Thinking about Trent immediately wanting to join the diamond dogs because he never had a healthy group of male friends, expecially in the workplace

somebody to love by queen playing as crowley walks out of the bookshop, devastated after he thinks aziraphale is dead.

Ok I feel like I just HAVE to brag. It's my birthday and THIS is what my mom gave me.

When I tell you I CRIED

merlin goes through so many dramatic personality shifts over his life. the years he's a servant? he's hopeful, ambitious, witty & optimistic. the years he's an advisor? he's suave, egotistical & authoritative. though, that changes in the coming months to the final battle. he's crushed by the weight of his destiny, thus he becomes distant & too focused on preventing a future that's meant to happen. he hardly cracks a smile nor carries any of the same passion as before. then, he becomes cold & cynical. he hurts & mourns for centuries. his flame of hope flickers a few times, though is always snuffed out. by the modern day? he's sarcastic, though blunt. he's reserved & detached. his wisdom is given out of duty, not out of passion. but what doesn't change? is that he's kind. even when he shuts off from the world, he's still compassionate & he will help you if there's no other way, or at least feel that compassion if he doesn't show it.

I know this has already been said a ton but

kevin's singing voice is unironically so beautiful and watching and listening to him sing brings a tear to my eye

anyway re4make thoughts 😁 (spoilers!!)

So i listed the whole album, I'm on the verge of tears and with the biggest smile in my face, words can't express how much I loved this album, like for real, right now I'm unable to pick a favorite song because this album rewired my brain just like Folie a Deux did.

Patrick voice is angelic, Joe is the true madman, Andy NEVER disappoints, and Pete lyrics touched my soul.

I truly feel all the love for Fall out boy like I'm 15 again and it's so powerful-

Anyways I'm going to listen all the songs again at work so

Good night everyone 💖

just told my favorite aunt – the one that I've always resembled so much – that I bought a bike, and instead of worrying she was incredibly happy and said she used to have one too.

From the comment section: "This is a video when Araki was 20 years old and was semi-selected for the Tezuka Prize"

He's meeting Osamu Tezuka, the author and creator of Astro Boy!

god i've missed the nein so much

Meine Tränen is the saddest Rammstein song ever maybe & the fact that it reminds me of more than one muse, mainly richard, & i’m just sitting here crying like???  Lügen is also fucked up sad. it also reminds me of richard. also of duke, but just at the beginning, the second verse doesn’t really fit. the first, just describing this idyllic life, all this stuff that’s so nice & peaceful - & then it’s revealed to be all lies? so fucking CHOKED BRO.

Bro if I had a gf or bf and if they decide to skip their work to spend time w/ me I'm gonna cry and fall deeper to that love

Sorry if some of these overlap a little/if I left out something obvious kajbdsjkd I tried my best haha. And that's why there's an "other" option!

The newest Very Important People makes me feel like I'm losing my mind but in a surreal emotional way that's probably positive

You put rocks in the bag. You carry it as long as you can. And then you find somewhere you love and you put the rocks down.

something i like about nona's family is that they're so like, almost a perfect little nuclear family, and then just. not.

like. pyrrha is "the person who works for her" but also the one who makes breakfast and does the dishes. she's a woman quite literally posessing the body of a cis man and really leaning into the look, honorarily trans in both directions, working construction and shaving in the mornings and braiding nona's hair before school.

and then there's camilla, her...nagging wife? troublemaking older child? roomate who she barely gets along with? the fact that palamedes shares this role is doubly weird. he's a man literally posessing the body of a cis woman, and they're both pyrrha's nagging wife/problem child/roomate. i don't personally believe that anything explicitly or overtly sexual was happening between her and either of them, but i completely understand where people who think that are coming from. and it's fucking weird (affetionate?).

even nona occupies a weird place in this dynamic. like. pyrrha is definitely a parent to her but camilla, who takes a much more active role in her daily life, is...idk. nona has a crush on her and wants to marry her and adopt dogs. camilla's feelings for nona are more parental or older-sisterly, in that she cares for her and wants to protect her, and if her feelings are more complicated than that, it's because of the obvious aspects of the situation which make her extremely sad and apprehensive of the future. her affection for nona seems relatively simple.

and then there's palamedes, who is in theory another parental figure (see: camilla's "i'll talk to your mother later" face, or pyrrha's "you're going to make someone a really irritating wife one day, sextus"), but in nona's view of things he seems like something more along the lines of an older sibling, or perhaps a cool uncle, which is funny because pyrrha arguably treats him more like a spouse than she does camilla.

it's all just so fucking weird and jumbled up on itself. pyrrha will kiss camilla on the head and say "i'll be home for dinner, dear," and then turn around and call both her and nona "daddy's own treasures" (don't get me started). she'll kiss palamedes and camilla both on the mouth and tell them she loves them. she'll tell them she didn't love them well, or even wholesomely, and she won't explain what she means by wholesome.

alecto calls her "mother and father." alecto tells her she should've given into her urges and eaten them.

palamedes and camilla are second cousins and queerplatonic and married and the same person and by the start of the book the lines between them are already dissolving.

nona is so so young and she's so so old and she's not so much younger than camilla and she's older than pyrrha can even comprehend and some days she needs help getting her shirt over her head.

and most importantly they all love each other. it's a weird and confused and unhealthy love. it's a love full of tension and annoyance and fear. it's a love that wants very badly to fit a category and can't. but it's love it's love it's love and even when it's over even when it has nowhere left to go it's not gone it can't be gone. it's over it's done you can't take loved away.