My life and my goals are so different than what I thought I wanted when I was 15.
And, like, I’m happier with these goals and with myself and in general. But 15 year old me is still in there and judging me. Which is weird because 15 year old me wasn’t even judgmental as a person. But she was wrong about what made someone successful and happy.
And sometimes I wanna yell at her for making me feel bad, but other times I wanna hug her and tell her that she’s ok. She did make all the right decisions so that I could get to where I am now.
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i usually wear a SnapBack and need a haircut but someone at the local munch told me i had a good hairline, and as someone who is concerned they’re verging on Nicolas Cage territory, i appreciated it and seek additional validation. but i also wonder what my eyebrows would look like had i not experienced ‘00 -‘09.
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Trying to decide if I should start sad boy summer early by going to grab some cheap convenience store liquor, mixing up some Rum and Cherry Dr Pepper, and playing video games and/or writing until I feel better about existence.
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he's pretty but he needs to hem his shirt after cropping it. that shit's going to unravel young man
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.・✭ MY WRITING MASTERLIST 06/05/24 ✭・.
✦ mike schmidt
✦ derek danforth
✦ billy
✦ clapton davis
✦ josh futturman
✦ peeta mellark
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mike schmidt x gn reader (nsfw) - mike comes home pretty tense, you know just how to 'take him down a few pegs' (3k words)
✦ mike schmidt x gn reader (fluff) - you and abby throw a surprise birthday party for mike! (2.1k words)
✦ mike schmidt x gn reader (fluff) - mike schmidt pretends to hate the reality tv shows you (his partner) watch, but one day he catches you watching - and can't help but get himself hooked on the drama (800 words)
✦ mike schmidt x gn reader (fluff) - mike struggles to let you get close, but when your hands brush against his hair, he realises that he may not be able to keep you at arms length forever (1.7k words)
✦ mike schmidt x gn reader (angst) - mike schmidt receives a package in the mail. it’s his younger brothers orange toy airplane. touching the plastic, he feels strangely connected to certain emotions, leaving michael confused and scared. (1k words)
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✦ derek danforth x gn reader (nsfw) - reader pegs derek with a strap-on, he's submissive only for you and only in private (1.9k words)
✦ derek danforth (angst) - derek has a vivid dream in which he's being hunted. (for a writing group im a part of, basically he has a memory in the form of a dream from the timeline of the movie!) (1k words)
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✦ billy x gn reader (nsfw) - billy is on edge, and you love to tease him when he's on edge. you find a gun in his waistband and realise you're kinkier than you thought. (4.6k words & set before the events of the movie)
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✦ clapton davis x gn reader (fluff) - you and clapton have been in a ‘will they won’t they’ type relationship for years, you’re best friends - but is that all you want? (2.3k words)
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✦ josh futturman x gn reader (nsfw) - inexperienced virgin failure josh futturman asks the reader over for some ‘video games’ (4.4k words)
✦ josh futturman (angst) - before beating biotic wars, josh has a nightmare, but begins to question if it could possibly be a memory rather than simply a dream. - for my writing group, so it's just a little one shot where josh has a memory from s2 when he finds all the au's of himself dead, and meets j26! my interpretation. (2.1k words)
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✦ peeta mellark x gn reader (fluff) - peeta looking after you on a bad mental heath day (2.4k words)
✦ peeta mellark x gn reader (angst) - peeta comforts you during your final moments in the games (800 words)
.・。.・゜✭・. .・。.・゜✭・. .・。.・゜✭・.
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Finally watching little shop of horrors, will report back soon 🫡
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Me: Because I am a feast for the eyes
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