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Maxiel vs Lestappen or sth 😹😹😹
#yall can blame stormy for this#I AM HOWLING#this is the best thing i saw today#effervescentdragonrants#😹😹😹😹😹😹#Youtube
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Summon Night: Swordcraft Story (ATLUS, 2003)
#my actual posts lol#haha what if i made a daily diary post thing like nico#..i was just thinking#today was a good day#and i thought of this song#ive been playing summon night swordcraft story a lot as of late.. though none today actually#its still on my mind though#i considered using dweller empty path's song flying through a stary sky instead.. but this is what i thought of first#i think it fits best to use it#i actually had to jump through some hoops to upload music!#cus my tumblr app is kinda old.. i cant properly upload music. i could only put a link#which isnt exactly ideal#so i tried in my web browser.. but maybe its cus i havent updated it in a while or maybe just cus its tor.. it didnt work#so i downloaded firefox and did it on there lol#now im editing it in my drafts back on the app#dont ask why im not just doing it on my computer... shes having some technical difficulties. we're working on it#but not today#...#today was pretty eventful.. even if not very productive. but ive never been a very productive person#we went and saw some light festival thing! it was rly nice.. a little simple at times but it was fun#we went and got some yummy snacks earlier too! tho ive already eaten them all hehe#and i started up animal crossing new leaf. i hadnt played it in ages! its startling how much better it is than new horizions.. imo at least#only problem is i couldnt make it the same as my island.. and i didnt remember why i named my last town#we searched for a while for some reference or somfin to name it after.. but we ended up just going with ''faraway''#cus i liked the idea of being asked where im going.. and just saying far far away#and as beth said it has a kinda fairytail vibe!#...only after i named it did i realize i accidentally named it after the town in omori. oops!#...im about to hit the tag limit. so whoevers still listening i just want u to know..#i love you. ok?#goodnight
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I am very sad and could use some happy if anyone has a drop to spare
#I know I’m not like ‘around’ anymore#but if you had a moment for me I would very much appreciate it#I’m in the stage of creation where I can see my skill level is lacking from where I want it to be#and the words in my brain are not translating properly onto the page#unfortunately this year has done its best to turn me into dust#and then beat me down some more#so I have not been able to tear at it until it snaps and flows again#which has been cool#losing my form of escapism and all#anyways#it doesn’t matter#tell me a joke#pet pics#a silly story#your favourite thing you saw today#the world is beautiful and wide and more than any of us#I’ve just been caught in grey wash
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Also apparently there's new deep sea creatures and one of them is a fucking PIEROŻEK and i love it so SO much
#I also saw them at 4am today i loooooooooove deep sea creatures they are the best thing in the world#maurycy talks
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hi guys back from iceland i saw the northern lights and lots of waterfalls and stuff it was amazing :-)))
#no bjork though ...sad! i felt her spirit though#but we saw northern lights right outside our accomodation it was incredible ..#back 2 work today though sigh ..#my friend is gone too but we had the best time it was so fun#seeing friends from home is always like a breath of fresh air it's nice spending time with ppl that have known me a long time and stuff ...#laura says some things
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life is cruel.
it's tragic, horrific, and unfair. it gives us the worst of things, causes us to feel and experience things that are so unspeakably painful that sometimes I can't even. I can't even.
and it seems even more cruel in those moments of pain and grief and loss when you see something beautiful, like fall colors, or the color of the sky at sunset, or how the holidays typically are meant to bring joy to people but all you can think about now is that every year when this time of year comes, you'll just think about how tragic it is.
and cruel.
and horrific.
and unfair.
and beautiful.
#grief#grief tw#so i'm dealing with grief intimately for the first time like. ever. and i'm having a lot of emotions#and i can't help but observe that the way i write it in fic feels. kinda like how i feel right now? in some ways?#but also like. everyone goes through it differently and there's no like correct way to process#for me i'm. okay most of the time when i have a lot of stuff to do#which is like 90% of the time#but i'm also just feeling a lot of things and trying to figure out how to move forward#especially with the knowledge that life is short and cruel and you just never know what might happen#and i can't just not do the things i truly want to do with my life because i'm SCARED#because. you never know what might happen#you never know when the end is gonna come#anyways i drove back to my apartment today and i saw beautiful fall colors on the way#and all i can think is ''how can the world be so beautiful and so horrible at the same time''#''so beautiful and so fucking CRUEL at the same time''#''and to the people who least deserve its cruelty''#anyways that's where i'm at ig#still got two classes moving and a full time job to do while all of this is happening 🙃#all things considered. i'm okay. not great but i'm doing my best#really in my post tpm obi-wan era except to a lesser degree#but i certainly have a LOT of responsibilities to deal with along with my grief so. yeah.
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literally every day i think about a free use situation with dbf bucky 🥲 doing the dishes and having him come up behind you, pull your skirt up and panties down, and just take you there immediately bc he knows you’re always wet and ready for him
I've always thought free use sounds like a lot of fun, I gotta say 😏
And I like the thought of him getting himself all worked up but he knows he can't have you right away. Maybe you have some guests over and even though you've happily been in a free use arrangement, he's got to have a little self-restraint.
He'd be just sitting at the kitchen counter, overhearing the others engage in some polite conversation but he's not really listening. Instead, he's watching how you're just absentmindedly clearing up, slipping dishes into the dishwasher, putting utensils in the sink and wiping down the kitchen counters after dinner.
The hem of your dress comes to just above your knees and he finds he just can't stop staring at your bare legs. He's trailed his lips and tongue up your legs so many times, over the sensitive, slightly ticklish spot at the back of your knee, on his way to a part of your body he wants to kiss so much more.
He can't help himself. He needs you and he knows you'll gladly take him. He just needs all these people to leave first although a little part of him considers getting started with everyone else watching. Particularly Ari. He gets awfully flirty with you but Bucky almost thinks that Ari would probably join, rather than back off. That might not be the worst idea.
As soon as the kitchen clears though, he's on you, his lips on your neck, one hand squeezing your breast, the other holding your hip. "I'm sorry baby, I can't wait." He groans, letting the hand on your hip trail down your thigh, pulling your dress up.
"You don't need to wait. Just be quick." You tease, smiling to yourself at the tiny groan he breathes against your shoulder. He loves knowing he can just take you; that you want him to use you whenever he needs to and he's just as receptive to you when you want him.
"Fuck, you're a dream come true." He whispers, pressing two of his fingers into your hot mouth while he undoes his belt with the other hand. "Get them wet for me, sweetheart."
You suck on them for a few seconds, swirling your tongue around his fingers before they're removed from your mouth. Your panties are pushed to the side, his wet fingertips teasing your entrance before pressing in because despite your rapidly building arousal, you wouldn't have been slick enough to take him without some extra help.
"That's it. Good girl. You're always ready for me in no time, aren't you? You take me whenever I want." He bends you forward slightly for easier access before rubbing the tip of his cock against your soft core.
You stifle a quiet sob, feeling him begin to press inside you. It's not quite the perfect glide he's used to but it's still more than comfortable. "Rub yourself. Get nice and wet for me." He growls in your ear and you can't disobey an order like that. Your own hand slips between your thighs, rubbing your sensitive clit quickly and it doesn't take long for your body to respond.
"Good girl. All wet and messy for me. Shit, you were made for this, weren't you? You were made to be bent over and fucked whenever I want. Hope you know I'm taking your panties. I don't care who sees my cum running down your legs." Something in you loves the thought of that and he knows it. The thought of having to keep your legs crossed to stop his release from dripping. The thought of everyone realising you're not quite as wholesome as they might have thought.
#asks answered <3#anon#becca writes spice#dbf!bucky#dad's best friend!bucky#I'm alive I swear#I counted it up#between my two jobs and travelling for work#I worked 84 hours this week#84. 84 hours. In 6 days.#I feel really bad bc I didn't realise how short my fuse was at the end of the week#I got home from work at 5 yesterday and I just SLEPT#Like I slept almost the whole way through from 5pm to 10am#I took my makeup off and I got into bed#that's just some context as to why I've been inactive all week#the week before was pretty similar#but thankfully things will ease up next week#my dad saw dusty footprints in the passenger side of my car today though#and he was like 'did you have a boy in the car?' and gave me the 😏 look#and I said no#and then he asked if I had a girl in the car#that's not a conversation I will ever have with him but at least my dad thinks I could get girls 🙃
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It’s wild how so many people are fundamentally incapable of recognizing queer characters unless they explicitly say the words, “I’m gay” on screen
#like season 1 and 2? sure maybe you can overlook Will’s queercoding and believe it’s just a result of the bully’s homophobia#season 3 is a huge stretch but it’s hypothetically possible to believe will is just a late-bloomer or asexual#but how on earth do you watch season 4 and still genuinely have no idea will is gay?#and this is not a rare occurrence#it’s astonishing how many people you have to literally explain the van scene to cause Will’s sexuality never crossed their mind#you didn’t see him staring longingly at his best friend the entire season?#some people’s minds are so aggressively heteronormative that they assumed will had a crush on el#and even after noah has explained that will is gay 50 million times#people still are confused and think it came out of nowhere or they quickly forget#somewhere there’s a fan who doesn’t keep up with stranger things news and doesn’t really use social media#a fan who is the exact opposite of chronically online#who hasn’t heard about NOAH coming out let alone Will’s sexuality#who will walk into season 5 and be utterly flabbergasted when Will comes out as gay (let alone when Byler happens)#and they’ll say that Will being gay is a huge plot twist they never saw coming#and they’ll be 100% sincere#and that’s truly baffling to me#do people think shows just randomly include melodramatic rain fights where ‘it’s not my fault you don’t like girls’ is said for no reason?#do people think the show went out of its way to show wills rejecting the attractive girl in his class cause they were in a silly goofy mood?#I genuinely wanna know what goes on through people’s heads when they have no gaydar or media literacy#even today there are people who still think romantic stobin should happen and think that Robin isn’t really a lesbian#will byers#byler
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As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.
#speculation nation#bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!!#well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol)#but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad.#i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning)#he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay#but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and#thats my dad. Thats my Dad.#im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go#dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone#so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant.#and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one?#take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say.#but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did.#seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him.#makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me#we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad.#sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today.#negative/#death/#hospitals ment/#idfk. sorry
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#So I'm putting all this in tags because I'd prefer it not get out into wider Tumblr. I pondered even posting it but I think some of y'all#are following the drama and/or praying for my family so I figured I'd post an update. Just pretend there are commas and it's all readable.#Got a hearing date today. February 6th. Now I need to get affidavits and medical records. Not much to do in the way of affidavits because#either he made sure no one saw anything or I made sure. (Shame is a heckuva thing.) I really need the medical records from the assault.#Can't get them because I am currently without ID. I am currently without ID because I have had a beginner's permit for ~10 years now and#those have to be renewed in-person every year. Can't get to DMV to get it renewed because... no car. Can't use Uber because you have to#provide your own car seats and where am I going to put three car seats while I'm at the DMV? Can't use bus because... bus lines.#...it's stressful.#Also I'm still not sure about the theology of all this but it's also impossible not to see the Hand of God in freeing me and the boys from#this man so either God will help me work out the theology of it later or I'll ask Him when I get to Heaven.#Practically speaking I will not ever permit him and the boys unsupervised contact again if I can help it because he WILL neglect them#at best and physically hurt them for his own amusement and/or beat them up because of his temper at worst.#...anyway any and all prayers are appreciated.
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🍓 twenty-four 🫐
#jess speaks#.me#on love#i cried like 8 times today and my best friend had a kuromi themed celebration while we facetimed our long distance bestie#somehow feeling very loved and perpetually lonely#here’s to hoping twenty four is better than twenty three#anyway saw saltburn and poor things at two different theaters!
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drinking the worst tea ive ever had 💔
#life sucks forever then you die#bought a specifically british blend bc one thing about me i like a little cuppa in the evening and the only thing that looked remotely like#normal tea in the entire tea aisle was of course the british blend#fucking tetley no less#then none of the motels have kettles bc why would you want to live deliciously#so I used the definitely-just-a-weird-kettle-no-fr-why-not-just-get-a-kettle thing and that was questionable at best#AND we have no milk so it was black tea and all in all a horrific experience#BUT we had ramen and saw the grand canyon today sooooo 😎#we did a lil hike it was so fun did youse know the grand canyon is fucking HUGE??? literally insane i could’ve stared at it all day#rwbt 2.0
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Don't Touch Me, I'm Scared
So, I've had this head-canon for awhile now and this prompt reminded me of it.
I find it highly doubtful that after being almost drowned Halt would get on a boat right away to sail to Araluen. No chance, nonzo. But I also think that his instincts would tell him to get to the docks as quickly as he could to get away from the guards and stuff.
So, he doesn't really let himself process what really happened, because 1, it would slow him down, and 2, it's painful emotionally, and frankly he didn't know how to deal with it. (Because he was never taught how to deal with emotions in a healthy manner)
Now, I also head-canon that Pritchard had trained him on the way there, and just generally did dad™️ things, or at least tried to. At that point, Halt was pretty distrustful of basically everybody, so he did what he was used to and shoved all his emotions down.
Until they actually got to the docks.
When they had entered the boarding area, the first thing they smelt* was fish and shrimp. Halt furrowed his brows and set his lips in a fine line. (Why let a little smell get to you? You're so close!) Pritchard asked if he was ok, and he replied by moving through the crowd. Pritchard sighed and tried to catch up to him, noticing that Declan was more visibly nervous than usual.
There were a lot of people hauling around supplies needed for their short and long trips ahead. Children ran, played, and screamed. Halt focused on the path ahead of him, trying to block out the people surrounding him. Before he had gone into the crowd, he got off Declan, leading him around by the reigns. While that drew less attention to him (the thought of being noticed was obviously pretty anxiety-inducing) it also made him feel more sweaty, and worse, more trapped. He grit his teeth and pressed onward, having to tug on Declan's reigns slightly to get him moving.
He finally made it to the boat, handing the captain a pouch of coins. He stared at the boat in front of him. He took in the rocking of the boat, and for the first time in a while he hesitated. He cursed himself and forced his feet to move. This time, Declan didn't, and instead neighed and kicked his feet (you know, the stereotypical freak out for a horse).
Halt paused on the deck and tried to calm him down.
As he did so, he could feel his heart pounding faster,
He smelt the shrimp, now a stronger smell than before.
and faster,
The rocking of the boat beneath his feet.
and faster,
Declan would not calm down for the life of him.
and faster.
The final nail in the coffin, so to speak, was when some of the ocean water splashed over him.
That's when he froze. His chest felt like it was going to burst open, his breathing was labored and he swore his lungs were closing up. The noise around him became blurred, as did his sight. His mind swam with disjointed memories from his past, and he was lightheaded.
Something—someone touched his hand, springing his body into motion again. He ran back to the woods.
Pritchard watches him run off, then grabbed Declan. He asked the captain for the refund, giving him a few of his own coins.
He had to do a double take when he saw him, deep in the woods, sitting next to a tree with his knees drawn up with his arms wrapped around them, his cloak almost completely sealing him from view. Pritchard got off his horse, Quinn, and knelt down beside him, hesitating. As much as he wanted to comfort him, he had no clue how to.
Hell, he didn't even know what exactly happened. Halt had gone far ahead, and he lost him among the crowd when he finally managed to get over to the ship that was heading towards Araluen, the boy's chest had already began to heave more frequently, and he seemed to become slightly more clumsy. Then, some water splashed on him, and he stopped moving, his hands resting on his chest and throat, and slightly hunched over. And, Pritchard didn't know if it was on purpose or not, but he had been staring at him. He pushed past the captain and tried to talk to him, but he didn't seem to register what was being said. He reached out his hand, making it brush against Halt's.
Panic lined his facial features, even more so than before, and he screamed something around the lines of "Don't touch me!" before bolting off.
The sun had been setting way too fast for his liking as he was trying to find him.
Quinn reacted before he did, sniffing the top of Halt's messy hair.
Halt looked up at them at the sensation, red surrounding his deep brown eyes, the source of the tear stains on his cheeks. He looked so small against the world, and Pritchard was reminded of how young he really was.
A broken voice came out of his mouth as he tried to speak. Pritchard knelt down beside him, looking up at the sky as to not stress him further. Halt swallowed and tried again, to avail. He squeezed the fabric of his pants tighter in frustration.
"It's alright, Halt. Unless you need something," Pritchard said, turning to face him. "Do you?"
Halt bit his lip and looked away.
"Listen, you're not bothering me if you do. I want to help you, I really do," Pritchard said. "So... do you need something?"
Halt shook his head.
"Are you sure? You've said this before, and-" he gestured vaguely. "It didn't turn out so well."
Halt thought for a moment, squinting his eyes. His brain was still foggy; it was hard to think straight. He nodded.
"Alright. I'll be setting up camp, so if you come up with anything, you can..." He felt pressure and warmth around his waist, the force of those things knocking him back. He had to catch his breath before putting his hand on the back of Halt's head, combing through his hair with his fingers, his other hand a securing weight among the boy's back.
After a couple of minutes, Halt pulled away slightly, taking a deep breath and swallowing.
"The boats," Halt said, his voice cracking. His eyes filled with exasperation among the already present fear. "Ferris, the guards..."
"We'll worry about all that once you've rested. For now, though, I promise you that everything will be ok."
Halt raised his eyebrow. "Promise." he said sarcastically.
"Promise."
"Over optimistic."
"What, do you doubt my skills?"
"Sometimes," Halt teased, pointing at him. "You're old with creaky joints."
Halt yawned as Pritchard stared at him. The old man sighed good-naturely. "What am I going to do with you?"
#ranger gathering 2023#pritchard#halt o'carrick#panic attack tw#yes the title is based on that one thing (replace touch with hug)#I've never watched it but I thought it was kind of a perfect title nsdfjn#Also I wrote this in one sitting today so sorry if there's some understanding/grammar issues.#if you saw any fault in the panic attack side of things please PLEASE let me know. I did research but I've never had one#Pritchard: Therapist/Dad Mode Activated#he's. Not perfect by all means but he's trying his best#fanfic#artsycan'twrite
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MY PCS
#zerobaseone#zb1#zhang hao#ricky#han yujin#so i got my albums today#and the first thing i saw was my hao pob and i screamed#then i screamed again when i got my ricky pob#and then i opened my album and got my 2nd hao pc#thats when i lost it#i also got hanbin and jiwoog pulls#in case anyone is wondering the odds of getting 2 hao pcs in 4 tries in 6 percent#in other words im highly blessed#also sorry for the blurry lines my printer did its best trying to scan the pics
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The huntlow ship is blander than flour and has less chemistry than tap water from a white suburban neighborhood. But because it involves an angsty white boy, 70% of fans, who needed to have the words "representation" and "subtext" taken away until they knew how to use them properly, immediately started foaming at the mouth to beam their self insert into the brain of willow park to be hunters tradwife, neoliberal edition.
#not including main tags bc this is just me grumping#shut up pandora#<=i dont care if you copy most of my tags but if you copy that one im blocking you and i hope you get swarmed by bees#this is a huntlowphobic blog btw if huntlow shippers wanna be oppressed so bad ill do it#if you follow me and like huntlow good on you but im blocking the tag and anything to do with the tag#and if you try to say huntlow things at me unless youre one of very few mutuals i will assume you have bad taste and ignore it#basically i saw a poll today for a 'best tumblr couple' contest and huntlow was winning over fucking DESTIEL#destiel? the homophobic gay love confession? the 15 years of buildup? the breaking news template that weve been using for 2 years now?#i dont even know about supernatural and i know destiel it came free with being a tumblr user#and its being outvoted by a ship where they...stand next to each other?#and...had two conversations over the course of 10 episodes?#and...have random blushes where it doesnt fit?#sorry guys! your ship is bad and so is your taste!#there are a select few hardcore shippers ive come across who actually get their personalities right#but for most of you? this aint it chief
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?!?!?!
#just found out that my childhood best friend died yesterday and i have 0 clue why#i legit saw her active on instagram a few days ago#we used to do everything today and i remember gossiping about our first crushes in primary school and celebrating bdays together#and now she's dead?? at 22? FUCK#granted we haven't spoken in a couple of years but we're still friendly on social media and this is the last thing id ever expect........#i've never lost someone i grew up with this fucking sucks!#tw death
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