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My Beautiful Man and the BDSM Element Episode Six

And we are at the end of our journey. For those that have missed my previous posts on one of my favorite BLs, you can find it here. Before starting let me explain a little bit about Blood Kink. It's a real thing. I'll only explain enough to fit the context of this series and the above situation. Otherwise we would be here all day with all the subcategories. Blood play is a lot more popular than you might think. With 19% of the population having a blood fantasy of some sort. Blood is our life force, yet it's something that many people fear. Then add in the fact that while alluring, blood is a dangerous kink. This contradiction creates arousal in the same way that drives many of us to watch horror movies. Blood is also one of the most sensual and intimate fluid we can share outside of sex. A way of connecting two people forever.

Previously Kiyoi said goodbye to Hira and Hira knew he was serious. He knows this time they are truly over. However, Koyama realizes he created this mess and it's only right he fix it. He decides to go and visits his brother to have a chance to talk to Kiyoi. First though he tests Kiyoi by disrespecting Hira. "Hira is so servile and indecisive, and then the things he insist on are very strange. It's very temperamental." "That's really a nasty look. You say you don't care but you get upset when people say bad things about him." He then goes on to explain that Hira has only like one person ever and it's the one he has photographed.

Hira gets a call. A request to help with lighting for the play. There is a beautiful moment of Kiyoi trying to express himself to Hira through his script. All Hira can think though is that Kiyoi will never feel that way about him. Please keep in mind that Dominant is not synonymous with abounding amounts of confidence. I have confidence when it comes to my submissive but prior to that, it was very difficult to make myself vulnerable.

I want to be like this forever. I want to shine the light for him for the rest of my life. See Hira is deeply submissive, that he is at a level that he doesn't humanize himself to Kiyoi. Now this is all him, not Kiyoi but it is a large part of the miscommunication. Kiyoi demonstrated as a Master but has grown and softened for Hira, but he doesn't understand that Kiyoi isn't really aware of that.

After the play, Hira is helping clean up. Hira and Kiyoi end up carrying boxes together. Kiyoi asks Hira what is going on but Hira is so stressed he is unable to speak. Kiyoi gets annoyed and kicks a shelf that knocks everything down. This is honestly the first time Kiyoi has lost patience with Hira but he is understandably furious at Hira's inability to communicate. Especially as he sees himself as reaching out and trying.

There are a lot of interpretations of this scene but for me it expresses their relationship. Kiyoi's longing and lack of understanding of Hira and Hira's total devotion to everything Kiyoi. To the point that he wants to consume him. He can't help himself when it comes to Kiyoi. Just like when he masturbated to Kiyoi's picture, he knew he shouldn't but he had to. It never crosses his mind that he would actually be allowed access to Kiyoi now. It's a moment of sensuality that Kiyoi has never had and for a moment Hira is lost to it. Then he catches himself.

Hira apologizes and expresses that he doesn't know what came over him. Kiyoi doesn't understand why Hira is apologizing because to him he has made his feelings clear. He ask Hira what he is to him. "You are my favorite person in the world." "So go out with me" "No" "Why" "Because you are king and I'm the one that serves you."

This is going to be hard to understand but I'm going to try to explain it to the best of my ability. I need you to look back on Kiyoi's and Hira's initial relationship. How they treated each other and the kind of agreement that formed. There was nothing sexual, just Kiyoi telling Hira what to do and him accepting this and doing it. Now let me explain to you what a slave submissive is. First know that this type of submissive should have consensually chosen this prior to the relationship and there should be a written contract. Now that we have addressed that. A slave only answers to his/her Master/Owner and does not negotiate. A slave has given up all limits except those which his/her owner sets for them. It's not just submission it's obedience in all things. They retain no rights and becomes the property and possession of his/her Owner. Now imagine going from a slave mentality to one of general submissive. Because that's what has happened. He has placed himself into that deep submissive state to the point of not realizing that Kiyoi has moved from Master to a general Dom.

Kiyoi mistakenly believes that Hira just wants anyone to serve. He tells Hira to never touch him again. "I am fine with your usual fantasies but don't interfere with me in reality. You always, never understand my feelings." "Yes, how could someone like me understand what your feeling?" "I guess. I don't understand what your thinking either?" gif below is from @save-the-data

Kiyoi goes to leave and Hira jumps up to hold onto him. Kiyoi fights to get loose. "I'm afraid this will be the last time and I don't want to let you go." "You!" "Have you ever thought that I might like you!" "Impossible" At that point Kiyoi is just done and shoves Hira to the ground and walks away.

A bunch of messages come from Hira. Saying that he was really sorry. Saying that he was so wrong. I always thought if I said it, we'd be together. But he didn't even think I was confessing did he? Then so be it. Leave it all behind. Though not very famous yet, I still had a lot of rehearsals and auditions every day. Luckily my time is all booked up.

Hira's vm: I'm sorry. If you think I'm annoying, I won't contact you any more. Tonight I will think of you until dawn where you saved me before. Today is the last day I'll think of you.

At this point you see Kiyoi's eyes widen. He stops breathing. This was never something he contemplated. He thought he would always at least have this. It's time, it's time to end it.

Hira waits in their old classroom. Kiyoi didn't come. He couldn't have come. That's the reality. Let's welcome the new morning. So that I can forget. Forget the person I love forever.

But Kiyoi does show up and then he runs. Hira quickly chases him because he doesn't want to forget. He doesn't want it to just a memory. I know I'm being creepy but I can't lie about my feelings. Kiyoi is who I yearn for. He's self-centered and willful.. That's why... he was my savior. Everything Kiyoi was... and everything Kiyoi will be... I want to embrace it all.

Hira finally catches Kiyoi and shouts that he loves him. I'm not the King. Screw You! That's not what I am. I'm an ordinary guy. I want to be with the person I love. Do you have someone you love? It's you! Stupid, how many times are you going to make me say it? Really? I wouldn't lie about something like this. I kissed you... on graduation day, didn't I?! But you.. Didn't even come after me. Even though you kept saying how much you love me... I couldn't understand. Why would you love someone like me? I wish I knew! I really don't know. You're the one that told me you loved me first. You gave me that look... You even kissed me. But then... You changed your number! Do you know how that made me feel?! Hira whispers Kiyoi's name reverently. He tries reaches out to Kiyoi but gets slapped away and told to go to hell. I love you so much, Kiyoi, that it drives me crazy! I think of you like a God. I never thought I could have you. I'm not a God.

Hira nods. He finally understands. While he will always worship Kiyoi, it now gets to include him. He has become someone to Kiyoi. He asks to touch Kiyoi and Kiyoi agrees if it's not in the same way he has always done before. He wants the touch of a lover.

Hira cups his face and touches his pulse point.

Then Hira embraces Kiyoi. Then he proceeds to worship Kiyoi's body as he has always longed to.

This does not make Kiyoi any less a Dominant. I am a Dominant and I take it. I have mad respect for girls that peg but I can't get near my husband with a 6 inch without him screaming out his safe word. "Boundaries! Luta Boundaries!" The panicked way he says it never fails to make me smile. Anyway, this means I take it. I assure you that doesn't make me less Dominant.

Is there anything you cherish other than photos? The time I spend with you Kiyoi. Kiyoi smacks him hard enough to have Hira say ouch. That's not what I mean! I'm talking about an object. Why? Well I want to know. You're are cute. Kiyoi smacks him upside the head again and threatens to kill him. Which causes Hira to confess about the coins he keeps in the beaker. Kiyoi realizes that everything important to Hira revolves around him. Kiyoi smiles and tells Hira It makes me wonder why I fell in love with a creepy guy like you. Hira asks Kiyoi to tell him he loves him again but this just prompts Kiyoi to torture him until he screams sorry! Yeahhhh, I'm pretty sure it's clear who the Dom still is.

Kiyoi hugs Hira tightly while telling him that he really is quite creepy.

This is so fucking long but there was no way of shortening it. Hopefully you found it interesting. At least. 💜💜💜 This post is dedicated to the Coconuts Mafia for cheering me on and especially Bee. Thank you!

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