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orcelito · 9 months

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I know a lot of ppl like Sentido but I cannot look at it. Covering my eyes thrashing my feet in embarrassment I Cannot Look At It

#speculation nation #IM JUDT. UGH #i dont like my characterizations. i like a lot of it but not all of it and im just #THEY TALK TOO MUCH. THEY TALK TOO MUCH!!!!!!! THATS NOT THEM #healthy communication in my vashwood fic?????? im dying from latent embarrassment it's just not THEM #it wasnt supposed to get that much attention is the thing 😭😭😭😭#it was supposed to just be me feeling out the characters as i made my way thru the manga #the fact that i wrote it b4 finishing the manga is a lot of it #ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh i take psychic damage anytime i think about it #AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE THAT IT'S GOT SO MANY MORE KUDOS THAN ITNL............#i like the concept of it but i dont think my execution of it was that great #the only reason i havent orphaned it is bc i do want ppl who like my writing there to read my other writing #bc. ok yes it's decent writing. i wont sell it short it's good writing. for the most part.#i like the 2nd and 3rd chapters the most. when vash and ww are fighting. and then when theyre being goofy together #i think it's the 5th chapter i have the most issue with. and i feel like the 4th chapter is largely redundant.#i just wanna hide it from my mind lmaooo or rewrite it so i can stop being so damn embarrassed by it.#it. is also my only finished multichapter fic. and that makes it kinda special too #UGH i hate having such mixed feelings about a piece of my writing. my grudging child. i guess you can stay.#someday tho i feel like im gonna wanna rewrite it or orphan it so i dont have to Look at it hfkshfkdb #for now. it stays. on thin ice :|

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mintypsii · 7 months

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how did zoro suddenly become bustier when usopp leaned on his shoulder . what the hell

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lunzi0 · 5 months

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thinking about what 3 star fam would be doing at this time...just sitting on the couch watching Christmas movies with their hot chocolate and sweets laughing at dumb jokes the move has, then opening presents at midnight each being so happy with their gifts they're just all happy and it's the only time their past doesn't haunt them, i'm sobbing tears

#seriously though im sitting here judt thinking and mentally breaking down #this is the most wholesome yesr for them and they dont need anyone else to be around #just the 3 of them together is enouhg UGH #fnaf #3 star fam #fnaf security breach

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themyscirah · 7 months

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They'll be fine... right?

#HE WOULD MISS B'DG OKAY I JUDT HAD TO PUT HIM HERE BC ITD BE FUNNY #loooovvveee miscommunication when its funny like this lets have some more miscommunication #took out some of the responses i thought were too easy/not fun like clark or something #barry i have in here just because i have the image of simon shooting him and then being like 'i thought you would dodge!'#anyways yeah im thinking abt simon baz again #i may slap together a meta post on the gun soon abt like the characterization and thematic aspect because it IS fucking hilarious but also #like character-wise its a doozy and very interesting and just ugh!!!!#simon baz #blah

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nomaishuttle · 6 months

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looking back on it i do think my childhood was engineered in a lab to make a really maladjusted person

#switching schools multiple times epr year bejng homeschooled off and on literally even like. the play i did JFNFJG #me playing with my dads handcuffs and locking myself up and then the next day im building fairy houses and shit. what on earth...#This is not mentioning the horrors of living with 2 people who need 2 get divorced so badly but theyve both never rly dated anybody else so #they just cant divorce now bc theyre so far in it. this is nottt mentioning the horrors of both of your parents using you to vent abt how #much they hate their spouse. when youre like 9 #<- it was like kinda fun bc I also got to bitch abt my parents bc i had gripes witj both of them. but also its so exhausting. everyy convo #i have with my dad if i even Mention my mom its immediately Ugh infuckjng hate her i hate that she did that and its like . ok i was judt #sharing a funny story . would u guys please divorce eachother and get over yourselves

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months

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never think of ichi getting a haircut and being upset with the result while getting your own hair cut lest you also be cursed with a cut You Did Not Want

#snap chats #everyone was here the last time i had a mental breakdown over a haircut i got right #part two baby !!!!!!#II WANT TO DIE SO BAD #i didnt have money to get it cut properly so i just had my mom do it since shes cut our hair for years #and she cut it too short and now i just feel dysphoric and ugly and i want to scream and die #‘snap youre making a mountain out of a mole hill’ LET ME BE UPSET #ITS MY HAIR MY FACE MY FEELINGS so if i wanna cry like a baby let me #esp since im going back to school this week like UGH I WANTED TO LOOK NICE THE FIRST DAY #i guess this is better than having my hair longer but still.... day ruined #at least ichi’s hair looked great.... i dont wanna look in the mirror for the next half year #ok im done being dramatic bye. im gonna cry on the couch <- exagerrating. hopefully.#ill probably judt try to draw to distract the fact my self consciousness is worse now LMAO WE’LL COPE SOMEHOW WE ALWAYS DO

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igbeh · 1 year

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when i say David Sedaris is to Catcher in the Rye is to Igby Goes Down is to Roman Roy, i mean it so seriously

#the narrative voice UGH like idk how to explain you judt need to take a dip in my brain idk #the comedic timing barely letting you sit in these dark uncomfortable and real moments like #rapid fire jokes and hurt and truth bam bam bam #its all connecfed its fucking interlinked i swear to god and im not trying to sound unhinged lmao #anyways i need more recommendations for Authors With This Distinct Voice if they exist

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cringefailfagcat · 10 months

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fucking salty bsd ep wasn't out when I was gonna watch it like two hours ago and now it's too late bc I have work tomorrow so I'm gonna have to wait knowing the hug is out there and I'm not seeing it

#and also they spoiled it with the previews #like :(#i hate when i have a certain thing to look forward to like that and it gets spoiled in advance like no #i want the surprise of it being there #like they even spoiled the bit with ranpo ducking out of the way and i was wondering whether they'd include thay detail #:(((#vent #sorry im just. gwumpt #and like. ugh. idk its judt #you dont get it thay hug is so important i want it to be perfect i didnt want it fucking half ruined in advance #and also stupid fucking timezones fucking up my schedule so im p gonna get spoiled on what's in the ep

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weenhands · 11 months

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patrick may use facebook and stuff but he types in all lower case and likes to use "!!", ":)" and ":(" the same way i do is ur gun pink

#omg judt yhinking abput him PLXXXZZZZZ #he told me i had the heart and drive to do everytbing bc i work two jobs plus do summer school #NOW IM REMEMBERING ABOUT MY CLASSES #ugh i might cancel w robin tmrw?#idk like i need to at least do school #I NEED. to be waking up early. :| !!!!!! so da day can b faster #ugh but STUPID!!! ASS!!!! registration stuff is slowing me down rn like if they werent slow with their shit #anyways yeah and patrick also told me hed like to be there for my birthday if i celebrate it this year #im nervous to hang out with him. Idk ... .#i havent been to a boys house and i havent been to anyone elses house besides robin and an old friends house since. SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL .#LITERAL DOTS. ok ya im reasonably nervous #but i wanna wstch saw with him :[#and the wsy hes so tall and i wish i could just hug him whenever hes right beside me because hes like. so comfy and safe to be around #also if anyone cares hes an aries

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togeqii · 2 years

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oh i am just absolutely fraying at the edges i can feel it

#i got 4 hours last night and im running solely on caffeine rn and i spent an hour on a problem where i basically judt wasted my time bc #the answer the prof wrote down is probably wrong #and i can't believe i spent so much time trying to figure a problem thats basically just a calc 1 integral LIKE UGH i feel soooooo😭😭😭😭#and im riding the bus home and its dark and cold and RAINY im having such a bad time #I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO STILL #.x

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ars0nism · 2 years

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actually the worst overstimulation moments are when ur overstimulated from people you love. like i have two chaotic stepsiblings & theyre young and one of them has hyperactive adhd and i love them !! i love them a lot !! theyre adorable & sweet and one of them gave me a bracelet with my name (chosen name!!) on it and the other one i can bounce sonic facts off of bc its one of my special interests and its his hyperfixation but being around them for too long makes me itchy! i want to hang out with them i want to be like my sister and be there for them but every second spent with them is so horribly draining & i think thats the worst overstimulation. fuck theme parks, fuck class, the worst overstimulation is from your favorite little kids

#im just so tired throughout the day and get energy back when they go to bed bc the overstim finally ends #ugh #its easier when my sister's there bc then their attention can go to her #but shes not here this time!#anyways #this isnt their fault. i want to make that incredibly clear #i KNOW how difficult it is to manage a mental disorder and i dont blame either of them for how they act #its judt that my 'cant have any loud people around me or i die' autism and their 'cant shut the fuck up ever' adhd. clash #anyway ive convinced the one with the sonic hyperfixation that sonic is in fact a homosexual so im doing a good job #i had to explain my depression this morning actually #bc i took my meds n they were like 'but whyy'#i do hope that antideppressants are gonns make it a little easier bc of the less pressure from my depression & anxiety #but ill never truly be capable of handling this kinda stuff for too long #and thats okay #had such a bad headache all day still cant tell if it was overstim or the meds or the usual headache

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thursdayg1rl · 1 year

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everyone breaking news : everything everywhere all at once is showing on the 27th of december

#if everything goes right most of my family will be on holiday #so they cant begrudge me going to the cinema w my friends right #if no one says they'll go w me i WILL be throwing a tantrum #like im judt worried bc its so close to christmas so they might be like no #ok will ask when theyre planning on going on holiday #ugh i really want to see it in a theatre .#one of my new yrs resolutions is to start making plans first #i just get embarrassed and feel like no one will go w me

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oflgtfol · 14 days

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ALDEBARAN AND THE HYADES MENTIONED 🔥🔥🔥🔥

#TAURUS CONSTELATION MY BELOVEDDDDDD #taurus is barely visible anymore at night it makes me so sad 😭😭#the spring time sky SUUUUCKS so bad bro #the milky way is below the horizon so you cant really see any cool stars #hence why spring is called galaxy season. cuz being pointed away from the MW means we can see other galaxies beyond it easier #but not if u live in a light polluted area !! FUCK !!#who cares about galaxy season when i cant see any deep space objects here at all #so all the spring time constellations are so fucking boring and also so FAINT u can barely see them #ugh summer gets better tho so im judt waiting for summer #Anyway. Erm #brot posts #mal posting #sort of.#and auhm #astro posting #also.

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shibbledibble22 · 4 months

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I havent reread homestuck in over 5 years and boy when I tell you I have a hankering to reread it now

#im listening to homestuck music at 3am #the nostalgia is kicking my ASS #ugh #the last thing i need right now is this but i WANT IT #i never read the homestuck 2 shit #i still wont tbh #hell if i even finish homestuck 1 #i judt want to read any of it at this point

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nomaishuttle · 6 months

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it does suck some of the sdv mods like. they have a rly good idea and i want to have them in my game but the execution is like. weird

#i appreciate the idea of the diverse ginger island mod and i truly dont feel comfortable going to ginger island without it bc its Truly #gross in vanilla. but there r some aspects.of the mod that like. annoy me... theyre modtly rly petty #i also use the sprite replacements to make them look a bit better but they still are not. quite up to standard 4 me 😭😭#but aside from that judt some of the story rewrites seem like. a bit gratuitous and some of them weird me out #like aging up leo and having him have like. a romance with sam. is weird to me and i wish there was an option to leave that out #idk. and also i think some of the rewrites with birdies quest r like. weird... and some of the dialogue just comes off oddly idk.#idr wanna play sdv rn btw im just looking through my spreadsheetsnd thinking abt it..#its also like. i feel like ginger island needs like. Insanely major rewrites and i feel like dgi is kind of like. a bandaid solution #bc u still go to this island and build a resort there. yk... and i get that its like. ugh idk. itisnt rly my place to speak on it ig.#i just think abt it a bit basically. i appreciate the mod and the work that goes into it it just isnt like. my ideal version of the mod yk.

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catgirl-or-furry · 5 months

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That feeling when you REEEEAAALLLY want to do something as vengeance on someone who was mean to you, but doing the thing would just prove them right in the things they said about you.

#i could do it but then theyd be right #and as much as i want to hurt them back #i REFUSE to prove them right #its been a while since someones hurt me this bad where i want revenge #the last time i wanted to hurt something this bad it was cancer #and i cant hurt cancer #as much as i want revenge on it #but this time its people whom im fully capable of hurting #and i must hold myself back #because i refuse to stoop to revenge #as vengence becomes a painful cycle #and id like to think theyre just unaware of how bad what they did was #but theyre like three times my age so they shouldnt be that ignorant #ugh im just fighting myself #i actually judt had an idea #of a way i may be able to get some coosure #brb gonna do that

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