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sicknessinmotion · 8 months

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ON HANNIGRAM & SICK LOVE

karman verdi // tory adiksson // @sunsbleeding // alice oseman // @rbhvleo // ocean vuong // kiki nicole // @atreebreathing // emily palermo // nicole homer.

#on love #on hands and knees #web weaving #.w #karman verdi #tory adiksson #ocean vuong #kiki nicole #emily palermo #nicole homer #hannigram #hannibal

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geryone · 1 year

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Born, Sick, Kiki Nicole

#quotes #quote #poetry #poem #Kiki Nicole #id in alt text #INCREDIBLE POEM

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sinligh · 1 year

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A siren, a female being made of liquid stars and all the unnecessary wars. A beauty that is overpowered by rejection an overdose of a vitamin…

Well, I’m begged for redemption only i lure to self destruction.

I sing about broken promises that lasts a lifetime and fears that grow as you do... grow viscously, and as big as the void an emotionally absent parent can leave behind in you.

I’m one year closer to my mid twenties It took me a life time to realize It’s not love that I’ve been starved from

It’s the comfort of feeling seen, without dressing myself up with all the glamorous words that I weighed myself down with since i was a child

forced to communicate; only to please. Now I sing, and it’s out of tune but I seduce and I ruin.

I was loved growing up, i felt so even when no one ever gave me a definition to what love really means.

Maybe they didn’t even know it was missing.

I felt indestructible so I kept stripping my love from misconceptions; only to be left with suffering

Now I know better. It’s either leaving or being left and both in a way are synonyms of love.

the residual of that love is almost nonexistent among the memories that resemble a never ending internal bleeding.

That being said, tragedies stands out more and i use them like bookmarks to my memories.

So i love; and i leave.

I cut into myself with my own teeth dissecting the pieces with my tongue knowing very well how much it will hurt me to taste something that i don’t recognize…

I spend most of my hours dwelling on all the parts of me that make me a duplication of my mother

hypocritically i pack them in the carry on bag that’s always open on my bedroom floor

So ready to leave; just like my father. he emptied more of me in his bags every weekend for business trips

Carving unintentional hollows and leaving them for my mother to fill.

I thought he was the one sacrificing himself, until I noticed that alot of my missing pieces are still under his bed.

Mama doesn’t like it when I point out where my father went wrong she loves him too much, and i .. i reflect that love; by leaving

I know they did their best molding me into a human that knows how to survive, but that’s all I know now.

I don’t understand affection, nor how to accept it in my body.

Not even when I crave it; i suspect it’s because I’m too full of myself and if I feel this way… why would I expect anyone to carve themselves out to fit me in ?

Anyway, I don’t know how to ask women for acceptance and men can’t stand me cause I don’t flatter them

Love sounds like a curse to me.

What if I loved for all the wrong reasons?

my body understands the mechanisms to create another life from love, but i don’t.

I fear that the taste of motherhood will resemble that of a defense mechanism.

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•Quotes: Alexander Pushkin/George Eliot/ Leo Tolstoy/ Chris Cleave/Clarice Lispector/ Anne Carson/ Kiki Nicole/ Richard Siken/ Lidia Yuknavitch/ Sylvia Plath/ Franz Kafka

•Original context: Sinligh

•Art reference:

1. A young beauty reclining on a bed By Enjolras Delphin. 2. Details of John William Godward's: Eurypyle (1921) 3. Details of John William Godward's: Eurypyle(1921) 4. Painting by Roberto Ferri (details). 5. The Table (1971-80) Antonio Lopez Garcia. 6. Painting by Alex Venezia. 7. Narzissin by Josef Fischnaller. 8. Painting by Valeria Duca. 9. Painting by Ricky Mujica.

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hauntedbythenarrative · 1 year

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Ask Polly: What does love feel like//A Lot To Be Mad About, Kiki Nicole//Home Is Not a Country; “haitham”, Safia Elhillo//The Chronology of Water, Lidia Yuknavitch//Vesuvius, Amber Sparks

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andstillwelove · 1 month

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when Kiki Nicole told us “I was never good at having a body. There was always something anxious in me waiting to crawl out.”

#Kiki Nicole #poetry #writing

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shadowqnights · 5 months

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practicing some lovely ladies from mcd this morning !!

#aphmau #mcd #minecraft diaries #kiki #nicole #zoey #cadenza #sasha #emmalyn

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into-my-cringe-era-letsgoo · 6 months

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Character line up time!! :D

Characters (left -> right)

Nana, Laurence, Nicole, Aphmau, Kiki

#aphmau #mcd rewrite #minecraft diaries #mcd #aphmau fanart #sketches #redesign #digital art #limit colors #nana mcd #laurence zvahl #laurence mcd #nicole von ronsenburg #nicole mcd #aphmau mcd #kiki mcd #rough concepts of characters

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message-sometimes-site · 7 days

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https://carla-349.mxtkh.fun/pf/GC5S0Vq

#PICTURE QUOTES #nicole haught #literature quotes #big pecs #sissy for daddy #scott morrison #buffalo bills #poet #sims 4 cas #samantha hoopes #solitudine #ekaterina shiryaeva #revenge of the sith #kiki's delivery service

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open-last-cost-step · 9 days

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https://jenny-457.mxtkh.fun/hn/meoQvb3

#nicole haught #sissy for daddy #poet #solitudine #ekaterina shiryaeva #revenge of the sith #kiki's delivery service #darkness #my school president #eurovision #gustav klimt #kenken #moebius

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maragidyke · 5 months

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look what i redrew :)

old one is below

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blackinperiodfilms · 10 months

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My favorite Black couples in Period Films/Series.

An anon recently asked me about my favorite Black couples in period films/series. I have a few! Some of which come along with trigger warnings and a bit of a heads up on not so happy endings. Some of these couples have happy endings, some have endings that leave you wondering, and some have beautiful relationships that ended tragically.

Happy Endings (To me anyway.)

Jackie Robinson (Chadwick Boseman) & Rachel Robinson (Nicole Beharie) in 42 (2013).

Katherine G. Johnson (Taraji P. Henson) & Colonel Jim Johnson (Mahershala Ali) in Hidden Figures (2016).

Chicken George (Regé-Jean Page) & Matilda (Erica Tazel) in Roots (2016).

Marie Ste. Marie (Nicole Lyn) & Richard Lermontant (Jason Olive) in The Feast of All Saints (2001).

The characters in this miniseries go through a lot. TW for SA.

Not So Happy Endings (SPOILER-ISH!!)

Rosalee (Jurnee Smollett) & Noah (Aldis Hodge) in Underground (2016-2017).

Canceled on a cliffhanger.

Tish Rivers (KiKi Layne) & Alonzo 'Fonny' Hunt (Stephan James) in If Beale Street Could Talk (2018).

The ending isn’t definite. I choose to think positively about their story.

Cora William (Thuso Mbedu) & Royal (William Jackson Harper) in The Underground Railroad (2021).

This story ends tragically.

Roots: The Next Generations (1979) has generations of a few sweet relationships that I enjoy watching.

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lucky-guess · 5 months

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What some dynamics between the characters?

Dorian and Zenix were practically father-son and/or brothers with a large age gap in dynamic.

Dante calls Aphria his sister, but they can't agree on who's the older sibling for a while so they say "twins". It isn't until the 15 year timeskip that Dante is officially the older brother and it hurts. I can go on for a while about these two but that's for another time.

Cadenza acts like Aphria's adoring sister-in-law in all circumstances.

Malachi is an overprotective big brother(and son) to his whole family.

Kiki and Brendan also claim Aph as their sister. They will argue with Dante over it.

Aaron and Laurance have a one sided hatred situation. It's not hard to guess with side hates which.

Laurance and Katelyn started off not trusting each other and ended up as besties.

Zoey is Malachi and Levin's second mom.

Sasha and Laurance were best friends that teased and flirted before... they can't stand eachothers presence for long anymore.

Kanna and Nicole consider each other family. I will not be specific here.

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phoenix-drop-guard · 16 hours

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The past 24 hours have been an experience:

O'Khais guard comes and threatens us while also saying Zane has decided to marry aphmau, first what the fuck moment.

Then, someone just pops through the floor boards. Thanks nicole, I guess. Then aphmau and nicole decided to stage an escape and throughout all of this Kiki isn't doing to well so I'm taking care of her.

And now, now we are in the werewolf village and I see Donna, over the hill, with some random guy and logan is nowhere to be seen.

#minecraft diaries #outsider pov #aphblr #aphmau #mcd nicole #mcd donna #mcd kiki #when i catch you SK #i swear to irene

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vylads-socialbattery · 10 months

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Okay, time to try this for Minecraft Diaries characters. Starting off with red, I’m thinking Aaron, Nicole, Kiki or a shadow knight version of someone.

If anyone can choose for me or thinks of a better character then I’ll do that, if not I’ll go with whichever :D

#aphmau #aphmau mcd #minecraft diaries #aphblr #mcd #aaron lycan #kiki mcd #shadow knights #laurance zvhal #aphmau laurance #minecraft diaries laurance #nicole mcd #character color wheel

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snootatello · 11 months

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Finally got back into the rhythm of drawing now that exams are over! Woo-Hoo! So her we go with a few more characters as I said last week, here is three character instead of just two!

First we have Kiki and Brendan, I love this pair of siblings so much! And drawing the two was so much fun!

Fun Fact: In this version of the story these two are pixies, while I didn’t draw in their wings in these pictures. They do have wings.

And for a bonus character!

We have Nicole, I love this women so much! She gives tired Engineer Mother haha…

#aphmau #aphmau minecraft diaries #character illustration #original comic #retelling #minecraft diaries #artists on tumblr #kiki mcd #brendan mcd #nicole mcd

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into-my-cringe-era-letsgoo · 4 months

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i have been trying to figure out how to color this for the past month- but I give up. Have an uncolored version of doodles!

We have (from left to right, up to down)...

FNAF! Aphmau and Claire, Garroth, Anya (aka Anna from Meteora), Nana, Kiki and Zenix, Laurence, Aphmau and Diablo, Ruby and Nicole, Thorgi, and The Empress of Tu'la.

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