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#CRISPY IM GRABBING YOU AND SHAKING YOU SO HARD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!?!#IT'S SO GOOD IVE REWATCHED IT LIKE 30 TIMES#FANART#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
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it is now officially the 25th which means...
merry christmas everyone !!! regardless of whether u celebrate or not, i hope u all have a lovely day with whoever u spend it with or with urself <33
#sophie's idle chatter#this is scheduled so im HOPING it posts at 12 am.... prays....#i havent been super active in the past month or two bc life is kicking my ass (<- has said this countless times already but its still true)#also !! i see asks and ill try and answer them when i actually have the time and energy 😭 ik i say this a lot but ive been drained good god#(not so) mini life updates :#the new lovebrush chronicles main story update has made me weep so much... ive done both clarence and ayns routes and....#my god.... this story is darker and honestly im loving it AND i love how they did the chara roles in this world (alkaid... ourgh...)#my tear glands arent tho bc ayn ending 3.... what the fuck was that i couldnt sleep after doing that ending??? ITS WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHATF#currently having to wait until the 27th so i can do lars route 😔#the recent ep of apothecary diaries.... ourgh my heart.... jinshi and maomao beloveds :((#oh !! and ive gotten back into my ace of diamonds/daiya no ace phase and have been rewatching the series...#sobbing chris and yuki and miyuki my beloveds.... kissing ur foreheads and holding u gently.....#the way i got back into it bc im catching up on s2 of a clean sweep (a korean baseball variety show that i love with all my heart ;w;)#my mum is a traitor tho bc she watched every new ep that came out on tuesdays while i was in uni 🧍♀️ so now im catching up on the 30 eps#on my own 🧍♀️#OMG AND ALSO DR STONE S3??? WHY WAS I NOT NOTIFIED THAT PART 1 CAME OUT MONTHS AGO AND PART 2 WAS MORE RECENT???#i havent been doing that much writing recently tho bc the fingers wont type but the brain is exploding with ideas i cannot handle this#i do want to get back to the haitham sxf series tho.... and also my oc various x reader series.......#tbh ive been contemplating abt publishing the haitham series on ao3 once i write more chapters before publishing them#idk i feel like the series would be nice to have on ao3 as well as tumblr JHDG#thats abt it i think?#anywho if u read this far then know i am giving u a warm cookie as a condolence prize for getting through this life dump <33#ill leave it off here but i hope u all have a lovely day !! mwah mwah merry chrysler everyone 🎄🫶#queue... ueueue
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currently trying to avoid becoming obsessed w dc comics. if you see me rbing anything dc related please just send ur thoughts and prayers
#*looking at young justice* YOU. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.#fell in love with that show as a kid and then. BOOM. blue beetle movie. blue beetle? like from young justice? oh my gosh i love that guy-#*goes on to start reading all of Jaime's comics* wow these are really good yknow i should rewatch the show#*rewatches young justice* *wally dies* *immense grief*#and now i am cursed. cursed to read about wally west and his inevitable demise/getting stuck in sonic the hedgehog hell.#dont even bring up a singular robin to me okay ill lose it#i havent read. anything. about jason todd but uh yeah no he makes me cry. so does dick. and tim. and damien and the ginger one too prolly#really every time i think it cant get worse dc introduces a new level of fatherlessness ive never experienced b4#I used to be obsessed with wonder woman as a kid (lesbian) and had. a sizable collection of her comics but they're all gone now#and the nearest comic store is literally and hr + 30 min drive out. yarrrrghhhh matey
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Ça va, mon ami?
... Oui?
#🐝#'?' as in 'maybe???? sorta??? idk' type '?'#okay sorry rant in the tags#does that make sense?#i would say okay but. . rn im just chilling#but my emotions flip flop as easy as flipping a coin#one moment ill be hella sad and upset and then the next it'll be like it never happened#like oh. i was sad?? yeah alr cool ANYWAYS time to watch my favorite actor#happy?? good times??? one wrong word or sentence boom im sad#but then that goes and its like okay well thats over time to be laughing and happy#so yknow i can never say yes because right now i cant recall the last 10 minutes#does that mean im just on autopilot??? maybe.#does that mean my brain is on power-saving low-usage mode??? yes.#yknow i just. i just. my emotions change so smoothly its kinda concerning?#i can go from being in the dumps to just 'eh im good' so quickly its as if it never happened#i just dont process anything longer than 20 minutes. 21 minutes? yeah watch me simping for one of the main 3 i like acting like i wasnt sad#yeah so im just. im just on low energy no-real-attention-needed mode rn mon ami#rewatching a tv show ive watched 30 times. music. dark room. my irl/online bestie/platonic marriage partner isnt on#i mean its just low vibration buzzing brain hours rn
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everyday i fight the urge to watch Luca for the 625301927369376228939th time
#fr tho ive watched it 13 times now#im trying for 30 times by the end of the semester#and maybe 50 times by the end of the year#i love Luca#thats never gonna change#its more than a comfort movie#that movie is like my child#and i keep watching it bc of my unconditional love as a parent in this scenario#watching the movie is like watching a kid grow up and the emotional rollercoaster ride i go on every time i watch it is chefs kiss#i love Luca more than words can say#and i still get goosebumps upon rewatch after rewatch#i didnt think id connect with this movie so much#i really thought it would be a cute little movie#not something that will define me and influence every project i work on from now on#Luca brings me immense joy that i havent felt from other movies in a long time#its sad for me that others dont necessarily feel the same way about Luca#to each their own and all that crap#but Luca is not just a good movie#its the movie of all time to me#im rambling sorry not sorry
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OUGJH,. i only h<vw 3 episodes of tng left,
#then ill watch st generations im NOT excited because i KNOW what happens in the very beginning of the movie#i accidentally spoiled myself but i think its for the best bc if i hadnt been warned it wouldve likely been too emotionally loaded#that said its still gonna make me sad. i know it#um but then i have to read first best destiny of course thats not canon but ophelia j is the best fanfic writer ive ever stumbled upon EVER#literally never in my life read fics as good as hers. i even forgot it wasnt canon at one point#bc at some point she wrote that spock had melded with his father which goes against canon#in the 2nd part of reunion in tng he says to picard 'my father and i never chose to meld'#so u know she messed up with that particular statement. but i was so enthralled i FORGOT it was a fanfic#so i was like oh but they only established that in tng for the first time and this is tos so that didnt become canon until 30 years later#then i was like. o. right. this is a fanfic that was posted 4 years ago. right#ANYWAY. UMMM im Nervous abt finishing tng but that means i get to go back and rewatch tos AND tas#which im sooooo excited for ^_^
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pls someone tell me how to deal with not being a teenage girl anymore i don’t think i can do it. i always drift between feeling excited and okay that i’m growing up and being utterly terrified / panicked and wanting so badly to be 16 or 12 again that i feel physically sick. and then feeling so horrible about not enjoying my teenage years and wasting them away that i’m about to end up doing the same for my early twenties. i know 20 is young but it also feels so old and like i should have everything figured out already. i know i have my whole life ahead of me but it doesn’t feel that way at all. society viewing women as ancient beings from -2 billion years ago when they hit 30 doesn’t help either. like? do i seriously just have 10 years (or will it be 5?) before people don’t see me as young and free or whatever the hell but then it’s like who caresss what people think agghhhhh. idk idk idk. i look at my mom who’s fifty this year and she’s as bright and active and smart and fun and youthful as ever. she’s going to the gym and she’s gonna start school again. i don’t see her as old, like at all. idk why i have such a hard time with me though. it also doesn’t help that ive never ever experienced any sort of romantic attention / interaction / intimacy :’) & it makes me think ooh boy the clocks really ticking. BUT ITS NOT WHY CANT I UNDERSTAND THAT!!!!!! but time moves so so quickly and it petrifies me into not even wanting to do things bc what if i end up wasting my time? what if i fail? why even try.
like im so excited bc im finally getting to know myself. high school was actual dookie water and i was a shell of a human but now im starting to feel alive again and like the world is actually big and not super tiny. im so excited for the summer bc i plan on trying new hobbies and reading a lot and doing a ton of crafts. i finally found clothes i love and feel comfortable in!! but what if my hobbies and interests end up seeming childish. do i have to retire those things when i get older? i just want to be able to be older and still wear converse and silly graphic tees or wear cute hairstyles and read fantasy novels (EVEN MIDDLE GRADE BOOKS BC THEYRE NOSTALGIC AND THEYRE REALLY GOOD) and idk rewatch phineas and ferb every once in a while if i feel like it without seeming crazy. idk :|
ugh. ive never felt so split in my emotions.
#turning 20 in like 4 days is really freaking me out#LIKE DUDE ILL BE GRADUATING COLLEGE IN THIS DECADE OF MY LIFE#I SHOULD BE EXCITED FOR IT!!#but im not#but also i kind of am?#but no#guys help 🥲#♡ fairy speaks ♡
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How the Relationship Begins
Fandom: Star Wars
Type: Headcanons
Pairing: Cassian Andor x F!Reader
Warning: Late night writing, so, no beta. Writer is being overwhelm and under Taylor Swift's Lavender Haze (As you can see title's colours). A little bit OOC.
Rate: T
A/N: This idea happened when I rewatch Andor for fourth time. Now, I'm heavily in the writer-block state, but I don't want to abandon this blog. I believe this dilemma is gonna pass, if I keep writing. So, Enjoy!
🌹Click to My AO3
(Divider by @saradika)
Okay, let's start!
You met him on Yavin IV. Both of you were new to the Alliance's main base.
Since it was the main base, that meant you both had to train for necessary skills.
From the Alliance's levels, he was 'good to excellent', while your far-lenght shooting skill was not reaching the requirement. You stayed at training ground, after all new recruits leaved, to improve your skill.
Cassian saw you practising. He volunteered to help you, because he had feelings toward you.
It was the impression at first sight.
He couldn't clearly answer what kind of feeling, but as you were around him, smiling at him and saying thanks, he felt like he was teenage boy - who had a first crush - again.
While you had been grateful for his help and feeling like butterflies were in your stomach, especially when he adjusting your stance.
Not only his help drove you crazy, but also his smiles, his touches and his whispers into your ear - how to shoot and hitting right at the target.
As you hit all targets in all rows, you jumped and hugged him with happiness and exciting.
Yes. It made you blushing hard like tomatoes, while Cassian's heart skipped a beat. So, you two bounced away.
"First time is a beginner luck. You have to practise everyday." He said. "Meet me every day after dinner."
You agreed. You and Cassian kept meeting at training ground, every evening.
And after the semi-private session. You returned to your quater with many questions in your head. The big question was; 'Did you fall for him?'
You shaked them off and switched with the thought until you falling asleep.
Now you had been practising every evening for 2 weeks, until he challenging you to shoot all targets within 30 seconds. You accepted and you did it.
Jumping and hugging him again. But this time you both lingered. His face and yours were close, enough to feel the breathes. His brown eyes bared his soul, you could not fight them.
"Thank you so much, Cassian. I think tomorrow I will pass the test with flying flag." You mumbled.
"I think so, but, why do you looking to another way?"
You still looked down at the floor, almost startling, he was tilting your chin up to look at him. His thumb gently fondled your lower lips, your lips part a little.
"Cassian...I-I.." You stuttered, "I don't know what to say..."
"Kassa, call me Kassa."
Cassian's raptured voice got you, finally you gazed upon him, whispering 'Kassa'.
Like the gravity around you two sent the colossus magnets pulling you both to capture each other's lips.
After few seconds, which felt like hours; you both withdrew for air, leaning the temples together with wide smiles and small laughing.
When you passed the test and registered as an officially rebellion officer, Cassian was waiting for you.
You hopped and hugging him tightly. He praised you and guiding you away from the chaos around hangar and commanding table.
"Would you like to move into my quarter?" He asked, kissing your temple.
"You should ask me out before asking me to move in with you." You teased him. This time was his turn that his cheeks were reddening.
He knew too well, your both works were not certain. The missions after would take his own or your life. Also, his first mission as Captain Andor had been assigned, he must leave in three days from now. So, he had to rush things like this.
But you had a point. He should ask you out for an official date. He made up his mind and asking you to survey the ancient ruins on Yavin IV with him.
You accepted with conditions and terms;
"Okay, I'm going out with you, but about moving in--"
"But what?"
"But after your first mission succeed and our third date. Because I need the assurance that you are gonna return back safe and sound. Promise me."
Cassian smiled sweetly, kissed you before he speaking.
"I'm certainly gonna get back to you, my love, I promise."
Then you hugged him again and kissing his jawline, just like a seal to guaruntee the new chapter and adventure in your both lives was full of happiness, joyous and bright futures. Even those three words did not slip out yet.
#star wars fanfiction#rogue one fanfiction#andor fanfiction#cassian andor fanfiction#cassian andor#cassian andor x reader#cassian andor x you#cassian andor x f!reader#cassian andor x female reader#cassian andor headcanons#female reader#reader insert#septimaseverinawannawrite
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"About the Blogger" Meme
Thanks for tag @bioloyg <3
Star Sign(s): Scorpio Sun (I literally never remember my other ones, I should probably memorize them)
Favorite Holidays: Christmas and Halloween. even tho i find it harder to feel the holiday spirit up until the very last minute i love christmas so much. and not even to be corny but its true that when you grow up you start to care less about the presents and more about the memories with family and friends.
i grew up in a religous family so my parents didnt let me celebrate halloween but i still love it with my whole heart. im a november baby so i love fall and all things eerie and spooky.
Last Meal: McDonalad's snack wrap and one of those new fruit splash drinks. its exam season so ofc im eating like shit. will probably eat some ice cream when i get home after my physiology exam in 30 minutes. so yay to junk food
Current Favorite Musician: currently ive been really enjoying pinkpantheress. her new album is literally 10/10. she has such a knack for melodies, and her lyrics are very eerie and poetic while maintaining a cutesy 2000s vibe. shes also a sampling queen.
honoarble mentions: ive been listening to a lot of janet, rosalia and red velvet these days too.
Last Music Listened To: feedback by janet Jackson. bro istg you have to clear the area when this comes on, i cant help but dance
Last Movie Watched: last movie i watched was bride wars. honestly a classic movie, so funny and i love wedding movies so i reccomend it. that was a month ago tho, which is crazy.
Last TV Show Watched: like the wonderful person who tagged me i watched the bear last. i just rewatched s02e01. ive been doing this thing where i'll either rewatch episodes for research, boredom or just because i get sucked in rewatching a specific clip that makes me want to rewatch the whole episode.
Last Book/Fic Finished: last fic i finished was keeping up with the berzattos by chefskiss40 on ao3. ive reread it like 3 or 4 times now and im patiently waiting for an update. its just so good, i love the domestic vibes. im not a fan of seeing my ships start families in canon but in fic? oh i could read that forever
Last Book/Fic Abandoned: not really abandoned but sorta modified? the sydcarmy high school au i started in the summer was a good concept but i didnt really have a concrete idea where the overall story would go. BUT im planning on maybe doing a series which is just a collection of one shots of them in HS? OR i plan on doing a multi-chapter shorter story that is an AU that also takes place in a high school setting but with a twist that i dont want to reveal bc that would mean i would have to commit to it. lol
Currently Reading: nothing. unless you count all these articles/research papers I've been reading for my health research studies course (think i aced the exam yesterday so maybe all the pain was worth it)
Last Thing Researched for Art/Writing/Hyperfixation: doesnt really count as research but basically i was on pinterest creating boards for 3 different fics. was researching wedding dresses for a nat & syd fic where they go wedding dress shopping (will be finishing after my last exam). also just creating two other boards to inspire myself to start the au i teased above and my bones and all AU/retelling i talked about last month. i want to watch some more cannibalism media and maybe research about 80s pop culture and politics before i dive into that one fully.
Favorite Online Fandom Memory: ummmm probably just being a menace on twitter with my friends that i made through being a reveluv. we talk every single day, and they are some of the best people i know. maybe the times we used to get up early or stay up late for comeback season, watch the kcharts being updated hourly and crack jokes about group we liked and didnt like
Favorite Old Fandom You Wish Would Drag You Back In/Have A Resurgence: technically THG is having a resurgence right now but im way too into the bear to really get back into it and also i havent seen the new movie. im excited to once exam season is done but i feel like the hype is already dying so i dont see myself getting too into it.
Favorite Thing You Enjoy That Never Had an Active or Big "Fandom" but You Wish It Did: uhhhh cant think of one tbh.
Tempting Project You're Trying to Rein In/Don't Have Time For: honestly every sydcarmy fic idea i have that would take multi chapters to flesh out. one shots are very safe for me. but im praying i'll commit to it. esp the bones and all AU lol
this was fun
tagging some ppl to do this too, only if you want!
@amieraisposting @chefkids @sennenrose @sydneys-adamu @sydneyscarm @happylikeasadsong @chansoooo1-blog
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was tagged by @soupcans ^-^
last song: where the lonely road goes - grand commander
fave color: i love blue ive missed blue
currently watching: ive been watchin yuyu hakusho w my lunch its lotsa fun + interestin to see the stuff in common thats like hxh but like not evil. n im slowwwwwwwwly rewatchin adventure time when i feel like it im still on season 1
last movie/tv show: last tv show i finished was new girl.. i rewatched saw this monday n my last new movie was 2001 space odyssey lol wait no we watched your christmas or mine yesterday. thats my last movie british xmas romcom 🐅
im addin a readin one cuz i like readin: been readin hokuto no ken slowly (but surely!) n i take naruto breaks sometimes. my shonen intake is abnormal rn. n i have an agatha christie im supposed to be readin nnn non fiction bout comics n how to read them. yay yay reading !!
sweet/savoury/spicy: why must we live seperated why cant we sweet savoury and spicy... uhm im a sweet guy generally but sweet + spicy is everything to me ^-^ lukes goat cheese honey hot pepper pizza is 👍
relationship status: im single n stayin single for foreseeable future i kinda dont care rn. #happy2yearssingle #aro
current obsession: im on that usogui kick again. u dont even know what uve got coming like. im also goin to go silly when the scott pilgrim anime comes out . already gettin sillier. idk. im also still 30% obsessed w 2001 ngl. its in my head now. permanently jongbrained too 🀄
last thing you googled: goemon ishikawa
im tagging.. @shinji-hibiki @uglywhitefatherfigure @catboy323 @festeringorganicmatter @diaphonisation @good-wine-and-cheese @yuuichis @bolthrower uhmm & my friends i already know well if yall wanna do it too u r so welcome to.. like uhm @fullmoondagger @roublardise @spaceyqueer @thefaculty @albertbreasker and so on.. why do i have so many people to tag naow what the hell.
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Rebels season 4 rewatch
In the name of the rebellion
Yavin IV!!!
Zeb is so happy to see his family again!!
Knowing that Rex was potentially on Yavin at the same time as Luke and Leia just hurts my heart
Hera is so good at making sure her pilots know they did they right thing
Family reunion!!!
And then Kallus coming to interrupt and showing off his snazzy new look
And he still hates Saw lmao
Yo how did Saw age 30 years in like one
This is why Rebels is so good both Saw and Mon have good points and there's no true winning in a war like this
I love Ezra's accents
I love how the adult specres call Ezra and Sabine kids--and Saw calls them Hera's kids!!
shout out to Saw for just casually kidnapping teens lmao
Of course two headstrong teens would be swept up in Saw's exremeism
ooh the rogue one referencesugh the way we all know saw is right but he can't prove anything
Chopper is such a mad dog in this episode, threatening prisoners, fighting troopers
#leshi star wars rewatch#star wars#star wars rebels#zeb orrelios#captain rex#hera syndulla#agent kallus#alexsandr kallus#saw gerrera#sabine wren#chopper#leshi speaks
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08: Played any sports?
i played soccer as a kid with a local league and for school in 9th grade, basketball in 8th grade, and baseball in 11th/12th grade. sorry to anyone whos european i dont know what that translates to
14: Do you miss someone?
feel preddy good rn! so nah
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
preddy good rn!
18: Are you scared of spiders?
if theyre on me, yeah. i dont want things crawling on me. but as little guys, no theyre adorable and i love them. did you know spiders have both an exoskeleton and an endoskeleton?
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
dnd, probably some writing, probably finishing up arifureta rewatch. a lot of laying in bed to heal my neck
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
i mean i was, probably best at english? it was hard to tell bc i was valedictorian and my final grade for all of high school was 99.4, and in college i died and sucked dogshit at everything across the board. so uh. probably english
26: What are you craving right now?
chapstick. hold on. its just such a pain to get it out of the tube with the letter opener yknow?
30: What’s irritating you right now?
Textures on my lips. uehghhhghgh.
32: What is your favourite color?
fuck picking. i like a lot of them
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
god idr what the fuck. the last one i remember clearly was when i dreamed that my tumblr account got hacked. pretty sure kay princess-rising-chaos was there? that mightve been a different dream.
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
absolutely not.
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
its only been 3 days man come on. hasnt been bad but ive had a dissected artery the whole time so like could be better! last year was preddy good tho. pretty fuckin good i think.
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
hhh either 17 or 18? PRETTY sure it was 17. pretty sure. like it had to be, right? theres no way it wasnt. but numbers are hard.
51: Favourite food?
cant say i have one of these either but ill be real. pizza doesnt miss
58: Favourite weather?
i like when its warm and cloudy
62: What makes you happy?
a lot of things. beloved friends, cute girls, good music, that very specific kind of beautiful worldbuilding you only find in things that are kinda mid
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
deep conversation................. uh................... null katawashoujo? its hard to say bc i havent been having a lot of powerful emotions lately since things are good, and i dont know what other people would classify as a deep conversation if they are bringing their problems to me. it seems like it wouldnt be my place to put that label on it.
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I know, i know 😭 (30% anon here). It's not that i think the idea is absurd at all, like you listed so many good things!! I'm just trying to actively lower my own expectations because i'm the type who gets really invested and then consequently really disappointed (though i guess since this is tumblr most of us are that type lmao). I'm just used to shows not following through with subtext, and i'm not only talking about gay subtext, but all different kinds of plots. I hear you though, trust me!
Since i'm already in your inbox, i have a question: have you been around for a while? What's the history of the byler ship? Was it always popular? Did people always think there might be a serious chance or was it more of a crackship? Were there any popular theories that came true or that were completely false? Since i'm super new to the show myself i'm curious!
yeah i totally get it. my brain is just not wired to be able to have lower expectations for something that his this much evidence for. im either 100% confident in something in a show or i have absolutely no idea whats gonna happen lmao.
i only started being active in this fandom a few months ago but ive shipped byler and followed lots of byler blogs for years. people started shipping byler after s2 came out. i didnt see anything about it during s1 because they literally had two scenes together and there was almost nothing really to work with. but when i watched s2 when it first came out i distinctly remember thinking “….is anybody else seeing this?? am i crazy orrr?” and then i went on here and found a small fandom of people who shipped them too so i was like “ok cool nice”. at this point it was mostly gifsets of their scenes together and maybe some edits and we hadnt established whether we were gonna spell it byeler or byler yet lmao. then i found @kaypeace21 and she was the first person i saw ever actually analyze it and really start to believe that everything might be intentional.
before i followed her, i never even considered that they might actually go through with byler. i think that was the case for most people during s2. i shipped it in the same way i currently ship ronance and steveddie. i thought they were cute and had good chemistry but i never believed it would go anywhere because of mlvn and also just the doubt that an insanely popular 80s scifi show would put their main characters in a gay relationship. i still loved reading kaypeace’s analyses but i wasnt convinced yet. then s3 came out and that changed everything for me and a lot of other people.
i watched s3 the day it came out hoping for some crumbs of byler but again, not at all expecting anything evident of them actually going through with it. it was kinda just in the back of my mind bc i love this show mostly for the supernatural plot. but during their fight scene when mike said “its not my fault you dont like girls” i was shocked. that convinced me that at least will would have a crush on mike but i still wasnt sure about mike until that painfully awkward kiss on the last episode. it wasnt until a few months later i rewatched that season and went back to kaypeace and found SO many things that i missed!! mike not letting el touch him when they kissed, the drastic tone and aesthetic difference between the break up and the byler fight, the frame of mike perfectly in a closet when they kissed!! i was completely sold then and so were a lot of people. i also think it was around this time that finn liked some byler art that had the quote “im not gonna fall in love” on it so that made a lot of people like 👀.
then everything the cast and duffers have said leading up to volume one only increased my confidence. i went into volume one completely expecting more obvious queer coding and i was right to. i was already overly confident but the biggest thing from volume one that made me more confident wasnt even a byler scene, it was mike and el’s fight. im glad they had her explicitly call him out for not saying he loves her. they kinda had to spell it out for the general audience. that was a really good scene and the fact that they played eulogy over it!!!?? insane. i lost my mind when i watched that episode a second time and realized that. that is 10000% intentional and the only explanation could be that that fight was the death of their relationship.
anywho yeah ive shipped them almost since the beginning and its been so fun slowly realizing that theyre actually going to do this and watching it build up and seeing the general audience start to catch on. it added a whole other layer to a show that already would have been my favorite either way just because of the plot alone.
#that was a long ass answer#i like talking about my byler journey#stranger things#byler#eden answers
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answering everything for this ask game
orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?
there are. a number of them.
flare (clark powell, for homestuck)
magilou's theme (motoi sakuraba, for tales of berseria)
electricity forecast (inabakumori, really everything by them is just. so good)
14.3 billion years (andrew prahlow, for outer wilds)
cactus ⇢ something you’re currently learning (about)?
how hard teaching is :/
idk it's difficult to process anything else when im having a fulltime job for the first time in my life -_-
bamboo ⇢ do you change into a different outfit when you get home?
yes absolutely
i need to wear something comfy and soft and unrestrictive
so like. leggings and a t shirt. having to wear vaguely formal clothes to work is nice for my self esteem but they are absolutely not home clothes at all
abelia ⇢ do you have a particular piece of jewelry you always wear or can’t part with?
not at the moment but i want to!! new year's resolution is to buy/make a necklace with 30 lunar phases and wear the appropriate one every day in 2024
daffodil ⇢ do you have siblings? if yes, in what ways do you think you’re similar to or different from them?
i have an older sister, we're extremely different lmao
i guess we're both academically inclined and like reading fantasy, but that's like. it. though we are both currently getting our masters degrees from the same university so that's neat
mahonia ⇢ what place, thing, activity inspires you most and how do you express yourself when it does?
i guess… seeing something that was more beautiful than i expected? that's very vague hold on
one time i was walking home from my office hours as a ta after a student had held me late
these were evening office hours, so like. it was 2230, i was not dressed for the cold, i was annoyed at the student
but
but
as i was passing a little field of grass, there were little ice crystals on the blades
in the light of the streetlamp, as the wind was blowing the grass and i was walking past it
the grass glittered
i cant think of a better way to describe it but ive never seen anything like it since
it completely made my day
so yeah. that's my answer
chia ⇢ what’s an inside joke you have with someone else?
hm idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i feel like inside jokes usually just become part of my vocabulary
sage ⇢ what ‘medium’ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?
fiction
i think it's because im much closer to being good at writing than i am to any other art form
so it resonates more with me since i can feel/imagine its creation in a way that i cant for music or visual art
also sometimes i read my own past writing and it eats me alive
edelweiss ⇢ how’d you think of your url/username? what’s it associated with to you?
it's associated with my name obv, since it's just a pronunciation guide
but it's also associated with my avi edits, which are wonderful and make me feel great joy
camellia ⇢ what were you like when you were younger? do you think you’ve changed a lot?
oh absolutely
also not at all
past me and present me both had/have an absurd inability to compartmentalize, a large degree of silliness, and a general love for the world
the main difference is that ive… done more things
jasmine ⇢ do you have a movie or book you loved but will never watch/read again?
not quite a movie or a book but. katanagatari. i really liked it but also it is so fucking slow
i tried to rewatch it a couple years ago and i couldnt bc it was just so wordy
ivy ⇢ what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?
it's quite easy to tell if im upset or tired i feel
idk if theres a difference between them
just like. looking at my eyes. also i take pauses when im tired/upset. also my voice is just. god.
unsure about a tell for whether im happy though
im not very in tune with my emotions to be able to tell that
at least with other people
if im by myself ill stim and the cadence/type of stim makes my emotional state obvious but who ever sees that
chamomile ⇢ what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts?
things that encourage me to do something i want to do but need the motivation for
my college friend group does a yearly gift exchange and a couple years ago i wished for earrings as motivation to get my ears pierced (it took me another 9 months but. we still did it girlies !!)
aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
hm. failure?
failing a class, or having a relationship break down, or tripping and getting myself seriously injured
just. something that reminds me how ubiquitous loss is, that forces my brain to accept the fact that it's okay to not try to be perfect
palm tree ⇢ do you have a fictional villain you shouldn’t like but love regardless?
aranea homestuck!! something about the way that she knew that the game over timeline would break, did her best to avoid it, and everything fell apart anyway
the part where she kisses jake and is like "wait why are you freaking out?? i know you like me this was supposed to encourage you" is just. she's doing her fucking best and putting her all into saving the timeline and yet everything she's doing is hurting and she doesn't know why
also the part where she snaps and mind controls damaras to smash planets together in a desperate attempt to kill the condesce. so important. love her
idk if she even counts as a villain but the story hates her so. it counts for me
nutmeg ⇢ how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?
haha… "decorated"... that sure is a word…………
papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?
oooooh answer !!
god. tales of luminaria was so fucking good!!
(this was the trailer theme, and it was honestly the first thing that clued me into the fact that the game would be amazing)
taro ⇢ if someone called you right now to catch up, what’re the things you’d tell them about?
i guess for a general hypothetical person, i'd tell them how i have a teaching job now, how i have to manage a horrible curriculum that's just. extremely pedagogically unsound
i'd also tell them that i went to la over the summer and got to see my 2nd space shuttle orbiter, that i don't yet live somewhere with public transit but that day is growing ever closer and im so excited
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So I’m listening through “Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge today for my walk down mcr memory lane, and these are my thoughts.
Ive listened to some songs on revenge unlike bullets in which I hadn’t listened to any of the songs previously, so most of these I’ve listened to repeatedly but some I haven’t listened to at all.
Helena: Absolute banger, absolute classic. A song I listen to frequently and it moves right through you. One of my personal favorites and for good reason. Not to mention it’s iconic music video. The chorus fucks hard just fucking great.
Give ‘Em Hell Kid: Ok this one is new to me. Funky guitar opening which I love from them. Oh fuck yea audio distortion tasty. This one absolutely fucks man. I love this vibe, It’s got a good pulse to it.
To The End: another one I hadn’t listened to yet. Oh this one is fun, vibes vibes huh 🏳️🌈. Marry me burry me huh, some 30 seconds shit lol. This one definitely feels like the music of the era, I like it. Not alot of thoughts, but I don’t have many in general.
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison: another new listen for me. Oh I love this vibe. Love the beat. Oh I love this, like I love the way this sounds. Also 🏳️🌈. Guitar is going apeshit yea this might be a new favorite.
I’m Not Ok (I Promise): Gay highschool dweeb anthem. I’m gay highschool dweeb 😞 (now in my 20s). Another one I listen to regularly and also one of my all time favorites. *Vibes as hell (*=🏳️🌈). Iconic Iconic iconic music vid. One of the most iconic openings. Just in general one of my favorite songs in like general not just by mcr. Man I need to rewatch the music vid again.
The Ghost Of You: 🫡. I listen to this one when it comes on, but not all the time. Rip Mikey. Opening part is very wibbly good brain feel vibes. Nice texture. Shit moves through you, let it rock you like the ocean.
The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You: another I hadn’t heard yet. Ooo good rhythm and the organ. Oh this one fucks. I dig this. Chorus really slaps. I like this one, maybe not love yet but It might grow on me, I’m definitely listening again for the chorus.
Interlude: 58 second interlude, never heard this either. Oh I like this. This is very pretty. Gorgeous ok let’s get our shit rocked by venom.
Thank You For The Venom: a personal fav like in my top 20 mcr songs. Guitar goes particularly hard and it’s fucks so severely. Actively headbanging. Hallelujah, lock and load is such a fucking vibe. Christ I love this one so much, I should listen to this more.
Hang ‘Em High: another new listen. Oh hell yea yehaw vibes and heavy guitar. Oh yes this fucks, this fucks HARD. I love cowboy vibes, I was raised on country radio so it’s like permanently ingrained in my brain. This one might be another new fav damn,
It’s Not A Fashion Statement, It’s A Deathwish: I’ve listened it a few times but not much. Really tasty opening guitar. It slaps really hard. Doesn’t quite fuck but does slap. This song really does embody the word “Vengance” tho, a good vibe you can rock to.
Cemetery Drive: I love this song so fucking much. Definitely in my top 20 of all mcr song ranking. I love this one to death, it’s just one I love the sound of the most. Slaps like hell. Way down, way down, way down, way down, way down, way down, way down, way down, waaaaaay doooown.
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living: last song I hadn’t heard on the album. Masters of good guitar openings. Oh yea this fucks also vibes 🏳️🌈. Maybe not in the lyrics but this song feels gay. Yea I like the pulse of this one and it does fuck. It’s got that energy. Oh we screaming now fuck yea. Oh fuck oh hello vocals 😳. His voice just did things to my brain.
(Bonus) Bury Me In Black: this was on the playlist but wasn’t on the song list I pulled from Wikipedia. Ok another new listen to close us out. Oh damn distortion nice. Hardcore, this one rocks. Slaps hard hard. Is pretty good but maybe not a favorite.
Absolutely regret not listening to the full album sooner, a great listen and a fun time going through some of my old favorites again. My top 5 of the album would have to be…
1: Helena
2: I’m Not Okay (I promise)
3: Cemetery Drive
4:Thank You For The Venom
5:The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You
6: (honorable mention) Hang ‘Em High (she fucks)
So I had a good time and can’t wait to get caught up on the rest of the music I missed. Next up will be the black parade which I’ve fully listened to already but feel free to send asks containing songs I might miss if they aren’t on the 4 main albums or conventional weapons. I might even do the solo stuff post breakup once I get through the albums
#aviel rambles#i’m catching up on old mcr stuff in the off chance they drop a new album post return#mcr#my chem romance#three cheers for sweet revenge#it’s mcr time madlads hope you like more of my bullshitting my way through music analysis#my bullshit#aviels emo nostalgia music hour
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ive been rewatching avatar the last airbender recently and its real good and theres this tiny little action scene in book 3 episode 5 that i think is pretty amazing considering its like 30 seconds long. so i made some gifs and did some breakdown stuff because theres a lot going on i think
so here it is, starts around 15 minutes into The Beach, the team’s first encounter with combustion man. definitely part of the reason i love this sequence is because its so out of place with what the fire aristocrat teens are doing.
first just the sleeping arrangements. sokka and katara still sleep on mats, tho i think they lost their water tribe sleeping bags when appa was taken. aang always sleeps on the ground, i think because hes a monk. toph sleeps on the ground too, since she feels so at home with the earth.
extremely cute note: momo cuddled up with toph. smth interesting to think about is that whenever toph is on the ground her “eyes are open,” even when shes asleep. does she mind? clearly its helpful here.
anyway im skipping a few shots. the team perceives combustion man.
sokka keeps his sword right next to him, goes for it immediately. sokka loves stuff. but not in like a shallow way, he forms genuine connections with objects. he identifies with them a little! “boomerang guy”
i just think the tone and stakes this sequence communicates is so fucking cool. like aang has to react before anything has actually happened, and even then he only just barely blocks it. like seconds matter in this fight. and how efficiently that idea is communicated!
and then the last shot of that sequence, its hard to tell exactly what aang does here, he throws up this messy earth wall that explodes immediately. it fits well with how toph taught aang to treat earth as an element: if something is coming at you, you need to stay in its way and stop it. everyone is blown back, sort of. keep an eye on toph…
yeah, actually she was just going into a combat roll so she could do this. you can catch her start to somersault at the very end of the last shot. kind of an airbender move to go with the flow like that, right? or maybe thats more water. you can just catch her push off the ground and rotate in the air so she can land in her WIDE STANCE. the ground cracks a little where she digs her feet in. god damn toph is cool. check this too: her eyes are closed. they dont need to be open for her to know where the dude is. finally she makes two big motions at the end there.
the first one pops up a line of sand to give them cover, the second sends a current of earth towards combustion man. neutral jing! early in book 2 king bumi tells aang about neutral jing, the idea that sometimes its useful to do nothing because it gives you time to figure out a plan and act at the right moment. here, despite perceiving the dude first, shes not the first one to attack--but she does do something effective while everyone else is tumbling away.
side note: does that passiveness follow her around a little? like would she maybe tell sokka about her crush on him if she werent so prone to biding her time? i dunno, i cant think of other examples.
feel like there are a lot of moments when toph and aang have sorta this wordless communication. i guess the reason i even notice is toph is all grumpy and sarcastic, so theres tension between the verbal sparring and the seemless physical communication. anyway you can barely see it here, its aang rushing up to take toph’s place and block the explosion with an air current as she rolls away. katara and sokka are still prone! would love to see an aang-toph solo episode thats mostly silent, just the two of them being extremely effective benders together. can you tell i like toph? do i clearly have a fascination w aggressive weird girl characters
speaking of unspoken communication. this is smth i think is cool about avatar and other stories where martial arts are a focus, characters can express their personalities very physically. the way katara creates momentum with her sprint and then stops dead, transferring it to the water, is so fukken cool. i maintain that katara is the most consistently offensive bender on the team at this point--toph is about neutral jing, aang can be evasive, but kataras always got a water whip. side note, they really did give her lower back dimples huh.
i also maintain that katara is the most creative bender on the team given that shes not the avatar. obvs here shes not making octopus arms or ice rafts, but she is iterating on tophs move: she strikes at the guy and she creates a lot of cover, which in this case lasts longer than the sand.
want to acknowledge briefly other stuff going on with avatar, like how it borrows so much from asian cultures but involves so few asian creators or performers, and then how the design of combustion man tries to create an alien/threatening aesthetic with a third eye tattoo…
i think all these things can exist together. concluding tha breakdown, i think the scene is really well-choreographed and clear. i havent said anything about the sound design, theres no music, just peoples footsteps and the extremely good combustion man foley. p impressive imo to stuff all this meaning into such a small amount of time.
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