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coridallasmultipass · 21 days

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(( Inspired by the "Aphids" comic bc the dj bro panel had me cryin: https://www.tumblr.com/coridallasmultipass/746888021783298048?source=share ))

Probably went overboard editing this and trying to add emoji subtext, telling a story, you know the deal. Also, the needles evoke a Saw 2 vibe for me, but that's awesome. I'm all about that unsettling mind game shit (not pictured, but I have a spiral on my tongue piercing bead, because I'm dedicated to the aesthetic). Speaking of spirals, yes, that is a Kamina keychain on my phone. In fact, I have all four main characters danglin' off that motherfucker. Shit's heavy, but no pain, no gain. Gotta keep these strifin' fingers in shape, brah. Anyways. I got the green stuff, so hit me up.

#if ur comic op and want me to unlink just lmk sorry for not asking if u mind #also lmao #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #trans bro #trans bro strider #but yeah i saw the jello in the store yesterday and was like 'omg i gotta do dj bro' so i bought it #and yeah i do have the spiral on my tongue but i wasnt happy with the vibe of the pics #this is better mildly creepy and funny bc the shots emojis doubling as saw 2 aes like lol yaaaaasssss #homestuck #bro #bro strider #cosplay #homestuck cosplay #bro cosplay #bro strider cosplay #beta bro strider #idk what tag #smoking #alcohol #syringes #needles #drugs #man this post is gonna get blacklisted bc of the tags #me #selfie #also disclaimer ive never had jello shots i dont drink and i dont hc bro as drinking but dude that comic #its so fucking cute and then they drop the line 'dj bro not bringin jello shots to the club tonite' lmaoooo #karkats claws are so fucking cute i love that panel too #srsyl if ur reading this u should be readin that comic its cute af and buggy and i love it #also lol i still havent changed the font from when someone asked something and i needed a gayass font

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a-s-levynn · 3 months

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Okay so the tags all day under my high water small offering genuinly made me super emotional..

I don't know if anyone would be interested in it seeing almost step by step while i ramble about it a bit? But i did it anyway. I'm missing a lot of stages because i wasn't planning to do something like this. I'm not even completely sure why i scanned some of the steps to be honest. But at least you can see some of the progression of it?

Anyway if any of you is interested in it i put a rundown under the cut. Also the obligatory measuring tape/ruler shots at the end of it, because yes i've seen those tags as well. Spoiler for those who understandably do not want to chew through my pointless ramblings: yes, it is fairly small.

Disclaimer: It's long and rambly, you have been warned

Just to preface this: this is not advice on art because i can't give you that. If you ask me how i do stuff i can tell you but beyond that i'm useless. This is just for funzies.

Okay so i don't have the step with sketching Vessel, but you still can see some of what is left from his torso and head and spine-line under the cloack. Maybe even traces of the right arm connecting to the torso.

When i draw figures, i usually start out with a line for a spine and then build it outwards. And i always draw them semi-naked first. It's so much easier for me to dress them, rather than go for the clothed version immediately. Helps me a lot with the fold placement.

Also for pose references i use a free browser app. I certainly can't draw human figures from scratch if the pose is more dynamic or the angle is something more complicated, but i'm decent at eyeballing what i can see. This one didn't really needed that 'cause Vessel does this a lot and i looked at the man's pictures and videos so much at this point, i can kinda mock it up. And like.. i usually draw up a standard male figure and just.. make it slightly skinnier and bam. Vessel proportions. Or something close enough to pass for it. But in general i look up a lot of reference photos for stuff because it is easier to understand something you see rather than something you imagine. At least for me.

Initially i was planning to add tendrils into the waves to indicate that those are raising the water around Vessel. That pulling himself beneth the waves maybe not so much just his own decision he just can't fully see the outside force hiding inside the water or something something i don't know i'm not smart for stuff like this.

What you can't see is that i was thinking about putting a faint silhouette of the tmbte moon behind the clouds but i quickly forgone that, because it was just not dark enough visually that way and also felt far too busy.

So i laid out a rough shading idea for where i want stuff to sit tonally and was like, nope, still not dark enough.

And so darker it got. But the sky felt flat, it needed something. So i was like, okay i have no moon or anything but like i could warp the clouds towards Vessel. Like as if the sky is collapsing into him or sending him a sign or maybe it's just in his head or whatever? I'm still not smart enough for concepts.

Also rain had to be added, because "wash me clean again before..." you know. To stick to the prompt.

It's almost there at this point but the waves look so sad and got smaller than the initial sketch. But i knew there is going to be froth on top of them so it was not a big deal. I knew they would be a sorry sight if i only do it with pencil anyway. It was never an option. So the trusty gel pen came out and it is such a drastic difference:

It also gave Vessel and the stone he stands on a sharp edgelight which is super dramatic looking. Also lifts him out from the background a bit more so he doesn't fully disappear into it. And the waves actually started to look like waves insted of weird grey cones.

And here again the finished version:

There is not much thought or like amazing skill that goes into these, i'm just trying to hide what i can't do and lean into what i can. And what i can do is shading. Someone told me close to two decades ago now that "don't rely on the outlines, shade behind the things to create depth" and that is something that my brain just latched onto and wanted to do that. And so i did. Or at least tried. Didn't took long for me to really start to enjoy shading and got fairly good at it, because i did that most of the time. And that's it, i guess.

Also yes it is small-ish. I'm using two relatively small sketchbooks, the "larger" one (with the ecru/yellowish paper, which i use for the small offerings <- this is where tha name came from originally) is 15x10,5 cm, and a slightly smaller one (with the grey-ish reused paper, which i use for everything else currently) which is 14,5x9,5cm. The card i did Ash's ballpoint pen iii is 16,5x11,4cm.

Basically everything i do is kind of small. I don't know how to draw large anymore to be honest. If i can't see the entire piece properly in one i mess up proportions big time. And i love detailwork and if i draw small the less detail i have to put into it. Because i'm also lazy.

So Vessel is about 4,5cm tall here... which is only a cm taller than the average height of Tiny Token.

#levynn tries to draw

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months

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*taps mic* Dirk seeing Jake in person for the first time and being like, "Yeah, I'm gonna put a collar on that."

#the tag: 'Not lost. Tell me to go home to Dirk.'#dirk unclipping the collar and telling jake to sic someone #ShitPost.exe #dirkjake #homestuck #suggestive #dirk #jake #striders #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #idk man i decided to draw jake with a collar on bc he was looking a bit bare and then i was like oh...OH... dirk did that #jake: *tugs collar*

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months

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Note to self I just made in the Bro/Dave fic I'm writing lmao.

#stridercest #homestuck #bro #dave #striders #ShitPost.exe #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #wip #fanfic #uh this joke wont make the final cut tho bc the ecto shenanigans dont happen in this au i made #i might use it if i write brodave again tho but idk when that would be #uh is this x. plicit enough to warrant both tags idk im grass #suggestive #adult only

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coridallasmultipass · 12 days

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Felt cute, might deteriorate later. [He/Him]

#feels like im in hell um #shibuya to belgium #anyway did my eyebrows perfectly but its night and ill prob sleep em off so ugh #im so tired bro i went thru my arm workout THREE times today bc of stress and anxiety #not to mention body dysphoria on top of the health concerns im trying to not think about anything rn so selfie time #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #but tbh not enough im still hurting with stress #could fuckin go for another round but i rly gotta try n sleep bc i get to cry abt all this in therapy tmr yaaaaay #fuckin hate that i cant treat endo lmao its like living in a cage w a tiger and not knowing when its gonna attack or give a love bite #anyway not to be a crybaby but yeah im not okay and dont know how im expected to go on lol #thought i looked good in my red light but ended up w a good orange light pic #wish i could show off my arms but its not impressive. mostly just feels nice to be like... solid lol #wish i could afford a gym #so my face will have to do for now hope i dont regret posting selfies at almost midnight lol #me #selfie #Cori.exe #Image.exe #ignore my chapped lips pls my dermatillomania has been rampant for the past like 2 days lmao i never stood a chance #hhhhh idk what to tag beyond this fence sitting whether to post or not so im just gon post and then go sleep hffff

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coridallasmultipass · 3 months

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Aaaaaa am hi gushing about DaveRose across timelines

Alpha Dave and Alpha Rose are like soulmates (and normally, and as an aromantic person, 'soulmates' is such a squicky concept and kinda terrifies me, but when I think about Dave and Rose and both Betas and Alphas both dying heroically together, I just... ohhhmygoddddd... it looks so natural.)

They're like the last ones standing before judgment day, and while they know they're gonna die, but they can face whatever comes next as long as they have each other. They can't imagine being in a world without the other.

In other ways, Rose is so good for Dave, like he can open up to her in ways he can't with anyone else. Yes, Rose is, of course, going to pick him apart and examine his insides (how could she not when Dave is so deliciously... Dave), but Dave is totally fine with Rose doing exactly that, he feels safe around her, and she's the one constant in his life, and so he actually kind of really likes getting picked apart by Rose, and actively seeks that out, because he can fully trust her to put everything back where it was when they started. It's like going in for a deep clean - it's gonna feel rough, he might cry a bit, but when he comes out on the other side he feels a little more genuinely himself.

Like, Dave can't do that with anyone else, Karkat doesn't know what to do with him if he opens up like it doesn't come intuitively when they're together, Dirk is a tinkerer especially with feelings he doesn't understand and therefore Dave still has to be on guard about opening up with him, Jade doesn't want to get that feels-deep in Dave, John doesn't 'get' Dave and Dave doesn't feel comfortable enough opening up to John like that even tho they're best bros, and, well, Terezi is Terezi.

Rose is the only one he can really trust with his entire being.

Also, since I'm the gayest motherfucker I know... Can I also talk about the big gay energy they both have, too? Like. On the surface, someone might be like, 'Oh, that's a plain old hetero couple right there.' BUT NO. THESE ARE LIKE THE TWO GAYEST CHARACTERS IN HOMESTUCK. (Umbrella term 'gay' bc Dave is bi/whatever, and Rose is probably also bi, but we only see her in the context of RoseMary, which is why I started out with mentioning Alpha Dave/Alpha Rose. But like, they're poly imo anyway. I can't see them being exclusive in any timeline. The Alpha situation is just isolating by nature.) BACK TO MY POINT, THIS IS A WHOLE ASS GAY RELATIONSHIP AND IT GIVES ME SUCH GAY FEELINGS AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

(On the subject, uh, all the Stri-Londes are trans in my book, too.)

Rewinding a bit, Rose doesn't need Dave like Dave needs Rose. That's part of what makes this so special, is that Rose is there for him because she wants to be. It's fulfilling in a way that she isn't 'needed' by anyone else. What she doesn't realize is how actively good having Dave around is for her. He gives her a reason to live and fight and die for. It was fated for them to be together like that in every timeline.

Even in one of the most absurd moments of Homestuck, we see them fated to be together with the whole Jasprosesprite and Davepetasprite incident. (Oh, don't even get me started on Davepeta, I have essays worth of thoughts about how they're the most OP character in all of Homestuck...)

Actually, let's end it there. Lol, I'm tired.

#big gay ramble #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #daverose #dersecest #ShitPost.exe #Cori.exe #Post.exe #hhhh im tired just gonna post this now hopefully i dont regret in the morning #dave #rose #striders #i dont mean ship hate at the ships i mentioned i enjoy them all some more than daverose i just wanted to write it like that for this post

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months

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HOMESTUCK CYBERPUNK 2077 SBURB CROSSOVER WHERE BETA SESSION JOHNNY SCRATCHES IT TO CREATE ALHPA SESSION ROCKERBOY V AND THEY TEAM UP TO TAKE DOWN THE LORD OF FLESH HIMSELF, ADAM SMASHER

#FUCK LMAO #OK I GOTTA PUT THE KEYBOARD DOWN BEFORE I SAY SOMETHING REALLY STUPID #SHITPOST.EXE #C77 #HOMESTUCK #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #NIGHTBLOGGING

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coridallasmultipass · 3 months

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A thing I just thought now: "Oh, wow, it was less than 8 years? That's a really short time to know anyone before getting married."

The punchline is that I'm aromantic.

#like damn if im gonna ever marry anyone itll be on our deathbed after a life together #the idea of marriage is fucking terrifying #how long do most people know each other before marrying?? lemme look it up #yeah im seeing the average is like 2-5 years and thats too damn short geez #i guess this is just one of those things ill never understand lmao #i think of marriage and i picture like a low budget halloween undead wedding scene with spooky organ music #aromantic #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #ShitPost.exe #Cori.exe #seriously tho i dont know how people live that fast #cant believe i just realized this was another aro thing i didnt realize was an aro thing #like being creeped out about people getting married young or fast #or i guess the aversion to attending weddings ive had my whole life lmao #wow yeah im a lot more aro than i thought i was lol this was a real introspective line of thought

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months

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OMFG I'M DRAWING A SMALL DETAIL AND I ZOOM OUT AND I'M LIKE 'HOLY SHIT, THAT'S THE DEATH KANJI, JAKE ENGLISH IS DEATH' I'M CRYING LMAO I HAVE TO LEAVE THAT NOW THE VISUAL SIMILARITY WHEN I ZOOM OUT IS HILARIOUS IT'S GONNA LOOK LIKE DIRK IS WEARING SOME JAPANESE METAL BAND GUITAR PICKS ON HIS NECKLACE, BUT IT'S JUST HIS BOYFRIEND'S INITIALS

#ShitPost.exe #Cori.exe #Image.exe #Create.exe #dirkjake #homestuck #wip #idek if this even makes sense bc #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #delete later #probably #idk anymore im just existing rn

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months

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Ed, Edd, n Eddy reboot, but instead it's D, Di, n Dave (Strider).

Bro is the Canker Sisters all at once, for shipping's sake.

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months

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Okay, hear me out, picture this, dude, just imagine it for a minute, mmkay? Like, envision this with your mind, construct it visually... Brain this...

Dave Strider in a crop top.

Okay, but I'm not done, no, there is but one more thing you must do... *Imagine, with your imagination,* if you will...

Alpha Dave Strider, the Big D himself, in a crop top.

That will be all, gentlemen. Thank you for your attention.

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coridallasmultipass · 5 days

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*takes a hit* You know... Grim was really tellin' it when he sang "Look at me I'm a kitty cat..."

I felt that in my soul, dude.

#that little number has been stuck in my head since the day it aired #that episode came up on my rewatch today (max has the eps all mixed up it suxx)#but yeah randomly that song will just manifest into my thoughts and im like?? again?? yes mf again it slaps #or whatever the kids are sayin these days #tgaobam #ShitPost.exe #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #but future me will agree i know him well #drugs #idk man its a meme #nightblogging #is that still a thing #shitpost #blah blah blah blah im a kitty CAAAAAAAT

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coridallasmultipass · 1 month

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TW for my usual unhinged stance on puppets, if you're following me, you know. If you're not, I'm sorry (not sorry). ((If you're the author or narrator, I'm actually sorry.))

Okay, so because I'm allowed to be freaky on main about puppets on this site, I just wanna tell everyone, because everyone should know that creepypasta narrator Lighthouse Horror just posted a story (by author Alonso Solis) about an evil puppet show a few days ago, and I just listened, and I loved it.

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Now onto freaky business:

Headcanoning the main char as a puppetfucker bc c'mon, that bromance, the way he lovingly describes Mr. Smiley's appearance, what he does before leaving the old studio towards the end... Just... Mmmm... *chef's kiss* love this kinda content. I'll sleep soundly dreaming I could have someone like that. Y'know? Big, glassy eyes, big grin, secret evil laugh, mildly self-animate...

#god i love puppets so much man especially the evil ones but not exclusively yknow #even the word puppet is cute like puppies and i feel warm and fuzzy inside no pun intended (who am i kidding. fully intended)#need me a freak like that #also should probably tw for the story just general creepypasta themes evil puppets kids dyin unreality dubious morality in the main char etc #thats not an exhaustive list tho im not qualified to give an exhaustive list this is a thirst post i just wanna cover all my bases here #puppets #man im not even posting about puppets on my puppet named blog (it was just recommended when i typed that)#and thats a damn shame lmao i should make more so i can revive that blog (its just my art blog i gave up on separating from the main)#suggestive #for the post not the video #creepypasta #(tagging for a tw sorry to put that in the tag if ppl use the tag i have no idea i dont usually post ab creepypastas on here but ...#... given i saw a bunch of ouppet stuff earlier i remembered i can be weird on here about puppets. i guess anywhere...#...but here feels natural to be weird ab them)#ngl i couldnt stop thinkin of ... you know who ... with the description and how the main char keeps him around all the time #mmmmmmmm otp5eva in a different flavour mmmmmmmmm #should probably also confess that #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #bc im probably gna regret typing all this tmr but fuck man #i love puppets dudeeeeeee i can scream about it forever #ok this is enough im getting too sappy im def gonna regret that #Cori.exe #Post.exe #video #horror #sorry steven and alonso lol i hope yall are too busy to see this im totally normal about puppets it was all a joke #((whispering to followers: its not a joke dont worry i wouldnt play u like that))#((puppetfucker 4 lyfe bruhhh believe it))#((fuck man i love them so much))#i want more evil puppet/etc horror content theres never enough to satisfy me i am insatiable about puppets in horror

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coridallasmultipass · 3 months

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Looking back on some old Tweets I made and I found this gem that I thought of when I remembered fish produce a slime coat.

Slimey mermaid girlfriend, omghahahaha.

#just sharing bc i remembered tumblr loves mermaids and gfs #mermaid #mermaids #fish #idk what tag this needs #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #(i was when i made the orig tweets so just in case)#ShitPost.exe #Image.exe #Post.exe #Cori.exe #hmm might just draft this idk if i wanna post

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coridallasmultipass · 3 months

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For writers, you have an incriminating search history. For artists, you have the same thing, but also incriminating layer names. "Body, skeleton, muscle, arm, table, sword, lining, body 2, shine, nails, hair, sfx, eyes..." It is like a fucking mortuary up in here.

#thiinnnngggsss you seeeeee in a graaaaavvveeeyaaarddddd #ShitPost.exe #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #artists #artist #artists of tumblr #i know i know some ppl dont title their layers anything #sometimes i jst title the layer something random tbh #but it helps me jump around when theyre titled what part it is #i end up having like...#shine 1 #shine 2 #top shine #etc.. so its not the most helpful but its better than 'layer 1 #2 #3...#etc lol #Cori.exe #Post.exe #i mean incriminating like if someone logged ur keys or something theyd see the words typed but not the image drawn #tho i guess with key shortcuts itd be funny like #njnnjnjnhrbodymnjzzznspinennmjnheadnmrmnjn #something like that i guess #but that doesnt make a funny post so #(bold of me to assume this is a funny post i know)#((omg ok i m not hi enough))#it really is a #shitpost #sorry guys idk what u want from me #reply with 'ctrl+z' if you read this far into the tags

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months

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(This is just an apology I owe someone I will probably never see again. Please ignore, I just needed to get it off my chest 16 years later. I'm not a good person, and I was very cruel as a teen.)

Hi. I'm sorry I wronged you. I treated you terribly when you gave me that letter. It was my fault, obviously. You were such a kind person to me, and we could have been great friends. You shot your shot, and that was totally normal and fair. I just want to explain why I reacted that way, because it was completely uncalled for.

I was living as a girl then, and had no idea that I had this trans man living inside me all along. I didn't know it, but my friendships with men felt so important and validating to me. I felt like I could be one of the bros without realizing that there was an actual personal reason why I needed that validation and mirroring. I guess, at the time, I would have chalked it up to 'daddy issues' from having a continually absent father figure,' which is incredibly reductive and dismissive, and was never genuinely my issue. I felt safe when it was me hanging out with some guys, especially when we often had more interests align which was rare to find in female friends. It's not easy being a kid into metal, alt fashion, art, and nerdy things, when you live in a rural small town where sports is considered the 'ideal' for teens. But you already know that. You lived it, too. You just didn't have the societal pressure to perform femininity, when you're not a girl, on top of it. ((But who knows, you could be a trans woman right now and struggling with your own issues from the other side, I really don't know you.))

But boy, did I PERFORM femininity. The metal scene wasn't the best inspiration for women. You had to be a hot sexy metal babe or you wouldn't get dick. No love for the androgynous women (except lesbians. Go lesbians, I love you.) At least that's what it felt like to 14-year-old me. I had to struggle with the fact that I wanted to look like the band members, not the women they were pictured with. I showed my hairstylist pictures of band men and short-haired Rihanna so I had at least one girl on there. I don't know where I'm going with this. I tried to do both perform the femininity, and doing small things to look more like the band guys I idolized, finding excuses to portray men in acting/roleplay/costumes. 'Because I had a crush on them, right?' No, because I wanted to BE them. Iwanted to be wanted as a man. Not as some metal babe. Being desired as a woman felt horribly invalidating, and I couldn't have ever explained why until now.

It's not a valid excuse, but I reacted that way because I felt safe around you. So safe. You were a dude, my bro, and I could be myself without feeling like I'm being 'tested' for performing human femininity like I did around girls. Like I walk into a room and everyone stops and glares at me. That's what I felt like, that hypervigilance, without knowing what that word meant. You were a good friend, kind, interesting, naturally attractive, and cool. I can't explain it, but it felt like betrayal when you gave me that letter. Suddenly, I was a 'love interest' and not 'fellow bro' and it hurt me so badly to believe that our friendship was built on you viewing me as a girl, not an equal. (That sounds absolutely horrible, I'm not implying that women are 'less," just that it made me feel like I was being unseen, that your feelings were for someone i was not.) I felt like our friendship was built on a lie. I felt disgusted at myself for reasons I didn't understand.

I reacted horribly. I wrote you that shameful e-mail in response. I tried burning that letter because I'm a dramatic hoe, but couldn't get the fireplace open, so I had to blow it out and instead melted and shredded it into the sink disposal. My mom came home and smelled the smoke and thought I was trying a cigarette. (I didn't try a single drug until I had a cigarette in fall of 2017, age 23.) Do we address the situation like an adult with calm words and ponder why we feel all these negative emotions, or do we SINK GO BRRRRRRRR DESTROY THE EVIDENCE?

14-year-old Cori go BRRRRRRRR, apparently.

I mean, I was a KID. Kids are mean as fuck.

It's no excuse, but I can look back on that now and say definitively that it was a result of not understanding my gender identity. I know I'm gay (not to mention, aro), but I did things counter to that, like have a phase of being a lesbian/bi/pan-preferring woman. if being attracted to women made me feel more butch and manly, then 'hey, look at that chick's thighs, bro…' I was gonna play it up.

Anyway, my point, discovering gender was like, literally taking off a suit of armour that never fit right because it was too small for me. I took off that suit of armour at age 19. It felt freeing to have no gender at all. I could do anything I wanted to find what fit me, trying on anything and everything. I finally found that fit in 2015. I'm a dude. This armour fits me perfectly now, and it flexes with my movement. But i still have the chafing and bruises from wearing the wrong armour for so many years.

I should have gently told you that I wanted to stay just friends. Instead, I was spiteful and mean for something that was my own fault. I refused to address my own gender problems, avoiding them entirely and dumping them onto you. I should not have been so immature as to do that and then entirely avoid you forever after.

So, I am deeply and truly sorry. I have regretted it every moment since I clicked 'send.' I hope you've entirely forgotten me by now. I hope you're doing well and still playing music and being your own creative self. I hope you're making mad bucks doing whatever the fuck you love. I'm sorry.

#an apology #reading 'pageboy' has me thinking of my gender again and wondering when my body knew i was trans before my brain?#apologies #gender identity #trans man #aromanic #just tagging so i can find it again on my blog eventually #but if you do read it feel free to judge me harshly im pretty sure my character is inherently evil so its valid to think im an asshole #might delete later tbh idk tho like i feel like i deserve to display my faults publicly to be mildly absolved #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #bc lmao im not gonna overshare otherwise lol idk why i get so verbose when im hi #Cori.exe #Post.exe #pls do ignore tho like damn i was awful #holy fuck ive eaten a ton of chocolates lmao need some serotopamine in this mf #i think getting hi and writing out pesonal shit like this lately has been very healing like its a safe way to think about life while buzzin #the drawbridge into my mind momentarily lowers #gelato really is the good shit #maybe ill write a book about how to not be a human

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