How the Relationship Begins
Fandom: Star Wars
Type: Headcanons
Pairing: Cassian Andor x F!Reader
Warning: Late night writing, so, no beta. Writer is being overwhelm and under Taylor Swift's Lavender Haze (As you can see title's colours). A little bit OOC.
Rate: T
A/N: This idea happened when I rewatch Andor for fourth time. Now, I'm heavily in the writer-block state, but I don't want to abandon this blog. I believe this dilemma is gonna pass, if I keep writing. So, Enjoy!
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Okay, let's start!
You met him on Yavin IV. Both of you were new to the Alliance's main base.
Since it was the main base, that meant you both had to train for necessary skills.
From the Alliance's levels, he was 'good to excellent', while your far-lenght shooting skill was not reaching the requirement. You stayed at training ground, after all new recruits leaved, to improve your skill.
Cassian saw you practising. He volunteered to help you, because he had feelings toward you.
It was the impression at first sight.
He couldn't clearly answer what kind of feeling, but as you were around him, smiling at him and saying thanks, he felt like he was teenage boy - who had a first crush - again.
While you had been grateful for his help and feeling like butterflies were in your stomach, especially when he adjusting your stance.
Not only his help drove you crazy, but also his smiles, his touches and his whispers into your ear - how to shoot and hitting right at the target.
As you hit all targets in all rows, you jumped and hugged him with happiness and exciting.
Yes. It made you blushing hard like tomatoes, while Cassian's heart skipped a beat. So, you two bounced away.
"First time is a beginner luck. You have to practise everyday." He said. "Meet me every day after dinner."
You agreed. You and Cassian kept meeting at training ground, every evening.
And after the semi-private session. You returned to your quater with many questions in your head. The big question was; 'Did you fall for him?'
You shaked them off and switched with the thought until you falling asleep.
Now you had been practising every evening for 2 weeks, until he challenging you to shoot all targets within 30 seconds. You accepted and you did it.
Jumping and hugging him again. But this time you both lingered. His face and yours were close, enough to feel the breathes. His brown eyes bared his soul, you could not fight them.
"Thank you so much, Cassian. I think tomorrow I will pass the test with flying flag." You mumbled.
"I think so, but, why do you looking to another way?"
You still looked down at the floor, almost startling, he was tilting your chin up to look at him. His thumb gently fondled your lower lips, your lips part a little.
"Cassian...I-I.." You stuttered, "I don't know what to say..."
"Kassa, call me Kassa."
Cassian's raptured voice got you, finally you gazed upon him, whispering 'Kassa'.
Like the gravity around you two sent the colossus magnets pulling you both to capture each other's lips.
After few seconds, which felt like hours; you both withdrew for air, leaning the temples together with wide smiles and small laughing.
When you passed the test and registered as an officially rebellion officer, Cassian was waiting for you.
You hopped and hugging him tightly. He praised you and guiding you away from the chaos around hangar and commanding table.
"Would you like to move into my quarter?" He asked, kissing your temple.
"You should ask me out before asking me to move in with you." You teased him. This time was his turn that his cheeks were reddening.
He knew too well, your both works were not certain. The missions after would take his own or your life. Also, his first mission as Captain Andor had been assigned, he must leave in three days from now. So, he had to rush things like this.
But you had a point. He should ask you out for an official date. He made up his mind and asking you to survey the ancient ruins on Yavin IV with him.
You accepted with conditions and terms;
"Okay, I'm going out with you, but about moving in--"
"But what?"
"But after your first mission succeed and our third date. Because I need the assurance that you are gonna return back safe and sound. Promise me."
Cassian smiled sweetly, kissed you before he speaking.
"I'm certainly gonna get back to you, my love, I promise."
Then you hugged him again and kissing his jawline, just like a seal to guaruntee the new chapter and adventure in your both lives was full of happiness, joyous and bright futures. Even those three words did not slip out yet.
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Don't Leave Me Here
Changing format and style, because I want to keep my motivation strong. đȘđđđ
Fandom: Star Wars
Request: Nope. This is the very self-indulgent one shot.
Pairing: Cassian Andor x F!Reader
Summaries: Battle of Scariff brings hope to the Galaxy and the Rebels, but what about the Rogue One's crews, especially with your long-time-crush, Captain Andor.
Contents: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Mutual pining, Friends to lovers, Soft Cassian, Love confessing, Idiots in love.
Warning: Angst. Describing of Injuries, blood, pain and death. Crying. Anxiety. Cliché plot. Writer is being too over emotional and regret nothing.
Rate: M for melodrama
Words: 2,285
A/N: Alternate version of Rouge One 2016's ending. Because I had realised that I didn't write my own. Also, feel a little bit sad, because 2024 is feeling like eternity. But I'm gonna write Cassian's fix-it fan fictions, until I can't write. English is my second Language, please feel free to correct me, and let me know if I miss any CW+TW. Enjoy Reading đ
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Death Star Plan was successfully stolen. The battle at Scariff had been considered as a big victory for rebellions. Everyone who stayed at Yavin IV was cheering and crying with joy. Some systems, even, officially declared independents over the Empireâs sovereign right there. Some systems, which tended to give up before, decided to maintain alliances. The spark of flame was reigniting again. The light at the end of the darkest tunnel was like a new dawn â hope.
But it just was at the very first minutes, when the Plan completely broadcast. The Rogue One crews returned with survivors â were not long enough after the battle ended â but mostly were casualties. All Medbay turned into a big, chaotic area; doctors, nurses, medical staffs, and medical droids managed to diagnose every crewâs condition from the worst to ânothing much to worry aboutâ.
And the worst, whose state was severe, was Captain Cassian Andor. Y/Nâs one of her old and good friends, since she had joined the Rebellions in the first month.
Cassian was a mystery (some even said he was scary), moody, tense and taciturn on the outside â for almost everybody on Yavin IV Base. Actually, he was not. He had a strange humour and points of views toward life, also knowledges in many fields which attracted his team, many women on the base, and Y/N.
As the volunteer at Medbay â after hearing there were survivors â Y/N ran and helped the staffs as much as her strength allowed. First time she saw Cassian, he was covered by blood and wounds, while she was pasting Bacta gel on a supporting crew. She didnât spare a time to visit him, she must stay outside â standing by. When she finished all the tasks, she noticed that a doctor and assistances had taken care of Cassian already. She was about to visit him in a patient room, but it was forbidden.
Few hours later, the Rebellion Alliances had received the news; Princess Leia was being held in custody by the Empire. Was anything worst happened to the Alliances right now? Â Â Â
Three days had passed by, Y/N had switched to the âautopilotâ mode on working in her station, doing routine. Thanks to all the works which kept her busy until resting time, they also made her forgot what she had dreamt in her sleeping.
On the fourth day, main crews on the cargo ship gradually came to consciousness. Y/Nâs good friend at Medbay told her that late morning. She immediately visited them and listening to the incident near the broadcasting tower on Scariff.
Jyn told Y/N everything which Cassian did. She even encouraged her to hold tight on the hope. Chirrut said the force had been staying with Cassian, and the force always worked in many surprising ways. Moreover, the medical staffs allowed everyone, whoever cared about Cassian, to visit him. He was getting much better now, but still unconscious.
She didnât want to dig up those memories of him being covered by blood and wounds four days ago. Nevertheless, she shook them out, made up her mind, and deciding to see him. Maybe Jyn and Chirrut were right.
           Y/N exited her station to the room where Cassian was placed. She noticed the one and only re-programming Imperial droid on Yavin IV. He stood and starred through the window, seem like he hoped his Captain was waking soon.
âY/N.â K2SO greeted, âI have calculated the possible that you are going to visit Cassian today, the percentage isâŠâ
âDonât tell me.â She cut the droid. âLet me go inside without your statistic. My head is aching enough.â
Keying a code, going inside, she cursed herself for being rude to K2SO. Somehow, after visiting Cassian â she would apologise to the droid â since she had forgotten his good intention, underneath the sarcasm.
As Y/N approached the bed, all Cassianâs blood and wounds were cleansed. BPM pulse and body temperature had not become normal yet. He would not wake up within two or three days, according to the report. Numerous I.V.s were still plugging into his veins, also a bandage on his torso.
Y/N sat on a chair beside the bed, examining Cassianâs state closely while she tried to hold back her tears, but it was failed. She could not help herself. All tears ran down her cheeks like a great flood. Four days and three nights felt like months. She let vulnerability got her by sobbing uncontrollably, started talking to him and wishing he could hear;
âCassian, I know you are willingly to do anything for the Rebellion. Iâm really proud. But why do you always run into suicide missions?â Her voice was depressed. âSometimes, you donât have to prove that you are one of the best rebel spies by destroying yourself. Mon Mothma and many commanders speak of you highly⊠even princess LeiaâŠâ
Tears still ran down, while she was reaching for his hand, biting lower lip and shook her head.
âI survived the first month because of your helps. You introduce me to many things I know just a bit or havenât known before, so I can fit in. When I feel down, blue, even black, you cheer me up with your eccentric jokes â and if you are out for a mission, you always say goodbye⊠this time⊠you donât even give me a chanceâŠâ
Y/N recalled what was happening when Rogue One recklessly leaved for Scariff, after most allies and commanders objected. She was there. When the meeting ended, she sought Cassian or whoever in his unit. Too late. They had gone.
âI want to blame my stupid brain for bringing the pain that I do not desire to feel. That isnât a reason. Those words in my mind â I wish I could tell you, after all of these yearsâŠâ Y/N softly squeezed his hand âSince here we are, only you and me. When you wake up, we are going to be the same. Itâs now or never.â
She paused for seconds, took one deep breath, and let all her feels breaking control.
âI love you, Cassian. More than a good friend. I love you with all my heart, my soul, my breath, and my entire existence. You are the one. Every time you come back, I just donât want to hug you â I want to kiss you like thereâs no tomorrow, jumping into you, embracing you in my armsâŠâŠâ
           Y/N kept confessing her feelings toward Cassian until she recognised she was going to weep again. She stopped, stood up, leaned forward to kiss Cassianâs forehead gently, and whispered before leaving.
âJust donât leave me hereâŠâ
           She dried her eyes, leaved Cassian behind, and repressing the desire to look at him again. As she exited, K2SO still had been on the spot. She sighed, walking toward the droid.
âIâm sorry Kay. I shouldnât say such things. Well, I donât have any excuse.â
âAt least you didnât hit me. I donât expect anything. I have calculated, there is a high chance that youâre going to apologise. So, I forgive you.â
Y/N could swear to Kriff that K2SO mentally shrugged, judging by his tone. She crossed her arms and faking a smile.
âThen weâre even.â Looking on the floor, she gazed up at K2SOÂ again. âTell me, have you calculated when Captain Andor is going to wake up?â
âI did, but I think you donât need it anymore.â
She raised her eyebrows. The droid did say nothing, just looked into the room. She followed suit, shook her head, and suddenly rushing inside.
Cassian opened his eyes. Blinking rapidly, he glanced around. The last thing he remembered â before everything turning black â was K2SO and Jyn helping him into an escape pod, also thinking about Y/N and regretting that he had not bid a proper farewell yet. And how the Kriff he could be here now, at the medical section on Rebelliâ
âMaker!â she exclaimed, stopping him from the train of thought â While she was restraining herself from hugging him.
Cassian swore in his native tongue. Unbelievably, his eyes might be deceiving him â Y/N was here â impossible. This place could be wherever the creatures went after the death.
âNo, this isnât true. Scariff was destroyed by the Death Star⊠You canât be here.â
Y/N wanted to punch him in the face, but it could send him back to the unconsciousness again. She tried to keep calm, but instead, her tears explode again.
âDonât you dare say such a thingââ
His mouth was gaping a little, looking downward at his own body. His torso and his head still hurt. He felt everything which plugged on his arm, thinking backward â moreover, before he could open his eye â he could hear Y/N said something⊠about the relationship, and love. Especially what he had been holding on for a long time, the same thing she had blurted out. He thought they were an illusion.
He sat up, his back and his bone were cracking loudly. He breathed deeply, restraining all the agony. Y/N supported him; holding his upper body and adjusting pillows.
âIâm so sorry, Y/N.â He paused, as she was sitting beside the bed, âThis mission is important. We must do it fast. That fucking weapon is too dangerous⊠like Iâve told you before, if we waited for permission, the Empire could be a hundred steps aheadâŠâ
âNo hard feelings. You survive, wake up and healing. The Empire is going to fall. Those are all I want.â Â
Seeing Y/N sniffed, sobbed and looked down at the floor, Cassianâs eyes were softer than ever. He reached out to take her hand, that grab an edge of the bed, caressing it gently.
âPlease donât cry. Kay tells me once that tears can drain oneself, and⊠You deserve all happiness in the galaxy.â
She gazed into his eyes. Perplexing spread on her pale face.
âWhat Kayâs randomly statistic has to do with my happiness?â
Cassian sighed quietly. Smiling, he whispered in Kenari, decided to speak all his heart out.
âCome sitting here.â He patted a space on the mattress. Although she was still dazing, she consented. Here, it was closer than ever, every time they interacted.
âYour happiness is my happiness. Your pain is my pain.â
She gasped. Something was dawning in her mind, but he still kept continuing;
âI thought I was dead or dreaming. It is not. I hear what you have said. I feel all the things you have done. Iâm not going to leave you here anymore. I love you, Y/N; with all my heart, my breath, my soul, and my entire existence.â
âCassâŠâ
âPlease donât leave me here, too.â
His voice was filled with pleading and the utmost longing. His eyes had not brightened yet, but they were brighter than ever â before he disappeared as the council was dismissing.
âIâm not gonna leave you. Ever.â
All the affectionate and things which left unsaid within their eyes were exploding. Her lips were parted â trying to reply â but his hand slowly moving to her face. Caressing it tenderly and trailing downward from her cheek to her chin, he tugged her weave behind her ear. Cassian and Y/N could feel their breaths upon their own skins. Their eyes were exchanging feeling from through all of these years, as she put her hand on his shoulder.
Cassian didnât hesitate. He leaned in to capture Y/N lips softly. It was like a butterfly pecking on flowers, an index finger touching a velvet cloth. They paused for seconds to catch the breath. She sensed that the temperature in this room was rising and warmer than before.
âI wonât do this againâŠâ He whispered, looked into her eyes and circling his thumbs over her cheek and her hand.
âYou donât have toâŠâ
âIâm not gonna be reckless. I will ask Mon Mothma and other commanders for table-work. More time on base, less time tââ
Y/N sealed Cassianâs mouth with her lips, lightly pushing him back on pillows. His eyes were widening, but he grinned while kissing her back. His hand on hers moved from to the back of her neck, gradually pulling her down to deepen the passionate kiss.
âThere is ninety-nine per cent that Y/N is gonna kiss you like this, Cassian.â
Y/N was abruptly jumping back to a chair. She almost fell from a sickbed, as she heard K2SOâs voice. Cassian, also the same, but he gripped a metal beside tightly enough.
âKay!â Cassian hissed the Droid, who was standing near infirmaryâs trolleys.
âOh, I shouldnât have disturbed you both, since you have always wished the scenario like this, should I?â
âGo visiting others.â He ordered. The droid did as he was told â turned around and walking out. Both Cassian and Y/N heard K2SO talking to himself, distinctly, like the droid wanted them to hear.
âHumans are such the peculiar life-forms. I will ask technicians on loading how to understand the humankind programme.â
âMaybe I will tell the technicians to not upload that.â
Cassian sighed loudly, shook his head, and turning to Y/N for opinion. But what he saw was she had been covering her face with her hands in shyness.
âNo, Iâm gonna tell them myself.â
Cassian joyfully laughed. She still sat and posing as the same. If his eyes were not deceived him, he saw the redness on her temple, her ears, and her neck.
âI should tell you how I feel earlier. But, it's okay, you are lovely when you are like this.â
âStop it.â She glanced and swiftly pressing the comm, calling a doctor, before Cassian could tease her more.
At the point, she didnât doubt why K2SO just being K2SO. Because the one who had reprogrammed this imperial droid was just the same as him.
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