I’m probably gonna delete this later because of how emotionally charged it is and I don’t like having such vulnerable posts like this on my blog but I desperately need somewhere to talk about this where people will understand.

I D E S P I S E how difficult book 6 is. Specifically chapter 67. I have maxed my full team for the vil, rook, and epel team and I still can’t get the titan past half health before I die. I don’t have cards that work well for the favored element and every time I try to level a different card or have a different team comp it doesn’t help.

I want so badly to continue the story and read book 7 so I’m not constantly trying to avoid spoilers but at this point it’s so discouraging and feels impossible. This feels like such a glaring game design flaw that it actually hurts to try the battles again and again because I know that I’m no where near where I need to be for these battles. Not to mention the impending fight with Idia and ortho.

I’ve literally been stuck on this chapter for nearly half a year now because of how difficult it is to pass. I know my team comps are atrocious but I’ve already restarted this chapter more times than I can count and I am not doing it again. Aside from spell levels (which are a bitch to farm for) there’s not much else I can do to level these cards so it ends up feeling hopeless and like I’m just never going to pass a stupid level in a stupid game. It makes me scared for the difficulty of book 7 and wonder if I’m just always going to be struggling to get by in battles.

This was way more vulnerable than I’ve ever been on here. Doubt anyone’s gonna really see this to begin with but if you’re also struggling this hard or worse then you’re not alone! I’ve been wanting to cry and punch the wall all day because of this game so I get it!