#My Longest Way Home
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German metalcore band "Any Given Day" formed in 2012.
Members: Dennis Diehl – lead vocals,
Andy Posdziech – lead guitar,
Michael Golinski – bass, backing vocals,
Dennis ter Schmitten – rhythm guitar, backing vocals,
Leon Stiller – drums
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#Any Given Day#Dennis Diehl#Andy Posdziech#Michael Golinski#Dennis ter Schmitten#Leon Stiller#rock band#My Longest Way Home#Everlasting#Overpower#Limitless#Home Is Where The Heart Is#Endurance#Arise#Levels#Savior#Loveless#Lonewolf#Apocalypse#H.A.T.E
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#I started packing for the next move yesterday#I'm not leaving for another 2 months (and my wife will stay behind for an extra month)#but this way I can just do one or two boxes a day and still get all my stuff packed so she doesn't have to worry about it#I'm so tired of moving.#there will be at least 1 move shortly after this#then we might have to move again next year or we might stay put for a while depending how she wants to prioritize things#but eventually. someday. we will have a permanent home.#the longest I've ever lived in the same unit as an adult has been 3 years.#and I'm almost 30.#I'm so very tired of moving.#but at least for this move I get to leave ahead of time#and for the next one our other partner will already permanently be there and my wife will have way more flexible time.#after that I have no idea.
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Is it just me or does almost every outfit in the sims 4 cottage living just seems like something Toriel would wear?
yeah that's just objectively correct tbh
pretty goat mum 💜✨
#holoskart asks#I gotta draw at least one of these outfits next soriel week for sure :'>#also speaking of cottage living. I swear that pack had something against my toriel sim for the longest time#bc the pack introduced a bunch of new pie recipes and a pie competition every few weeks. so Obviously toriel needed to win that#except the game absolutely refused to let her win for real life months on end#I have a screenshot where all 3 pies entered one time were the same type. toriel's was excellent quality vs 2 townies' normal quality pies#she still lost to them. and then when she finally Did win first place several tries later it happened in the dumbest way possible#she entered a pie. waited for hours until the competition ended. no result appeared so I gave up and sent her home#two in-game weeks pass. frisk is hanging out at their high school's football event. a notification pops up as the event ends#the result from the pie competition finally appears. during the wrong event and two entire weeks late. and then my game crashed#luckily everything turned out the same way and she still got the first place result but god. it was So Much#anyway this kind of nonsense is why I love the sims gjhdsfjgh
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5 AM
Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃
#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous#and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep#I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip#I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home#(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today#and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too#BUT I also get what she meant#not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact#a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like#the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes#(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever#same with my mom's hallucinations as well#and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again#which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything#like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds#and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well#which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up#I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today#didn't eat#took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all#had too much caffeine#stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking
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School is draining any small motivation I had for art
or creativity in general
(tw: I got pretty much depressive in the tags but I needed to dump this somewhere and this may not be the best place but is where I feel better talking about my problems or insecurities, so feel free to ignore)
#vent in the tags#tw vent#i'm tired#and I hate that I'm tired#everytime I try to finish education is worst than the last time. my head can't take any sort of information from the class#no matter how many times they try to explain me or how many times I read and reread the same text#I can't focus. I can't memorize anything. I'm just sitting there in the classroom waiting for the 4 hours to finish to go back home#and spend the rest of the night just doing nothing. staring at the walls or doomscrolling till I have to go to bed and wake up again#for another day of fighting against an stupid anxiety attack in class because I'm going to fail this again#I hate school. I fucking hate it. the most boring stressing overwhelming way of learning#having the teacher talk for 1-2 hours straight and the student listening the whole time not saying anything is stupid#it's so fucking stupid they only want them to be mindless sheeps that only listen#because if you say anything 'no. you're wrong. I'm the teacher and I know better' fucking bullshit#this system is bullshit#and how am I supposed to study a whole school year of history. biology. math etc in less than 4 months??#everybody was like#'oh it's just 4 months and you'll be out of school!' 'in 4 months you'll get the education!' 'you can finish this in just 4 months!'#I fucking can't! I can't do this in such short time! I can't. focus. on 6. subjects at the same time. my brain can't!#and it's so fucking depressing. I have 4 opportunities to finish this. the longest it could take me is 2 years#I could just focus on 1 or 2 things each time but if I fail too many times I won't have another opportunity like this ever again#and I won't be able to finish highschool education and I. just. can't.#I'm tired of giving my biggest effort and not being enough. I'm tired of getting no satisfaction from any achievement I get#I hate so many things right now#and I have a lot more things in my head right now but I better shut up#you don't have to comfort me. it's ok. I'm not searching for confort. I just needed a place to dump my frustration or something#idk#you can ignore this#I might delete this later
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🥰😴Sweepy Wittle Wesley😴🥰
#yes you must read the caption in a baby voice because there is no other way to do so.#this post was inspired by how fucking tired I am RN. I got home an hour ago. Had the longest day at work and it just sucked major ass.#MY BED IS SINGING OUT MY NAME YA'LL FOR REAL FOR REAL#Imma do my reblogs and then dive right into my bed and just pretend Wes is there with me#Wes Borland#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#Black Light Burns#down the rabbit hole
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ig running out of antidepressants really has consequences lmao
#im sobbing over being away from my home country which never happens so#something is UP#also im due to start my period! ugh#its just. being disconnected from my family and friends and culture and missing it all terribly#while actively running away from there#like. i miss it so so much but would not want to live there#if the politics and economy werent as they are i would not even have thought of leaving budapest#i havent been back in 5 months which is the longest i spent away ever#at least im not homesick in the way that im missing my family#just in the 'nothing can ever be home that is not budapest' way#ill talk about this in therapy i swear lmao but shes british so idk if shell understand#nett rambles#tbd
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Everyone, when @veestrikesback restocks PLEASE do yourself a favour and order from their shop because THIS is what you could get!!!
#VEE!!! I JUST GOT HOME AFTER THR LONGEST ICY AWFUL DAY#AND THIS WAS WAITING FOR ME!!!#IVE NEVER BOUGHT MERCH FOR MYSELF BEFORE AND IM IN LOVE!!!!!#AND THR ORINT????#im not joking when I say I screamed#you absolutely shouldn’t have and i was close to tearing up SND THE NOTE#my dear dear friend I get so excited and happy when you share your art#so if I can repay you by being in some way entertaining I WILL!!!#that note is going in my diary :’))))#honestly am awful at buying myself things but I did it with this becuase I wanted to support you and IM SO HAPPY!!!!#I can’t even express how happy!!!#THE STICKERS THE PRINT THE BUSINESS CARD!!!#guys it’s so cute and lovely and good and I love it#okay I’m off BYE
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He's back
#Have stopped myself from posting stuff close to my heart about my faith ever since some mf hurled hatred towards Diwali greetings on here#That was 4 years ago#Not going to stop myself today#Today Siyavar Ramchandr Ji is coming back home to HIS abode after 5 centuries#One time on desiblr I saw an Indian history student show off their notes. Among the near flawless handwritten words was this question#Why did Hindus keep on building the temples even after being plundered and desecrated by Islamist invaders?#Seeing the mood in my country- in the world- in my own self- this is the feeling they built them temples for#Oldest- the longest surviving religion- most humble and tolerant of them all#we're so back#Negative comments on this app will never dampen your spirit- Ram is here to show the way✨#Jai Shree Ram#Ram mandir
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Buffy and Angel Either Getting a Happy Ending/or Dreaming About Getting Their Happy Ending in the Books
First, we have the Choose Your Own Adventure Book "Night Terrors" (that takes place in season two), where one of the endings you can get is where Buffy ends up in an alternate dimension where the Angel there has become mortal.
Next up is book three of the "Unseen Trilogy" (that is a Buffy and Angel crossover), entitled "Long Way Home" (it takes place during Buffy season 4/Angel season 1). And here we have Buffy seeing an alternate reality where things worked out for her and Angel.
With the Angel book, "The Longest Night," there are multiple stories in here about the first Winter solstice Angel Investigations experiences with Fred (during Angel season 3), and you can choose for yourself which one of them you want to be "canon," if you will. This is the story from the book "Icicle Memories." Oh! And in the context of "Icicle Memories," it's hinted that things actually were meant to be that way--with Buffy being with Angel, surely, not all the other craziness he saw in this fantasy (as well that everyone else's visions the snowman made them see should have been their lives)--but for whatever reason, things didn't pan out that way, so it's the lives they have now that matter.
And then in the Buffy/Angel book "Heat" (that is during Buffy season 7 and Angel season 4), there's a moment where one of the villains knock both Buffy and Angel out. And while they're unconscious, they both dream about lives together. The one villain is partly responsible for this, in wanting to keep them down, but note that these dreams aren't real at all--like in being alternate realities or anything like that, like some previous things were.
Bonus:
While the Boom comics aren't canon and I'm not really a fan of them. Oops, this version of Buffy and Angel (and Spike, I guess?), definitely look like they've figured it out, when they show up to help the Boom!version of the characters in battle, when multiple versions of Buffy, Angel, Spike, and some other Buffyverse characters show up in some of the last issues of the first reboot comic, to aid in the final confrontation.
#long post#buffy the vampire slayer#bangel#buffy books#buffy tie-in books#angel books#angel tie-in books#boom#night terrors#the unseen trilogy#long way home#the longest night#icicle memories#heat#no joke icicle memories is. like. one of my favorite things ever. it's SO good and important. AHH! -should write a meta about it-#Jhiera comes back in 'she'--and a lot of the main plot is about her--and that's why angel thinks about her for a moment in the one scene if#anyone's curious#but icicle memories is so important to me because amends is so important to me for a number of reasons#but that's. like. the real start of angel's character arc and angel episode 0 really#that's where buffy teaches angel to fight#and this is. like. amends 2.0. and when angel is stuck in his illusion--of that moment no less!--who gets him to snap out of it and fight#for his friends' sake again? buffy
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get me OUT OF HERE
#this is about fucking. shipping. fucking orochimaru. get out of this polycule all of you shoo!!! go!!!!#STOP HAVING BABIES AND BEING HAPPY AND GOOEY!!!! STOP!!!!!! YOURE RUINING ME!!!!!!!!!#the fucked up little version of Obito ive made tho and his fucked up little niche of functionally immortal reincarnated body sharing#its like ive made him cat nip for Orochimaru. i was JOKING INITIALLY RIGHT??? I WAS LIKE#HAHA OROBITO HAHA HA HA HAAA FUCKING HELP MR#IM IJ HERE NOW LIKE OH YEAH AND GENE SPLICING IS SOMETHING OROCHIMARU HAS EXPERIENCE IN#AND GIVING HIM THIS AS A HEALYHY OUYLET AND MAKING HIM A MOTHER IN ONE FELL SWOOP#Obito has like 15 kids by the time Miho is created so shes not going yo be his heir (his heirs mother was an Uzumaki he hit it off with and#asked to have a kid with young (17) so shes 14 by the time the main series begins)#any way. Kakuzu being like ok you can have a chold under this roof but i will not be responsible in any way for it#and then holding Miho exactly once and going like 'oh i get why mothers die for their babies now'#Kisame takes the longest to warm up to her which surprises him bcus he gets along well with the rest of Obitos children#(Obito is like well. fuck you guys. Uchiha clan in Ame time and offers people contracts like in situations of fertility he adopts the mother#and father into his clan and turkey basters it (okay no he does send them to the hospitla but) and otherwise offers#a home a name etc for agreeing to join as either a civilian clan member or to have a child of his and some of the#second parents are like oh fuck yeah i want a kid but not a relationship/my husband is infertile/whatever and raise the child#as their own with very lityle input from Obito but some Obito has raised / was raising essentially on his own (such as his heir whos mother#didnt want to be in a relationship with Obito but wanted to test out motherhood and found she Could Not Do It and is now#more of an estranged aunt figure but 14 y/o doesnt have much bad blood about it bcus she has The Scariest Step Dad squad and#is 1000% creepy teen girl coded and it gets validated in sooo many capacities. cant do unethical experiments on mice when one of your step#fathers can bring you into the lab and teach you how to actually do the work and deal with an ethics commity that yes we have to#otherwise your father gives us the neutral but disappointed face)#ANY WAY#CAN YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN ?? LET ME THE FUCK OUT!!! LET ME OUY LET ME OUT HELP SOMEONES FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUC
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Got inspired, so here's the start of a Welcome Home thing. Let me know if you want me to do the whole thing?
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ok actually here have a few more of the beginnings of the notes bc i love my commentary
monev, dominique, and rai-dei excluded just bc i jump immediately into taking notes about their circumstances so there arent fun commentary.
you can tell which ones im most intimidated by addressing in my story lmfao
#speculation nation#itnl shit#the puppetmaster labeled as Very Very Problematic#tbh his section is the longest for the planning i have done#bc he is responsible for 170 deaths of vash's home!!! that is a very big problem and vash is Dedicated to preventing that#but it's a little more complicated than just getting in his way.#rai-dei's is actually a bit long bc i have some plans for him#hoppered is. not as long as it could be actually. mostly bc im just like. Head In My Hands. what do i DO about you?#that 'Oh Boy.' really sums it up.#also laughing at Midvalley's 'Very unhappy' like that sure is a summary of him with his circumstances. Yup.#trigun spoilers/#also zazie labeled as essentially a nonissue bc they really dont ever cause any serious damage in the manga#more of a 3rd party observer. YEA they do kill a few times but like Nothing like the puppetmaster#more of a mischief maker than anything else. and potentially an ally later down the line. we'd have to see lol#also livio being intimidating but razlo being even more so. Face In My Hands. this will be a lot...#anyways i should probs get working on editing lol. i was just glancing thru my notes doc again. ya kno .
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I will feel so tired that it's like my atoms are coming undone and I'm being made unreal...and then I will have a little chocolate treat and for 15 minutes I am whole and present again. Then the horrors
#ramblings of a lunatic#i remember feeling like this at the peak of my burnout and fatigue before#(also the same burnout and fatigue that took my interests and creativity and ground them into dust)#so I've concluded that i will just try and make it through the next two days as best i can (I GET FANCY RESTAURANT FOOD ON WEDNESDAY)#and then I'll just try to let my mental and physical health recuperate while finding excuses to hang w/ friends#cause that'll stave off thr madness of isolation#i wanna watch my shows and movies too and I'll finally be able to w/o guilt after the last exam :cries:#anyway. if you've noticed an uptick in me just sayin shit recently (in a way that may or may not be cause for concern)#it's bc I'm so close to getting out of the mines that having to wait any longer is driving me clinically insane#i wanna downplay the problem bc it's truly not that big a deal in some ways#but then i remembered that this is a) the longest I've gone w/o seeing my pals in like. nearly a month#and I've been at home doing the same stuff everyday for nearly a month too#and also IT'S THE FINAL EXAM I'M EVER GONNA DO BEFORE COLLEGE. IT'S A BIG DEAL MAN#so actually. yes I'm a bit of a drama queen but my slice of life problems have a place for mediation and bemoaning#but it's fine. bc we're gonna kill it#I'm gonna do sooooooo good on this test (<- manifesting)#it's. a little high pressure bc the last time i did a test for this subject (that I'm generally very good at) i majorly beefed it#but I've learned since then and I'm hoping. praying. also working hard but mostly hoping and praying#anyway. I gotta sleep soon bc i got so little sleep last night bc of the heat that i almost started crying at breakfast#LET'S GO LESBIANS (the lesbians are me. it's just me talking into a hall of mirrors)
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i'm just spending all my free time at the moment saying farewell to people and places and it's really just sinking in now that this time in two weeks i'll be in melbourne
#i've lived here for the last twelve years#it's the longest i've lived anywhere#it's the place that feels most like home which is so strange because it didn't for years#and i really struggled to find my places and people#so it feels so difficult to leave#and i know people move interstate and overseas all the time i know i know but#i've never belonged anywhere the way i do here
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So, I finally watched the new Spiderman with the extra spidermen.
(I watched the previous ones too, just to remember what was going on.) Been trying to think how to put in words how I feel about the whole franchise and MCU without doing an actual review or a rant.
All I got is that I really really wish they’d trust the main character to be enough. That just Peter Parker is well enough. The bells and whistles are unnecessary and more often than not they hinder the story. There is so much going on, so many characters, so much action scenes yet the actual strenghts of Holland!Spiderman are left in the background. Like, we really do need to see Aunt May more, she should be a central character, but instead we get Happy Hogan?? I get that Favreau is everybody’s buddy and whatever, but it makes no sense to fuck up a movie so he can play a bumbling and borderline creepy idiot. I genuinely hate the actor and the character now.
Too many villains mean we can’t actually focus on them and they might as well be played by no name actors. Also, so many villains means we don’t get to see the *spidermen* as much as we’d like/need to. It was so insanely frustrating to watch the movie I can’t even. So many times they ruined the impact of a moment with that obnoxious action movie structure. Holland’s acting sold so much of it but the story was just build wrong.
Anyway, I don’t think the makers know why people keep reading the comics. I don’t think they read the comics themselves so they just assume things about comics. Or they think comic book readers don’t matter, since it’s MCU and people watch superhero movies for action anyway.
It’s an ok movie, not Endgame again, but it could have been great. The material is there. Why not write is sharp and really use the oscar winning actors you have? Why not embrace the one character who is especially relevant *now*? Why the weird victim blame thing?
ps. I still don’t get MCU Strange at all. He’s there to make big effects but the sharacter is just flat. It’s all style, no substance. He’s so room temperature I can’t even hate him any more? The few moments where he’s more real is with Wong...so obviously Wong is there to walk by him once or twice. So basically he’s a plot device for big special effects and nothing else.
#caveat: spiderman is my longest read comic book#though I'm not married to a specific peter parker or spiderman#it's all valid as long as the point is remembered#with spiderman the story is always moral and a bit mean#and new york loves him#you cannot kill aunt may or mj#everybody else is fair game#basic things#spiderman#spiderman no way home#/annoyed#not a review#yeah I ended up ranting tho#fail!#still don't care even a little about strange
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