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anyhow-everything · 4 months

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bestie .... im having ..... binchan thoughts

https://twitter.com/jislvtt/status/1750676034096111646 https://twitter.com/minomoroll/status/1749652343803777527

-may, @skzms

Oh my god, I'm so sorry for letting this just rot in my inbox! I saw it, wanted to respond later, and then apparently forgot :D But guess what guess what guess what!!!! This ask now has the honour of being the first piece written on my newly fixed laptop. (This is pre-skz binchan)

Binchan both are more of a night owl, they often spend hours upon hours in the studio obsessing over that one detail to get the song just right. Take after take just doesn't seem to fit, and after years of working together, they know each other very intimately and often can tell just by the slightest detail about the other that something is off. This is how they find themselves in a rather unique position some day: after a rough morning with early and hectic schedules, during which both had to pretend that they're fine and not desperately want to go back to bed, they finally get to lock themselves in the studio and do what they truly love; create music.

Chan already visibly relaxes the moment the first notes hit his ear drums, and Changbin follows soon after, closing his eyes and just letting himself get carried away by the beat for a bit. "So, we left off yesterday with the transition to the pre-hook, right? I kinda want something there, something unique, something that shows our own flavour, just to set the mood for the powerful hook that's to come. I just don't know what I want exactly? Let's work on that for tonight, just play around a bit, experiment, we still have time for this" he sets out the agenda for the night. And since the leader has spoken, this is exactly what they do. They goof around, trying out different sounds melodies and rhythms, just to see what feels right. But alas, nothing seems to work. It's fun at first, like little children who found out that hitting something makes noise, so they do it over and over again. And they fail. Each time. Over and over again. The sun is long gone by now, everything's dark outside and the building is mostly empty when Chan finally lets out a defeated sigh. "I swear this song is going to kill me at some point. Nothing works! Why does nothing work? What am I doing wrong?"

It's now that Changbin takes a first real look at his leader after quite some time of being laserfocussed on work, and he sees it immediately. The little frown. The slumped shoulders. The way his hands fidget. He's agitated, and it makes him loose control over his racing (and most likely self-deprecating) thoughts. He needs a distraction, something to set his mind right again, and he needs it now. And Changbin has just the idea. "Hyung, do you trust me?" "Of course I trust you, Changbinnie. Why?" "Here, let me try something. Close your eyes. Don't look, just feel what's going on around you"

Chan looks skeptical, but closes his eyes nonetheless. Takes a deep breath. Listens to his quickened heartbeat. And feels.

The first thing he feels is the cold breeze of the air conditioning hitting his right shoulder. The second thing he feels is the seam of his cropped shirt brushing against his rips, trapped between chest and arm. The third thing he feels is a hand gliding over his cheekbone. The fourth thing he feels is hot breath tickling against his neck. The sixth thing he feels are plush lips against his own. Slow. Relaxed. Soft. Not like the rushed and stressed day he had, but like a summer breeze kissing him, reminding him that it's there, but not actually interrupting. He kisses back.

They've kissed before, plenty of times, both sexually and platonically, but not like this. Never like this. Never like they have all the time in the universe, never like a hurried second is a wasted one, and never like nothing else in this world could burst their little bubble right now. Before it always felt like they needed to hide, like they needed to quickly get this over with, like they had to be aggressive to keep intruders out. This is new. This is nice. This is comfort. He never wants this to stop.

And so he doesn't. He kisses back, he leans into his friend, he slowly lets his hands explore his body, and in what simultaneously feels like eternity and an blink of an eye they end up naked on the couch, bodies entangled, heated contact shared between just the two of them. It's everything and nothing at all, and Changbin does everything just right. He's sweet, he's careful, but he knows his leader by now, he knows what he likes, and - even more importantly - he knows what he needs. There is no screaming, or marking, or harsh words. Just sweet compliments, soft giggles and little sighs emitted by the two of them, until they collapse into each other's arms panting.

It takes a while for them to recuperate, but when they do, Chan is already overflowing with ideas. "So, I thought, we always wanted the hook to be impactful, right? And so we wanted the transition to also be impactful. But, what if - instead of monotony - we go for a contrast? Make the transition smooth, make it soft, just broaden the spectrum of this song, showcasing the bandwidth we truly have! What'd'ya think?" Changbin smiles and Chan's entire world lights up. Within then more minutes the song is finished. The boys go home satisfied and happy, and everything becomes even more colourful when they get home and immediately are attacked by their favourite quokka asking for cuddles.

That day Chan learned something important, and he made a promise to himself. Harmony is important in a group, yes. But harmony doesn't mean similarity, it means complementarity. It means knowing each other and knowing each other so well that you can be a support system without having to be asked first. If he wants to form a successful group, he needs to make sure of that first. And that is how the "testing" has started.

Where these the binchan thoughts you were having, lovely?

#answered #lovely may #binchan #changbin #chan #mxm #skz #i hope you like this little valentines surprise #again sorry for letting it rot #hope this little quick drabble makes up for it though :)

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fumifooms · 21 days

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Dad always said I was like him

Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui

^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, joan tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown

When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.

#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40 #Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again #Spoilers #I guess?#dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #meijack #chilchuck’s family #meijack chils #Web weaving #alcoholism #cw alcohol #webweave #A couple more i liked are a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from #Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me #And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up #And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book #I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here #posts for which i am the target audience #Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth #Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it………..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter #I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise

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frankiebirds · 25 days

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every day i think about elle and morgan going on vacation together and at least morgan wanting reid to come with. what were their intentions. were they bisexual in nature. also im also almost certain that this is the first time morgan calls reid "pretty boy" and it's while he's inviting him on vacation with him. it's 2005/2006 you cannot be this bisexual at your government job.

bonus:

yeah i think elle also wanted him to join them.

#im sorry theyre rotting my brain #if the most heterosexual interpretation of a scene is “hey pretty boy join me on vacation so i can get you laid”#i dont know what to tell you! thats gay!#spencer reid #derek morgan #elle greenaway #moreid #spencelle #elle/morgan #again do they even have a ship name?#also i know this is pretty moreid heavy so if i need to remove the other ships dont be afraid to let me know <3 #not fic #criminal minds #criminal minds rewatch #criminal minds s01e22 #the fisher king #favourites

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misspoetree · 4 months

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💕 Happy Valentine's Day 💕

(from the sappiest mf in the whole KP Universe)

[many more text post memes]

#I'm sorry but Valentine's Day just feels extremely Kinn-core to me so there you go 😂#and let me say it again:#I hope you're having a lovely day today however you choose to spend it <3 #valentine's day #kinnporsche the series #kpts #kinnporsche + text post #kinn theerapanyakul #kinn × porsche #text post meme #because the kinnporsche brain rot is still real #in the queue you go

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brainrot-stitch · 3 months

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Hey

Hot ss take

Rainbow steve absolutely has trauma and maybe even a scar/scars from early on when he and sabre were fighting. Sabre feels so so horrible about it, even tho rainbow steve has completely forgiven him and has told him a thousand times it was just a misunderstanding and that it's ok. But sabre still remembers it and tears himself up abt it inside.

Rainbow steve is just sad sabre keeps on getting upset about it when he's said so many times that it's okay. He still has nightmares sometimes, but both the dreams and the memories themselves are jumbled and fuzzy and full of static, so he should be fine right? Even tho sometimes, especially when weakened or around large amounts of lava he just feels

wrong.

But they'll survive. They'll get through it, together. Even when rainbow steve wakes from a particularly bad nightmare crying, and sees his best friend, not enemy, sabre there to comfort him. Even when rainbow sees sabre eerily still, staring off into nowhere while tense with puffed up feathers, and tackles him into a hug. They're safe, and they're together

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thehallstara · 2 years

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actually. actually. gonna get spicy for a hot sec but blaseball fans please learn antisemitic stereotypes so you stop playing into them and giving them to players you design to hate please for the love of g.d

#s.txt #the fact that this is referring to several players is. exhausting #do i believe that it's intentional? no #but the amount of 'hated' players that are frequently drawn with hooked noses? exhausting #not gonna maintag this bc i'm too tired for that sorry #have i gotten myself worked up about this again?? yes. yes i have #i was going to let this one rot in my drafts with the others but yk what #i'm making bad decisions tonight #if this is something anyone wants clarification on feel free to ask #as long as you're nice i probably will #but also just. man i'm so tired lmao #honestly this also goes for other fandoms too #but it's especially egregious when yall have free range on design ykwim #ETA: this is fine to rb i'm just gonna shut it down if people get weird o7

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mummer · 8 months

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"sara snow" as if that could have ever been a real name. get real. That is a drag name

#I'm kidding #if we're getting serious i think the reason Lol cregan is twinky is funny to me is mostly just because #in like. reddit threads and shit he's always fawned over as like this awesome gruff masculine man who Gets Shit Done and is Powerful and #Correct and Just and Fixes everything. Well what will reddit guys do when he is just a 21 year old bisexual beet counter Oh god we've just #done jon again sorry never mind #but yea lets subvert the masculine ideal ladiesssss ^_^#thats what im here for ^______^ i hope preston jacobs gets really mad about it *___*#cause like it's interesting that aegon and rhaenyra both fail their genders in certain ways #(failing your gender is good dont get me mixed up)#but aegon cant get it up and he's emasculated and disabled and Literally gets cucked ?#and we dont even have time to get into rhaenyra right now #so the idea of some kind of Northern Real Man TM storming in and being the 'corrective' to that is a bit weird #UNLESS he is gay and mean abotu it.#also not to imply that the realm is 'fixed' at the end of the dance systemic rot is systemic etc #^ idk what any of that meant it's late and if it doesnt make sense dont yell at me about it

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the-kipsabian · 4 months

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#today was such a long fucking day and i was made so fucking uncomfortable i literally threatened to walk out of a fucking funeral #i got told im dressed inappropriately just because im perceived as a girl and i was wearing pants #PANTS.#theres no such thing as a funeral dress code that prevents me from wearing pants. people just didnt like it #i got told by two extended family members that i was inappropriate. and later also by my mom #who didnt say anything when they picked me up. it was fine by her at that time but later when others said it wasnt fine? yeah #im so fucking tired man #i know the extended half family doesnt like me ive always been a black sheep but this just. yeah #at a funeral no less #i dont want to see these people ever again im so fucking tired. i dont want to see anyone ever again tbh #just let me sleep forever and rot away please im tired #sorry my headache makes me angry and upset just. its all just so much #im just glad this whole hassle is over and i dont have to think about this anymore. but between all the stress and anxiety and grief #and everything else? yeah this. this aint it fam #im so mentally fucking shot i just want to sleep but my body is still kinda in a fight or flight mode with this and the grief its so hard #and my head hurts. so yeah. i dont fucking know #i just need someone to hold me before i combust #again sorry #night is an absolute mess on main

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darrowsrising · 2 months

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Ajax 🤝 Alex

Deserved better. Just better. Much better.

#if these two got as much compassion as some other poor lil bitches in this series they wouldn't have been wasted for cheap😭#ajax deserved justice for himself instead of a life of survival and vengeance and self sacrifice for idiot's plot #alex deserved better than to be used for drama and then never mentioned again just abandoned to rot away without ant thought #light bringer spoilers #sorry but it was so half arsed i willnever let it go #if i knew lb was going to punish me for having great taste in episodic characters i would have prepared myself better

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raineyraven · 2 years

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c!eret. bestie. my good sir. you could totally take cdream in a fight i believe in you. body that motherfucker. you know you want to.

#sORRY i am thinking. about cdream ceret duo again they are rotting my brain from the core #let the cat kill please and thank you #c!dream #c!eret #the eret #eret #dsmp #dream smp

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gayspock · 11 months

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what if I wss emo instead 🤔

#Egg.txt #Sorry im going to my graduation bc they actually let me defer it #But I realise again why I felt like I shouldn't go man #It's always just so depressing going to ''leavers'' celebrations and everyone's crying and reminiscing on the good times with their loved #ones and you just rotted and never managed to make friends and just wasted your life or something ehrrmmmmm #sorry LOL this happens every time I should have felt it coming 😭 but it's so weird being back inmy uni town and just feeling like God....#What did I even do for 3 years here and cryingggg bc you're just soo bad at connecting with anybody and you have always been no matter how #many chances you get and blah blah there's not even any comfort in it just #empty platitudes of ppl saying wowee you'll find the right place some day like no man I'm a fucking creep I'm a weirdo FOREVER #like God im just a fucking loser to the correeee

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cosmic-kaden · 5 months

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*makes weird popping noises with my mouth*

#Sorry I haven't been super present the last 2 days. I have family court on friday and I always get on edge #even though it's an uncontested trail because dumbass ex literally messaged my lawyer and was like 'I can't participate because #I'm ''busy'' with criminal court. like nice bs excuse. you fucked up big time too bad if you're dealing with criminal court what a good way #to say you want nothing to do with your daughter. not like I'd ever let you near her. plus she never wants to see him again.#hell she doesn't even call him dad she calls him by his first name! which i don't fault her. he needs to rot for what he did to her #anyways sorry im venting im just wound the fuck up #im frustrated because court says nothing concrete can be done in terms if sole custody which considering he is being charged for abuse #to her the family side should just give sole custody to me... he's made it clear time and time again that he doesn't fuckin care.#ahhhh SORRY I'm in overthink mode and I'm frustrated with the court system.#tw: abuse mention #venting.tw

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skunkes · 2 years

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I've been following you for a long time and you seem a lot more confident about your art and in general and it makes me happy! just more relaxed and at ease

yeeeeees it's been a combination of a lot of things ^_^ i feel like ive finally started Getting somewhere with art + my learning mindset (even though i still feel like im devolving lol...+ like im behind + im never gonna actually be good...idk. finally having a new oc to draw + improve with helped. the doodle pages have helped bc my brain is just Suited for them + the structure, took me a long time to figure that out!!!)

I dont think I'm more confident in general but I've just got more distractions (proof that I just needed. a Friend to talk to since I usually. do not get to talk to anybody but family, if at all, more than once a week, if at all) from the usual bad stuff + ruminations, and I willed my brain to Work.

Like, I finally just had the motivation to fully reinvent myself as the person I've always wanted to be ^_^ fully leaning into I'd Wanna Be Treated This Way, I'd Want Someone to Do It For Me, I Want to Make Someone/Anyone's Life a Little Easier etc...+ idk! sometimes i feel i come off as Fake (but like i am still an evil little hater LOL) but it's helped ^_^ everything sucks but it's helped...

dont get me wrong im still in the exact same awful situation wrt my future and life and current housing but like I'll have a good meal or a nice interaction and its the new best day of my life, ykwim? I can handle it a little better...conditioned self to get excited over what little i have (like rn im excited to go to bed bc im excited to eat lunch tomorrow)

anyway thank yu ^_^ sorry for da paragraphs <- guess that hasn't changed!

#anonymous #skunk mail #i didnt wanna make it longer BUT i also wanted to say #i was convinced i was permanently a horrible evil person because I was; in middle school. which seems to be a common thing #but it would make me nauseous to think about. anyway. ive had a handful of people from around that time talk to me #not fully reconnecting but contacting me and like. they've also changed or also been like Man I Also Sucked Back Then. Sorry. Let's Move On #+ its like no way....i'm not a monster after all...i can fully embrace being good and nice and such without feeling like im wallpapering #over a rotting decaying foundation...ykwim....anyway. after my horrible first half of 2021 ive been having. a good year(s)#waiting for something to take that away from me bc im using up all my good luck this year + i become 24/7 crying venting #cheye again but. yes ^_^#long post -

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nerice · 1 year

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god im thinking again abt. malenia turning caelid into a scarlet rot wasteland and it was absolutely not what she intended. fighting and being prepared to kill radahn is one thing but they were too evenly matched, leaving her either no other choice but to unleash scarlet aeonia/it happened beyond her control because the goddess of rot would not let her champion die, functional empyrean or not (i always always think about malenia whispering smth to radahn in that final moment. she knew what was about to happen..) but malenia is not about destruction!!! conquest, sure, for miquella's sake but the age of unalloyed gold is built on ideals of peace and equality, especially for the afflicted, the outcasts. unalloyed gold is beauty and flowers and dreams. not whatever the scarlet rot turned caelid into,,,, and sure sure demigod slumber/malenia having to be carried back all the way to the haligtree sanctum and the timeline is extremely unclear (it is implied she only wakes up when you enter her boss room) but i also like the idea of her. giving up on it all. defending the empty womb of miquella's tree, again, sure, but going out and securing territory? beating back her siblings? after what happened with radahn, what she did to radahn...... + the implication of the next time she goes into god slumber she will emerge as goddess of rot / fully an avatar of an outer god; not only was her twin taken from her, leaving her with no choice but to await his return tm, the battlefield is also taken from her because does she really want to chance that happening again? h.

#ELDEN RING BLOGGING #GUESS WHO BOOTED UP HER GAME AGAIN i spent one second in caelid and im not okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also haligtree IS laced with scarlet rot already though malenia's presence alone. i am simply not okay about it #whatever holy empire her brother wanted/is going to build (FOR HER!!! NEVER FORGET!! the ultimate goal is curing her) but she is #a corrupting influence. her very presence is corrupting what miq is trying to build. the tragedy of these two!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hhhhhhhh i cant believe it's been a year. i cannot believe what bright of a spot this game was in the middle of the worst era of my life #i miss maleniaposting i miss exploring and not knowing anything. i wasn't even sure she'd be in the game/let alone a boss #VIVIDLY remember finding one of the remembrance towers and being like hm maybe that's where morgott's (?) rune goes #looking it up on the wiki and getting hit by THIS IS WHERE U ACTIVATE MALENIAS REMEMBRANCE like SORRY WHAT #this game is simply so much to me my brain lives there. the last bastion of who i used to be................

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spaciebabie · 1 year

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that post 100% sums up how i feel about springtrap's later designs like, you're telling me that the franchise's main overarching villain and antagonist, a sinister and menacing person who was genuinely terrifying (at least personally) with actions and a design to prove it (his purple era jsjs and ofc Springtrap), got reduced to THAT????

like this dude was a cold blooded murderer who built killer machines and after getting killed by his own creation, his corpse fused with it and was revived by sheer will. this mf who just refuses to fucking die turned into a weird looking burnt ass rat which at this point it's pathetic like bro was LIMPING, he's literally hanging by a thread and you want me to take him seriously?? lol

maybe this is a fitting end for him, an old rotting man who once was an ambitious and well respected man who used his talents for harm and got away with it for decades, now sits as a joke, a pathetic corpse who refuses to die due to his cowardness, completely powerless and not threatening, just a damn cockroach. serves him right

but yeah THE FOOT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE???? LIKE WHAT WERE GHEY THINKING?? ANYTIME I SEE IT I JUST SEE REDRDRRDRRDDRRDD

yah y'see i wouldn't have minded it as much (although i would have been disappointed) if it felt like they were going for that lol. the whole, "goodbye pathetic lil loser bunnyman uwu" thing. like there's a good way ta write an end ta an evil extravagant character like him where he fizzles out pathetically and make it GOOD,,,,but i just feel like there was no forethought abt it,,,,like they TRIED ta make him menacing in the bossfight and ending!! they built his miserable ass up!!! ugh

it happened just really abruptly like as soon as he came back he was gone, which is just. really pathetic. and if they wrote it better i might have enjoyed that but as of now? with security breach having little to know story as it is? its pathetic in a really embarrassing way. its like they didn't know what the fuck ta do w/him and just slapped something tagether

like i get that for ppl who hate him its like a fistpump in the air ta be like, "haha! fuck u man!! die again!!" but,,,,,putting aside my obvious thirst for him,,,,,,its just a really hollow end for a character that has so much chutzpah narratively yk? is there a term for the opposite of fan service b/c thats what it felt like lol. hater service? LMAO

like hello? pizza sim was his perfect physical end???? what they were doing next w/him infecting ppl's minds was really interesting why did they stop that!!!!!!!!!

FUCK THAT FOOT. FUCK IT TA HELL I WANNA BEAT BURNTRAP OVER THE HEAD W/A TREE BRANCH IM SO SERIOUS AND REAL RN WHY DO THEY KEEP REDESIGNING HIM SO AWFUL YOU HIT GOLD W/SPRINGTRAP AND GLITCHTRAP ITS ENUFF!!!

#GOD #spacie splains #spacie gets heated abt an old rotting man not getting an end they think he deserves #he deserves ta suffer in the worst way imaginable. and you just let him get grabbed by a tentacle monster and call it a day. wow.#sorry im just mourning what could have been #(again)#i made a whole ranty post abt it when sb got released last yr #i was so pissed dawg #being a longtime fan and seeing this game........if the characters werent interesting enough for me ta want ta make content #i would not be making sb things AT ALL #the story sucks balls but the characters have potential at least #i hope they fix it #but i mean i dont think that anything they come up w/now will satisfy me :/#they really hafta pull out the stops w/this dlc or im gonna b even more pissed #fr fr

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dimitrscu · 2 years

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seeing people say things like “malenia should have admitted defeat after phase one, but nooo she had to get back up and keep fighting” makes me laugh every time cause what the hell does that even mean? she should have just let you kill her and not fought back?

most fights in this game are exactly the same like mohg is there stealing your health the whole time until he practically full heals (with your blood) in phase two, godrick cuts his arm off and attaches a dragon head to himself before coming at you full tilt, rykard goes “very well then guess i’ll beat you with this giant sword as you won’t let the snake eat you” and of course the best one being godfrey. the dude rips off the safety and embraces his warrior side, not too dissimilar to malenia in the sense he too has been holding it back all this time.

like come on now they all go ham in their phase two that’s the whole point. honestly it’s like these people have never played a fromsoft game before

#malenia will fight us all the way to ensure her (and miquella’s) goals are not messed with and i love her for that #it’s also the whole ‘she lets the rot take over when she’s been fighting it her whole life’#like come on now think for a second she’s missing the unalloyed gold needle which has been keeping the rot at bay for god knows how long #we essentially wear her down until she collapses and before death can take her the rot pulls her back and takes over her seemingly for good #it makes sense that it wouldn’t let her die as she is the vessel for the rot god itself #generally speaking a parasite will try to keep its host alive if it has no other options #malenia’s been fighting this thing her whole life and is set up in a way where you know it will eventually win out and take over her #she’s been fighting a losing battle from day one #which is why i like to think we’re doing her a favour by stopping it #not me ranting again i’m so sorry…

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