#TOO big actually ahahahah
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🅱️loodborne height headcanons
But first, the canon ones - the official video introducing Maria's figma ( x ) reveals that Maria (and the Doll, as follows) is 6'7'' (201 cm), whereas default Paleblood Hunter is 5'11'' (180 cm).
Then by stretching the image of ripped models ( x ) across the chart with the heights and comparing them to Maria, I concluded Micolash is 5'11'' (180 cm), Gascoigne is 7'2'' (218 cm) and Gehrman is ~7'7''-7'8'' (approximately 233 cm)! Now to the actual hcs! Centimeters scaling is approximate since inches do not convert into very round numbers.
Two lists - in alphabetical order and from tallest to shortest, as self-reference. Might be a subject to change if I ever manage to compare models between themselves better!
In alphabetical order:
Adeline (initial) - 5'6'' (168 cm)
Adeline (transformed) - 6'9'' (206 cm)
Adella - 5'7'' (170 cm)
Alfred - 6'2'' (188 cm)
Amelia - 6'10'' (208 cm)
Annalise - 6'7'' (201 cm)
Antal - 5'10'' (178 cm)
Archibald - 5'8'' (173 cm)
Arianna - 5'5'' (165 cm)
Bestial hunter - 6'1'' (185 cm)
Black Church female hunter - 6'0'' (183 cm)
Black Church male hunter - 5'8'' (173 cm)
Blood Minister - 6'6'' (198 cm)
Brador - 6'1'' (185 cm)
Cainhurst librarian (cut content) - 5'1'' (155 cm)
Carla - 6'5'' (196 cm)
Caryll - 6'2'' (188 cm)
Chapel Dweller - 6'11'' (211 cm)
Chester - 6'0'' (183 cm)
Cleric Beast of the bridge (as human) - 6'0'' (183 cm)
Crow of Cainhurst - 5'11'' (180 cm)
Damian - 6'2'' (188 cm)
Desperate Hunter (Yharnam) - 5'11'' (180 cm)
Desperate hunter (Church) - 6'1'' (185 cm)
Djura - 5'7'' (170 cm)
Djura's Ally - 6'2'' (188 cm)
Djura's apprentice - 5'7'' (170 cm)
Dores - 6'4'' (193 cm)
Edgar - 6'2.5'' (190 cm)
Eileen - 5'7'' (170 cm)
Fishing Hamlet priest - 6'11.5 (210 cm)
Forgotten Madman - 5'4'' (163 cm)
Gascoigne - 7'2'' (218 cm)
Gatekeeper - 6'0'' (183 cm)
Gehrman - 7'7.5'' (233 cm)
Gilbert - 5'10'' (178 cm)
Gratia - 7'9'' (236 cm)
Gremia - 6'6.5 (200 cm)
Henriett - 5'8'' (173 cm)
Henryk - 6'0'' (183 cm)
Iosefka + imposter - 5'10'' (178 cm)
Izzy - 6'2'' (188 cm)
Josef - 6'1'' (185 cm)
King (initial) - 5'8.5'' (174 cm)
King (transformed) - 6'8'' (203 cm)
Laurence - 5'2'' (157 cm)
Leo - 6'5'' (196 cm)
Logarius - 8'1'' (246 cm)
Lonely old dear - 5'4'' (163 cm)
Ludwig (as human) - 7'00'' (213 cm)
Madaras Twins - 5'10'' (178 cm)
Madman's Escort - 6'1'' (185 cm)
Maria + Doll - 6'7'' (201 cm)
Micolash - 5'11'' (180 cm)
Older daughter - 4'3'' (130 cm)
Olek - 5'7'' (170 cm)
Paleblood Hunter - 5'11'' (180 cm)
Patches - 6'2.5'' (190 cm)
Queen Killer - 6'1'' (185 cm)
Rom - 5'0'' (152 cm)
Sceptical man - 5'9'' (175 cm)
Simon - 5'7'' (170 cm)
Suspicious Beggar - 5'9'' (175 cm)
Valtr - 6'3'' (191 cm)
Viola - 5'10'' (178 cm)
Vitus - 6'6'' (198 cm)
Wallar - 6'0'' (183 cm)
White Church female hunter - 5'9'' (175 cm)
Willem - 6'10'' (208 cm)
Yahar'gul hunter (Tonitrus) - 6'0'' (183 cm)
Yahar'gul hunter (cane) - 5'11'' (180 cm)
Yahar'gul hunter (cannon) - 6'6'' (198 cm)
Yahar'gul hunter (in the cell) - 5'9'' (175 cm)
Yahar'gul hunters (the twins) - 5'7'' (170 cm)
Yamamura - 5'5'' (165 cm)
Yharnam - 7'3'' (221 cm)
Younger daughter - 3'8'' (112 cm)
Yurie - 5'8'' (173 cm)
From tallest to shortest:
8'1'' (246 cm) - Logarius
7'9'' (236 cm) - Gratia
7'7.5'' (233 cm) - Gehrman
7'3'' (221 cm) - Yharnam
7'2'' (218 cm) - Gascoigne
7'00'' (213 cm) - Ludwig (as human)
6'11.5 (210 cm) - Fishing Hamlet priest
6'11'' (211 cm) - Chapel Dweller
6'10'' (208 cm) - Willem, Amelia
6'9'' (206 cm) - Adeline (transformed)
6'8'' (203 cm) - King (transformed)
6'7'' (201 cm) - Maria + Doll, Annalise
6'6.5 (200 cm) - Gremia
6'6'' (198 cm) - Yahar'gul hunter (cannon), Vitus, Blood Minister
6'5'' (196 cm) - Leo, Carla
6'4'' (193 cm) - Dores
6'3'' (191 cm) - Valtr
6'2.5'' (190 cm) - Edgar, Patches
6'2'' (188 cm) - Caryll, Damian, Alfred, Izzy, Djura's ally
6'1'' (185 cm) - Bestial hunter, Brador, Josef, Madman's Escort, Queen Killer, Desperate hunter (Church)
6'0'' (183 cm) - Gatekeeper, Henryk, Chester, Black Church female hunter, Wallar, Cleric Beast of the bridge (as human), Yahar'gul hunter (Tonitrus)
5'11'' (180 cm) - Micolash, Paleblood hunter, Crow of Cainhurst, Desperate Hunter (Yharnam), Yahar'gul hunter (cane)
5'10'' (178 cm) - Iosefka + imposter, Antal, Gilbert, Madaras twins, Viola
5'9'' (175 cm) - White Church female hunter, Yahar'gul hunter (in the cell), Suspicious Beggar, Sceptical man
5'8.5'' (174 cm) - King (initial)
5'8'' (173 cm) - Yurie, Black Church male hunter, Henriett, Archibald
5'7'' (170 cm) - Eileen, Adella, Simon + Djura's apprentice, Djura, Yahar'gul hunters (the twins), Olek
5'6'' (168 cm) - Adeline (initial)
5'5'' (165 cm) - Yamamura, Arianna
5'4'' (163 cm) - Forgotten Madman, Lonely old dear
5'2'' (157 cm) - Laurence
5'1'' (155 cm) - Cainhurst librarian (cut content)
5'0'' (152 cm) - Rom
4'3'' (130 cm) - Older daughter
3'8'' (112 cm) - Younger daughter
#bloodborne#bloodborne headcanons#use later#multi character post#heights#self-reference#see? laurence is not THAT tiny! he is the TALLEST in top 5 tiniest!#sdjfjfhsddd#honestly thooooo let him be SMOL#when you see a short man you do not bully him you kiss him and hold him in your arms like a cat AAAAAAAA#fun fact: earlier Rom was 155 cm and Laurence was 150 cm#but i was convinced that even for a comic effect that's TOO little especially for a male#so i sorta swapped them#honestly rom being the shortest (not counting the children) is somewhat accidental#because most of the known cast appears to be either abnormally tall or men that seem to have average male heights#and whatever women we do see just don't hit me as shorter than average 5'4 or 5'6#it's okay rom you will grow big some day......#TOO big actually ahahahah#adeline had quite a height leap tho#because she drank her milk- i mean brain fluid xD
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Alastor x angel reader
FEATHER chapter VI
Tags: fluff (for now ) enemies to lovers, kissing, being protective, cuddles, sleeping problems, flirting, possesive reader is an angel, fem reader
Alastor POV
From window of the radio tower, I observed a silvery creature maneuvering through the crowd gathered under the hotel. It adeptly gave lessons in hand-to-hand combat and tips on outsmarting celestial entities. I lounged on a small rolling chair, resting my feet on the table.
Unexpressed frustration and anxiety engulfed my thoughts as I discarded another chewed-up pen. Knowing that the silvery feather hidden beneath the floor was inherently linked to its owner tempted me even more, to test its intriguing properties.
Her energy brought an unwritten relief to my shackled soul. Increasingly aware of my addiction, I shredded another pen. My hand searched the bottom of an empty drawer for the next victim. Perhaps a real victim would soothe his nerves? The taste and warmth of blood, screams, and insane doses of adrenaline always helped in moments like these.
One of the slender male figures often and closely positioned near the angelic being. it seems like he has chosen MY girl for a lunch.
With a snap of fingers transported to the company of my dear cannibalistic friend and the likely place of a future crime
’’Oh Darling, you are hiding again," her clawed fingers adjusted the slightly crumpled coat. "Everyone gathered here thanks to you, and you rot in the radio tower," she retorted disgusted.
"I'm sorry, Rosie, I was busy."
Alright, alright, but now I'm interested, who is she?"
Of course, she could only be talking about the laughing Y/N leaning her elbow on the young cannibal.
My patience is definitely being tested this day
‚,Then let me introduce you." I grabbed her arm and quickly approached to interrupt the cheerful conversation.
Rossie’s suggestive head motion clearly signaled the youngster to disappear and attend to something usefull
And this, my dear, is Y/N," - I calmly introduced, as if presenting another sightseeing spot. "Our guest from heaven."
"Oh my, so you are truly from heaven?" she replied, as if big wings weren't evidence enough. Our little angel apparently enjoyed some attention, parading cheerfully in her true form.
Yeah, it's nice to meet you, miss." Her gaze halted where I held Rosie under the arm.
"Oh, what miss? I'm Rosie, dear friend of Alastor." Too bad she had to reveal the truth so quickly; I would have liked to see if angelic beings can feel such emotions as jealousy.
"I see you're really skilled in combat."
I wouldn't say that. I can quickly spot opponents' weak points, including my brethren," she emphasized her allegiance.
Now uncomfortable questions could start, but I had already discussed it with Charlie. Y/N was declared as a founder of the ,,heavenly resistance against executions’’ and to show her support, she descended into darkness with the princess of hell.
We stared intensely at each other, and Vivien sensed the tension, letting go of my hand.
"Being honest, I've been watching you all day. Really, you are a lovely creature, and if I'm not mistaken, I could smell Alastor's perfume on you."
Ah, that intrusive and sensitive cannibalistic nose. I must admit, as always, reliable in reading situations.
"Ah yes, Y/N and I had a meeting last night to discuss some training issues." I explained
Yes, I can feel she needed to deal with your experience issues. And a 'holo hole' was the one to actually entertain you?"
A what now?"
I guess Y/N wasn't as embarrassed and angry as me for this improper remark. In the end, she was an angel. Her pure laughter entertained everybody around." "Oh sorry, I just ahahahah ."
Overlord lady starter to laugh with her
I thought it was the right moment to exit the conversation.
I wouldn't want to interrupt you, ladies, but Y/N and I still have some things to discuss.
Instantly, the smile disappeared from her angelic face. She took a more upright position, crossing her arms over her chest.
"I guess so."
Rossie said goodbye to Y/N with a quick smile and a hand on her shoulder, then immediately found herself another interesting occupation.
A heavy silence fell as I led her toward the radio tower. My demonic shadow trailing behind us definitely got too excited, like a dog seeing its owner. A whole day without her was definitely too long. I let the angel through, then closed the door behind us.
"Listen, Y/N."
An unexpected kiss interrupted me, decidedly more intense than the one initiated by me. My hands automatically moved to her waist to pull her closer, but she abruptly stepped back, leaving me unsatisfied.
"What's wrong with you? You hate others' touch, can't stand affection and romantic Things , but let me kiss you around?!"
Could she decide in what mood she wanted to be today? - ,, Y/N, let me explain everything."
"Alright!! I'm listening!"
"It's a curse. Since I ended up in hell, a curse hangs over me... when I get close to someone and form a bond it makes me a slave to them. That's why I desperately avoided closeness."
Of course, it was a lie, but it was the only explanation I came up with for the morning events. The sweet angel's knowledge of hell was limited, unaware of soul contracts or how punishments imposed on sinners worked; I could easily manipulate the truth.
I stepped closer, placing my hand on her cheek.
But you are different. You are kind, good, and lovely. For the first time I could trust somebody this much ." I continued
"You're lying. I don't know if you're someone I can trust," she said.
"Y/N, why would I lie?"
"I don't know, maybe your kiss will turn me into a demon?"
"What?
There was a bedtime story for young angels; if they acted bad, a demon would welcome them in their sleep instead of their mothers, and give them a goodnight kiss to turn them into a hell creature ."
"I've never heard a bigger nonsense since Charlie's hotel idea," - I couldn't help but laugh at this silly anecdote - And did you think these chains were a sign of turning into a demon?"
"Maybe," she said, apparently embarrassed.
"Haha, oh my dear. If you want, I can prove you every night that my demon kisses won't change your cute appearance." I leaned in to practically whisper those words
#alastor imagine#alastor radio demon#alastor x you#alastor x y/n#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel x you#alastor#alastor x reader#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin spoilers#alastor fanfiction#hazbin alastor
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Hello there! :3 I have been following you for a long time now and I absolutely love the way how you draw and color! So smooth and beautiful! I also have noticed that recently you draw a lot of FF stuff (I am a fan myself ever since FF7 back in 90's) but I also have noticed you have drawn Turtles too which I love as well! :) I wanted to ask are you, at some point, going to draw turtles again or is your main interest in Zack etc. for now? :3 Thank you and have a lovely week!
Hey-hey! Thank you very much! ♡ I'm very glad that you like my drawing style and color ♡( ◡‿◡ )
Ohh yeeeah~ I still really love TMNT! only the big disappointment in the "RISE"-version made me leave the fandom… But, actually, I have an idea to return to the turtles just to complete the "multyTMNT" comic, because there there's still so much history left to be draw, heh! XD but I'm not sure what it will be in the coming months… because I have too many crazy plans for FF7!!!(✧▽✧) Ahahahah, sorry ^_^'
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Philia 2 for Neira and June
Storge 3 for Noya and Liam
Storge 5 for Kala
(I hope your weekend is going well! c:)
[ask game]
Weekend's been busy but not bad (sans the heat lol), hope yours went well too! :]
Philia 2: Does your OC find it easy to make friends? Or are there barriers to them doing so? If so then are these due to issues of inclination, communication, or something else entirely?
Neira: To her surprise, she's better at it than she thought! Jowan was practically Neira's only friend in the Circle for various reasons, and after being conscripted is the first time that she forges connections with such a wide array of people. She is a good listener and respects boundaries and is doing her best to learn, though she does have a sort of. quiet stubbornness when it comes to getting through to people. The part she struggles with is the "i am allowed to gain something in turn" part of friendship, but what are friends for if not for forcibly teaching her this
June: She's... really not great at it, and shies away from even trying for a long time because she is very aware of this fact. June has trouble emphasising with people if she can't directly relate to them in some way, and often isn't good at communicating what she needs, both things that, you know, are important for friendships. The thought of having to Learn how to do it, and worse, the possibility of being rejected regardless is fucking intimidating. So for her finding friends is basically done via vibe check; either they get on from the get-go, or not at all.
She gets better at it though! Throughout Inquisition and after she puts a lot of effort into actually forging and maintaining proper friendships, and hey, it works! :)
Storge 3: How far does parental approval (imagined or expressed) impact upon their current sense of self-worth? What might they sacrifice or attempt to achieve in order to ensure the approval of their parents?
Noya: Her parents managed to leave her with a pretty good sense of self-worth, all things considered. Noya used to look up to her mother a lot, so when people told her that she was just like her it made her proud, even if it wasn't always said as a compliment. It did sometimes leave her feeling like she couldn't live up to the image she'd built of Adaia in her head, and things got even more muddled after she died. Eventually it circled back around to giving her confidence though. Cyrion surely played a big part in this, his support did a lot for her self-image. As for approval.. it wasn't exactly for approval and more for the sake of making him happy, but she did agree to the wedding for Cyrion's sake.
Liam: Ahahahah. Well. Intentional or not, both his parents' but especially Leandra's way of raising the kids has strongly tied his sense of self-worth to his ability to care for his loved ones. He is already protective by nature, and living as a family with apostates naturally meant they had to be careful, so protecting the family and his siblings has always been a high priority. Leandra starting to put increased responsibility and blame on him after Malcom's passing obviously didn't help. What would he sacrifice for it? A Lot <3
Storge 5: Is your OC able to love without necessarily needing or expecting reciprocation or reward? Or are all their relationships to some extent transactional? Have they ever loved another person unconditionally, whether a child or another adult?
Kala: Ohh this is an interesting one. For a very long time she believed that everything in life is, in some way, transactional. Nothing is for free. However i would also say that she loved Rica unconditionally. She would have argued that it was still transactional; they were both instrumental to each others' survival, after all. And she would have said that the reason she did not expect anything from Rica in return was because she owed her anyway.
It takes her a long time after getting out of Orzammar to come to appreciate love for its own sake, but at the same time comes to the conclusion that love is never unconditional. She believes that love doesn't form without prior conditions and will not last without them either, even if they are indirect or subconscious.
#i know you know what youre doing asking that for tabris and hawke :''')#also side note she didnt mind being wed! wouldnt have done it if she wasnt pushed in the direction#but it was by no means a forced marriage#and love is actually a big Thing for kala so this was v fun! :)#thank you for asking!!#oc ask game/ my answers#oc: june trevelyan#oc: neira surana#oc: liam hawke#oc: noya tabris#oc: kalagna brosca#my ocs
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Puyo Puyo Drama CD #2-2: Wishes to Santa (ENG Translation)
I forgot to post this here! Oops! Not used to using tumblr anymore...
Anyway, here is a complete text translation of the Christmas track from Drama CD Vol.2! (This CD was released in December , so it has both Christmas and New Years' tracks)
Have fun!
Wishes to Santa
[DISCLAIMER:
The Google Docs Version of this script is HERE.
Feel free to repost parts of it or the entire text wherever you want as long as you credit me as the translator!
Also, just so you can listen along, HERE’s the actual MP3 of the track.
Happy Holidays!!]
INTRO
Narration: Wishes to Santa
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STORY
[Santa seems to be voiced by Lemres’ and Akuma’s voice actor, Takumi Yamazaki]
Santa: HO-ho-ho-ho! Tomorrow it will finally be Christmas Eve once again. The day when all the adorable children who have been so nice all year get special presents as a reward for their good behavior from me! Now, let’s see what presents this year’s children are wishing for from me, the one and only Santa Claus… Shall we open their letters? Well, let’s take a look…
SFX: *paper rustling*
Santa: I want a hat that is…
Lidelle’s Voice: …big enough so that, um… well… so that even I can wear it, please! If that’s possible, I mean.
Santa: Oh-HO! How cute! Ho-ho-ho! There is nothing nicer than hearing of the pure wishes of innocent children, wouldn’t you agree? Now, for the next one…
Raffina’s Voice: Precious Metals!
Santa: Huh? Um… uh… Ahaha, what a straightforward wish!
Raffina’s Voice: I desire the sorts with the highest feasibly possible market value! I am not quite aware what the upper limit for the monetary value of a present requested at this kind of occasion is, however, I believe it should be sufficient if you kindly packed in exactly as much as the maximum appropriate.
Santa: T-That’s…! Ah… Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear… H-How nice of her to worry about the status of my wallet. Hohoho! …Ahahahah… A-a very kind girl…I-I’m sure… L-let’s put this letter aside for now… Ahem, now, for the next one…
SFX: *paper rustling*
Feli’s Voice: I wish for a new doll.
Santa: Oho! What a very adorable wish! Aha… What a relief… Alright, what else, what else? What kind of doll might the little girl want…?
Feli’s Voice: The last doll I used as a scape doll was unable to withstand the force of the curses I used it to cast and • Fell • To • Dust in the energy hole of the space distortion created.
Santa: *shrieks of terror* S-Somehow this letter is making me shudder far more than expected…!
Feli’s Voice: This time I want for a doll that will be powerful enough to withstand a Whole • Three • Months of my unbridled sentiments unscathed…!
Santa: W-WHAT IS SHE GOING TO USE THAT DOLL FOR…?! …Ho…ho… *shrieking Ho* …Hoho! I can tell this girl is very dedicated to her craft, yes, yes! …Yes… Um… N-Now, for the next letter…
Sig’s Voice: Tissues.
Santa: H-Huh…? That’s all? …Oh my, oh my! I am sure this child has very good reasons for making this wish, very important reasons, even…
Sig’s Voice: I ran out.
Santa: THAT’S ALL!? How outrageously lazy! If you need tissues, go to the store, child!
Sig’s Voice: Too much work.
Santa: And that’s why you’re wasting your Christmas wish on this!? You only get one of those a year! …Oh my, oh my… HO-ho-ho-ho! This must be a very modest, humble child…! Ah, let’s put this aside for now… The next one is…
Klug’s Voice: I wish for a spellbook that has the GREATEST instructions to teach me to cast the MIGHTIEST of all spells!
Santa: Oh my! What a studious child! Very nice. …Though, that all aside… The ‘mightiest’ spell, he says? What could he possibly mean by that…?
Klug’s Voice: Here is an example of the sort of spells the book may teach: The ETERNAL SUPER DARK MAX FORCE AURA BURNING LEMRES SPECIAL!!
Santa: Um… huh… uh… How do I put it… This child certainly has dreams?
Klug’s Voice: Casting this spell would cause the darkness around me to swirl around my body and coalesce into flames! No, wait, maybe it’d look cooler if the darkness took the shape of a dragon…? And then I would shoot them out to badassly ascend into the heavens…! And I would gaze upon that sight with clear eyes and breathe out a gasp of awe…! So cooooool…!!
Santa: Oh dear, oh dear… That’s all very nicely produced, but I really do wish he’d written what exactly the spell’s effect is supposed to be…
Klug’s Voice: And then Raffina and Feli get lost.
Santa: IS THAT THE EFFECT?!
Klug’ Voice: That Raffina is such a brute! Whenever anything bothers her, her first idea is to resort to kicking it! Isn’t that just barbarous?
Santa: Why is he suddenly airing his personal grievances to me…? Oh my, oh my, oh my… This is certainly a very imaginative child with a very rich, emotional world…! Um… Ho-Ho-HO-HO! Eheheh… Now, now… I-I-I w-wonder what the n-next one will be like…!
Rei’s Voice: My living memories.
Santa: THIS GOT DARK FAST!
Rei’s Voice: I think… I saw something when I was still alive… But… I can’t remember what it was…
Santa: *terrified shrieking* …I-I can’t b-bring something so d-depressing for a Christmas p-present! P-Please give me a b-break…! Ohoho…
Yu’s Voice: So, so! My turn…
Santa: Huh? Is it just me, or does this handwriting look a lot more cheery than the one before…? Let’s see…
Yu’s Voice: I want the souls of the departed still unwilling to de-part with their lust for life! Yay! Please and thanks!
Santa: *incoherent shrieking* NONONO! I didn’t see that! I’ll just pretend I didn’t see that… OH-HOHOHO!
[His laughter sounds like he’s half-crying at this point.]
Santa: Um, well… Who is our next NICE child…?! *crying* Now, what do you want…?
Amitie’s Voice: Hello, Santa! I did my best to be good aaaall year, so will you please, please listen to my wish?
Santa: *relieved laughter* Ah… Ahaha! Ah, finally someone who knows how to write a REAL letter to Santa… Now, THAT’S what nice children should be like!
Amitie’s Voice: Say, Santa. You usually come in the middle of the night to leave your presents in secret, right? So, if I open up a window on the second floor of our school for you, would you please come through there for me?
Santa: Hm? Why might she want me to do that? …Ah! Ahahah! I see! She probably wants to meet me. HO-ho-ho! Aw, I am sorry, all you children. Santa Claus is not allowed to show himself to you…
Amitie’s Voice: ‘Cuz, you see! There was a vase on that windowsill on the second floor. I accidentally broke it today! It was Ms. Accord’s favorite, soooo, let’s just pretend YOU did it, Santa!
Santa: …What?
Amitie’s Voice: Please apologize to Ms. Accord for me! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!
Santa: A…ARE THERE NO NICE CHILDREN LEFT ANYWHERE?!
-END
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Is it possible to learn this power, in Anakin's voice hsgsgs. Jokes aside holy shit so jealous of you and your owner. Big congrats on achiving denial nirvana I suppose hshssh and I definitely didn't need to look up who was saying that quote dhdhdh
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ahahahah,, as if on my fandom blog i havent been posting obikin shit,,,
i'm honestly so flattered. i...i had no intention of learning this. i mean, i did, but i was expecting to need to be hypnotized several times for it to actually take. like, Cal's Curse has had some notable effect on me, but it usually only lasts a couple days unless i listen to it again, and i haven't in over a year.
so i lucked into it. or, more accurately, my body craves so hard to be owned, and i've gotten so much in the habit of thinking over and over "you don't cum without permission, cumming isn't for you, your orgasms belong to your owner," that i guess i conditioned myself? idk which of these things is more pathetic. i'm just so desperate to please that i didn't even need to be hypnotized...my body knows what it's for <3
so, as far as learning this is concerned...i wish i could actually write a tutorial. i'm too dumb to even know how it really happened. what i can say is i've been on default denial for around 2 years i think? shorter periods, up until this year, but regardless i'd imagine this hasn't been a short process, so hypnosis would probably be the faster route >.>
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Hello, Shiny!
Yesterday I was looking forward to your quiz and after work I postponed all my business to read everything!!
I'm sorry, I couldn't resist and wanted to read everything from cover to cover.
Practically followed every update of this project.AND HOW HE HAS SUNK INTO MY SOUL. THEY JUST SHOT ME THROUGH THE HEART AND SEWED THIS BLESSING EXPRESSED IN WORDS AND LINES.
THANK YOU FOR FINISHING THREE WHOLE CHAPTERS!!!this is amazing!!!
if I could kiss your hands, I would do it, of course with your consent.
I HAVE READ EACH OPTION AT LEAST 4 TIMES!!!
I love your writing style so much!!The way you convey the atmosphere, the characters, their actions.
and the consequences of those decisions that led to such a tense denouement!!
And I would really like to print out every one of your work. Whether it's even a brief sketch with Vil or a big job!!And i want put it on shelf and reread it from time to time!!But unfortunately I don't have a printer, aahaha
A little spoilers, for the rest.
Geese Jesus, I laughed so much when I imagined the stunned, confused and complete confusion of the King of Hearts in that scene with the Cater!!!
It was so funny to imagine in my head that on their heels literally every second comes the threat in the form of deprivation of the head.
And now they were literally holding a shovel for their grave.
By the way, I kept thinking that Trey is too suspiciously "kind", you know, that simple guy whom everyone seems to love, everyone trusts him. But your goose bumps are serenading you that this guy is stirring up something.
Do you know such a phrase in your head "Run fool, he'll eat you up"
In truth, I even thought that he would do something dark and hidden from Riddle and the King of Hearts in the end.
Excuse my waiting detective head.
And I was so sorry for the Hatter, the White Rabbit and the March Hare. I felt very uncomfortable when I read these lines. Good job!!
And the scene where Azul is on the ship….I'm sorry, but I've never swore so loudly from fright!!
To sail away on a ship…A brilliant plan!!Reliable as a Swiss watch!!Sail away from Merfolk!!!Ahahahah.
(in no way do I want to offend you or say something negative, I really liked everything!!My English is not native, I use a translator)
That scene with Leona at the end. I could just feel all the disgust that blood is smeared on the Leader's face and feel this smell and taste as if you chewed nails or an iron spoon.
It was a very smart move for the ending!!!
What could be more cryptic and frightening than "such a proposal" after the murder of ______ (I don't want to completely spoiler for others so cruelly)
It was even a pity for the Leader when Jack was like an arrogant thistle that could not be unhooked, for them and hyenas. Ahahah.
I'm sorry if it got messy, and a little incoherent. I will look forward to the rest of this project!!
I wish you a good rest and gain strength!!Thank you for sharing your works with us, which are divine!!
I still fondly remember one of your works, but as far as I understand it was removed from Tumblr. Although I really liked it!!!
If I remember correctly, it was due to the fact that Azul wandered into some cheap bar? and I found a poor singer MС there and almost persuaded them to a deal. But they refused and kicked him out of their dressing room.
I love this job so much!!
Oh yes, I do not know if anyone has asked you before.
Sorry if you already answered.
Who are your favorites from TWST? And who do you like to write about the most?
Wow, this is a long ask. I'm both flattered and concerned that you postponed stuff to read it. I'm hoping that at least you didn't postpone anything important like a class or a meeting or work or whatever other important things you may have to deal with. It's also worrying and flattering that you've read each result four times, but it's also scarily impressive.
As for the rest, believe it or not, I actually didn't know how I wanted to insert Cater into the story. I thought it would be boring if I just added him like a regular subordinate, because then it would be too similar to Trey. Then I remembered the whole reason mc nearly died was because the king they replaced had a scandalous relationship or admiration for someone. When I thought of putting Cater into that role, I realized it would make for something really interesting especially how Cater tries to fit into the molds of how others perceive him, so of course he'd probably want to get along with the king (now the mc). At least, that was my thought process. As for Trey, Trey is just always loyal to Riddle, even in the main game story, which is why I decided to take a similar approach with him here.
As for my favorite twst character, that has to be Idia. He's both funny and extremely relatable. The easiest to write though is Vil, because of the whole soft yan Vil thing, he's a lot easier to write now and people definitely enjoy stuff I write about him.
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vyra you’re my only hope. did higgs actually say “you only need me, sam, not her” in the fight against the big BT in chapter 9 or did i hallucinate it. i feel like going insane i’m pretty sure I HEARD IT during the fight. can’t find it anywhere tho, youtube, reddit, no help at all. my friends think i’m crazy. there’s no way it’s THAT fucking rare right? because i remember seeing your screenshots of it too? do you maybe have them saved somewhere?? you’d help me a lot omg..
alright let us see it
yes he does say something along the lines you are not hallucinating.
"shit sam, it's me you want, not her, ahahahah"
is what happens if you actually hit amelie instead of him
I USED TO HAVE FOUND A VIDEO OF ALL THE LINES BUT I LOST IT and unfortunately i played in french the first time so i don't have correct subtitles either, but BASICALLY
try to do it again? it is QUITE LITERALLY WHAT HE SAYS. not an hallucination!
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EPISODE 8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEETING WITH THE PARENTS LIKE IN SHREK 2 (?
Haven't said this before but the narrator still strong and hella funny~~
Ahahahah yeahh asian people and their cameras, a classic- AY HOLA CLEO! :V
hell yeah scams~~!
talking points, just like me right now!
Ok but what if I shipped Frida's foster dad with Cleo's foster-mom?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
they really are big fans of abandoment issues ey? lmaoo
GANDHIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OGGGGGHGHGHGHHHH THIS IS BETTER THAN FAKE DATING! FAKE PARENTING!!! This is sooo joanabe- oh btw could caitlyn be here too? with YKNOW
OH MOTHERFU- JSJSKJSKSJKSJSJSKSJ he really did!!
WAIT what if Frida's foster dad it's like- an Afterschool Charisma reference? cause he's like "this school is not good for my daughter!" amd Scudworth could be like "well its not like there's ANOTHER highschool for clones of historical figures!" and then he's like "There is another" and it's like WHAAAAA :000
FUCK YEAH
wait so Harriet won't have a podcast where she talks about assassinated historical figures and gets the feds call on her ass? bummer :///
Moralistic? Ew Lmaoo
MAKEUNDER??? LIKE MAKEOVER BUT UNDER??? WILL IT HAVE A SONG?????
OH SO NOW YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING FUNNY WITH JOANFK ITS KINDA A BIT TOO LATE FOR THAT YKNOW!!!!
home alone
have you noticed that Confucius is face fronting like a lot of times? thats kinda wack yo
♫MAKEUNDER MAKEUNDER MAKEUNDER MAKEUNDER MAKEUNDER MAKEUNDER!♫
HM- ok, spilling the milk is gonna love that part-
Noooooo that was so meannnnn!! i love that of course heheh >:3
c'mon! and them long speeches by Abe are back!! they're so funny actually, very few people can actually manage that type of long jokes but he does it flawlessly~~
AHAHAHAH GET WRECKED YOU GOT BLUE HAIR AND PRONOUNS! but could Confucius' "parents" give Scudworth a fuck ton of money and make Cloney Island real?? :0000!
hey this is an excellent subversion of the "cant see through a paper thin disguise" trope, if the other person is just seeing them like this lolol
UUUUUUHHHHHH KAHLOPATRA HAVING TROUBLLEEEEE
Aww and Joanabe solve their issues- OH SHIT THEY'RE HERE!
Aww and Kahlop- KAHLO IS FUCKING LYING!!! OH MAN OH FUUUCK YEAHHHHHH DRAMAAAAAAAAnd the thing with Harriet is also over... bummer ://////
Rating: CLONEY ISLAND IS GOING TO BE REAL/10!
Topher Bus isn't in this episode y ME ESTAN DANDO LOS SINDROMES OTRA VEEEEEZZZZZZZZZÑÑÑÑÑÑÑÑÑÑÑÑ
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if we’ve covered some red flags, what are some of your green flag ships? like of those “fuck yesssssss” ones that you really enjoy
AYO SELF CARE HOURSSSSSS. i do genuinely like talking about the controversial ships but thank you for the positive vibes anon! love that
under the cut, just because the post is a little long:
actually im not super into shipping i think? i definitely value being able to imagine a dynamic for even the nichest pairings and have a lot of fun stretching or emphasizing certain parts of each characters' personalities to get them to work the best while opening up the potential for some development on each characters' side (thats exactly why im doing the ship bingo! its a ton of fun!), but theres very few things i actually like. Ship beyond surface level thoughts tbh. and recently the things i actually do ship have gotten increasingly niche. so enjoy this ramble that mostly pertains to specifically me and only me LMAO /lh
metadede ofc is the big one. not niche obviously. extremely beloved by me hiiiiiiiiii. they just have so much to work with in canon it makes so many varied interpretations which are a blast to see honestly. in general i love seeing how people portray their friendship too. an idiot whos smart to smart guy whos an idiot communication. enemies to friends to lovers..... their personalities bounce off of each other really well and the content the community makes is always a+. actually im going to take the opportunity to share my favorite mtdd fic ever. this is like pretty much peak metadede to me if anyone wants to know what i hope my personal interpretation will live up to [link!]
people might be able to tell ive been getting very into dametaberge. oh my god im so insane. no one look at me. dmk+jambacult found family Real. i have like three comics in my drafts for them. its mostly dametaberge thoughts rn but i like to think susie joins them later to make a poly ship. dmk and susie are a little tense at first but susie is, "like so over her knight phase," as she says, which dmk is extremely conflicted about whether to be offended or relieved at. and then they learn how to relax around each other and are always the two in the relationship to have awful destructive ideas, which flamberge vetos or approves of on a case by case basis. they get very happy and excited when flamberge approves of their awful plans
and of course my beloved gsa ships.............. theres falsgato which i am incredibly insane about thanks to my friend dragging me into it and now its a thing in my animeverse. enemies to friends to lovers I KEEP SAYING IM SO WEAK FOR THAT. dragato was a huge asshole to falspar for Various reasons regarding the nature of the gsa and perhaps dragatos own personal insecurity, but once they lost the war they got to bond since dragato like, realized how little the shit he antagonized falspar for actually mattered in the first place. and falspars a guy who really sees the best in people and ahahahghdjk its a whole thing its a whole thing i wont go into it rn LOL
theres also metarthur which is my very very beloved longtime rarepair. which i um. uh. ahahahah............. i get very slightly nervous talking about on main because a lot of people hc arthur as meta knights dad or parental figure but i shouldnt be nervous about hc differences really....... anyways theyre supposed to be like parallels of each other. people who are opposites thematically (arthur being leader of the gsa; mk being a former deeply infamous demon beast) who find themselves in similar positions in that they both kinda struggle with their sense of purpose vs their sense of self. meta knight sees his past struggles in arthur and so he finds himself drawn to him. he cant really Solve his situation, but (during their war-time relationship specifically) he hopes to offer some solace to him which functions as a form of catharsis to mk himself too. the two get to connect and understand each other in a unique way. i wont get too into this one right now either lol since the dynamic changes a lot depending on if its their during-war relationship or post-war relationship but theres the basics. i have a comic expanding on their general relationship in my drafts too but its at the bottom of my to-do list tbh. maybe someday though
im only into this one casually nowadays but morphogala... you really cant go wrong with "knight of death saves the greatest warrior in the galaxy from their torturous fate". something something the themes of wishing for the release of death being subverted into yes, death itself releasing you but in a way that actually Saves and rescues you instead. the hope and love in spite of all of the hopelessness AHHHHGH the themes of this one make me so weak. theres so much potential...... i really love this one on an aesthetic level too
you know i take my comment on "not super into shipping" back i think my multishipper ass has disillusioned myself into thinking being insane about like 4-5 ships isnt enough or isnt the norm. maybe i am insane about shipping......... oops
ships that make my thumbs up list in that i like them in concept but dont ship myself would be: marxolor; any of wave 3 x each other tbh. i have them as just besties in my hcs but paired up in any way is very fun; i kinda like shadow metadede but im really particular about the dynamic of that one; fransoos gets a very big thumbs up from me for themes and concept+enemies/rivals to lovers; metagala is. i dont super get it myself but the aesthetics alone are absolutely on-point enough to put this one in the thumbs up category. yayyyyyyy. im sure theres more that im missing but i think that covers any that arent too niche
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⛓️🔪🎇 👄 with Jane and Lucifer?
Sorry if that's too much. I just love these headcanons. Thank you:)
NOT AT ALL ahhahaha i love when people enable my obsessions and special interests :)))))))) i could talk about my blorbos all day
⛓️ kinky headcanon
JANE: ooooh she'd def be into voyeurism i feel. like she'd just take special pleasure in Watching ahahah, not even necessarily sexual acts (that too though, i think she'd love to watch a woman masturbate that would be The Shit for her) but also like, think of the fireplace cleaning scene in my fic lol. pretty maid on her knees cleaning? uhhhh. jane has thoughts and feelings about it. i also feel like she'd like the idea of tying someone up haha and she'd enjoy some humiliation (i think she'd be into both humiliating and being humiliated tbh) but that's not like a main thing for her. she'd definitely loooove to spank someone and like, generally be in charge haha
LUCIFER: and well, lucifer? that's a kinky bastard if i ever saw one. i think there wouldn't be anything they haven't tried, honestly, if anything out of sheer boredom. BUT i think they are a big softie at heart who would Yearn to experience like. A Real Loving Connection and like really Make Love. i think curiosity would like gnaw at them and they'd like imagine what humans feel when they talk about that. but also..... i think they'd be both into sadism and masochism (the whole self hatred after the fall thing would like really play into their masochism i think). any type of receiving or inflicting pain.
i think all other kinks are just kind of eh for them, like they would enjoy it kinda but it's like Whatever. they can't Fill The Void (nothing can). the only thing they would be REALLY into is the Wing Thing(TM) ahahahah and that is fandom canon at this point
(also while scrolling through a list of kinks for this i saw stygiophilia exists, and that is a fetish that involves sexual pleasure from the idea of going to hell or facing eternal punishment. i thought that was very funny bc idk lucifer ahhahaah)
🔪 dangerous headcanon
JANE: i think she'd be into getting caught -- which in victorian times would mean Bad Things and would actually be dangerous for her so she would never dare. but she'd fantasise about Being Watched ahahahah. as for anything physically dangerous like i guess nothing really comes to mind?
LUCIFER: what is dangerous when you are the ruler of hell???
🎇 orgasm headcanon
JANE: already Wrote Some Thoughts about this here!
LUCIFER: they have the best orgasms when their wings are stimulated :))))) but we all knew that
👄 making out headcanon
JANE: i think she Needs to control/lead the kiss. she'd also love like Aggressive makeout sessions ahahha
LUCIFER: i think they would appreciate the intimacy of a kiss. they only reserve it for special people though. it's more intimate than an orgasm for them. if they were really into someone they'd enjoy kissing them very slowly and deeply for a long time i feel
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daily fun but useless ppau fact #10
aka "EVERY JOKE/EASTER EGG IN ONE DAY YOU'LL WISH YOU HADN'T"
I'm putting it under a read more because it's long af (because... my dumbass.... makes a lot of jokes. if u didn't notice.)
chapter one: wish (soraka r)
“Not a single sign that the Rift’s champions, those gods amongst men, had ever been there at all.”
This was a vague reference to Damwon’s championship skins where they had wanted to appear as gods coming down from the heavens, if I remember correctly.
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“And Faker would never be enough of a fool to trust someone who once lived in his shadow.”
Faker is (kind of) Zed in this au, so this is secretly a joke. ha ha.
chapter two: you and me (yuumi w) (get it? because meiko's skin is yuumi? i'm not funny ahahahah)
“Hmm,” Jiejie begins, his eyes wandering as he thinks. “I think Meiko would have wished for something to make him an even better support than he already is. Viper probably wished that he’d never miss a shot, and Flandre definitely wished for some magic that’s better than that smoke thing he does. That, or to be able to do this his entire life. Who knows?”
Two out of three isn't bad :)
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“But Jiejie,” Scout says, intentionally mispronouncing his name. “How can you even be tired?”
I explained this in the end notes already, but Scout pronounces Jiejie’s name like 姐姐, which means older sister. Credit to my friend that only referred to Jiejie as “big sister” all throughout Worlds 2021. Bro is gonna fail Chinese III.
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“Breathe, Yechan. Breathe.”
I’m pretty sure Scout is the only one to be referred to by his real name by his teammates, if you don’t count the introductions in the first EG fic. Generally, I try to avoid their real names, since it starts to feel a bit awkward once I’m writing about Ryu Minseok and not Keria or something. It’s too personal for me.
(Edit a few days later: I forgot about Miky but c’mon, I was not about to refer to him as “Mikyx” the entire fic)
(Edit a few more days later: Gumayusi got full name’d, shit is going down)
(Edit a few more more days later: everyone getting full name'd now this is not a drill)
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quick tw for death but when my mom was crying to me about her dad's last wishes i. i kind of. i kind of went "AYO WHAT DID I HAVE MEIKO DO IN ODYWYH TO COMFORT SCOUT I NEED TO KNOW" and just tried to channel whatever he did
im that emotionally constipated kill me
chapter three: end of the line (graves q)
“He plays Teamfight Tactics until he sees stars when he blinks.”
Perhaps in this universe Riot Games is truly a small indie company…
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“Scout tries to scream, but without the room to expand his chest, all that comes out is the faintest whine.”
This was tested to make sure it was an accurate depiction. I got sleep paralysis once when my sister was audibly on a call in the room over. I tried to scream. Didn’t work. The sound I made was actually very embarrassing. (it is ok to laugh at me for my sleep paralysis experiences. they are funny in hindsight. for more tips on how to handle sleep paralysis just hmu)
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“We’ll go to Europe, then. I’ve heard there’s a retired Summoner that can suppress someone’s abilities. Maybe he’ll be able to suppress the Rift’s blessing as well.”
Some of you (by which i mean aryasage) caught it already, but this is a reference to Caedrel. In a different version, Scout’s response is, “No, he’ll just cancel it.”
chapter four: moonlight vigil (aphelios r)
“He’s not stupid—he knows what sleep deprivation does to people. (He’s read the Russian sleep experiment creepypasta, after all.)”
Somehow I doubt he would have been able to get his hands on that one, but whatever. Either way it’s kind of terrifying, and if it was true, this fic would go in a very different direction. Would not recommend it if you're scared easily or if you spend too much time thinking about everything that could go wrong.
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“Telling the whole story to the rest of his team is quite possibly the hardest thing Scout’s ever done, if he ignores the past week or so.”
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“You look like shit.”
In a different version, Scout absolutely snaps at Jiejie and then proceeds to verbally and emotionally obliterate him. I kind of wish I had been able to keep it in, since I thought it was kind of fun in a “haha angst goes brrr” kind of way, but it didn’t really fit in with the rest of the chapter.
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“Scout sniffs, gratefully accepting the tissue someone hands him. He’s been going through a lot of those lately, despite it being November.”
Is there even a no-nut November equivalent in China??? Either way I thought I was hilarious in the moment.
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“Forcibly inducing sleep (aka punching Scout in the head) is out too once Viper mentions brain damage, even if Meiko insists he can fix it.”
They don’t test this theory, but Meiko is 100% confident that his magic can repair brain damage. In the end, they decide it’s not worth finding out.
ppau leak: this comes up later
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I spent thirty minutes googling how to meditate just to write this chapter. Worth.
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“Scout tries to respond. His body doesn’t move an inch. Somewhat deliriously, he imagines himself as a meme. Aw, shit. Here we go again.”
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‘“You need to relax.” Jiejie leans forward, holding two fingers to Scout’s head. “And trust me. Do you trust me?”’
Jiejie quotes Evelynn here for no other reason than He Can.
chapter five: harrowed path (viego e)
“Forgiveness is a bitch, and so am I.”
My English teacher wouldn’t let me use this line in my personal essay, so I put it here instead.
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“It’s then that Scout realizes they’ve been moved from the couch to someone’s room, where two twin beds have been haphazardly shoved close to each other.”
no homo [lolrpf shippers I'm looking at u.]
#ppau edg#ppau fun facts#ppau#ppau flandre#ppau jiejie#ppau scout#ppau viper#ppau faker#ppau odywyh#ppau other#ppau writing#ppau leaks
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What advice would you give to someone who wants to cut themselves?
If you've never done it before, don't start cause it's hard to get rid of or to quit
If you are familiar with it, there's lists out there for things you can do instead of harming yourself
Like call a friend, pet or play with your pets (if you happen to have any), draw (you can draw lines, you can draw with a sharpie on your skin too), write (sometimes writing out what made you get to the point of thinking about sh of doing it, helps cause you can go over it and see what bothered you the most and then talk about it with someone), sing (singing songs that match the emotions you feel is such a big help for me), listen to music (same as with the singing but then I like to visualize the artist singing it or just someone cause I don't know what each singer looks like but then you realize you share these emotions with someone and you feel less alone), go for a walk or run, splashing cold water on your face or running it down your arms, also doing the opposite of harm so take care of yourself (pamper yourself, do some skin care face and body maybe even taking care of past scars), talk about it with a professional, read a book, go for a ride on a bike or with a car to wherever you like and enjoy the view, feel what you feel but don't act on it (sit in it, I know it's crazy blablabla no it's actually good tbh just feeling what you feel and trying to figure out what it exactly is what you feel. Pay attention to that, not necessarily to the negative action you wanna do because of how you feel but THINK about the feeling. Where does it come from? Why is it that it made you feel this heavy feeling? Have you felt like this before? How did you react to it back then? Etc but don't act on the negative action you feel like doing cause then it becomes an endless cycle, act the opposite way and break the negative endless cycle. This is not bullshit, it's actually backed up by science and I've done years of therapy so don't come at me AHAHAHAH), take a nap, talk back to your emotions or thoughta (it's fun to do, bringing in a second thought on anything. It's like talking back to your sad pessimistic self but instead you bring in something realistic. Not positive cause you'll never believe that anyway but be realistic), go do an sporting/breathing exercise. Just anything but the action you want to do, cause it's not an action that helps. It helps for what? A solid 5 seconds? And the afterwards you regret it, think it's ugly, then hate yourself more and repeat. Don't. Do. That. I mean this in the kindest way. Get yourself out of the negative cycle.
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okay wow well its been well over two years since i updated this 'diary' blog lol
so weird seeing all those old posts about being a teenager with existential thoughts lol i dont really think like that anymore, at least not so much. i guess an update is in order then lmao okay so im in my 3rd year of uni now and im doing my year abroad! doing it in a small city in spain and i really quite like my job, ive only got 14hrs, i have a 3 day weekend, the city is small so i can walk everywhere and this job really gives me a sense of purpose that ive been missing in my life. makes me really realise that university is NOT for me lmfao i was so depressed during my second year i probs went to like 20% of my classes loool. im pretty sure i mightve almost failed aswell but since the professors were doing a marking boycott they released grades without marking the final exam and so since i was already doing well enough in all my classes i passed! quite lucky i think cos i wouldve been so entirely embarrassed and ashamed if i had to repeat a year cos of mental health. i think things are better here tho my issues havent disappeard completely like eg i have these evening classes 6-7.40pm tuesdays and thursdays and for the past like month i havent attended :/ at first it was cos i was sick (i think it was covid lol either from glasgow or on the plane back idk) and then i just didnt go back to class. i think my main excuse is that that is dinner time for me and i dont wanna move dinner time lol. but also i think the class itself is just not for me i dont feel like i learn a whoooole lot while im there and learning on apps is easier for me? but i always felt better for going to the classes cos i was like ha! im not depressed would a depressed person do this!? but of course depression doesnt work like that and i think i need medicated ! but that seems too scary to say. but at least i found someone to do a language exchange with! ive only had one hour with her in spanish, which was yesterday, but i already feel like ive improved lmaooo like i literally dreamt last night in a mix of spanish and english ahahahah cos when i think about it i literally have not ever regularly spoken spanish, ive only really spoken for activies in class or speaking exams so no wonder i have 0000 confidence in my speaking abilities but im hopeful that this will really improve my speaking :) about my job i guess- i work in a high school and i really enjoy interacting with the kids they really do make every day different and more interesting so i am grateful for them but sometimes damnnn sometimes i wanna jump out the window especially with this third year class they are the class KNOWN for being a bitof a pain lol and sometimes i have to lead the class by myself lmaooo mid u ik im 20 but i dont look it and they certainly dont treat me like an adult or a teacher and ngl they are a bit disrespectful at times but also what are u gonna do they are 14 and i have no proper teaching experience to help them by myself i can only hope that im actuallt helping them learn english lol. it is quite difficult tho with my scottish accent to try and sound as clear as possible because i pronounce almost 100% of the vowel sounds differently than rp english which is what i think they are used to so i have to realllyyyy annunciate all my words and man is it tiring lol.
what else. im going to madrid this weekend with bestie and im really looking forward to having a relaxing and fun time but i still havent packed my bags looooooool i alwyas do this tho and its fine not a big deal at all but i def need to do it tonight cos im leaving tomorrow immediately after work so ill have to have an actual breakfast and take snacks with me. im really enjoying my time in spain or at least im trying to but i feel like i have pushed myself enough out my comfort zone to be able to look back on this and say yeah i really took advantage of that. like i think i need to be more personable (is that a word yes it is i used it right) in teaching and be more interactive with them and stuff also i feel like i shoulve arranged a language exchange sooner cos i think this will really help, and i need to interact more with the other assistant but the thing is is im just not a sociable personnnnnnn aghgh. any way cutting this short cos i need to pack my bags for my trupppppp
#not using the tagging system i did on other posts i dont think theyre ever likely to be useful lmao
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def not!!! u seem super nice pa nga/approachable to the point i can send things like this!! 🥹🥹 i rarely do it since i find some accs intimidating!! siguro kasi big acc sila/iba humor (as a fil AHAHAHAH) so sometimes we get easily misinterpreted and i feel intimidated by it 😭 i still find it nice na may mga fil authors here!!! youre actually the second one i saw who’s a filipino!! the first one di ko pa akalain fil since her works are in english and so good!! (nalaman ko pa when i saw her twt LOL)
fil humour talaga top tier 😭 but hehe yes, welcome ka (kayo) anytime sa inbox ko 🫶🏼 gusto ko rin makipag daldalin sainyo kahit minsan super slow ako mag reply bec of work 🥲 i think i know kung sino tinutukoy mo because i read her works here too and then i read something from hers on twitter and sobrang familiar tapos yun pala siya!!
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Hi Chu!!! I'm replying rn before I get busy again grrr
That's good to hear!! Will you be going on small trips or overseas?
AHAHHAHA LOVING HOW YOU'RE JUST CALLING HIM A PRICK 😭😭 And your bf definitely didn't know what he was getting you into... But you can blame him for making you start simping for Gojo! So he can't roll his eyes at Gojo anymore!
YEAH IT WAS TRAUMATIC 😭 And I guess you can get water shoes...? IDK I use those for kayaking and stuff but they cover your feet AHAHHA But how did your feet crash against rocks- Like were you walking in the water orr- And ouch How did it even get into your nails 😭😭😭
3.9?!??!?! lowkey jealous 😭 And unfortunately, I suck at presentations AHAHA Like I'm those type that must memorise their scripts or I'll start stuttering and pausing A LOT. Like I memorise my script but when I say it out I reword it at some parts... If I don't memorise and just Yolo it.... Eh I'll probably start crying AHAHA This is 1 reason why I ask myself if I joined the right course... But yes I will try! Idt I can get into a local Uni tho AHAHA cause most people only get in with a GPA of 3.7> and it's so scary...
Yeah agreed... For my friends, 4/5 of my friends including me love Taylor swift songs and Mandopop while my last friend likes k-pop... and like she always felt so left out... But both of us love anime so that's how I bond with her! She ended up ditching us for her boyfriend tho... She literally doesn't contact us anymore unless she has no one to go out with... So my mum put me on a ban and I can never go out with her again....... Reason cause she's a fake friend? Idk what do you think?
YAY yes do watch! You can read the webtoon too! It's a daily pass! AHAHAHA yes totally normal [I watched The marvels because of his one minute cameo] Oh really? how bad is the CGI 😭😭😭😭
AHHAHA THEY TRIED?!??! I'm just being laughed at cause I haven't been asked out/ asked someone out AHAHHAAHHAAH putting you up for sale 😭😭😭 Can't relate YET but I can somehow imagine it.... Omg serious?! Same omgomg! AHAHAH Don't worry babe I'm a southeast-Asian chinese and I don't know like half of those...
AHHAH It's a crystal from my crystal obsession phase when I was 16... YEAH By right it's for healing... But Idc I pray and manifest with it anyway!
Thankyou thankyouuuu! Aahah I'm not a fan of suffering from heatstroke in those stands either, but good things is my country didn't allow standing pens for her concert! So I guess no heatstroke?
YESS LUKE'S IS SO CUTE AND ANGSTY BUT GRRR I LIVE FOR ANGST DHHDHD How many are you from guaranteed SSR 😭😭 加油加油 I know you can do it! RIGHT This story got me HOOKED and you're so right ROSA 🤤🤤 She makes me question how I'm still straight...
I skipped past the main story for the S-chips ngl... I told myself I'll re-read it... But did I? I wonder...
ALSO I saw an ask about Love and deep space! Did you pre-reg? It looks so interesting!
Also I'm thinking of going off-anon soon cause I want to send pics but being anon doesn't allow me too grrr
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disco anonn!!🥹 sorry for the late reply i just went back from my vacation and i really want to answer you while sitting in front of my laptop :'))
i went to malaysia! it's just a little trip planned bc we haven't been on a trip lately and also visited penang to get checked up ehehe
the way he's now regretting it is so funny ahahahah🥹 like trying so many ways to make me face the truth (gojo's death) but i wouldn't have it and he's like 🤧🤧🤧
water shoes... the ones like frog's feet?🥹 omg it's too funny like imagine walking on the sand with that big of shoes😭 more like the rocks are hidden beyond the sand and i just stomped over it??😭 it's no better that my rubber sandals has these... holes? (gods i still don't understand why they made holes in it) which basically guarantees that sand would go through them😭😭😭😭 it looks like bathroom sandals ngl
ooh actually same!! during my uni days, i'd stutter a lot and blanked out in the middle of presentations🤧 HAHAHAH yolo it omg that's so relatable and yes, now... maybe i'm just in a mostly yolo mindset too but i just went with the flow, and spout everything in my head (the cons is that sometimes it's jumbled up a bit) but i learn that it's better that way rather than clamping up?🥹 keep fighting disco anon!! i'm rooting for you!! <3 i know it seems hard at first but what doesn't kill you will make us stronger! (or cry..... at most, but that's okay!!!)🥹
mandopop!!! omg i used to love taiwanese songs back then!!🥹 oh wait i got sidetracked... hmm, it's a bit hard to pinpoint but... well, i wouldn't immediately say that she's a fake friend... but more like, friend who only comes to you for convenience? i have a fair share of friends like this and there are two kinds of them: one, who is plainly fake it shows and two, who is still kind to you despite having drifted apart. personally, i wouldn't mind the second one though, because we can't exactly force being friends with someone...
SAME I WATCHED THE MARVELS FOR HIM but he only showed up for 2 minutes skaldjsa CGI's not that bad!!🥹 but in my eyes, the creature seems strange so...
THEY DID TRY ASKDASKDA i felt like a fruit put on sale honestly omg my aunt tried to set me up with her son's friend once (she said he had a stable job and is a nice, big catch etc) and what happened? nothing. the guy was so silent i was like talking to a brick wall and i couldn't say anything because ??? hello i'm way younger than you i don't have the audacity😭 ahahaha but seriously putting up daughters for sale is like a trend within chinese community or something?😭 everywhere i go, we always have similar stories regarding this adskdjalsd
i usually pray... using hands🥹 that's just because i'm lazy though ahahaha in the new years it's usually with incense and such
omg that's so convenient!!🥹 it would do wonders if only there's a regulation like that in my country too *sigh* did you have fun??
.............i give up again. i will make do with marius. BUT I WILL CATCH HIS FIREFIGHTER CARD THOOO OMG I WAS LIKE ADSAIDJASD WHEN I SAW IT I. MUST. GET. THAT. FIREFIGHTER. CARD !!!!!!!
AHAHAH i used to skip them too for schips🥹 but apparently they're so engaging! especially eps 6-8, i lit can't get away from my screen ahahaha
i did! but... honestly after playing it for two days now... it's not quite my style?? :')) it looks way too realistic... but not... uh, what i'm comfortable with? i prefer to keep playing otome with drawing styles rather than 3d one because i can't never get used to it asjdkajda do you pre register and download it? how are your thoughts so far?
it's okay to go off anon!! ahahah🥹 but wait i think i might know who you are....🤭
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