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inariizaki · 1 year

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CANDY — CHISHIYA S.

sypnosis : chishiya was planning to tell what he feels towards you, he had everything prepared, his words, where he will confess, and what time he'll confess, but it seems like fate ruined everything he planned, and ended up just blurting that three words.

tags : little angst, fluff at the end<3

note : HWUEAUAUSSHSSHSH FINISHED THIS IN ONE SITTING, NOT PROOFREADED, TELL ME IF THERE R ERRORS, AND BAEEEEE @weronikasstuff ILY ILY/p also fem reader !!

“ w-wait what? ” kuina said, processing what the nonchalant guy said recently.

“ YOU'RE FINALLY CONFESSING?? ” she exclaimed.

“ lower your voice, she might hear you. ” he stated.

“ wow, just you confessing is... something else. that's totally not so chishiya. i still can't believe you'll confess. ” she says, mouth slightly open, while looking at chishiya.

chishiya smirked, “ me neither. i thought it was because she caught my attention, i mean, she did, but...it was more than that. ”

kuina smiled, “ wish you the best of luck, loverboy. ”

chishiya was searching for you, everywhere, he went to your room, the places you often, but he couldn't find you anywhere.

the games were already starting, he didn't knew if you have any visas left, so he was very worried. but he didn't show it, though.

kuina didn't joined the games, since she still got visas with her. while chishiya was searching for you, he found kuina, leaning on a wall, raising a brow.

“ chishiya? wandering around? very out of character. you usually stay in your room, or in a game, in times like this. ” she stated. chishiya looked at her coldly, his hands remained in his pocket of his jacket,

“ i'm actually searching for [name], have you seen her around? ” he asked, kuina shrugged her shoulder in response,

“ oh i forgot, you were gonna confess, right? she probably participated in a game. ” she stated.

“ probably, ” he answered.

you participated in a game, coming back with bruises all over your arm, hoping you could hide it so the others wouldn't mind.

you entered your room, as you opened the door, you saw a chishiya sitting in your bed, waiting for you, perhaps.

“ what are you doing here? ” you asked,

he stood up, and went to you, his hands still in his pockets, looking at you nonchalantly.

“ you participated in a game, ” he says, you furrowed, of course you did, your visa was gonna end.

“ yeah? my visa was supposed to end tonight, so i...joined the game. ” you explained.

“ atleast you could've brought me with you. ” he says. you noticed, he's very weird today. chishiya's usually not like this.

you raised a brow, “ you're weird, what do you mean? ”

“ i said, you could've brought me with you, what if you got killed there? it's very dangerous joining a game all alone by yourself. ” his voice was stern, oh boy, he was mad. but why?

you let out a breathy chuckle, “ chishiya, i'm a grown up, i don't need others just to make sure i'll be safe whenever i wander around. i can take care of myself. i don't need other people's help, and i made it out alive- ”

he cuts you off, “ what if you didn't? what if you made the simpliest mistake? i know you know that making even a little mistake can put your life into danger. we're in the bordelands, [name]. not in the real world. ”

“ i know. i'm aware that we're in the borderlands. i get that making one simple mistake can put my life into danger, ” you paused.

“ but i'm very careful about my actions! i was always very careful about my actions. so you don't have to worry. ” you added.

“ careful with your actions? explain your bruises all over your arms, then. ” he stated.

you stayed silent for a minute, he was really getting in your nerves,

you sighed frustratedly, “ why do you want to know about me desperately? why are you acting so weird this days, chishiya? would you care to explain that? ”

“ answer my question. ” he said, while looking directly at your eye.

“ no. just, WHY ARE YOU ACTING SO WEIRDLY THESE DAYS? AND WHAT ARE YOU SAYING THAT I SHOULD'VE BROUGHT YOU WITH ME? I CAN HANDLE MYSELF!- ”

“ i told you, explain that bruises in your arm- ”

“ WHY DO YOU ACT AS IF YOU'RE MY PARENT? YOU'RE JUST A FRIEND OF MINE ANYWAYS, WE'RE JUST FRIENDS, RIGHT? SO WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO BRING YOU IN EVERY GAME I PLAY? CHISHIYA? ”

“ BECAUSE I LIKE YOU, OKAY? ”

he what...?

“ you what? chishiya? ” you asked, chishiya looked at you, coldly.

“ i said i like you. ” he answered bravely. you blinked a few times, hell you were even touching your bruises in your arm to confirm if this is some sort of dream.

“ stop touching your bruises, it's not a dream. ” says chishiya.

“ it's okay if you dont reciprocate- ” he was cutted off when you began to speak,

“ actually, i like you too, chishiya. ”

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brokenloverr24 · 7 months

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Wake up sweetie Alice In Borderland season 3 is official <33

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choupiee · 1 year

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Kuina and Chishiya (platonic, no borderlands and possibly inaccurate) headcanons.

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- Kuina misspells Chishiya’s name a lot when texting. Chishiya would look at his phone and see ‘XHISUAYSH’ and he’d already know that Kuina needs him.

- Chishiya has accounts on every single social media app and he barely uses it. Kuina made it for him so he can have access to all the apps. Though sometimes he ends up liking posts from Kuina.

- Chishiya declines calls, so it’s up to Kuina to voice message instead.

- Both of them are apartment neighbours. Kuina’s room is more lively and has pictures of her friends and family, it also has those LED lights that she displays on the walls. Chishiya barely has anything in his room except a desk with a laptop and printer and a bed in the corner.

- They both met in the hospital. Chishiya was her substitute doctor for a week. Kuina claims that he’s the only one that treats her normally and doesn’t make a huge fuss about her being trans.

- They reunited once again in a coffee shop. Now they hang out every once in awhile.

- Kuina drags him to places, Chishiya actually ends up being dragged.

- They go to different colleges that are somewhat near each other. When Chishiya passes Kuina’s class window, they end up waving to each other. Kuina’s day ends up getting better seeing Chishiya.

- Got matching hoodies once. Everywhere they passed, the people all thought they were a couple.

- Kuina managed to be friends with Usagi, who is friends with Arisu, which Arisu is friends with Chota, Karube and Tatta, who is well-known friends with Ann. And guess what? Chishiya got dragged in the friendgroup.

- Kuina’s the singer, Chishiya plays an instrument for her.

- The group chat they’re in consists of the whole group. Kuina and Chishiya end up making conversations about gossips late at night.

- Kuina would probably fake being serious, then when Chishiya catches her attention, she’d laugh so hard and shove him harshly saying ‘I’M JOKING HAHAHAH-’ and Chishiya stumbles back and ends up falling over.

- Kuina would know all about his inventions. She got a bit surprised when she found out Chishiya knows how to make bombs.

- Chishiya is the one that’ll sort of hide behind Kuina when he’s being introduced to new people.

- Chishiya: Yo can I have some water?-

Kuina: (kicks a waterbottle at him)

Chishiya:

- Chishiya’s the night owl. Kuina’s the early bird.

- Chishiya sucks at games and struggles. Kuina tries her best to teach him. He’d be like ‘Kuin’ I can’t properly see the clues-’ and Kuina’s like ‘THERE’S NO CLUES THIS IS MARIO KART’

- Chishiya barely has his down moments. But Kuina does. And when she does, Chishiya just holds her hand and lets her have her moment whilst she cries her eyes out.

- They would 100% judge other people together. Chishiya would have a sharp-tongue and make Kuina always laugh at his smartass commentary.

- Dogs like Kuina but hate Chishiya. He got bitten more than twice from a dog.

- Kuina: (terribly sings her heart out on purpose in voice calls)

Chishiya: (suffers in silence)

#chishiya shuntaro #kuina hikari #kuina aib #chishiya aib #Chishiya and Kuina are besties #aib headcanons #alice in borderlands

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bts-story · 1 year

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LOVE IS CHAOS

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Chapter 9: Memories from above - Part. 2

It was him, you were sure.

There was no doubt. The raven-black hair that fell over his face, those broken glasses that magnified his small eyes, his shy and unsure walk.

He had his head down, afraid to meet anyone's eyes in this crowd. But no one was paying attention to him, no one could notice the panicked look on his face. But through the subway train, through the seats and the people, you had noticed that figure.

Niragi had come out at the Shinjuku subway station. He had walked exactly fifteen minutes from there, without taking a train. He had spotted a shack of abandoned materials that ran along the tracks. He had climbed the stairs, put his school bags on the ground, and watched from a distance to see if a train was coming towards him.

You didn't know what made you follow him here. For all you knew, this man ahead of you could be a lunatic, a dangerous man who could hurt you. It was so stupid and irresponsible to follow him here, in a place as deserted as the Sahara. Besides, it was far from your initial destination, except that after having laid eyes on him in the subway, it was impossible for you to let him go like that.

So discreetly, you went after him, hiding behind cars and other street corners every time he turned his head towards you. It wasn't as hard as you thought, because he seemed to have so many things on his mind, that it was impossible for him to pay attention to what was going on around him.

"Hi," you had hopped in front of him, once you had climbed the stairs to the same abandoned cabin. He gasped, a stunned look on his face as he discovered who had surprised him here. You sat on the edge of the roof, your legs dangling.

"I- uh, what- I'm," he stammered with difficulty and the look of incomprehension on his face had you giggling softly.

"Niragi, right?" You had asked even though you had remembered his first name very well. It had been exactly three weeks and two days since that night when he had assaulted that man outside the bar. And since then, not a single day had passed without you thinking about it. The mystery of that act still unsolved. "I passed by you in the subway, towards Shinanomachi. I couldn't let you get away like that."

Despite your explanation, Niragi still had a gaping mouth and wide eyes, as if he couldn't believe his luck. He was torn between running away without looking back, or confronting you if he could only have the honor of hearing the sound of your voice one more time.

"I'm not going to eat you, relax," you had joked to lighten the mood, but strangely enough, it seemed to worry him even more.

Niragi stood straight as a post, thumbs clenched into fists, and he avoided your gaze at all costs, as if the weight of your irises on him could reduce him to dust.

Still, he said nothing, did nothing. He just stood there, not knowing where to put himself. "I... I'm sorry but... what are you doing here?"

"Oh, your tongue seems to be getting better," you commented, deliberately ignoring his question. You were satisfied to know that despite being discharged from the hospital by your supervisor (still such an asshole to this day), Niragi had managed to take care of himself and heal his wound. "Well, I'm glad. It's not easy to heal a tongue, you know. When I was little, I missed a step on the stairs at my grandmother's house and split the whole side of my tongue. It took a good three weeks to heal, just that!"

Niragi didn't know what to say, he remained silent as he listened to your little story. He had so many things going through his head at that moment that it was impossible for you to even know what he was thinking.

There was no noise around you, except for the screech of car horns that could be heard far, far away. There weren't really any birds here, or even any workers. Only the sound of your voices broke the silence. It was a cloudy day too, the sun hidden high, very high, but no rain was forecast. Only the greyness of the nice month that was April.

"Do you live around here?" You had asked after a few seconds, once you had noticed that he didn't really know how to react to your story. In fact, he didn't even know how to act towards you anymore, as if he had suddenly forgotten what it was like to act normally. "This is a pretty bleak place..."

"No, I... I live in Shibuya, near the park. But I often come here to go to college." Niragi had looked down at his hands as he said the words, then looked away to see if the train he was waiting for was finally coming.

"Keio University? That school sucks..." It was true that this university was much more known for its dilapidated walls and endless construction sites than for its success and prestige.

"It's not as bad as it looks..."

"Really? It looks like a school for delinquents and bullies over there." You mused quietly without really seeing that last-word had made every bone in Niragi's body freeze like a child caught in the act. He didn't move a muscle and that was starting to annoy you a lot. You were far, far from being a mean person and seeing him scared every time he met your eyes was annoying.

"Really, I don't mean to sound so rude, but... why did you follow me?"

You swung your feet into the void, taking a long breath of fresh air as if to keep the suspense going. It wasn't to amuse you, but Niragi deserved that little bit of anxiety time before you finally confronted him. "I wanted to know why you assaulted that poor man outside the bar last time?"

A wave of panic swept across Niragi's irises, and despite all the stammering that came out of his mouth, not a single clean word could be heard. It was almost comical. You could have laughed a little bit, but you had to have an answer, and to know once and for all what was the reason of this misunderstanding. Because it was surely a misunderstanding, it couldn't be anything else.

"Huh? I mean... I mean, what? Sorry, I... I don't know what you're talking about." A response like this was to be expected.

"Mmh, I think you know what I'm talking about, on the contrary." You stared at him, squinting your eyes, as if that was enough to make him confess everything.

"No, really, you must have me confused with someone else." Niragi was a very bad liar. He avoided your gaze at all costs (even though he had been doing that since you arrived), he played nervously with his fingers (but that hadn't stopped since you first spoke to him), and above all, he had that tremor in his voice that couldn't deceive you (and that seemed to be his natural voice, after all).

"Ah," you nodded slowly, pretending to agree with him. As if you had to inevitably take his word for it. "Weren't you the one who tased a tall, rather good-looking man outside the Koko Bop three weeks ago? For no apparent reason?"

Niragi shook his head from right to left firmly, "Affirmative, it wasn't me."

"Anyway, you know what? If I ever find this person, I'll tell them it's okay. I guess there's a good explanation for that." Maybe it was a strategy of preaching the false to find out the true, but from what you could see, either way, Niragi didn't seem to want to admit anything.

"Maybe it's... Maybe this person wanted to help you?"

You understood what was going on, now. He would talk about himself in the third person, assuring tooth and nail that he wasn't the attacker, but he would still seek to justify his actions. It was very clever, or completely stupid, you didn't know yet. "Why would anyone help me? Everything was fine."

Niragi thought for a second, sticking the tip of his tongue between his teeth before resuming, "Maybe that person thought that man meant you harm and that person wanted to protect you?"

"You think so?" You took in this new information, trying to figure out if this could explain it. But above all, to determine if this was justifiable or if on the contrary, it was unforgivable.

Niragi nodded his head up and down, this time, still firmly.

"And how would you explain that this person was there, at that time?"

"Uh... that, I don't know." He admitted in a slightly more uncertain voice, "Tokyo is very large, after all. I imagine there are plenty of people who would come to the help of someone in distress. If it wasn't him, it could have been anyone."

"You may be right, but I know for a fact that this person lives in Shibuya. And this bar is located in Kōtō. That's quite a distance from there, don't you think?"

"Then, if you find that person, you'll have to ask him." He stated proudly, as if he had managed to trick you at your own game. He was smart, you could admit.

"Mmh, I hope one day I get my hands on him then." You stated as you looked him straight in the eye, just to let him know that you weren't done with him and that you could see through his little game.

A small silence fell between the two of you, and Niragi was still standing, only a meter or two away from you while your legs were swaying from the ledge. There was still no train on the horizon, and not a cat around. Birds flew overhead, and finally, Niragi decided to relax and took a seat at the edge of the cabin, just like you. He sat down at a reasonable distance from you, with his legs crossed and his hands on his knees.

You wondered how he was able to see clearly through his broken glasses, and despite the fact that he told you he didn't have any spare money to spend, you wished he could fix his glasses. He had a beautiful face, through all that shyness. He had pronounced but delicate features, small almond-shaped eyes and well-defined lips. He still had that piercing on his eyebrow that seemed to have healed better, too.

You were well aware that you were staring at him, but without embarrassment, you noticed those purple marks that were on his neck that he was vainly trying to hide with the collar of his jacket. Niragi did not move, even if he felt like a statue frozen under the glance of Medusa who would have changed him suddenly into stone.

He seemed to have the weight of the world on his shoulders. As if his life was only about surviving under the threat that the depths of the earth would swallow him whole. He was unhappy, it was written on his face. It was so easy to read, his aches and worries were crystal clear.

"I think I've been here before," you admitted after a moment, looking away to look into the distance. "It was raining like crazy, it wouldn't stop. I've been here, on the roof of one of these shacks, like this one. I was standing at the edge, waiting for a train to come. I told myself that I would throw myself under the first one that came by." He would listen intently, and you would tell your little story as if no one could hear you. As if no onlooker could judge you. "I waited, and waited, and waited. I waited so long that after a while it stopped raining. And no train ever came. With the storm, a power pole fell on the tracks and froze all traffic."

If he was surprised by your sudden confession, he said nothing except, "So, what did you do?"

"I went down, got on the subway and went home. I took a shower, heated up some ramen and went to bed. The next day, I went back to work, as if nothing had happened." It wasn't as hard to admit all this as you thought it would be. In fact, it made it much more trivial than you were making it out to be up to now.

Niragi was looking at you carefully now. Perhaps he had forgotten why he felt so intimidated until now, as if your story had made him realize that you were not so different from each other after all. "Why didn't you try to do it again?"

A smile played on your lips as you finally met his eyes. He looked intrigued, really, as if the reason you were about to give him would help him understand why you were here. "Don't you understand?" He frowned. "I was looking for a sign from the universe, at the time. And the universe gave me one. There were no trains that day." He didn't seem to understand any more despite your explanation. "And today the universe is sending you a sign, too."

"Really?" He looked around suddenly, as if the sign was written somewhere in big letters with arrows and neon lights that would tell him what it was.

A real chuckle came out of your mouth this time, which called Niragi to order and his disbelieving eyes landed on you again. "What do you think I'm doing here?" It was a bit pretentious to consider yourself a sign of the universe, true, but if it would make Niragi understand that he wasn't alone, then why not.

You didn't understand this sudden urge to want to help him. Maybe his frightened look reminded you too much of your own, or the way he was so insecure made you want to protect him from all the thugs in the world. He didn't seem to be able to defend himself, or even brave enough to save his own life in case of a violent altercation.

Perhaps he had felt like he had grown wings that evening when you left the bar. Anyway, he was intriguing and mysterious, and that made him attractive, somehow. It was nothing sexual, far from it, it was just an undeniable attraction that would be only justified by the way he acted and the way he was. "Tell me a little bit about yourself. What do you do for a living, Niragi?"

"I... I don't have a job yet. Truth be told, I graduate tomorrow. And... I have a job interview, first thing Monday."

"That's great, congratulations!" You were suddenly getting enthusiastic, but Niragi didn't seem any more excited than that at the thought. On the contrary, he seemed rather dreadful about both events. "Why would you want to throw yourself under a train the day before graduation?"

His attention turned back to you, as if you had just said the forbidden words. Okay, there had been this sort of silent agreement that had determined Niragi's presence here, but saying it out loud made it sound much duller and dreary than he found it to be. "I don't know, why wait?"

"Mmh, fair enough." you contemplated the answer as you began to play with the hem of your sweater. It was true that if he wanted to do the unthinkable, the events to come were no longer important in the cycle of life. Nothing mattered anymore, nothing was expected or hoped for. "What's that degree about, anyway?"

"Video game engineering," he then explained, glad to see you weren't arguing the point further. "I promise you, it's not as nerdy as it sounds. It's mostly coding and math, really."

"Sounds pretty nerdy to me," you joked and for the first time, Niragi smiled. It was a nice smile, reserved and blushing on his cheekbones, but it was cute and it made you smile too. It was nice to know that you had the ability to provoke that in him, it was a kind of proof that finally the joy had not totally disappeared in him.

A dog barked in the distance, a car honked, still no train.

"Do you have a family?" you asked after a few seconds of silence, once your little laughter had died down.

"It's just me and my sister. She keeps asking me for money that I don't have..."

Niragi didn't give any more information and you felt it would almost be inappropriate to ask him more, like where his parents were and how he ended up alone with his sister. Maybe that was a story for another time. "What's her name?"

"Sarika. She's seventeen, and she's a spoiled brat."

Once again, you let out a small laugh, "Ha, I remember when I was seventeen, I was a spoiled brat, too."

Niragi laughed a little bit. He seemed to finally, finally relax a bit and feel comfortable with you. He probably felt that finally you were not a malicious soul and that you were not there to hurt him. That was rare for him, and somewhere along the line, he feared it would only be a short-lived pleasure. "I don't picture you like that at all, though."

"Oh believe me, I gave my grandmother a run for her money," you explained with a shorter breath, recalling the few memories of your teenage years. "The cops brought me home more than once, it was a real mess..."

There was that intriguing little look that gilded in Niragi's eyes that betrayed his desire to know more, and unless he was mistaken, he would never dare ask you anything about your personal life. Even though you had made a lot of effort to be interested in his own life, he was afraid to ask you about your own, fearing to break through the boundaries. What boundaries, he didn't know. But it felt like there were, and he would be extremely angry at himself for inadvertently crossing them.

"My grandmother raised me," you would finally explain, and Niragi was relieved to hear you say it, and that he didn't need to ask you. "Turns out my mom was a spoiled brat, too. Except she never grew up and fled her responsibilities. I think she's somewhere on a boat in Indonesia, last I heard."

"What about your dad?" he finally asked, swearing to himself that he was an absolute dick for letting his mouth speak before his brain could stop him.

"No idea, I never met him. I don't think my mom even knows who he is..." To Niragi's eyes, you didn't seem angry about the question, on the contrary, it seemed to make you happy that he was interested in you too. And it was true, he had finally let go, or at least forgotten why he came here. As if finally, all he needed was for someone to talk to him and be interested in who he was.

For the first time in his life, Niragi felt seen. Many people looked at him, saw him walking down the street with his head down, his teachers watched him attend their classes, and his attackers watched him being abused and tortured by their own hands - but here, and now, Niragi was seen. And God, did it feel good.

"Fuck, that sucks..." He let out and instantly led his hands over his mouth, as if that would wipe away what he had just said. You laughed broadly at his wide eyes, fear and dread taking a new place in the middle of his irises. "I... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that..."

"Don't worry about it. You're right, it does suck..." You laughed so hard at the tips of his ears turning a shameful red that it caused a bar in your stomach that made it hard to breathe.

Niragi avoided your gaze again, his lips closed to keep himself from saying something stupid again. There was still no train approaching and for a moment Niragi wondered if another electric pole had collapsed on the tracks, which would have caused a total stop of traffic, at least for the day. However, or as if to prove him wrong, the silhouette of a train appeared on the horizon, at last. It was coming at full speed, the perspective getting bigger and bigger as it got closer. The horn sounded loudly, and Niragi stared at it.

He stared at the way the wheels squeaked against the rails and the way the cars moved in a turbulent way due to the speed of the machine. He had been waiting for this moment all day. As soon as he woke up this morning and made his decision. He had thought about it during his computer class, during lunch and all the way here. He had made his decision, it was today.

But as the train headed towards you, the urge to jump seemed to get further and further away. It all seemed insignificant now. And your eyes sticking to his skin burned him harder than the sun in summer. He couldn't describe how he felt, except lost.

The train passed by, and threw a huge warm wind between you two. His hair ruffled and the bottom of your skirt flew up so hard that you had to hold the fabric back before it exposed your thighs. Then the train drove away, leaving a new space for emptiness and silence as it moved further to the other direction.

You didn't need to point out the fact that he hadn't jumped. There was no reason to ask why or how that was. That wasn't important, far from it. What was important was that Niragi was still sitting beside you. He was there. He was definitely there.

"There are five guys from my school waiting for me every week when I get out of class." He would open his mouth after a moment and the next words he would say sounded not like a confession, but like an explanation. "They're waiting for me and they're harassing me. They're making a meeting with me under the bridge, near the river. If I don't come, then the next time will be much worse."

You listened attentively, your gaze on his fragile figure. He looked like a little boy, frightened by the grip of a strict parent.

"I tried to stand up to them, but there are too many of them. I'm no match for those... those... assholes." Niragi's eyes were glued to his hands, and his voice was starting to shake again. His face was hidden by his hair that fell over his cheeks, preventing you from seeing that tears were beginning to bead at the corners of his eyes. "They... they torture me and beat me. I... I don't know what to do anymore to stop this madness."

He wasn't waiting for an answer, you knew that. He sniffed. A pause. Then he continued.

"They make me a target out of me and have fun throwing baseballs at me. Fifty points in the intimate parts, a hundred points in the face. They... they're the ones who pierced my eyebrow, I was never on that fucking train that derailed last month," he was crying his eyes out now, you could hear it in the sound of his voice. Even though he still refused to look at you, you didn't even dare move, afraid that it would scare him into saying anything more. "I... made it all up because I was too ashamed!"

You didn't know why he suddenly felt the need to speak out about it all either, but if it helped take any weight off his shoulders, then you were willing to accept offering a listening ear willingly.

"They wanted to make me eat rice that they had peed on before, and...and when I refused, they pierced my tongue with a syringe they found in the garbage." It was absolutely horrifying. So much so that it sent shivers down your spine. Who could be cruel enough to inflict that on another human being.

Niragi wasn't the bravest or the strongest, but to take advantage of a man's distress to inflict his most outlandish ideas on him was something you couldn't describe as anything but inhumane. It was simply shameful to be like that. Your hands became sweaty, your breath short as you hung on every word Niragi said.

"I don't know what to do anymore... I wanted it to stop... I wanted this nightmare to stop," Nigari took his head in his hands, sobbing his heart out. He didn't care if you judged him or laughed at him for crying like that (he'd heard he cried like a little girl too many times before), and now nothing mattered but the weight of a bowling ball that seemed to flatten his heart and lungs.

You didn't know what to do either. What to do against such a confession? The sound of your heart breaking into a thousand pieces could be heard over Niragi's sobs that caused his body to shake frantically. So that was the reason for his unhappiness and uneasiness, the reason why he had come here today.

That was the reason you had met him on the subway and followed him. Today was the day it was all supposed to start. It wasn't the end, after all - it wasn't the day Niragi would throw himself under the train tracks. No, it would be the first day of the rest of his life, the day you would help him defend himself, and face those bullies. It was a day of beginning, and a day of change.

Yes, it was decided. It was today.

So you got up from your spot to walk the few dozen centimeters that separated you, and Niragi was startled by your touch, the one that encircled his face and pressed him against your chest. At first he tried to struggle, but with a word of encouragement on the tip of your lips and a gentle voice, he finally rested against you. You could feel the tears running down his cheeks into your neck, and the embrace you were offering him caused him to sob a little harder. He was clutching your sweater so tightly, as if he was afraid you would suddenly go away and leave him alone again.

But you wouldn't leave. Not now. That was out of the question.

He needed help, he was in distress. And you would never leave someone in distress to fend for themselves. It was too hard, much too hard. You knew that.

"I'm here, Niragi, I'm not leaving. Look, I'm staying with you." you held him close, "Shh, I'm here."

And he cried, and cried again, until there was not a single drop left to pour.

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Are you guys still there? It feels like the fandom is dying… Where are my Niragi stans at yo???

Okay okay; so I made this a part two of the previous' chapter, just cause it felt more like a follow up than a next chapter; and I didn't have the time to write it last time and update it so soon so that's why I made 2 parts

Anyways; next chapter, I promise we'll get back to the borderlands and light some shit up

Please don't hesitate to comment cause that's basically the only thing I live for and I really need that to keep me going from writing <3

Nageoire

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Your negative opinion of my baby boy means nothing to me :)

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dadyscumslutprincess20 · 1 year

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|Her Bad Boy | Niragi x Reader | Chapter 1|

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Reader Pov

Beep Beep Beep

Slam!!

After stopping the alarm, I got out of bed and headed towards the bathroom. Once I entered the bathroom I began to brush my teeth and proceeded to the shower after a hour in the shower I headed back to my room to get ready for school

After getting dressed I checked the time 7:00 am still got enough time I then started to do my make up

After I was finished I left my room closing the door behind me, I walked downstairs once, I then greeted my mom and sister grabbed a apple and some banana bread, then headed out the door as I finished my apple I threw it in a nearby trash can . After I threw away my trash I quickly ran to the bus stop ,I waited a good 15 minutes before the bus arrived , as I waited for the bus I plugged in my headphones and listened to music. After 3 minutes of looking in my phone for a song to play I noticed that some one was beside me, I turned to take a look at the person , only to see a boy about 4 inches taller then me , his uniform was almost the same as mine , his pants wear black and he wore a black jacket over his top , he had on glass and was extremely quiet and kept his head down.... Hmm kinda cute you thought as your thoughts were ended when you heard the bus pull up beside , as you turn your head toward the bus you proceed to get on the bus and payed your fare. When you were done paying you headed to one of the seats in the far back corner. When you were finally seated you checked the time again 7:24 am, I then checked all my social media as I went though my Facebook I see a notification pop up , signaling that I had a new message

~text mode~

1 new message

Emma: Hey I was checking if you made it to school yet..??!

Y/n: Not exactly ...I'm bout 15-20 minutes away, I just got on the bus

Emma: Oh ok same lol.. meet in class?!

Y/n: okay

~text mode over ~

After texting Emma I noticed that I had about 15 more minutes before making it to school, I suddenly felt some ones presence next to me so I turned to see the same boy from earlier he was still looking down fidgeting with his fingers, for some reason I was curious about him but I don't know why exactly... so I decided to tap him on the shoulder

Y/n: hi I'm y/n, I noticed you we are wearing the same uniform do you also attend (your school name)

Boy: .....yeah (still looking down)

Y/n: cool ...so what grade are you

Boy: ....senior year (continues the look down)

Y/n: cool ..nice meet you.....(takes his hand and shakes it)

Boy: ...niragi (looks at your hand)

As I continued to hold my hand out I noticed that he wasn't going the shake it so I grabbed his hand and shook it myself

Y/n: Well niragi nice to me you

For the rest of the ride we continued to talk as we got colder to the school

~15 minutes later ~

After getting off the bus I asked niragi if he wanted to walk the rest of the way together which he just shook his head and we continued our walk to school together. When we finally arrived I asked niragi which class he had which was the same class as mine so we walked in class together as we entered the classroom everyone looked at us which caused niagri to look down and fidget with his fingers some started to whisper while others continued to stare but who cares...right?!! Walking into the class more I began to scan the room for my two best friends after scanned the room for a few minutes I noticed them sitting in the far back so I grabbed Niragi's arm and dragged him behind me when we were finally in front of my friends I let his arm go to introduce him to my friends

Y/n: hey Emma , hey Ana (hugs them both then take a seat next to them )

Emma : hey y/n

Ana: hey so who's your friend (looking a niragi)

Y/n: oh this is niragi I met him today on the bus he's really nice so BE NICE ( stares at Ana )

Ana: alright alright.. (holds hands up in surrender)

Emma : well hi niragi I'm Emma and this (points to Ana) this is Ana

Niragi: ....hi (still looking down)

Y/n: oh come on seat next to me it's ok ( pats the seat beside you )

Niragi : (hesitantly seats down)

After niragi sat down the teacher walked in and told us the assignment

Teacher : ok guys today your going to work in groups of 4 your choice, I want you all to create a slide show of three countries of your choice , here should be 3-4 slide for each country, lastly at the end of the slide show I would need a compare and contrast of the three countries of your choice, please make sure to add your first and last names on the slide show and that would be all for today please find your groups

When the teacher was done explaining the project, Me, Emma and Ana began discussing the project I then turned to niragi

Y/n : hey niragi your going the work with us ok (smiles)

Niragi: ok (smiles back)

~time skip~

It was now lunch time so we decided to head to the lunch place room after grabbing our lunch we Brahma to head to the table but I stopped remembering something

Y/n: hey guys maybe we should eat with niragi ( looks between Emma and Ana)

Emma: I mean I guess we can

Ana : where is he anyways ( looks around the lunch room)

Y/n: I don't know...where would he be ...(thinks for a minute)

Y/n : the rooftop

We then left the lunch room and headed towards the rooftop. After 5 minutes we finally made it to the rooftop and there on the bench sat niragi, we proceeded to walk towards him and I sat next to him while Emma and Ana sat on the next bench

Y/n: hey I thought u might be here (sits down)

Niragi: yeah ( continues to look at food)

Y/n: what's wrong your not hungry (began eating)

Niragi: not really

Y/n: so...do you always eat up here alone ( looks at niragi )

Niragi: ...yeah (continues to look at food)

Y/n: would you like me the eat with you from now on ( still looking at niragi)

Niragi: ....sure ( looks up at you)

Y/n : great (smiles)

Niragi:( smiles back)

Y/n: so..do you have any friends

Niragi : ....no (looks back down)

Y/n: we'll now you do (smiles again)

Niragi: yea (looks at you again and smiles)

Y/n:... But I must ask.. why don't you have any friends .. I mean your really handsome ( smiles and continues to look at niragi)

Niragi: ..I..(shocked) I ...don't know

Niragi pov

After hearing her call me handsome I didn't know what to say hell I didn't know what to say when she offered to be my friend I mean it's y/n lee one of the most prettiest girls in school I had a crush on her every since freshman year and she's finally talking to me.... could this be a set up from my bullies? Does she know my bullies? Or is she really being nice to me ? I was cut from my thought when I heard some one calling my name

Y/n: niragi...niragi...NIRAGI

Me: oh sorry I was thinking about something ( shakes head)

Y/n: oh like what ( staring at me)

Me:..nothing ( looks back down)

Y/n: we'll I was asking if you had a phone so we could exchange numbers for the project ( still staring at me )

Me: oh...ugh.. yea (takes out phone and hands it to her)

Y/n: great (she smiles and take my phone handing me hers)

I then added my contact in her phone.

After a while she gave me my phone back and I saw she added her contact

~y/n🥰🍁~

I smiled seeing the emoji's she chose , as I was looking at the contact I heard the bell ring signaling that lunch was over and the last class of the day was now starting y/n then gave me a hug and said goodbye and that she would text me later I told her ok and watched her leave the rooftop, after she left I grabbed my things and headed to class myself. A few minutes later, I felt my body begging banged against the lockers I look up to see my bully Lee Chang and his three minions beside him

Lee Chang: hey douchebag , who your think you are the talk to my girl huh ( death staring me)

Me: ..who..who's your girlfriend (continue to look up at Chang)

Lee Chang: (laughs) I..you..Y/N HUH ( kicks me in the side)

Me: ( groans in pain holding side)

Lee Chang : listen to me and listen to me good ok ( grabs my hair and makes me look at him)

Lee Chang: If I EVER see you near her again and it won't be pretty do I make myself clear douchebag

Me: ....yea(whines in pain)

Lee Chang: good ( pushes head and kicks me again)

After Lee Chang and his minions left I grabbed all my courage to stand back up and head to class. As I went weed the class the teacher scolded me for being 3 minutes late, I just held my head down and continued towards my desk once I made it to my desk I put my head down and drifted off the sleep. A few minutes went by and I felt I tap on my desk I immediately raise my head to be met with the teacher asking if I was feeling ok to which I replied yes now you my be wondering why not tell or ask for help... even if I did it wouldn't be a big of a difference...giving the fact the principle is Lee Chang's father and if I were to go to him I wouldn't be able to make it out alive so instead I keep quiet and try to stay to myself. As class continued to go on, I started to look out the window that was right beside my desk. As I looked out the window I couldn't help but think when exactly did Lee Chang start the like y/n for as long as I came remember he was head over heels for a girl name Kim Seo~young who is well know around the school and from what I over hear not in a good way...so when and why y/n....do he know about my crush on her...no way I haven't told anyone...but a guy I thought was my friend a about two years ago.

After a while , I heated the bell ring and began to gather all my belongs and headed out the class room on my way out the school I headed a familiar voice call out my name .....y/n

Y/n : NIRAGI ( runs beside him)

Niragi: Hm ( looking straight ahead)

Y/n: wanna walk to the bus together (looks at niragi)

Niragi: ..um..(stops walking and looks at y/n)

Y/n : hm ( stops and looks at him also)

Niragi:(thinks for a minute) ...sure...(turns and continues to walk again)

Y/n: yay ( claps, smiles and continue the walk also)

After walking for a few minutes I felt as if some one was watching us so I turned around the check but there was no one there

Y/n: you ok? (Looks the direction niragi looking)

Niragi:... yeah...yeah come on ( turns and continue the walk)

After a few more minutes of walking and we finally made it to the bus stop, we then took a sit and started to chat again or she would question me like "where you like this all high school year", " why don't you have friends again", or "your so handsome do u have a girlfriend" to which I replied no and she simply ask "why" honestly I didn't know how to answer... because I never had a girlfriend...I was always bullied through school kindergarten, pre-school, middle school and sadly throughout my whole high school year nothing every changed and I never expected it to honestly. After a while ,the bus had arrived , as we entered the bus, payed then headed to our usual seat in the back of the bus.

~20 minutes later~

After getting off the bus we said goodbye and parted our ways. When I finally made it home , the smell of alcohol hits my nose immediately meaning one thing... my dad's back home and as usual drunk leaving the house a mess for me or my stepmother to clean up after. After removing my shoes , I headed straight towards my bedroom changing into sleeping clothes after changing I took off my glasses and put in my brown contacts. When I was done I decided to go straight the bed since it was already 10 pm.

As I lay in bed my mind began to wonder to y/n the way she smile, the way she could be around me without caring what others think. Slowly my eyes began to close and I drifted off into a deep sleep.

What would happen in the next chapter ....??!!

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