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#Monica loved lavender. She put it up all around the house to help her sleep. It's the little things that remind Sera of her.
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Okay this might be a really weird ask so I'm sorry in advance but- what does Sera smell like? Does she smell like feathers because she has wings, like Vincent? (Again hope this isn't weird..)
Not weird at all! Lol a few people have asked before, you're all good.
Birdpeople have notoriously weak noses. Their sense of smell (and taste by proxy) is pretty dull as a result. It's partly how Ser's food is always plain and Vincent smells like a SAW-scented teen who's been tarred and feathered. Sera doesn't particularly care about expensive perfumes like someone (cough Sonia) but she does like floral scents.
She smells like Lavender (Body wash/Shampoo) and baby talc powder. (Powder keeps her wings nice, dry, and itch-free.) When she's not working she uses a rose perfume Nate gave her.
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#birdpeople tag#I neglect the birdpeople tag a lot... gotta catch them up one day#She doesn't have the 'feather' smell. She's always on top of herself. Vincent's waterproofing makes him smell a bit like wet chicken though#Monica loved lavender. She put it up all around the house to help her sleep. It's the little things that remind Sera of her.#“It is NOT baby powder I don't want to hear it” “Yeah okay sure Sera are you cranky? want a nappy poo?” “...You are on thin ice Sonia”#Okay so thinking about what everyone smells like is oddly fun lol#Nate smells fresh all the time. He's all washed clothes and colognes like Polo Blue.#Amon smells like basic bodywash#He doesn't care too much about getting something fancy and will brag about his 5 buck cologne being a steal#Ricky smells nice. He goes out of his way to get nicely groomed to “get all the baddies 🤪” Okay Ricky.#He doesn't smell like anything when in goo form though.#Sonia smells like expensive perfume and body oils. It's awesome but can be a bit much at times. Vincent could not care less about it#Sonia would rather die than be rustic.#Vincent smells like Vincent. He is ironically extremely hygenic but the odds are never in his favor#Titan smells like caked blood#Dr. Strohl smells fresh and nice but also has a hint of retro tv static smell. I do not know how to explain further.#Uhh something something variants smell different depending on their habits not necessarily their bodily composition#ARK_SYSTEMA#Seraphinatag
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dontcare77ghj · 3 years
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On a Very Special Episode
Wanda x reader x Vision
The babies didn't want to sleep. It seemed as though they had all formed a pact to not sleep for as long as they could.
And this had led to three exhausted and cranky children.
"Sweet, sweet, Luna, don't you wanna sleep?" Wanda cooed, bouncing her daughter gently. "Mama wants to go to sleep." She sighed. "If you go to sleep, I promise, you will be my favorite daughter."
"By that logic, she's also your least favorite," Y/N said, entering from the kitchen with Tommy in her arms.
"Never!" Wanda gasped. "No luck with Tommy?" She asked her wife, who was rocking the crying boy.
"I tried feeding him, but he rejected the bottle. Maybe Vision's having better luck." Y/N said hopefully.
"No such luck, darlings." Vision said, descending the stairs, disguise free. "I tried reading to him, but for some reason, Charles Darwin's 'The Descent of Man' made him cry even harder."
"Oh." Wanda groaned. The married three stood in the living room, rocking three crying babies side to side.
"Care to dance, darlings?" Vision asked, moving closer to the women. 
Y/N let out a giggle as Wanda grinned boldly, and the two stepped closer to the man. 
"It's almost like we're on a date." Wanda chuckled.
"Keep it down kids, I was about to get my leg over." Vision joked. 
"Vis? Would you mind getting their binkies?" Wanda asked.
"Oh. 'Course not. Binkies all round, I think." Vision said, putting Billy into his crib.
"They're in the kitchen," Y/N told him. "And while you're in there, do you think you could-?"
"Put the coffee maker on? Of course, darling." Vision promised as Wanda and Y/N put the babies down.
"I love you!" Y/N exclaimed with a smile.
"Now I know parents aren't supposed to take shortcuts, but I think this situation calls for one, don't you?" Wanda asked, moving to stand between the cribs.
"If it means a break from this headache, then yes." Y/N agreed.
"So, go to sleep, my babies," Wanda said, snapping her fingers. But the kids continued to cry their little lungs out. "And go to sleep," Wanda repeated her actions, causing all three to laugh. "Well, I don't think it's very funny. Why won't you do what I want?" Wanda asked her hands on her hips.
"I think that's the definition of kids, sweetheart." Y/N joked. 
"What's that, dear?" Vision asked, entering the room with one binkie in his hand and the other two in his ears.
"That is not where those go." Wanda smiled, pulling them out of Vision's ears and wiping them on her pants.
"Noise cancelation is not their primary function?" Vision joked as Wanda gave the children their binkies. 
"Look, I think it's,"
"Shh! Don't jinx it!" Y/N hiss quietly, leaning into Vision's side.
All three of them held their breath, hoping the babies would settle, but when the kids all spat their binkies out, they let out sighs.
"Vis? Y/N?" Wanda started. "What are we doing wrong here?"
"Oh, don't worry, dear. We'll figure it out." Vision assured.
"It's just a learning curb," Y/N said, rocking the nearest crib to her.
"Exactly! Perhaps we all need more time to get to know one another." Vision suggested.
"Maybe. Or maybe we just need some help." Wanda told the two as the doorbell rang.
Vision rushed towards the couch right as Agnes barged into the house.
"Hiya, kids!" Agnes cheered, entering the house in her new Jazzercise gear.
"Oh, Agnes!" Wanda smiled at her friend.
"Hi, Agnes." Y/N waved, still gently rocking a crib.
"Agnes, I was just fluffing this pillow. With my face." Vision attempted to explain, now fully decked out in his human disguise.
"Oh, I was just on my way to Jazzercise when I heard your new little bundles of joy were on a sleep strike," Agnes explained boisterously.
"And which little birdie told you that?" Y/N wondered.
"A little birdie called my ears!" Agnes joked, causing the three to politely chuckle. "Anyway, Auntie Agnes is here, and I've got a couple tricks up my sleeve."
"Oh, Agnes, you are a lifesaver." Wanda sighed, taking the woman's hands into her own.
"Aw!"
"Very well. But be careful of the belly buttons and remember to support their heads, and when was the last time you washed your, actually you know what? It would be, just, maybe we better not." Vision stressed, moving to block Agnes from the cribs.
"Uh, do you want me to take that again?" Agnes asked, turning to face Wanda nervously.
"I'm sorry?" Wanda asked after exchanging looks with both her husband and wife.
"You want me to hold the babies," Agnes confirmed, staring at Wanda with scared eyes. "Should we just take it from the top?" She wondered, grabbing her bag.
"What?" Vision asked, staring at Agnes curiously.
"Agnes, are you on something?" Y/N questioned the neighbor.
"Oh, don't be silly." Wanda chuckled. "Darlings, let's, let's let Agnes give it a try." She suggested, giving both partners a look before turning back to Agnes.
Agnes stared at Wanda for several seconds before letting out a giggle.
"Fussy babies meet buns of steel. We dare you to stay awake." She joked, causing Wanda to laugh.
"Wanda." Vision gestured for her to join him and Y/N while Agnes kneeled between the cribs. "What was the about?" He wondered.
"What was what?" Wanda cocked her head.
"You're joking, right?" Y/N questioned the woman. "That thing with Agnes just now." She clarified.
"Well, I think she just got confused for a moment. She seems fine now." Wanda shrugged, watching as Agnes rocked the cribs.
"But what she said." Vision stuttered.
"The way she looked at you," Y/N added.
"How did she look at me?" Wanda wondered, looking between the two with a smile.
"Well, I don't know."
"I didn't. Oh." Vision gasped, staring at Agnes, causing both wives to turn.
"Lavender. It's supposed to have a calming effect. Ralph sprays it on me every night. But there's no taming this tiger. What?" Agnes chuckled, continuing to spray the perfume over the crying babies.
"It's so strange." Y/N shook her head.
"Undoubtedly." Vision agreed.
"That's not fair. It's not Agnes's fault that she has an unusually high libido." 
"Did you actually not see what we did?" Y/N wondered, tilting her head at Wanda before there was a thud in the kitchen. 
Once more, all three turned to now find Agnes searching through their cabinets.
"Oh, don't mind me. I'm just looking for your dark liquor." Agnes told them.
"Excuse me?" Y/N asked, staring at her in confusion.
"Not for me. For the kids. What kind of babysitter do you think I am?" Agnes asked, causing Wanda to chuckle while Y/N and Vision continued to stare. "I'm just gonna go and check in there."
"Vision, Y/N, the kids haven't slept in days. We all need a break, and Agnes is just being neighborly, that's all." Wanda told the two. 
"Do you hear that?" Vision whispered.
"Hear what?" Wanda asked in the same tone.
"Absolutely nothing." Vision grinned, moving over to the cribs.
"Oh, thank God. They finally fell asleep." Y/N sighed happily. 
"They're empty." Vision gasped.
"Where are the kids?" Wanda asked, throwing her hand over her mouth.
"They can't have gotten far. The kids can't even walk." Y/N attempted to soothe the two.
"Mama?"
"Mommy?"
"Daddy?"
The married three snapped around at the sound to notice three five years standing by the stairs. Two brunette boys and a blonde girl stood close together, watching the three adults closely.
"Ah, kids." Agnes sighed, now sitting on a kitchen counter with a glass of liquor. "You can't control 'em. No matter how hard you try." She laughed before raising her glass to no-one and taking a drink.
Wanda, Vision, and Y/N shared a confused look before turning back to their kids.
"Well, hi!"
"Hi!"
"Hi, sweetheart!"
The three cooed, leaning down and holding their arms out wide for the kids, who gladly ran into them.
"How are you doing, buddy?"
"You're so big."
"Aw, you're so sweet."
"What's the first thing you do remember?" Hayward asked. 
"Pain," Monica told him. "And then, Wanda's voice in my head."
"Did you try to resist?" Hayward questioned her.
"There was this feeling keeping me down. This hopeless feeling. Like drowning. It was grief."
Monica had been being examined by multiple doctors for hours now. Each had new tests they wanted her to take, and new things they wanted to check were working.
"You can sit up now." A female doctor told her.
"Great." Monica sighed, pushing herself up. "So am I cleared?" Monica asked with no real hope.
"Once I get a look at these." The woman said.
"Where's my uniform?" Monica questioned the doctor.
"In analysis." 
"Mighty glad to have you back, Captain." Jimmy smiled, entering the room with Darcy and Clint behind him. "How are you feeling?"
"Like myself," Monica said with a small smile.
"Well, thank heavens for that." Jimmy grinned.
"What's the latest?" Monica asked, glancing at the two beside Jimmy.
"There's a briefing in ten. Pants are encouraged." She said, holding out a pair.
"This is Dr. Darcy Lewis. She's the one who discovered the broadcast." Jimmy introduced.
"I'm," Monica started, holding a hand out.
"Monica, I know. Big fan." Darcy grinned, shaking her hand with two. 
"And this is,"
"Agent Clint Barton." Monica nodded, holding her hand out once more.
"Nice to meet you." Clint nodded, shaking her hand firmly once.
"We're going to need to do these again. There's something wrong with the machine." The doctor announced, walking back over.
"Those are blank," Darcy said, looking at the tablet in the doctor's hands.
"Like I said."
"Well, what about her labs?" Darcy asked.
"I need another blood draw." The doctor shrugged.
"No. No, we're done here." Monica denied, standing from the bed and walking away to change.
"She does that," Jimmy assured the doctor. "See you at the briefing." He called to Monica.
"Morning." Hayward greeted the assembled crowd. "We are now assessing a more clear picture of this crisis. And thanks to Captain Rambeau, we now have first-person intel from inside the Westview anomaly. Our initial theory had Wanda Maximoff as one of the many victims. We now know she is the principal victimizer." He said, causing Clint to grimace. "Jimmy."
"Quick history on our subject. Born in Sokovia in 1989 to Irina and Oleg Maximoff, both killed during an air raid when Maximoff and her brother were ten." Jimmy explained to the group.
"The twins were subsequently radicalized, volunteering at HYDRA," Hayward interjected.
"They were kids. The Maximoff's were tricked." Clint cut in.
"Either way, after unspecified experimentation with the Mind Stone, Maximoff somehow gained telekinetic and telepathic abilities," Jimmy said, trying to dissipate the room's tension.
"Barton, does Maximoff have an alias?" Hayward cut Jimmy off.
"No." Clint shook his head.
"No funny nickname, Hawkeye?"
"She wasn't interested in having an alias."
"And the earliest tracking had her using her powers against the Avengers. Is that correct?" Hayward pressed.
"She and her brother were scared kids who had been traumatized, beaten down, and manipulated for years. She made a mistake, and she fixed it." Clint defended his daughter's partner.
"And that's why Lagos and Germany turned out as they did." Hayward rolled his eyes. "Thanks, Jimmy," Hayward said, shooing Jimmy back into the group. "Now that we have the lay of the land, we can talk strategy."
"I try not to speak ill of people," Jimmy whispered to Darcy.
"Then allow me. Hayward's a dick." She said, causing Clint to smirk.
"Wanda is not a terrorist," Monica loudly said, drawing the three's attention back to the meeting.
"By your own account, you described the experience of being under mind-control as 'excruciating, terrifying, a violation.'" Hayward recited as the screens behind him began to play footage of her as Geraldine.
"My point is, I don't believe she has a political agenda," Monica said, swallowing harshly. "Or any inclination toward destruction."
"Monica, she basted you halfway across New Jersey," Hayward said, staring at her blankly.
"And I survived because she chose to protect me." Monica defended her on-screen friend.
"She's holding thousands of people hostage, including Agent Y/N Barton," Hayward said, nodding to Clint.
"And it could have been thousands more if she hadn't put up her own quartine." Monica snapped. "Listen, I don't believe this is a premeditated act of aggression." She told the room.
"You don't? Bring up the visual." Hayward told an agent beside him. All the screens lit up now playing SWORD security footage. "This morning, I received authorization to share this highly-sensitive material from SWORD headquarters. Until very recently, it was the top-secret location of the Vision's corpse." Hayward said as everyone watched Wanda storm in SWORD headquarters, blasting doors open and breaking glass windows.
"A corpse that was stolen from his grave on my property," Clint announced, rolling his eyes at the footage.
"We found it. And we weren't going to return it just for you to put billions of dollars worth of vibranium back in the ground." Hayward said as Clint glared at him.
"When was this?" Monica asked, watching the footage closely.
"Nine days ago. Maximoff stormed our facility, stole the Vision's body, and resurrected him." Hayward shrugged as he glanced over at a TV screen showing the current episode.
"But that's in direct violation of Section 36B of the Sokovia Accords," Jimmy said.
"And the Vision's own living will."
"He never wanted to a weapon."
"Maximoff, in her grief, disregarded his wishes. And possibly the wishes of Y/N Barton." Hayward told the assembled group. "All right, that's it for now. Let's work on the problem, people. Dismissed." He said, causing everyone to rush off.
"But how did she even do it?" Jimmy turned to Darcy. "Bring him back without the Mind Stone?"
"Who knows?" Darcy scoffed, shaking her head. "But she has the World's only vibranium synthezoid, playing Father-Knows-Best-In-Suburbia. What happens learns the truth? What happens when Y/N learns the truth?"
"I don't think he likes the water," Tommy said, staring at a sink filled with bubbles.
"But we have to get him clean, so Mama will let us keep him." Billy reasoned.
"I got Mommy's shampoo. It'll help him smell pretty," Luna said, pouring at least half the bottle into the already overflowing sink.
"Tommy! Billy! Luna!" 
"Oh no! Mama's coming!"
"You know I don't miss the crying, but jeez Louise, did you have to learn to walk? You three never stay put. Unless you're innocently forming a human wall in front of the kitchen sink." Wanda said, staring between the three kids as she approached them.
"Is there really any way to innocently form a human wall?" Y/N asked, entering the kitchen to lean against the kitchen counter. "What are you three up to?"
None of the kids knew what to say, and none of them had a chance to say anything as there was a quiet sneeze.
"Bless you." Y/N and Wanda said together.
"Thank you." The kids said in unison before there was a quiet bark.
"Now tell me which one of you just barked?" Wanda asked, tilting her head at the three. "Scoot." Wanda sighed, causing the children to move away from the sink.
Once the kids had moved away, it was revealed that a small dog was sitting in the kitchen sink.
"Oh, boy." Y/N chuckled. "Busted kiddos."
"Waiter, what's this canine doing in my kitchen sink?" Wanda asked, turning to the kids.
"The doggy paddle?" Billy innocently suggested.
"Can we keep him, Mama?" Tommy asked, giving Wanda his best puppy dog eyes. "Please, Mommy?" He repeated to Y/N when she moved to stand beside Wanda.
"We'll be the best owners ever, Mama!" Luna reasoned with wide eyes. "Pretty, pretty, please?"
"Well, I'm sure his owners his miss him very much," Wanda said, attempting to reason with the three as Y/N pulled the dog out of the sink.
"There's isn't a collar, Wand," Y/N told her wife.
"Really?" Wanda asked, checking just to be sure.
"Can we keep him?"
"He was outside. Crying, alone."
"We can't just abandon him."
"They're really good at blackmail, Wand," Y/N said, melting at the kids pleading. "I'm cracking."
"Kiddos, taking care of a living thing is a big responsibility," Wanda told the three.
"That's right. Dogs need food, exercise, and training." Y/N nodded as Wanda pulled the pup into her arms.
"And belly rubs, and cuddles. And kisses between their little ears." Wanda cooed, clutching the dog close.
"Morning wives! Morning kids!" Vision exclaimed, entering the kitchen in his disguise before stopping in his tracks. "Good morning, unfamiliar wet animal." He said, grabbing his newspaper. "Who's this?"
"We're not sure yet," Y/N said as Wanda handed the dog back to her. "Could be ours!" Y/N said in a sing-song.
"Why so formal, honey?" Wanda asked, staring at Vision in confusion.
"Oh, it's just a precaution, really. I had a hunch someone might pop over." He said as the back door opened and Agnes entered the house.
"Hi, kiddos!" Agnes grinned, holding a dog kennel in her hand.
"With exactly the item we require." Vision said, sharing a look with Y/N as she put the dog down.
"My kitchen window told me someone got a new pooch!" Agnes cooed, putting the kennel on the counter. "Did you name him yet?"
"How about Sniffy?" Tommy suggested, watching the tiny dog sniff around the kitchen.
"How 'bout Sparky?" Agnes joked after the dog had sniffed an electrical socket.
"Well, should we make it official?" Wanda smiled before making a collar appear in her hands to the shock of her partners.
"Wanda!" Y/N hissed, moving closer to the two.
"What?" Wanda asked in genuine confusion.
"Agnes was right there!" Vision whispered.
"She didn't notice," Wanda assured her partners. "She didn't even notice when the kids went from babies to five-year-olds." She joked.
"Oh, so I can send a tornado through the kitchen now,  and it's fine?" Y/N shook her head.
"This is not what we agreed upon," Vision told her. "You made no effort to conceal your abilities."
"I'm tired of hiding, Vis." Wanda shook her head. "And maybe the two of you don't have to either." She suggested, taking Y/N's hand and placing her other hand on Vision's face.
"Wanda, since we've moved here, it's been all about fitting in. How is this fitting in?" Y/N sighed.
"Usually, the three of us are so much of the same mind, but right now, what aren't you telling us?" Vision asked her.
"So is Sparky our dog, Daddy?" Luna asked, interrupting the three's conversation.
"Please, Mommy?" Billy and Tommy asked in unison.
"I've cracked." Y/N sighed. "I'm all for a dog." She told her husband and wife. The two turned to look at her, and the three had a silent conversation that ended with Y/N letting out a sigh.
"Kids, three of us don't think you're ready to properly care for an animal until you're at least,"
"Ten. Ten." Vision coughed.
"Ten years old." Wanda finished. The three kids looked sad for a moment before they shared a long silent look and smirked.
"Wait, no, no, no."
"Wait, now hang on a minute."
"Don't even think about what you're thinking about."
The three of you tried to scold the kids, but it was too late. The kids had made up their minds. 
Within seconds the kids were shooting up like beanstalks and were suddenly older. 
"Let's just hope this dog stays the same size." Agnes joked.
"I need a coffee." Y/N sighed, holding a hand to her head. 
"Can we have coffee too, Mom?" Luna asked as the boys nodded with her.
"No!" All three parents exclaimed, eyes wide.
"Okay. Okay, I've got it." Monica said, standing in front of the whiteboard with a texter in hand. "What I need is a ten thousand pound fallout shelter comprised of lead for photons, cadmium for neutrons, tantalum for seismic blasts, on wheels. And then, I would be able to safely re-enter Westview, right?" She asked the woman before her.
"Yes. Theoretically." Darcy nodded.
"I can work with theoretically."
"Better make sure that things a two-seater." Clint piped up from where he watched the TV, showcasing his daughter and her family. "Because you're not going in alone."
"What'd I miss?" Jimmy asked, entering the room with a tray of coffees.
"The kids aged up to ten," Darcy said as she and Clint quickly grabbed a coffee each.
"Holy Christmas. At this rate, they'll be empty nesters by dinnertime." Jimmy commented.
"I know an aerospace engineer who'd be up for the challenge." Monica smiled, looking away from the board.
"But I can't guarantee the Hex won't just mind-wipe you as you go in," Darcy warned the woman, causing the other three in the room to face her.
"The Hex?" Clint asked, raising a brow.
"Oh yeah, it's what I'm calling the anomaly because of its hexagonal shape. It's starting the catch on." Darcy said, causing Monica to look at the men who shook their heads. "You really want to go back in there? After everything you went through?"
"Yeah." Monica nodded. "Yeah, I do."
"Have we identified these minors yet? Or the newborns?"
"The kids aren't someone else's," Clint interjected. "Pay close attention to the hair, the eye colors, their faces. They look exactly like their parents," Clint said, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
"The kids are theirs." Monica agreed. "Everything might look fake on the TV, but everything is real."
"But Wanda manipulates people's perceptions, makes them hallucinate." Jimmy pointed out.
"Yeah, that's her whole bag. If all the sets and props and wardrobe were solid matter, that would mean she's wielding an insane amount of power." Darcy told him.
"Far exceeding anything she's displayed in the past."
"She could have taken out Thanos on her own," Clint said. "She was ripping apart his very being before he made that bitch move. No-one even came close to taking him down on their own."
"Well, I'd argue Captain Marvel came close." Jimmy shrugged.
"Her powers come from an infinity stone, too, right?" Darcy asked, looking at everyone for an answer.
"We are not talking about her. We are talking about Wanda." Monica said, moving over to the board filled with pictures. "Darcy? What was that you were saying about props and sets and," Monica trailed off, plucking the photo of the red helicopter from the sixties episode.
"Wardrobe?" 
"Where's the lab?" Monica asked her.
"Two tents away. Why?" Darcy asked, but she never got an answer as Monica rushed out of the room. Clint, Darcy, and Jimmy shared looks with one another before Jimmy and Darcy raced after Monica. Clint stayed in the room, intently watching the screen before him.
"What are we looking for?" Jimmy asked as Monica pushed the doors open.
"That," Monica said, staring at her seventies costume.
"Oh, man, are we being mind-controlled to see that right now?" Darcy gasped.
"Jeepers Creepers!" Jimmy cringed. 
"Oh no. It's real, all right." Monica grinned after reading off a computer screen. "Can I borrow this?" Monica asked, taking Jimmy's gun from his pocket.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa!" Jimmy said, reaching out for the gun as Darcy covered her ears. Monica shot at her costume several times, causing absolutely no damage to the clothes.
"Whoa!" Darcy grinned.
"You had a bulletproof vest on when you went inside, didn't you?" Jimmy asked, picking up one of the flattened bullets.
"Those pants are 87% Kevlar," Monica explained. "It's not an illusion. Wanda is rewriting reality."
"Permanently?"
"If she can changes things as they go into the Hex,"
"Ah, you called it the Hex!" Darcy smirked.
"What happens if we send something in that requires no change?" Monica elaborated.
Computational Services had been upgraded into the 1980s. Vision and the rest of the Computational Services employees had spent much of the day setting up the new computing systems around the office.
"So you're telling me this is a typewriter, a Rolodex, and a calendar all in one? What else can it do? Find me a wife?" Norm joked, sitting at his desk staring amazedly at the new computer.
"Eventually, yes." Vision agreed as he sat down.
"It's a hell of a thing watching you work these computers, Vision. It's like you speak their language." Norm complimented.
"What do you think, Norm? Should we surf the Internet?" Vision asked, moving to stand beside the man.
"Cowabunga, dude." Norm grinned, giving his seat up to Vision."Hey, look, we got electronic mail already!" Norm cheered as Vision booted the computer up. 
"It's called an email, Norm." Vision gently corrected him. "What are you looking for?"
"Letter opener," Norm said after rifling through the draws.
"Ah, we don't need that. We're already cutting edge." Vision said, opening the email.
"SWORD. Top secret communique. Authenticate." Norm read aloud before Vision noticed the rest of the office reading the same email in unison.
"Doctor Darcy Lewis' findings regarding Maximoff's Anomaly. High levels of radiation present at the perimeter. Effect on Westview residents unknown. Please advise." The office chorused as Vision stared at his coworkers in shock and fear as the words of email sunk in. But no-one else was scared.
Everyone else was laughing.
"Well, come on, pal. What are we gonna write back?" Norm chuckled. "You're the office funny guy. It's a joke, can't you tell. None of it is real." He said as Vision tried to read the computer, but he felt nothing.
Vision turned to stare at his coworker as an idea formed, and without a word, he rose to his feet and pressed his fingers to Norm's temples.
Vision could sense a wall in Norm's mind. It was blocking Norm's memories, and it was strong but not stronger than Vision.
Norm transformed before Vision's eyes. His cheerful friend was suddenly reduced to a stammering panicked mess. 
"Please, please, help me," Norm begged, his hands grasping at Visions. "What day is it? How long has it been? Where's my phone? I have to call my sister." He gasped, letting go of Vision and shoving papers and objects on his desk aside as he searched for his phone.
"Norm." 
"She's taking care of our dad. He's sick." Norm rambled, tossing papers aside. "Where is my phone?"
"Calm yourself, Norm. I can't understand what you're trying to tell me." Vision whispered, leaning closer to the man.
"You have to stop her," Norm begged, fists clutching Vision's suit.
"Stop who?"
"She's in my head. None of it is my own. It hurts. It hurts so much. Just make her stop." Norm begged, clutching Vision's suit tighter. "Just make her stop!" Norm yelled before Vision touched his temples once more and restored the wall.
Norm shook his head slightly as his hands fell limply at his side before he smiles at Vision.
"Now tell me this, if I send an email, where would I put the stamp? Technology." Norm chuckled as Vision shakily walked back to his desk.
"I'm just going to go to the store," Y/N told her wife as she pulled on a jacket.
"Oh, I'll tell the kids to put their shoes on. We'll all go for a walk." Wanda nodded.
"No, it's okay. I want to go on my own." Y/N shook her head quickly.
"Are you sure, hon? Because whatever we need, I can, just make it appear." Wanda smiled at her own joke before frowning as Y/N grabbed her bag. "Why don't you want us to come?" Wanda questioned her.
"Because I need five minutes to think. And I think a walk would do me some good." Y/N sighed.
"What can't you think about here?" Wanda pressed, crossing her arms over her chest.
"It's not here. I just need some time to mull things over." Y/N promised. 
"What's there to mull over?"
"Why are you pushing me on this? What's so hard to understand about this?" Y/N asked, turning to Wanda with a frown.
"It's hard for me to understand why you're acting like this. Did I do something? Did the kids?" Wanda wondered.
"No. Never," Y/N promised, taking Wanda's hand. "It just been a lot of changes recently, and I need just a second to comprehend them all," Y/N said, squeezing her wife's hand.
"Fine. Whatever. Go for your walk. We'll be here." Wanda shook her head, pulling her hand free.
"Look, we'll talk when I get back. I love you." Y/N said, leaning over to kiss Wanda quickly before leaving the house.
"Love you too," Wanda called.
What neither woman had noticed were the three spying kids, who'd heard everything and were now looking at each other worriedly.
"Sit, Sparky. Sit. Good boy!" Billy cheered.
Wanda had snapped out of her thoughts after several long minutes. And once she had snapped out of her head, she needed a distraction. And so, she had called the kids into the living room and asked them to show her the tricks they'd been teaching Sparky.
"Speak!" Billy commanded, causing the dog to let out a bark. "Nice, Sparky. Now spin. Good boy!" Billy said, feeding the dog a treat as his mother, sister and brother clapped.
"Oh! Bravo, Billy! You weren't so bad either, Sparky!" Wanda complimented, causing the boy to smile widely.
"That was radical!" Tommy exclaimed, jumping to his feet and pulling Luna to hers.
"Can we show Daddy?" Luna asked, turning to her mother.
"Oh, he's at work," Wanda told her daughter apologetically. 
"It's Saturday, Mama," Billy said as he and his siblings looked much more disappointed than a second ago.
"No, it's not. It's Monday." Wanda waved him off.
"This morning was Saturday," Tommy told her.
"There was an emergency at the office, and your father had to go in. End of story." Wanda said, causing the kids to look between one another. "Look, he just. He needed a distraction."
"Like Mom?" Billy frowned.
"What?"
"Dad and Mom needed a distraction from us?" Luna asked with a sad expression.
"No! No way! No!" Wanda denied, rushing over to the three. "Sometimes, your dad, your mom, and I aren't on the same page," Wanda said, wrapping her arms around her children. "But it's just temporary." She promised, leading the three over to the couch. "Like the three of you, you might fight over toys, but you're always going to be siblings. You're always going to be Luna's brothers, and she's always going to be your sister, and you boys will always be each other's twin. Because family is forever." Wanda assured the three.
"Do you have a sibling, Mama?" Tommy wondered.
"I do. Yeah, I have a brother." Wanda nodded. "He's far away from here, and that makes me sad sometimes." She said before Sparky began to bark loudly.
"Hey, Sparky, what's up, boy?" Billy asked after the dog jumped out of his arms and rushed to the door.
"Something's scaring him!" Tommy exclaimed as Sparky growled at the door.
"Mama?" Luna asked, watching as her mother's face became blank. 
"Stay here," Wanda said, standing from the couch.
Wanda moved towards the door and opened it, causing Sparky to bolt outside.
"Sparky!" The kids yelled, running off behind their mother.
"I know this tech is from the '80s, but can we sharpen the visuals?" Hayward asked, watching the screen intently over Monica's shoulder.
"Working on it," Monica told him. "Maximoff located." She said as she flew closer to the house.
"Well done." Hayward complimented with a blank face.
"We can't see the drone on the broadcast," Clint announced from behind.
"Wanda's framing it out of the shot." Jimmy deduced.
"Just like all the jump cuts. Wanda decides what makes it onto her show and what doesn't." Darcy added.
"And here we go. You're up." Hayward told Monica.
"Wanda, this is Captain Monica Rambeau. Can you hear me? I just want to talk, that's it." Monica said into the headpiece, staring at the black and white screen, a black and white screen that showed Wanda's glowing red eyes.
"No joy." Hayward sighed.
"Wait, my controls aren't working. Reconnect patch." Monica said as an alarm began to ding beside her.
"Disregard. Take the shot." Hayward shook his head before turning to a man to the side.
"What? No. The drone isn't armed." Monica shook her head, glancing at the man to her side as she desperately tried to take control back of the drone.
"Take the shot," Hayward commanded before the screen fritzed out and died.
"What did you do?" Clint demanded, rushing towards the director. "What did you do?"
 He repeated before several alarms began to blare.
"There's a breach, sir."
Everyone jumped to their feet and rushed outside as the alarms continued to blast.
Cars were loaded as everyone raced as close to the boundary line as they dared. When the agents jumped out of the car, Monica, Clint, Darcy, and Jimmy's noticed, much to their horror, that they were all armed.
The four and Hayward had just pushed their way to the front of the gathering when Wanda emerged from Westview.
Dragging behind her SWORD's drone.
"Is this yours?" Wanda asked, throwing the drone at Hayward's feet.
"The missile was just a precaution. You can hardly blame us, Wanda." Hayward tried to reason.
"Oh, I think I can. This will be your only warning. Stay out of my home." Wanda said, staring blankly at the director. "You don't bother me. I won't bother you."
"I wish it could be that simple. You've taken an entire town hostage." Hayward said, attempting to appeal to Wanda's moral compass.
"I'm not the one with the guns director," Wanda mentioned, staring at the weapons in disdain.
"But you are the one in control," Monica spoke up.
"You're still here." Wanda acknowledged, creating a ball of red energy in her hand.
"Wanda, I didn't know the drones were armed. But you know, don't you? A town full of civilians, and you, a telepath, brought a SWORD agent into your home. You trusted me to help deliver your babies. You trusted me with Y/N and Vision. On some level, Wanda, you know I'm an ally. I wanna help you." Monica told the woman.
"How? What could you possibly have to offer me?" Wanda questioned her.
"Well, what do you want, kiddo?" Clint asked, taking a step towards her. 
"I have what I want. And you, all of you, will stay from them," Wanda said, glaring at Clint. "No-one is ever going to take them from me or hurt them again," Wanda said before turning to Hayward as her hand glowed red. 
Every one of SWORD's agent's eyes burned a bright red as they turned their guns on Hayward.
"Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Stand down!" Hayward exclaimed as Wanda turned away.
"Wanda!"
Wanda paid no attention to those calling her name or the chaos behind her as she neared the Hex.
Wanda appeared to almost rip the Hex apart as she entered it. 
And the shock of everyone watching, the entirety of the Hex changed from a cool blue to a bright burning red.
"Hey, stranger." Y/N grinned as her husband exited Computational Services. "Want to walk me home?"
"You know you should never walk anywhere with a stranger." Vision scolded as he walked closer to Y/N. "The likelihood in which,"
"Vis." Y/N cut him off, raising a brow, continuing to smile.
"Sorry." Vision blushed. "I'd love to walk with you, darling." He smiled, taking Y/N's hand as the two set off for home. 
"I told Wanda I was going for a walk." Y/N mentioned as she swung her's and Vision's hands. "I might have made her suspicious."
"Suspicious of what?" Vision wondered, turning his head to her. 
"What I can't tell her," Y/N said. "I hate doing it, but I lied to her so I could talk to you. Privately. Vis, there's something weird about this town."
"I know." Vision nodded. "I, too, have noticed abnormalities in the town. As well as with the people."
"You mean with Agnes this morning?" Y/N wondered, frowning as she thought back on their neighbor's behavior. 
"I mean with Agnes and Herb. Mr. and Mrs. Hart. Geraldine and her mysterious disappearance. And just recently with Norm."
"The guy in your office?"
"Darling, I have a confession." Vision sighed, pulling Y/N over to a bench. "We received an email about work regarding 'The Maximoff Anamoly.' Everyone disregarded it as a joke, but I had a feeling it meant something, so I looked into Norm's mind."
"Vis."
"I found a wall in his mind, and when I was able to breach it, he changed," Vision told her.
"Changed how?" Y/N asked, cocking her head slightly.
"He was scared, Y/N." Vision said. "And I believe he was scared of Wanda." He added.
"Wanda? Our wife?"
"Yes. Norm's memories seemed to have been blocked by Wanda, and so, I have to ask something of you." Vision said. Y/N caught onto his train of thought quickly and shook her head at the man.
"No Vis, we agreed," Y/N said, crossing her arms. "Even playing ground between the three of us."
"I understand that darling, but I don't remember anything before Westview." Vision revealed. "I have been through all my systems and processors, and nothing is stopping me from remembering. The memories just simply aren't there."
"And you want to see if Wanda has blocked my memories?" Y/N asked after a second of thought.
"Darling, I know how it sounds, but can you remember your family? Your parents? Where you grew up? Do you remember how we met? Because I don't." Vision told her.
"I can never remember our wedding," Y/N whispered as the pieces began to fall into place. 
Everything Vision was saying made sense. She couldn't remember any of those things and never had been able to. 
Y/N had always brushed the idea of not remembering anything to the side, scolding herself for being silly.
But maybe she wasn't.
"Okay. I trust you, Vis. You can break the rule just this once." Y/N said. Vision gave her a gentle smile before raising his fingers to her temples. Y/N's eyes closed as Vision entered her mind before he jumped back with a yelp.
"Ah!"
"Vis?" Y/N asked, eyes snapping open and staring at her husband in shock.
"There's something stronger than Wanda's wall blocking your memories," Vision told her, wriggling his fingers. "I'm sorry, darling, but I can't break it." He apologized.
"It's okay. You tried." Y/N smiled, grabbing his hand with hers. "I think we need to talk to Wanda." 
"I think you're right." Vision agreed, rising to his feet with Y/N following.
"Sparky!"
"Come here, Sparky!" 
"Sparky! Sparky!"
The four had been searching for the small dog for what felt like hours, but there was still no sign of Sparky.
"Hey, what's the trouble, kids?" Dennis, the mailman, asked as he walked past.
"We can't find our dog," Luna told the man.
"Ah, don't worry. He's sure to turn up. Your mom won't let him get far." Dennis promised. "Ma'am." He tipped his head. 
"I just don't know where he could've gone." Wanda sighed as the four continued down the street.
"Sparky!
"Sparky!"
"Sparky! Sparky!"
The kids made it to the end of the street when the bushes began to rustle. The kids let out excited gasps of 'Sparky' before Agnes stood, holding a small bundle with a remorseful face. 
Tommy let out a gasp as Wanda's face fell, and Luna clutched Billy's hand.
"I didn't want to come until I'd wrapped him up," Agnes said, staring at the four sadly.
"What happened to him?" Wanda demanded, moving closer to her friend.
"Found him in my azalea bushes. Don't know how many leaves he ate. I didn't find him until it was too late. Oh, Tommy, Billy, Luna, I'm so sorry." Agnes apologized. 
The kids turned to each other with teary eyes before nodding.
"Wait. Don't. Don't." Wanda said, catching onto their plan. 
"Don't what?" Tommy demanded.
"Don't age yourselves up," Wanda told the three as she bent in front of them. "The urge to run from this feeling is powerful, I know."
"It's too sad." Billy shook his head as Tommy took Luna's other hand.
"You can fix anything, Mama. Fix the dead." Tommy said.
"Please, Mama. Please fix this. Bring Sparky back." Luna begged, squeezing her brother's hands.
"What? No." Wanda shook her head as she pulled back.
"You can do that?" Agnes asked, staring at Wanda in wonder.
"I am trying to tell you that there are rules in life, okay?" Wanda said as she kneeled on the concert. "We can't rush aging just because it's convenient. And we can't reverse death. No matter how sad it makes us, okay? Some things are forever." Wanda told them.
"You said family is forever." Billy reminded her.
"He is family," Tommy said.
"Bring him back, Mama, please," Luna begged.
"Bring who back?" 
The four turned at the sound of Vision's voice to see him and Y/N standing behind them.
"Oh, sweethearts." Y/N sighed, glancing at the bundle in Agnes' arms.
"Come here." Vision said as he and Y/N pulled the kids into an embrace.
When the six had arrived home, the kids had rushed directly to their rooms, refusing even dinner.
Wanda had taken it upon herself to console the children while Y/N packed away Sparky's belongings and Vision buried the dog.
"How are the kids?" Vision asked, moving to wash his hands.
"A little heartbroken, but they'll be alright," Wanda told him.
"The kids are tough. Give them time." Y/N said, throwing a ball into the basket.
"It's not often you get a dog and bury them in the same day." Vision commented, scrubbing the dirt from beneath his fingernails.
"Well, life moves pretty fast out in the suburbs," Wanda commented, taking the basket of Sparky's toys as Y/N and Vision shared a look. 
"I spoke with Norm." Vision said, drying his hands on a tea towel.
"Oh?"
"I unearthed the man's suppressed personality and spoke to him free of your oversight. He was in pain, Wanda." Vision told her.
"Vision, listen, can we just,"
"Wanda, why is there a wall in my mind?" Y/N cut her off.
 "Excuse me?"
"Vision saw. There are two walls in my mind."
"Sweethearts, it's been a long day." Wanda shook her head. "Can we just,"
"What? Watch TV? Turn in for the night so you can change everything over again?" Vision scoffed.
"No, Wanda." Y/N shook her head. "You can't run away from this. You can't run away from us."
"You can't control us the way you do them." Vision said, moving to stand beside Y/N at the island.
"Can't I?" Wanda tilted her head. There was an air of finality to her tone as she turned her back on her wife and husband and walked to the door. "I'm going to bed."
"No, you're not!" Y/N snapped, walking around the island.
"What is the 'Maximoff Anomaly'?" Vision asked, following after Y/N.
"The what?"
"I have to believe that this, whatever this is, was subconscious at first and that you only recently became aware of it." Vision said, glancing around the kitchen.
"Aware of what?" Wanda asked before walking into the living room.
"Wanda, whatever you're doing to the rest of the town, is wrong!" Y/N said, following after her.
"Norm has a family, Wanda!" Vision exclaimed his anger so vast he lost control of his disguise. "He has a family, and he can't reach them because you won't let him reach them!"
"I don't know what you're talking about!" Wanda yelled.
"Stop lying!" Vision shouted as he began to float. 
"Wanda, what is happening here?" Y/N demanded as she and Wanda joined Vision in the air. "You can't deny what's happening in this town isn't normal." 
"This, all of this is for us," Wanda told the two. "So let me handle it."
"What is outside of Westview?" Vision demanded.
"You don't wanna know, I promise you." Wanda shook her head. 
"You're not allowed to make that choice for us, Wanda," Y/N told the woman.
"You've never talked to me like before. Neither of you has ever spoken to me like this before." Wanda shook her head sadly as she brought herself back to the ground.
"Before? Before what?" Y/N asked. 
"I don't remember before! I don't remember my life before Westview! I don't know who I am!" Vision yelled. "I'm scared!" He declared.
"You are my husband. You are Y/N's husband. You are Billy, Tommy and Luna's father." Wanda said as Vision and Y/N slowly lowered themselves to the ground. "Isn't that enough?"
"Wanda, why don't the kids have any grandparents?" Y/N asked her. "Why can't I remember the last time I saw my family? Why haven't I spoken to them since we moved here?"
"Why are there no other children in Westview?" Vision added.
"Will the two of you just stop?" Wanda asked, walking away from the two.
"No. We won't."
"The playground stands empty every time I walk past it. Why? Why have I never spoken to either of your parents? Where are mine?" Vision asked her.
"Do you two really think I am controlling everything? That I am somehow in charge of everybody in Westview? I'm walking their dogs, mowing their lawns, getting them to their dentist appointments on time? I mean." Wanda emotionlessly chuckled as she collapsed onto the couch. "I don't know how any of this started." Wanda finally admitted.
"Wanda, what you're doing here is wrong." Vision said, kneeling beside her.
"What you're doing to these people is wrong." Y/N tacked on, sitting on the coffee table before the doorbell rang.
At the sound, the three all perked up and looked over at the door.
"I didn't do that." Wanda shook her head at the noise. "I, you don't believe me." Wanda realized, shaking her head.
"I want to, but at this point, I'm ignoring statistics entirely," Vision told her.
"You still haven't answered any of our questions," Y/N said when Wanda looked over to her.
When the doorbell rang again, Wanda wiped the tears from her eyes and walked towards the door.
With a sigh, Y/N and Vision rose to their feet and stood behind Wanda to see her freeze at the man on the other side of the door.
"Wanda, who is it?" Vision asked, staring at the white-haired man.
"Long lost bro get to squeeze his stinkin' sister to death or what?" The man wondered. 
"Pietro?" Wanda whispered, staring at the man in confusion. "Oh." She happily sighed when he pulled her into his chest.
"Who's the popsicle and the broad?"
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Only One Choice, Part 2, Chapter 23
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It doesn’t feel real until she sees the flutter on the ultrasound, the grey and white pixels flashing erratically confirming a healthy ten-week pregnancy. The doctor gives them a due date of September 17th, and she explains to Mulder repeatedly that the due date is only an estimate, that the baby will most likely arrive sometime in the two weeks before or after that day. Nonetheless, he prints little numbers in the corner of each date on the calendar, counting down.
She is lucky to experience very little nausea, but the time saved clinging to the toilet is instead allocated to bursting into tears at every tiny inconvenience. Mulder comforts her with a confused expression when she cries because she can’t find a Tupperware lid that fits, or her latte has too much foam, or she realizes she can no longer see her toes. She cries because she’s crying, because she feels out of touch with her own body and thrown off by her own emotions. They marvel at the growth of her belly as well as her breasts, which are even more sensitive than they were before. Her libido kicks into overdrive at the same time that she becomes incredibly self conscious about her protruding belly, her fuller face, her swelling feet. This leads to more tears as she grapples with both wanting desperately to be touched and not wanting him to look at her.
He tells her each day how beautiful she is, her hair growing longer and thicker, her skin glowing, her rounding belly housing the perfect little life that they created together. When he’s home, he rubs her feet every night, fetches her countless glasses of water and then helps tow her out of the bed so she can pee ten times in the night. When he’s on the road with Monica, he calls three times a day, asks Missy and her mother to go by and check on her, calls in dinner to be delivered so she doesn't have to cook. As her due date nears, he stops going on out-of-town cases, needing to be close enough to be by her side immediately when she goes into labor. He will not risk missing the birth of his child.
The apartment becomes cramped with a bassinet, changing table, pack n play, and various other baby gadgets. They consider moving, but the idea is too overwhelming for Scully so they decide to stay put until the baby becomes mobile and they really need more space. Mulder breaks the lease on his apartment and moves his fish tank into the living room, putting the rest of his furniture in storage until they buy a house. Priscilla breaks in all the baby gear, sleeping in the car seat and jumping into the swing, covering the tiny onesies with her black fur and making Scully cry yet again. Mulder refuses to let her scoop the litter box, even though she insists it’s safe if she wears gloves and washes her hands afterward. Other tasks she’s forbidden to complete include cleaning the toilet, carrying in the groceries and hauling laundry to the washing machine. When he’s on the road, she misses him as much as she is relieved to be able to be independent, not much caring for being treated as though she’s made of glass.
For the majority of her pregnancy, Scully insists that she doesn’t want to know the sex of the baby, that she wants to be surprised. Mulder respects her decision, even though he would personally like to know, and they create two lists of potential baby names, Scully crossing off “Lisa Marie'' each time Mulder tries to add it to the “girl” column. When she reaches 39 weeks, her pelvis widening as the baby drops into the birth canal, she is so miserable that she has a change of heart, needing to feel connected to this thing that is destroying her body and stealing her sleep. They call the doctor together on a Thursday afternoon as Scully sits on the couch in tears, having woken that morning to find angry red stretch marks marring her previously lily-white belly. When Mulder relays the doctor’s message that the baby is a girl, she sobs harder, and he’s not sure whether it’s because she’s happy or disappointed.
She wakes him at 3:00 am on September 21st, the irregular Braxton-Hicks contractions she’s been feeling for weeks having taken up a predictable cadence, now ten minutes apart almost on the dot. He starts rushing around, scrambling for her hospital bag and his shoes, and now it is her turn to provide comfort, to let him know there’s plenty of time. She doesn’t want to go to the hospital until the contractions are five minutes apart, and so they wait. The progression to nine minutes, then eight, then seven is alarmingly fast, and by the time she agrees that they should head to the hospital she’s starting to feel pressure low in her pelvis. Mulder drives too fast, the streets thankfully still quiet in the early morning, and she is wheeled into labor and delivery with not enough time for an epidural, much to her lament.
Molly Katherine Mulder has blue eyes and a dark shock of nearly-black hair. She barely cries at her entrance to the world, instead searching the room with a curious gaze, squeezing her daddy’s finger with an impressively strong grip and latching like a pro. They are able to go home the following day, Scully wincing as she moves gingerly from the bed to the couch, rinsing her tender stitches with a bottle of warm water and bleeding through entire packages of overnight maxi pads in a day.
Mulder takes off work for two weeks and they spend blissful days curled up in bed with the baby nestled between them as Priscilla curiously sniffs around her, licking her hair with a rough tongue and making them laugh. Each time Scully wakes at night to nurse, Mulder insists she go back to sleep while he changes the baby and walks her around the quiet apartment until she is asleep, singing softly and lulling them both.
When Mulder returns to work, Scully insists that he get a full night's sleep and let her wake up with Molly, reasoning that she can take naps during the day. She does not, of course, take naps during the day. Instead she tries to keep the apartment clean, the clothes washed, the diapers taken out to the dumpster, the litter box scooped. She does too much, and he sees it each day as she grows more and more weary, more and more defeated, the bags under her eyes deepening in color and her mouth rarely hosting a smile. He begs her to let him do more, to ask less of herself, but she is stubborn and strong-willed, the very things he loves about her now keeping her from properly taking care of herself.
They struggle through sleep-deprived arguments over who left the breast milk out on the counter all night, why it matters if he changes the baby on the floor instead of the changing table, why Scully doesn’t want to supplement with formula so he can take some of the night feedings. Her doctor releases her as medically clear to have sex after six weeks and she cries as she tells him that she doesn’t feel ready, that she can’t imagine anything worse than sex right now, and he holds her as he tells her that he doesn’t care, that she should take as much time as she needs, that he can wait.
They struggle, and they thrive. Moments of absolute unadulterated joy are punctuated by intense despair and overwhelm. The gain of a family against the loss of a life where you could pick up and go, stay out until 2:00 am and make love in the middle of the day. They are happy, and they are stressed, and they face it together.
On a Saturday in December, Mulder wakes early and takes care of every conceivable task in the house; the laundry, the dishes, cleaning the bathroom, scooping the litter, buying the groceries. He checks every item off Scully’s to-do list and then takes Molly for a long drive, leaving Scully alone with nothing to do in hopes that she will rest for once. When they return from their excursion, he creeps into the quiet apartment with a sleeping baby in his arms and sets her in the bassinet by the couch. At first he thinks maybe Scully has gone out, but he finds her in bed asleep with soaking wet hair, Priscilla curled up behind her knees. He watches her for a bit, affection clutching at his chest, then changes into sweats and kicks Priscilla out so he can snuggle up behind Scully. It feels so infrequent that they just lay like this anymore; one of them is always about to get up with the baby, about to get ready for work, or doesn’t want to be touched after a tiny person has clung to them all day. He pulls in a deep breath, smelling her lavender bubble bath and feeling the rise and fall of her ribs against his chest. He doesn’t want to disturb her, but he can’t resist pressing a tiny kiss to the side of her neck.
“Mmmm,” she hums in response, twisting her body around so they are face to face.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you,” he whispers.
“It’s okay. Where’s Molly?”
“She’s asleep in the living room.”
She sighs and snuggles closer to him, pressing her forehead into his chest and pushing one of her legs between his.
“This feels nice,” she says contentedly, and he brushes his hand softly up and down her back.
“How are you feeling?” he asks.
“Tired. Frumpy. Like I haven’t put on real clothes or a stitch of makeup in three months,” she laments.
“Well, I’ll give you tired,” he says softly, “but I can’t agree on frumpy. I think you look very beautiful.”
She scoffs against his chest.
“You don’t have to placate me, Mulder. I know I’m a mess.”
“Maybe so, but you’re my mess,” he retorts, pushing his fingers into her hair to gently scratch her scalp.
She tilts her head up to look at him, appraising his face with a skeptical eye.
“Is this what you thought it was going to be like?” she asks, her tone open and vulnerable.
“I don’t know,” he answers honestly, “I guess I didn’t really know what to expect.”
She sighs. “I just wish I knew when I might start to feel like myself again,” she says sadly. “I can’t help but feel like you’re not getting what you signed up for.”
“What do you mean?” he asks with a concerned frown.
He sees her eyes growing glassy, dampening with impending tears. “I mean the woman you asked out in the autopsy bay isn’t the one you’re with now,” she whispers, swallowing against the lump in her throat.
“That’s not even a little bit true,” he implores, cradling the back of her head with his hand. “You are everything you were then, and more. I’m amazed by you every day.”
She closes her eyes, a tear rolling across the bridge of her nose. He feels his chest ache; the need to make her understand is overwhelming.
“Hey,” he says, pulling the blankets back, “come here.”
He pulls her into a sitting position and slides off the bed, towing her along with him to sit on the edge of the mattress. He kneels on the floor between her knees, his hands on her hips.
“If you think for one second that I want to be with anyone but you, you’re fucking insane. I don’t care if you wear giant milk-stained T-shirts and have spit up in your hair for the rest of our lives, Scully. You’re it for me, okay?”
She pulls in a shuddering breath and wipes at her eyes, but won’t look at him.
“Stay here,” he commands, and disappears into the bathroom for a moment. When he comes back, he returns to his post kneeling at her feet.
“We knew this was going to be hard,” he says tenderly, holding one of her hands in his. “You said it yourself before Molly was born, that it would be the hardest time in our lives, and that we’d be at our worst. And I’m telling you that if this is your worst, sign me up, okay? It hasn’t changed how I feel about you.”
He holds up his other hand, a diamond ring perched between his thumb and forefinger.
“If you’re not ready to say yes yet, that’s okay, but I need you to know that I still want to marry you, Scully. I’ll wait forever if that’s what you need, but there hasn’t been a single day since I asked that I haven’t still meant it.”
Her tears have stopped, though her eyes are still wet and the tip of her nose is red. She looks from him to the ring and back, her eyebrows stitched in contemplation.
“I didn’t hear you ask me a question,” she says quietly, and he picks up on the slightest lilt of playfulness in her voice, which makes him break out into a smile.
“Dana Katherine Scully, love of my life, mother of my child, will you marry me?”
She smiles then, and he thinks his heart may burst right out of his chest.
“Yes, I’ll marry you,” she answers, and he takes her left hand, slipping the ring on her finger.
She wraps her arms around his neck and kisses him repeatedly, soft pecks devolving into lingering smooches as he shifts up slightly, pushing her back gently to recline on the bed. He moves over her, kissing along her jaw and down her neck, not going any further, not wanting to rush her.
She brings her hands to his hips, letting the tips of her fingers slip under the waist of his sweatpants, and his cock stirs. It’s been so, so, long, and he wants her desperately, but not until she’s ready. She pushes her hand down the front of his pants, gripping him as he grows hard under her touch. It’s overwhelming in the best way; he feels like a teenager being touched for the first time.
“I wanna have sex,” she breathes into his ear, the words rushing out quickly as though she’s afraid she might change her mind if she waits too long to say them.
He pulls back to look at her. “Are you sure?” he asks, and she nods, bringing her palm to his cheek before glancing at the ring on her finger and smiling.
They move slowly, though still with a sense of urgency that a baby sleeping in the next room brings. He pushes her shirt up and she lets him take it off, then slips the yoga pants off her hips, leaving her in basic black cotton briefs. He sees the hesitancy in her eyes as he looks at her body, now softer than it was before Molly, curvy in different places, purple streaks running from below her belly button to disappear under her panties.
“You’re so beautiful,” he murmurs, kissing her chest, her breasts, her belly, running his tongue along the grooves of her stretch marks. He loops his thumbs under the waist of her panties and tugs them down slowly, quickly undressing before he rejoins her in the bed.
“Tell me if anything hurts, okay?” he asks with a serious expression, and she nods, letting her legs fall open as he settles between them. He lines himself up with her entrance and pushes in achingly slowly, watching her face raptly. Her mouth opens slightly, and she takes in a sharp little breath. He’s about to ask her if it hurts when she closes her eyes and her mouth drops open further as she breathes out “oh,” in a way that he knows means pleasure, not pain. When he’s all the way in, their hip bones pressed together tightly, he stills and kisses her for a while, feeling like he could melt into a puddle for how good everything feels. His heart, his mind, his body, he is all wrapped up in her and it’s exactly where he wants to be.
He begins to move, and she responds with an arch of her back and a little gasp, her hands clutching at his shoulders. Little by little, he increases his pace until he knows he won’t last much longer.
“What do you need?” he asks, and she brings her hand to her breast.
He dips his head, flicking at the hardened bud of her nipple, and feels her clench around him. He plays with the level of pressure, licking and sucking, pleasantly surprised that she is enjoying it even as her breasts have taken on a purely functional role these last few months.
She pulls in a huge breath, arching her back and pressing her head into the mattress and he groans as he feels her tighten around him. She emits a single piercing cry when she comes, stifling it with an arm slung across her mouth. He pours into her, burying his face in her neck, clinging to her like a life raft. She is, in fact, all he needs to survive.
Resting half his weight on the mattress beside her, he stays inside as they both come down, panting and smiling, brushing hands over each other’s skin, reconnecting.
“Ah!” Molly yells from the living room, and Mulder laughs.
“You’re being summoned,” Scully says with a tender smile.
He withdraws from her, handing her his T-shirt to clean up while he slips on his sweatpants and retrieves Molly from her bassinet.
“Guess what, Goose?” he says, using his special nickname for her, “Mommy and Daddy are getting married.”
“AH!” She squeals, flapping her arms.
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lizaloveslevihan · 3 years
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my big mood today is an au where levihan is living the west coast life and going to the city to buy good bread and go biking next to the sea-side and maybe crossing the bridge as they the weather is so cold but they feel so warm from the exercise and each other's love <3
A Day Well Spent
He kneeled at the bedside, already dressed for the day with every intention to drag her out of the bed. However, as he stared into her sleeping face, the words died down his throat. 
Her messy brown hair was everywhere, and she snored, mouth slightly agape, tiny hints of drool slipping from her mouth. He had already allotted himself time this morning to watch her for a couple of minutes before he got up and prepared breakfast, which was already waiting for them in the dining room. He had been incredibly tempted to just stay in bed with her all day, but he had already agreed with her plans, which, ironically, she had to be reminded of herself.
He carefully tucked a handful of hair behind her ear and traced his hand towards her bare arm, shaking it lightly. “Oi, four-eyes. Wake up. We’re gonna be stuck in rush hour.”
Hange groaned in her sleep. She lifted her arm and started waving her hand around until it finally smacked against his face. Levi sighed and took her hand in his, squeezing it lightly. 
“Five more minutes, clean freak,” she yawned, “five more minutes.”
“It’s already nine, for fuck’s sake,” Levi said firmly. Hange huffed and squeezed her eyes, even more, crumpling her face a bit. Levi shook her again with a little more force. “You were the one who kept bugging me about going out today, so stick with your plan.”
Hange groaned louder and draped an arm over her eyes, shifting her body so that it was facing away from him. “It’s not my fault you’re so good in bed,” she complained, “I’m still exhausted as fuck.”
Levi sighed again, knowing that he now had to stick to his initial plan. He stood up, cracked his knuckles, and tore off the blanket that covered her bare body. Hange let out a loud shriek in surprise but had little time to react when he swiftly picked her up and carried her towards the bathroom. 
The position was rather awkward, given their height difference, but Levi had already done this multiple times whenever she refused to take a bath herself. Hange normally didn’t complain, but this time, she was swatting his arm and growling like an animal. “I would have gotten up in five minutes you kn--”
She didn’t finish her sentence as Levi plopped her right into the bathtub. 
“What the fuck?!” Hange screeched, feeling the water envelop her skin. She yelped, spilling some of it on the floor. 
“I didn’t want to have to do this, four-eyes, but you left me with no choice,” Levi said as he crossed his arms. “Now you better hurry up or I’m leaving your ass in thirty minutes.”
Hange huffed. Of course, he’d already prepared a bath and everything. However, the annoyance she felt slowly died down as she noted the warmness of the water and the strong scent of lavender. She poked at some of the bubbles and felt her frown turn into a wide grin. 
Levi scoffed and raised an eyebrow. “The fuck are you so happy about?”
“Oh, nothing.” Hange sang as she eased into the tub, feeling her muscles relax. She sighed comfortably and looked at him. “Just how much I love you.”
She grinned even wider as he was visibly taken aback, an unmistakable blush dusting his pale cheeks. “Just hurry up and wipe your ass,” he grumbled, suddenly turning shy and looking away. “I don’t wanna be stuck in traffic all day.”
“Aren’t you going to do it for me?” Hange pouted. She did her best puppy eyes, knowing it always had at least a fifty percent chance of working on him.
“Nice try,” Levi said as he swiftly walked out of the room. “Save your begging for later.”
As he shut the door behind him, Hange couldn’t help but giggle. He really was something else.
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The weather was finally turning cooler after months of excessive heat, so she was glad to finally be able to wear that soft, yellow sweater Nanaba had gotten for her on her birthday. She finished dressing, leaving her damp hair to dry first, and went out of the bedroom. She found Levi in the kitchen, sipping his morning tea. 
Levi glanced up as he heard her walking in, and Hange observed how he stared at her a second longer before glancing down and taking another sip. “Took you long enough.” 
Hange then noticed the plate of eggs and toast on the dining table, as well as her usual mug of coffee. “Thanks for breakfast, Levi!” she happily exclaimed as she took her usual seat, Levi joining her afterward. 
They took their breakfasts quickly, seeing as they had a couple of places they needed to get to that day. In twenty minutes, they were already on the freeway, and much to Levi’s pleasant surprise, the traffic wasn’t as bad as he thought. The whole ride would have been perfect if only Hange didn’t control the music. Hopefully, she’d let him play his playlist when they drove to their next stop. He didn’t know if he could handle listening to her rap “My Shot” from the Hamilton soundtrack seven more times. He appreciated the music, but what he didn’t appreciate was her screeching every. single. word. 
They got to the Farmer’s Market before noon and Levi managed to secure a parking spot by her favorite pastry stall. “Remember, we’re getting bread and fruit. Don’t you dare buy a fucking fish like last time.” He reminded Hange as they got out of the car. He walked around and met her eyes, already seeing the excitement in them. 
“But that was so fun!” Hange complained. She immediately hooked her arm to his and started dragging him to the first stall. 
“I went to the bathroom for ten minutes and the next thing I know you made your own campfire in Santa Monica and tried cooking an actual fish in it,” Levi emphasized. They stopped right in front of her favorite shop where she glanced at all the decadent options that laid in front of her. “You were fucking lucky that Arlert kid worked there and helped cover it up, otherwise, they would have probably arrested your shitty ass.”
Before Hange could reply, the old woman who managed the store finally saw and greeted them. “Oh, how nice to see you again Dr. Zoe! Mr. Ackerman.”
Levi nodded at the woman while Hange gave her a big wave. “Hi, Kate! We’ll have the usual. And maybe a box of these blueberry tarts. Thank you!” She smiled brightly. 
Kate instantly returned the smile. “Of course. Half a dozen of chocolate croissants and a box of blueberry tarts coming right up, dear.”
Hange finally glanced down at Levi as Kate was busy grabbing the pastries. “Isn’t Armin such a sweet kid? He also works so hard at the lab, even if he’s an unpaid intern. I already promised him a superb letter of recommendation when he graduates, which makes us even I guess.”
Levi rolled his eyes. She was definitely shaping up Arlert to replace Moblit, should he finally die from stress from making sure she doesn’t blow herself up at work. Even though he never showed it (and never will) he was grateful for those two for taking care of her when he couldn’t. 
“You need to stop watching those survival shows on Netflix,” Levi said as Kate started wrapping up their purchases. “Next thing I know, you’re gonna attempt to eat your own shit.”
Hange let out a large bark of laughter. She then bumped her shoulder against his. “My shit would probably taste really good though, you gotta admit.”
“Here you go, sweetie,” Kate said as she handed Hange a paper bag. Levi started to take out his wallet when the old woman stopped him. “Oh, don’t worry about it. It’s on the house today!”
“But Kate--” Hange started to protest. The old woman placed a hand on her shoulder to silence her.
“You two come here every Sunday, and it always warms my heart to see how sweet you are. That’s very rare for couples these days.” Kate smiled, “Don’t worry about it. I’ll let you pay next week, alright?”
Hange then gave her a big hug which made the old woman chuckle in delight. She returned the gesture and glanced at Levi, who nodded his head in gratitude. 
They eventually pulled apart, and before they exchanged goodbyes, Kate walked up to Levi and whispered: “Take care of that one, okay? She’s a keeper.”
He glanced discreetly at Hange, drinking in her appearance and fighting the small grin that threatened to appear on his face. He returned his gaze to the old woman and spoke quietly: “You have no idea.”
It was after they purchased more food from the other stalls did Hange finally ask what the old woman told him. 
“Oh, nothing.” Levi responded, the bright flower shop at the end of the hall catching his eye, “Just how much your shit would taste good.” 
Hange laughed out loudly, gaining the attention of the people near them. Levi finally felt his lips turn upright at the sight of her happy face. 
“I knew it.”
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They reached the beach after an hour-long drive that mainly consisted of fighting over playing yet another Hamilton song or Levi’s alternative rock and classical playlist. They eventually came up to the agreement where Hange was allowed to sing one Hamilton song and listen quietly to the rest. If she failed to do so, then she had to play Levi’s music. Suffice to say, Levi was finally able to enjoy at least some parts of the drive.
There was a park that was situated exactly next to the beach which was the perfect spot for lunch. Hange normally persuaded him to have a picnic in the sand, despite the obvious discomfort he had, but after seeing all the trouble she put him through last time with the fish situation, she was more than okay to eat at a picnic table at the park. 
Hange felt herself instantly relax as the cool, salty air entered her lungs. She stretched out her limbs after being cooped up in the car for so long and closed her eyes, enjoying the breeze. 
As much as she loved her job and the people she worked with, she was glad to have these nice days off -- especially with Levi by her side. 
“Oi, instead of standing around like an idiot, why don’t you help out shitty glasses?” Levi called out as he opened the trunk and grabbed some of the bags of food they had bought. 
Hange broke from her trance and did exactly that. They found a nice table and Levi got to working with placing a picnic blanket over it as Hange started to pull out and prepare the boxes of food and bottles of beverages. As they worked, Hange couldn’t help but discreetly glance at Levi as he neatly arranged the other boxes of food, his strong figure visibly relaxed, and his face calm, even though it had its usual stoic expression. The breeze picked up a little, slightly ruffling his dark locks as he concentrated on making sure nothing flew away. 
“Take a picture, it lasts longer,” he said without looking at her. Hange couldn’t help but laugh at being caught, and she shrugged before sitting down, her hands making its way to the first box of pastries. “Eh. I already have too many photos of your constipated face on my phone. It almost makes me look like a stalker. Though that would be an interesting concept.” She bit into the croissant and sighed at its wonderful flavor.
Levi scoffed and sat across from her before grabbing a sandwich. “It’s not hard to imagine. I bet you already have some weird fucking shrine of me in your lab or some shit.”
Hange gasped, a couple of crumbs falling from her face. “How’d you find out?! I thought I hid it so well.”
Levi pursed his lips in amusement as Hange grinned at him. They ate in silence for a bit before falling into an easy conversation about their respective work and what they had missed talking about the past week. Hange excitedly talked about the new developments in the lab and the experiments she was thinking of proposing soon. In turn, Levi updated her on how he and Erwin were close to securing a deal with one of their potential investors.
They finished their food and after cleaning up and putting some of it back in the car, they proceeded to walk together by the seaside. Levi wasn’t keen on stepping into the sand at all this time, and Hange conceded. It wasn’t long before their hands were firmly clasped together as they walked, and they went on, passing by surfers and other beachgoers who also enjoyed a rather gentle sun and cold breeze. They inserted some personal commentary on each person they found interesting -- which varied immensely from a street performer to an old couple who wore swimsuits that left little for the imagination. 
“Look, Levi!” Hange stopped and pointed to a bike rental stall. “Can we go?” 
It wasn’t as if Levi had much choice, so he simply agreed. 
After paying the rent (and sanitizing the handles on Levi’s part), they rode their bikes and followed the convenient trail specifically made for them. Hange, with her strong and long legs, obnoxiously went faster than him. “Oi, Hange! Slow down will you?” Levi called out. “It’s not a fucking race!”
Though he commended the effort, there was still no way she could outrun the man who actually had a fixed gym schedule. “The fuck, four-eyes?” he said as they finally pedaled side by side.
“Why, I thought you’d actually appreciate looking at my backside, short stuff,” Hange said, not bothering to look at him. “Your loss, I guess!” she called out.
She smiled smugly to herself as Levi took the bait and slowed down behind her. After a few seconds, she called out again: “Take a picture! It lasts longer!”
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They left the beach an hour before sunset, and this time, the drive to their last location was a calmer one -- Hange filling the air with more comments about the people and things they observed.
Levi glanced at her from time to time, the colors of the sky lighting her face. She went on and on about the man on the beach whose lover looked more like his daughter, about Kate and how they should give her something special next week as a thank you present, about her work agenda tomorrow and how she wanted to set up Moblit with Nifa, and what their plans were going to be next Sunday. Levi took it all in -- the sound of her voice, how she chuckled and laughed, her thoughtfulness towards others -- he took it all in and felt an overwhelming amount of happiness just by being there and listening to her. 
Hange couldn’t help but do the same. Every time she sprouted something, she looked at his reaction and was pleased to see his amused expression. He looked positively gorgeous there behind the steering wheel, and she knew that he was listening to her every word despite it being nonsense to him. The moment he placed his hand in between them, she grabbed it immediately. Though he said nothing, she knew he was as happy as her.
They had gotten to the Observatory by the time the sun started sinking, and they pulled up near a bench with an incredible view of Los Angeles laid out in front of them. Hange immediately went down and sat, but Levi had other plans as he mysteriously went to the trunk and took out something from a bag. Hange stared at him in amusement as he closed it and presented her with a bouquet of sunflowers that matched her sweater perfectly. 
“You haven’t studied these yet, right?” Levi asked. Hange smiled warmly and took it, admiring its beauty. He then sat down next to her, his face neutral. 
“They’re beautiful.” Hange noted, “and yep. I haven’t yet.” She loved to study flowers and plants as a hobby, and Levi almost always provides her with them, even if he constantly argued he got them for free somewhere.
“They were giving them out in the market while you were in the bathroom.” Levi shrugged, keeping his face expressionless. “Thought you’d need something to work on in your free time.”
Hange hugged his side, giggling at his obviously constipated face. He draped an arm around her and they stayed that way for a good amount of time. 
“You’re too kind, Levi,” Hange said, her voice muffled against his shoulder. “And you’re also a terrible liar.”
“Shut the fuck up, shitty glasses.”
Hange laughed again -- she seriously couldn't stop laughing when she was with him -- and pulled away, placing the flowers onto her other side. “So.” she started, now looking at the view that laid in front of them. “What are we doing next Sunday? I believe it’s your turn to pick.”
Levi already had the answer to that question. “We’re staying in.”
Hange raised an eyebrow, “Again? Don’t you want to try out that new tea place downtown?”
Levi shook his head and thought about how he seldom had the time to just laze around in bed with her -- especially given their often hectic work schedules. He thought about this morning, her calm and serene face, the drool from lips, her messy hair -- and he knew he wanted to bask in that silence, to stare at her face for as long as possible. Though today, he had to admit, was also a day well spent. 
Hange understood and smiled softly. They wrapped their arms around one another, the cold air unable to penetrate the warmth from the love they deeply shared. 
It was a day well spent indeed. 
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*   ♡  ⧽   —    margaret   qualley   /   cisfemale   /   twenty-five   /   she  &  her  .    i   always   seem   to   run   into   janey   connelley    at    jukebox    records  .    i’ve    heard    that    if    the    store   clerk   had    to    choose    one    go   -   to    record  ,    it’d    be    eat   a    peach   by   the   allman   brothers    and    that    they    can    be    compassionate    but    also    kind    of    meddlesome  .      —     (    kat  ,    twenty  ,    est  ,    she  /  her  .    )
*   ♡  ⧽   —    for    some    reason  ,    they   always   make    me    think    of   red    lipstick  ,   freshly    baked   cookies  ,   a   string    of    pearls  ,    slouchy    socks    slipping    on    hardwood    floors  ,   the   static    popping   on   a   record  ,    cartwheels    in    the   grass    and   the    dimples    that   come    with    an   easy   smile  .
*   ♡  ⧽   —   pinterest    /    google    doc   .
intro    under    the    cut     ––––    death    &    car    accident     tw  ,   drug    and    alcohol    mentions  .
so ,   pls    read    her    google    doc    bc    that    lays    out    her    whole    past  .    the    skinny    of    it    is    this   :      she    left    home    at    18    and    moved    out    to    san    fran    and    has    been    working    at    jukebox    as    a    clerk    &    occasional    musical    guest    at    the   bar    ever    since  .     her    older    brother    died    driving    to    the    hospital    when    she    was    being    born  ,   she    has    two    younger    sisters  .    she   grew    up   very   wealthy  ,    but    shunned    her    parents    life   style   when   she   left    new     york    for    california   .
she    helps    out   everywhere    that    she    can    at    jukebox  ,    including    the    time    when    they    really    needed    a    bartender    and    they    asked    her    in    desperation    and   ...    we    don’t    talk    about     how    that    went   .    
nowadays  ,   here’s    what    janey    is    like   :
  -     raised     to    behave    like    a    perfect    princess  ,    and    trained    as    a   professional    ballerina  ,   she    is    incredibly    poised    and   graceful  .    she’s    polite    to   a   fault  ,   and    can    conjure    a   very   convincing    sunshiny   smile    at    the    drop    of    a    hat   .   she’s    probably    the    best    at    dealing    with   difficult    customers    at    the    store   .
  -     she    was    often     to    to    be    seen    and    not    heard  ,   not    to   speak    unless    spoken    to  ,   so    unless    ur   very    close    she’s    likely    reticent    to   share    her    feelings   /   start   a   conversation  .   she    may    not    be    outspoken  ,    but    don’t    mistake    that    for    indifference  .    she’s    passionate   ,    just    reserved   .
  -    on    being    reserved  :    she    has    a    real    hard    time    expressing    herself    and    standing    up    for    herself    sometimes  .    she    has    since   leaving    home    mastered    the    art    of    the    withering    stare   .   
  -    saccharine    and    compassionate  .     she    is    the    wine    mom    of    all    wine    moms  .     always    has    advice  ,    always    has    some    spare    champagne    tucked    away   in    case    of    good    news  ,   always    has   whatever   u   need   stashed    at   jukebox   or    in    her   purse   .   
  -    similar   to    monica    geller    vibes  ,    her    apartment    is    immaculately    clean    and    infinitely    cosy  .     always    brings    baked    goods    down    to    work    on    mondays  ,    and    the   perfect    hostess    raised    by    a   manhattan    socialite   ,    she    always    has    people    over    for    parties    after    work  .   -    always    takes    new    people    in    under    her    wing    if    they’ll    let    her  .   -    always    has    a   positive    attitude    at    work    even    if    it’s    complete    bullshit  .     she’s   one    of    those    people    who    will   sob    in    the    bathroom    then    fix    her    makeup    and    be    little    miss    sunshine    again  .   -    she     handles    other    peoples    problems    to    avoid    handling    her    own  !   huge   caretaker   personality  !    quote   :    i    have    this    uncontrollable    need    to   please    people   .
  -    she    might    not    seem    like    it   bc   she   keeps   up   a    lot    of    pretense    until    you   get   to   know   her  ,    but    she’s    a   pretty    big    stoner   /   drinker   /   occasional    partier   .   when    she    rolls    her    own    flower    she    puts    in    dried    lavender    and    roses   ,   usually    gives    ppl    rlly    nice    joints   like    that   for    birthdays   .   -    she’s    AMAZING    at    scrabble  .    don’t    challenge    her    to    drunk   scrabble    because   it    gets    intense   .   -    speaks    fluent    french    and    italian    because    they    used    to    “   summer    ”    alternating    between    northern    italy    and    southern    france  .   -    still    plays    violin  ,    but    also    took    up   electric    bass    to    honor    her    brother    when    she    moved    out    to    cali  .    keeps    up    with    ballet    lessons    occasionally   for   cardio  .   -    she    never    leaves     the    house    without    lipstick    &   earrings   on  .    almost   always   wears    heels   .    NEVER    wears     her    hair    just    down  .    always    at   least    has    a    clip   or   a    braid  ,    almost    always   a    ribbon    and    more    often    than    not    a    silk    scarf   /   bandana   .     call    that    her    mother’s    voice    in    her    head  .   -    still    a    heaux    for    classic    rock    through    and    through  .    she    wears    a    lot     of    band    t  -  shirts    (   but    only    around    the    house    and    to   sleep   )    when    she   gets    to    pick    the    music   it’s    exclusively    grandpa    rock  .    sorry  .    aside    from   that    she    listens    to    classical   music    (    debussy  ,   satie   ,   chopin  ,   strauss    )    &    watches   a   lot    of    classic    movies   (   casablanca   ,   roman    holiday  ,    vertigo  ,     n   rear    window   are    her    favorites   &    ofc    breakfast   at    tiffanys   )    and    has   a    whole    lot    of    professional   ballets    recorded  .    
   -    she    flies    home    to   visit    her    sisters    when    she    can   .    she    sees    the    nutcracker    with    them    at    nyc    ballet    every    year    without    fail   .    (   all    three    of    them    played    clara    at    their    studio    growing    up  .   )      -    she    doesn’t    talk    to    her    mother    aside    from    social    niceties   ,    her    mother    still    harbors    feelings    of    rejection  .    she   plays    poker    with    her    father   and    his    friends   .    they   don’t    really    talk    either   ,   but    they    have   a   quiet    understanding   -   at   least    they    can    laugh    together  .    mia    and    lizzie    come    out    to    visit    over    the     summer    often   .   -    vegetarian   !    she’s    not    a    very    good   cook   ,    but    she    makes    a    mean   pastry  .   -    never   sleeps  .       -    smokes    like    a   chimney  .    sometimes    she    rolls    her    own  ,    usually    not  .    her    drinks    of    choice     are    rose    and    lemon    drops   .    maybe    a    white    russian   ,   always    loves    mimosas   /   champgane   .   -     poor    as    hell    put    keeps    up    pretenses   .    has    a    lot    of    emergency    envelopes    of    cash    her    dad    sent    her    under    her    mattress   .    she’s    never    opened    one    tho  ,    it’s    the    principle    of    the    thing   .
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