Larmau near the end of season 1

Laurance and Aphmau literally become each other’s confidants as season one comes to a close. The only people they can truly trust is each other. No wonder Garroth lets jealousy gets the better of him (I still don’t think he would betray them without Lillian influencing it magically). However, Aph and Laurance’s relationship grew in such a short amount of time. This shift really began after they visit Meteli and they hug. Suddenly, they’re keeping secret between each other and they’re the only people making each other laugh. They are both the people that they let loose with and the people that they go to when things get difficult. Honestly, if everything with Scaleswind and Zane hadn’t happened I feel like it would have led to their relationship developing into an actual romance.

Laurance literally begins staying at her home while all the chaos begins to unfold with Scaleswind. He was there to celebrate Malachi’s rebirth (Lucinda is also there too to be fair.) Laurance has become a vital part of Aphmau’s personal life that Garroth unknowingly withheld from himself. Garroth, of course, was always there for Aphmau and especially her children but he always shied away from letting her in and left a boundary between them. But, what’s interesting is at Malachi’s celebration dinner, Aphmau left a seat open for Garroth right between her and Laurance. I feel like this is a good metaphor for Aphmau, Laurance, and Garroth’s relationship. Garroth always has a seat at the table with them but, he’s never reached out and sat down. However, there’s always this space between Aphmau and Laurance; a boundary they can’t cross because they both love Garroth. Laurance and Aphmau can’t wholly give themselves to each other because Garroth has unknowingly taken possession of parts of them.

This will probably sound dumb but as a trans person, there is something about calling KC 'Nana' that has never sat right with me. I know she is not canonically a trans woman, but she chose to change her name. She no longer felt like she was 'Nana', that that person was not her. Is the name she chose much better? No not at all.

Yet still there is something that irks me in a very deep way. I get I'm probably being too online, but in case you were wondering why I only call her KC in my posts, that's why.

I did give her a completely different name in my rewrite, but that's neither here nor there.

Ru'aun map gives me headaches ngl

Been looking at the map Aphmau gave for Ru'aun for reference and I don't like it at all.

Why is O'Khasis so small???? Aren't they like canonically implied to be colonizers??? (or at least attempting to become) It makes no sense for them to be THAT small if they're constantly taking over villages and trying to turn into a kingdom, also why is there so much empty space??? This land has had people there for like a millennium there's no reason for so little of it to be settled into.

Hehehe got a little silly and drew some doodles today.

Have a Garroth and Laurence, They are silly Billy’s

Also yes this is where the “White Guy” Pfp comes from

Also on the Doc I act like such a fan girl when Garroth is on screen it’s not even funny

Don’t ever forget me

I haven’t done an actual piece in a hot minute haha , of course it’s my beloved Dana 🩵🩷 this is a redraw of an old piece I did for an Aphmau zine a couple years back!… damn how far I’ve come,,, btw ! This is a DTIYS So if you wanna participate you may just credit me and tag me :3

Honestly this was such a fun piece to do and god to see the improvement I’m so glad ..

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FIRST POST FOR APHBLR !!

hiii here are some of my redesigns for my MCD rewrite!!! The designs are very rough and are NOT final btw i just felt like posting these sketches

+ one fun fact abt each design :

▪︎ Aph's markings can damage any cloth it touches; the only exception is her cloak. Materials such as leather and metal gain less damage, however she prefers to wear clothes that are lightweight as they complement her style of combat (lots of running, surprise attacks)

▪︎ Garroth's cape was a gift from Dale when he first became a guard of Phoenix Drop. That's why its a lot newer than the rest of his armor

▪︎ Laurance's home, Meteli, trades a lot with pirates, so their clothing and jewelry also follow a similar style. He also wears a lot of accessories such as beads and earrings but i forgot to draw them lmao

▪︎ Nana, like all other meif'wa, has eyes with cat-like properties; yellow sclera, clear night vision, colorblindness, the like

▪︎ Dante used to live in the Eastern Wolf Tribe before meeting Aph, so he wears white padded clothing for camouflage + warmth. Although i might change the design cuz i dont rlly like it

▪︎ Katelyn keeps her hair long despite it being a nuisance in battle because her siblings love to braid them when she's off-duty (also i forgot to draw her scars dammit)

MCD Rewrite - Aphmau

FIVE CHARACTERS IN AND IM FINALLY TO THE MAIN CHARACTER!!!

EAT YOUR HEART OUT ITS MY TRAUMATIZED BABY!

ITS FINALLY DONE

Garroth really likes giving Aph flower crowns in Canon MCD, probably because he just likes seeing her wear them, but entertain the thought of him making them for her. Garroth sitting alone in a patch of flowers in the forest weaving them together and imagining her wearing it. Making her new ones whenever times are hard because they always make her smile, and things are always just a little easier for everyone when she can smile like that.

Collection of my Divine Warriors sketches... havent drawn/designed Shad, Kul'zak or Irene yet but trust it's coming. I'm gonna make a bunch of posts... have my own vision of a prelude to MCD, Divine Warriors style.

The Lovers

Some various Nana concept arts that I made have so far! Rewriting and redesigning her has been very fun and I love designing her to look like she is living up to her original name and She’s Japanese/Filipina in my rewrite!

Having very serious thoughts about the Aphmau multiverse rn.

Also hey! If ur interested in reading abt this scene I drew from my MCD rewrite, that’s below the cut ! :>

Small TW: child abuse (not graphically depicted, just mentioned), religious trauma, fire, injuries

This is a scene from my MCD rewrite I’ve been working on. Basically in my rewrite Aphmau is a bastard child between a Lords wife and millers husband. The lords wife carried out the pregnancy in secret and in shame, and when she was born abandoned her on the steps of a convent where she was taken in and raised by nuns. Aphmau in my au has retained some memories and feelings from being reincarnated thousands of times over as Irene. She talked about this but because reincarnation is blasphemous she is mistreated and misunderstood by the other children and the nuns. She feels connected to Irene, but disagrees with the church itself. After years of mistreatment, she finally escapes the convent at about 20-21.

Zane is the first person she ever sees outside of her convent. After escaping to a nearby town, she finds it nearly leveled by flames, in the wreckage is Zane searching for an Apostate he’d leveled the town looking for. Immediately he recognizes her as a descendant of Irene (not yet realizing not only that but literally shares a soul with Irene) and attempts to return her to her convent, and essentially force her to be a nun. She’s badly injured, and has just picked up a weapon for the first time, so she’s pretty defenseless. But at the last minute before he can return her she unknowingly summons the Wyverns and they descend to protect her. She doesn’t have the chance to thank them as she takes off running into the woods.

Then from there she ends up at the steps of the guard tower in Phoenix Drop, badly injured, severely traumatized, and in a horrible state of shock. That’s where Garroth takes her in, and gets her back to health. I could rant a little bit more, but that’s all that I wanted to say. Anyways I was feeling insipired so I made this. Though if you’re interested hearing more about my Aphmau rewrite, feel free to drop anything in my ask box. Or if u have any suggestions! Always working on stuff like that.

you know it’s bad when a whole fandom is rewriting a series

DAAAARLING GUESS WHOS BACK FROM JAIL-

Okay so now we have the perfect enemies to lovers-

But have my Kawaii~Chan…don’t mind that I threw up in my mouth a bit when writing that. But I like her whole maid aesthetic but didn’t want to push it, so instead I gave her a more Lolita fashion vibe. I wanted her to still look a bit like a maid since idk it’s cute.

LUCINDA!!! LETS FUCKEN GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GOOOOO!!!!! Ahem- I wanted Lucinda to be hot that’s it, that’s all, but I wanted to give the sexy witch vibe since she deserves it and she was an awakening for me. I also really wanted her to be more mysterious and spooky. She has secrets and doesn’t want to share them. She also likes woman because I say so 🥴🥴🥴🥴