since the company was founded more than twenty years ago.

The place called Kelly’s Tool Box in the same block of stores as Syskiyou Communication do protection service for Syskiyou Communication, and Kelly who owns Kelly’s Tool Box is a leading member of the Grants Pass Chamber of Commerce, at least that is the way it’s listed, however, I don‘t think there is such a person by the name of Kelly who owns Kelly’s Tool Box, or is a member of the Chamber of Commerce. Kelly means Warrior in Gaelic old Irish language. The Toolbox is at Club Northwest, is filled with global terror warriors, each has a specialty.

A national company called “Johnson Controls” has a local office somewhere nearby, they are the makers of the secret remote access to electronic features of modern vehicles.

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10:28 pm:

This is a good place to explain some basics about Vatican terror goals and automobiles.

The idea is ultimate control of everyone one earth in every way possible, so, personal transportation has been a big target for a long time. The remote operation of features is already built into your car and mine. Some of the control is done with that Infra-red/digitally enhanced hybrid tech I mentioned recently that was invented as a rejected tech contracted by US DoD in the 1990′s.

You can see what I am explaining about control of you, by virtue of control of your car, in various places in the not so distant past. Go look at these stories to get a viewpoint:

$200 Gas Guzzler Buy Back Program

BMW crushes the cars they made for reasons that are unclear, is a news item.

Japanese motors in Japan, are only allowed to have 40,000 miles on them, after that, you have to replace the motor if you live in Japan. (Japan serves as a testing and perfecting grounds where terror ways are developed, is a laboratory. What happens in Japan is roled out in other nations ten years later)

Too Big Too Fail

Those are four stories of auto control goals. They are crushing all of the old non computer equipped vehicles solely for the purpose that you and I cannot find one to be safe from the ultimate control that is coming down the road like a freight train on your front walk way.

You can see symbolism presented by those who are involved with the automotive ultimate Vatican control. At Kelly’s Tool Box the symbolism is presented with a pristine 1965 Ford Mustang in Metallic Copper (Burnt Sienna; Oxidized Iron Metal Flake). That Mustang is contained within a glass case out front of Kelly’s Tool Box across from Siskiyou Communications who control the cell towers. The symbolism tells other terror cells who they are, and what specialty they do at Kelly’s Tool Box. The Mustang is beautiful, is pristine, is locked up tight behind a glass wall, you can look, drool, say Ooohhh, aaahhh... but you are never going to touch that car, or any old non-CPU car ever again. Those are the rules. The hidden controls that were able to illuminate my car’s courtesy lights tonight could have drained my battery, had that happened, I might need to call a service tech to help me, and the service tech would be someone sent by Kelly’s Tool Box, who heard tell that I have a 1959 Ford Thunderbird, and a 1974 Toyota Land Cruiser FJ-40. Those need to go either to Jay Leno, or, to the car crusher if Jay Leno already has a good working specimen to keep for historical reference at the Vatican Museum of Vehicular Arts, where two specimens of each classic will be preserved behind glass, in a hermetically sealed state of existence.

Had I made call to a service person for dead battery, then Siskiyou Communications would have hijacked the call, all calls are routed to a specific call terror call center with Google style information management that is able to automatically detect what kind of service I called on a phone about. Phone calls are “forbidden“, you are supposed to use the Blue-Tooth terror network to obtain service work, that way, the terror leadership can determine if such requested service work is necessary.... Ultimate control over everyone in every way, is the Christian Vatican way. After the hijack of my call, then someone would be selected from among the specialists of the terror army to come to solve the problem, which would actually be done out in front, while terror murderers show up in the shadows, and take direction from that out front service operative who was sent to repair a “Car won‘t start” condition. I would be killed, a replacement sent to take my place, and then vote on my behalf in future elections as instructed by SAG leaders in Hollywood who supply the shills that are on the ballots. There would be no record of my death, had I made the dead battery phone call, and representatives from Kelly’s Tool Box were sent, or, from Interstate Battery of M st,

Do research about where are all the old cars at?

They started with collecting all of the old Ford Mustangs in around 1990′s, then just moved down a list of popular old classics that was organized by the people who later became Google. Pretty soon they were collecting Fairlane’s. and Pontiac Catalina’s, Ford Pinto Wagons, and Pacers, to make sure we cannot find a non-CPU car to drive without being controlled with a Big Johnson.

So, all of that presents a giant vacuum where the old classic cars used to be, some of the better specimens are allowed to linger around, while most are sent to the car crusher just so we can‘t have cars that will run, and ones that we can work on ourselves when they breakdown without having a lot special knowledge and equipment. The absence of a million 1967 Pontiac Firebird’s creates a demand for them that demands a lot of money to get one, so, they came up with the Mecum Auction.... get a load of that name to understand what is going on with that, and who is going to have any remaining Pontiac Firebird’s of the 1960 era... not you or me, that’s for sure... even old Corvair’s are selling for over a hundred thousand dollars at the Mecum Auctions, driving the price up, which drives up the reason why a thief might go hunting for them, so that Jay Leno can have another one in his garage, while at same time makes a hefty profit to feed terror soldiers with in the neighborhoods when a classic is found tucked away somewhere. They use up the destruction of the old cars while making money by throwing them into the dump.

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11:31 pm:

Local Update:

It’s quiet and dark outside.

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Other:

Research I have done about the Vatican vehicle control suggests that it’s the German elements of the terror that is behind the automotive hijacking. Symbolic indicators are varied and many, the biggest most obvious is Too Big To Fail when Bush handed out all of those billions of US dollars to companies that had already been consumed by the Canadian terror army. Chrysler was given Too Big To Fail billions, then left the country to join with Daimler Mercedes Benz in Germany. That was a symbolic move, was temporary, a terror “news flash.. this just in...” sort of announcement that they pulled off the heist successfully, all under direction of the Vatican, where there are German elements associated with the Pope Benedict parts of the Vatican. Chrysler went to Italy, and it’s Fiat now.

The Germans are some of the very best mechanical engineers on earth, so it makes sense that the Vatican would put the Germans in charge of all of the automotive hijacking. The Germans are not going to be bound by the CPU cars at all, they have and prefer Diesel technology which in my opinion is far superior to gasoline tech in every way. Diesel motors tech has come a long way since the days of the stinky city buses that we all relate Diesels to. The Diesel motor of today can compete with gasoline motors in the Quarter mile, and have far superior torque to boot.

USA should harness the Diesel for production, ditch the battery operated cars, they are all part of the trap.

Think: Locomotive freight trains run on Diesel power.... that’s good enough for me then for when I need to up the freeway ramp, haul some kids to soccer game, or pick up a load of roofing material, the Modern Diesel will do all of that and more, and can blow the doors off of a Fiat, or Dodge Charger, and do it without a CPU or spark plugs, and lasts 5 times longer than gasoline motors.

And that is why the Germans drive Diesels. They are not going to be affected by the Pope and his garage door openers that control all of the modern gasoline and electric powered cars and trucks.

The down side of the Diesel is it’s complexity, they are too complicated for most home mechanics to work on, especially the fuel delivery systems. Special tools are required, the fuel pump’s are seriously complicated, sophisticated mechanical wonders that are far beyond the scope of home repair when they break or leak.

The rest of the world is famous for the engineering they do, while USA is famous for movie making of fairy tales, and cheeseburgers.

I suspect that the overwhelming abundance of gasoline driven vehicles over the less popular diesel motors is a controlled and intentionally prescribed set of Gnosis brain wash techniques that have been thrust upon us simply because the gasoline is so dangerously flammable and explosive, as part of the terror advance from sources that have historically controlled the oil markets in Britain. The BP Company is enormous. There are other British oil sources as well, maybe all of the oil is British now. I think the Soudi’s were hijacked long ago, and all of the middle east was taken with Desert Storm under G. Bush Sr. a British terror operative disguised as US president, same as all of them since Nixon. The Diesel fuel requires much less refining and is not explosive like the gasoline is. To promote gasoline over Diesel fuel is to gain that much advantage from accidents due to fire. so, when the bastards are killing everyone anyway, they can make arrangements for passively produced death and injury where ever the terror is able to. Theoretically, the Diesel fuel should be less expensive than gasoline to make, and to purchase because it’s less refined, takes less work to make the fuel. I feel it’s falsely priced as part of the Gnosis brain wash. Maybe the price is because of supply & demand, where there is so much demand for the dangerously explosive gasoline that it is cheaper in bulk than is the less expensive to make and far safer Diesel fuel.

Why are humans so stupid?

The Diesel is safer, works better, costs less to make, and these days, is even equally clean, or dirty, certainly is not anymore polluting than is gasoline anymore. So why are we producing and prefer more danger at a higher price for less efficiency and usefulness?

The Vatican is why, the Brits make it happen.

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Do you think these titles might be personally insulting had you been the author of the past few entries here on this account and then received the email titles?

You would be insulted if you saw some of the response email that arrives from these people after I write about US Military.

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1-7-2021: 12:56 am:

More electronic car radio interference bullshit that maybe you too can identify so that we can hunt down and kill the terrorist bastard who has the electronic garage door opener that operates the features in the cars:

When I drive past the rest stop at I-5 mile 63 or so southbound, there is something inside my right rear passenger door that makes a “Pop” sound. Happens nearly every time I go by there. That same “Pop” sound in the rear door also happens at other places, today it happened at least three times, but I have forgotten exactly where at, I think it happened as I entered the freeway near the In & Out Burger, I have to pay better attention to my right rear passenger door. There is a similar thing that also “Pops” inside of the dashboard when I cruise on out of 6th Street Market, turn right on 6th, and go about 500 to 1000 feet out of the Village Square. So, maybe you have a thing that makes a sound at the same place every time you drive by, but have not noticed the coincidence.

Humans are so dumb, that by tomorrow morning at about 10:00 am there will be millions of Oregonians at work, doing terror for the Pope... terror is a nine to five job with overtime bonus for weekend warriors... they will all have bombs up their assess by ten. Millions of them... all with rocket fuel lodged up their asses, because some other asshole who has a cool hat, told them it’s good idea to put a bomb up their assess. Remarkably, all of those millions of people willing to turn themselves into rocketships because the Pope told them to, and none of them have spent a single day at astronaut school, or had bothered to even learn that nitrous oxide is indeed rocket fuel.

I can‘t even be sarcastic to say they all must be rocket scientists... they even spoiled that.

By 10:00 am tomorrow, there will be millions of live, human hand grenades, all with the pin pulled, ready to go, all over the state of Oregon.

That, and the reason none of them will fight back if they say they have no choices, is because of the heroin that the Pope gives them, to make sure none of them gang up, to fight against being turned into a live hand grenade.

Fucking brilliant.

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1-7-2021: 2:25 am:

When I go into Grants Pass, or worse, into Medford, I see all of the terror army all doing the same fake act of making the city look like a normal city, sometimes I fall for their puppy dog eyes, they make me feel sorry for them, that they are forced into killing everyone who does not have a smart phone or a bomb up their asses. I do... I fall for that. It’s bullshit though... the puppy dog eyes, those Three Dee messages they send so I will write something, is all done just so some other asshole can steal what I am writing to change it enough that it gets used as bait to kill the people who actually do come to help.

Millions of gas wielding terror soldiers who collectively know exactly where all of their commanders are at, and, they also know where the heroin they are all addicted to is at, so, why not use the gas to go take out the leadership, and take the heroin, to be free of the captivity that seems to be contained in the messages they are all sending in the streets and the stores?

There are only few of the leaders, and millions of terror soldiers who have the nitrous, the leadership is not immune to the nitrous, so take them out.

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1-7-2021: 3:15 am:

I am always so glade to be alive after a trip into Dystopia... it makes it difficult to sleep... and I feel all coffee’d up at 3:00 am.

Doing a lot of contemplation.

I thought about those German engineers.

That, sort of leads me to a place I don‘t have anything solid to say, when I say that the terror is done by the people from nations who are famously skilled historically for a particular expertise.

French people come to mind, as people who are highly skilled at sabotage.

If there is a Gremlin on a wing somewhere, it’s a French one. That is true with a lot of local terror when stuff I have is broken, it mostly is a person who speaks French as a primary language, English as a second language, like Lorena Chapman does, next door at the house behind mine. Sabatage is her specialty, she breaks things, I don‘t know her personally, but she comes into my house to break something, and leaves. I cought the bitch switching on and off a power switch to some music equipment I have so many times, in the wrong order, that none of it works any more.... sabatage,,, then she covers the French accent by speaking in baby talk, to sound cute as she is breaking my stuff. She came in did pull ups on the shower nozzle, pulled it out of the wall... while saying: “I’m gunnoo bwake it if you twy anyting!

Asshole terrorist bitch.

Follow the expertise to apply it to solving problems. Germans do mechanical engineering to take over the world for the Vatican, and the French break the stuff made by non-Germans with sabatage to take over the world for the Vatican.

British are famous for hierarchy and taxes. That makes sense in consideration of the story of “The Strawman“ where when a US Citizen is called into a courthouse they are told that they are subjects of Maretime Law and their names are forever to be spelled in all capital lettering to help convey that the Queen of Hearts says: “Off With Their Heads!”.., I told the story in detail not long ago. The British are the ones who are in charge of the taking of the US courthouses, that is where the County Tax Assessor’s Offices are at, nationwide.

British are at the Courts.

German’s are at the automakers and Boeing and Lockheed.

French are at the airports on the wings, and proceed the attack’s where they occur to weaken the structure at the attack site.

The Vatican provides the Hokus Pokus and lies.

The US movie industry supplies the two faced actors who apply the Vatican lies.

US and European music industry draws the crowds to the slaughter, Pied Piper style.

India supplies the “Please to be doing business with you” in the phone call centers in honor of the taking of the 7-11′s and management skills they learned with that.

Australia supplies the bush pilots (cart drivers of all kinds) for trafficking.

New Zealand supplies the wool, linen, people who sew, to manage the Guamese slaves at the T-Shirt factories and run the church laundry services.

Who else?

Start Whackin‘!

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