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really happy with my romanus design i finished the golden rose over lunch and im not okay
#listen the hold IFs have over me is so unfair#i also doodled hadrian and alessa is next in line tomorrow as my warm up doodle#but ngl rafael is also on my brain he’s such a pathetic little meow meow he may get his own mc idk yet#lyriumsings txt#about to tRY to finish this comm#after i warm up a bit by messing with my romanus sketch#my knee still hurts from bashing it like two days ago so#i cant sit like a pathetic bisexual like i want to#so it makes drawing awkward#but first i need music#nothing sounds good rn
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rate the outfit
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 2#yakuza series#yakuza kiwami 2#yakuza 2#daigo dojima#snap sketches#see i did it i told you i'd do it#pov: you are at hot topic and trying to find something (he does not work there don't ask him)#segway section into something toally unrelated to people who do not frequent my blog :)#everyone else go away. unless you wanna keep reading 😳#i watched Not Quite Dead Yet while i was finishing a comm and WHAT a movie#it made me want to call my dad so you know it was good 😭#IT WAS CUTE THO FR i really loved how all th details of the movie tied in in the later sections#like the password being nanase's name but through the period table's numbers... stop that was cute#feels weird to say that as a highlight but i genuinely thought it was cute 😔#im not gonna lie tho when nanase was lookin through her dad's phone brother was emo#i think a lot about what would happen when people i love die and i always think of doing that.. like still texting them.. and whatever..#lemme move on from the somber moment thojVAERLKVA PLEASE when her dad was in the afterlife tho#HER MOM WAS SO CUTE both like. physically and just personality wise#we saw her for ten minutes and i have also fallen in love with her idc#they had to game end her cause they knew if we got to see any more scenes with her and kei i'd start crying i KNOW they'd be cute together#together more than what we got to see anyway... we know what i mean...#THE ENDING SHOT WAS ESP SO CUTE STOPPPP kinda creepy with her just. In Limbo but then she just. DEATH !! 👆#nanase's song to her dad at the funeral had me :(( too im so weak for dads and their kids reconciling/having a nice relationship stop#big L for her not signing up for a record label tho idc like OK its sweet she's working with her dad BUT CMONNNNN#you can do both queen.... i would prefer you do it alone cause Kid Falls In Line always makes me want to chew glass#BUT i will excuse it this time.. i repeat for The End Shot that was cute and the rest of the movie was lovely so ill let it slide#final note before i use up all my tags again i loved her concert outfit 😔give me them bracelets girl i cant find any
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hfr indulgence weekend
#hi-fi rush#hfr chai#hfr peppermint#hfr korsica#hfr macaron#hfr cnmn#gods cnmn's tag is so fucking funny. yeah those are letters#the ink comms are! finished! I just gotta go scan them#I dont trust my phone scanner rn tbh its. u can see right here lmao#gonna try and scan it at a photocopy shop to compare the difference#anyways yes of course I tried my hand at redesigning the suit stuff lmao. like whats in the game is cute. but. clenches fists#they dont understand women in suit like I do!! they dont understand.... they dont underst#I enjoy the Idea of putting chai in formal wear bc that dude is straight up a rectangle. literally needed to fake a waist for him#but yeah. tbh also kind of a surprise how much I enjoyed drawing chai's face. like he's straight up just. :-D <- thats him#everyone else slaps obvs but chai is like. I think I just enjoy translating that specific eye shape lol#also maybe its just decoration but I choose to believe that sleeve on his left hand is a compression sleeve#it was the load bearing arm. nobody comes into my inbox about that sentence ok#alright. alright#got some Plan Thing coming up at the end of june-start of july mark. hope that goes well#but otherwise! scan ink comms tomorrow! then that will be open again on. monday I'll say#so! stay tuned for that? aye#also actually Ive been enjoying doing those chibi things like in the first page up there. its fun to try and figure out what to include#this is genuinely new to me lmao. before the sk8 stuff I havent drawn that kinda thing for literal years#this year is the year of art thing resurfacing huh. ink and now this... well! its fun to see#okay. alright. I go sleep now. or I go get snack actually. and Then sleep#have a good night lads! keep ur wrists safe for me please
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#tell me why i must send in my pc i just got 6 fawking months ago for repairs!#and i gotta pay whatever expensive ass shipping its about to be im sure !#I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF NEOWWWWWWQWWWWWWEWSWWSWW#sui#im tryna let my pc cool off and hopefully i can save anything i rly need off it 🫠 If Itll Let Me.#since ill be without it for 3 weeks maximum.#i still have my old shitty laptop so i can still Do things but. Im Still Mad.#im gonna try to finish comms on my old comp so i can at least feel less insane w/ them over my head <3#living the life haha <- so mad she could kill
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[little vent -- tldr definitely not gonna have the planned art ready for the renniversary lol.]
me: "oh hell yeah i'll have a dog-sitting "job" for the next few days, so i'll have plenty of time to work on the art leading up to friday :) "
the dogs: untrained, poorly behaved, require constant attention (not their fault but it's the reality of the situation)
so uh. i might have some simple chibi art for friday if i have enough energy between putting the dogs to bed and going to sleep hghghghgh ;;;;; i'll finish the more detailed pics as i have the time and energy :')
#(edit: just to be clear -- the 'job' is in quotes only bc in my case i'm not being paid as much as a proper job LOL LMAO. :') )#the last post abt this was more 'i'm giving myself an out if i can't do it'. now it's 'i can't do it' ksjdnksjn#i'm still gonna try to do some other things that don't require as much undivided attention as art does though...?#blah blah blah ren wouldn't want me to stress etc etc etc. still disappointing.#he came to me RIGHT when i needed him... but also... why did it have to be 6 days after my other closest main's anniv JKASN#i'm debating making the wedding the same day as the r!ren anniversary just so it's one less date to worry about LMAO ;;;;;#anyway. just venting about the fact that so much is happening Right Now and not Literally Any Other Time.#at least i'll have a little extra pocket money for a comm or two once i finish redoing his ref sheet...!!#and the reality is... i've made SO MUCH art of him over the past year. i won't be struggling to find posts to rb on the day ksjdn#i should probably get started gathering that art for the yumeship sheet though jsdnk time to dive through my tags.#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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I had a conversation with my mom about commissions--she’s of the opinion that you shouldn’t have to wait super long to get what you paid for. I’m the opposite; I think artists should be able to take as long as they need to finish a commission, and I’m totally cool with waiting for months even for them to get back to me. Surprisingly enough I’m very patient when it comes to commissioning other people lol. Maybe I just think that way bc I’m an artist myself so I totally get the struggle. (And I also take time with my comms too.) My mom is not an artist so she doesn’t really grasp the amount of time and effort it takes, so she expects results immediately. Which like. I get that too? I dunno. What do you all think? Are you the kind of patient person who’s totally chill with an artist taking months to finish your commission? Or do you want it to be done within a reasonable amount of time, like 2-3 weeks?
#IDK she said that and now I'm stressing about it. LMAO#I put it in my TOS that yeah it'll take me a bit. Bc well. Real life happens#And sometimes it's hard to sit down and pump out art you know?#But some people don't understand that. Some people want what they paid for right away#WHICH IS FAIR. I'm not saying that's unreasonable#Scratches my head idk my anxiety's already high today so I'm worrying about this too now. Nfamkdasmdsa#Anyway to all my commissioners who have waited months for me to finish theirs: You have the patience of a saint.#And I appreciate you so so so much.#Especially to that one person who's waited for SO long now. I swear to god I'm going to finish it this week#There's definitely a line to be drawn with how long people are willing to wait#AND SAD AS IT IS TO SAY. I've crossed that line before.#Keeping a consistent schedule with life and art for fun and commissions is difficult for sure 😤#IT'S A BALANCE. It's really a balance!#Shima speaks#Actually the biggest thing for me. Is I want to put the effort in#I don't want to half ass it. I want it to look GOOD#So I never try to force myself to do comms. Bc that's not fair to me or the person who commissioned#They deserve my best effort and my best work!!#The issue is that I'm not always in that headspace to tackle comms and put in the work that's needed#IT'S FRUSTRATING.....but I'd rather make people wait for something I put time and effort into#Rather than something half-assed. You know??#So that's a big part of it too;; why people have to wait a bit sometimes#Rubs my temples#I'm probably overthinking this WAY too much lol. Sorry it's been a stressful day
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⌜◈⌟ ▌ ── "𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥! That brute must NOT be allowed to flatter himself any longer!" She can accept Night Touring Green Lantern having a leg up on her in the smarts department, but Pei Ming!?
#▌ ◈ according to edict ; ⌜dash comm ⌟#COUGHING. HELP ME.#TRYING TO WRANGLE HER BACK IN SO I CAN FINISH MORE DRAFTS. SHE'S LIKE A WAILING CAT RN.#thinking about the scene where she has no comeback so she just points angrily at him
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I have. one week. to finish. a massive amount of drawing.
and 3 weeks to finish the massive test that will determine if I have a future in the job I've been working towards for 8 years or not. and instead of working on either of those I had the audacity to SLEEP. ALL NIGHT and ALL DAY TODAY because of working a 10-hour major work event yesterday on 2 hours of sleep.
and I have to do ohhhh about 6 or so hours of work TODAY to make up for the work I didn't get to do yesterday. which means I actually have 6 days to finish the entire PLA comic arc in time for gene's birthday.
I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell
#also as usual of course that event wasn't paid ~#I didn't even get free food ~~~~~#the american system exploits college students~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#I'm literally weeping.#if it were like a normal year I wouldn't be so stressed about this but I'm trying to finish grad school and pass my job test and gene's#turning TEN YEARS OLD. Ihave had him for 10 years and I can't even fuckin g . get him HOME . in time for the anniversary of me making him.#ahhh let's be real in a normal year I'd still be pretty stressed about this but not quite this much. I'm trying to get HIRED for JOBS#in my FIELD while WORKING a job in my field. I love my job I just want to get a good job and then I'll have enough money to get fancy comms#from my friends more often and help my mom with rent and pay off my stupid student loands and figusdgfdssgdsds#I'm so overwhelmed AAAAAAUHHHH.......#personal#negative
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what if i stopped drawing for like a year
#im still going to finish my comms but after that... i want a break#i am tired#work is tiring#im unhappy with my art and between that and the way to get better being The Grind(tm) i can't do art and practice at the same time#also even though the data scraping isn't really impacting me - the weirdo who does nothing but draw the bd art -#the general art community vibes are bad right now#i want to actually play video games again#instead of trying to spend all my energy being a tryhard at something that isn't really making me happy anymore#and i can practice on my own time instead of trying to worry about having a social media presence...
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Just came to the realization that I could bring back that hetalia pony au at any time. I could just do that
#do i dare associate my current pony art style with hetalia ......... do i dare risk someone posting that to derpibooru#forever catalouged as proof that i am indeed a hetalia fan? is that worth it#been having thoughts of dipping my toes back into hetalia a little bit ......... it always drags me back#i have a sense of impending doom just thinking about it#hmmngnmnmgnn#not art#i only have a finite of time to draw personal art inbetween comms these days. is it worth it to use that time on ....hetalia LMAO#much to think about#im gonna try to answer more asks on friday. ive just been away from my computer for a week and i dont like answering stuff on my phone#makes the formatting of the post all weird#@that one anon that sent the noce ask about my motley ocs tho: i love you. no i have not forgotten about them#and yes they are still being worked on. im just working on story outlines (which are almost finished >:] )#ill have art to post one day lol
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sigh !
#wind howls#got an interview tomorrow. not feelin 100% good about it but i will give it a honest try for sure 👍🏾#i did finish a comm today which im happy about.#maybe i should reblog my commissions post. i wouldnt mind getting more comms since i still dont have a job#i sent out so many resumes....#and tomorrow i may not get the job anyway because theyre lookin for someone permanent and i can only work the summer#which i feel bad about. i wasnt going to mention it but i know id feel tremendously guilty about it afterwards so ill. mention it#and if they dont want me well. i gave it a honest shot. if they do though thatd be nice#either way im getting myself a FUCKING treat when i return home.
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i keep feeling bad for not drawing lately but like we had a slew of appointments, an emergency room trip, and then more appointments so like it’s ok if i play video games lmaooo
#i’m trying not to stress about it#bc then i’m not actually relaxing#also i did just churn out quite a bit#i just have to finish them#like all that’s left is fixing lines on my comm color song and bg#which i cant do if i’m stressed out lmaoo#the emergency room trip had a follow up tho for my baby sister and everything is fine thank god#lyriumsings txt#i still haven’t even gamed today i literally just got home from the dentist with my siblings
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tsutsumi gotta be the funniest choice to play sawashiro since he really does encapsulate his casting career of both action roles and being dad of the year (most of the time)
#snap chats#ill stop posting about this after tonight i prommy#sawashiro doesnt even register as a guy played by him though since sawashiro never smiles#yet the past like three things ive watched with tsutsumi he smiles SO much bless his soul#'dad of the year (sometimes)' is such a funny type to have#like 2/3 of material he's in he's a phenomenal father No Notes#and then the other few times its like. He's Still A Phenomenal Father but he's fumbling a bit for one reason or another#its so interesting tho Of Course I Peaked At The Bio he wanted to pursue mostly action roles#yet ended up playing mostly sensitive/emotional roles#he does it very well Might I Add he does a great job#his dad cast type is Pathetic Father Trying His Best and it shows its so funny#anyway ill try to focus on strictly rgg posting after this one i just needa ramble bout this somewhere cause it makea me laugh#im hangin out with my friend in like twenty mins and i wont be online until like tomorrow#so.... who wanna send me funny stuff to get to in the morn <3#ok forty minutes. im seeing her in forty minutes.#i need more punctual people in my circle first my family now my dorm mates 😭#anyway bye i gotta finish a comm but then i might be cringe and doodle jo later#as if i can finish a com in half an hour and have time to do a sketch good lord
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what this fic's gotten to so far is a collection of extremely specific experiences
#bakuspeech#sk8 the infinity#hasegawa langa#kyan reki#burnished house#<- fic name for tag babeyy#(it has not begun posting yet. I'm trying to finish the first chapter lol)#???? renga?? kind of????#well it's the first chapter. and also. it's me#but! I've kinda nailed down where I want this thing to go. which is the important part. everything else can be improv#(I do not recommend doing your writing this way)#man I can Not wait to show u guys (the five people who care about both sk8 and robots) the screencap I got from yumi#to whom I confided the endgame of this. I am Kind Of proud of it. this one goes out to you myhouse dot wad#(nobody dies whos alive in canon dw. you know me)#it's actually so funny looking back on the three fics Ive written for sk8 so far and like#SEE how much of a nerd I am. skating is always in the undercurrent of the world yes. but most of the screentime is about art#I am trying to fix that in this one lmao. I'm trying to Understand Sport. this is the funniest thing to say about fanwork for a sport anime#well. today did end up being about finishing the script for the funny haha speedpaint-adjacent video instead#so. tomorrow. Im gonna try and power thru the rest of this chapter. and then! I'll clean up for ink comm#thats the schedule. thats all for today folks! enjoy sun OR wind#have a good night! if u draw on ur skin try not using sharpie please
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Are you still continuing the Earthbound fic? I loved the first chapter
oh gosh. Not to be obi wan kenobi on main but. That is not a name I have heard in a long time 🥺🥺🥺
Ok so like, I was, I really was going to continue it. And that fic is my baby. That’s like. My first born child. I was SO proud of it. So it wasn’t that I fell out of love w the series or I lost my passion for it bc . Gahhhh it was the best thing I’d come up w/ in a while. This is the fic
What happened was, the app I was writing on (My W Days bc, idk it was convenient at the time and I wasn’t really into google docs) decided that in the middle of the second chapter (I had literally written out the whole library scene where Ness gets the map and part of the Sharks stuff) it would just. Destroy half the file????? so I was like. Ok.
And I just. Never wanted to go back it made me so pissed. Left a bad taste in my mouth idk.
But idkkkkk I can’t say I won’t ever go back to it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i still have the whole fic scripted out I’m my notes and I go back and reread it sometimes lol it would’ve been 22 chapters fr
Seriously though thank you so much for having read and enjoyed the first chapter. I really wish I could’ve shared more with you 💕💕
#listen like. at the time that fic was SO important to me#writing Ness as a community college kid helped me understand my own feelings abt being a gifted kid in high school and then.#by circumstances having to go to comm college#which now I’ve been accepted to a prestigious 4 year so i guess I’m more like Porky now haha#but like. this was at the height of my love for catcher in the rye and I think it shows. ness is very holden-coded#catcher in the rye is still my favorite book I’ve read it three times. idk I just like pessimistic characters who try to be quirky lol#writing them is just so fun#i will say. something that didn’t help was that I got into persona immediately after I published the first chapter#and if i was going to finish something I’ve got some Shu/ake and Maru/dachi stuff I really need to finish up#but man . i do think abt this fic a lot and I hope to return to it someday#thank you so so much for asking about it im really glad you enjoyed it. that makes me happier than. man idk what#ask
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*bonking myself with a paper towel tube*
STOP *bonk* STARTING *bonk* NEW *bonk* PROJECTS *bonk*
#rice rambles#HELP ME#I have my new png tuber model to work on! and the beach drawing! and so many sewing projects I need to finish!#and the sewing projects have DEADLINES#AHHHHHHHHH#Not to mention the fact that I designed/drew a couple pngtubers for a friend and they keep telling people to commission meeeee#like yes my comms are open but I fear that I may end up swamped if they keep telling people to comm me 😅#anyway I want to try making a picrew and I am begging someone to stop me#[half joke]#let's just. try to finish the new pngtuber model and THEN we can think about starting a picrew#ive tried in the past but my art wasn't good enough so I got mad lol#(also had been a collab with someone who never did any work so I was double frustrated lol)
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