desperately need more morgan and ohio solidarity. ESPECIALLY in hiding their life threatening missions from their partners. eventually they just make eye contact while covered in blood at the foot of a temple and speak an unspoken agreement that NONE of this is to slip

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ok but can we talk about how fucking batshit it is that betty saw a vision of her wife who is currently going crazy being like "im 1000 years in the future but i just wanted to say sorry byee" which lasted all of like 30 seconds and within those 30 seconds she decided to throw her entire life away and jump through the portal into the distant future just to be with him. YOU HAVE ISSUES.

favorite thing ever is to go on goodreads and search up the names of books i hate to see if Everyone Else has the same opinion on it

sometimes i think about how my face could be on some pedophiles computer. but im not allowed to talk about it because last time i did is when i got taken by cps.

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guys i promise im still on hiatus i know i have come back online like seven separate times but THINGS KEEP HAPPENING!!! you must understand this

extra thoughts but sawashiro hurts my heart so like. yeah we know his character is like sad and tragic but like. REALLY think about it and like let it set in i swear he makes me want to rip my hair out he was just a boy... wish him happiness w like. a Labrador or smthn i dont know dog breeds

i can't really. call sawashiro 100% innocent; the abuse he went through during his adolescence is definitely sad and undoubtedly contributes to his behavior now, but uhhh he still put a newborn baby in a locker LMAO?

sawashiro's agony is purely a product of his own actions. at the very least he's trying to rectify the damage he did, and that's definitely better than him not having any remorse at all

Finally rewatching some doctor who, and the episode 'midnight' is such a different experience now what the fuck.

Spent the first half of the episode like "wait the doctor IS being reasonable this is an undiscovered lifeform its just trying to learn things its not its fault people think its creepy </3" and also "this is a bit more contrived than I remember. Why are all these tourists down for Murder after 20 minutes of someone repeating what they say." But of course the episode is having so much fun with itself that I'm having fun too <3

Anyway my crack theory is that the midnight creature is post-finale bill, due to the line, while possessing someone, of "I can move, I can feel again, I'm coming back to life" and all the really obvious evil little smiles

ok um. literally fucking pain and suffering. mutuals i need ur advice vote now on your phones 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Taylor's new album is 👌👌 the 3am edition is 🥵

Day 86: I'm still kicking you ain't safe from my hands yet Veigar

new job is so fucking hard but im Adjusting. im Adjusting......its really lucrative and worth it in the long run and ik that. new place doesnt feel quite like home yet but its so beautiful and fancy and nice, like TOO fancy and beautiful and nice. it feels like a hotel lmao. i keep thinking "i wanna go home" while sitting at home. feel restless and exhausted at the same time. change is always just hard even if its objectively for the better..............but challenges create growth etc etc etc and the job really pushes me out of my comfort zone so thats a good thing. gotta try n get used to more things that are difficult for me. objectively a rlly good job theres nothing bad about it except that its not what i wanna do in the longrun. ik im in the right place for right now. my best friends are about to have a baby soon too and they moved in right downstairs. gonna be my sisters bridesmaid. we're building more on the property. its really beautiful in the summer, theres lightning bugs everywhere u look and the stars are so bright. camping there is great. everythings okey.

having to tell your partner that you can't move in together because actually you feel trapped and it might ruin the entire relationship is a total vibe killer tbh

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