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newrelationshipgoals · 3 months
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Someone being patient with you is one of the purest forms of love.
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ngmn2002 · 5 months
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Ch 108: Random Thoughts
First things first...
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Now, I didn't expect this thing will go this way. Expected Akane to join No.1's side on the court thing, but for Teru to also join the rest? No.1 are up to something, Huh? They are taking their moment to shine, which is not unexpected it's their arc after all.
Look at how the table have turned... even though at the end Akane was back to 'he is going to kill me' mode. It was funny. Getting to 'see' how the stamp really affects those who get it on them with Teru is cool. Turns out this stamp really is effective and dangerous. Though, I couldn't help but wonder... in Tsukasa and Nene's case, they got the stamp on them, while Hanako and Teru got it on their clothes, if we thought about it in some way... is there a chance they will be free if they just (had the chance to) take off their top? ........ Anyway, back to Tsukasa and Nene's case... first time for me to see Tsukasa 'limited' this way, he is always so capable but there... he was so done, not even bothering to do a thing. It felt actually cute. Uh... I have to also comment on how he got tied? let's say in a different way from the rest a look too... he didn't only have a handcuff around his hands like the rest but also...
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Ehhh... we need to have him this way thanks to someone I assume... anyway....
Speaking of 'someone'... is it really that easy for him to escape or is something else at play here? Are we to assume Teru really didn't pay attention to him and got distracted or...? since Hanako really didn't do much in Teru's favor after he ran off... I wonder if it all was just a matter of Hanko taking the chance of Teru not paying attention to him to run away after all.
Little Nene waking up inside the cage... Never a dull moment with Nene-chan monologuing. This time little her.
Still... this thing... it's everywhere...
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Why? For 2 of the purest souls to end up that way... even baby Nene didn't survive?!
Free Nene! Free Tsukasa! No more of them living this way... or am I just asking too much Mr. someone? Just kidding. JUST KEEP THEM HAPPY, ALRIGHT?!
Ehhh... this theme... if you look at it even metaphorically... everyone is a prisoner by some sort of thing... all are trapped in someway... we don't really need the cage, chains or anything of that sort... they can take the form of rules... duties... rumors... boundaries... family traditions... society... world...
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Princess Rapunzel Nene-chan! pumpkin Cinderella magical attack! fly us to the moon! His comment! too funny!
I love how she went all excitedly "Tsukasa-kun! You're awake!" and rushed to his side... feels so good to see a nice mood between them...
Done Tsukasa-kun... he is adorable. The mouse got the cat... by using some low methods... life can be so unfair at times... it's funny how he is just... 'I won't bother anymore.' Where is all mighty Tsukasa? He is so lovely when he just losses interest in something. He just goes: power off. It's as if things just go by the press of a button it's so funny. Yeah... he is adorable! If we wanted to make the mood a bit gloomy, we can say he was also deeply mentally done, not also physically or just done by the situation. recalling a similar thing from the past where he struggled to break free for so long without getting anything out of it and just lost motivation to go any longer. A really hopeless and miserable Tsukasa... it hurts too much to imagine...
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Ehhh... she is adorable. Trying to free herself together with Tsu, being the little hamster she is.... so sweet!!
I love casual Tsukasa. -I can't break it. -I see. Best dad ever, who offers help and words of wisdom to his little child as much as he can and cheers for her to give it her all with a smile on his face meant for her, even when in a bad state himself.
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Their word- exchange during the whole thing was done in a really cute way. why bring a thing called 'key' to the table though?
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One day we will see said 'twin power' shining, Nene-chan. We only need to keep patient.
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The thing that broke me. I'm not ok. This thing had me crying too much. I still can't get over it or what might it really hold. It's too much.
So, was Tsukasa this way in the boundary? before in their past? both? Did he reach a point where he pleaded for Amane to come see him? For like... 10 years or 20 or never mind, they just saw each other on the roof the other day.
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Tried with all his might but all his efforts where in vain until he lost hope Amane will respond to him or come see him?
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I wonder if Sumire's words got to him. That is, if he knew Tsukasa was calling for him all the time. No.6 seemed oblivious of Sumire's want to meet him once more.
Then... tried once more motivated by the want to go see Amane himself? You're not coming to see me? I will go see you instead.
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He tried to get his way by himself to make it happen,
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then the help of hers.
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Then finally... went to see him. Even though he was still too weak...
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Now, remembering every time Nene called for Hanako to come save her and how he showed almost in all of them,
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Tsukasa saw that one But with Tsukasa that wasn't the case for a long time... it hurts... he even was under the impression Amane will come save Nene but not me when they fell down...
But, knowing Nene gets the feeling and what he was talking about...
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Imagining Tsukasa looking like her in there hurts so bad She can understand him too well, they can support each other.
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It really felt too good Tsukasa opens up to Nene so much, trusts her and has faith in her. For him to talk about his sincere feelings with her over and over again... way too openly... ahhhh... it's too much....
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This gentle face and smile that are meant for her and to see him cheering for her even when he is in such a state...
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This boy... I love him. So very much. He is one of the kindest, most selfless, contented, purest souls ever..... I don't even know where to start or where to end with trying to describe his beauty and charm/trying to understand him and his feelings... please all I want is for him to be happy...
Not this way...
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Please... please Tsukasa... I'm begging you... ask for more... think of yourself more... desire even the little amount of things... you can have the world if you ask for it... just ask... don't go things are this way... STRUGGLE as you say... it's killing...
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.......... Sumire... Tsukasa... why... No. 6.. Hanako... WHY?! WHY?! We're waiting for the other to do something. One take the first step please!
That whole scene broke me. I'm not alright. Not at all.
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Look at him. Look at him. Forgetting all about his own safety and being just to save her. Now, isn't that the guy who selflessly sacrificed himself for his brother? He is just... I can't....
Having Nene asking him once more to call for Amane, yet he kept going with his belief... remembering every single time Tsukasa went calling Amane's name when they meet hits differently now. His excitement to see Amane and how he reacts... ehhh....
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..............
While falling down, I wonder if he kept sticking to his belief... or if he actually called for Amane in his mind... and then Amane showed up, saying 'what?'. He saved them BOTH. Tsukasa's shocked face was... oh... I hope what happened made him happy... He had Tsukasa's arms around his neck! He put the 2 of them to safety! Hanako in between this chapter and the previous ones feels like night and day XD And then...
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He freed Nene alone. Gave Tsukasa his usual rude Amane look and a cold shoulder. Talked like... ugh... he pleases you with actions... gets you pissed off with words and expressions...
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You'd better work on this really fast sir. Get a grip, will you? It's about time you do so.
Uhh, don't get me started on your twin... Mr. poker face. Mr. :D How about he lets us into his mind for a moment?
Let's take a really deep breath... starting over...
So, Mr. :D went to Mr. talk to people around you, and was surprised the later saved him too. Oh, Tsukasa... Ugh, Amane.
On the funny side...
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So well - deserved. Use his GREAT CURSE against him as much as you can. Thanks Mr. :D, cutie princess. Now I really want to see Tsukasa going that way. I love you, Amane or even better onii-chan. I need to see Amane getting a heart attack and passing out for my own sake.
Pffft... he is not mad. For real? Not even for a little bit? You kept the boy tied up. Your face had the 'angry' mark on it once he reminded you of what happened. Uh... did you like seeing him that way by any chance? Asleep, locked in the boundary for years, and now this... with the thing around his ankle even... I really had a little idea of... Mr. fan of imprisoning his loved ones... if he saw Tsu and Nene still locked in the cage... he would actually take the whole cage with them inside and keep them that way forever. At least it would come to his mind. I won't believe it won't.
To have Nene saying I hate you Tsukasa-kun... ok... fine... she has a point. wonder for how long that will go...
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Cool.
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The moment you realize how both twins are so talented with handling children. Some twins' hell this girl got herself into. Best of luck to her with them. Anyway, always feels nice to see the 3 of them getting along well together. A really nice party.
Have to say, I love how Amane trusts Tsukasa with Nene to the point of him throwing her to him, knowing he will catch her, keep her safe on his behalf. They get along really well and are in sync. Awesome to see. The dash Tsukasa made and that slide move he went with... Nene is not a ball you 2, you know? Still, a proof of when you trust Tsukasa with something, you'll never be disappointed. Can I see more of the twins this way?
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What a group I never expected to see, ever.
So that's how Tsukasa and Teru's first meeting will be? It's too funny.
Uh, if only I didn't make that joke to myself a few hours before the chapter was out... I went... No.1 really miss these scales of justice... and here we are... what will they put on the empty side? The group's misdeeds? XD
I feel sorry nat and sakura are not invited to the party. Don't they need to join the 4? They misbehaved with No.1 too. That's already unfair for a court that will put all guilty to their place and bring 'justice'.
Nene is free... can't she help them? The answer will be no most likely, but I wonder if we will need her free small hands at some point.
So, this chapter ends with 3 powerful men being so powerless a little girl can do better than them. Life... L-I-F-E.
We close on this note. Till next chapter.
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Ok, that was the messy chapter review... It's all over the place, yes. Not in the usual style I write my other chapter reviews, yes.
That one Tsukasa scene had me becoming a total mess, I still can't get around it or grasp it fully. It makes my head & heart hurt so bad. When will I be able to think better... I wonder. For now, this is the best I can do with this whole chapter.
Thanks for reading.
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mismaeve · 1 year
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Stars of Lasgalen
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↳ Stars of Lasgalen, Thranduil x Reader, fluff Warnings: Aside from sickening amounts of fluff, none A/N: As promised, I wrote a little something for my one year Tolkien anniversary. Thank you so much to everyone who has ever bothered reading any of my silly stuff, who have decided to press that follow button and enter the chaos that is my blog. This piece, even though it's short, is dedicated to all of my followers, my darling mutuals and my dear friends. I love you! For the sake of being sentimental and to add a degree of symbolism, here is my first story, written a year ago on this very day.
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A featherlight kiss interrupted the blissful silence that gathered and endured inside the four walls of your bedchambers. Your husband’s soft lips lingering on your cheek in his gentle attempt to rise you from your peaceful slumber.
“My love,” Thranduil whispered before his lips found your forehead and graced it with another tender kiss while fingers light as the first snows of winter, brushed and weaved through your hair.
“Is it morning already?” you asked as you shifted underneath the heavy furs, unwilling to bare your naked skin to the cold and gripping morning air.
“The sun has long risen, I’m afraid it does not wait, not even on someone as beautiful as my beloved wife,” Thranduil mused softly while his fingers took the liberty of caressing your features, the back of his hand gliding over the softness of your cheek with weightless grace.
“That may very well be so, but pray tell, why has my husband forsaken our bed and left my side vulnerable to the biting cold?” you teased him with a playful scowl, pulling up the furs to your chin to further emphasize your discontent.
His answer to your growing displeasure did little to brighten your mood, his open amusement mocking you in the face of your misery.
“I am certain you will forgive me my trespasses once you see what I have brought for you, my fairest of all the stars,” he purred as he leaned in and planted a light kiss on the tip of your nose.
“The keeper and guardian of my heart,” Thranduil continued as his warm lips found your cheek and lingered there before venturing to your temple.
“My darling wife and most gracious queen,” his breath was hot against your skin.
“Flattery will not save you now, dear husband,” you murmured with your eyes closed, savoring his kisses while trying your best to remain determined of not giving in so easily.
“Then perhaps this will.”
You heard the subtle shuffling of his robes and opened your eyes, peering downwards to his hands you couldn’t help yourself but blink in surprise. Thranduil appeared to be holding pure starlight in his hands, the pale rays of the morning sun gleaming off it and nearly blinding you with the bright light it reflected. It was light in its purest form, a precious beauty and most valuable treasure beyond any measure.
“What,” you breathed out, mesmerized by what your eyes were struggling to behold.
“Where ever did you get this?” you whispered in honest wonder.
“They are known as the white gems of Lasgalen, fashioned into a necklace by the dwarves of Erebor,” Thranduil explained softly while his fingers peeled the furs off your chest thus exposing your neck.
“It must have cost a fortune,” you sighed overwhelmed by your husband’s generosity and willingness to spare no expense on your behalf. You knew only too well the greed that drove the King under the Mountain and could imagine beyond any doubts the fee he must have demanded from your husband as payment for something as wondrous and masterfully crafted.
“An occasion such as this, the one-year anniversary of our marriage demanded for nothing less than what I am giving you now, my love,” your husband pointed out patiently, his lips wrought into a loving smile, his eyes reflecting every inch and ounce of his eternal devotion to you.
“May I?” he asked as he unclasped the delicate necklace.
All you could do was nod slowly and watch as Thranduil moved to adorn your neck with pure starlight, the ultimate symbol of his love for you.
“I do not know how to thank you, or where to even begin,” you started but were silenced by his finger gently pressing to your lips.
“You being my wife is all the thanks I will ever need from you,” Thranduil murmured softly while his eyes admired the gift he had bestowed upon you.
“Every morning where I wake and catch a glimpse of my beautiful queen, is one that I cherish. I could not imagine life being worth living unless you were by my side, and I pray I never have to.”
You smiled warmly at your husband’s words, emerging from the softness of the furs, the cold no longer bothering you in the least, you moved yourself onto Thranduil’s lap and were immediately sheltered by his strong arms, pulling you close to his chest and shielding you from the cold with his velvety robes.
“My sweet love,” you mumbled against the crook of his neck and cuddled closer to your king, clinging to him like the early morning frost clings to the petals of winter blooms.
Your husband hummed his content, resting his chin atop your head while his arms cradled you with his fierce love and dreams of your bright future.
“I believe my trespass for abandoning you this morning is forgiven?” he asked after a while, making you snort in amusement.
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gunthermunch · 5 months
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I hope Garry knows if there was an empty night sky with only one shining star that star would most likely be him and if I’d ever metaphorically give my nose to anyone, it would be him. All in the will. Burn the body (other than the nose that’s for Garry) if the vamps are hangry they can have the last of my blood. I also have bought several homes for him (Garry) to have in the future, I became a certified property owner and real estate expert for Garry and the munches. I also bought jojo a little hobbit hole next to the Munch’s residence. Lucas and Max have a cozy apartment and I’m funding Wolfgang’s finding myself journey. If they don’t live in it it’s okay it’s fine they can rent it out, I bought the whole complex if that helps any. I will be hiding in a bush if gunther and Lilith at some point renew their vows.
I can always count on Garry to be either hanging from the ceiling by talons he’s suddenly grown or swinging off of some light fixture and if he is in someone’s grasp he’s either in his own world, growing teeth/gum to skin or being held up by a most likely flailing limb. I feel like Lilith could do acrobats with him in one hand, like casual conversation no pause no acknowledgement and keep a hold of him while he’s just wilding and having fun. He’s probably a goblin or a little flying chipmunk or squirrel in one’s purest form. He has seen wonders beyond comprehension living in that household and I can only applaud him.
Also, I will wait patiently for Lucas and Max’s return. Once that time comes I’m sure I’ll suddenly learn how to properly and consistently with great skill and eagerness, do roly polys. No I can’t do it at the moment and I don’t think I have any real interest in those sorts of sports and expertise but this whole family makes me feel like seeing max and Lucas’ being in that moment when the time comes in real time. Finally, runs around so happy for them, I will suddenly wake up knowing how to do a roly poly and probably my life will just feel better in general with the knowledge of seeing them connect and grow. No matter what path they take, I just want them to heal and come to be happier and happier. I love the both of them so much and I truly wish the best for Wolfgang and everyone else too.
I hope you have a wonderful break I’m sure this is creatively fulfilling for you and a passion project it goes without saying hopefully but thank you for sharing it. Your love for these characters these people basically at heart is amazing, heart warming and seeing a new post from you is always a little box of care, dedication and magic, they’ve brought many people together I’m sure thanks to your effort in making what you post a reality and I truly thank you for existing, that goes for anyone in the world but I hope this just is a reminder I don’t know how to say it the most accurately but thank you for the munch story for what you share of yourself in general and I hope life’s treating you well. If not I hope you feel better soon.
If this even gets seen by you or anyone else, embarrassing truly I wanna run into a wall cartoon style fall to the ground due to impact, bounce right off of u will, this to the floor, comical hanging tongue out of mouth x’s over eyes u get the picture.
I feel so much passion for someone else’s page/story, maybe it’s the autism speaking but I can’t imagine not being able to atleast recognise the amount and degree of care and passion you put into the munchs/whatever else you may post and feeling genuinely glad and happy to see someone sharing and bringing something of themselves to life with such adoration & attention. I feel like a lot of people feel quite strongly about the munch story regardless of being neurodivergent or whatever their background/certain aspects, but in my case, being autistic myself, something that obviously affects my experience of the world, coming across and delving into the munchs and seeing such joy and drive and visceral love that I always feel alone in, in the community in general but especially the part that uses the sims to tell their stories, has been amazing and made me so grateful for being able to see what you and others share. It makes me want to go on and on which I can and do e.g, but the difference being I feel like I’m seeing possibility and gaining an understanding that I can see and find people similarly interested in storys and lives fictional or otherwise. Being diagnosed recently, it’s made this all fit together in my brain more easily why I felt so drawn to story tellers here lol. Being a lover of story telling, literature, thank you for existing and simply letting others see and be immersed with you. This isn’t my first time on anon here yikes and sorry, I can’t do a tldr for something this long fuck but Thankyou. Rest up! 💕🤞🏼
Lucas and Max poster in my hallway !!
Sorry if this is a lot it’s a bit of personal anecdote I hope I don’t make you or anyone feel inconvenienced or like hurt, the munch’s have always meant a lot and with this new step forward and newer revelations in my life they only seem to grow fonder to me. Peace and love, I hope everyone’s trying to treat themselves more kindly
i ADORE to hear your thoughts always !! and YEAH spins you around really fast yeaheyaheyaheya love the mutual understanding here. glad we are all on the same levels of sickness over them
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mhaynoot · 9 months
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They return from the 1865th wordline with Kim Dokja in his purest form, in a visage similar to the one they had once seen of the Oldest Dream. They dress him up in a patient gown and place him in a hospital room. Then, they visit him every single day until their hearts couldn’t take it any more. They pray everyday for a miracle, for him to wake up, for this dream to come to an end. And yet, his eyes never open.
Time passes by like that.
Han Sooyoung sits by his bedside and watches as Yoo Sangah gently brushes his hair from his forehead. This is an old routine by now. Once a month when Han Sooyoung finishes her lectures early, Yoo Sangah comes to pick her up and they drive to the hospital and they sit here until the sky turns dark and Lee Seolhwa quietly ushers them home.
Right before the hospital door closes behind them, she takes one last look back like always.
But it is simply Kim Dokja in his purest form, empty of everything that loves him and everything loved by him.
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A 15 year old who can be mistaken as an elementary schooler if not for his school uniform. She writes down the line in her notebook and feels her hands shake.
"He's really your kid, ahjumma. Who else has genes like this?" she says and sucks in a breath the moment she does.
Lee Sookyung looks at her and Han Sooyoung bites her lips, wishing she hadn’t spoken. Because it's a lie the moment the words are out of her mouth. She hadn’t intended for it to be but they are once she speaks it. Lies. The empty hollowness in them. They both know genes are not what made his bones small, his muscles trapped and his features like glass, ready to shatter under the weight of the world. Han Sooyoung swallows tightly.
Lee Sookyung, quiet even outside this white hospital room, does not reply. Han Sooyoung isn’t expecting her to and watches as Lee Sookyung holds onto the bed sheets instead of his small, scarless hand. Them and their damn subtleties.
Eventually, Han Sooyoung can't stand it anymore and looks away from the silent woman. Her eyes naturally land on the only other occupant of the room and she stares down at his pale features, his slow, shallow breathing.
This kid, she thinks, he's definitely Kim Dokja. Who else would be such a powerless god, one who couldn’t even wish for his own happiness?
Suddenly, she remembers again. The last time Kim Dokja was in the hospital, he was 15 years old too. Han Sooyoung was right beside him. But neither of them had remembered until too late.
The memories are like slaps -- sharp, shocking and painful. Like a ghost's ice cold touch to the back of her heart. Its icy hands reach in and unearths all the hidden treasures she's hoarded at the very bottom of her chest. A vicious recollection, prying the memories from her mind with the force of claws and the brute of an open wound. As if cursing her for hiding, for daring to forget.
A small figure. His pale features and his slow, shallow breathing.
Han Sooyoung feels like there is a vacuum in her heart. That day. That day. Over and over again. It was the day when he had attempted to end it all. She thinks. She imagines. She remembers. Her hands want to write it all down.
She wants to ask him: Did he remember it? Did he remember the sound of the window being opened, the feeling of the wind through his hair, the sight of a sky moving further and further away, or did he see nothing but his own loneliness and not a single person who will save him?
Han Sooyoung's mind races with all the imagery and descriptors and lies of an author. She's the greatest liar of them all. She can imagine the plagiarism of his life, she could call upon her attribute and it'd detail each thing she can possibly ever want, all the answers she could write. But all she thinks is this: Did he still see a world with no one who will love him?
They love him, come home, come home, Kim Dokja, what did she have to do to save him?
She whispers, "Ahjumma, how do you save someone who doesn't want to be saved?"
Lee Sookyung finally lets go of the bed sheets and she reaches out. But instead of grabbing her son's hand, her rough weary fingers clasp around Han Sooyoung's. It’s so warm.
"You can't," she answers, simply.
Truly, his mother's son. Their kindness could only ever be cruelty. And yet it is still so warm.
The ghost pulls back its hand from her chest and embraces Han Sooyoung as she shudders. She keeps her eyes on the familiar face.
Han Sooyoung knows this is Kim Dokja before he met everyone who loves him, before the scenarios, before Yoo Joonghyuk, before Ways of Survival, before he had found a reason to live. This is the Kim Dokja who didn’t have memories of his companions that he had stuffed into the 49% he ever so selfishly thought would appease them. Nor was it even the remaining 51%, the one who read Ways of Survival and the one who needed Yoo Joonghyuk to live. Who needed her. This is the Kim Dokja who didn’t want to survive and so he sleeps eternally, forever behind his impossible walls, tall and towering, and where he can become nothingness. After all, by becoming nothing, nothing can hurt him, not even himself. This is Kim Dokja without his companions and a novel.
A child who couldn’t be saved.
Han Sooyoung glances up, a mirror hangs in the corner and she sees herself. Her pale features and slow, shallow breathing.
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sleepyboywrites · 5 days
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Playing on my last req with strong reader, what about where reader playfully picks him up from behind? Like when you try to scare someone, but end up giving them a bunch of kisses? 🥰
I'm answering two of your asks with one post. Yes I'm still writing (mostly to ch.ai bots because my depression won and I couldn't bring myself to write anywhere) but, yeah still writing, I'm a writer by heart if you don't hear from me for a hella long time, and I haven't written elsewhere I'm probably just really sad or struggling again. Thank you for asking, low key made my anxiety force me to write again and helped my mental health in a twisted kinda way, and thanks for being patient so ta-da~ sorry if it's bad or on the shorter side I'm rusty cause I haven't written in a while.
Boo! - Masky x Strong Male reader (Part 2-ish)
It's no surprise that as Slender's one-man clean-up crew you have an, interesting, to say the least, skill set. You meet your fair share of literal creeps, and cleaning up their messes means you learned how to dispose of bodies, get human remains out of clothes, floors, and walls. How to navigate weird moving forests, and large bodies of water. You also know everyone's allergies and on occasion have to patch creeps up, so first aid basics as well.
However if you ask your murderer boyfriend, your scariest skill, and one of your favorites, is one you learned from your big, abusive, family. You were incredibly light footed and tended to move so silently you'd 'teleport'. You had, in reality, just walked to the location you were at but it scared the night owl creeps as you grab a midnight snack or glass of water, for yourself or your overworked exhausted boyfriend.
You loved to sneak up on Masky just as much as he did to sneak up on you. You fondly referred to said sneak attacks as love attacks for you had a tendency to smother him with affections post spook and sneak up.
The first time you very narrowly avoided dying at the hands of your beloved, because he's a trained killer and doesn't take kindly to being snuck up on.
You snuck up on him for the first, and almost last, time while he was doing paperwork late at night. He had been overworking himself to the bone, with stacks of paperwork and victims, both his and the others. You thought you'd be nice and bring him some tea, maybe convince him to go to bed, if you'd be so lucky. But as you got to his office seeing him so engrossed in his work you saw an opportunity to sneak up on him for once instead of the reverse and so you did. You set the tea behind you on a filing cabinet and snuck behind his chair pulling it out and spinning him towards your saying "Hey, honey!" And the bullet ricocheted in such a way that if you hadn't ducked, or Masky hadn't pushed your head down rather, it would've hit square between your eyes.
Sometimes it'll still be a close call if he's to wound up from his workload. But the successful ones sure are sweet.
You and Masky had a lazy day planned, where both of you had authorization for a day off and decided to take a walk, have a picnic and swim by one of the lakes in the forest. Masky had been waiting for you at the bottom of the stairs being familiarized with the stairs and your handy little skill you saw an opportunity that you couldn't miss. You crept down the stairs and scooped up your boyfriend, kissing his face, and throwing him over your shoulder as you began to walk out the mansion. Tim laughing and squirming the entire time. His laugh is a warm and enticing sound as he doesn't do so very often and hearing it fills you with an indescribable amount of joy. So much so you wish you could bottle the sound to immortalize its purest form.
When you put him down you kiss him properly this time, deeply and adoringly, "Boo!" You murmured against his lips before running off ahead of him and making him tackle you into the grass with similar treatment.
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love-in-focus · 5 days
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Someone being patient with you is one of the purest forms of love.
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strange-poet · 10 months
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Alright so for some reason i have been thinking of kingdom hearts right? (obvs not procrastinating on my book right?) and i accidentally came up with a crazy theory that may or may not make all of the kingdom hearts lore no longer be so chaotic and senseless... although its been a while since i played a game so i may not be correct?
The theory itself began as a question, What exactly IS kingdom hearts? A location? An Entity? I don't know! So i began to think about it... Kingdom hearts- SPECIFICALLY THE OPENING OF IT- Has taken on many shapes! No solid form... right? So maybe not a location specifically... Then I thought about it more, And remembered that the only time kingdom hearts is presented as a place is in the first game. (work with me on this ok, be patient) I thought about it more and began compose an idea Kingdom Hearts itself, and some cools ideas... So lets take a look at the first game for a sec... Maleficent Tries to open it by gathering the Purest heart from each planet right? but somehow wasn't fully successful until the final moments, these being the times that sora is present, And Kingdom hearts needed to be closed from the inside and out right? (this makes ZERO sense without the rest of my theory so please be patient!!) So I kept thinking, and eventually came to a point...
"What if you couldn't just OPEN kingdom hearts... What if there needed to be steps taken beforehand"
Think about it, IN BOTH OF THE OTHER TWO GAMES, KINGDOM HEARTS IS A GIANT HEART IN THE SKY... But this isn't all of the theory... This gets crazier somehow! Thought about it some more and discovered that Where Maleficent went wrong was that she tried to open the door without the needed steps taken beforehand. She needed to "unlock" more "doors" first... And this is where the events of 2 and 3 come into play Xehanort (thats his name right?) and co. have realized Maleficent's mistakes and are trying to open Kingdom hearts the correct way... I have a feeling that in kh2 they succeeded in opening the first door, same goes for kh3... but there are also more doors as well so we're safe for now. But of course... I kept thinking about this story right? and I came up with a little story idea that i think is cool!
So you know how Each of the doors had to be opened with a different key? What if the final doors "key" was Sora. Thats why, despite all of his training and efforts, he's still not a master. Because he can't, he's meant for a different purpose. Heres my idea, Remember all of those people who stayed in "Sora's heart Hotel" or whatever? yeah, they were in Kingdom Hearts. Kingdom hearts isn't a Location, It's a consciousness (or a form of subconscious). A place where your mind goes when seeking protection. Sora is the only one who can enter without permission or a key... Because he IS the key. All of the times Riku, Mickey, Aqua or someone else entered Kingdom Hearts for a mission, they were subconsciously given permission by Sora to DO SO! Sora can't learn to properly wield the Keyblade because the Keyblade is the Symbol of Kingdom hearts-Its chose weapon of protection- If the Key of Kingdom Hearts used a Keyblade, it be a walking beacon ("Hey look here, I'm the key to kingdom hearts, come kidnap me and use my power against me and my friends!")
Anyone who was in Sora's heart was in there for one reason, Protection, whether it be for themselves or a mission/cause. I dont know why but i love this idea!?
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sejayshade · 9 months
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Got told by a good guy friend of mine that I have big dick energy and it made me realize that I haven't bee recognizing who I truly am. I've lost sight of myself. I just got out of a mentally and verbally abusive relationship I really lost sight of the fact that I am the fucking shit. I am amazing. I am worthy. I bring a lot to the table. I am beautiful. I am pure. I am special. I have my own mind. I know how to make my own, healthy decisions. I am creative. I am strong. I am confident.
I am myself at all times because I have no reason to mask myself. I am beautiful in my most raw and purest form and I know it. I don't need to compensate with other things because I am beautiful exactly the way I am. Exactly the way I wake up in the morning. And it's a shame that for the entirety of my 20s men have been nothing but intimidated by that.
Clearly I have been letting in the wrong men into my life. I want a man that recognizes how great I am and knows exactly what to do with that. A man who is on the same level as me he would not even be capable of feeling intimidated. Would not even feel the need to pull me down. A man who can listen to me, make me feel heard, feel seen, have an honest conversation and does not let his ego get in the way of being the real man I know he can be.
I've been making some really shitty decisions with my choices in men and I don't know why. I have not quite understood yet why I attracted these people but I'm ready to find someone truly compatible with me. Someone who is really worthy of what I bring to the table. I'm fucking amazing. But I'm not for everybody. I'm for one guy. Where ever you are… I'm ready for ya. I'm not perfect. Please be patient with me. Please help me grow and I will help you grow. I know you're out there. I'm not giving up on love. I know you're out there.
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queenbee8623 · 4 days
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Leave the relationship.
In the beginning, it's hard.
For a little while, it even hurts.... But after a certain amount of time, she embraces being single and finds it empowering knowing that she doesn't need a man to be happy.
And once she gets comfortable with being single, it's hard for her to mentally be attracted to anyone.
Once she is familiar with being on her own, it's hard for her to emotionally be connected to another individual.
And once she gets used to taking caring of herself, it's hard for her to be dependent on another person.
The reason behind all this is...... she's not trying to go back to that dark place she once resided before, she's not trying to waste her time on a guy who's gonna turn out to be undeserving, and she's not trying to end up with someone that is going to let her fall asleep at night wondering if she still matters.
She's spent a lot of her time detoxifying herself and finding herself once again and the last thing she needs is for another toxic man to come into her life and cause her to lose herself all over again.
So she may require extra attention, she may require extra effort, and she may require extra time .... but if you're patient with her, and your intentions are genuine and you give her the validation she deserves then you will experience one of the most purest forms of love in existence.
~ Cody Bret
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pooma-inspiration · 1 year
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Real thoughts
One of the best feelings is finally losing your attachment to somebody who isn’t good for you.
When you have more than what you need, build a longer table not a higher fence.
Life is like a party. You invite people, some leave early, some stay all night, some laugh with you, and some laugh at you. But in the end, there are a few who stay to help you clean up the mess.
These people are your true friends. They are the only ones who matter.
“The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology, or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny.”
Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own.
I will wait till the day I can forget YOU or the day you realize you can't forget Me.
Psychology says, learning how to control your reactions to things that trigger you is how you heal.
Psychology says, you will be happier when you do things from love, not for love.
Psychology says, if you have the ability to love, love yourself first.
According to psychology, rejection is the first step of any successful story.
Based on the total number of people tested since IQ tests were developed, females have a slightly higher average IQ than males.
The real pain is when you loved someone but you're not destined to each other.
Common sense is not a gift, it's a punishment Because you have to deal with everyone who doesn't have it.
Just because a person smiles all the time doesn't mean their life is perfect. The smile is a sign of hope and strength.
Someone being patient with you is one of the purest forms of love.
Don't be afraid to let go of someone who's not trying to hold onto you.
Don't make me feel special if one day you're gonna leave me.
Respect people who wear glasses, they paid money to see you.
Be careful what you tolerate, you are teaching people how to treat you.
Don't feel alone, there is always someone who silently cares for you.
At this age, I am only interested in consistency, stability, respect and loyalty.
Give, But don't let it empty you.
Everyone leaves in the end, Some by choice and some are forced.
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awalkingnovel · 1 year
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One of the most beautiful things that humans do when they fall in love is making efforts to remind their lover of how amazing they are when they struggle to keep their spark alive and lose hold of themselves. To think that someone loves you so much that they are willing to work on you, be patient with you, and not give up until they get the same light back which they fell for. The way they do everything in their power to bring their spark back which they somehow lost in the race of choosing the wrong people, getting themselves validated, standing up to expectations, giving their heart to the wrong people, not realising that the right person will admire everything their authenticity makes them do. Being patient with someone and making efforts for them is indeed the purest form of love.
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akaraboonline · 1 year
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Women Who Have Been Single for a Long Time Date in Different Ways
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If you've been single for a long time, it changes the way you approach the dating scene. The transition from complete independence to having someone around you is a huge adjustment for you. You become a more difficult nut to crack. However, once someone takes the time to figure out who you are, they will realize how amazing you are. In the meantime, here's how Women Who Have Been Single for a Long Time Date in Different Ways You’re used to alone time. You long ago accepted the act of being alone. As a result, you're used to going to weddings and parties on your own and taking care of your own affairs. It's startling when you start dating someone. It's strange to suddenly have someone to do things with. You may initially prefer to continue rolling alone. You feel compelled to isolate yourself in your apartment with Netflix, despite the fact that you could be spending time with someone else. You'll need to ease into coupledom. As a result, whoever you date will have to be patient. You have protective walls in place. You've been hurt before, which could explain why you spend so much time alone. You're aware of what you want and need in a partner, which is a good thing. It implies that you choose your partners with care. You also guard certain entry points to your heart until you are completely confident that the person's intentions are good and pure. You want to be vulnerable, but it takes a little more time. You're dating someone because you genuinely like them. You just don't show it very easily, which can be difficult. It's not that you're not expressive. But you want to be certain before you let yourself go. You spend time getting to know someone before you jump in. You want a long-term relationship but are unwilling to give up all of your hard work on yourself to achieve it. You’re incredibly strong. You are the epitome of Miss Independence. You grew up learning to enjoy your own company. As a result, you're powerful in a way that can be intimidating. Partners may question whether you want them around or why you're dating them in the first place. This is also why you make an excellent girlfriend. Despite having an amazing solo life, you want to date someone. You can come off as a bit aloof. You might not be overly flirtatious or affectionate in the beginning. This is because you want to know if it's safe to do so. You're no stranger to being disappointed and let down in love. So, before you let someone in, you need to clear your head. They'll be fine if they're patient and demonstrate that they can be trusted. When you truly open your heart, it is completely open. You’re scared. Sometimes you're nervous and push people away because you're afraid of losing control. Control is security, and that is terrifying. You only know how to keep your emotions in check. So when you start having real feelings, it takes you by surprise. It may make you feel the need to retreat temporarily in order to regain control. It's not personal, and you always return. Women Who Have Been Single for a Long Time Date in Different Ways You’re not used to help, but you eventually embrace it. If you decline their assistance, they may begin to feel ineffective. Of course, this is not on purpose. You're just accustomed to doing everything with your own two hands. You eventually allow your partner to take care of you. They only need to wait for you to leave. You don’t need someone, you choose them. Despite being content with your current situation, you decide to try something new. It is the purest form of love and desire. That's because you don't need a partner, but you chose them anyway. You took the time to figure out what you wanted. You know they're a keeper if they're the lucky one you choose. Read the full article
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preii17 · 1 year
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Someone being patient with you is one of the purest forms of love 💗 #qualitytime👩🏻‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏻 #shishanight🌙 #weathergettingcolder☺️❄️ #twa7achtèkbarcha💋 (at Layali Al Qahira - Souq Waqif) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClZjbY-IiZcl9bK5JKPdHCXgkA-NTUZ91QaUd00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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oakandcirrus · 2 years
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there were many things i learned from this relationship. main takeaways:
1. kissing is amazing. hickeys are amazing.
2. sex is healing actually.
3. god loves gays otherwise he would not make our throats and chests so tantalizing and sensitive
4. slow down, take a breath, live like every second is the only one that matters.
5. take risks.
6. i’m not a horrible person actually. i’m actually fucking amazing and i deserve to have every ounce of love i give reciprocated in some way shape or form
7. i’m never gonna settle for someone who makes my heart race. i’m going to commit to someone who brings me peace, who is the feeling i get sitting by the ocean or walking through the woods. someone who takes all this chaos inside me and accepts it and calms every storm and every cresting wave with a single touch. someone who makes the hours slip by like seconds, who keeps me grounded. who reminds me who i am and who i am meant to be. someone who i don’t just want to be with, but someone who i want to experience life with.
8. soulmates do NOT exist as predestination but they are made and chosen. love is built like a home. slowly, steadily, patiently. you find a nice patch of earth with room for a garden and you begin to build. love is watering a small oak sapling. every day you wake up and choose to tend to this little tree that may or may not grow strong and resilient simply because you love it and you love to take care of it and its simple existence brings you the purest, most incorruptible joy.
9. anger is useless in a conversation. be angry. be furious. but be gentle.
10. love somebody how they need to be loved, not how you need to be loved.
11. consistent patience and acceptance breaks down walls faster than force ever will. you can’t build trust with a battering ram.
bonus: i absolutely adore the fact that being gay and loving a man taught me more about unconditional love and forgiveness than being in church ever could.
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mhaynoot · 11 months
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they returned from the 1865th wordline with kdj in his purest form, in a visage similar to the one they had seen of the oldest dream. a 15 year old who would have been mistaken as an elementary schooler if not for his high school uniform. really, he was lee sookyung's son.
they dressed him up in a patient gown and placed him in a hospital room. then, visited him every single day until their heart couldn't take it any more. and yet his eyes never opened. they stared down at his pale features, his slow, shallow breathing. this kid, it was definitely kdj. who else would be such a powerless god, one who couldn't even wish for his own happiness?
the last time kdj was in the hospital, he was 15 years old too. hsy had held his unconscious hand that day. but neither of them had remembered that until too late.
it was the day when he had attempted to end it all. did he remember it? did he remember the sound of the window being opened, the feeling of the wind through his hair, the sight of a sky moving further and further away, or did he see nothing but his own loneliness and not a single person who will save him. had he only seen a world with no one will love him?
they love him, they love him, they love him, come home, come home, what did they have to do to save him? how do you save someone who didn't want be saved?
but this was kdj before kim com, before the scenarios, before yoo joonghyuk, before ways of survival, before he had found a reason to live. this was the kdj who didn't have memories of his companions (49%) nor even the memories of reading ways of survival and yoo joonghyuk (51%). this was the kdj who didn't want to survive and so he slept eternally, forever trapped behind the walls of unconsciousness and where he can become nothingness. after all, by becoming nothing, nothing can hurt you, not even yourself. this was kdj without his companions and a novel. a child who couldn't be saved.
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