#This Is The Biggest Fucking Mood
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HOLY SHIT MY MOM JUST SAID SHE’S BEEN OFF HER MEDS FOR A MONTH
NO WONDER SHE’S BEEN A NIGHTMARE
ASDFGHJKL WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
#talk about fucking manic asdfghjkl#not just her mental health meds but her blood pressure and other stuff too#so she’s been the biggest fucking bitch having the most extreme mood swings the angriest fly off her handle nightmare#AND she’s been convinced she’s having a heart attack for a week#JFC YOURE OFF YOUR ROCKER AND YOU WENT OFF EVERYTHING COLD TURKEY#WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK#like she’s just been MEAN actually MEAN for weeks#the most miserable human being#and it’s because she single-handedly decided to go off her meds#I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS HAPPENED LAST TIME SHE DID IT TOO
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new draw your blorbo just dropped
#watching g1 out of context and i see this#what in the fuck#who even is that#and why is he the biggest mood i've ever seen
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happy 1yr anniversary to when the illness festered. i had no idea what i was getting myself into. To think it has been 1 year and im still this fucked up from it. love you wonder game
#i had been on a little switch story binge#i had read element and pleiades bc i saw ppl recommending them#but i had no idea that wonder game was significant at ALL#but i am the BIGGEST sucker for alice in wonderland. the 1951 animated movie was my favorite movie ever#and i would watch it CONSTANTLY when i was a kid#my earliest memories consisting of me just knowing how much i loved this film#and well anyway i remembered natsume had an alice card so i was like omg! i really should read that!!#and to get myself in the mood i even rewatched the 1951 film because i thought itd be a fun little refresher before i began reading#I DID NOT. EXPECT THE STORY TO MAKE ME CRY#AND I DID NOT EXPECT THE STORY TO MAKE ME A NATSUMUGIER#THIS STORY CAUSED IT ALL. IT RUINED ME. ALL BECAUSE I WANTED TO READ A SILLY LITTLE STORY WITH ELEMENTS BASED OFF#MY FIRST EVER SPECIAL INTEREST. ABSOLUTELY SICKENING#HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABE IM FUCKING RUINED FOREVER#nat rambles#i dont think u guys realize how deep my love for switch goes#bc like everything about them is a reminder of everything ive ever loved and found comfort in throughout my life#especially my younger years#they really do just bring me such unbelievable amounts of joy i almost feel undeserving to have something resonate this deeply with me#because thats how deep it goes#BUT ANYWAY#i cant show vulnerability online. Pretend i didnt say anything.#cant have people find out im a real person with real feelings with unique experiences in life that shaped the person you see before u today
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How 👏🏻 the fuck 👏🏻 do I make 👏🏻 good boundaries?!?!??! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
😭😭😭 and how the fuck do I make people start taking them seriously? Gods, everyone’s gonna think I’m a fucking cunt….
“No, actually, you can’t fucking walk all over me?!?!?! WHO THE HELL DOES THE SHIT YOURE DOING?!?!” -me… I wish
Thank fuck for tumblr. Can’t say this shit on any other site.
I wanna curl up and cry??? Maybe??? A little??? Want someone to make it all go away
Fuck
#sorry it’s shitposting time#ooop she’s in a mood folks#imagine like the biggest pout ever with the saddest eyes and then multiply it by like a million… then you’ll almost be at my current face#(side note: why is pouting so fucking cute??? what a crime)#(I wanna be scary. lemme be scary. fuck)
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Always funny to me when people say, "Why was the Doctor ever interested in River in any way when she's Not A Good Person," as if a) their oldest and closest friend in the universe isn't The Master, someone very much not known for being a particularly good person, and b) there wasn't literally a line that went, "And unlike me, [River] really doesn't mind shooting people. I shouldn't like that; kind of do a bit."
#sorry you've never experienced the joy of watching an older lady give zero fucks while also being terrifyingly capable of killing you <3#I AM very much a Twelve Girl™ but honestly eleven is probably the most relatable doctor for this alone#(though there is the moment in the christmas special where river is threatening him with death via organ extraction in alphabetical#order and he just goes 'which alphabet' with THE biggest smile on his face which wow what a mood lmao)#anyway tldr they're in love and I love them and for the purposes of blacklisting:#mel screams about The Weird Little Space Show again#there was also 'I love a bad girl me' like that literally was also a thing he canonically said#(obviously this is an outgrowth of staying chained to the previous era & The Ship™ from it as well as continual over-romanticization of 10)#(but I don't think I have the energy to specifically break that down today)#(and that's not really the point of this post anyway)#like. GOD. again: the things people will do to erase how important any woman who isn't a certain threshold of conventionally palatable#is to the narrative/other characters#like...he did. he did keep referring to her as. his wife. he specifically said 'yeah I'm dead to the world but I'm going to keep visiting#her in prison!' DON'T TEST ME ON DR/RIVER LORE I MADE THEM MY WHOLE PERSONALITY FOR LIKE 5 YEARS DURING ONE OF#THE MOST FORMATIVE AND TURBULENT PERIODS OF MY LIFE. IKNOWMORETHANYOU.JPEG
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Have a good weekend, Jet
I know you sent this last weekend, BUT I WILL. For my birthday, the fam got me a cabin for this upcoming long weekend, and I'll be going to spend several glorious days in the middle of nowhere (okay okay within easy driving distance of nowhere) so I can knit and stargaze AND TALK TO NO ONE BECAUSE I'M ON MY OWN. I'm going to rest and recharge and maybe put on pants, but maybe not, and it will be perfection.
#ask a jet wolf#anonymous#life with jet wolf#my biggest question is if I will in fact heed my impulse to take several spoopy movies to watch#(I've been in a spoopy mood)#as mentioned I'll be in the middle of nowhere#a place I've never been#lodging that is completely unfamiliar#in the pitch dark of night#and alone#watching spoop is the worst fucking idea#but that does not also mean I won't do it#STAY TUNED FOR THE THRILLING CONCLUSION
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it can be so fucking hard to be close to people who have very different understandings of time and respect than you.
#im just going to bitch in the notes so i can get it out of my system#it fucking hurts my feelings when my friends are significantly later than they said they would be#they are driving up and visiting me which i do appreciate#but its like. 95% of the time im the one meeting them wherever and whenever works for them#and theyd made it sound like theyd be coming hours ago and they werent#and finally got on the fucking road and their eta was 13 minutes ago and they still arent here#and its like. i get that they have their own lives and traffi and shit#but ive told them many times that it genuinely upsets me when this happens#to the point that if they werent already on the road id just tell them to fucking stay home#its the biggest stressor in our relationship and it seems like theyll get better for a bit after we talk about it#then it gets bad again#and it sucks because i was excited! and now im feeling bitter and upset and i either have to swallow it#or bring the mood down#and im sure they have more shit to do at home so its not like they'll be sticking around for a long time tomorrow#if they do i'll be shocked#but like. id thought of fun stuff we can do and im cool with not doing them but a better fucking heads up would be appreciated#i shouldnt have to ask 3 times to find out when youre coming#especially when i give a very long time between asking to not be a bother#and it just feels like they dont respect me or my time. i couldve done so much more this afternoon#but ive been here fucking waiting for them.#and i told them i was worried this shit would happen once i no longer lived right near them#and they said it wouldnt be a fucking problem. well guess what.#and i have had to defend them to my dad who i live with as well#and then this shit happens. it sucks#anyway. i thought they'd be here 2 hours ago.#whatever. nothing i can do about it now.#tree talks
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Wow. Im just sitting here with you by my side (snoozing cause it’s super early 😂) and admiring everything about you..not just your looks or other uhhm..physical attributes; but even more so because of the man you are. You love me with all you can, you take up for me whenever I don’t or can’t stick up for my self. You hold me when I cry, give me pets and head rubs, give the bestest snuggles ever! I just can’t believe how blessed I am to have you in my life. I truly feel that God put us together at the right time. I can’t wait to show you every single day for as long as you want me.
@agedsandshark ❣️
#bpd#fuck#bpd mood#actually borderline#love#mental health#I’m his princess#i’m his biggest fan#i love him#i love you#ack ack
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sighs. okay tmi posting sorry guys
#lunar bunny chatter#my horniness has been fluctuating the last day or so and it's definitely because of my period. this morning was crazy#i went to some DMs to listen to an audio message i got and i just died again and thought about some stuff which led me back onto tumblr#and i just went to look at some text posts and now that i look back. dude i have such an atrocious daddy/mommy kink it's actually funny#i mean. i really like the idea of being an appealing figure and my criteria for who i call daddy is so specific. there's just two people#that fall into that category but i don't like the other person as much as the other one. hi sorry for being gay i need this off of my chest#also hanging out with some friends and im so bad at comebacks and all that. how the fuck am i gonna top without stuttering and fumbling#and forgetting words.... that's my biggest worry. it doesn't help that i get super chatty when nervous but maybe i can work it in my favor#i wanna try out the title stuff just to test the waters before going absolutely ham. maybe as a cute joke i'll go “oh sure w/e u say daddy”#“lol haha” but it just seems real fun. i think it's hot too but. yeah it's a lot to unpack ahaha.#i still have a lot of guilt for talking dirty and being more brave when talking but that's just because i always felt like i didn't have...#the right to explore that especially when a lot of people i knew back then thought of me as “pure and innocent girl” and like. yeah fuck no#this was a really meandering ramble but my point: “daddy hot mommy hot i wanna explore that and im also nervous about stuff”#i do genuinely enjoy when i get in the mood though especially with someone i trust and like. click with? i hope that isn't too much to say#but it feels very natural and i don't have to force or hide anything. i just need a bit more confidence ahaha#that's all the rambling i got in me im gonna listen to some classic music from latin artists because im silly and mildly sentimental rn.
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one thing about me: i will always be emotionally devastated when person a is clinging on to a rope thats keeping them from falling to their potential death and they weigh the pros and cons and they decide to cut the rope in order to save lives. yes mulan 2 did traumatize me
a similar thing happened with tech and i am EMOTIONAL. I AM CHEWING ON GLASS. it’s a good thing i know they wouldnt actually kill him off but that doesnt make it any less emotional!! TECH MY BELOVED. YOU SACRIFICED YOURSELF. BRB IM GOING TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF AND CRY
#sarah talks#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch#wrecker yelling NOOOOOOOOOOOO is the BIGGEST fucking mood#i demand emotional compensation
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when you’re eating chicken and you bite into soemthing that isn’t the chicken flesh
#god I hate it I hate it I hate it so much disgusting fucking god knows what#pribanly cartilage or soemthing#ruins the moment ruins the mood#now I don’t even want to finish eating but#i will cuz I love food#but I hate it it’s truly my biggest fucking annoyance on this planet
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:3c
#being unemployed and insane is a fucking trip lol#i desperately want to be doing something but i cant go three days without having an episode#and my therapist isnt acknowledging most of my symptoms#im going through emdr for ptsd but like what about the psychosis what about the mood swings#ive talked about my horrible sensory issues and she says its just anxiety and im like what#i cant even get out of the house cause im not allowed to drive and everything within walking distance is fuvking expensive as hell#and ubers arent in the budget#thank god theres a sliding scale clinic where i get my meds for literal cents idk what i would do without it#im getting my teeth looked at wednesday im equal parts excited and terrible#depression and sensory issues have wrecked my teeth :(#idk bro#im thinking about selling some of my higher value plushes to get some money to do something fun#cause i have negative five dollars in my bank account lol#i would just go to the library or something but one i cant get there myself#and two when my gf gets off work shes usually dog tired so i feel so freaking guilty for asking her#i have an active disablility claim its about nine months in#so maybe ill get lucky and have it approved but i super doubt it#since my psych team refuses to diagnose me with anything#apparently its really hard to get approved for ptsd and thats like my biggest on paper issue thats actually listed#i talk about getting a job but i cant even be in a gas station for more then two minutes without freaking out#so idk how i think im gonna be able to handle a job#plus itll look really bad on my disability claim if i get a job#so im kinda damned if i do damned if i dont#ugh im just shaking myself by the shoulders and yelling BE NORMAL JUST BE NORMAL#but :3 i stay silly i guess#idk if youve actually read this i give you an internet cookie 🍪#if you have any advice let me know i guess
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I’ve finally gotten around to actually watching DTTM, not just listening, and holy shit Brian is one dramatic motherfucker
#my posts#the mechanisms#no bc his little arm/hand flares when he hits and holds a chord#like mood my good sir#also jesus christ he fucking ate on hanged man rusts in dttm#like i usually skip the hnoc version bc im not the biggest fan of his vocals on that one but my dude put his everything into the dttm versio#n#i am perhaps a little in love with the drumbot#sue me
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"do you want to be Oliver Queen when you grow up?"
"I want to be better"
damn get his ASS connor !
#listen i love ollie so much but you can't deny that is the BIGGEST mood#also like. the dynamic between father running away from responsibility and the son realizing that he wants to be better than that#GOOOOD fucking shit#winter reads comics#green arrow 98
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I forgot I typed up all this a while ago. Have some thoughts re: Jack vs literacy
newsies in general can read bc i mean they kinda Have To. meaning Jack can read pretty alright as well
he starts struggling if text is longer than like two paragraphs bc at that point it gets tiring and easy to be distracted from. to counteract this and also just save time in general, he's really good at skimming front page/other interesting articles so that he actually knows what he's selling
there becomes One single exception to the skim-reading and that is Anything Katherine Writes, which can go one of two ways:
either Jack puts aside time to read her newest article word for word when having lunch or after work is done, at subpar lamplight, no matter how long it takes
(- sidenote: he saves a copy of every edition Katherine has an article published in and soon enough realises that that's a whole lot of space for stuff to be taking up. from then on he just starts tearing out her articles specifically and filing them away in the back of a sketchbook. it's Months later still when Katherine finds out about it)
OR sometimes Jack will show Les that hey look Kathy has had an article published again, with full knowledge that it'll end with Les begging Davey to read the article out loud to them both. This is 100% on purpose but don't tell anyone bc Jack Kelly does Not get Read To. Most definitely does Not end up dozing against Davey's shoulder either on warm days when all three of them sit down and let him read
there's a few books kicking around in the Lodging House that are falling apart and are generally no one's and everyone's, which are sometimes employed for bedtime story reasons by the older kids when the littles ask for it. Most of them including Jack don't read so well over long periods of time so it's a lot less "reading bedtime stories" and a lot more "doing their best to recall the story with the book in hand, making up details as they go, and occasionally remembering to flip the page to keep up the illusion." The littles ofc know it's not Actual Reading but they don't say anything to break the illusion either
writing on the other hand goes a lot less well
Jack's handwriting is a mix of clumsy, childish cursive (from what little he did get to go to school, years and years ago) and equally clumsy print picked up mostly from newspaper font since that's the letters he's looking at 90% of the time
he's slow at writing, it feels clumsy and wrong, his spelling sucks (bc reading is not the same thing as paying attention to grammar and internalising it) and overall he fuckin hates it bc it makes him feel stupid so he avoids it at all costs. He also very specifically is of the opinion that it's unfair that being good at drawing doesn't also make him good at writing nicely
honestly unless it comes up very specifically and gets pinned against him, Jack doesn't really feel bothered by any of this. Or at least not until Davey, Les, and Katherine all happen themselves into his life
Davey and Les start bringing homework to Jacobi's or the Lodging House, and Katherine's whole Job is about reading and writing, and she has her notepad and pretty cursive, and Les' clumsy childish handwriting is still better than anything Jack can manage, and Davey practically speeds through books for fun and he can Actually Read To People
Jack does not enjoy this and is entirely silently fuming about it
he Also does not enjoy how susceptible he is to gravitating over and settling down when Davey gets roped into Actually Reading Bedtime Stories at the Lodging House. or that Katherine keeps leaving little handwritten notes with the boys if she wants to talk to Jack about something specific but they keep not running into each other bc they're both in random places all the time, like it's a wholly normal thing to do. can't these ppl just leave him alone (affectionate)
idk where this whole line of thoughts goes if anywhere tbh i just know that Jack hates feeling dumb and he isn't good at seeing that he is Not That when he silently gets caught up on not being good at something
#oh shit the post editor automatically turns my plaintext - bulletpoints into a bulleted list fuck yeah#i write up this kinda stuff in a notepad so this is oddly convenient#kata's chatter#newsies#i have absolutely zero motivation or energy to write rn and im suffering#this really just boils down to jack having some issues but also SO much room for soft peaceful moments#the older newsies generally tend to gravitate over when someone starts a bedtime story for the littles#but davey gets the biggest and most consistent audience bc he brings different books and also yknow. the novelty of it#'i can draw nice so why cant i write nice' is SUCH a mood btw#my fine motor control for handwriting has eroded so bad over the years it genuinely feels horrible#like my handwriting has always Looked bad but Feeling bad is a whole other can of problems
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